0:00:40 > 0:00:41MAN SCREAMS
0:00:43 > 0:00:44MAN SCREAMS
0:00:46 > 0:00:50MUSIC ON HEADPHONES: "Going Underground" by The Jam
0:00:52 > 0:00:56# Some people might say my life is in a rut... #
0:01:42 > 0:01:44CLATTERING AND ANIMAL NOISE
0:01:54 > 0:01:56CLATTERING AND ANIMAL NOISE
0:02:47 > 0:02:49I thought when I retired I'd have lazy mornings.
0:02:49 > 0:02:52But I can't change the habit.
0:02:52 > 0:02:54You seemed pretty sure you'd heard something over at Barbara's.
0:02:54 > 0:02:57It must've been an animal or something. If anything at all.
0:02:57 > 0:03:00What did it sound like?
0:03:00 > 0:03:03Oh, hard to remember now.
0:03:03 > 0:03:04I get up early,
0:03:04 > 0:03:07but I still need caffeine before anything makes sense.
0:03:07 > 0:03:08Hadn't had any at that point.
0:03:08 > 0:03:10A fox?
0:03:10 > 0:03:15Probably. Besides, you didn't hear anything did you?
0:03:15 > 0:03:18You could have sworn at me today and I wouldn't have heard anything.
0:03:18 > 0:03:21When I see you at the surgery, I'll know there's another side
0:03:21 > 0:03:23to the man in the suit.
0:03:23 > 0:03:25Tracksuit bottoms no less.
0:03:25 > 0:03:27I can do casual.
0:03:27 > 0:03:30It can't have been anything serious.
0:03:30 > 0:03:34Barbara did have a problem with cats using her lawn for a toilet.
0:03:36 > 0:03:39Come to think of it, I haven't seen Barbara for a while.
0:03:39 > 0:03:41Haven't you?
0:03:42 > 0:03:46I haven't really seen her much lately either.
0:03:46 > 0:03:48That's not like you two.
0:03:48 > 0:03:52I think it's just.... she's had other things going on.
0:03:53 > 0:03:54I heard about the divorce.
0:03:54 > 0:03:57I never thought I'd see Barbara there alone.
0:03:57 > 0:04:00I was convinced he'd come back.
0:04:00 > 0:04:02I suppose no-one really knows what happens
0:04:02 > 0:04:04in another couple's marriage.
0:04:04 > 0:04:06Hm. Yeah.
0:04:08 > 0:04:11Are you sure coffee's such a good idea?
0:04:11 > 0:04:13Patients don't need you raising their blood pressure.
0:04:13 > 0:04:17- What?- Not to mention they need you to listen.
0:04:17 > 0:04:18What are you on about?
0:04:19 > 0:04:22Kevin, you're like a jack-in-the-box. Relax!
0:04:22 > 0:04:24Yeah, right, relax?
0:04:24 > 0:04:27Can you just do lunch? You've decided to go, so go.
0:04:27 > 0:04:28No, I don't think I can.
0:04:28 > 0:04:30We don't even like each other.
0:04:30 > 0:04:33You gave his dad your stem cells. He owes you lunch. So go.
0:04:33 > 0:04:35I know, but it's at his house.
0:04:35 > 0:04:37Can you imagine what that's going to be like?
0:04:37 > 0:04:40They'll probably make you do party tricks, karaoke.
0:04:40 > 0:04:43It'll be crammed full of extended family all looking at you
0:04:43 > 0:04:47and judging you. Something low-key like that.
0:04:47 > 0:04:50You've been invited. Surely that shows he's trying?
0:04:51 > 0:04:54Imagine how Nadia will feel if you don't go.
0:04:54 > 0:04:56You don't want to affect your relationship with her do you?
0:04:56 > 0:04:58No.
0:04:58 > 0:05:01Besides, food's supposed to bring people together, isn't it?
0:05:03 > 0:05:05Howard!
0:05:05 > 0:05:07Barbara. I'm not disturbing you, am I?
