0:01:22 > 0:01:23So, how's college?
0:01:23 > 0:01:25Fine.
0:01:25 > 0:01:29Last time I was back, you were still working on the illustrations for your project.
0:01:29 > 0:01:31I handed that in weeks ago.
0:01:31 > 0:01:34Oh, OK. Did Dad manage to help?
0:01:35 > 0:01:37No. He was too sick.
0:01:37 > 0:01:40Did you decide to go for your next Karate belt?
0:01:40 > 0:01:42No, I'm too tired to go in the evenings.
0:01:42 > 0:01:44Anyway, I can't always leave Dad.
0:01:44 > 0:01:46Right. Of course.
0:01:47 > 0:01:49He's been getting a lot worse this month.
0:01:49 > 0:01:52He's using the oxygen a lot.
0:01:52 > 0:01:54Yeah. Tank's low.
0:01:54 > 0:01:56I'll arrange another delivery.
0:01:57 > 0:02:01Oh! What have you two been eating?
0:02:01 > 0:02:04I go to the supermarket on Saturdays.
0:02:04 > 0:02:06I'll put in an online order.
0:02:10 > 0:02:11What time's your first class?
0:02:13 > 0:02:15Kieran?
0:02:15 > 0:02:17I'm just going up to see Dad.
0:02:17 > 0:02:18Oh.
0:02:26 > 0:02:27Marina, darling.
0:02:30 > 0:02:33Here's your coffee.
0:02:33 > 0:02:35- What time is it? - Just after eight.
0:02:36 > 0:02:39It's too early. We've still got loads of time.
0:02:39 > 0:02:42We'll have to leave in about 40 minutes. Don't want to be late.
0:02:42 > 0:02:44Yeah, all right, all right.
0:02:44 > 0:02:46Did you sleep any better?
0:02:46 > 0:02:48I can still hear you,
0:02:48 > 0:02:52- even through the wall.- I'm sorry. I'll try the nasal strips next.
0:02:52 > 0:02:55We'll find something that works. I'll leave you to get dressed.
0:03:00 > 0:03:03I understand the hospital's position, yes,
0:03:03 > 0:03:05but I don't necessarily agree.
0:03:07 > 0:03:11But what if I don't think my husband is receiving the best course of treatment?
0:03:13 > 0:03:16No, no. This is getting us nowhere.
0:03:16 > 0:03:19I think I'm going to ring Doctor Carter myself. Yes. Bye.
0:03:22 > 0:03:24You off?
0:03:24 > 0:03:25If you can manage?
0:03:25 > 0:03:26Of course I can.
0:03:28 > 0:03:29He's asking for you.
0:03:31 > 0:03:35- He doesn't seem too good this morning.- OK, I'll go up in a minute.
0:03:39 > 0:03:41Do you need any money for lunch?
0:03:41 > 0:03:43DOOR CLOSES
0:04:01 > 0:04:03We haven't dropped a point this season.
0:04:03 > 0:04:06Today, the sports centre, tomorrow, the Champions League.
0:04:06 > 0:04:11Yes, it's nice, you know? Tight little team.
0:04:11 > 0:04:12Aw, Freya's dream team.
0:04:12 > 0:04:15Do you want to shut up now?
0:04:15 > 0:04:17Sounds like you and Mandy are really clicking.
0:04:17 > 0:04:19Yeah. It's nice.
0:04:19 > 0:04:21It's lovely that early stage thing, isn't it?
0:04:21 > 0:04:24- When you just can't get enough of each other?- Yeah.
0:04:24 > 0:04:27Are you going to ask her to come watch you play?
0:04:27 > 0:04:29Didn't really think it'd be her thing.
0:04:29 > 0:04:33She might love it, watching you kicking, shooting, dribbling.
0:04:33 > 0:04:37I was just a bit worried, you know, she wouldn't know anyone.
0:04:37 > 0:04:38Mandy gets on with everyone.
0:04:38 > 0:04:42- Oh, hi Heston.- I'm going to come along and really embarrass you.
0:04:42 > 0:04:45Give us an F. Give us an R.
0:04:45 > 0:04:47Right...
0:04:47 > 0:04:49Not only have you got the wrong shaped ball,
0:04:49 > 0:04:51you've also got the wrong country.
