0:01:10 > 0:01:12I can see you.
0:01:14 > 0:01:16Open the door.
0:01:27 > 0:01:29This really isn't easy for me.
0:01:31 > 0:01:33Can I come in?
0:01:33 > 0:01:37Why? We've said everything.
0:01:37 > 0:01:38It's done.
0:01:38 > 0:01:40Please.
0:01:49 > 0:01:53- You want coffee?- Thanks.
0:01:53 > 0:01:55Is that your tree?
0:01:55 > 0:01:57It'll have to be black. I've got no milk.
0:01:57 > 0:02:00Last year you had such a gorgeous tree.
0:02:00 > 0:02:03I'd have decked the halls if I knew you were coming.
0:02:10 > 0:02:11Do you want tea or coffee?
0:02:14 > 0:02:16Whatever.
0:02:16 > 0:02:18Come on, you must have a preference.
0:02:21 > 0:02:23Want a hot chocolate?
0:02:23 > 0:02:25Herbal tea? Peppermint tea?
0:02:27 > 0:02:29Come on, do me a favour - pick one.
0:02:29 > 0:02:32All right, tea. I'll have tea.
0:02:32 > 0:02:35There you go. That wasn't hard, was it?
0:02:35 > 0:02:37I'll make us a pot, shall I?
0:03:09 > 0:03:11HE SCRIBBLES IN FRUSTRATION
0:03:11 > 0:03:15We're drowning in cake. One with pineapple, one from my mum.
0:03:15 > 0:03:18One from Australia - it's quite nice, actually, though. How weird is that?
0:03:18 > 0:03:21Why are you here?
0:03:21 > 0:03:24Because my head is about to explode.
0:03:24 > 0:03:27What do you think I've been thinking about all Christmas?
0:03:27 > 0:03:30Didn't you get the presents you asked for?
0:03:30 > 0:03:33Like I say, there's no milk.
0:03:33 > 0:03:35- We should...- What?
0:03:36 > 0:03:39There's so much you don't know.
0:03:39 > 0:03:42- I'm sure there is.- If you'd at least give me a chance to explain
0:03:42 > 0:03:45How can you imagine I'm remotely interested?
0:03:45 > 0:03:47- Please, I need...- YOU need.
0:03:47 > 0:03:51Yes. I need you to know what happened last year.
0:03:51 > 0:03:54Oh, here we go. The Ghost of Christmas Past.
0:04:00 > 0:04:01Right, you horrible lot.
0:04:01 > 0:04:06You have now made it to the pm of the first working day of 2012.
0:04:06 > 0:04:08So, give yourselves a clap.
0:04:08 > 0:04:10SCATTERED CLAPPING
0:04:10 > 0:04:13However, not a single phone has rung so I have to concede
0:04:13 > 0:04:16that I've been a little overzealous with dragging you in here today.
0:04:16 > 0:04:18So, off you pop.
0:04:18 > 0:04:20Go on. Buon giorno.
0:04:20 > 0:04:23Sayonara. Arrivederci. Ta-ta.
0:04:23 > 0:04:25Get lost. Happy new year!
0:04:27 > 0:04:29HE PANTS
0:04:29 > 0:04:31It's not me. This bike is...
0:04:42 > 0:04:45There's nothing wrong with it.
0:04:45 > 0:04:46How long?
0:04:46 > 0:04:49- Half an hour. - HE CHUCKLES
0:04:49 > 0:04:54But, to be fair, your mother has given me this perfect bike
0:04:54 > 0:04:58and, let's face it, I am in much better condition.
0:05:04 > 0:05:07Isn't this wonderful?
0:05:07 > 0:05:10I've got The Inbetweeners movie at home.
0:05:10 > 0:05:11Really?
0:05:11 > 0:05:15Your grandmother bought me The King's Spe-Spe-Spe-Speech.
0:05:17 > 0:05:20Nice(!) That's very un-PC of you, Father.
0:05:20 > 0:05:23Could you have really stood one more day?
0:05:23 > 0:05:25Cos I couldn't.
