0:00:28 > 0:00:31- What are you doing here? - They brought us back.
0:00:31 > 0:00:34- To testify against Harcourt?- Yeah.
0:00:34 > 0:00:35I gather you ran into him.
0:00:36 > 0:00:38Yeah, more like he ran into me.
0:00:40 > 0:00:42So, how is he?
0:00:43 > 0:00:45Same as ever.
0:00:45 > 0:00:47Charming, sensitive(!)
0:00:50 > 0:00:52I'm sorry, Jimmi.
0:00:55 > 0:00:57It's not your fault.
0:00:57 > 0:00:59So, how are you?
0:01:00 > 0:01:05- Still working here. - Obviously.- Still a police surgeon.
0:01:05 > 0:01:07Yeah, I know.
0:01:07 > 0:01:09What about you?
0:01:09 > 0:01:12Yeah, I'm OK.
0:01:13 > 0:01:16- So, where did they send you?- Canada.
0:01:16 > 0:01:19Canada?! What was that like?
0:01:19 > 0:01:22It's a beautiful country, but you know what they say,
0:01:22 > 0:01:25it's where people go when they find Belgium too exciting!
0:01:25 > 0:01:27That good, eh?
0:01:30 > 0:01:31You look good.
0:01:32 > 0:01:34You too.
0:01:36 > 0:01:37So, what's with the hair?
0:01:37 > 0:01:39SHE LAUGHS
0:01:46 > 0:01:47You're Eva.
0:01:49 > 0:01:50Yeah.
0:01:53 > 0:01:55Cherry!
0:01:59 > 0:02:01Cherry!
0:02:07 > 0:02:10- Your girlfriend?- Yeah.
0:02:10 > 0:02:13- I bet she hates me. - It's more like me she hates.
0:02:13 > 0:02:16- What, cos of me? - She hates being lied to,
0:02:16 > 0:02:19and let's face it, most of my life is a lie.
0:02:19 > 0:02:22Sorry, I shouldn't have come.
0:02:22 > 0:02:25I'm glad you did.
0:02:25 > 0:02:29I'd like to see you again some time. You know, catch up,
0:02:29 > 0:02:31but I think you need to sort that first.
0:02:52 > 0:02:55- Why didn't you tell them? - I couldn't.
0:02:55 > 0:02:59- There's nothing to tell. - Alice, you were raped!
0:02:59 > 0:03:01You must remember something.
0:03:01 > 0:03:04- If she says she doesn't remember... - I don't want to remember.
0:03:04 > 0:03:07If you help them, the police will find this man.
0:03:07 > 0:03:08It was dark.
0:03:08 > 0:03:10And you didn't see anything?
0:03:10 > 0:03:12It was a couple of months ago.
0:03:12 > 0:03:17- Sweetheart, if he's still out there...- I just want to forget about it.
0:03:17 > 0:03:20- All right.- Can I go?
0:03:25 > 0:03:29All this time and she didn't say anything, and now this!
0:03:29 > 0:03:31What are we going to do?
0:03:31 > 0:03:34- I don't know. - I should have been here for her.
0:03:34 > 0:03:37- I WAS here.- It's not the same.
0:03:37 > 0:03:39- Why?- I'm her mother.
0:03:39 > 0:03:41What, and I'm useless?
0:03:41 > 0:03:44- I didn't say that.- But that's what you were thinking.- No.
0:03:44 > 0:03:46- Just cos I don't have a job.- Graeme!
0:03:46 > 0:03:49I cook for her, I wash her clothes, I make sure she studies...
0:03:49 > 0:03:51This isn't about YOU.
0:03:53 > 0:03:56It's been a long night, I'm going to go and have a lie down.
0:04:00 > 0:04:04'Hi, this is Cherry, leave a message. Bye!'
0:04:04 > 0:04:06Cherry, it's me, erm...
0:04:06 > 0:04:09I don't know if you got any of my messages last night,
0:04:09 > 0:04:11but I really, really need to talk to you,
0:04:11 > 0:04:13so can you call me as soon as you get this.
0:04:18 > 0:04:21Have you said anything to anyone?
