Just the Way You Are

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0:00:43 > 0:00:49ALARM CLOCK RINGS

0:00:51 > 0:00:52Morning, beautiful.

0:00:52 > 0:00:55Mm? Morning.

0:00:55 > 0:00:57Ooh, I love you.

0:01:02 > 0:01:04Morning.

0:01:04 > 0:01:06Morning. Did you sleep all right?

0:01:06 > 0:01:08Fine. Thank you.

0:01:08 > 0:01:11Didn't realise that cooked breakfast was all part of the service.

0:01:11 > 0:01:12Well, it's not exactly healthy,

0:01:12 > 0:01:15but it will fortify you for the day ahead.

0:01:15 > 0:01:18Oh, yes, the rigours of paperwork in the confines of my office.

0:01:18 > 0:01:21Yeah. I know it's a bore, Heston, but, as I said,

0:01:21 > 0:01:24I do think it's better if you lie low until things settle down.

0:01:24 > 0:01:25Ridiculous.

0:01:25 > 0:01:30Depraved moron robs me - I'm the one treated like a criminal.

0:01:30 > 0:01:33And have to wait until they deign to set a trial date.

0:01:33 > 0:01:35I'm sorry, it must be very stressful.

0:01:35 > 0:01:37Complete waste of taxpayers' money.

0:01:37 > 0:01:41There's no way that a court case is in the public interest.

0:01:41 > 0:01:43Well, you don't need to worry about that.

0:01:43 > 0:01:45You just concentrate on staying calm.

0:01:45 > 0:01:48I'm not going to sit here like a lame duck. I'm making a stand.

0:01:48 > 0:01:50Really? Like what?

0:01:50 > 0:01:53Let's just say the old boys' network isn't quite dead.

0:01:55 > 0:01:58Hmph. Gloucester old spot?

0:01:58 > 0:02:00Very good.

0:02:02 > 0:02:04Many appointments today?

0:02:04 > 0:02:07Mm? Oh, just a pedicure and a facial, I think.

0:02:07 > 0:02:09Only two?

0:02:09 > 0:02:12So are we still on for Mum's this weekend?

0:02:12 > 0:02:14I've got to get this website finished by Monday

0:02:14 > 0:02:16and the client still hasn't finalised the layout.

0:02:16 > 0:02:18Aw, but she's so looking forward to seeing you.

0:02:18 > 0:02:22Look, I think we need some time to ourselves - talk about things...

0:02:22 > 0:02:24But we can do that any time.

0:02:24 > 0:02:27But we don't, do we? You're always so busy rushing around.

0:02:27 > 0:02:29No. You're right. There's masses to sort out.

0:02:29 > 0:02:31In fact, let's do it tonight.

0:02:31 > 0:02:34I've got a call booked with the client at six, so I should be through by...

0:02:34 > 0:02:37I said I'd see Anna tonight. She's having a crisis.

0:02:37 > 0:02:39Sorry. Look, it's time for my run.

0:02:39 > 0:02:42We'll talk about it later, yeah?

0:02:45 > 0:02:49Oh, Julia. Are you still on for that meeting this evening with Daniel?

0:02:49 > 0:02:51What? Oh, yes.

0:02:51 > 0:02:53Um... Can I let you know later?

0:02:53 > 0:02:55- It is quite important. - Yeah, I realise that!

0:02:57 > 0:03:00Sorry. I am sorry.

0:03:00 > 0:03:03I've just got a lot on my plate at the moment.

0:03:03 > 0:03:06Heston is behaving like an impossible school boy.

0:03:06 > 0:03:09Not that I blame him, I know it's tough.

0:03:09 > 0:03:11I just don't seem to be able to get through to him.

0:03:11 > 0:03:13He's gone into 'stiff upper lip' mode.

0:03:13 > 0:03:16You'll just have to wait until he thaws, I suppose.

0:03:16 > 0:03:19TELEPHONE RINGS

0:03:19 > 0:03:22Are you going to answer that?