0:05:25 > 0:05:30She made my bed and she checked underneath my mattress...
0:05:30 > 0:05:32I was in the room.
0:05:33 > 0:05:35She find anything?
0:05:35 > 0:05:37- Dad!- Well, she's gone now.
0:05:39 > 0:05:43Anyway, she won't be here next Christmas.
0:05:43 > 0:05:47- Why not? - She's going to be in...Melbourne.
0:05:49 > 0:05:51- What?!- Staying with your aunt.
0:05:54 > 0:05:55What?
0:05:56 > 0:05:58We need to talk about something.
0:05:58 > 0:06:01What, about your grandma and Melbourne?
0:06:01 > 0:06:03Kind of.
0:06:11 > 0:06:14- I missed you.- I'm sorry. - It's not your fault.
0:06:14 > 0:06:15I'm so glad to be back at work.
0:06:15 > 0:06:18Next time she can stay with her sister. My damn mother...
0:06:18 > 0:06:21- You love her really.- Yes, but for no more than 48 hours at a time.
0:06:21 > 0:06:25Right - walk in the countryside, something to eat.
0:06:25 > 0:06:28No - fresh air, endorphins, glass of wine...
0:06:28 > 0:06:30Oh, it sounds glorious, but...
0:06:30 > 0:06:32It's all arranged.
0:06:32 > 0:06:35I'm sure it is, but you know what I need.
0:06:35 > 0:06:39You've been offered a great job with good prospects, good money.
0:06:40 > 0:06:42So they want you to commit quickly.
0:06:42 > 0:06:44So what? Why's that an issue?
0:06:44 > 0:06:46Just tell them "yes".
0:06:48 > 0:06:51And tell me what on earth it's got to do with your grandmother.
0:07:00 > 0:07:01It's in Melbourne.
0:07:07 > 0:07:09Whoa.
0:07:11 > 0:07:13Didn't see that one coming.
0:07:15 > 0:07:18And I'd have to sign a contract for two years...minimum.
0:07:20 > 0:07:22Right, OK.
0:07:23 > 0:07:25Two years.
0:07:25 > 0:07:27You don't think it's a good idea.
0:07:27 > 0:07:32- Did I say that?- You didn't have to. - Just...it's just a bit quick.
0:07:32 > 0:07:35- It's too quick.- What?
0:07:35 > 0:07:37- No.- No, you're right. It is.
0:07:37 > 0:07:39Look, I'm better off staying here -
0:07:39 > 0:07:41I can go abroad later. There'll be other jobs.
0:07:43 > 0:07:47Yeah, you're right. Why grab every wonderful opportunity that comes along(?)
0:07:47 > 0:07:49I mean, much better to fart around here
0:07:49 > 0:07:52and hope something else comes along later some other time(!)
0:07:52 > 0:07:54Yeah, but what about your book?
0:07:54 > 0:07:58If that comes off, you're going to need me here for support. Mum'll be useless.
0:07:58 > 0:08:01Not when push comes to shove, she won't.
0:08:01 > 0:08:04And you...
0:08:04 > 0:08:07You're going to take the job of a lifetime.
0:08:08 > 0:08:11Yeah.
0:08:11 > 0:08:12It is a good job, right?
0:08:12 > 0:08:16In Melbourne. Melbourne Australia, right? Not Melbourne in Derbyshire?
0:08:17 > 0:08:21Luna Park. And Christmas in the summertime.
0:08:21 > 0:08:24Oh, you should come for Christmas!
0:08:24 > 0:08:27What, to rescue you from your grandmother?
0:08:27 > 0:08:29Yeah, and to see me.
0:08:29 > 0:08:31So...
0:08:31 > 0:08:33I should say yes?
0:08:33 > 0:08:38You should bite their bloody hands off.
0:08:38 > 0:08:40Come here, baby boy.
0:08:43 > 0:08:46I don't see why we have to go anywhere.
0:08:46 > 0:08:48I just want to stay in and be rude.
0:08:48 > 0:08:50Don't make me pick you up and put you in the car.
0:08:50 > 0:08:55- You wouldn't dare. - I think we both know that I will.