0:04:51 > 0:04:53Oh, yeah. See you later.
0:04:53 > 0:04:55See you, love.
0:04:57 > 0:04:59Hey! Steady on!
0:04:59 > 0:05:01Sorry, bit preoccupied.
0:05:01 > 0:05:04Right, must be bad if you're on coffee.
0:05:04 > 0:05:05It's not normally your thing.
0:05:05 > 0:05:08I just needed a bit of a pick me up.
0:05:08 > 0:05:13Right, well, no matter much you need your shot of Colombian caffeine...
0:05:13 > 0:05:15not really worth third degree burns, is it?
0:05:23 > 0:05:26Andrea, hi! I didn't know you were back.
0:05:26 > 0:05:28Compassionate leave.
0:05:28 > 0:05:32Ah. Well, Heston's been keeping me up to date. So how are you?
0:05:32 > 0:05:34Well, you know.
0:05:34 > 0:05:35Have you come in about Tom?
0:05:35 > 0:05:36Yeah.
0:05:36 > 0:05:39I know there's probably not much else they can do now,
0:05:39 > 0:05:42but I just wanted to talk over the treatment plan with Heston.
0:05:42 > 0:05:46I didn't feel like I was getting anywhere with the hospital.
0:05:46 > 0:05:48Oh, right. How long is your leave for?
0:05:48 > 0:05:49It depends.
0:05:49 > 0:05:53Right. Right. I guess Kieran will be glad you're back.
0:05:53 > 0:05:55Jury's out on that one.
0:05:55 > 0:05:58I just meant it'll probably help to lighten his load a little.
0:05:58 > 0:06:00That was the plan.
0:06:01 > 0:06:04He came in with Tom last week, actually. Seemed to be coping well.
0:06:05 > 0:06:07You must be very proud of him.
0:06:09 > 0:06:12I was just going to get myself a sneaky cup of coffee,
0:06:12 > 0:06:15- would you like one? - Are you sure? You must be very busy.
0:06:15 > 0:06:18No, it's fine, come on through to my office.
0:06:20 > 0:06:22I know where the biscuits are hidden.
0:06:23 > 0:06:26I just wanted a quick chat.
0:06:26 > 0:06:28- Quick chat?- Yes. I kind of feel like...
0:06:28 > 0:06:32And I kind of feel I don't want to hear it. I think Julia explained the situation perfectly to you.
0:06:32 > 0:06:34It's just I thought I should...
0:06:34 > 0:06:38- I'm not interested in your thoughts. You screwed up.- But that's not...
0:06:38 > 0:06:41- Don't try to weasel out, be man enough to admit it.- I am.
0:06:41 > 0:06:43Good.
0:06:50 > 0:06:54From employment to family life and back's never been easy.
0:06:54 > 0:06:57You've made it work for you. Career-wise, I mean.
0:06:57 > 0:06:58It's caused problems.
0:06:58 > 0:07:00For all of us. Kieran included.
0:07:00 > 0:07:02Well, you can't be in two places at once can you?
0:07:02 > 0:07:04You've got to choose.
0:07:04 > 0:07:07Exactly. Someone has to pay the bills.
0:07:07 > 0:07:09I love Tom.
0:07:09 > 0:07:12The art has always been so important to him.
0:07:12 > 0:07:15I never expected he'd make money out of it.
0:07:16 > 0:07:20I never expected to be away so long either, to miss so much.
0:07:20 > 0:07:21Well, I...
0:07:23 > 0:07:24..I guess it must be very hard for you
0:07:24 > 0:07:27coming back each time and seeing Tom getting worse.
0:07:27 > 0:07:29It's not that...
0:07:32 > 0:07:35I've known about her for a couple of years,
0:07:35 > 0:07:37- I don't know why it's getting to me now.- About who?
0:07:37 > 0:07:39Tom's been seeing someone else.
0:07:39 > 0:07:41Oh...
0:07:41 > 0:07:44I don't think he ever saw her while I was home.
0:07:44 > 0:07:46We just lived separate lives.
0:07:48 > 0:07:51I see. Does Kieran know?
0:07:51 > 0:07:52No, I don't think so.
0:07:55 > 0:07:58I blame myself, I suppose. I...I let it happen.
