It's Only Natural

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0:00:36 > 0:00:40MUSIC: "It's Only Natural" by Crowded House

0:00:40 > 0:00:46# It's only natural that you should feel the same way too... #

0:00:54 > 0:00:56Hiya, pet.

0:00:56 > 0:01:00Yeah, I'm here now. I'll see if they can't sort my face out before I meet your mam and dad.

0:01:00 > 0:01:06- Don't worry about them. Just make sure you're all right. - I want to make a good impression.

0:01:06 > 0:01:10- Silly! Of course they'll like you. Who wouldn't?!- You've not said how they took the news.

0:01:10 > 0:01:15Well, once they realised we weren't rushing into things, they were over the moon.

0:01:15 > 0:01:18- They love the ring. - I'll see you later then.

0:01:18 > 0:01:22- Love you. - I love you too, my little cupcake.

0:01:36 > 0:01:39- Everything OK? - Yeah, fine. I'm running late.

0:01:39 > 0:01:43I think you're really brave for coming back to work so soon.

0:01:48 > 0:01:53I know you're one of Cherry's friends but at work, make sure you keep things professional.

0:01:53 > 0:01:57- What do you mean? - She's running late for clinic and you're really not helping.

0:01:57 > 0:02:00So, I'm not even allowed to offer some moral support?

0:02:00 > 0:02:03It's not the dogsbody's job to manage staff welfare.

0:02:03 > 0:02:06Anyway, it was obvious she didn't want to talk to you.

0:02:10 > 0:02:13- Hey, I thought you might need a drink.- Thanks.

0:02:18 > 0:02:21I'd better head back. Lauren's on the warpath.

0:02:21 > 0:02:23She's been such a cow. Yesterday was a nightmare.

0:02:23 > 0:02:28- Really?- Yeah, I never realized just how devious some people can be.

0:02:28 > 0:02:30Well, it's better that you find out now.

0:02:30 > 0:02:36Oh... I'm so sorry, after everything that's happened.

0:02:36 > 0:02:39And Eva. Still alive.

0:02:39 > 0:02:43- Why are blokes such idiots? - Maybe we're the idiots, because we're taken in by them.

0:02:43 > 0:02:46Too right. When I think about Gio...

0:02:46 > 0:02:49"Imogen, I will never love again."

0:02:49 > 0:02:51Really(!)

0:02:51 > 0:02:56I bet right now he's spinning the exact same lines to some other mug.

0:02:56 > 0:03:00But Jimmi's not like that. He's serious about you.

0:03:00 > 0:03:03He'd never hurt you. Not on purpose.

0:03:03 > 0:03:06- I need more than that, Imogen.- Right.

0:03:08 > 0:03:12- So what happens now?- I don't know.

0:03:12 > 0:03:14But I do know that I don't want to see him.

0:03:14 > 0:03:18- Bit difficult when you both work in the same place.- Hmm.

0:03:18 > 0:03:22- Can you do me a really big favour? - Anything you want.

0:03:22 > 0:03:25Can you just try and keep him out of my way?

0:03:29 > 0:03:31Go on then, let's see what you can do.

0:03:31 > 0:03:37Right, well. First, I need your consent to record this examination.

0:03:37 > 0:03:41I'm a trainee GP, so all my consultations need to be recorded.

0:03:41 > 0:03:43Where's your 'L' plates then?

0:03:43 > 0:03:46- Joke.- So...?

0:03:46 > 0:03:49So, I suppose everyone's got to learn.

0:03:53 > 0:03:56When did your rash first appear?

0:03:56 > 0:03:59I'd just like to say hello to me girlfriend, me mam and dad...

0:03:59 > 0:04:02Mr Ashdown, do you want this diagnosis or not?

0:04:02 > 0:04:08Yeah, I'm sorry. What it is... I'm stressed and I get a bit giddy...

0:04:08 > 0:04:13- Is it the camera?- No, I'm meeting my future in-laws later today.

0:04:13 > 0:04:17Me and me girlfriend... well, my fiancee now, we just got back from Lanzarote last night.