0:04:24 > 0:04:27- What did your cousin want?- Nothing.
0:04:27 > 0:04:31- I don't know why you waste your time with him.- Can we go?
0:04:31 > 0:04:35- So, you know what you're going to say at the doctors?- Yes.
0:04:35 > 0:04:38- You sure you don't want me to come in? I don't mind.- Can we just go?!
0:04:40 > 0:04:44"Management Excellence for Junior Doctors,"
0:04:44 > 0:04:46"Evolving Healthcare Landscapes,"
0:04:46 > 0:04:49"Assertiveness Without Aggression".
0:04:49 > 0:04:51Who makes this stuff up?
0:04:51 > 0:04:54- I suppose they're trying to make it sound more interesting.- Interesting?
0:04:54 > 0:04:57- You think this rubbish sounds interesting?- I don't know.
0:04:57 > 0:05:01I'm a doctor, not a management consultant.
0:05:01 > 0:05:04- Did they send you all this stuff? - What?- Pamphlets.
0:05:04 > 0:05:07Courses we're meant to go on.
0:05:07 > 0:05:09- Kevin?- What?
0:05:09 > 0:05:12I said, have they sent you all this stuff about stupid courses?
0:05:12 > 0:05:14I don't know, I'll have a look.
0:05:17 > 0:05:18Makes fools of us all.
0:05:21 > 0:05:24Cherry?
0:05:24 > 0:05:25You said you wanted to talk.
0:05:27 > 0:05:31- Yeah, that was last night. - We can talk now.- Can we?
0:05:31 > 0:05:33I'm not sure I CAN talk to you.
0:05:45 > 0:05:46It's Lauren, isn't it?
0:05:46 > 0:05:50If I live to be 100, I'll never understand women.
0:05:50 > 0:05:53Try thinking of them as PEOPLE.
0:05:54 > 0:05:56One minute she's all over me like a rash,
0:05:56 > 0:06:00the next she doesn't want to know. I don't know what to think.
0:06:00 > 0:06:03Well, she can't make her mind up about you.
0:06:03 > 0:06:05Last night she didn't even want to see me.
0:06:05 > 0:06:07Apparently she had "her own plans".
0:06:07 > 0:06:10And maybe she did, she's entitled to!
0:06:10 > 0:06:12No, it's not just that, it's everything.
0:06:12 > 0:06:15It's little things. The way she looks at me...
0:06:15 > 0:06:17or doesn't.
0:06:17 > 0:06:20The tone of her voice, the things she says.
0:06:20 > 0:06:23- You don't think you're starting to get a bit paranoid.- No!
0:06:23 > 0:06:25She's seeing someone else, I'm sure she is.
0:06:25 > 0:06:27You don't want to let it affect your work.
0:06:27 > 0:06:30Oh, and you'd love that, wouldn't you?
0:06:30 > 0:06:33- What?- Anything to trip me up!
0:06:33 > 0:06:34Kevin?!
0:06:39 > 0:06:41- Hey!- Good to have you back.
0:06:41 > 0:06:44I take it you are back?
0:06:44 > 0:06:45I don't know.
0:06:46 > 0:06:50- So, you haven't made up your mind yet?- No.
0:06:51 > 0:06:55Do you want to talk about it?
0:06:55 > 0:06:56No.
0:06:57 > 0:06:58OK, well, there's no rush.
0:06:58 > 0:07:00You need to know.
0:07:00 > 0:07:02At some point.
0:07:02 > 0:07:05I will let you know...soon.
0:07:05 > 0:07:06OK.
0:07:11 > 0:07:14Well, you are pregnant.
0:07:14 > 0:07:15About eight weeks.
0:07:18 > 0:07:21Is it OK? The baby?
0:07:21 > 0:07:23Everything seems fine.
0:07:24 > 0:07:26Is it normal?
0:07:27 > 0:07:30From what I can tell. Why?
0:07:30 > 0:07:31Something worrying you?
0:07:34 > 0:07:37It doesn't matter. I can't have it, anyway.
0:07:37 > 0:07:39What?