0:03:25 > 0:03:26Martin.

0:03:26 > 0:03:28Ah.

0:03:28 > 0:03:31You know, I've completely ignored him.

0:03:31 > 0:03:33But still he phones and texts and sends presents.

0:03:33 > 0:03:35A man who knows what he wants.

0:03:35 > 0:03:37Really? Well, I'm a woman who wants to get rid of him.

0:03:37 > 0:03:39Now you are talking.

0:03:39 > 0:03:41I'll tell you what, let's do lunch at the Icon

0:03:41 > 0:03:46and I will give you the full Zara Carmichael Master Class.

0:03:47 > 0:03:49- Thank you very much. - No problem at all.

0:03:49 > 0:03:51- Heston!- Godfrey!

0:03:51 > 0:03:52Splendid.

0:03:52 > 0:03:55I was just about to slip out for a celebratory smoke.

0:03:55 > 0:03:57But sit down, sit down.

0:03:57 > 0:03:59- Thank you very much. - Damned difficult case,

0:03:59 > 0:04:01but we got the blighters.

0:04:01 > 0:04:03Mais bien, sur.

0:04:03 > 0:04:07Absolument! How the devil are you? Hm, don't tell me.

0:04:07 > 0:04:09Something on your mind?

0:04:09 > 0:04:13Well, I was wondering if I could ask you a little favour.

0:04:13 > 0:04:16Sans question. Fire away, dear boy.

0:04:16 > 0:04:18It's a spot of trouble with some burglars.

0:04:18 > 0:04:21Well, one burglar. Twice, to be precise.

0:04:21 > 0:04:24The chap who whacked the scoundrel who was robbing him?

0:04:24 > 0:04:28The case has become a veritable media feeding frenzy.

0:04:28 > 0:04:29Malheureusement.

0:04:29 > 0:04:31So that was you?

0:04:35 > 0:04:36Morning!

0:04:36 > 0:04:38Oh! Someone's cheerful.

0:04:38 > 0:04:40I need some jabs for my holiday.

0:04:40 > 0:04:42Well, it's my honeymoon, actually.

0:04:42 > 0:04:43Get you!

0:04:43 > 0:04:45When's the big day?

0:04:45 > 0:04:46Two weeks! I can't wait.

0:04:46 > 0:04:48You're cutting it a bit fine, erm...?

0:04:48 > 0:04:51Oh, Janey Evets. Soon to be Marsh.

0:04:51 > 0:04:55And we're chock-a-block this morning. Cherry's got a clinic.

0:04:55 > 0:04:58Oh, no! What if I get Dinghy fever or something?

0:04:58 > 0:05:00Dengue. Depends where you're going.

0:05:00 > 0:05:03- South America.- That's OK. I can fit you in at about four.

0:05:03 > 0:05:06Oh, brilliant. I'm all over the place. I've got so much to do.

0:05:06 > 0:05:10Oh, I was exactly the same. Is it church or registry?

0:05:10 > 0:05:14Oh, church. With all the trimmings - we've got the choir, flowers, bell-ringing...

0:05:14 > 0:05:17Ooh, how lovely. And what about the colour scheme?

0:05:17 > 0:05:19- Erm...- Well, the colour scheme ties everything in

0:05:19 > 0:05:21from the church right through to reception,

0:05:21 > 0:05:24bridesmaid dresses, buttonholes, bouquet...

0:05:24 > 0:05:25The bouquet?

0:05:25 > 0:05:27Ideally, you want the flowers in the bouquet

0:05:27 > 0:05:31to act as a mini-metaphor of the entire event.

0:05:31 > 0:05:33- Metaphor? - Yours is traditional, obviously.

0:05:33 > 0:05:38But maybe you could have one flower in there that's modern and funky.

0:05:38 > 0:05:41- You know, an expression of your inner...- Bridezilla.

0:05:44 > 0:05:46Oh, anyway. I'm sure you've got lots of ideas.