0:04:17 > 0:04:20I bought them this.

0:04:22 > 0:04:25It's real artisan. It's good, isn't it?

0:04:25 > 0:04:28It's unique.

0:04:28 > 0:04:31Did your rash start while you were on holiday?

0:04:31 > 0:04:34Yes. Look, you've got to help me.

0:04:34 > 0:04:36They've flown in especially from Holland.

0:04:36 > 0:04:39I can't meet them looking like this.

0:04:39 > 0:04:42- Morning.- Nice to see you back.

0:04:42 > 0:04:47- These are for the nurse's room. Imogen, can you show him the way? - It's fine, I'll take them. Cheers.

0:04:47 > 0:04:50- I'll take them.- It's no problem.- You don't want to get hot and sweaty.

0:04:50 > 0:04:54If Doctor Clay wants to take the boxes, he can. Are you listening? Imogen!

0:04:55 > 0:04:58Thanks... What are you doing here?

0:04:58 > 0:05:00Cherry, please...

0:05:00 > 0:05:04- Jimmi. You need to come back to reception.- What for?

0:05:04 > 0:05:06- Because...- Immie, it's fine.

0:05:11 > 0:05:15- Are you sneaking up on me now? - You won't answer my calls. What am I supposed to do?

0:05:15 > 0:05:19- I'm not answering your calls because I don't want to speak to you.- Cherry, please.

0:05:19 > 0:05:25- I've said everything I've got to say. - You're angry. I've hurt you but that doesn't mean it has to be it.

0:05:25 > 0:05:27- I'm busy.- I can't deny Eva was important to me once

0:05:27 > 0:05:30but I never missed her like I'm missing you...

0:05:30 > 0:05:32- You'll have to get used to that. - Cherry...

0:05:32 > 0:05:37This isn't some silly row about what colour cushions we should buy.

0:05:37 > 0:05:39You lied to me.

0:05:39 > 0:05:43Not just a white lie. It's a big, fat, dirty lie.

0:05:43 > 0:05:45And you know I hate that...

0:05:47 > 0:05:51- But...- Please, Jimmi, just respect my wishes and leave me alone.

0:05:57 > 0:06:00As you've just come back from a holiday in the sun,

0:06:00 > 0:06:03I'm almost sure your rash is PLE.

0:06:04 > 0:06:07PLE? What's that when it's at home?

0:06:07 > 0:06:12I'm sorry. It's polymorphic light eruption, an allergy to the sun.

0:06:12 > 0:06:17However, I'm going to refer you for further tests to make sure

0:06:17 > 0:06:21there's no underlying reason for the skin irritation.

0:06:21 > 0:06:26- How long before it goes? - About a week.- A week?!

0:06:26 > 0:06:32- I can't wait that long. - I'm going to give you a cream that will reduce the inflammation

0:06:32 > 0:06:35and some antihistamine tablets that will stop the itching.

0:06:35 > 0:06:38But you need to stay out of the sun.

0:06:40 > 0:06:43This is your first visit to the surgery for quite a while.

0:06:43 > 0:06:45Constitution of an ox, me.

0:06:45 > 0:06:49While you're here, we can book you in for a general health check.

0:06:49 > 0:06:54- I only came with a rash. - Monitoring weight, blood pressure,

0:06:54 > 0:06:59cholesterol levels can all prevent major health risks.

0:06:59 > 0:07:01I'll think about it.

0:07:06 > 0:07:10- Johnny J!- Dazzler! Breakfast?- I'm not hungry, mate.

0:07:10 > 0:07:13I thought holidays were supposed to be good for you.

0:07:13 > 0:07:16- What happened? Did you go paintballing?!- It's a rash.

0:07:16 > 0:07:19I hope that's all you got while you were in Spain.

0:07:19 > 0:07:23No. I proposed to Sylvie and she said yes. I'm meeting her parents later.

0:07:23 > 0:07:27- That's the last time I let you go away without me. Too many sangrias? - I was perfectly sober.

