0:00:33 > 0:00:35Did you take the recycling out?
0:00:35 > 0:00:38- No.- If you don't do it, it'll be two weeks before they're back.
0:00:38 > 0:00:41- I'll do it. - You said that two weeks ago.
0:00:41 > 0:00:43Sorry, I will.
0:00:43 > 0:00:47- You won't. I'll do it.- Carrie...
0:00:47 > 0:00:49Just do something instead of watching the TV all day!
0:00:49 > 0:00:52- I'm sorry. - Oh, stop saying you're sorry!
0:00:59 > 0:01:04- I want you to come to the doctor's with me.- But I've seen him already.
0:01:04 > 0:01:08You know what I'm asking you. We can't go on like this, Nick.
0:01:21 > 0:01:23Hello, Gladys.
0:01:52 > 0:01:54- Hey, nice bath?- Er...yeah, fine.
0:01:59 > 0:02:01Have you packed my trousers?
0:02:01 > 0:02:05- I've packed three pairs, and your jeans.- No, the slate-grey ones, the ones with the pleats.
0:02:05 > 0:02:09- Oh, I took them to the dry cleaner's. - What are they doing there?
0:02:09 > 0:02:12I thought you might wear them at the weekend, so I got them cleaned.
0:02:12 > 0:02:15I was going to wear them today. They're my Friday trousers.
0:02:15 > 0:02:20- I was supposed to pick them up yesterday.- You don't understand. - I do understand.
0:02:21 > 0:02:22OK.
0:02:38 > 0:02:42Oh! Gladys, back so soon.
0:03:00 > 0:03:02Swifty Cabs?
0:03:02 > 0:03:07Yes, I would like to request one of your taxis, please.
0:03:07 > 0:03:08As soon as possible.
0:03:10 > 0:03:12The address?
0:03:12 > 0:03:14Brunswick Street.
0:03:14 > 0:03:1651.
0:03:16 > 0:03:18Oh, my name? Gladys.
0:03:18 > 0:03:21Mrs Gladys Smith. Thank you.
0:03:30 > 0:03:35That's the guy out the paper. Hey, you're that Nick Chalmers, aren't you?
0:03:35 > 0:03:36Sorry.
0:03:41 > 0:03:43Don't worry, love...
0:03:46 > 0:03:47In you get.
0:03:49 > 0:03:52ENGINE STARTS
0:04:25 > 0:04:28Ah!
0:04:30 > 0:04:33- PHONE RINGS - Hello?- How's Immie?
0:04:33 > 0:04:37- Er, yeah, she's fine. I haven't seen her.- What kind of duvet has she got?
0:04:37 > 0:04:42She can't have feather, she's got to have hypoallergenic, you know, a synthetic one.
0:04:42 > 0:04:46- Right, OK. - 'And those curtains, they're like paper.
0:04:46 > 0:04:50- 'You could read a magazine through them. She's got a blind at home.' - Fine, I'll...
0:04:50 > 0:04:56Immie really needs to get a rest, you know, these exams are very important.
0:04:56 > 0:04:59- Karen, I'll get double lining on the curtains.- 'Yeah, but...'
0:04:59 > 0:05:01And I'll get a hypoallergenic duvet.
0:05:01 > 0:05:04- Really?- 'Yes. We needed a new one, anyway.'
0:05:04 > 0:05:06Um...
0:05:06 > 0:05:08Erm...
0:05:08 > 0:05:10This is a bit personal...
0:05:12 > 0:05:16In the period leading up to Immie's exams,
0:05:16 > 0:05:20- 'if you and Jimmi could only...' - Could only what?
0:05:20 > 0:05:23Well, you know, tone down the nocturnal gymnastics.
0:05:23 > 0:05:26- Karen!- See, I've seen you two coming into work
0:05:26 > 0:05:30- bleary-eyed, and those partition walls may as well not be there. - 'Karen!'
0:05:30 > 0:05:33Imogen will be fine.
0:05:33 > 0:05:34- 'Really?' - Really! Goodbye.
0:05:34 > 0:05:37- Please tell me that wasn't my mum? - Who else?
0:05:37 > 0:05:40I can't believe she's checking up on me!