0:05:46 > 0:05:49- But it's nice to have someone to talk it through with, isn't it? - Yeah.

0:05:49 > 0:05:50Yes.

0:05:50 > 0:05:52Well, I'll see you this afternoon.

0:05:52 > 0:05:53Yeah. See you later.

0:05:54 > 0:05:56What?

0:05:56 > 0:05:58It was sheer malice, to come back a second time.

0:05:58 > 0:05:59Utter carnage.

0:05:59 > 0:06:02And the only thing the police were interested in

0:06:02 > 0:06:03was the fact I'd hit him.

0:06:03 > 0:06:04Yes.

0:06:04 > 0:06:08The country's going to hell in a handcart and you must see it all the time.

0:06:08 > 0:06:09I do. Absolutely.

0:06:09 > 0:06:12And I know what a fine chap you are, man and boy.

0:06:12 > 0:06:16But to speak candidly, for a case like this to come to court...

0:06:16 > 0:06:17Ridiculous.

0:06:17 > 0:06:20..the CPS must feel they have some grounds.

0:06:20 > 0:06:24They may be irritating and parochial, but they're not crazy.

0:06:24 > 0:06:27They must have fairly strong evidence against you.

0:06:27 > 0:06:28My word against his.

0:06:28 > 0:06:30You're not listening, Heston.

0:06:30 > 0:06:35They must have pretty good evidence that you acted disproportionately

0:06:35 > 0:06:38or perhaps were economical with the truth somehow.

0:06:38 > 0:06:41Emotional situations can be confusing.

0:06:41 > 0:06:45I'm a decent man who exercised the right to defend himself.

0:06:45 > 0:06:47And it's preposterous that this is going to trial.

0:06:47 > 0:06:50Surely, the first thing to do is to go in and object!

0:06:50 > 0:06:53This isn't the sixth form debating club,

0:06:53 > 0:06:56it's the criminal justice system.

0:06:56 > 0:06:58You can't just object to the very fact of a trial

0:06:58 > 0:07:01on the grounds of being a good chap.

0:07:01 > 0:07:04- Why not? - Really, Heston. This isn't like you.

0:07:04 > 0:07:05This is happening,

0:07:05 > 0:07:08and if you want to retain your liberty and career,

0:07:08 > 0:07:11you'd better get off your pedestal sharpish

0:07:11 > 0:07:14and start thinking about how you're going to get yourself out of this mess.

0:07:14 > 0:07:16Charming way to treat an old friend!

0:07:16 > 0:07:19It's the law we're talking about.

0:07:19 > 0:07:22Think very carefully about what I said

0:07:22 > 0:07:24or you'll be wasting both of our time.

0:07:24 > 0:07:29If that's your attitude, maybe I'm better off representing myself.

0:07:29 > 0:07:30Heston!

0:07:30 > 0:07:32Thank you!

0:07:34 > 0:07:37Well, have you looked in the drawer? Properly?

0:07:37 > 0:07:43So I'm supposed to psychically divine that you're out of undies?

0:07:43 > 0:07:46You're perfectly capable of putting a wash on yourself.

0:07:46 > 0:07:49- Thanks, Mr Prentis. Have a lovely day.- Cheers.- See you later.

0:07:51 > 0:07:53You're looking pleased with yourself.

0:07:53 > 0:07:57Yes, I have thought of the perfect thing for Janey's bouquet.

0:07:57 > 0:08:01A parrot flower! It's classic, but with a modern twist.

0:08:01 > 0:08:03Can you train it to say "I do"?

0:08:03 > 0:08:06- What's that?- This is an anniversary card for Jimmi.

0:08:06 > 0:08:08You've only been married for two months.

0:08:08 > 0:08:11You've got to keep the romance alive, haven't you?

0:08:11 > 0:08:12Apparently.

0:08:12 > 0:08:16You know, it was exactly a year ago today that I realised

0:08:16 > 0:08:17- that he was The One.- Oh, right.

0:08:17 > 0:08:20We went on this picnic, and it was blue sky, butterflies...