0:07:27 > 0:07:31You hardly know her. Don't worry, mate, we'll think of something.

0:07:31 > 0:07:36I don't want to think of something. I want to marry her. She's the one for me.

0:07:36 > 0:07:39Are you sure? She's ain't much of a goer.

0:07:39 > 0:07:42She's been well brought up, that's all.

0:07:42 > 0:07:47Her parents seem very... principled. Sylvie says that's why they moved to Holland.

0:07:47 > 0:07:50And liberal. Eh, they could be druggies. They could be religious.

0:07:50 > 0:07:55- You'll have to clean your act up. - I'll do whatever it takes if it makes her happy.

0:07:55 > 0:07:58Well, I suppose it's congratulations.

0:07:58 > 0:08:02If even you can pull a bird, maybe there's a chance for me!

0:08:02 > 0:08:07I'll make sure she picks some fit bridesmaids cos we want you to be our best man.

0:08:07 > 0:08:10Aw, mate!

0:08:10 > 0:08:15# We are the champions of the world... #

0:08:15 > 0:08:18- Mates for life! - Mates for life!

0:08:24 > 0:08:27Everything OK?

0:08:29 > 0:08:32I was looking for Daniel.

0:08:32 > 0:08:36I haven't seen him. Is there anything I can do?

0:08:36 > 0:08:39Do you want to come in?

0:08:46 > 0:08:49Do you want to sit down?

0:08:53 > 0:08:55Maybe it was too soon to come back to work?

0:08:55 > 0:08:59No, I'd rather be here. I've never seen her like this before.

0:08:59 > 0:09:05She's so angry. She won't listen. She said she doesn't want to be anywhere near me.

0:09:05 > 0:09:08- She's got a lot to deal with. - That's why we need to talk...

0:09:08 > 0:09:12not just shout accusations at each other.

0:09:12 > 0:09:16She's letting one misjudgement wreck everything. What about all the months we were happy?

0:09:16 > 0:09:19Do you want to tell me what that was?

0:09:19 > 0:09:22I'm not a patient.

0:09:22 > 0:09:26OK. What do you think you should do?

0:09:50 > 0:09:53Oh, no... What a shame...

0:09:53 > 0:09:58It's a disaster, no pressie, a face like a boiled beetroot...

0:09:58 > 0:10:01- It's all right. - I want your folks to like me.

0:10:01 > 0:10:03If I like you, they will too.

0:10:05 > 0:10:10- I never thought I could get this lucky.- Neither did I.

0:10:10 > 0:10:14- We're getting married! - We're getting married!

0:10:14 > 0:10:16Right then, lead me to 'em.

0:10:16 > 0:10:20- Um...- What is it?

0:10:20 > 0:10:24There's something I need to tell you. I wanted to before...

0:10:24 > 0:10:26Everything's happened so quickly...

0:10:26 > 0:10:29Come on, pet, nothing's that bad.

0:10:29 > 0:10:32I've only ever had one proper boyfriend before you...

0:10:32 > 0:10:37and well... when he found out, he dumped me.

0:10:37 > 0:10:42- Is it about kids? - No... It's nothing like that...

0:10:42 > 0:10:47It's my parents. They're a bit unusual.

0:10:47 > 0:10:52Don't worry. I'm very open minded. Nothing bothers me.

0:10:52 > 0:10:55They can both be women for all I care.

0:11:03 > 0:11:07- Bye, girls, I'm going now. - Afternoon off, lucky you.

0:11:07 > 0:11:10- Are you doing anything nice? - I hope so.

0:11:11 > 0:11:15- Dazza?- I don't believe it.

0:11:15 > 0:11:17You're shocked. I'm sorry, I should have told you.

0:11:17 > 0:11:21No. Me? Shocked?

0:11:21 > 0:11:23Never...

0:11:24 > 0:11:27Isn't it dangerous barbequing in just a pinny?

0:11:27 > 0:11:29You're sure? You would say?

0:11:29 > 0:11:31Yeah. As long as they're not perverts.