0:08:57 > 0:09:00You know, I have contacts at the National Library in Canberra.
0:09:02 > 0:09:03I've always kinda fancied Oz.
0:09:03 > 0:09:05Do it!
0:09:05 > 0:09:07Call it work - do your next thing down under.
0:09:09 > 0:09:12"Thing"? "Thing"?!
0:09:12 > 0:09:15Cor, you're your mother's son and no mistake. "Thing"?!
0:09:15 > 0:09:16Sorry.
0:09:16 > 0:09:2020 years in red-brick academia and he calls what I do a "thing"!
0:09:20 > 0:09:22Yeah, but look - you could, though, couldn't you?
0:09:22 > 0:09:27Because honestly, the only thing I'm really going to miss is you.
0:09:27 > 0:09:29Hey...
0:09:29 > 0:09:31We should celebrate.
0:09:31 > 0:09:34Yeah, we should. Tonight?
0:09:34 > 0:09:36Depends what time your mum gets in.
0:09:36 > 0:09:38Ugh. When's that likely to be then?
0:09:38 > 0:09:41Late. She's got some kind of works do.
0:09:41 > 0:09:43Don't give me that look.
0:09:45 > 0:09:47You never do anything together.
0:09:47 > 0:09:49Why aren't you going with her?
0:09:49 > 0:09:52Because her colleagues bore me to death.
0:09:52 > 0:09:55I know, but...
0:09:55 > 0:09:57we had such a laugh over Christmas. Even with grandma.
0:09:58 > 0:10:00Yeah, we did.
0:10:00 > 0:10:05And now it's as if Mum's got this completely separate life.
0:10:05 > 0:10:06I just don't get it, Dad.
0:10:08 > 0:10:11Oh, don't even try. Just go with the flow.
0:10:11 > 0:10:12Your mother's work and social life
0:10:12 > 0:10:15will always be an absolute mystery to me.
0:10:15 > 0:10:17Thank heavens. Come on, let's go.
0:10:21 > 0:10:23ENGINE STOPS
0:10:30 > 0:10:32Emma.
0:10:32 > 0:10:34Yes, Howard?
0:10:34 > 0:10:38You know, we've been seeing each other for a while now.
0:10:38 > 0:10:39And it's been lovely.
0:10:39 > 0:10:43Yes, it has, hasn't it? In fact it's been more than lovely.
0:10:44 > 0:10:47Which is why I feel it's time that we moved on to the next level.
0:10:49 > 0:10:52- The next level? - Emma, I'm not comfortable wearing my heart on my sleeve but...
0:10:52 > 0:10:55Then don't.
0:10:55 > 0:10:59Mm. Isn't this roomy?
0:10:59 > 0:11:03Now, I've brought you to this beautiful place
0:11:03 > 0:11:07because I feel we've reached a special time...
0:11:07 > 0:11:11- Really, Howard?- Emma... - Yes, Howard?- Emma...
0:11:20 > 0:11:23You know, I've been thinking.
0:11:23 > 0:11:26Your mum is really going to miss you.
0:11:26 > 0:11:28You do know that, right?
0:11:28 > 0:11:30She won't even notice I've gone.
0:11:30 > 0:11:32Don't be such a turnip.
0:11:32 > 0:11:35I'll tell you something, Dad, right?
0:11:35 > 0:11:37If I ever get married it won't be to a woman
0:11:37 > 0:11:39who wants to have a completely separate social life to mine
0:11:39 > 0:11:43and expects applause the one day she turns up to her kid's sports day.
0:11:48 > 0:11:50I'm sorry. I...
0:11:53 > 0:11:56What your mother and I have is unique.
0:11:57 > 0:11:58And wonderful.
0:12:00 > 0:12:02And I love her as much as I love you.
0:12:02 > 0:12:05- I know.- Good.
0:12:05 > 0:12:08So, are you going to take the easy road home
0:12:08 > 0:12:10or are you going to pack in the extra Ks
0:12:10 > 0:12:12and follow your old man back via Fazeley?