0:08:20 > 0:08:22Really romantic.

0:08:22 > 0:08:23And then, the weather changed.

0:08:23 > 0:08:29It was windy, raining, freezing and we took shelter under this tree

0:08:29 > 0:08:31and he put his arm round me

0:08:31 > 0:08:35and I looked out and there was this giant bolt of lightning

0:08:35 > 0:08:36that hit the horizon.

0:08:36 > 0:08:44And I thought, "You know what? If I die right now, I'll be happy."

0:08:44 > 0:08:47And that is when I realised that we were meant to be together.

0:08:47 > 0:08:49You nearly got fried by lightning.

0:08:49 > 0:08:52Are you sure you're reading the signals right?

0:09:07 > 0:09:08What do you think of these graphics?

0:09:08 > 0:09:11The brief was "funky and innovative."

0:09:11 > 0:09:13Yeah. Nice.

0:09:13 > 0:09:15That was a long run.

0:09:15 > 0:09:16Oh, was it? Sorry.

0:09:16 > 0:09:19- Are you sure you're not overdoing it?- No. I love it.

0:09:19 > 0:09:21I've spent long enough sitting on my backside.

0:09:21 > 0:09:23It's just you've been really tired and I'm not sure you...

0:09:23 > 0:09:26I'm fine. I've got to look my best, haven't I?

0:09:48 > 0:09:49Ooh!

0:10:00 > 0:10:02Five times!

0:10:02 > 0:10:03Seriously.

0:10:03 > 0:10:05He must be fantastic in the sack.

0:10:05 > 0:10:08And your problem is...?

0:10:08 > 0:10:10Look, it's not that he's a divorcee, OK?

0:10:10 > 0:10:12I mean, at my age they're ten a penny.

0:10:12 > 0:10:15But five marriages is ridiculous, Zara.

0:10:15 > 0:10:19He is obviously incapable of sustaining a meaningful relationship.

0:10:19 > 0:10:21Have you checked under the patio?

0:10:21 > 0:10:22It did occur to me.

0:10:22 > 0:10:24Seriously.

0:10:24 > 0:10:28When I met him, I thought he was delightful - charming, confident,

0:10:28 > 0:10:31knowledgeable, a real silver fox.

0:10:31 > 0:10:34Exactly. Good at reeling them in.

0:10:35 > 0:10:38How does he make you feel when you're with him?

0:10:41 > 0:10:43He's fantastic. He is, you know.

0:10:43 > 0:10:48He's very funny, he's generous, he's romantic...

0:10:48 > 0:10:50I mean, people only respond well to Martin.

0:10:50 > 0:10:52Well, no wonder he's had five wives.

0:10:52 > 0:10:54He's good looking, he's good company, he's good in...

0:10:54 > 0:10:56Yeah, whatever.

0:10:56 > 0:11:00Anyway, there's no point because he's leaving Letherbridge soon.

0:11:00 > 0:11:02Leaving?

0:11:02 > 0:11:05He's going to build his Grand Design in North Wales.

0:11:05 > 0:11:08Honestly, I don't get you sometimes, Julia.

0:11:08 > 0:11:09Why? What do you mean?

0:11:09 > 0:11:11What the hell are you fretting about?

0:11:11 > 0:11:14He's hardly proffering a pre-nup and rattling wedding chains, is he?

0:11:14 > 0:11:18- No.- So what have you got to lose?

0:11:18 > 0:11:22He's perfect for a few weeks of uncomplicated fun,

0:11:22 > 0:11:25which, with all you've got on your plate, is exactly what you need right now.

0:11:25 > 0:11:30- Yeah, but...- The point is that top totty like that doesn't come by very often.

0:11:30 > 0:11:32So you should grab it with both hands.

0:11:32 > 0:11:34Sounds like it's big enough.

0:11:35 > 0:11:38It's never that straightforward though, is it?

0:11:43 > 0:11:45Sneaky bit of retail therapy?