0:11:31 > 0:11:35No, they think of the human body as a thing of beauty not something to be ashamed of.

0:11:35 > 0:11:40I was brought up in a naturist community and once you get used to seeing naked people washing up

0:11:40 > 0:11:43or playing tennis, it feels normal.

0:11:43 > 0:11:48No one's judged for how they look. Without clothes, we're all equal.

0:11:48 > 0:11:53So, you wouldn't be able to tell if someone was the Queen or a bog cleaner. They should make it law!

0:11:53 > 0:11:59- Shall we go out and say hello? - No! Oh, no...- Is everything OK?

0:11:59 > 0:12:03- It's my wallet. I must have left it at the bar. I'd better get it.- What, now?

0:12:03 > 0:12:07- Can't you ring?- It's got my cards in it and everything.

0:12:07 > 0:12:10Are you sure you're not going...?

0:12:10 > 0:12:13No...

0:12:13 > 0:12:17I think it's marvellous to see people so...

0:12:17 > 0:12:21relaxed. It's wonderful.

0:12:21 > 0:12:27I knew you'd understand. They want to pay for us to have our wedding on a tropical island.

0:12:27 > 0:12:30Somewhere where we can be in total harmony with nature.

0:12:30 > 0:12:34- It's fantastic. - It's what they've always wanted.

0:12:34 > 0:12:37All my life, I've hoped I'd meet a man like you.

0:12:37 > 0:12:40I'd hate to lose you.

0:12:49 > 0:12:55- Sorry...- Isn't anywhere safe? - Honestly, I didn't know.

0:12:55 > 0:12:59The fact your consulting room is on the other side of that window?

0:13:08 > 0:13:13This is lovely. Just what I needed.

0:13:13 > 0:13:15Hard morning?

0:13:15 > 0:13:19Patients, doctors, all with problems to offload.

0:13:19 > 0:13:22But this...

0:13:22 > 0:13:24Maybe we should come here more often.

0:13:29 > 0:13:32- I can't be out in the sun. - And who's this letter for?

0:13:32 > 0:13:35Work, I need it today.

0:13:35 > 0:13:38How did the meeting with the in-laws go?

0:13:38 > 0:13:41Didn't they fall for your charms?

0:13:41 > 0:13:43- I never gave them the chance. - What do you mean?

0:13:43 > 0:13:46They were in the garden...

0:13:46 > 0:13:49stark naked...

0:13:49 > 0:13:52I couldn't face it...

0:13:52 > 0:13:55And they want us to get married outdoors. In the nude.

0:13:55 > 0:14:00- You can always get married indoors. - Not with no clothes on, I can't.

0:14:00 > 0:14:05Are you worried that if you see naked women... you'll...?

0:14:05 > 0:14:08- No.- Be honest.

0:14:10 > 0:14:15She thinks I'm all right about it. I could lose her.

0:14:15 > 0:14:19This isn't just about the wedding, it's a lifestyle.

0:14:19 > 0:14:24- You don't sound as if you know much about each other. Are you sure you want to get married?- Yes.

0:14:24 > 0:14:28I just don't get it. Is it like a fetish or something?

0:14:28 > 0:14:31No, it's not really about sex. Some naturists are very spiritual.

0:14:31 > 0:14:35- And?- It does away with social rank, no one is tyrannised by fashion.

0:14:35 > 0:14:41- Oh, well that's all right then(!) - Look, why don't you just give it a go, gradually.

0:14:41 > 0:14:43It might not be as bad as you think.

0:14:50 > 0:14:55There's no way I'm giving a best man's speech dressed in just a top hat and dickey bow.

0:14:55 > 0:14:58Where am I supposed to put my carnation?

0:14:58 > 0:15:02When I stand up to toast the bridesmaids... everyone else will be sat down...

0:15:02 > 0:15:07Think man, what part of me anatomy will be at eyelevel?!

0:15:09 > 0:15:11This is a nightmare.

0:15:11 > 0:15:16It's not just the wedding. Naked Christmas, naked christenings.