0:07:39 > 0:07:40I have to have an abortion.
0:07:42 > 0:07:45OK.
0:07:45 > 0:07:46Can I ask why?
0:07:47 > 0:07:49I was raped.
0:07:50 > 0:07:51I see.
0:07:54 > 0:07:55Erm...
0:08:00 > 0:08:03When you went to the police station...
0:08:03 > 0:08:05I didn't tell the police.
0:08:05 > 0:08:06OK.
0:08:08 > 0:08:10Well, then, we're going to need to do some tests...
0:08:10 > 0:08:13for...STIs, HIV...
0:08:13 > 0:08:17But I can get an abortion? It's not too late?
0:08:17 > 0:08:18No.
0:08:20 > 0:08:22And you can do it?
0:08:24 > 0:08:27It won't be me. I can refer you to a clinic.
0:08:27 > 0:08:30If that's what you want.
0:08:30 > 0:08:33- It doesn't matter what I want. - Hey...
0:08:34 > 0:08:36..of course it does.
0:08:37 > 0:08:41It is the right thing to do, though, isn't it?
0:08:41 > 0:08:42If I was raped?
0:08:45 > 0:08:48It's your decision, Alice.
0:08:48 > 0:08:51We can talk it through, but I can't tell you what to do.
0:08:54 > 0:08:57- So, can I see you after work? - I might be busy.- Doing what?
0:08:57 > 0:08:59Don't know, I haven't made plans yet.
0:08:59 > 0:09:02Then make them with me.
0:09:02 > 0:09:04- Do you want to go out?- I don't know.
0:09:04 > 0:09:07Look, I'm willing to resort to bribery if that's what it takes.
0:09:07 > 0:09:10- Really? - Yeah, I'll buy you dinner...- Hm.
0:09:10 > 0:09:14..and Champagne and then we can go clubbing.
0:09:14 > 0:09:16I don't think I really want to go out.
0:09:16 > 0:09:18Great, then let's go back to your place.
0:09:18 > 0:09:20Not much of a bribe.
0:09:20 > 0:09:22What DO you want, then?
0:09:22 > 0:09:25- A present would be nice. - What kind of present?
0:09:27 > 0:09:28Depends...
0:09:28 > 0:09:30Depends what you think I'm worth.
0:09:33 > 0:09:36So, did the doctor say anything else?
0:09:36 > 0:09:38Does she need to have any tests, or anything?
0:09:38 > 0:09:41I don't know, she went in on her own.
0:09:41 > 0:09:42I hope she was OK.
0:09:42 > 0:09:45I think...
0:09:45 > 0:09:48maybe she wanted to ask the doctor about...
0:09:48 > 0:09:49getting rid of it.
0:09:50 > 0:09:54- Getting rid of the baby? - I don't know. Maybe.
0:09:54 > 0:09:56Alice wouldn't do that, would she?
0:09:56 > 0:09:59- How do you know? - Something she said in the car.
0:09:59 > 0:10:01- What?- Nothing specific.
0:10:01 > 0:10:04- I just got the feeling that's what she was thinking.- Where is she?
0:10:04 > 0:10:06- Alice!- She's at school.
0:10:06 > 0:10:11- What's she doing at school? - She asked to go, I thought it would help - distract her.
0:10:11 > 0:10:14- She should be here.- If she wants to get to university...
0:10:14 > 0:10:17She's not going to university, Graeme, not with a baby.
0:10:17 > 0:10:19Maybe she's right about having an abortion!
0:10:21 > 0:10:22Look, Jane, she was raped.
0:10:22 > 0:10:25It might be the only sensible thing to do.
0:10:25 > 0:10:28It's goes against EVERYTHING that we believe in.
0:10:28 > 0:10:30All our principles, our faith.
0:10:30 > 0:10:34- Everything's not to do with faith, Jane.- Well, this is.
0:10:52 > 0:10:53What did Adi want?
0:10:53 > 0:10:55- Nothing.- Does he know?- No!
0:10:55 > 0:10:58I thought maybe you'd told him, you've always been close.
0:10:58 > 0:11:01This has nothing to do with Adi.