0:05:07 > 0:05:11Oh, no, that's fine. I haven't seen you properly since the Olympics!
0:05:11 > 0:05:13- Is it the bins again?- No, no.
0:05:13 > 0:05:15I saw Lily this morning...
0:05:15 > 0:05:17Lily? She's OK, isn't she?
0:05:17 > 0:05:20I was out running, and she looked distracted.
0:05:20 > 0:05:21Really?
0:05:21 > 0:05:23She said she heard something.
0:05:23 > 0:05:24What?
0:05:24 > 0:05:29Like an animal. It was disturbing her.
0:05:29 > 0:05:32Well, she...
0:05:32 > 0:05:33What?
0:05:35 > 0:05:37You're not aware of her situation?
0:05:37 > 0:05:39Situation?
0:05:40 > 0:05:43I don't really like to...
0:05:43 > 0:05:45Lily has dementia.
0:05:45 > 0:05:47Recently diagnosed.
0:05:47 > 0:05:52Cruel timing, her retirement year. Her mother had it too.
0:05:52 > 0:05:54Hearing things and...
0:05:54 > 0:05:57Oh, you weren't to know, it's not your fault.
0:05:58 > 0:06:02Lily is such a proud lady.
0:06:02 > 0:06:06But I thought if she was hearing things or...
0:06:06 > 0:06:10Sorry, I'm just expecting a call from Jason.
0:06:10 > 0:06:12He's in Canada, isn't he?
0:06:12 > 0:06:14Yes, that was a while ago now.
0:06:14 > 0:06:16Since then...well, I can hardly keep up with them now,
0:06:16 > 0:06:19- they're so busy!- Not surprised - best military band in the world.
0:06:19 > 0:06:24Did I tell you he played and performed in front of royalty,
0:06:24 > 0:06:25and at the FA Cup?
0:06:25 > 0:06:28You must be very proud.
0:06:28 > 0:06:30Right, better get off to work.
0:06:39 > 0:06:41"While you're looking after the animals...
0:06:44 > 0:06:46"When feeding them..."
0:06:55 > 0:06:57Lily?
0:06:57 > 0:06:59Lily!
0:06:59 > 0:07:02Sorry. I was miles away.
0:07:02 > 0:07:03Are you all right?
0:07:03 > 0:07:06Yes, thanks.
0:07:06 > 0:07:07Are you?
0:07:07 > 0:07:11I can't complain. I saw Howard this morning.
0:07:11 > 0:07:13- Oh.- Yes.
0:07:13 > 0:07:16He must be doing the rounds, checking on the older ladies!
0:07:16 > 0:07:18He mentioned he'd seen you.
0:07:18 > 0:07:21- Did he?- I think he's a bit worried about you.
0:07:21 > 0:07:22Really?
0:07:23 > 0:07:27I don't want to sound...but you've not heard things or...
0:07:27 > 0:07:29No! Why?
0:07:29 > 0:07:32What did Howard say exactly?
0:07:32 > 0:07:35Oh, no, nothing. He just thought you seemed distracted.
0:07:35 > 0:07:36So was he.
0:07:37 > 0:07:39I'm fine.
0:07:39 > 0:07:40Honestly.
0:07:41 > 0:07:43Well, that's good.
0:07:43 > 0:07:45In fact, some of us are going
0:07:45 > 0:07:48to see the Drama Society's new production on Saturday.
0:07:48 > 0:07:52Private Lives, if you fancy it. We've always gone.
0:07:52 > 0:07:54I'll have a think.
0:07:54 > 0:07:56Anyway, I must let you get on.
0:08:03 > 0:08:05PHONE BEEPS
0:08:11 > 0:08:13'Hi Kevin, it's Nadia.
0:08:13 > 0:08:15'Look, I'm really sorry, but I can't make it today.
0:08:15 > 0:08:18'I'm actually at the dentist's. I can't talk too long, cos it hurts.
0:08:18 > 0:08:22'Think it's my wisdom tooth. I'm not looking forward to this.
0:08:22 > 0:08:23'But we'll talk later, OK?'