0:07:59 > 0:08:03I put my career first. Left my son to cope alone.
0:08:04 > 0:08:05I'm sorry.
0:08:05 > 0:08:09- I didn't mean to unload all this on you.- That's OK.
0:08:09 > 0:08:11No, it's not OK. You're at work and...
0:08:11 > 0:08:14The thing is, I don't know what to do.
0:08:18 > 0:08:19What do you want to do?
0:08:21 > 0:08:22Talk to Tom.
0:08:23 > 0:08:25Before it's too late.
0:08:27 > 0:08:29Don't you think I should?
0:08:29 > 0:08:32- You don't think it's important to...? - Andrea.
0:08:35 > 0:08:37I think what's important right now
0:08:37 > 0:08:41is that you make the most of the time Tom has left.
0:08:41 > 0:08:42I think you should focus on that.
0:08:46 > 0:08:51- I'd better go. I'm going to miss my appointment.- Yeah, OK. Look...
0:08:51 > 0:08:54if there's anything I can do to help...
0:09:04 > 0:09:06'Don't worry about it.'
0:09:06 > 0:09:09I'm sorry, I genuinely forgot we'd arranged it for this afternoon.
0:09:09 > 0:09:12'It's fine. I used to play a bit myself, remember?'
0:09:12 > 0:09:14'Footy comes first.'
0:09:14 > 0:09:18- Are you sure you don't mind? - 'No! I'll come along and watch.'
0:09:18 > 0:09:21Mand, you will be bored out of your mind.
0:09:21 > 0:09:22'No, I won't!'
0:09:22 > 0:09:24Why don't we just rearrange...?
0:09:24 > 0:09:27'Freya, I want to come. OK?'
0:09:27 > 0:09:29'Pick me up on the way. I've got to go.'
0:09:29 > 0:09:32- Wait, are we... - 'See you later, bye!'
0:09:35 > 0:09:36KNOCK ON DOOR
0:09:36 > 0:09:38- ANNOYED TONE:- Yes?
0:09:41 > 0:09:44- Marina.- For you.- How thoughtful.
0:09:46 > 0:09:49I came in to say I'm sorry I was so snappy with you this morning.
0:09:49 > 0:09:52I don't know why you put up with me.
0:09:52 > 0:09:55Because I'd be miserable without you.
0:09:55 > 0:09:58I promise we'll find the right strategy for us.
0:09:58 > 0:10:00It's just a question of patience and perseverance.
0:10:00 > 0:10:03- Both of which I have in abundance. - You do indeed.
0:10:03 > 0:10:05I won't give up.
0:10:06 > 0:10:07Oh...
0:10:10 > 0:10:14You really are the most remarkable man I've ever met.
0:10:14 > 0:10:16I prescribe you leave work early,
0:10:16 > 0:10:20go home to a quiet, undisturbed house, for a long, peaceful sleep.
0:10:20 > 0:10:25And later, I will cook. Doctor's orders.
0:10:52 > 0:10:56All I'm saying is you're going to be bored silly, watching.
0:10:56 > 0:11:00- It'll be fun! - No, playing is fun!
0:11:00 > 0:11:04True, but I'll get to see your silky skills and maybe pick up a few tips!
0:11:04 > 0:11:08I may have exaggerated about those. Blink and you'll miss them!
0:11:08 > 0:11:10No, don't try and double-bluff me!
0:11:10 > 0:11:14- Just saying, if it's not your thing, you don't have to stay around.- Fine!
0:11:14 > 0:11:17But I'm going to enjoy myself, whatever. OK?
0:11:33 > 0:11:35DOORBELL
0:11:41 > 0:11:44I'm Tom's wife.
0:11:46 > 0:11:49Hey! Look at you!
0:11:49 > 0:11:53- I thought you were joking!- Oh, no. Got my pom-poms in my bag and everything!
0:11:53 > 0:11:55Steady on!
0:11:56 > 0:11:58Hi, Cherry!
0:11:58 > 0:12:01Are you going to be a cheerleader with me?
0:12:01 > 0:12:03I've had a better offer, actually.
0:12:03 > 0:12:06The girls were just saying that you're one short.
0:12:06 > 0:12:08Yeah...
0:12:08 > 0:12:11I'll probably be hopeless but...I don't mind stepping in.