0:11:01 > 0:11:04- All right. - I don't want anyone to know.
0:11:04 > 0:11:05If you hadn't got pregnant,
0:11:05 > 0:11:08would you have still told me what happened?
0:11:08 > 0:11:10I don't know.
0:11:10 > 0:11:12You used to tell me everything.
0:11:12 > 0:11:15I feel so...ashamed.
0:11:15 > 0:11:17Alice, the man who did this is a monster...
0:11:17 > 0:11:20- No...- ..but you can't let that affect what you do about the baby.
0:11:20 > 0:11:25- What do you mean?- The baby's innocent whatever the father's done,
0:11:25 > 0:11:27and if you've been thinking about DOING something...
0:11:27 > 0:11:32or...deciding to get rid of it, then that would be wrong.
0:11:32 > 0:11:33You know?
0:11:37 > 0:11:39Cherry, listen, I didn't know Eva was back.
0:11:39 > 0:11:41If I did, I would've told you.
0:11:41 > 0:11:44- Would you?- Yeah.- And I'm supposed to believe that?- Yes.
0:11:44 > 0:11:48Every time I think we've got to the bottom of these lies, another one comes.
0:11:48 > 0:11:51- I'm not lying.- How many more surprises are there?
0:11:53 > 0:11:55He told me not to tell you.
0:11:55 > 0:11:58- He said you'd go mad. - I'm not going to go mad,
0:11:58 > 0:12:01you've got enough to worry about without me making it worse.
0:12:01 > 0:12:05- I can't stop thinking about it. - About what happened?- No...
0:12:07 > 0:12:09..about the baby. What it will be like.
0:12:09 > 0:12:12It'll be wonderful.
0:12:12 > 0:12:14It doesn't feel wonderful.
0:12:14 > 0:12:17The day you were born was the greatest day of my life.
0:12:17 > 0:12:18It's not the same.
0:12:18 > 0:12:22This baby will be as precious to you as you are to us.
0:12:22 > 0:12:26Me and your dad will help you raise it like it was one of our own.
0:12:26 > 0:12:28- Is that what he said? - He didn't need to.
0:12:28 > 0:12:31We love you and we love this baby just as much
0:12:31 > 0:12:34and if you want to go to university, we'll find a way.
0:12:34 > 0:12:37- It's not that!- If you get rid of it, you'll never forgive yourself.
0:12:37 > 0:12:40It's not my idea, Mum.
0:12:40 > 0:12:42Well, whose idea was it?
0:12:42 > 0:12:45- Alice?- The doctor's.
0:12:45 > 0:12:47The doctor told you to have an abortion?!
0:12:47 > 0:12:50She said it was the right thing to do...
0:12:50 > 0:12:53- because I was raped. - Well, it's none of her business!
0:12:53 > 0:12:55- She might be right, though. - This baby is yours.
0:12:55 > 0:12:58Some doctor can't tell you what to do with it.
0:12:58 > 0:13:00She's already made an appointment.
0:13:00 > 0:13:03- What kind of appointment? - At a clinic.
0:13:03 > 0:13:06Right, we'll cancel it then.
0:13:10 > 0:13:13Ooh, it's very nice. Pay as you go?
0:13:13 > 0:13:16Yeah, but it's got a five-megapixel camera.
0:13:16 > 0:13:19- That's a bit nerdy. - That's just what they told me.
0:13:19 > 0:13:23- I'm teasing.- So, does this change your mind about tonight?
0:13:23 > 0:13:26Might do. Say cheese.
0:13:26 > 0:13:30- It's nice.- So, tonight? - Where are you taking me?
0:13:30 > 0:13:32I thought you said you didn't want to go out?
0:13:32 > 0:13:35That was before you bought me the phone.
0:13:35 > 0:13:37OK, how about the Icon?
0:13:37 > 0:13:41- That's boring, I want go somewhere interesting, in town.- Where?
0:13:41 > 0:13:45There's a new teppan-yaki restaurant that's opened, you could take me there.
0:13:45 > 0:13:47Great, yeah, let's go there then.