0:08:38 > 0:08:39KNOCK UPSTAIRS
0:08:42 > 0:08:45SHE HUMS
0:08:56 > 0:08:58BANGING
0:09:00 > 0:09:02Lovely.
0:09:05 > 0:09:07It's just fruit juice.
0:09:09 > 0:09:11Whatever's cooking smells great.
0:09:11 > 0:09:14It's chicken. Don't worry, it's not too spicy.
0:09:14 > 0:09:16Is it halal meat, then?
0:09:16 > 0:09:17Course.
0:09:20 > 0:09:23Come on through. I'll get us some drinks.
0:09:23 > 0:09:24Great.
0:09:29 > 0:09:30Lily!
0:09:30 > 0:09:32I'm going back to the Mill - why don't I give you a lift?
0:09:32 > 0:09:35- It's on the way. - I'm fine, thank you.
0:09:35 > 0:09:38- It's no trouble.- I'm OK. - Are you all right?
0:09:38 > 0:09:40Why are people always asking me that?
0:09:40 > 0:09:44Barbara suddenly wanted to see if I was OK after I don't know how long.
0:09:44 > 0:09:46Have you been visiting all the neighbours?
0:09:46 > 0:09:48Sorry?
0:09:48 > 0:09:49Barbara hasn't spoken to me for months.
0:09:49 > 0:09:52One visit from you and she's checking on me.
0:09:52 > 0:09:54I just mentioned that I'd seen you, that's all.
0:09:54 > 0:09:58I know. That I was...distracted, was it?
0:10:00 > 0:10:02Did she tell you?
0:10:02 > 0:10:04About what?
0:10:04 > 0:10:05My condition.
0:10:07 > 0:10:10Will you be keeping an eye on me now?
0:10:10 > 0:10:13What I need is to live my life as normal,
0:10:13 > 0:10:15for as long as that's possible.
0:10:15 > 0:10:17Dr Carter just said so.
0:10:17 > 0:10:19I'm don't meant to be patronising.
0:10:19 > 0:10:23Maybe not, but people react in different ways.
0:10:23 > 0:10:27As if I'm already... gone in some way.
0:10:27 > 0:10:29Apparently, the assessments show
0:10:29 > 0:10:31there hasn't been any further degeneration.
0:10:31 > 0:10:33Well, that's good, isn't it?
0:10:33 > 0:10:35But I'm always aware it will get worse.
0:10:35 > 0:10:38Only I might not realise it.
0:10:38 > 0:10:40That others will see it before I do.
0:10:40 > 0:10:41Like Barbara?
0:10:41 > 0:10:44She was a friend. She knew I wanted it kept private.
0:10:44 > 0:10:46Why is she telling everyone?
0:10:48 > 0:10:52Well, sometimes people just don't understand...
0:10:52 > 0:10:54The condition?
0:10:54 > 0:10:57I know. That's what she sees now.
0:10:59 > 0:11:01Not me.
0:11:01 > 0:11:03I'm sorry if you thought I was interfering.
0:11:03 > 0:11:07I was just wondering if Barbara had heard something too.
0:11:07 > 0:11:10Please, can I give you a lift?
0:11:11 > 0:11:13It is rather cold.
0:11:16 > 0:11:18Here, chicky-chickies!
0:11:18 > 0:11:21Here, chicky-chickies!
0:11:21 > 0:11:22Here, chicky... Ah!
0:11:22 > 0:11:24Oh!
0:11:24 > 0:11:25Oi!
0:11:25 > 0:11:27Oi, get off!
0:11:27 > 0:11:30Get off! Ah! Ah!
0:11:33 > 0:11:34SHE WHIMPERS
0:11:37 > 0:11:40Oh, no!
0:11:40 > 0:11:42Oh...!
0:11:45 > 0:11:47Come here, chicken! Come on!
0:11:47 > 0:11:51Come on! Come on, love!
0:11:51 > 0:11:52Come on!
0:11:52 > 0:11:54Oh, chicken! Come on, chicken.