0:12:11 > 0:12:13You haven't got any kit, have you?
0:12:13 > 0:12:17Well, between everyone, I can borrow what I need.
0:12:17 > 0:12:22Look, if you're worried I'm going to show you up, trust me, I won't.
0:12:22 > 0:12:24I played a bit at school.
0:12:24 > 0:12:26Are you OK with this?
0:12:26 > 0:12:28Yeah. Course I am.
0:12:28 > 0:12:30- But you need to go and get changed now.- Go for it!
0:12:40 > 0:12:42Er, help yourself.
0:12:42 > 0:12:44I saw you in the supermarket once.
0:12:46 > 0:12:48- I don't remember.- I followed you.
0:12:48 > 0:12:51Then I started crying, so I left.
0:12:53 > 0:12:55I'm sorry.
0:12:56 > 0:12:59I never expected to meet you, face to face.
0:13:00 > 0:13:03I've never wanted to meet you.
0:13:03 > 0:13:05I don't really know why I'm here.
0:13:07 > 0:13:08How long have you known?
0:13:09 > 0:13:12Tom always had this joke about the sea being my other man.
0:13:16 > 0:13:20So...um, are there things you wanted to ask me?
0:13:20 > 0:13:22Did Tom talk about me?
0:13:24 > 0:13:28I've never minded, though. I've always known where I stood.
0:13:29 > 0:13:32I know he's really fond of me, but he loves you.
0:13:34 > 0:13:37You've always come first. His family.
0:13:37 > 0:13:40He's very proud of you and your career in the Navy.
0:13:41 > 0:13:44I've never been a replacement for you.
0:13:46 > 0:13:50I lost my husband to cancer four years ago.
0:13:50 > 0:13:52I met Tom in hospital.
0:13:52 > 0:13:56Our paths just crossed so many times while he was in for chemo.
0:13:56 > 0:14:00Then we met for a coffee. Discovered we had a mutual interest in art.
0:14:03 > 0:14:08Over time we became more like friends, really. Company.
0:14:10 > 0:14:13And then he needed someone to...to help.
0:14:13 > 0:14:14You know?
0:14:16 > 0:14:19- May I use your bathroom? - It's just off the hallway.
0:14:25 > 0:14:29Oh, hiya! Didn't know you were a football fan.
0:14:29 > 0:14:32- If I was I wouldn't be here, would I?- So why ARE you here, then?
0:14:34 > 0:14:38Comedy value. It's got to be funny, watching girls trying to play football.
0:14:38 > 0:14:42- So you've just come here for a laugh?- Why not? It's free.
0:14:42 > 0:14:44So why are YOU here?
0:14:44 > 0:14:47Cos I've come to watch my friends.
0:14:47 > 0:14:49Oh, right. Little Miss Matchmaker.
0:14:51 > 0:14:56- All right, let's do this! - Yay! Woohoo! Come on, Freya!
0:14:56 > 0:14:58Woohoo!
0:15:00 > 0:15:02Woohoo! Well done!
0:15:04 > 0:15:06PHONE BEEPS
0:15:06 > 0:15:08FOOTSTEPS APPROACH
0:15:15 > 0:15:19- If anything I've said has upset you, I'm sorry.- Don't be. It's not you.
0:15:20 > 0:15:24I thought if I met you it would help me. Somehow.
0:15:24 > 0:15:28- And has it? - I felt frightened of you before.
0:15:30 > 0:15:32But now I'm glad Tom had you there.
0:15:33 > 0:15:35Glad he wasn't alone.
0:15:36 > 0:15:40Do you mind if I ask, I haven't seen Tom for a few days. How is he?
0:15:41 > 0:15:44Sorry. It's OK. You don't have to answer. I just wondered.
0:15:47 > 0:15:49Tom's dead.
0:15:54 > 0:15:58Go on, Freya. Go on!
0:16:01 > 0:16:03WHISTLE BLOWS
0:16:10 > 0:16:12Mands, I'm free! Mands!
0:16:12 > 0:16:15Cross! Mandy!
0:16:17 > 0:16:19Cross!
0:16:19 > 0:16:22- CHEERING - Yeah!
0:16:24 > 0:16:30We'd talked a little earlier. Mostly about Kieran.