0:13:49 > 0:13:51- Boy's a fool. - SHE LAUGHS
0:13:51 > 0:13:53I'm sorry,
0:13:53 > 0:13:57I just never thought I'd agree with you...on anything.
0:13:57 > 0:13:58He's an idiot.
0:13:59 > 0:14:03Cherry, look, I had no idea that Eva was going to turn up last night.
0:14:03 > 0:14:06I was as surprised as you were.
0:14:06 > 0:14:08I was.
0:14:11 > 0:14:13Come on.
0:14:13 > 0:14:15You said that you wanted to talk.
0:14:17 > 0:14:20Where are you taking me? This better be good.
0:14:24 > 0:14:27- I didn't sleep at all last night. - Neither did I.
0:14:27 > 0:14:30I kept on thinking about...
0:14:30 > 0:14:33you and me and all the things we've...
0:14:33 > 0:14:36- never talked about. - I'm really sorry.
0:14:36 > 0:14:38I came to realise that...
0:14:38 > 0:14:41- Eva turning up is not such a bad thing.- How can you say that?
0:14:41 > 0:14:45Jimmi, please just let me talk, OK? This is hard enough.
0:14:46 > 0:14:48I know that you think that I hate you right now...
0:14:50 > 0:14:52..but I really don't.
0:14:53 > 0:14:56I can't even imagine what it must have been like for you...
0:14:56 > 0:14:59pretending that she was dead,
0:14:59 > 0:15:01mourning for her.
0:15:01 > 0:15:04I could never have done what you did...
0:15:04 > 0:15:05and I have...
0:15:05 > 0:15:09no idea what you must be going through now with her turning up.
0:15:09 > 0:15:12- It doesn't change how I feel about you.- Are you sure?- Yes.
0:15:15 > 0:15:18See, part of me wants to believe you.
0:15:18 > 0:15:22There's part of me wants to fight for you as best as I can.
0:15:24 > 0:15:28- But I'm not going to do that.- What?
0:15:28 > 0:15:31I don't want this to be some childish competition with Eva.
0:15:31 > 0:15:35It has to be your decision and you've got to make it freely, with no pressure
0:15:35 > 0:15:38and you need to take all the time you need.
0:15:38 > 0:15:40- I don't need time. - Yeah, Jimmi, you do.- No.
0:15:40 > 0:15:43It's too important.
0:15:43 > 0:15:45For all three of us.
0:15:45 > 0:15:47Decide.
0:15:52 > 0:15:54You'll need to make an appointment with Doctor Wilson.
0:15:54 > 0:15:58- I don't want an appointment. I want to see her now.- She's not here.
0:15:58 > 0:16:02- Then where is she?- She should be back any minute.- Good.
0:16:02 > 0:16:06- Would you like to speak to one of our other doctors?- No, I would not!
0:16:06 > 0:16:09Doctor Wilson told my daughter she had to have an abortion.
0:16:09 > 0:16:11I'm sure Dr Wilson wouldn't...
0:16:11 > 0:16:13I'm not leaving until I get an explanation.
0:16:13 > 0:16:14Excuse me, can I help?
0:16:14 > 0:16:17- Are you Doctor Wilson? - I'm the manager.
0:16:17 > 0:16:19- Would you come to my office? - Why would I talk to you?
0:16:19 > 0:16:22- I want to show you how it works. - Is that really all you want?
0:16:22 > 0:16:26- I bet you haven't checked half the apps.- I know how to use a phone.
0:16:26 > 0:16:28- What's the address of that restaurant?- Why?
0:16:28 > 0:16:30Give me the phone and I'll find it.
0:16:30 > 0:16:34- Has it got the Internet? Wow. - No. It's got a celebrity chef app.
0:16:34 > 0:16:37- No, it doesn't. - Give it to me and I'll show you.
0:16:47 > 0:16:48Alice?
0:16:49 > 0:16:52- What are you doing here? - My mum's inside.
0:16:52 > 0:16:54She's cancelling the appointment you made.
0:16:54 > 0:16:57The appointment at the clinic?
0:16:57 > 0:16:59- Have you changed your mind?- No.