0:11:45 > 0:11:47Don't spy on me. It's bad luck!

0:11:47 > 0:11:50I wasn't spying. I thought lunch was ready.

0:11:50 > 0:11:52- Ten minutes. - I can do it, if you're busy.

0:11:52 > 0:11:53No. I will do it!

0:11:53 > 0:11:55OK. No hurry.

0:12:09 > 0:12:11I'll get this.

0:12:11 > 0:12:12No, don't be silly.

0:12:12 > 0:12:13I'm not arguing.

0:12:15 > 0:12:17He's certainly keen.

0:12:17 > 0:12:21Well, maybe he's just not used to being turned down.

0:12:21 > 0:12:26If you want my advice, don't judge a man on paper.

0:12:27 > 0:12:30Excuse me, but were we not supposed to be having a seminar

0:12:30 > 0:12:32on how I should dump him.

0:12:32 > 0:12:35I know. But look at Daniel's CV -

0:12:35 > 0:12:36crook, womaniser, gambler...

0:12:36 > 0:12:39And yet, actually, he's turned out to be the most attentive,

0:12:39 > 0:12:43loving partner I could have hoped for, and a fantastic father.

0:12:43 > 0:12:45Absolutely, but he was young when...

0:12:45 > 0:12:47Young or old, people change. I mean, look at me,

0:12:47 > 0:12:50if I hadn't taken the risk I would still be alone and childless,

0:12:50 > 0:12:54and having meaningless flings with unsuitable men.

0:12:56 > 0:12:59- Maybe.- Definitely. You've got to take the plunge sometime, Julia.

0:12:59 > 0:13:02You're afraid of something and it's not the size of his...

0:13:13 > 0:13:16Oh. There you are.

0:13:16 > 0:13:19I was just going to make a cup of tea while there were no patients around us.

0:13:19 > 0:13:22Julia insists on me skulking about.

0:13:22 > 0:13:25I am sorry. The trial must be very worrying for you.

0:13:25 > 0:13:28Um, yes, a little.

0:13:28 > 0:13:32I do not understand. You were protecting yourself.

0:13:32 > 0:13:35What is a man supposed to do?

0:13:35 > 0:13:38Invite a stranger in to destroy their home a third time?

0:13:38 > 0:13:41- Of course you had to teach him. - Well...

0:13:41 > 0:13:43No question.

0:13:43 > 0:13:48You are a fine, upstanding Englishman defending your castle.

0:13:48 > 0:13:50Now, do you have a good lawyer?

0:13:50 > 0:13:52Well, I'm going to represent myself.

0:13:52 > 0:13:55Wonderful. Your innocence will shine forth.

0:13:55 > 0:13:58- Yes.- The truth will out! You will see.

0:13:58 > 0:14:00Yes, I'm sure.

0:14:00 > 0:14:01Let me make your tea.

0:14:03 > 0:14:05Do not worry.

0:14:07 > 0:14:08Jesus sees all.

0:14:12 > 0:14:17So, it's kind of like an elongated orchid, but in shades of purple.

0:14:17 > 0:14:19Mm. Sounds perfect.

0:14:19 > 0:14:21No engagement ring?

0:14:21 > 0:14:26Oh, it's being altered. It's a massive solitaire with two rubies.

0:14:26 > 0:14:27It's gorgeous.

0:14:27 > 0:14:29We're totally broke now.

0:14:29 > 0:14:30Oh, but you're worth it.

0:14:30 > 0:14:33So how are your stress levels? Are you looking after yourself?

0:14:33 > 0:14:36Yeah, yeah, I'm fine.

0:14:36 > 0:14:38Um, I get a bit of a dicky tummy now and again

0:14:38 > 0:14:41and I feel quite bloated a lot of the time.

0:14:41 > 0:14:42Hope I fit into my dress!

0:14:42 > 0:14:45Of course you will. Figure like that. You'll look amazing.

0:14:45 > 0:14:47Just keep an eye on the refined carbs

0:14:47 > 0:14:49and make sure you're getting enough protein.

