The Pale Cast of Thought

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0:01:03 > 0:01:04Is Karen not here yet?

0:01:04 > 0:01:07- She's running late, but I've got your notes.- Any for me?

0:01:07 > 0:01:09- Ready and waiting. - Thank you, Lauren.

0:01:09 > 0:01:12You're getting the hang of the system already.

0:01:12 > 0:01:15What? Is there something in my teeth?

0:01:15 > 0:01:18You're smiling.

0:01:18 > 0:01:23Dr Cassidy, wouldn't you say that Dr Carmichael here is positively glowing?

0:01:23 > 0:01:25Now you mention it...

0:01:25 > 0:01:29No, glowing does her a disservice - radiant.

0:01:29 > 0:01:30"When I gaze on thee

0:01:30 > 0:01:34"I seem as in a trance sublime and strange."

0:01:34 > 0:01:35Shelley.

0:01:35 > 0:01:36You'll make me blush.

0:01:36 > 0:01:39It would merely add to your lustre.

0:01:51 > 0:01:54- Hey.- Yeah, hi.

0:01:54 > 0:01:56I'll catch you up.

0:01:58 > 0:02:00- Training?- Yeah, yeah. You?

0:02:00 > 0:02:05- Heading to Uni.- Look, um, you've still got some stuff in my room.

0:02:05 > 0:02:09I thought I could come round this evening, pick it up. That OK?

0:02:09 > 0:02:10What about this morning?

0:02:10 > 0:02:12Oh.

0:02:12 > 0:02:14It's just, my dad's coming.

0:02:14 > 0:02:16I understand, I don't want to get in the way.

0:02:16 > 0:02:20I've got to get out of the room. Another renter's moving in on Sunday.

0:02:20 > 0:02:23- You're really going through with it - joining up?- Yeah, of course.

0:02:23 > 0:02:28- I've signed the papers. Everything. I start officer training in a couple of weeks.- Right.

0:02:28 > 0:02:33No-one understands any of this, you know, least of all me.

0:02:33 > 0:02:35Look, I better go.

0:02:37 > 0:02:40Yeah, well... I guess I'll see you.

0:02:49 > 0:02:52Seriously, Mum, what is this, Bring Your Emo To Work Day?

0:02:52 > 0:02:55I'm not having you lazing around in bed. No chance.

0:02:55 > 0:02:57I'm not getting in anyone's way.

0:02:57 > 0:03:00It's not about getting in anyone's way,

0:03:00 > 0:03:02it's about being part of the human race.

0:03:02 > 0:03:03Yeah, but I'm not.

0:03:03 > 0:03:06I'm a crim, Dad treats me like a leper,

0:03:06 > 0:03:09and my A-level results are a disaster waiting to happen.

0:03:09 > 0:03:13If you're feeling down, don't wallow in it, do something.

0:03:15 > 0:03:16Get out, Imogen.

0:03:16 > 0:03:18What do you want from me?!

0:03:18 > 0:03:19You'll see.

0:03:29 > 0:03:33If it makes you drowsy, we can try another type of antihistamine.

0:03:33 > 0:03:35Thanks.

0:03:35 > 0:03:36OK.

0:03:36 > 0:03:38Well, that's it, you can go.

0:03:38 > 0:03:40Class dismissed.

0:03:40 > 0:03:41There's something else.

0:03:41 > 0:03:43Oh?

0:03:43 > 0:03:46It's my boyfriend... Ex-boyfriend.

0:03:46 > 0:03:47OK.

0:03:47 > 0:03:50He's depressed.

0:03:50 > 0:03:51What makes you say that?

0:03:51 > 0:03:55He threw away this unbelievable academic career to join the army.

0:03:55 > 0:03:57- It's crazy.- Maybe he's changed his mind. It happens.

0:03:57 > 0:03:59Not when you're that talented,

0:03:59 > 0:04:02not when you've spent years working towards a goal,

0:04:02 > 0:04:04getting a dream teaching job.

0:04:04 > 0:04:07And then one day, suddenly just go and turn it down,

0:04:07 > 0:04:10destroy everything you've worked so hard for. It doesn't make sense.

0:04:10 > 0:04:15- If you're worried about him, tell him to book an appointment. - Can't you do a house call?

