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0:00:26 > 0:00:28- You took your time! - Use the loo downstairs.

0:00:28 > 0:00:31Yeah, I'll run up and down the stairs. Usain Bolt, that's me.

0:00:31 > 0:00:33- Don't forget you've got the doctor in an hour.- I know. I know!

0:00:33 > 0:00:38- And have you packed because you won't have time after when Tony gets here?- No!

0:00:38 > 0:00:40I'll throw some things into a bag for you.

0:00:40 > 0:00:42No, you won't! I'm not going.

0:00:42 > 0:00:44- Since when? - I telephoned Tony yesterday.

0:00:44 > 0:00:50- Cancelled.- And when were you thinking of telling me?- I didn't think it made any difference to you.

0:00:51 > 0:00:53Honestly, no-one knew where to look.

0:00:53 > 0:00:56- You're joking. - She was absolutely mortified!

0:00:56 > 0:00:58I've never seen anyone go so red!

0:00:58 > 0:01:01I can't believe she thought I would say anything.

0:01:01 > 0:01:05Oh, come on, that IS an easy mistake to make.

0:01:05 > 0:01:10- I beg your pardon?- If you want to spread a secret tell a woman, and that goes double for you, love.

0:01:12 > 0:01:15I'll have you know I'm the soul of discretion. I have to be in my job.

0:01:15 > 0:01:20And there are some things that I know about you that have not passed my lips.

0:01:20 > 0:01:23Scarborough 1986.

0:01:29 > 0:01:34I better be off. Oh, you haven't forgotten you said you'd sort me out some work experience, have you?

0:01:34 > 0:01:37No, I haven't. It's just been a bit tricky, that's all.

0:01:37 > 0:01:39Dad, I need it. It's part of my module requirement.

0:01:39 > 0:01:41All right, son. Leave it with me.

0:01:41 > 0:01:43I'll see what I can do.

0:01:43 > 0:01:46What happened in Scarborough?

0:01:49 > 0:01:52And you didn't think to tell me?

0:01:52 > 0:01:54Well, he didn't.

0:01:54 > 0:01:57Did he even say why he didn't want to go?

0:01:57 > 0:02:00Yes, he needs a reason.

0:02:00 > 0:02:04At the very least, Tony, you could have persuaded him for me.

0:02:05 > 0:02:08I get him every day. He is your father too, Tony.

0:02:10 > 0:02:14I just wanted this one weekend to myself.

0:02:14 > 0:02:16Well, it's important to me!

0:02:18 > 0:02:23- I know Elaine's a scarlet woman, but she might have done us a favour after all.- What do you mean?

0:02:23 > 0:02:31Well, after her total hypocrisy, I'm sure we can agree that family therapy was a total sham.

0:02:31 > 0:02:35- Yeah, I suppose so.- We sorted it out ourselves, didn't we?

0:02:35 > 0:02:36Anyway, it's all ancient history.

0:02:36 > 0:02:40We can go back to being a family again.

0:02:40 > 0:02:43Come on. You're going to be late.

0:02:43 > 0:02:44I was waiting for you.

0:02:44 > 0:02:47- Bye, Dad.- Yeah. Bye, love.

0:02:47 > 0:02:53- Did I interrupt a bit of father and daughter bonding time there? - Might have done.

0:02:56 > 0:02:58- Bye.- Bye.

0:03:02 > 0:03:06Oh, not wallpaper paste again.

0:03:06 > 0:03:08What about some bacon and eggs?

0:03:08 > 0:03:11- You know what that does to your cholesterol level.- Once or twice isn't going to hurt!

0:03:11 > 0:03:14I'd have thought two heart attacks is enough for anyone to get the message.

0:03:14 > 0:03:16Been sleeping in the knife drawer again?

0:03:16 > 0:03:20What do you expect? Neither you or Tony show me any consideration.

0:03:20 > 0:03:23- You're not still going on about that?- I had plans.

0:03:23 > 0:03:26What plans? You never go anywhere.

0:03:26 > 0:03:29Do you not think a bit of sea air would do you good?

0:03:29 > 0:03:31And you haven't seen Tony since Easter.