0:14:49 > 0:14:50I do. I do. I have the protein drinks.

0:14:50 > 0:14:52Your pulse and your BP are slightly raised.

0:14:52 > 0:14:55- Oh, are they? - You're probably just overdoing it.

0:14:55 > 0:14:58I know that it's hard, but try and keep everything in perspective.

0:14:58 > 0:15:01Yeah.

0:15:01 > 0:15:02Are you OK?

0:15:02 > 0:15:05Yeah. No, it's just I want everything to be so perfect for him.

0:15:05 > 0:15:09It will. I promise. It'll be amazing.

0:15:09 > 0:15:10We get ourselves tied up in knots

0:15:10 > 0:15:12and they don't even notice half the details.

0:15:12 > 0:15:15Yeah, no. You're right. I'm just being an idiot.

0:15:15 > 0:15:17No, you're not. You're being human.

0:15:17 > 0:15:21Well, thanks. It's nice to talk to someone who actually understands.

0:15:21 > 0:15:22Any time.

0:15:30 > 0:15:31Mr Lang?

0:15:34 > 0:15:38Realised we don't quite cut it as a defence barrister, after all?

0:15:38 > 0:15:40Something like that.

0:15:40 > 0:15:43Mercifully. Thank you, Holly. Sit down.

0:15:45 > 0:15:52I think you should start by going over exactly what happened again.

0:15:52 > 0:15:53See if we can't get to the bottom

0:15:53 > 0:15:57of whatever it is the CPS think they have on you.

0:15:58 > 0:16:00Right, fire away.

0:16:00 > 0:16:06I was asleep and I heard a noise downstairs.

0:16:06 > 0:16:08Him entering, or was he already inside?

0:16:08 > 0:16:11Inside, I think.

0:16:11 > 0:16:13- Time?- 10pm.

0:16:13 > 0:16:16I think I may have been a bit vague with the police

0:16:16 > 0:16:18about the number of blows.

0:16:18 > 0:16:20Well, it can be difficult to remember.

0:16:20 > 0:16:22At first, I said it was once.

0:16:22 > 0:16:25- First?- And then I said it was more than once, but I wasn't sure.

0:16:25 > 0:16:28Right. Are we clearer now?

0:16:28 > 0:16:30Yes, yes. It was three.

0:16:30 > 0:16:33Three?

0:16:33 > 0:16:35Right. Any more surprises?

0:16:35 > 0:16:38- No.- You're sure. Nothing they could catch you out on?

0:16:38 > 0:16:39Nothing.

0:16:39 > 0:16:41Good.

0:16:41 > 0:16:44Except, after the first time I was burgled,

0:16:44 > 0:16:47I felt quite threatened so I found my old cricket bat

0:16:47 > 0:16:48and put it by the bed.

0:16:48 > 0:16:52Not great. Gives them ammunition to claim it was premeditated.

0:16:52 > 0:16:55But understandable under the circumstances.

0:16:55 > 0:16:56We can work round that.

0:16:56 > 0:16:59Well, I told the police it was there all the time.

0:16:59 > 0:17:01Is there anyone who could contradict that?

0:17:01 > 0:17:03No.

0:17:03 > 0:17:07Except Mrs Stansby, the cleaner...

0:17:07 > 0:17:09Possibly.

0:17:12 > 0:17:16TELEPHONE RINGS

0:17:21 > 0:17:23TELEPHONE RINGS

0:17:23 > 0:17:26- BEEP - 'Janey, it's Beth Saunders here,

0:17:26 > 0:17:28'wondering if you're coming to do the facial or not.

0:17:28 > 0:17:30'You seem to be making a habit of this.

0:17:30 > 0:17:32'Perhaps you could get back to me?'

0:17:37 > 0:17:38You are joking.

0:17:41 > 0:17:43Janey, I'm not being funny,

0:17:43 > 0:17:46but the joint account is for household stuff. Five grand?