0:05:40 > 0:05:44- She's just trying...- Trying to wind me up, like everybody else!
0:05:44 > 0:05:47Why can't people just stop interfering?
0:05:48 > 0:05:52Mrs Smith, your chariot awaits.
0:05:52 > 0:05:54Goodbye, Gladys.
0:06:02 > 0:06:06I've got an appointment with Dr Granger, it's Carrie Chalmers.
0:06:06 > 0:06:10One of our trainee general practitioners, Dr Tyler,
0:06:10 > 0:06:13- will be also be in attendance. Is that acceptable to you?- Fine.
0:06:13 > 0:06:17Can I also have an appointment for my husband, Nick Chalmers?
0:06:17 > 0:06:21You are in luck. There is an appointment at 12 midday with the same doctor.
0:06:21 > 0:06:23Thank you.
0:06:25 > 0:06:28- You OK if I go for a walk?- Nick...
0:06:28 > 0:06:31- I can't stay here all that time. - All right.
0:06:31 > 0:06:33Just make sure you come back.
0:06:33 > 0:06:34I will.
0:06:34 > 0:06:35Promise.
0:06:35 > 0:06:37See you at home.
0:06:42 > 0:06:44Earl Grey?
0:06:44 > 0:06:46Oh, thank you very much, Dr Carter.
0:06:46 > 0:06:48Er...Kenyan.
0:06:48 > 0:06:51Ah, solidarity between continental near-neighbours.
0:06:51 > 0:06:55That is stretching the geographical definition of neighbours.
0:06:55 > 0:06:59Talking of which, your next-door lady, Mrs Smith, how's she faring?
0:06:59 > 0:07:02I would say she is doing very well.
0:07:02 > 0:07:04Living on her own?
0:07:04 > 0:07:06Her garden is always well-kept.
0:07:06 > 0:07:11I had a report from the Social Services and they think she's getting some help.
0:07:11 > 0:07:13No doubt from some well-meaning individual,
0:07:13 > 0:07:17acting more out of perhaps compassion than judgment.
0:07:17 > 0:07:20Have you spotted anything, Mrs Tembe?
0:07:21 > 0:07:23No.
0:07:23 > 0:07:26It's just this morning I noticed you were quite...
0:07:26 > 0:07:30Excuse me, Dr Carter, I think I can hear the phone.
0:07:39 > 0:07:42ECHOING CRIES OF A BABY
0:07:54 > 0:07:56'Your scan is fine.'
0:07:58 > 0:08:01I know that with your history you've been concerned,
0:08:01 > 0:08:06- but it looks as if your baby's developing perfectly normally.- Good.
0:08:06 > 0:08:08Great news to pass on to your husband.
0:08:08 > 0:08:11- He doesn't know.- About the scan? - The pregnancy.
0:08:13 > 0:08:15I haven't told him.
0:08:15 > 0:08:18Well, you're 14 weeks. If you're waiting for the right moment...
0:08:18 > 0:08:22I'm not sure there is a right moment.
0:08:22 > 0:08:25We're barely talking and...
0:08:25 > 0:08:28he sits in front of the TV all day, not even watching it.
0:08:28 > 0:08:32Do you think he needs stronger anti-depressants?
0:08:32 > 0:08:35- Well, we could...- While we can't discuss his treatment directly,
0:08:35 > 0:08:37we'd be more than happy to see him.
0:08:37 > 0:08:39He's got an appointment later.
0:08:42 > 0:08:44He won't tell you anything, though.
0:08:44 > 0:08:48He won't tell you that he doesn't sleep,
0:08:48 > 0:08:52he won't tell you that he goes off driving alone at night.
0:08:52 > 0:08:54He won't tell you he can hardly function.
0:08:54 > 0:08:58- Dr Tyler and I will make sure that...- Ask him about the fire.
0:09:00 > 0:09:03That's when our life stopped, when he went into that house.
0:09:10 > 0:09:12DOOR SHUTS
0:09:13 > 0:09:17Dr Wilson, how can you tell when an elderly patient
0:09:17 > 0:09:20is finding independent living a struggle?
0:09:20 > 0:09:22Am I being mentored during lunch now?
0:09:22 > 0:09:26Well, there's nothing in Hippocrates about lunch or tea breaks.