0:03:31 > 0:03:33I'd have to see his wife, though, wouldn't I?

0:03:33 > 0:03:35I don't know how he stands her.

0:03:35 > 0:03:39She hangs over me with a coaster and a wet wipe, daring me to make a mess.

0:03:39 > 0:03:43She lives in a show house, not a home.

0:03:45 > 0:03:48I know, why don't we...

0:03:48 > 0:03:51get a bottle of wine in, maybe get a film tonight?

0:03:51 > 0:03:54Which you'll snore through.

0:03:56 > 0:03:59- Oh!- Dad!

0:03:59 > 0:04:01- It's only milk. - Leave it, I'll do it.

0:04:01 > 0:04:03- It's this stupid carton. - You better take your tablets.

0:04:03 > 0:04:06I ALWAYS take my tablets.

0:04:06 > 0:04:09I sometimes think I rattle when I walk.

0:04:09 > 0:04:12I don't even know what half of them do.

0:04:17 > 0:04:19- What's this? - Cranberry juice, lowers cholesterol.

0:04:19 > 0:04:23If you're going to have a blood test today, it's just what you need.

0:04:31 > 0:04:34Oh!

0:04:39 > 0:04:43- Good morning, Karen.- Morning.- Good morning, everyone.- Morning.- Hello.

0:04:43 > 0:04:45- How are we all today?- Good.

0:04:45 > 0:04:47Fine thank you. Kettle's just boiled.

0:04:47 > 0:04:49Yes, I better...

0:04:49 > 0:04:51I was thinking about you last night.

0:04:51 > 0:04:54- Really?- I was doing this wonderful stretch, it would be perfect for you.

0:04:54 > 0:04:57Eases out all the tension in the lower back.

0:04:57 > 0:05:01In the Sanskrit it's called Uttanasana but it's a simple forward bend.

0:05:01 > 0:05:02I'll leave you to it.

0:05:05 > 0:05:08Keeping your legs straight. Deep breath.

0:05:08 > 0:05:10Bend...from the hips.

0:05:10 > 0:05:12Wonderful.

0:05:12 > 0:05:14Yes, it looks good.

0:05:14 > 0:05:19Thank you, Elaine. I've got a few calls to make before surgery. Do you mind if we reconvene a bit later?

0:05:19 > 0:05:23- Of course.- Sorry.

0:05:23 > 0:05:25Mum?

0:05:27 > 0:05:30Do you think me and Dad are OK now?

0:05:30 > 0:05:33You seemed to be getting on all right this morning.

0:05:33 > 0:05:36We haven't really talked about what's happened.

0:05:36 > 0:05:38I'm sure he wants to put it behind him.

0:05:38 > 0:05:41I can't. Not yet.

0:05:41 > 0:05:45- I know I've let him down but I want him to understand why. - You know what he's like.

0:05:45 > 0:05:47He'll deal with it in his own time.

0:05:47 > 0:05:51It was a miracle that we got him to come to these family therapy sessions anyway.

0:05:51 > 0:05:55One minute, Elaine's done us a favour, the next it's a waste of time.

0:05:55 > 0:05:59- I don't know where I stand with him. - I'm sure it's going to work itself out in the end.

0:05:59 > 0:06:04You know, you better get your skates on if you're going to catch that nine o'clock.

0:06:04 > 0:06:06Deep joy. Lauren all morning.

0:06:06 > 0:06:08KNOCK ON DOOR

0:06:08 > 0:06:09Come in.

0:06:11 > 0:06:15- Mr Lindstrom, yes?- Bill Lindstrom. Don't think I've seen you before.

0:06:15 > 0:06:17I'm Dr Tyler. Please, come in.

0:06:17 > 0:06:20- I'm Emma, his daughter. - Is it all right if she sits in?

0:06:20 > 0:06:23She'll make sure I stay on top of my tablets.

0:06:23 > 0:06:24Of course. There you go.

0:06:27 > 0:06:30So, how have you been? Any problems?

0:06:30 > 0:06:33No, just muddling through, you know.

0:06:33 > 0:06:35He's been waiting for a bypass forever.