0:04:15 > 0:04:18I can't just turn up on his doorstep, he has to come to see me.

0:04:18 > 0:04:22He doesn't think there's anything wrong with him, that's the point.

0:04:22 > 0:04:24Also...

0:04:24 > 0:04:26we don't speak so much since we broke up.

0:04:26 > 0:04:28My hands are tied. I'm sorry.

0:04:28 > 0:04:29But you know him.

0:04:29 > 0:04:34- Adam Dukes. He comes in here for his asthma.- Whether I know him or not makes no difference.

0:04:34 > 0:04:39It sounds to me like he's making big changes in his life, there's nothing wrong with that.

0:04:39 > 0:04:41And I'm one of them?

0:04:41 > 0:04:42What do you mean?

0:04:42 > 0:04:44I'm one of his big changes.

0:04:44 > 0:04:46He broke up with me.

0:04:46 > 0:04:50That might explain how you're viewing his decisions.

0:04:50 > 0:04:51You're seeing them subjectively.

0:04:51 > 0:04:56- You mean I'm the one with the problem?- I didn't say that. - No, but you implied it.

0:05:16 > 0:05:17I'm not too late, am I?

0:05:17 > 0:05:19On time as always.

0:05:22 > 0:05:24When did you get back?

0:05:24 > 0:05:26Last night. It's good to be home.

0:05:26 > 0:05:28Yeah, you can't imagine.

0:05:28 > 0:05:31Was it worse this time?

0:05:31 > 0:05:34It's another world out there.

0:05:34 > 0:05:37Just last week, I was in an AFV driving through a mountain pass,

0:05:37 > 0:05:41and we were dodging insurgent fire on either side. Anyway...

0:05:41 > 0:05:44Anyway, it's great to see you at your training.

0:05:44 > 0:05:46They're going to make a soldier of you yet.

0:05:46 > 0:05:48For the last six weeks it's all I've been up to.

0:05:48 > 0:05:51Yeah. What about the PhD?

0:05:51 > 0:05:54- Jacked it in. - I thought you might finish it.

0:05:54 > 0:05:58- Anyway, it's not going to do you any good in the army, is it? - That's what I thought.

0:05:58 > 0:06:00Better things to focus on.

0:06:00 > 0:06:03- I was doing laps round the park before you arrived.- How many?- Four.

0:06:04 > 0:06:07- So far. I'll do another eight, obviously.- That's more like it.

0:06:07 > 0:06:11- I'm going to grab breakfast. I'll see you at your place. - You are staying, right?

0:06:11 > 0:06:14I'm going to share a little secret with you.

0:06:14 > 0:06:15I'm staying with your mum.

0:06:15 > 0:06:20In the spare bedroom, of course, but that's something, eh?

0:06:20 > 0:06:23You think you two might be able to patch things up?

0:06:23 > 0:06:25I'm hopeful.

0:06:25 > 0:06:26Time will tell.

0:06:29 > 0:06:30Go on, off you go.

0:06:30 > 0:06:32Yeah.

0:06:32 > 0:06:33I'm so glad you're back.

0:06:33 > 0:06:35So am I.

0:06:40 > 0:06:41- KNOCK AT DOOR - Yeah?

0:06:41 > 0:06:44- Can I have a quick word?- Sure.

0:06:46 > 0:06:49I've got a proposal.

0:06:49 > 0:06:52- Mm-hmm?- Immie needs a summer job.

0:06:52 > 0:06:54The Mill needs some extra admin help over the summer.

0:06:54 > 0:06:56Ta-dah.

0:06:56 > 0:06:58You mean...

0:06:58 > 0:07:01The solution to your problem is standing right here.

0:07:01 > 0:07:05Immie, you were great when you were here on work experience,

0:07:05 > 0:07:07but to take her on for any longer than that...

0:07:07 > 0:07:11Oh, she's a quick learner, AND you've had other admin experience elsewhere.

0:07:11 > 0:07:15She worked at the head office of G Newland & Son.

0:07:15 > 0:07:17Head office? It was my dad's mate.

0:07:17 > 0:07:20He runs a scrapyard business from his Portakabin.