0:11:54 > 0:11:56Come on, chicken!
0:11:58 > 0:11:59KNOCKING
0:12:01 > 0:12:03Just give me a minute!
0:12:27 > 0:12:29Cheers.
0:12:31 > 0:12:34So, how's your father doing?
0:12:34 > 0:12:35He's fine.
0:12:35 > 0:12:36Good.
0:12:40 > 0:12:43Do you entertain a lot, then? Have people over?
0:12:45 > 0:12:48We try. We all like to eat in our family.
0:12:48 > 0:12:52Growing up, food was always at the centre of things.
0:12:53 > 0:12:55And you?
0:12:55 > 0:12:58Special occasions, mostly. Like Christmas.
0:12:58 > 0:13:02Having to carve the turkey because I'm the man of the house.
0:13:03 > 0:13:06Guess it was a little bit different for you, eh?
0:13:07 > 0:13:09- Easier? - I didn't say that.
0:13:11 > 0:13:13Not in so many words.
0:13:16 > 0:13:20All I've heard about lately is you.
0:13:20 > 0:13:22Your work as a doctor.
0:13:22 > 0:13:24Yet you know nothing about me.
0:13:24 > 0:13:26What do you mean?
0:13:27 > 0:13:31Everyone knows about my father's son...the doctor.
0:13:31 > 0:13:33Talking about my job doesn't mean that he knows me.
0:13:33 > 0:13:35Right.
0:13:41 > 0:13:43Thanks again for the lift.
0:13:43 > 0:13:45Dr Carter wouldn't lie about those tests.
0:13:45 > 0:13:46I know, but...
0:13:46 > 0:13:48Scared to believe good news?
0:13:48 > 0:13:50Something like that.
0:13:50 > 0:13:52Why did you think things had got worse?
0:13:52 > 0:13:54Because it seems inevitable.
0:13:54 > 0:13:56It's not that I want it to happen.
0:13:56 > 0:13:58Protecting yourself from disappointment?
0:13:58 > 0:14:00Sounds awful, doesn't it?
0:14:00 > 0:14:02Then don't do it. Trust your judgement.
0:14:02 > 0:14:05- Do what you normally do. - Never doubted it.
0:14:05 > 0:14:08When I was teaching, they had to know I was in charge.
0:14:08 > 0:14:09There you go, then.
0:14:11 > 0:14:15I...think I did hear something this morning.
0:14:15 > 0:14:16Screaming.
0:14:18 > 0:14:20From the house? Barbara?
0:14:20 > 0:14:22I can't think who else it can be.
0:14:22 > 0:14:25I know she found it hard sleeping when her husband left.
0:14:25 > 0:14:27Didn't like being there alone.
0:14:27 > 0:14:28No visitors?
0:14:28 > 0:14:31I haven't seen anyone. Have you?
0:14:32 > 0:14:34Anyway, I mustn't keep you.
0:14:34 > 0:14:37Remember what I told you - stop doubting yourself.
0:14:46 > 0:14:48This is Saira. My daughter.
0:14:49 > 0:14:51Hi, Saira.
0:14:51 > 0:14:53That's Kevin.
0:14:53 > 0:14:54Who's he?
0:14:57 > 0:15:01Kevin...helped Grandad.
0:15:01 > 0:15:03Remember when he was poorly?
0:15:03 > 0:15:06He helped him get better.
0:15:06 > 0:15:07Can we play?
0:15:07 > 0:15:09After lunch?
0:15:09 > 0:15:10- Promise?- Promise.
0:15:10 > 0:15:12What's for Lunch?
0:15:12 > 0:15:14Roast chicken.
0:15:14 > 0:15:16Sorry, that's kind of my fault.
0:15:16 > 0:15:18Since when were you fussy about food?
0:15:20 > 0:15:23I just wanted to say sorry about this morning.
0:15:23 > 0:15:25If it seemed like I was interfering.
0:15:25 > 0:15:27I never thought that.