0:06:35 > 0:06:39- I don't suppose there's any way of hurrying it along? - It's only been a few months.

0:06:39 > 0:06:45- Waiting is the hardest part, I know, but I'm sure it'll come up soon. - He's been very breathless recently.

0:06:45 > 0:06:49- No more than usual. - When have you noticed that? - It's not too bad, really.

0:06:49 > 0:06:54You complained about it this morning. You can hardly get up the stairs. He hasn't been sleeping either.

0:06:54 > 0:06:56Don't put the mockers on me!

0:06:56 > 0:07:01OK. I'm going to do a thorough examination and we'll take it from there.

0:07:01 > 0:07:04It's only me. I know you're on a half shift.

0:07:04 > 0:07:08I was just wondering, would you pick Immie up? She's stuck at the campus all day.

0:07:08 > 0:07:12You could take her out for lunch, have a chat.

0:07:12 > 0:07:14OK, thanks love.

0:07:14 > 0:07:15Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye.

0:07:17 > 0:07:19Your blood pressure seems a little low.

0:07:19 > 0:07:21Is that serious?

0:07:21 > 0:07:23Given Bill's history, that might be a good thing

0:07:23 > 0:07:28- but I'd like to keep a check on it. - Is that in hospital?- I'm not going back in there.

0:07:28 > 0:07:30No, I'd just like to see you in a week's time.

0:07:30 > 0:07:35- But shouldn't he have some tests? Just to be on the safe side?- Given your history, you're doing OK.

0:07:35 > 0:07:37Ah-ha! You hear that?

0:07:37 > 0:07:39Lindstrom, constitution of an ox.

0:07:39 > 0:07:43- Except when it comes to stairs. - The worst thing you can do is worry.

0:07:43 > 0:07:46I'll get the nurse to take some blood and check your warfarin levels.

0:07:54 > 0:07:56You should have eaten breakfast.

0:07:56 > 0:07:59I would if it had been worth eating.

0:07:59 > 0:08:03- How about a cup of tea? - Dad, I've got work.

0:08:03 > 0:08:07Oh, right, your high-powered job, I forgot.

0:08:08 > 0:08:12I'll put the kettle on for you and then I've got to go.

0:08:12 > 0:08:17- You'll get yourself something to eat? - You know I don't like using the stairs when I'm on my own.

0:08:17 > 0:08:20And that was important to keep from the doctor, wasn't it?

0:08:20 > 0:08:22God forbid he should hurry your operation along.

0:08:22 > 0:08:25I didn't want to bother him this morning.

0:08:27 > 0:08:31Anyway, I'm not sure that I even want to have it.

0:08:31 > 0:08:33What do you mean?

0:08:33 > 0:08:34Of course you'll have it!

0:08:34 > 0:08:37Oh, I don't know.

0:08:37 > 0:08:39I'm going to have a little lie down.

0:08:45 > 0:08:47- How are you getting on? - Getting there.

0:08:47 > 0:08:52- Do you think you'll be finished by lunch? - I dunno about that - there's loads.

0:08:52 > 0:08:58Maybe you should stay on till you're finished. You're not back at school yet, are you?

0:08:58 > 0:09:01- All right, lovely ladies?- Perfect timing. I've just put the kettle on.

0:09:01 > 0:09:05- What are you two up to? - I was giving Imogen some image advice.- Excuse me?!

0:09:05 > 0:09:10You've got to admit, no-one will take you seriously with that hair.

0:09:10 > 0:09:14- She's a student. - She's an admin assistant. She deals with the public.

0:09:14 > 0:09:16Patients have been making comments.

0:09:16 > 0:09:18- Really? - Hello? I am in the room!

0:09:18 > 0:09:23The way I see it, people judge you by your appearance, yeah?

0:09:23 > 0:09:28- Sad but true.- You look good, you look smart, people respect that, they respect you.

0:09:28 > 0:09:31- Like me and Dr Tyler here.- Cheers!

0:09:31 > 0:09:33- Whereas you...- What?

0:09:33 > 0:09:39Let's put it this way. If the circus came to town, they'd offer you a job like a shot.