0:16:31 > 0:16:34Tom had wanted me to wrap a present for him.
0:16:35 > 0:16:38It was as if he knew, somehow.
0:16:40 > 0:16:43A little later I went up to get his lunch tray.
0:16:44 > 0:16:47He was so still, barely breathing.
0:16:48 > 0:16:53But when I held his hand, he squeezed back, just gently.
0:16:56 > 0:16:59It was like that for a few minutes and then...
0:17:00 > 0:17:01It's OK.
0:17:03 > 0:17:06He just slipped away.
0:17:06 > 0:17:07So quietly.
0:17:10 > 0:17:14Afterwards, I should have rung a doctor or something.
0:17:16 > 0:17:18You must think I'm mad.
0:17:18 > 0:17:19No.
0:17:19 > 0:17:24But I couldn't bring myself to say the words to anyone. You know?
0:17:26 > 0:17:29Just to say the words, "He's gone."
0:17:34 > 0:17:38You were with him, Andrea, and he knew it.
0:17:38 > 0:17:40That's what matters.
0:17:41 > 0:17:44I loved him.
0:17:44 > 0:17:46So much.
0:17:46 > 0:17:49I know. He loved you too.
0:17:58 > 0:18:01- Mands! You're a natural! - Natural disaster.
0:18:01 > 0:18:03Ta! But I'm really enjoying it.
0:18:03 > 0:18:07- They're walking all over you. - Yeah, like you could do any better.
0:18:09 > 0:18:10You OK?
0:18:10 > 0:18:15Yeah, fine. I just wanted a word with Freya, but she's too busy being a bad loser.
0:18:15 > 0:18:19- Ah, so THAT'S why you're here? - Yeah, it's just work stuff.
0:18:19 > 0:18:24If you're still fretting about what Heston and Julia think about you, you're wasting your time.
0:18:24 > 0:18:27- They think I'm a liability. - Then prove to them you're not.
0:18:27 > 0:18:31Take on something extra. I don't know, anything,
0:18:31 > 0:18:33as long as you impress ONE of the partners.
0:18:33 > 0:18:36Prove to them that you're willing to go the extra mile.
0:18:38 > 0:18:41- Kevin?- Yeah, you're probably right.
0:18:44 > 0:18:47You know what I think? I think you still like her.
0:18:49 > 0:18:52- Who? - You know what I'm talking about.
0:18:54 > 0:18:56PHONE BEEPS
0:18:58 > 0:19:00Duty calls. I'll catch you later.
0:19:21 > 0:19:24Kieran, please open the door.
0:19:31 > 0:19:34KNOCKING
0:19:35 > 0:19:37Kieran, I'm sorry.
0:19:38 > 0:19:41I know you tried to call me.
0:19:44 > 0:19:48Please open the door. You can't stay in there.
0:20:02 > 0:20:04- Ooooh!- Don't worry, get it back up.
0:20:05 > 0:20:08- Mandy!- Come on, Freya, come on!
0:20:10 > 0:20:11YES!
0:20:14 > 0:20:17One more! We can do this! Come on, come on!
0:20:19 > 0:20:23I'm afraid Dr Carter was unavailable, sorry.
0:20:23 > 0:20:26My son has locked himself in with Tom.
0:20:26 > 0:20:28He won't come out.
0:20:28 > 0:20:32- OK. What's your son's name? - Kieran. He's 17.
0:20:32 > 0:20:35- He doesn't normally come home for lunch.- Right.
0:20:35 > 0:20:39- I mean...it's my fault. - It's not your fault, Mrs Gladwell.
0:20:39 > 0:20:44- It is. I should have been here.- It's OK.- No, it isn't. I wasn't here.
0:20:45 > 0:20:48Kieran came home and found Tom.
0:20:48 > 0:20:53- I'm really sorry, but I need to get in to that bedroom.- I know.
0:20:53 > 0:20:55Is there any way of getting him to open the door?
0:20:55 > 0:20:57I've tried but he won't listen to me.
0:20:57 > 0:21:02- Does he have any brothers or sisters?- No close family. Not near.
0:21:02 > 0:21:04What about friends?
0:21:05 > 0:21:08- I don't know.- Girlfriend?
0:21:12 > 0:21:14OK.