0:07:20 > 0:07:23The point is that we run a medical practice,

0:07:23 > 0:07:28and therefore a mistake, say, in filing something...badly,

0:07:28 > 0:07:32would have much worse consequences for us than it would for Mr Newland.

0:07:32 > 0:07:33Oh, she knows that, obviously.

0:07:33 > 0:07:40And the information that we have on file is highly confidential.

0:07:40 > 0:07:43- Her dad's a copper, she knows to keep shtoom.- Also...

0:07:43 > 0:07:47personal presentation

0:07:47 > 0:07:50is very important for creating a professional atmosphere.

0:07:50 > 0:07:54Oh, you haven't seen her when she makes an effort to spruce up.

0:07:54 > 0:07:55Mum, give it up.

0:07:55 > 0:07:58I don't look right, I don't have the relevant work experience,

0:07:58 > 0:08:01and to cap it all, I've got a police record.

0:08:01 > 0:08:05- But apart from that, Julia thinks it's a fantastic fit. - I'll let you get on.

0:08:08 > 0:08:11If you were trying to win a prize for doing yourself out of a job,

0:08:11 > 0:08:15- you just won the gold medal. - I only said what Julia was thinking.

0:08:15 > 0:08:20The fact is, I never stood a chance of getting a job here, and I never asked for one.

0:08:20 > 0:08:24Well, let's start looking somewhere else, then.

0:08:24 > 0:08:27Read those - back pages, not the gossip columns, Jobs.

0:08:27 > 0:08:29Have you heard of the internet?

0:08:29 > 0:08:31I want to keep an eye on what you're doing.

0:08:31 > 0:08:34No boss is interested in someone like me.

0:08:34 > 0:08:38Well, some people believe in second chances, even after what you've done.

0:08:38 > 0:08:40Coffee, anyone?

0:08:40 > 0:08:42- No, thanks.- No, thank you.

0:08:42 > 0:08:44I'm Imogen.

0:08:44 > 0:08:47I'm Lauren, the new receptionist. I just started.

0:08:47 > 0:08:49- She's my daughter.- Oh, great.

0:08:51 > 0:08:54- Aren't we...? - Oh, the database? Shall we?- Yeah.

0:09:01 > 0:09:03- You made good time.- Thanks.

0:09:03 > 0:09:05I've been working on my endurance.

0:09:05 > 0:09:08You're the same build as your granddad.

0:09:08 > 0:09:10He ran the mile for his county, he did.

0:09:10 > 0:09:13Might've gone into the Olympics if it hadn't been for the war.

0:09:13 > 0:09:19- He was the third generation in the Forces. You'll be the fifth - well, hopefully.- Definitely.

0:09:19 > 0:09:22If they discover you have asthma, you could fail the physical.

0:09:22 > 0:09:24- That's Jess'. - But you have had asthma.

0:09:24 > 0:09:26Yeah. Grew out of it.

0:09:28 > 0:09:33- You can't have asthma on a mission. - Dad...- I once had to hold my breath for three minutes underwater.

0:09:33 > 0:09:34My lungs nearly burst.

0:09:34 > 0:09:37- I could do that.- Don't be so sure. - I could. I'll prove it to you.

0:09:37 > 0:09:40All right, you're on. I'll come back in a couple of hours,

0:09:40 > 0:09:43- and see how you're doing. - Where are you going?

0:09:43 > 0:09:46- I've got a lunch date with your mum. - Oh?- Yeah, things are looking up.

0:09:46 > 0:09:48Well, good luck...I guess.

0:09:51 > 0:09:55- I would kill for her complexion right now.- Oh, tell me about it!

0:09:55 > 0:09:57Especially since I've been breaking out at the moment.

0:09:57 > 0:10:00I had to slap on an extra inch of make-up this morning.

0:10:00 > 0:10:03It's a detox diet. No flour, sugar, caffeine or alcohol,

0:10:03 > 0:10:06- I'm sure of it.- No alcohol? Zara?

0:10:06 > 0:10:09She was hungover just last Friday.

0:10:09 > 0:10:11No, she's been to that new spa on King's Parade.

0:10:11 > 0:10:14No facial makes your skin glow like that.

0:10:14 > 0:10:17You've not tried the right places, obviously.

0:10:36 > 0:10:38Didn't expect to see you so soon.

0:10:38 > 0:10:41What do you mean?