0:17:01 > 0:17:04- Then why?- It's what she wants.
0:17:04 > 0:17:07- What about what YOU want? - I don't know what I want.
0:17:09 > 0:17:11You can't let your mum tell you what to do.
0:17:11 > 0:17:15- Everyone's telling me what to do. - Then don't let them.
0:17:17 > 0:17:20This baby...
0:17:20 > 0:17:23what are the chances it will be deformed?
0:17:24 > 0:17:25Why would it be deformed?
0:17:27 > 0:17:30Is there something that you're not telling me?
0:17:30 > 0:17:34Listen, I can't help you if you don't tell me what it is.
0:17:35 > 0:17:37Was it somebody that you knew?
0:17:39 > 0:17:44- I can't say.- If you don't say and it was somebody that you knew,
0:17:44 > 0:17:47they could do it again.
0:17:47 > 0:17:49You could be in real danger.
0:17:51 > 0:17:53It was my cousin.
0:17:55 > 0:17:58- Right.- That's why I need to know if it will be deformed.
0:17:58 > 0:18:02- I don't think you have to worry about that, not with a cousin.- Why?
0:18:02 > 0:18:06- The risks are actually quite low. - Just with cousins?
0:18:06 > 0:18:09- Where's your mother?- Inside.
0:18:10 > 0:18:12- This is Doctor Wilson.- Hello.
0:18:12 > 0:18:14We were just talking.
0:18:14 > 0:18:17Best wait in the car.
0:18:24 > 0:18:27I'm sorry, she's all over the place at the moment.
0:18:27 > 0:18:31- What with everything she's been through. She wasn't bothering you, was she?- No.
0:18:33 > 0:18:34Good.
0:18:40 > 0:18:43- Give it back!- How many texts sent?! - None of your business.
0:18:43 > 0:18:46- You've only had it a few hours. Who are these people?- Friends.
0:18:46 > 0:18:48They're all GUYS. Who's Tony?
0:18:48 > 0:18:51- "Love you, babe"?! - Just give it me back, Kevin.
0:18:51 > 0:18:54- Why are you calling him babe? - None of your business, give it me!
0:18:54 > 0:18:57- I didn't tell her to have an abortion.- That's what she told me!
0:18:57 > 0:19:01- Could we take this into my office? - I told her she had a choice.
0:19:01 > 0:19:04- And what about the baby's choice? - Can we discuss this is my office?
0:19:04 > 0:19:06Have you any idea how much you've hurt her?
0:19:06 > 0:19:09After everything she's been through? How could you?
0:19:11 > 0:19:15I didn't tell that kid to have an abor...
0:19:15 > 0:19:16(Not here, Freya.)
0:19:18 > 0:19:19We'll talk about this later.
0:19:24 > 0:19:28If a situation like this arises again and you're having trouble handling it, just call me.
0:19:29 > 0:19:32I kind of thought that I was handling it.
0:19:32 > 0:19:36Just call me, Imogen, I'm only in there. It's not a problem.
0:19:37 > 0:19:39- I call everyone babe!- No, you don't!
0:19:39 > 0:19:42- They're texts to friends. Mostly girls.- And guys.
0:19:42 > 0:19:44- They're just mates.- You're lying!
0:19:44 > 0:19:47- Let go!- No!- Will you get off me! - I KNOW you're seeing someone else!
0:19:47 > 0:19:51Hey, hey, hey, hey! What is going on here?!
0:19:51 > 0:19:54I thought we'd agreed an abortion was the only choice?
0:19:54 > 0:19:58- No, YOU'VE agreed, she hasn't. - She can't have it!- She's going to!
0:19:58 > 0:20:00- It's not your decision. - It's not yours either.
0:20:00 > 0:20:04Nothing justifies the taking of human life, Graeme. Nothing!
0:20:08 > 0:20:12- What is it with men? Give them a smile and they think they own you.- Right.
0:20:13 > 0:20:16I wish he'd never given me that stupid phone in the first place.
0:20:21 > 0:20:22No.
0:20:22 > 0:20:23What?