0:15:27 > 0:15:29It's nice to know there's someone like you around,
0:15:29 > 0:15:31keeping an eye on things!
0:15:31 > 0:15:33- Lily's such a lovely lady... - It's all right.
0:15:33 > 0:15:35You know now...
0:15:37 > 0:15:39..if she says she's hearing things,
0:15:39 > 0:15:43she can't help it. Would you like some tea or...?
0:15:43 > 0:15:46Why not? I've got a bit of time for once!
0:15:49 > 0:15:50KNOCKING
0:15:58 > 0:16:00Oh, everything all right?
0:16:00 > 0:16:04- Need any help?- I'm quite capable of a pot of tea, I can assure you!
0:16:06 > 0:16:08Do you mind if I use the bathroom?
0:16:09 > 0:16:12Of course. It's just back through the hall.
0:16:20 > 0:16:22Have you found it all right?
0:16:23 > 0:16:24Yes, thank you!
0:16:50 > 0:16:53- What the...?- Mum!
0:16:54 > 0:16:57Oh, come on!
0:16:59 > 0:17:00Fine.
0:17:00 > 0:17:02Cold water it is, then.
0:17:17 > 0:17:19'Hello, you're through to the Fitzwilliams.
0:17:19 > 0:17:21'Do leave a message after the tone.'
0:17:21 > 0:17:22Hello!
0:17:22 > 0:17:25Hello. It's Mandy.
0:17:25 > 0:17:27Again.
0:17:27 > 0:17:29I hope you're all OK.
0:17:29 > 0:17:34Just wondering if you could give me a call back when you get the chance?
0:17:34 > 0:17:39I just had a few questions about the house.
0:17:39 > 0:17:40And the animals.
0:17:41 > 0:17:44Which are all fine!
0:17:47 > 0:17:48All well.
0:17:55 > 0:17:58What on earth is going on here, Barbara?
0:17:58 > 0:17:59He's safe here!
0:17:59 > 0:18:04I'm looking after him! I'm mending him!
0:18:05 > 0:18:07Why haven't you taken these?
0:18:07 > 0:18:08What are you giving him?
0:18:08 > 0:18:10Just to help him sleep, that's all.
0:18:10 > 0:18:13You know they help you, sweetheart.
0:18:16 > 0:18:18- Just tell me everything... - So you can call him a coward too?
0:18:18 > 0:18:21- I would never... - Yes, you would!
0:18:27 > 0:18:30He was training in Canada.
0:18:31 > 0:18:34Sent him over there then, didn't they?
0:18:35 > 0:18:38We we're all losing our sons.
0:18:38 > 0:18:39Afghanistan?
0:18:41 > 0:18:43Stretcher carrier...
0:18:43 > 0:18:45and he's a musician.
0:18:47 > 0:18:50Wasn't his fault if he couldn't - who could?
0:18:50 > 0:18:52We can't all be like you.
0:18:52 > 0:18:55He came back on leave.
0:18:55 > 0:18:58Only it wasn't my Jason who came back.
0:19:00 > 0:19:03- If he's on leave, we can get him some help...- I'm helping him!
0:19:03 > 0:19:05Oh, Jason...
0:19:09 > 0:19:11I must go back.
0:19:11 > 0:19:14If I don't, it'll be worse.
0:19:14 > 0:19:15Jason? Why would it be worse?
0:19:15 > 0:19:17So they can punish him, after all they've done!
0:19:17 > 0:19:19They'll lock him up if they find him here.
0:19:19 > 0:19:23He's Absent Without Leave.
0:19:23 > 0:19:25I'm looking after him!
0:19:25 > 0:19:28You forget where I work. I can get the right people...
0:19:28 > 0:19:29He's all I've got!
0:19:30 > 0:19:35If they find him, they'll take him again.
0:19:37 > 0:19:40This is why people shouldn't interfere!
0:19:47 > 0:19:49Did you like the chicken?
0:19:49 > 0:19:52It's OK. Can we play cards now?
0:19:55 > 0:19:57Dad showed me how to play. Did your dad?