0:10:41 > 0:10:45- What are you here for?- A new refill.

0:10:45 > 0:10:48Oh, yeah, yeah. Let's have a look, shall we?

0:10:48 > 0:10:52I see you got through the last one a lot quicker than normal.

0:10:52 > 0:10:55- Doing a lot of exercise. - Well, just don't overdo it.

0:10:55 > 0:10:59If you're still getting symptoms, we may have to think about a preventer inhaler.

0:10:59 > 0:11:01Yeah, I know, but everything's fine.

0:11:01 > 0:11:03Just wanted to remind you of the options.

0:11:06 > 0:11:07Here we go.

0:11:07 > 0:11:10So what did you think I was here for?

0:11:10 > 0:11:12What?

0:11:12 > 0:11:14- You were expecting me.- Was I?

0:11:14 > 0:11:17Has Jess been speaking to you?

0:11:17 > 0:11:19She has, hasn't she?

0:11:19 > 0:11:21She told you I was depressed.

0:11:21 > 0:11:26Yeah. Maybe it's her that's got the problem. May I?

0:11:26 > 0:11:28Course.

0:12:00 > 0:12:02- Ah.- Ah! You've got to clear this up.

0:12:02 > 0:12:05- What?- You've had a facial. - You're on a detox diet.

0:12:05 > 0:12:08- Um, well...- You've been to that new spa on King's Parade?

0:12:08 > 0:12:10You're avoiding flour, sugar and caffeine.

0:12:10 > 0:12:13- It's on your way to work. Come on, spill!- I'm really sorry.

0:12:13 > 0:12:16- I have to get back to my room. - What's the secret?!

0:12:16 > 0:12:17I'm really busy, tons of work.

0:12:17 > 0:12:20- Come on, you don't need to be coy about it!- Got to go.

0:12:20 > 0:12:21Oh! Bit selfish.

0:12:21 > 0:12:25It's that pomegranate and papaya facial everyone's talking about.

0:12:25 > 0:12:26- Definitely.- Nope.

0:12:41 > 0:12:44You went to speak to him, didn't you?

0:12:44 > 0:12:45Who?

0:12:45 > 0:12:46Dr Tyler.

0:12:46 > 0:12:50Yes. Yes, I did.

0:12:50 > 0:12:54I wanted to help you, because you weren't going to help yourself.

0:12:54 > 0:12:57Going into the army doesn't mean I'm having a breakdown.

0:12:57 > 0:13:00You sure?

0:13:00 > 0:13:02I haven't had time to read all of it,

0:13:02 > 0:13:05but enough to know how good this is.

0:13:07 > 0:13:10- How dare you nick my stuff?! - You told me you never finished it.

0:13:10 > 0:13:14- I finished it, so what?- People who don't care don't complete PhDs.

0:13:14 > 0:13:17This is 100,000 words of caring an awful lot.

0:13:17 > 0:13:20- Very clever, now leave.- Adam... I...

0:13:20 > 0:13:22No! I'm not interested.

0:13:22 > 0:13:24We've got to talk about this.

0:13:34 > 0:13:35Just go.

0:13:37 > 0:13:38Please.

0:13:44 > 0:13:46You're in total denial.

0:13:46 > 0:13:47Can't you see that?

0:14:05 > 0:14:07KNOCK AT DOOR

0:14:07 > 0:14:09I told you to get out!

0:14:09 > 0:14:10Adam?

0:14:12 > 0:14:13Dad?

0:14:13 > 0:14:16Oh, God, I didn't know it was you.

0:14:16 > 0:14:18Come in.

0:14:22 > 0:14:25So things between you are a little bit bumpy then?

0:14:27 > 0:14:29- You spoke to her?- No, no, no.

0:14:29 > 0:14:31I... No, she didn't see me.

0:14:31 > 0:14:33She was in her car, looked a bit upset.

0:14:33 > 0:14:37- Things have been rough recently. - Yeah, well, truth be told,

0:14:37 > 0:14:41I've always found the female of the species a little baffling myself.

0:14:41 > 0:14:43But pleased to say I had a good lunch date with your mum,

0:14:43 > 0:14:46and we're getting along better than ever.

0:14:46 > 0:14:50- Give her a call. You haven't spoken to her in over a week.- Yeah, I will.