0:20:25 > 0:20:29- It'll ruin her life, and ours. - What if she kills the baby?
0:20:29 > 0:20:32- How is she going to live with that? - She's not killing it.
0:20:32 > 0:20:35What do you want? Haven't you done enough damage?
0:20:35 > 0:20:38- I'm just trying to help. - Funny way of doing it.- Jane!
0:20:38 > 0:20:40She had no business putting ideas in Alice's head.
0:20:40 > 0:20:43- I didn't put ideas in...- You saying my daughter's a liar?- Mum!
0:20:43 > 0:20:48- Just leave it, Jane.- Me!? - It wasn't her.- What?
0:20:48 > 0:20:51- She didn't tell me I should have an abortion.- Alice!
0:20:51 > 0:20:53Well, why did you say she did?
0:20:53 > 0:20:55Couldn't think of anything else to say.
0:20:55 > 0:20:57Look, none of this is helping.
0:20:57 > 0:20:59- You don't want to get rid of the baby?- I don't know.
0:20:59 > 0:21:03- Think about it, Alice. - I'm trying to!
0:21:03 > 0:21:06- It's against everything you believe. - Everything YOU believe in.
0:21:06 > 0:21:10- Everything we've tried to teach you, how could you?- It's not me!- What?
0:21:10 > 0:21:12- Alice, don't. - Stop telling me what to do!
0:21:12 > 0:21:15- I'm sick of you telling me what to do.- Alice!
0:21:15 > 0:21:17- Leave her alone. - You stay out of this!
0:21:17 > 0:21:19It was him.
0:21:19 > 0:21:23- He told me I had to get an abortion.- Why?
0:21:23 > 0:21:24We've been through all this.
0:21:25 > 0:21:28It wasn't your cousin, was it?
0:21:28 > 0:21:31- Adi? What's he got to do with it? - Alice!- It was Adi?!
0:21:31 > 0:21:33Adi raped you?
0:21:33 > 0:21:36Accusing someone of rape is a very serious thing, Alice.
0:21:36 > 0:21:38(Please, Alice.)
0:21:39 > 0:21:41It wasn't Adi.
0:21:41 > 0:21:43It wasn't my cousin.
0:21:45 > 0:21:49Then why did you want to know about the genetic risks of incest?
0:21:58 > 0:22:00Graeme?
0:22:03 > 0:22:05Graeme?
0:22:10 > 0:22:12I'm leaving.
0:22:12 > 0:22:14- It's not even three yet. - I don't care.
0:22:14 > 0:22:16I can't face another one of Kevin's tantrums.
0:22:16 > 0:22:19- You can't just leave.- Well, I am.
0:22:19 > 0:22:20Are you going to tell Julia?
0:22:20 > 0:22:23You tell her. Say it was an emergency.
0:22:23 > 0:22:26- Say I was ill.- But you're not. - Oh, are you completely useless?
0:22:26 > 0:22:29- Just say it was your idea.- MY idea?
0:22:29 > 0:22:31Whatever!
0:22:34 > 0:22:37How could he do this to you?
0:22:37 > 0:22:38He said it was my fault.
0:22:38 > 0:22:41You?!
0:22:41 > 0:22:44Because of the way I acted. The things I wore around the house.
0:22:44 > 0:22:48- If you didn't want him to do it... - I didn't.
0:22:49 > 0:22:53- Then it was rape.- I tried to make him stop, Mum. I really did.
0:22:53 > 0:22:55When did it happen?
0:22:56 > 0:22:59I woke up one night and he was in bed with me.
0:23:00 > 0:23:03He said you drove him to it.
0:23:03 > 0:23:04Me?
0:23:06 > 0:23:08Because you wouldn't let him touch you any more.
0:23:10 > 0:23:13I am so sorry, Alice. I had no idea.
0:23:13 > 0:23:16I thought after the first time he'd stop.
0:23:16 > 0:23:18He kept on coming back.
0:23:21 > 0:23:23How many times?
0:23:23 > 0:23:24A lot.
0:23:24 > 0:23:27How long has this been going on?
0:23:27 > 0:23:29A year.
0:23:30 > 0:23:32I can't believe this...