0:12:12 > 0:12:15You Chris-Hoy it as much as you like - I'll see you back at the ranch.
0:12:15 > 0:12:17I'll pop a few beers in the fridge then, shall I?
0:12:17 > 0:12:20Get 'em nice and chilled while I'm waiting for you to get back home.
0:12:20 > 0:12:23- Yeah, yeah. You ain't that fast, old man!- See ya!
0:12:50 > 0:12:54- 'Hello?'- This is WPC Sunanda Mukhtar. To whom am I speaking?
0:12:54 > 0:12:57- Yeah, right.- I'm sorry, sir - this is an official police call.
0:12:57 > 0:12:59- Who is this, please? - 'Yeah, very funny.'
0:12:59 > 0:13:01Just tell whoever's put you up to this to get lost, OK?
0:13:01 > 0:13:06Sir, do you know anyone who rides a red bicycle?
0:13:06 > 0:13:08- Yeah. - A man who rides a red bicycle?
0:13:10 > 0:13:12- What is this?- And who's the cyclist?
0:13:14 > 0:13:17It's my dad. What's happened? Where is he?
0:13:17 > 0:13:18And your name, sir?
0:13:18 > 0:13:21'Chris Reid. My dad's Sam.'
0:13:21 > 0:13:23Is he all right? Where is he?
0:13:23 > 0:13:25There has been an accident.
0:13:25 > 0:13:28Your father is on his way to St Phil's hospital. It's in Letherbridge.
0:13:28 > 0:13:30Yeah, I know where that is.
0:13:39 > 0:13:41'Hello, your call cannot be taken at the moment,
0:13:41 > 0:13:45'so please leave your message after the tone.'
0:13:45 > 0:13:49- BEEP - Hi, Mum. Call me back as soon as you get this.
0:13:49 > 0:13:51It's urgent. Um...I'll try your work.
0:13:56 > 0:14:0048-year-old male, cycling, hit by a car. Looks like it was 26 feet.
0:14:00 > 0:14:02Semiconscious, hypertensive, respiration laboured.
0:14:02 > 0:14:04Stable in transit.
0:14:08 > 0:14:10PHONE RINGS
0:14:14 > 0:14:16PHONE CONTINUES TO RING
0:14:24 > 0:14:25Oh, what time is it?
0:14:27 > 0:14:29I should be making a move.
0:14:30 > 0:14:32Emma...
0:14:32 > 0:14:35You know what I was saying about my feelings for you...?
0:14:35 > 0:14:39Ah, just what the world needs - big soppy men.
0:14:39 > 0:14:41- Don't take the...- I'm not!
0:14:41 > 0:14:44I love it. I mean it.
0:14:44 > 0:14:47Anyway, you promised me a walk, endorphins...
0:14:47 > 0:14:50and wine.
0:14:50 > 0:14:52- Emma...- I know, I know.
0:14:52 > 0:14:56Talk, emotions... But later, hmm?
0:14:56 > 0:14:59Across a pub table in front of a crackling fire.
0:14:59 > 0:15:02Doesn't that sound tempting?
0:15:05 > 0:15:09- Did you put this on silent? - You won't get a signal anyway.
0:15:09 > 0:15:11There's no reception here.
0:15:11 > 0:15:14'Hey, Mum. Call me when you get this. It's urgent. I'll try your work.'
0:15:14 > 0:15:17- What network are you with?- Sh!
0:15:17 > 0:15:20'Mum, you're not at work. Where are you?
0:15:22 > 0:15:25'OK, I need you to call me, Mum. I'm not kidding.
0:15:25 > 0:15:29- 'Look, why aren't you answering your phone?- What? What's happened?
0:15:29 > 0:15:31'Mum, listen - Dad's been in an accident.
0:15:31 > 0:15:34'We're at St Phil's. Please call me.'
0:15:34 > 0:15:36Is something wrong?
0:15:36 > 0:15:40There's, uh... There's been an accident.
0:15:40 > 0:15:42Your mother? An accident?
0:15:42 > 0:15:44Sam.
0:15:44 > 0:15:46Who's Sam?