0:09:39 > 0:09:41That's a bit harsh. I think you look striking.

0:09:41 > 0:09:44Coco the clown striking!

0:09:44 > 0:09:46I'll bring your coffee through.

0:09:46 > 0:09:47Ta.

0:09:53 > 0:09:55Oh, thank you.

0:09:55 > 0:09:58- I'm not hungry. - But you might be later.

0:10:01 > 0:10:04What did you mean about not wanting your operation?

0:10:04 > 0:10:07Dad. You know that's not an option.

0:10:07 > 0:10:11- Dad?- It's a big thing. It's risky. I'm not sure I'm up to it.

0:10:11 > 0:10:13We've been over this.

0:10:13 > 0:10:14Without it, you won't get better.

0:10:16 > 0:10:18Look, I've got to go.

0:10:18 > 0:10:22- We'll talk about it later. - Yes, have a good day.

0:10:22 > 0:10:26- I want to see you take your tablets before I go, otherwise you'll forget. - I won't.

0:10:26 > 0:10:29Dad, you always forget.

0:10:29 > 0:10:31That is too sour.

0:10:31 > 0:10:34But good for you. Now take them.

0:10:39 > 0:10:42Ugh! Yuck. Happy now?

0:10:54 > 0:10:58- Do you have any plans for lunch? - Erm?- My treat.

0:10:58 > 0:11:03- Well, that's very kind of you... - Good.- But I can't.

0:11:03 > 0:11:09Oh. I'm sorry, I've got to rush into town and pick up my cleaning.

0:11:09 > 0:11:11Anyway, I'll...see you later.

0:11:16 > 0:11:23- I was wondering if you'd got a minute.- Yes.- I need a second opinion on a patient.- Of course.

0:11:23 > 0:11:30- He's presenting conflicting symptoms and I was just wondering.. - Dr Wilson. Phone.

0:11:30 > 0:11:32Better get that. I'm sorry.

0:11:43 > 0:11:45Dad? What are you doing here?

0:11:45 > 0:11:50I thought I'd see if you wanted a lift home. Or if you weren't doing anything, you fancied a pint.

0:11:50 > 0:11:52- A pint!- A drink. Or whatever?

0:11:52 > 0:11:54You and me? In a pub?

0:11:56 > 0:11:58OK, fair enough, silly idea.

0:11:58 > 0:12:00No, no... I'd love to.

0:12:00 > 0:12:01Can I have a pint?

0:12:01 > 0:12:03You can have one.

0:12:06 > 0:12:08PHONE RINGS

0:12:08 > 0:12:11Lincoln House. Yes, I'll just put you through.

0:12:13 > 0:12:16- Are you all right? - I can't find the TV remote.

0:12:16 > 0:12:21Dad, I told you, you should only call me at work if it's urgent.

0:12:21 > 0:12:26- It is urgent I want to watch the news.- Well, I've no idea where it is. Go through, Mrs Atkinson.

0:12:26 > 0:12:29Why do you always move things?

0:12:29 > 0:12:32I don't. It will be wherever you left it. Now I've got to go.

0:12:32 > 0:12:35Where are the indigestion tablets?

0:12:35 > 0:12:38Why do you need those? Are you having chest pains?

0:12:38 > 0:12:42I know the difference between wind and a heart attack. Oh!

0:12:42 > 0:12:45What's the matter? Dad?

0:12:45 > 0:12:47Panic over. I've found it.

0:13:00 > 0:13:04- Caught you.- No harm in looking. - But is that all you do?

0:13:09 > 0:13:13I'm...more of a hands-on kind of guy.

0:13:13 > 0:13:16- Oh, well, aren't you a dark horse? - Oh, there's more to me than meets the eye.

0:13:16 > 0:13:22- Is that right, Doctor Tyler? - Oh, yes. Ambitious, dynamic... thrusting.

0:13:22 > 0:13:27Thrusting! Do you really think that kind of thing works with the ladies?

0:13:29 > 0:13:32I know you're disappointed, and I was really looking forward to it but it's just...