0:19:57 > 0:19:59No.
0:19:59 > 0:20:00Why?
0:20:00 > 0:20:02Well, because my mum did.
0:20:02 > 0:20:04And how to ride a bike.
0:20:04 > 0:20:06Why didn't your dad?
0:20:06 > 0:20:09Now, come on, how many cards do we need?
0:20:09 > 0:20:11You deal them all.
0:20:11 > 0:20:13You'll have to tell me how to play.
0:20:13 > 0:20:15It's Happy Families.
0:20:17 > 0:20:19I got a bike for my birthday.
0:20:19 > 0:20:20Come on. I thought you were dealing.
0:20:20 > 0:20:23Did your dad show you how to play other games?
0:20:23 > 0:20:25Don't forget where you're up to, Saira.
0:20:25 > 0:20:27I won't! Did he?
0:20:27 > 0:20:29My mum did.
0:20:29 > 0:20:31Does your dad not know how to play any?
0:20:31 > 0:20:33Hey! Let's play the game.
0:20:33 > 0:20:35Did Grandpa show you?
0:20:35 > 0:20:37Did he show you how to ride a bike?
0:20:39 > 0:20:42I'd keep falling off. I had holes in my trousers.
0:20:46 > 0:20:49- How long has he been here? LILY:- Hello?
0:20:52 > 0:20:54Jason?
0:20:54 > 0:20:56Lily. What are you...?
0:20:56 > 0:20:58Go away!
0:20:58 > 0:20:59Are you angry with me, Mum?
0:20:59 > 0:21:02Why is everyone angry with me?
0:21:02 > 0:21:05They'll be angry with me, won't they?
0:21:05 > 0:21:08This is why people shouldn't interfere. They get the wrong idea.
0:21:08 > 0:21:11They'll be so angry. Tell me off.
0:21:11 > 0:21:13It's OK, Jason.
0:21:13 > 0:21:16Don't want me. Said I'm useless.
0:21:16 > 0:21:19Better men than me...gone.
0:21:19 > 0:21:20See?
0:21:20 > 0:21:24He was a man when he left here.
0:21:25 > 0:21:27Look at him now.
0:21:27 > 0:21:30I'm sorry. I'm so sorry I'm no good.
0:21:32 > 0:21:35You'll let them take him, would you? Like this?
0:21:35 > 0:21:37I want to get him help, not send him back.
0:21:40 > 0:21:42You all stick together.
0:21:42 > 0:21:45Can't you see you're both trapped?
0:21:46 > 0:21:49How long can you be like this? You can't want this forever.
0:21:50 > 0:21:51Barbara?
0:21:56 > 0:22:00- Thanks. - I'm glad we did this.
0:22:00 > 0:22:03I wasn't sure if you would when Nadia said she couldn't make it.
0:22:03 > 0:22:05Oh...not when you've gone to the trouble of making lunch.
0:22:05 > 0:22:07I should be thanking the cook, really.
0:22:07 > 0:22:09It was a pleasure.
0:22:10 > 0:22:11And you are very good at cards.
0:22:11 > 0:22:14- You're not! - Hey, don't be cheeky!
0:22:22 > 0:22:24Why did you let me think...?
0:22:24 > 0:22:26I was protecting him.
0:22:26 > 0:22:28I thought I was getting worse.
0:22:28 > 0:22:30I trusted you.
0:22:30 > 0:22:32A friend wouldn't do that.
0:22:32 > 0:22:35Unless...they were really in trouble.
0:22:37 > 0:22:38He needed me.
0:22:40 > 0:22:43No-one has needed me for a long time.
0:22:43 > 0:22:45I needed a friend.
0:22:46 > 0:22:48I could have been one as well.
0:22:51 > 0:22:52I'm sorry.
0:23:00 > 0:23:04I thought I was....that it was in my head.
0:23:04 > 0:23:06Like this morning.
0:23:06 > 0:23:10I hope you'll have a little more confidence from now on.
0:23:10 > 0:23:12- You had heard something. - I'm going to try.