0:09:26 > 0:09:28- So come on, what are the indicators?- OK.
0:09:28 > 0:09:32Evidence of growing incapacity, physical signs,
0:09:32 > 0:09:37perhaps bruising or injuries as a result of falls or accidents.
0:09:37 > 0:09:39Excellent. Go to the head of the class.
0:09:39 > 0:09:43- Kevin will get jealous.- So he should be after your excellent summation.
0:09:43 > 0:09:46Now, take a patient I had this morning, 83 years old,
0:09:46 > 0:09:51seems sprightly, her house, especially her garden, in excellent condition.
0:09:51 > 0:09:55But it seems she is being assisted in this by a well-meaning but ill-advised...
0:09:55 > 0:09:57Oh, I confess.
0:09:57 > 0:09:58Sorry?
0:09:58 > 0:10:02I confess.
0:10:02 > 0:10:03I have been helping Gladys.
0:10:03 > 0:10:05- Good on you.- Dr Wilson!
0:10:05 > 0:10:09No, surely if she's helping, that reduces the amount of hazards?
0:10:09 > 0:10:13- Exactly.- Freya!- And that can only be a good thing.
0:10:13 > 0:10:15No, it is not a good thing.
0:10:15 > 0:10:18And I am going to explain why it is not a good thing.
0:10:18 > 0:10:23- We will elucidate this as one of our case studies.- Oh, um...
0:10:23 > 0:10:26- is that the time? - Do you have a pressing engagement?
0:10:26 > 0:10:31Yes. I forgot that I have to go to...a lunchtime concert.
0:10:31 > 0:10:34Who is the featured composer?
0:10:34 > 0:10:37Schubert. His...mature period.
0:10:37 > 0:10:38He died at 31.
0:10:38 > 0:10:42But his Wanderer Fantasy is a wonderful piece.
0:10:42 > 0:10:44It's my favourite.
0:10:47 > 0:10:51When I say I confess to helping Gladys,
0:10:51 > 0:10:54I do not mean it as an act of contrition.
0:10:54 > 0:10:59I believe she has a right to independent living for as long as she should choose.
0:10:59 > 0:11:02- And if in order for her to do that...- Mrs Tembe,
0:11:02 > 0:11:07when I examined Gladys this morning, she had a severe scald mark on her arm.
0:11:10 > 0:11:13Mr Chalmers suffered partial thickness burns to his back
0:11:13 > 0:11:16after not applying his flash hood properly.
0:11:16 > 0:11:17Seems to be healing well.
0:11:20 > 0:11:22- Your wife said that... - What did she say?
0:11:22 > 0:11:25- She's just concerned.- About what?
0:11:25 > 0:11:28That you're not recovering as well mentally as physically.
0:11:28 > 0:11:31- So you think I'm nuts? - No, I didn't say that.
0:11:31 > 0:11:34What Dr Tyler means is that you may have PTSD,
0:11:34 > 0:11:40- which is post-traumatic stress... - I know what it is.- I believe the Fire Service offer counselling.
0:11:40 > 0:11:45- Or if you'd prefer... - I'd prefer to be left alone. - We can help.- No, you can't.
0:11:45 > 0:11:49Yes, we can. It's not just medication or counselling, it's a combination.
0:11:49 > 0:11:54The only way you can help is by changing what happened. And nobody can do that.
0:11:54 > 0:11:56Nobody.
0:12:02 > 0:12:06Well, well, well. Need I tell you that that could have gone better?
0:12:06 > 0:12:09Oh, come on, that's classic PTSD - the fire being the trigger event.
0:12:09 > 0:12:13I've read a case study on Acceptance and Commitment Therapy...
0:12:13 > 0:12:15What does "diagnosis" mean?
0:12:16 > 0:12:19It's the relation of cause and effect in...
0:12:19 > 0:12:23In Greek, it means to discern or distinguish.
0:12:23 > 0:12:27Which, to me, means using skill, experience...
0:12:27 > 0:12:30and caution.
0:12:30 > 0:12:33She thinks the accident occurred when she was boiling an egg.
0:12:33 > 0:12:37She reached out to turn down the gas, and scalded her arm on the steam.