0:13:32 > 0:13:37- There will be other weekends, I promise, I'm sorry.- I'm sorry too.

0:13:37 > 0:13:40I said I'm sorry! I tried!

0:13:41 > 0:13:43I did everything I could.

0:13:43 > 0:13:46PHONE RINGS

0:13:46 > 0:13:49- What now, Dad? - I've been sick.- Very much?

0:13:49 > 0:13:55- Emma, it's not just sick, there's blood.- What do you mean blood?

0:13:55 > 0:13:59- Blood! Can you come home? - I'm coming now.

0:13:59 > 0:14:01- Call that doctor we saw this morning. - I don't want to see a doctor.

0:14:01 > 0:14:05- I want you to come home.- If you're ill, you need to see someone.

0:14:05 > 0:14:07Especially if you're bleeding.

0:14:07 > 0:14:11No, I'm fine, I'm fine. It's probably an empty stomach.

0:14:21 > 0:14:28So... Back at college soon. Looking forward to it? Seeing all your mates?

0:14:28 > 0:14:31They'll be at uni.

0:14:31 > 0:14:35Oh, yeah. Of course. Right.

0:14:35 > 0:14:38Dad, you know I'm sorry, don't you?

0:14:38 > 0:14:40Yes, love, I do. So am I.

0:14:40 > 0:14:45Maybe, I should have handled it differently.

0:14:46 > 0:14:49I do realise now that you were having trouble. And...

0:14:50 > 0:14:53Well, I shouldn't have thrown you out.

0:14:53 > 0:14:56I shouldn't have turned my back on you.

0:14:57 > 0:14:59Thank you.

0:14:59 > 0:15:02It's funny, it sort of got me thinking,

0:15:02 > 0:15:04what with everything and Elaine...

0:15:06 > 0:15:08..thinking about my own dad.

0:15:08 > 0:15:11You never talk about him.

0:15:11 > 0:15:13What was he like?

0:15:13 > 0:15:17- Anyway. Cheers.- Cheers.

0:15:23 > 0:15:24- Emma!- Yes, Dad.

0:15:24 > 0:15:27Straight up. Doctor Tyler is here too.

0:15:27 > 0:15:29Oh, great(!)

0:15:29 > 0:15:31Hello again.

0:15:31 > 0:15:34No need for you to come out. Emma, what did you call him for?

0:15:34 > 0:15:36She's obviously worried about you.

0:15:36 > 0:15:40- You've been sick, I see.- Yeah.

0:15:40 > 0:15:41That's serious, isn't it?

0:15:41 > 0:15:44Probably looks a lot worse than it actually is.

0:15:44 > 0:15:48It's probably something I've eaten. Or not eaten. You said I should have had breakfast.

0:15:48 > 0:15:50What with all these tablets.

0:15:50 > 0:15:56Let's examine you and find out. Would you mind opening your shirt?

0:15:56 > 0:16:01- There you go. Ooh!- Hurts there?

0:16:01 > 0:16:02A bit tender.

0:16:02 > 0:16:06- Do you think he needs to be in hospital?- Let's see.

0:16:06 > 0:16:09- I'm not going to hospital. That's final.- I'll be downstairs.

0:16:09 > 0:16:11You obviously haven't felt very hungry?

0:16:11 > 0:16:16Stomach felt odd after I'd been to see you this morning.

0:16:16 > 0:16:19- I should have had something to eat. - HE GROANS

0:16:21 > 0:16:23I've always wondered what he was like.

0:16:25 > 0:16:30Auntie Ag said that once, when you were a little boy, he told you he was taking you to the football

0:16:30 > 0:16:32but then he took you to the dog track.

0:16:32 > 0:16:34Yeah, that's true.

0:16:34 > 0:16:39He gambled away a whole week's wages, got drunk and he left me.

0:16:39 > 0:16:41He wasn't a very nice man, love.

0:16:41 > 0:16:44I don't blame you for what happened.

0:16:44 > 0:16:46I deserved most of it.

0:16:46 > 0:16:49And now I realise how lucky I am.

0:16:49 > 0:16:51Yeah?

0:16:51 > 0:16:56Yeah. Doing community service, you meet all sorts of people.