0:15:46 > 0:15:47My husband.
0:15:52 > 0:15:54What's happening now? How is he?
0:15:54 > 0:15:56Your father has an astonishing level of fitness.
0:15:56 > 0:15:59Yes, I know that. That's cos he's always out on his damn bike.
0:15:59 > 0:16:01Well, it's really going to help him.
0:16:01 > 0:16:04Wh...? How? What do you mean? Look, I want to see him.
0:16:04 > 0:16:07Well, soon. But he's going to be in surgery for a little while yet.
0:16:07 > 0:16:11- What?- But as I say, because of his fitness levels,
0:16:11 > 0:16:14the surgery itself presents no major concerns.
0:16:14 > 0:16:16Why is he still in surgery? What are you doing to him?
0:16:16 > 0:16:20Chris, we're giving your father the best odds.
0:16:20 > 0:16:23I'm a nurse - Tell me what you really think.
0:16:25 > 0:16:27Look, it's too soon to make predictions.
0:16:27 > 0:16:30But as soon as we know more, I won't keep anything from you, OK?
0:16:32 > 0:16:34Did you manage to get hold of your mother?
0:16:34 > 0:16:36No. No, not yet.
0:16:36 > 0:16:38- PHONE RINGS - How long till I can see him?
0:16:38 > 0:16:41I'll come and find you as soon as he gets out of surgery.
0:16:41 > 0:16:44- Your husband?! Don't you mean ex-husband?!- What happened?
0:16:44 > 0:16:47There's been an accident and he was knocked off his bike.
0:16:47 > 0:16:49- Where've you been? - Is he all right?
0:16:49 > 0:16:52- No, he's still in surgery. - Oh, God... Right, I'm on my way.
0:16:52 > 0:16:53Mum...
0:16:54 > 0:16:56I think it's really serious.
0:16:56 > 0:16:58Do you want to tell me what's going on?!
0:16:58 > 0:17:00I need to get to the hospital, St Phil's.
0:17:00 > 0:17:01I thought you were divorced!
0:17:01 > 0:17:03- The hospital. - Now, hang on a minute...
0:17:03 > 0:17:05Are you going to take me to the hospital or not?!
0:17:05 > 0:17:07- To your husband's bedside? - Fine! Then I'll walk.
0:17:07 > 0:17:09Emma!
0:17:09 > 0:17:11Emma!
0:17:20 > 0:17:21I can't go in.
0:17:21 > 0:17:23Of course you can.
0:17:23 > 0:17:26We're keeping him sedated, but he'll know you're there.
0:17:27 > 0:17:30- Is he going to...- He's a fighter.
0:17:31 > 0:17:33Come on, Chris - he needs you now.
0:17:35 > 0:17:37D'you know what?
0:17:38 > 0:17:40I wouldn't have been surprised if he'd got home before me.
0:17:42 > 0:17:45He should've got home.
0:17:45 > 0:17:48He's supposed to be Superman.
0:17:49 > 0:17:51Did you manage to reach your mother?
0:17:52 > 0:17:54(Yeah.)
0:17:54 > 0:17:56Come on.
0:18:02 > 0:18:05- Get in the car!- No. - Get in. I'll take you.
0:18:05 > 0:18:07You shouldn't have messed with my phone!
0:18:07 > 0:18:09- You shouldn't have lied to me! - You wouldn't understand!
0:18:09 > 0:18:11- I thought you were divorced! - Leave me alone.
0:18:11 > 0:18:13- Get in the car! - Leave me alone!
0:18:24 > 0:18:26Enough! Get in.
0:18:28 > 0:18:30What is it? Some kind of open marriage?
0:18:32 > 0:18:35Don't tell me - you love him, but you're not in love with him?
0:18:35 > 0:18:38- "He doesn't understand me"? - He does understand me.
0:18:38 > 0:18:39Just how deceitful can you be?
0:18:39 > 0:18:42I haven't deceived him. He knew I was seeing someone.
0:18:42 > 0:18:44"Seeing someone"?! You were seeing ME! You deceived ME!