0:15:16 > 0:15:20What happens when someone dies?

0:15:20 > 0:15:24- You're going to have to call it off, mate. Look at the state of you. - No, we're good together.

0:15:24 > 0:15:28- I'll do anything to marry her.- Really?!- As long as I'm not on my own.

0:15:28 > 0:15:32- Oh, no. Forget it.- Oh, come on. I thought you were me mate!

0:15:32 > 0:15:35When am I ever going to get another chance like this?

0:15:35 > 0:15:38I really love her.

0:15:38 > 0:15:40You're serious?

0:15:42 > 0:15:45You owe me, big time.

0:15:48 > 0:15:51I've always wanted to go to South America,

0:15:51 > 0:15:55cruise down the Amazon, go trekking.

0:15:55 > 0:15:58Let's do it.

0:15:58 > 0:16:01We could book a holiday, go later this year.

0:16:01 > 0:16:06Why just a few weeks? Why not hand in our notice at work, go for as long as we want?

0:16:06 > 0:16:10- Don't be silly.- Why not? This time in a few months, we could be trekking down the Inca trail.

0:16:10 > 0:16:13Or watching the sun set over Lake Titicaca.

0:16:13 > 0:16:19It would be lovely to be somewhere else, where we wouldn't have to worry what anyone thinks.

0:16:19 > 0:16:22That bothers you, does it? Other people's opinions?

0:16:26 > 0:16:30Why did you call me, Elaine? After you found out?

0:16:30 > 0:16:33Isn't it obvious?

0:16:33 > 0:16:37You're irresistible. I couldn't control myself.

0:16:44 > 0:16:48- SHE LAUGHS Yeah, thanks...- I'm sorry. You both look great.

0:16:48 > 0:16:51- How come you're all dressed up? - It is my engagement party.

0:16:51 > 0:16:57Only after what you said about your mam and dad, we thought...

0:16:57 > 0:17:01- ..There was no dress code. - I didn't expect you to fit in straight away...

0:17:01 > 0:17:05We wanted to give it a go.

0:17:05 > 0:17:09It's a good thing. Not to be tyrannised by fashion.

0:17:09 > 0:17:12Well, I'm really touched you've made such an effort.

0:17:12 > 0:17:15My parents will be, too. Come and meet them.

0:17:21 > 0:17:24Daz!

0:17:24 > 0:17:28Seriously, though, why did you contact me again?

0:17:31 > 0:17:35I was hoping it was because you felt we had something worth holding on to.

0:17:35 > 0:17:40I do. And I want to spend the day relaxing, getting to know each other.

0:17:40 > 0:17:44Isn't part of getting to know each other, being honest?

0:17:44 > 0:17:48Can't we just enjoy these lovely gardens?

0:17:48 > 0:17:51But this is not the first affair you've had.

0:17:51 > 0:17:56So you're checking up on me, making sure I'm not some excitement junkie getting kicks

0:17:56 > 0:18:01- from stealing other people's husbands?- No, of course not. My marriage is over.

0:18:01 > 0:18:06I'm serious about you. I need to know that you feel the same.

0:18:06 > 0:18:12OK, yes, I had an affair. One.

0:18:12 > 0:18:17- It lasted longer than a lot of marriages.- What happened?

0:18:17 > 0:18:23He convinced me that when his son was old enough he'd leave his wife but...you know the story...

0:18:23 > 0:18:27- Does he ever contact you?- I thought this was meant to be our day off?

0:18:27 > 0:18:31- I'm sorry.- It's too late. - Forget I ever said anything. Let's start again.- It's too late.

0:18:37 > 0:18:42- I think you've hyperventilated. And you've been drinking?- Yes.

0:18:42 > 0:18:46- Eaten anything?- Too nervous.

0:18:46 > 0:18:49Your blood pressure is a bit low.

0:18:49 > 0:18:53If you calm down and cool off, you'll be OK.

0:18:55 > 0:18:59- Excuse me. - Thanks Doctor, that's a relief.