0:12:37 > 0:12:41- I know I should...- What if she had used a tea towel to grab the pan?
0:12:41 > 0:12:43What if the tea towel had caught fire?
0:12:43 > 0:12:45What if she hadn't turned off the gas?
0:12:45 > 0:12:47Please, I understand.
0:12:47 > 0:12:49I don't enjoy reproving you.
0:12:49 > 0:12:51But you are. And quite rightly.
0:12:51 > 0:12:56"Rightly" implies an absolute, and you were acting with the best intentions.
0:12:56 > 0:12:58We all need help at some stage.
0:12:58 > 0:13:00But it has to be the right kind of help.
0:13:05 > 0:13:08ECHOING CRIES OF A BABY
0:13:12 > 0:13:13Mr Chalmers?
0:13:17 > 0:13:19Hello?
0:13:19 > 0:13:21Cherry?
0:13:21 > 0:13:25Yeah, get real, she'll be listening to The Saturdays.
0:13:27 > 0:13:29Hiya, love.
0:13:29 > 0:13:31Hiya.
0:13:35 > 0:13:36What are you doing? A car boot sale?
0:13:36 > 0:13:40Oh, worse, town on a Friday. You on lunch?
0:13:40 > 0:13:43No, right now, I am attending a Schubert recital.
0:13:43 > 0:13:47Actually, I'm seeking refuge from Heston.
0:13:47 > 0:13:49He was using me as a stick to prod Mrs Tembe.
0:13:49 > 0:13:51Oh, that sounds painful.
0:13:51 > 0:13:56Yeah, Heston's pinged her for being over-eager in the welfare department.
0:13:56 > 0:13:59- She means well.- That's the problem.
0:13:59 > 0:14:01- Let me give you a hand.- Thank you.
0:14:02 > 0:14:05- New frock for the weekend?- No.
0:14:05 > 0:14:11- Jimmi's trousers.- You're picking up his dry-cleaning now?- I was supposed to pick them up yesterday.
0:14:11 > 0:14:12They're his Friday Trousers.
0:14:15 > 0:14:17It had been a quiet night.
0:14:19 > 0:14:21Always seems to happen that way,
0:14:21 > 0:14:25just when you think the shift is going to pass without a shout and then...
0:14:26 > 0:14:30..it was one of the worst fires my watch had ever been called to...
0:14:30 > 0:14:32- You saved the baby, though, eh?- No.
0:14:33 > 0:14:34No, I didn't.
0:14:38 > 0:14:43Petrol. It had been poured through the letterbox as an accelerant.
0:14:43 > 0:14:45The whole place had gone up like a candle.
0:14:45 > 0:14:49Cheap furniture, curtains...
0:14:52 > 0:14:54The smoke was...
0:14:56 > 0:14:57I thought,
0:14:57 > 0:14:59"No-one's alive in this."
0:15:02 > 0:15:03Then I heard the baby.
0:15:06 > 0:15:08It was coming from a room up ahead.
0:15:09 > 0:15:11Crying.
0:15:11 > 0:15:13And crying.
0:15:13 > 0:15:15ECHOING CRIES OF A BABY
0:15:19 > 0:15:22Don't see anything wrong with doing stuff for him.
0:15:22 > 0:15:27It's not a fear of flying, it's a fear of creases!
0:15:27 > 0:15:31Jimmi's just very particular.
0:15:31 > 0:15:32So should you be...
0:15:32 > 0:15:36particular that you're a woman with skills and a brain.
0:15:37 > 0:15:40- Thank you.- Cherry, I mean it!
0:15:40 > 0:15:45This isn't the 19th century, you're not some skivvy in Lark Rise To Cranford.
0:15:45 > 0:15:47Candleford.
0:15:47 > 0:15:51Whatever, it's suppression by bonnets!
0:15:51 > 0:15:54You should learn to stand up for yourself.
0:15:54 > 0:15:58What, like you did with Heston, saying you were going to a concert by Chopin?
0:15:58 > 0:16:02Schubert. And that was different. He was being pompous.
0:16:02 > 0:16:04Yeah, well, that's just Heston.
0:16:04 > 0:16:10It's not the same as being a slave to his ticks, quirks and bugaboos.
0:16:10 > 0:16:15I'm not a slave. He was at work and I had the day off.