0:14:50 > 0:14:53Listen, Dad, I did three minutes underwater.

0:14:55 > 0:14:56You did? That's good, that's good.

0:14:56 > 0:14:59What about heights? Are you any better with them?

0:14:59 > 0:15:01No, I thought not.

0:15:01 > 0:15:04Do you remember that place...

0:15:04 > 0:15:06Michaelson's Wood, it was an adventure park?

0:15:06 > 0:15:08You must have been about 12 and, well...

0:15:08 > 0:15:12you couldn't go down that zip line.

0:15:12 > 0:15:14You just kind of froze.

0:15:14 > 0:15:17Yeah.

0:15:17 > 0:15:19Are you ready to give it another try?

0:15:21 > 0:15:24Nothing like a well-earned rest and a spot of the amber nectar

0:15:24 > 0:15:28- and I'm not talking about Australian lager.- I know you better than that.

0:15:28 > 0:15:30Bliss in a cup.

0:15:30 > 0:15:32- What do you think you're doing? - Facebooking.

0:15:32 > 0:15:35I've read all of the papers and there's nothing.

0:15:35 > 0:15:38They're all full-time, or tedious, or both.

0:15:38 > 0:15:43- How do you ever expect to land a job with an attitude like that? - I won't need a 9-5 anyway.

0:15:43 > 0:15:47- You're planning to win the lottery? - No, I'm going to be an artist.- Oh...

0:15:47 > 0:15:51Great, so you think I won't make it? Thanks, that's just what I need(!)

0:15:51 > 0:15:54No, I didn't mean that. I meant it takes time

0:15:54 > 0:15:57- and how are you going to support yourself?- I'll find a sugar daddy.

0:15:57 > 0:16:00I would have thought you'd have had more self-respect than that.

0:16:00 > 0:16:03- All right, I'll marry him. Better? - Not really.

0:16:03 > 0:16:07All artists have patrons and my police record will make me more interesting.

0:16:07 > 0:16:11- A police record makes you more interesting? - Ever heard of Caravaggio?

0:16:11 > 0:16:15- A type of pasta?- He was an artistic genius and he broke all the rules.

0:16:15 > 0:16:17What did he get nicked for?

0:16:19 > 0:16:22Uh...murder, actually.

0:16:22 > 0:16:24Oh, great(!)

0:16:24 > 0:16:26Just what me and your dad need.

0:16:26 > 0:16:28Adam?

0:17:25 > 0:17:27Oh, God...

0:17:37 > 0:17:41- HE PANTS - Dad?!

0:17:41 > 0:17:42Dad!

0:17:42 > 0:17:44- I'm up here.- Dad!

0:17:44 > 0:17:48Come on, take a deep breath, get on with it, Adam.

0:17:48 > 0:17:51- Where are you?- The top - look.

0:17:51 > 0:17:53Come on, get a move on!

0:18:02 > 0:18:04I thought I'd lost you.

0:18:04 > 0:18:07Remember, you've got a point to prove.

0:18:07 > 0:18:11Being scared of heights won't cut it in the army.

0:18:11 > 0:18:13I can do it this time.

0:18:13 > 0:18:15I know I can.

0:18:15 > 0:18:17- Excuse me, you can't... - Do you mind?- Look at this.

0:18:17 > 0:18:19- I'm having my lunch. - It'll have to wait.

0:18:25 > 0:18:26Here.

0:18:33 > 0:18:36- Right, this could be serious. - Please, help me find him.

0:18:38 > 0:18:40Sorry to drag you away from the Mill like that,

0:18:40 > 0:18:43but I had to come over here anyway.

0:18:43 > 0:18:46Don't mind at all, the sooner I learn the ropes the better.

0:18:46 > 0:18:50Right, lets get into Mrs Tembe's folder.

0:18:50 > 0:18:52Password...

0:18:52 > 0:18:56Oh... I've left her handover list at the Mill.

0:18:56 > 0:18:59- I think it's Gaborone.- What?

0:18:59 > 0:19:02Capital of Botswana - it's where she's from.

0:19:03 > 0:19:05- COMPUTER BEEPS - No.

0:19:05 > 0:19:08- Two Bs maybe?- Bs...