0:23:13 > 0:23:15You know...
0:23:15 > 0:23:19I came over expecting an awkward cup of tea at most.
0:23:19 > 0:23:22I don't think she was even aware of what she was doing any more.
0:23:24 > 0:23:25She'd lost all perspective.
0:23:29 > 0:23:31Are you OK, Howard?
0:23:32 > 0:23:34Yeah, fine.
0:23:35 > 0:23:36Just fine.
0:23:47 > 0:23:48Hello, love!
0:23:48 > 0:23:49Hi, Mum.
0:23:49 > 0:23:52Well, don't just stand there like a lemon - come on in!
0:24:10 > 0:24:12SQUEALING
0:24:21 > 0:24:24Ooh! Oh...
0:24:26 > 0:24:30So, what do you think? Will you be seeing them all again?
0:24:30 > 0:24:32I don't know. We're so different.
0:24:32 > 0:24:35You'll have to be less fussy with your food.
0:24:35 > 0:24:37Sorry, Nigella(!)
0:24:37 > 0:24:39And Mo?
0:24:39 > 0:24:41I don't want to know.
0:24:42 > 0:24:45You like Nadia, though, don't you?
0:24:45 > 0:24:48Yeah. Be nice to see more of her.
0:24:48 > 0:24:50I don't know...
0:24:50 > 0:24:53so much to take in. I'm still trying to make sense of it.
0:24:53 > 0:24:56As if I'm standing outside myself.
0:24:56 > 0:24:57Like today at Zarif's.
0:24:59 > 0:25:01I don't know. It's hard to explain.
0:25:01 > 0:25:03It will feel strange, though, won't it?
0:25:03 > 0:25:05What I'm trying to say is...
0:25:05 > 0:25:07I've been thinking a lot about myself.
0:25:07 > 0:25:09That's not like you.
0:25:09 > 0:25:11About who I am, I mean.
0:25:11 > 0:25:12Got me thinking too.
0:25:12 > 0:25:15And that's not something I like to do too often.
0:25:17 > 0:25:18Kevin...
0:25:18 > 0:25:21I should have told you about the money.
0:25:21 > 0:25:22- It's OK.- No.
0:25:22 > 0:25:25You needed to know. I'm sorry.
0:25:28 > 0:25:30Do you know what I realised today?
0:25:30 > 0:25:33All my memories are because of you.
0:25:36 > 0:25:38The birthdays, the parks.
0:25:38 > 0:25:40Riding my bike.
0:25:42 > 0:25:45All that I've done is because of you.
0:25:46 > 0:25:48Whatever else has happened,
0:25:48 > 0:25:50this is where I'm from.
0:25:52 > 0:25:56We've had some fun times together, haven't we? Holidays.
0:25:56 > 0:25:59You used to be so scared of the water,
0:25:59 > 0:26:01you'd jump over the waves in case they caught you.
0:26:02 > 0:26:06- We should go somewhere. - Yeah, I'd like that.
0:26:06 > 0:26:09Llandudno? Where we went when I was little.
0:26:09 > 0:26:11You have a look at hotels,
0:26:11 > 0:26:14the best you can find, and I'll pick you up after work.
0:26:14 > 0:26:15It'll be freezing!
0:26:15 > 0:26:19Which is why we need the poshest hotel! Log fires!
0:26:19 > 0:26:21What do you think?
0:26:21 > 0:26:22Yeah, you're on.
0:26:32 > 0:26:33SQUEAKING
0:26:33 > 0:26:35SHE SCREAMS
0:26:37 > 0:26:39Do everyone a favour. Get lost.
0:26:39 > 0:26:42Right, you got any idea about what might have brought this on?
0:26:42 > 0:26:44Yeah. You.
0:26:44 > 0:26:46You don't recognise me, do you?
0:26:46 > 0:26:48Give him the book back now!
0:26:48 > 0:26:49Now get out!
0:26:51 > 0:26:52Chris?
0:26:52 > 0:26:53I'm here, mate.
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