0:16:56 > 0:16:58And for some of them, life really is bad.

0:16:58 > 0:17:05There's one girl, Jade. She said her dad gets drunk most weekends and hits her mum.

0:17:05 > 0:17:08But recently he's started beating on her as well.

0:17:10 > 0:17:13There are a lot of families like that.

0:17:15 > 0:17:17It got me thinking.

0:17:17 > 0:17:21Maybe my dad isn't perfect, but he's not that bad after all.

0:17:24 > 0:17:26I'll take that as a compliment.

0:17:30 > 0:17:37- How is he?- I think it might be an ulcer but I'd like to get him into hospital for some tests.

0:17:37 > 0:17:40Yes, yes, if you think that's best.

0:17:40 > 0:17:44- How long do you think he'll be in? - I don't know, couple of days, maybe.

0:17:46 > 0:17:49- Where are my manners? Can I get you a cup of tea? - Yes, thank you.

0:17:51 > 0:17:54Bit out of practice. Don't often get visitors.

0:17:54 > 0:17:58Certainly not dashing young men riding to my rescue.

0:17:58 > 0:18:01So it's just you and your dad here?

0:18:01 > 0:18:04Yes, since my mother died.

0:18:04 > 0:18:06I came back to nurse her through cancer.

0:18:06 > 0:18:11Then Dad got ill and here I am four years later.

0:18:11 > 0:18:14Feels like a prison now.

0:18:14 > 0:18:15Milk?

0:18:15 > 0:18:18Please.

0:18:18 > 0:18:21The tray Bill had at lunchtime, it's still here?

0:18:21 > 0:18:25- No, I've washed it up, why? - The cranberry juice. I thought I saw some upstairs.

0:18:25 > 0:18:27No. That was mine.

0:18:29 > 0:18:31Well, I better get back to Bill.

0:18:31 > 0:18:32Of course.

0:18:41 > 0:18:42KNOCK ON DOOR

0:18:42 > 0:18:44Hello. Is anyone there?

0:18:44 > 0:18:47- Yes, come in, I'm just...- Oh!

0:18:47 > 0:18:50Sorry. Are you in the middle of the downward dog?

0:18:50 > 0:18:53No, it's fine. How can I help?

0:18:53 > 0:18:56Oh, the patient diagnosis this morning?

0:18:56 > 0:18:59Erm, no. He's fine.

0:18:59 > 0:19:01That was actually an excuse.

0:19:01 > 0:19:06- I wanted you to feel... - Needed? Less of a pariah?

0:19:06 > 0:19:08No!

0:19:08 > 0:19:10Well, yes.

0:19:10 > 0:19:16People can be so intolerant of a woman expressing herself sexually.

0:19:16 > 0:19:18Right. I suppose they can.

0:19:18 > 0:19:21I mean, if you had been Kevin, perish the thought,

0:19:21 > 0:19:24it would've all been,

0:19:24 > 0:19:28"Jack the lad" and, "Good on yer, son" but because you're a woman,

0:19:28 > 0:19:30people automatically brand you as a...

0:19:30 > 0:19:32- A whore?- No!

0:19:32 > 0:19:35- Marriage wrecker?- No.

0:19:35 > 0:19:40Look...I'm obviously saying all of the wrong things.

0:19:40 > 0:19:43I just wanted to be supportive, Elaine.

0:19:43 > 0:19:46Thank you. It's nice to know.

0:19:46 > 0:19:52But I don't know you very well and I'm finding this humiliatingly personal.

0:19:53 > 0:19:55But there is someone that you can talk to?

0:19:55 > 0:19:58Yes, I think so.

0:19:58 > 0:20:01- But thank you.- Any time.

0:20:02 > 0:20:05It's a lovely smell, by the way.

0:20:06 > 0:20:08It's very woody.

0:20:15 > 0:20:19Yes, it was absolutely disgusting.

0:20:19 > 0:20:23Drinking cranberry juice whilst you're on warfarin may increase the drug's effectiveness,

0:20:23 > 0:20:29which is thinning the blood, so it's possible that in extreme cases it may cause bleeding.