0:16:15 > 0:16:16He'd do the same for me.
0:16:16 > 0:16:22OK, but just say, instead of doing his laundry and the washing
0:16:22 > 0:16:26and all the general wifey duties on your day off,
0:16:26 > 0:16:32you do some things for yourself, something fulfilling and thrilling, like...
0:16:32 > 0:16:34A Schubert concert?
0:16:34 > 0:16:36Any kind of concert!
0:16:36 > 0:16:43Going to a gallery, the cinema, meeting up with mates, going shopping, doing something exciting!
0:16:43 > 0:16:45Jimmi likes shopping.
0:16:45 > 0:16:49I meant something for you.
0:16:49 > 0:16:52I like helping.
0:16:52 > 0:16:55What's the point of helping somebody if they don't notice?
0:16:57 > 0:17:02- He does notice.- Yeah, when you don't do something.
0:17:03 > 0:17:08If it was me, I would just be looking for more of a balance in things.
0:17:13 > 0:17:15Gary was my best mate.
0:17:16 > 0:17:19Joined the service with me.
0:17:19 > 0:17:22We trained together, crewed the appliance together.
0:17:24 > 0:17:26He always requested to be on my watch.
0:17:26 > 0:17:32When I was made Commander of Red Watch, he kicked up a fuss until he was transferred as well.
0:17:35 > 0:17:37We had some big shouts.
0:17:37 > 0:17:41The Brelsford Flats. Brewer's Department Store.
0:17:43 > 0:17:47He dragged me out of that one, when I was hit by a beam.
0:17:47 > 0:17:52That night it was my turn. ECHOING CRIES OF A BABY
0:17:53 > 0:17:55I could hear the baby.
0:17:56 > 0:17:58I knew it was in there, but...
0:17:58 > 0:18:00I couldn't move.
0:18:01 > 0:18:03Don't know why. I just...
0:18:04 > 0:18:05..couldn't move.
0:18:07 > 0:18:08Then Gary came in.
0:18:10 > 0:18:13He went forward, looking for the baby.
0:18:14 > 0:18:16I wanted to go with him, but...
0:18:21 > 0:18:23I took the baby from him.
0:18:26 > 0:18:29I thought Gary would be right behind me,
0:18:29 > 0:18:31that he would be on my shoulder as always,
0:18:31 > 0:18:32so I just kept going.
0:18:35 > 0:18:40It was in all the papers the next day, the photos of me with the baby in my arms...
0:18:40 > 0:18:43the hero...
0:18:43 > 0:18:46there was one line about him:
0:18:46 > 0:18:49"Officer Gareth White lost his life in the blaze."
0:18:49 > 0:18:52- But you brought the baby out... - I should have gone back for Gary.
0:18:52 > 0:18:56The upper floor collapsed. They said he didn't stand a...
0:18:56 > 0:18:57He would have come back in for me.
0:18:57 > 0:19:01I see him every night, in the shop fire,
0:19:01 > 0:19:05dragging that beam off me, pulling me out. I owed him the same.
0:19:05 > 0:19:06You were ordered not to go back in.
0:19:06 > 0:19:09Even then they had to hold you back.
0:19:09 > 0:19:10Terry Mills held me back.
0:19:10 > 0:19:14Because he was the senior officer.
0:19:14 > 0:19:16I'm glad he did.
0:19:16 > 0:19:17Do you think Georgia is?
0:19:17 > 0:19:18Georgia?
0:19:19 > 0:19:22It's Gary's widow.
0:19:22 > 0:19:28I've always wanted to say sorry, sorry that I wasn't able to save him,
0:19:28 > 0:19:31but I don't even have enough nerve to pick up the phone.
0:19:31 > 0:19:35- Why don't you go and see her? - I don't think that's...
0:19:35 > 0:19:39There's this thing called Acceptance and Commitment Therapy, for PTSD.
0:19:39 > 0:19:42It's a way of reconciling your thoughts of the event
0:19:42 > 0:19:43with the reality...
0:19:43 > 0:19:45But I remember it. Every detail...
0:19:45 > 0:19:48What if Georgia sees it in a whole different way?
0:19:48 > 0:19:50But what if she does blame me?