0:17:46 > 0:17:50And why haven't you been turning up for your clients?

0:17:50 > 0:17:53Janey, what is with you at the minute?

0:17:53 > 0:17:54I'm going to the doctors.

0:17:54 > 0:17:56Are you OK?

0:18:30 > 0:18:34You're a highly educated man, for goodness sake.

0:18:34 > 0:18:36How could you be so foolish?

0:18:36 > 0:18:40I know, you never expect that something like this will happen to you.

0:18:40 > 0:18:46You go through life, doing your best and this aggression...

0:18:48 > 0:18:50It's been a hell of a few months.

0:18:50 > 0:18:54Oh? Anything extenuating?

0:18:56 > 0:18:59The arresting police officer, he was so hostile.

0:18:59 > 0:19:03It really got my back up. I couldn't think straight.

0:19:03 > 0:19:05Right. Well.

0:19:05 > 0:19:07The lies aren't a good start,

0:19:07 > 0:19:10- but they must have more on you than that.- Really?

0:19:10 > 0:19:11We'll just have to wait and see.

0:19:11 > 0:19:14We? So you're going to...

0:19:14 > 0:19:16Of course. I'm not going to leave you in the lurch.

0:19:16 > 0:19:20But you must tell me the complete truth

0:19:20 > 0:19:23and assume absolutely nothing from now on.

0:19:23 > 0:19:25Is that clear?

0:19:30 > 0:19:32Sorry, we're just about to close.

0:19:32 > 0:19:33My heart won't stop.

0:19:33 > 0:19:35It's like it's coming out of my chest.

0:19:35 > 0:19:37- How long have you been shaking like that?- I don't know.

0:19:37 > 0:19:40Let's get you sat down, we'll get the doctor to look at you.

0:19:40 > 0:19:42I don't want to see a doctor, I want to see you!

0:19:42 > 0:19:46- The doctor's more highly qualified to...- No, no. I want to talk to you.

0:19:46 > 0:19:48Everyone else hates me.

0:19:48 > 0:19:51Let's go and have a chat in my room.

0:19:56 > 0:19:58Janey, let's get you sat down.

0:19:58 > 0:20:00He doesn't love me, he doesn't love me.

0:20:00 > 0:20:01He doesn't want to marry me any more.

0:20:01 > 0:20:03I'm sure that that's not true.

0:20:03 > 0:20:06Janey, just try and take some slow, deep breaths

0:20:06 > 0:20:08and tell me what's happened.

0:20:08 > 0:20:11My heart's going all the time, it hurts.

0:20:11 > 0:20:14And I never sleep. I never sleep.

0:20:14 > 0:20:16It's going to be all right.

0:20:16 > 0:20:19You're under so much pressure, you've probably been having panic attacks.

0:20:19 > 0:20:23Have you been drinking lots of coffee to cope with the tiredness?

0:20:23 > 0:20:25I don't like coffee.

0:20:25 > 0:20:28Energy drinks? Something to keep you up?

0:20:28 > 0:20:29No, nothing. No.

0:20:29 > 0:20:32You're just really stressed. I know, I was exactly the same.

0:20:32 > 0:20:37I just wanted to let off steam and scream and shout and...eat cake.

0:20:37 > 0:20:41Janey, tell me, I'm not judging you,

0:20:41 > 0:20:46have you taken any recreational drugs - any cocaine, amphetamines?

0:20:46 > 0:20:49Why is everyone accusing me of bad things all the time!?

0:20:49 > 0:20:52Janey, I'm not accusing you.

0:20:52 > 0:20:55What are you doing? What are you doing talking to her?!

0:20:55 > 0:20:58- I'm trying to find you. I was worried.- No! You just wanted to flirt with this slapper!

0:20:58 > 0:21:01- I beg your pardon?- I'm not flirting with anyone. I came to see how you were.

0:21:01 > 0:21:05- You don't love me any more. You're sleeping around!- Janey, what is going on with you!?