0:20:29 > 0:20:31How bad?

0:20:31 > 0:20:34- Let's get you into hospital and checked over. - But it's good for him.

0:20:34 > 0:20:37You said his blood pressure was low this morning.

0:20:37 > 0:20:41It was probably low because Bill was bleeding. It states clearly in the information leaflet

0:20:41 > 0:20:47that comes with the medication that you shouldn't be drinking cranberry juice. But you know that, don't you?

0:20:47 > 0:20:50She wouldn't have given it to me if she'd known.

0:20:50 > 0:20:52She's excellent with my tablets and everything.

0:20:52 > 0:20:56- Do you know how serious it could be? - I just wanted a break.

0:20:56 > 0:20:58Just a couple of days.

0:21:00 > 0:21:05What? You did all this because I wouldn't go to Tony's?

0:21:05 > 0:21:08- You could have killed me! - I didn't want that.

0:21:08 > 0:21:10I'm going to call an ambulance.

0:21:12 > 0:21:17I just... I just thought if you went into hospital, it would give me a break.

0:21:17 > 0:21:19My whole life revolves around you.

0:21:19 > 0:21:22I haven't been on holiday in I don't know how long.

0:21:22 > 0:21:25We went to Lyme Regis last August.

0:21:25 > 0:21:27That was not a holiday.

0:21:27 > 0:21:29After I'd pushed you up and down that hill,

0:21:29 > 0:21:31I was more worn out than when we left.

0:21:31 > 0:21:33You don't help me, Dad.

0:21:33 > 0:21:38I'm expected to wait on you hand and foot and I just can't do it any more.

0:21:38 > 0:21:40I'm sorry to be such a burden.

0:21:40 > 0:21:43But you don't have to be.

0:21:43 > 0:21:45You can do so much more for yourself.

0:21:45 > 0:21:47What? I get puffed brushing my teeth!

0:21:47 > 0:21:50I don't know when I'm going to peg out. It could be any moment.

0:21:50 > 0:21:52You won't take your tablets unless I make you.

0:21:52 > 0:21:56I couldn't believe it when you said you weren't even sure you wanted your operation.

0:21:56 > 0:21:58It's a big decision.

0:21:58 > 0:22:04No, it isn't. Honestly, Dad, it's as if you're afraid of getting better or something.

0:22:06 > 0:22:08I don't want to be alone.

0:22:10 > 0:22:11What?

0:22:11 > 0:22:14If I have this op and you leave me.

0:22:14 > 0:22:16I can't live alone, Emma.

0:22:18 > 0:22:21I don't want to be like this,

0:22:21 > 0:22:22I hate this, but..

0:22:24 > 0:22:28HE SOBS AND GROANS

0:22:28 > 0:22:31Dad! Doctor Tyler!

0:22:32 > 0:22:34Hello, love.

0:22:34 > 0:22:36- Did you have a nice time? - Yeah, great.

0:22:36 > 0:22:38It doesn't look like it was that great.

0:22:38 > 0:22:42It was really nice of Dad to take me out and everything.

0:22:42 > 0:22:45- He even apologised for being hard on me.- So why the long face?

0:22:45 > 0:22:48I'd just liked to have talked things through a bit more.

0:22:48 > 0:22:52I think that's as good as it gets.

0:22:53 > 0:23:00You've got a lot to concentrate on - resits and working at the Mill.

0:23:01 > 0:23:05Actually, I've been wanting to talk to you about that. Lauren is being a real bitch.

0:23:05 > 0:23:10- She's not that bad. - I know, cos she's little Miss Perfect in front of you!

0:23:10 > 0:23:14Imogen, we've been through this! You can't always work with people you like.

0:23:14 > 0:23:19This is the real world. You're really lucky to have the job that you've got.

0:23:19 > 0:23:23Do well and Julia's bound to write you a good reference and you know how valuable that's going to be.

0:23:23 > 0:23:26But she criticises me all the time.

0:23:27 > 0:23:31Just ignore her. Get your head down, do your work well. All right?