0:23:33 > 0:23:35He said you wouldn't believe me.
0:23:36 > 0:23:40- No, I'm not saying... - He said no-one would.
0:23:40 > 0:23:43If you don't believe me, ask Adi, he knows everything.
0:23:43 > 0:23:45I do believe you, Alice, I do believe you,
0:23:45 > 0:23:47but I just can't understand.
0:23:49 > 0:23:51I should have been there, I should have stopped him.
0:23:51 > 0:23:54You can't blame yourself, Mrs Goodson.
0:23:54 > 0:23:5823 years I've been married to him. How could I be so blind?
0:23:58 > 0:24:01You're not the first woman this has happened to.
0:24:01 > 0:24:05What kind of a mother lets THAT happen to her child?
0:24:05 > 0:24:07SHE SOBS
0:24:07 > 0:24:09What have I done to you?
0:24:09 > 0:24:11It wasn't you...
0:24:12 > 0:24:14..it was me.
0:24:14 > 0:24:16No...please....
0:24:16 > 0:24:18you have nothing to be ashamed of.
0:24:18 > 0:24:22Every time I close my eyes I feel him touching me.
0:24:22 > 0:24:23Sweetheart...
0:24:25 > 0:24:27I wanted to kill myself.
0:24:31 > 0:24:33I don't want this baby.
0:24:34 > 0:24:36I don't want it.
0:24:38 > 0:24:40You don't have to. It's fine.
0:24:42 > 0:24:43It's fine.
0:24:47 > 0:24:50This isn't the first time you've brought your personal life to work.
0:24:50 > 0:24:54- Your behaviour was childish and unprofessional.- I didn't mean to...
0:24:54 > 0:24:55No.
0:24:55 > 0:24:59I will not tolerate that kind of behaviour anywhere in the surgery,
0:24:59 > 0:25:01let alone in a public area.
0:25:01 > 0:25:04And I most certainly won't put up with people bullying my staff -
0:25:04 > 0:25:06ANY of my staff.
0:25:06 > 0:25:09- She was bullying me! - That's not what she says.
0:25:09 > 0:25:11- She's lying. - And it is not what I saw.
0:25:11 > 0:25:14- Daniel?- Don't look at me, I think you've been acting like an idiot.
0:25:14 > 0:25:17You just remember, you're still on probation here.
0:25:17 > 0:25:20This is the second time I've had to speak to you.
0:25:20 > 0:25:21There won't be a third.
0:25:26 > 0:25:29I've just had the saddest case.
0:25:29 > 0:25:32A girl raped by her father...
0:25:32 > 0:25:34and he got her pregnant.
0:25:34 > 0:25:37- Mm.- He was desperate for her to have an abortion.
0:25:37 > 0:25:40The mum was desperate for her to keep the baby.
0:25:40 > 0:25:43Then she found out and changed her mind.
0:25:43 > 0:25:44Right.
0:25:45 > 0:25:48No-one asked the girl what she wanted.
0:25:48 > 0:25:51- They never do.- I tried really hard to be professional,
0:25:51 > 0:25:54you know, straight down the line and not say anything.
0:25:54 > 0:25:58All I wanted to do was tell the girl to have the abortion.
0:25:59 > 0:26:03- Tricky.- Yeah, you have to let people decide.
0:26:03 > 0:26:05It's choice,
0:26:05 > 0:26:08however wrong you think they are.
0:26:09 > 0:26:10Right.
0:26:32 > 0:26:34Eva? It's me.
0:26:38 > 0:26:39I hereby call to order
0:26:39 > 0:26:42the first official meeting of "The Bucket List Club".
0:26:42 > 0:26:46An evening of staring at men's danglies.
0:26:46 > 0:26:48Dirty boy!
0:26:48 > 0:26:51- It's art!- It's pornography!
0:26:51 > 0:26:52How did you meet her?
0:26:52 > 0:26:54At work. She's the practise nurse.
0:26:54 > 0:26:56Oh, doctors and nurses!
0:26:56 > 0:27:01I'm 46 years old. You can't tell me what to do any more!
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