0:19:08 > 0:19:10Oh, hello.

0:19:10 > 0:19:11I didn't know you were here.

0:19:11 > 0:19:13Thought I'd surprise you.

0:19:15 > 0:19:18Oh, Julia, look, something's come up. I've got to go out,

0:19:18 > 0:19:21- but I'll be back ASAP, OK?- Kevin...

0:19:21 > 0:19:23Freya can cover me.

0:19:26 > 0:19:30- I promise you, we will get there in a minute. - PHONE RINGS

0:19:30 > 0:19:34- Oh, excuse me. Hello? - 'Karen and Imogen are arguing.'

0:19:34 > 0:19:37It could get a lot worse. Help is needed. Listen.

0:19:37 > 0:19:39KAREN: ..You'll still be living at home when you're 60!

0:19:39 > 0:19:43- That's if you're not in... IMOGEN:- If I'm not what? In prison?!

0:19:43 > 0:19:45All right, I'm heading back. Bye.

0:19:45 > 0:19:48So much for showing you round the Campus.

0:19:48 > 0:19:52- What's happened?- Karen and Imogen are having a right royal ding-dong.

0:19:52 > 0:19:55Oh, no. Is it about Imogen's job hunt?

0:19:55 > 0:19:58I might as well tell you, you'll find out sooner or later anyway.

0:19:58 > 0:20:03- Imogen has recently had a bit of a problem with the police.- Police?

0:20:03 > 0:20:04Yeah, it was shoplifting.

0:20:04 > 0:20:08Anyway, when Karen asked me if I could find Imogen some work for the summer,

0:20:08 > 0:20:11I had to say no, because I felt uncomfortable.

0:20:11 > 0:20:15- Doesn't everyone deserve a second chance?- Yes, they do, in theory...

0:20:15 > 0:20:19- Ah, Mandy, I'm afraid we've got to pop back, sorry.- No problem.

0:20:19 > 0:20:22- I've got an idea.- Tell me on the way.

0:20:33 > 0:20:34Adam?

0:20:34 > 0:20:36Adam!

0:20:40 > 0:20:43You never forget, eh? Good.

0:20:50 > 0:20:52Adam?

0:20:52 > 0:20:54Why are you here?

0:20:54 > 0:20:56- We've read the letter, mate. - What letter?

0:20:56 > 0:20:59The one from your dad's regiment.

0:20:59 > 0:21:01- He's not coming back. - Adam, we're so sorry.

0:21:01 > 0:21:04What are you talking about? I spent the day with him.

0:21:04 > 0:21:06- Adam!- Don't come near me.

0:21:06 > 0:21:08- I've got to do this.- Do what?

0:21:08 > 0:21:11- Go down the zip line. - What?! There isn't one!

0:21:11 > 0:21:13I have to do this. I have to prove it to him.

0:21:13 > 0:21:17- Adam, look, there's no zip wire! - I'm not afraid of heights any more,

0:21:17 > 0:21:19- I'll prove it. - You don't have to prove anything!

0:21:19 > 0:21:22- I can't disappoint my dad. - Sometimes you have to!- No.

0:21:23 > 0:21:26- Hey! Let go of me! I have to do this!- No, you don't!

0:21:26 > 0:21:30- I'm going to do it, I have to! - Look! LOOK!- What?

0:21:30 > 0:21:32There's no zip wire, look.

0:21:32 > 0:21:35- What?!- There's no zip wire!

0:21:35 > 0:21:37Wha...? But there was...

0:21:37 > 0:21:39A minute ago there was...

0:21:41 > 0:21:43- HE GASPS FOR BREATH - Dad? Dad!- Where's your inhaler?

0:21:45 > 0:21:47Breathe.

0:21:49 > 0:21:51Dad?

0:21:51 > 0:21:54Who's going to pay your rent - Certainly not your dad.

0:21:54 > 0:21:57- I will find a way.- I'm not bowled over with your suggestions so far.

0:21:57 > 0:22:00People will kill to buy my work, just you watch!

0:22:00 > 0:22:02OK, you two, calm down.

0:22:02 > 0:22:04Now look what you've done.

0:22:04 > 0:22:07- You've got Julia to schlep all the way over from Campus.- Me?!