0:19:50 > 0:19:53You said you tried to go back in.
0:19:53 > 0:19:55What if she doesn't know that?
0:19:55 > 0:19:58Being clear about that might be good for both of you.
0:20:02 > 0:20:05- Would you come with me?- Nick...
0:20:05 > 0:20:06I've got afternoon surgery.
0:20:06 > 0:20:11I can't do it on my own. You're a doctor, you can explain what's been happening to me.
0:20:12 > 0:20:13Yeah. OK.
0:20:17 > 0:20:19KNOCK ON DOOR
0:20:22 > 0:20:24- Hi. Can I come in?- Yeah.
0:20:24 > 0:20:27- Who was...?- It was Freya.
0:20:27 > 0:20:32She was avoiding Heston by pretending to be at a Schubert concert.
0:20:32 > 0:20:35Or did she say Sherbert? I don't know.
0:20:35 > 0:20:38Is the revision not going very well?
0:20:38 > 0:20:41It's not going at all.
0:20:41 > 0:20:43Maybe I can help?
0:20:45 > 0:20:46DOORBELL RINGS
0:20:49 > 0:20:52- Nick...- Georgia.
0:21:06 > 0:21:11OK, so, Cherry's Rule No.1 is don't get flustered.
0:21:11 > 0:21:15Cherry's rule No.2 is don't get flustered.
0:21:15 > 0:21:17That's all right for you, you've got a photographic memory.
0:21:17 > 0:21:20Yeah, that's by association.
0:21:20 > 0:21:24- Association?- Words, pictures, or sometimes I use songs,
0:21:24 > 0:21:28like last week it was a combination of "kama" and "issues"
0:21:28 > 0:21:32which reminded me of the faults in the dressings I had to sent back to Sutra Mediware.
0:21:32 > 0:21:34Kama...Sutra...Issues.
0:21:34 > 0:21:36And did it have to be songs by The Saturdays?
0:21:36 > 0:21:39Maybe that's just me.
0:21:39 > 0:21:41Listen, I'm good, visually.
0:21:41 > 0:21:44So maybe picture association.
0:21:44 > 0:21:46OK, what are you revising for at the moment?
0:21:48 > 0:21:50I'm looking at issues of guilt.
0:21:50 > 0:21:52Subject close to my heart.
0:21:52 > 0:21:54What extracts are you using?
0:21:54 > 0:21:58Hamlet's second soliloquy: "Oh, what a rogue and peasant slave am I..."
0:21:58 > 0:22:01Slave, there's an image to remember...
0:22:01 > 0:22:05Yeah, but there's loads of stuff to analyse, all about Hamlet's indecision
0:22:05 > 0:22:07and his guilt about not acting on his instincts...
0:22:07 > 0:22:11- Why don't I work on it with you? - You're going away with Jimmi.
0:22:11 > 0:22:12Let's see how far we get.
0:22:16 > 0:22:20- Look, there's no need to for you to come...- I was Group Commander.
0:22:20 > 0:22:24- I should have made sure that Gary got out of that house... - He tried to go back in,
0:22:24 > 0:22:27- but the senior officer stopped him. - Nick, let's...
0:22:27 > 0:22:29Gary was everything to me...
0:22:30 > 0:22:32..the closest friend I ever had.
0:22:33 > 0:22:35That's nothing compared to...
0:22:40 > 0:22:42This is Terry's jacket.
0:22:42 > 0:22:48- He, er, stays here sometimes. - You're sleeping with Terry Mills? - We've...
0:22:48 > 0:22:52Gary's been dead four months and you're already sleeping with his boss?
0:22:52 > 0:22:55- We've been sleeping together for some time.- What, before Gary died?
0:22:55 > 0:22:58About a year. But you don't understand...
0:23:03 > 0:23:05Terry stopped me from going back in.
0:23:05 > 0:23:09- He wanted Gary out of the way. He wanted Gary out of the way so that... - Gary knew.
0:23:09 > 0:23:13- About Terry and Georgia. - He was moving out.
0:23:13 > 0:23:16- We were splitting up.- He told you?
0:23:16 > 0:23:19He told me the morning of the fire.
0:23:19 > 0:23:22He was going to tell you that night.