0:21:18 > 0:21:21Mands! Pass it!
0:21:21 > 0:21:22Come on, Freya!
0:21:23 > 0:21:26Yeah!
0:21:27 > 0:21:29Yes!
0:21:29 > 0:21:32FINAL-WHISTLE BLOWS
0:21:37 > 0:21:39FOOTSTEPS APPROACH
0:21:43 > 0:21:47He's OK. Once I explained to him what has to happen next...
0:21:47 > 0:21:53- Thank you.- I need to make some more phone calls, but Kieran could do with someone sitting by him.
0:21:55 > 0:21:58- Oh. I don't know what to say to him. - You don't need to say anything.
0:21:58 > 0:22:02You're his mum. He just needs to know that he's not on his own.
0:22:17 > 0:22:21This is Captain Gladwell. Can I speak to Personnel?
0:22:21 > 0:22:24Commanding Officer Johnson, please.
0:22:29 > 0:22:30Hi.
0:22:35 > 0:22:38Dad wanted you to have this.
0:23:09 > 0:23:11(It's OK.)
0:23:18 > 0:23:20What a comeback!
0:23:20 > 0:23:22That last goal was amazing!
0:23:22 > 0:23:26I know it was. But the pass wasn't bad either...
0:23:26 > 0:23:29Thank you. I haven't lost it.
0:23:29 > 0:23:32I didn't realise how competitive you were, though!
0:23:34 > 0:23:37What a buzz! We should go out and celebrate our teamwork.
0:23:37 > 0:23:41What do you reckon? A few of them are talking about going to the pub.
0:23:41 > 0:23:45- Oh, right.- If you don't fancy that we could always go somewhere else.
0:23:45 > 0:23:48Are you hungry? I know this fantastic Thai place.
0:23:48 > 0:23:52Or a takeaway? We could stop off and get a bottle of wine.
0:23:52 > 0:23:54Why don't we do that, then? Head back to yours,
0:23:54 > 0:23:56have our own exclusive party for two?
0:23:56 > 0:23:59- No.- What's the matter?
0:23:59 > 0:24:03You're not a serial killer, are you? Bodies under the bed?
0:24:03 > 0:24:07No. My place - bad idea - a bit studenty, you know?
0:24:07 > 0:24:09So?
0:24:09 > 0:24:14OK. Um, bit of a mess. Bit like me.
0:24:15 > 0:24:18What does that mean?
0:24:18 > 0:24:20OK... Look, I'm just a bit knackered,
0:24:20 > 0:24:25you know, after today, and I was just banking on a quiet night in.
0:24:25 > 0:24:28But don't take that the wrong way,
0:24:28 > 0:24:32I just think we really need to pace ourselves, yeah?
0:24:33 > 0:24:35I'll see you soon.
0:24:38 > 0:24:40OK?
0:25:35 > 0:25:37CLATTER
0:25:48 > 0:25:50DOOR SLAMS
0:25:50 > 0:25:53- I'm sorry. I was...- What are you trying to do - torture me?!
0:25:53 > 0:25:58Wait till I'm asleep and then come crashing around! Five minutes' sleep, that's all I'm asking for.
0:26:01 > 0:26:04That's all I've asked you to do, is let me sleep!
0:26:04 > 0:26:06Calm down...
0:26:06 > 0:26:10- Stop, stop!- Just leave me alone!
0:26:14 > 0:26:16Marina, stop! Stop!
0:26:16 > 0:26:19You don't have to do this.
0:26:32 > 0:26:34(What am I doing to you?)
0:26:34 > 0:26:36It's all right.
0:26:36 > 0:26:38I'm so sorry.
0:26:38 > 0:26:41I'm so sorry.
0:26:41 > 0:26:44- It's OK. - SHE SOBS
0:26:44 > 0:26:46We'll sort it out.
0:26:59 > 0:27:03Confess your transgressions and seek forgiveness!
0:27:03 > 0:27:07The streets of shame will be cleansed by the tears of the very sinners
0:27:07 > 0:27:09that walk them.
0:27:09 > 0:27:12- It might need stitches.- It doesn't.
0:27:12 > 0:27:17- Banged it on the cupboard door.- Car boot.- Sometimes he can be so clumsy.
0:27:17 > 0:27:20Red satin knickers.
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