0:18:59 > 0:19:02I do want you to think about what I said about the health check.

0:19:02 > 0:19:06- We can monitor your weight and lifestyle. - When we're married it'll be easier.

0:19:06 > 0:19:11- I'm used to cooking healthily. It's part of the naturist philosophy. Meat and two veg.- It's no good!

0:19:14 > 0:19:18- I can't, I just can't. - What? Eat vegetables?- No.

0:19:18 > 0:19:24- I can't go through with the wedding. - I don't understand.- I can't change my way of life.

0:19:24 > 0:19:29I've tried really hard to be the perfect fiance for you and your folks

0:19:29 > 0:19:32- but I just can't go through with it. - What's wrong?

0:19:32 > 0:19:35I can't make you happy.

0:19:35 > 0:19:38Dazza!

0:19:38 > 0:19:40I think it all got a bit too much for him.

0:19:40 > 0:19:43I should have realised. He got carried away on holiday

0:19:43 > 0:19:47- and now the reality of my boring life's hit him.- It's not that.

0:19:47 > 0:19:50- He doesn't think you're boring. - Then why's he run off?

0:19:50 > 0:19:53Because you want a naturist wedding.

0:19:53 > 0:19:57- And he can't stand the idea of getting married in the buff. - I never said that...

0:19:59 > 0:20:01Well, at least I don't think I did.

0:20:01 > 0:20:03You've obviously got crossed wires.

0:20:03 > 0:20:08Which doesn't surprise me. The pair of you don't communicate.

0:20:08 > 0:20:11What? He finds out today your family entertain in the altogether.

0:20:11 > 0:20:16- I didn't know how to tell him. - Well, if you're not sure about him...- I am sure about him!

0:20:16 > 0:20:20He makes me feel like somebody. For the first time I feel special.

0:20:20 > 0:20:22That's brilliant...

0:20:22 > 0:20:25but you can't rely on somebody else to make yourself feel good.

0:20:25 > 0:20:29- What do you mean?- Believe in yourself. Dazza's lucky to have you.

0:20:29 > 0:20:32It's all right for you to dole out advice, you're a somebody.

0:20:32 > 0:20:38You might have fancy initials after your name but it doesn't mean you know better than everyone else.

0:20:38 > 0:20:41You want to be careful or you might find you end up on your own.

0:20:41 > 0:20:44And though you might not think Dazza's much of a catch, I do.

0:20:44 > 0:20:47Well, at least you're speaking up for yourself.

0:20:50 > 0:20:55I've always wanted to learn to sing.

0:20:55 > 0:20:59Right... Why don't you do that...

0:20:59 > 0:21:02and think about planning your own wedding?

0:21:05 > 0:21:07Thanks, Doc.

0:21:16 > 0:21:20I haven't had an ice cream like that since I was a kid.

0:21:20 > 0:21:27- Let's pretend we're kids again. No worries, no thoughts about the future. No baggage?- Deal!

0:21:27 > 0:21:34BIRDS CHIRP

0:21:34 > 0:21:37- Chatty lot, aren't they? - Some people talk too much.

0:21:48 > 0:21:50- Right!- No, no!

0:22:02 > 0:22:04Still here?

0:22:04 > 0:22:09Come on, go and get it sorted.

0:22:09 > 0:22:14What's the point? I can't give her what she wants.

0:22:14 > 0:22:19She's lovely. I mean, look at me.

0:22:19 > 0:22:23"Big, fat prat." That's what they called me at school.

0:22:23 > 0:22:26For some reason, she thinks you're a real catch.

0:22:26 > 0:22:32- Do you really think so?- I just got short shrift for even doubting it.

0:22:32 > 0:22:35- Sylvie?- Yes, you want to watch her.

0:22:35 > 0:22:40No. I can't get my kit off in front of strangers.

0:22:42 > 0:22:45Did she actually say that she wanted a naturist wedding?

0:22:47 > 0:22:52Maybe you should start listening to people.