0:23:22 > 0:23:24Then you got called to the house, so...
0:23:26 > 0:23:27I don't understand.
0:23:27 > 0:23:31Why would Garry carry on working under Terry if...
0:23:37 > 0:23:39He didn't want to leave my watch.
0:23:39 > 0:23:40Nick, you mustn't...
0:23:40 > 0:23:43He died because he wanted to stay on my watch.
0:23:46 > 0:23:47Nick!
0:23:49 > 0:23:52Looking forward to your weekend away?
0:23:52 > 0:23:54Yeah. Showing Cherry the Gower.
0:23:54 > 0:23:58- Bracing walks in the ozone? - Something like that. Yeah, what about you?
0:23:58 > 0:23:59Going to dig out my Schubert.
0:23:59 > 0:24:03Freya went to a recital, I want to reconsider his oeuvre.
0:24:03 > 0:24:08- Freya went to a Schubert recital? - Amazing what you learn about people.- Yeah, amazing.
0:24:08 > 0:24:11Enjoy the music. Throw some shapes for me.
0:24:11 > 0:24:16- I hope I haven't put you off doing good works?- Oh, no.
0:24:16 > 0:24:22- It's just reminds me that good deeds are not meant to benefit oneself. - Have a nice weekend.
0:24:33 > 0:24:34I'm sorry.
0:24:36 > 0:24:38I should have told you.
0:24:38 > 0:24:42- I thought... - He could have made it out.
0:24:42 > 0:24:43He was right behind me.
0:24:45 > 0:24:47I don't think he wanted to make it.
0:24:47 > 0:24:53- I think he...- Nothing you think is going to change what happened.
0:24:53 > 0:24:55It's not your fault.
0:24:55 > 0:24:59Gary died that night, because of an accident.
0:25:01 > 0:25:04It was his decision to be in there...
0:25:05 > 0:25:07..not yours, Nick.
0:25:07 > 0:25:12Psychologically, we like to square things up, you know, create an ending.
0:25:12 > 0:25:14But events don't always let us do that.
0:25:14 > 0:25:19Acceptance will help you move on, clear the way for the future.
0:25:19 > 0:25:24And what a great future, especially with the baby coming...
0:25:24 > 0:25:25Baby?
0:25:29 > 0:25:31Yeah, there's a baby.
0:25:31 > 0:25:34MOBILE PHONE RINGS
0:25:40 > 0:25:42Daniel, yeah. Look, yes...
0:25:42 > 0:25:44I know I should be at...
0:25:44 > 0:25:46I'll explain when I get there.
0:25:46 > 0:25:48Here we go. It's not far.
0:26:07 > 0:26:12# This is my decision Do0 I need permission? #
0:26:12 > 0:26:18- Hey...- Oh, Jimmi, listen... - Before you say anything, I just want to say I'm sorry for this morning,
0:26:18 > 0:26:21- I was bang out of order.- Jimmi, there's something that I...
0:26:21 > 0:26:22Really, OK?
0:26:22 > 0:26:26But I'm going to make sure this is the best weekend, OK?
0:26:26 > 0:26:29We can't go away this weekend.
0:26:29 > 0:26:33- Why not?- Because I'm helping Imogen revise for her exams next week.
0:26:33 > 0:26:37- Since when have Imogen's A levels been our problem?- She's a friend.
0:26:37 > 0:26:40- And she needs my help.- But... - I'll make it up to you.
0:26:40 > 0:26:42How? We've had this planned for ages.
0:26:42 > 0:26:45- It's important.- More important than going away with me?
0:26:47 > 0:26:49Yes. Sorry.
0:26:56 > 0:27:00I will tell him, but not just right now, if you don't mind.
0:27:00 > 0:27:03- I don't want him to know. - Don't want him to know what?
0:27:03 > 0:27:07- I can get you Viagra if you need it. - Speaking from experience, are we?
0:27:07 > 0:27:09When we lost our son, we made a vow...
0:27:09 > 0:27:12that life wasn't worth living without the other.
0:27:12 > 0:27:13Lillian, I'm a doctor.
0:27:13 > 0:27:15We just have to wait, OK?
0:27:15 > 0:27:18So you're going to have to lump it like the rest of us!
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