0:18:44 > 0:18:48- Don't pretend you didn't know! - I didn't know! You lied to me.
0:18:48 > 0:18:50I never lied.
0:18:50 > 0:18:53It was all a lie. Was it all just fake?
0:18:53 > 0:18:55Do I mean nothing to you?
0:18:55 > 0:18:57It's not about you.
0:18:59 > 0:19:01Put your belt on.
0:19:04 > 0:19:07- Last year...- I don't want to be reminded about last year.
0:19:07 > 0:19:10I couldn't let myself fall in love with you. How could I?
0:19:10 > 0:19:12- Oh, please.- What? - How do you think I felt
0:19:12 > 0:19:14when I realised you were going home to another man?
0:19:14 > 0:19:16- You don't understand... - Sharing his bed.
0:19:16 > 0:19:18- It wasn't like that. - I was such a fool.
0:19:18 > 0:19:20- You were never a fool. - It's always about you.
0:19:20 > 0:19:22You want to hurt me, I understand that...
0:19:22 > 0:19:25- Don't play the martyr, Emma - it doesn't suit you.- I'm not.
0:19:25 > 0:19:28You ran back to your family, your life.
0:19:28 > 0:19:30You dumped me - it was easy.
0:19:30 > 0:19:32It wasn't easy. That's why I need you to understand.
0:19:32 > 0:19:35I DO understand! Your husband got knocked off his bike
0:19:35 > 0:19:37and you stopped putting it about for a bit.
0:19:37 > 0:19:39- It wasn't like that. - Wasn't it?- No!
0:19:39 > 0:19:42And when you wake up I'll tell you again
0:19:42 > 0:19:44and you're going to get all noble
0:19:44 > 0:19:46and say that I have to go, but I'm not going.
0:19:47 > 0:19:50I'm staying right here with you.
0:19:55 > 0:19:57Chris?
0:20:09 > 0:20:11Look at you.
0:20:15 > 0:20:17Look at you.
0:20:19 > 0:20:22I rang the office.
0:20:22 > 0:20:24And I rang your phone.
0:20:24 > 0:20:26Sorry.
0:20:26 > 0:20:29Where were you?
0:20:29 > 0:20:31I'm here now.
0:20:31 > 0:20:34Was your phone switched off?
0:20:34 > 0:20:35What?
0:20:35 > 0:20:39No - I didn't get a signal.
0:20:39 > 0:20:40Where were you then?
0:20:41 > 0:20:44Dad thought you were at the office but no-one was at the office.
0:20:44 > 0:20:45No-one answered the phone.
0:20:45 > 0:20:49Cross-examination? Really, Chris? Now?!
0:20:51 > 0:20:53No.
0:20:53 > 0:20:54I'm sorry.
0:20:56 > 0:20:58No, no...
0:20:58 > 0:21:00I'm sorry.
0:21:03 > 0:21:05I'll get us some coffee.
0:21:07 > 0:21:09Mum?
0:21:12 > 0:21:14It'll be all right.
0:21:16 > 0:21:19It'll be fine...
0:21:19 > 0:21:21I'll get some coffee and we'll sit with him.
0:21:35 > 0:21:36Why are you still here?
0:21:36 > 0:21:38How's the husband?
0:21:42 > 0:21:44All right.
0:21:44 > 0:21:46I'll be off then.
0:21:48 > 0:21:50That's all I needed to know.
0:21:52 > 0:21:57From now on, things between us stay purely professional.
0:22:04 > 0:22:06Sam's spinal cord was severed.
0:22:10 > 0:22:12You said he was fine.
0:22:17 > 0:22:20More lies.
0:22:20 > 0:22:21What?
0:22:21 > 0:22:24When you didn't return to the PCT I thought you were being professional.
0:22:24 > 0:22:27I thought you were protecting my feelings.
0:22:27 > 0:22:30I spent months by his bedside.
0:22:30 > 0:22:34I wanted to tell you, but I just didn't want to make things worse.
0:22:34 > 0:22:38- I didn't mean... - I had a lot of time to think.
0:22:38 > 0:22:41I thought about what had happened between us - of course I did.