0:22:52 > 0:22:56You never know. What they've got to say, might be important.

0:22:59 > 0:23:03If I come and get weighed, are you going to join me on them scales?

0:23:19 > 0:23:24- Lauren's gone home, at last. Are you OK?- Yeah, I'm fine.

0:23:24 > 0:23:28- I'm sorry I did such a rubbish job of keeping Jimmi away. - Don't worry about it.

0:23:28 > 0:23:31It was a really stupid thing to ask you to do.

0:23:31 > 0:23:36- Do you want to go for a drink, get away from here?- I'm all right, Imogen. I want some time to think.

0:23:41 > 0:23:48I need to say something first. I've told my mum and dad we're going to arrange our own wedding.

0:23:50 > 0:23:54I've let you down. I've let you think I'm this joker, who's up for anything.

0:23:54 > 0:23:57It's a big lie...

0:23:57 > 0:23:59Ever since I was a little lad, I was bullied...

0:24:05 > 0:24:07I was bullied.

0:24:07 > 0:24:11"Hey, let's see if we can't make the fat boy bounce."

0:24:11 > 0:24:13So I started acting the clown...

0:24:13 > 0:24:18- At least then I was getting mocked for being stupid not for the size of me belly.- Kids can be cruel.

0:24:21 > 0:24:26When I was at school, a gang of lads stripped me off and put me under a cold shower.

0:24:26 > 0:24:29That's why I panicked.

0:24:29 > 0:24:34I couldn't face the thought of hearing people laughing at me like that again.

0:24:34 > 0:24:37I used to get teased about my weirdo parents.

0:24:37 > 0:24:40I could never bring anyone home.

0:24:40 > 0:24:46You may be a big man but I know you've got a big heart and that's why I love you.

0:24:50 > 0:24:53I'll see Doctor Wilson and get me health checked.

0:24:53 > 0:24:56- She'll tell me to lose some weight. - You don't need to change for me.

0:24:56 > 0:24:59Come inside, meet my parents.

0:24:59 > 0:25:02Just try not to faint this time(!)

0:25:07 > 0:25:11I wanted to go home with him tonight and cook dinner,

0:25:11 > 0:25:17watching a cheesy film on the TV with my feet in his lap,

0:25:17 > 0:25:20a nice glass of wine.

0:25:20 > 0:25:27I wanted to be Nurse Clay and have Jimmi's children,

0:25:27 > 0:25:32and move to a house with a big garden

0:25:32 > 0:25:36with swings and a slide and a paddling pool in the summer.

0:25:41 > 0:25:44It's all gone...

0:25:44 > 0:25:46It's never going to happen.

0:25:46 > 0:25:49So, it's definitely over?

0:25:52 > 0:25:55I can never forgive him.

0:25:56 > 0:26:00Maybe you were never meant to be together?

0:26:00 > 0:26:05We were meant to be together.

0:26:05 > 0:26:08We were really good together.

0:26:08 > 0:26:11We'd have been really good parents.

0:26:14 > 0:26:17Now, every time I look at him...

0:26:17 > 0:26:19It just reminds me what I can't have...

0:26:19 > 0:26:22and I can't stand it, I hate it... I can't do it...

0:26:24 > 0:26:26He looks so sad.

0:26:27 > 0:26:31I don't know if I can be strong enough

0:26:31 > 0:26:36because I just want to put my arms round him...

0:26:39 > 0:26:43If I do, I know I'll never be able to let him go...

0:26:45 > 0:26:48I love him so much.

0:26:57 > 0:27:00I need to leave the Mill.

0:27:07 > 0:27:09I saw a doctor once.

0:27:09 > 0:27:11He didn't see me though.

0:27:11 > 0:27:16I was hiding.

0:27:16 > 0:27:19- I was correcting a Grocer's Apostrophe.- A what?

0:27:19 > 0:27:21A misplaced apostrophe on a shop sign.

0:27:21 > 0:27:24When, for instance, was your last argument?

0:27:26 > 0:27:28- About ten minutes ago. - We argue all the time.

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