0:22:07 > 0:22:10If you hadn't got on my case, this argument would never have happened!

0:22:10 > 0:22:12All right, please!

0:22:12 > 0:22:17Look, I am sorry that I wasn't able to offer Imogen a job,

0:22:17 > 0:22:21- but that's no excuse to make such a scene.- See?

0:22:21 > 0:22:23Either of you.

0:22:23 > 0:22:25However, I've changed my mind.

0:22:25 > 0:22:27What do you mean?

0:22:27 > 0:22:29I'm prepared to offer you a job.

0:22:29 > 0:22:30Really?

0:22:30 > 0:22:33Temporarily - trial basis.

0:22:33 > 0:22:35- Wicked.- I don't wish to appear ungrateful,

0:22:35 > 0:22:39- but you don't have to give her a job just to stop us bickering. - I didn't. It was Lauren's idea.

0:22:39 > 0:22:43- Do you want to explain? - I was going through Mrs Tembe's summer admin projects

0:22:43 > 0:22:48and there's a really big one coming up, a summation project for the recent Government changes.

0:22:48 > 0:22:53- It's a real beast. - So we could do with the extra help. I could take Imogen under my wing

0:22:53 > 0:22:56- and she could shadow me.- You're prepared to do that?- Of course.

0:22:56 > 0:22:59- Oh, you're a saint. - Unless you want to work with her?

0:22:59 > 0:23:01BOTH: No!

0:23:01 > 0:23:02Fine. Win-win situation then.

0:23:33 > 0:23:35I'm never going to make it as a soldier.

0:23:35 > 0:23:38But is that what you really want? I've told you,

0:23:38 > 0:23:41you don't have to prove yourself to him.

0:23:41 > 0:23:44You're an academic, Adam, not a soldier.

0:23:44 > 0:23:46- I can't tell- him- that.

0:23:46 > 0:23:47You're going to have to.

0:23:47 > 0:23:50And it'll take a lot more guts than going down a zip line.

0:23:52 > 0:23:53What is it?

0:23:55 > 0:23:56He's here.

0:24:14 > 0:24:15Dad.

0:24:15 > 0:24:17I didn't do it.

0:24:19 > 0:24:20Right.

0:24:20 > 0:24:21I'm sorry.

0:24:27 > 0:24:30- Maybe it's a sign.- Of what?

0:24:30 > 0:24:32That this isn't right for me, this whole army thing.

0:24:32 > 0:24:36I only did it for you, because I know how badly you wanted it.

0:24:36 > 0:24:39But I'm not like you and I never will be.

0:24:40 > 0:24:43What are you going to do instead?

0:24:43 > 0:24:46I... I could teach.

0:24:47 > 0:24:51I could write books even. I can be brave with words.

0:24:51 > 0:24:53Daring, like you.

0:24:53 > 0:24:56I could take on a whole army of ideas and theories

0:24:56 > 0:25:00and blow them up with a salvo of words.

0:25:01 > 0:25:05I could do that. If I keep working hard, I could do that one day.

0:25:07 > 0:25:10- Promise me one thing.- Anything.

0:25:10 > 0:25:14That you'll go for it, all guns blazing.

0:25:14 > 0:25:17Will you do that for me?

0:25:18 > 0:25:20Yes, I promise.

0:25:28 > 0:25:30I have to go now.

0:25:30 > 0:25:34Don't worry, I'll looking out for you.

0:25:35 > 0:25:36Always.

0:25:45 > 0:25:46Dad?

0:26:07 > 0:26:09He's not coming back, is he?

0:26:11 > 0:26:15No. But, um, he'll be all right.

0:26:15 > 0:26:17I'm going to get you some help, OK?

0:26:18 > 0:26:20HE SOBS

0:26:25 > 0:26:27Come on, let's get you back.

0:26:37 > 0:26:38Marry me.

0:26:38 > 0:26:42While the cat's away, the mice will play.

0:26:42 > 0:26:45- Eh?- Sorry?

0:26:45 > 0:26:48What happened to you? You must've gained five stone.

0:26:48 > 0:26:50Same old Zara, straight to the point.

0:26:50 > 0:26:52Kiss me.

0:26:52 > 0:26:54Well, in that case...

0:26:56 > 0:26:58..have you still got your room key?

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