0:22:43 > 0:22:45He'll never walk?
0:22:49 > 0:22:53When I think about you, I feel guilty.
0:22:54 > 0:22:56Don't.
0:22:56 > 0:23:00It's funny. I never used to.
0:23:00 > 0:23:05But now I think about Sam and the accident and that day.
0:23:05 > 0:23:10But now I know and I understand. We can be together.
0:23:10 > 0:23:14But we can't. Things are different now. Sam needs me.
0:23:15 > 0:23:19Emma, I won't pressurise you - I'll be content with whatever I can have.
0:23:19 > 0:23:23- I just wanted you to know the truth. - But... But last year -
0:23:23 > 0:23:27that was the foundation. It could still be the foundation for us now.
0:23:27 > 0:23:29In another world.
0:23:29 > 0:23:33But now Sam has to be my priority.
0:23:33 > 0:23:35Whenever he needs me.
0:23:40 > 0:23:42And he needs you all the time.
0:23:48 > 0:23:51That day... what I was going to tell you.
0:23:54 > 0:23:56Was that I loved you.
0:24:08 > 0:24:13Sorry. That was Grandma. It's 22 degrees in Melbourne.
0:24:13 > 0:24:16Anything else I can get for you, sir?
0:24:19 > 0:24:21Where's your mother?
0:24:21 > 0:24:23She's out. She was going a bit stir crazy.
0:24:25 > 0:24:27Tell me about it.
0:24:28 > 0:24:31Do you want me to call her? She'll have her phone on.
0:24:34 > 0:24:37No, I'm fine.
0:24:37 > 0:24:39Anything else I can get for you?
0:24:39 > 0:24:42I've got some nuts or some dates?
0:24:44 > 0:24:46- You sure?- I said I didn't want anything, Chris.
0:24:50 > 0:24:51Do you, um...
0:24:54 > 0:24:56Do you want me to sit with you?
0:25:01 > 0:25:03Yeah, sit with me.
0:25:05 > 0:25:06Yeah, sit with me.
0:25:07 > 0:25:10That'd be nice.
0:25:11 > 0:25:13You were going to tell me that you loved me...
0:25:14 > 0:25:18..and yet you ended up driving away and hating my guts.
0:25:18 > 0:25:20I've never hated you.
0:25:22 > 0:25:24Life's dealt us a crappy deal, hasn't it?
0:25:26 > 0:25:29We can change that. We should be together.
0:25:29 > 0:25:31Like I said - in another world.
0:25:31 > 0:25:33Why not this world?
0:25:35 > 0:25:42Because I wake up feeling guilty and I go to bed feeling guilty.
0:25:42 > 0:25:44Sam got what I deserved and I live with that.
0:25:44 > 0:25:48We should be together. I had a plan - I've never been so happy.
0:25:48 > 0:25:51- Stop it...- I was even going to get down on one knee for you.
0:25:51 > 0:25:55- Howard, you are not listening to me. - We didn't drive those cars!
0:25:55 > 0:25:58No, but when I got to the hospital I smelt of you.
0:25:58 > 0:26:02- It's right that I'm punished. - What about me? I did nothing wrong.
0:26:02 > 0:26:04- Don't, I can't...- I didn't.
0:26:04 > 0:26:06I wish it wasn't like this. I do.
0:26:09 > 0:26:11I'm sorry.
0:26:13 > 0:26:15I just wanted you to understand.
0:26:18 > 0:26:19I'll go.
0:26:20 > 0:26:23Try not to hate me.
0:26:25 > 0:26:28Tell me what to do. I don't know what to do.
0:26:30 > 0:26:32There's nothing we can do.
0:26:48 > 0:26:51My ex and I, we split up ten years ago.
0:26:51 > 0:26:56I wanted to keep seeing my little girl, but she didn't want me to.
0:27:00 > 0:27:02How did you do that?
0:27:02 > 0:27:04Sworn to secrecy.
0:27:04 > 0:27:07He knows what it cost you to do what you did.
0:27:07 > 0:27:10He knows nothing and neither do you.
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