0:23:38 > 0:23:43- What did they say? - The paramedics also suspect a gastrointestinal haemorrhage.

0:23:43 > 0:23:45- Is he going to be all right? - If we've caught it in time, yeah.

0:23:45 > 0:23:49If you'd done something this morning, this would never have happened.

0:23:49 > 0:23:53- What?- You're a trainee.- No. Don't you even...- Maybe we should have seen a proper doctor...

0:23:53 > 0:23:57How exactly am I responsible for you abusing your own father?

0:23:57 > 0:24:02- Abuse?- Well, how else would you describe it? - I didn't mean to...abuse him.

0:24:02 > 0:24:06Yes, you did! You knew the rules on warfarin and you deliberately made him drink that stuff.

0:24:06 > 0:24:10- You have no idea what it's been like. - Actually, I do. I was brought up by a single mother.

0:24:10 > 0:24:13And we got on each other's nerves, but it didn't end in grievous bodily harm.

0:24:13 > 0:24:16- That's not fair.- Life's not fair.

0:24:16 > 0:24:21He's your flesh and blood, yet you're treating him like some old dog that just gets in the way.

0:24:21 > 0:24:23"Oh! Poor me, I can't cope".

0:24:23 > 0:24:26I've seen people in their 80s who look after their families far better than you.

0:24:26 > 0:24:30Kids with a better sense of responsibility. But you can't cope.

0:24:30 > 0:24:32You're pathetic!

0:24:38 > 0:24:41Well, I suppose you'll get your weekend break after all.

0:24:41 > 0:24:44When I come back from the hospital, will you still be here?

0:24:44 > 0:24:48- Where else am I going to go? - Was I so bad?

0:24:48 > 0:24:52Let's talk about it later. Just let them get you seen to.

0:24:54 > 0:24:58- Will you have to take this further? - Of course. Your father is very sick,

0:24:58 > 0:25:01quite possibly as a result of your deliberate actions.

0:25:01 > 0:25:04I'll be making a report to my supervisor and the surgery partners

0:25:04 > 0:25:09and it might be referred to the police if your father wants to take it further.

0:25:09 > 0:25:13Sorry, I can't just ignore this. As a trainee, I have to do things by the book.

0:25:13 > 0:25:16Goodbye, Miss Lindstrom.

0:25:26 > 0:25:27Hello.

0:25:31 > 0:25:32All right, Dad?

0:25:32 > 0:25:34- Yeah. Good day at uni?- Yeah.

0:25:34 > 0:25:37Any luck sorting out that work experience?

0:25:39 > 0:25:46Actually, I did. I've got you a day shadowing Senior Forensic Investigator Doctor Kellor.

0:25:46 > 0:25:50Isn't he the one who's... with Doctor Cassidy?

0:25:50 > 0:25:53He wasn't my first choice but you're in no position to be fussy.

0:25:53 > 0:25:57- It's going to be a bit awkward, isn't it?- It's all I could get, take it or leave it.- Great(!)

0:25:57 > 0:26:00I thought you'd get me something on the murder squad or vice.

0:26:00 > 0:26:02Come on! That was never going to happen.

0:26:02 > 0:26:06"Morning, Doctor Kellor. I've just met your heavily-pregnant wife,

0:26:06 > 0:26:09- "the one you've been cheating on with out family therapist." - Pack it in.

0:26:16 > 0:26:18- Heston.- Ah, Elaine. I'm just off.

0:26:18 > 0:26:23- Did you have an opportunity to try that stretch I showed you? - Not yet. I certainly will later.

0:26:23 > 0:26:28- I must dash. I don't want to be late for rehearsals. Good night. - Good night.

0:26:58 > 0:27:04- I'm going to send a nurse.- It's Melanie. I brought her some lunch.

0:27:04 > 0:27:06- What is she doing here?- Salad dressing.- Don't. Get out.

0:27:06 > 0:27:12- What is that?- I said get out. - What in the name of...

0:27:12 > 0:27:15What makes you think I'd want to go out with you?

0:27:15 > 0:27:19- Because you fancy me.- She's a junkie. We've been here before.

0:27:19 > 0:27:20You can't trust her!

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