0:21:05 > 0:21:07I knew it. I knew it! I'm calling off the wedding!

0:21:07 > 0:21:10- What wedding?- I knew it. - Janey, what wedding?

0:21:10 > 0:21:12OK, let's go into my room

0:21:12 > 0:21:14and have a chat and find out what's going on. Come on.

0:21:25 > 0:21:27OK, I know that this is a big shock for both of you

0:21:27 > 0:21:30but somewhere along the line, you've got your wires crossed.

0:21:30 > 0:21:33Look, if I gave you the wrong impression, I'm sorry but I never...

0:21:33 > 0:21:35But I've got the dress, something old, something new...

0:21:35 > 0:21:38- I never proposed to her. Seriously. - Everything!

0:21:38 > 0:21:39It's going to be so beautiful.

0:21:39 > 0:21:43Janey, I'm sure that one day you're going to make a lovely bride, but not right now.

0:21:43 > 0:21:45You're not very well.

0:21:45 > 0:21:48The shaking and the feeling sick and the stomach pains...

0:21:48 > 0:21:50How long have you had them for?

0:21:50 > 0:21:54Must have been a couple of months now. I mean, she started being really hyper,

0:21:54 > 0:21:57running all the time, moody, losing loads of weight...

0:21:57 > 0:22:01Well, 18 months ago you were 11 stone.

0:22:01 > 0:22:04Now, you must be down to about eight?

0:22:04 > 0:22:06Three stone in two months.

0:22:06 > 0:22:09Wow. That's not just from the running.

0:22:09 > 0:22:13Have you been taking anything, diet pills?

0:22:13 > 0:22:15As soon as I started I felt really wired,

0:22:15 > 0:22:17but even if I didn't run the weight just dropped off

0:22:17 > 0:22:19and Dane loved it, so I took more and more.

0:22:19 > 0:22:22I liked it at first. But then I got worried.

0:22:22 > 0:22:25She was getting so thin, acting weird.

0:22:25 > 0:22:28The thing is, some diet pills can act as amphetamines,

0:22:28 > 0:22:32accelerating the metabolism, palpitations, dizziness...

0:22:32 > 0:22:35Even hallucinations if taken in a high dose.

0:22:35 > 0:22:36Hallucinations?

0:22:36 > 0:22:39A the combination of the drugs and chronic lack of sleep,

0:22:39 > 0:22:40the body can get run down.

0:22:40 > 0:22:43You...must have become delusional,

0:22:43 > 0:22:45thinking that you were getting married,

0:22:45 > 0:22:49the wedding dress, attacking you right now.

0:22:49 > 0:22:53- Oh, I didn't mean it.- It's fine. - I just lost it.- It's fine.

0:22:53 > 0:22:55When did you buy the dress?

0:22:55 > 0:22:56A few weeks ago.

0:22:56 > 0:22:59And you've managed to keep it from Dane all this time?

0:22:59 > 0:23:01Well, the groom can't see the dress, can he? It's bad luck.

0:23:01 > 0:23:03What I mean is all this wedding stuff.

0:23:03 > 0:23:08You were very open about it with me but not with Dane.

0:23:08 > 0:23:09Why?

0:23:14 > 0:23:17Oh, Julia, shall we start the meeting? Daniel's here with Joe.

0:23:17 > 0:23:19You don't mind, do you?

0:23:19 > 0:23:21No, but Heston seems to have gone AWOL.

0:23:21 > 0:23:24Oh. OK, but we do really need to talk about this.

0:23:24 > 0:23:26I thought the most sensible solution would be

0:23:26 > 0:23:28if Daniel and I did a doctor/partner job share,

0:23:28 > 0:23:31then we can negotiate the working hours between ourselves.

0:23:31 > 0:23:32Good luck with that.

0:23:32 > 0:23:36Seriously though, I'll run it by Heston if he deigns to show up.

0:23:36 > 0:23:38Thanks.

0:23:38 > 0:23:40Do you want a kiss too?

0:23:40 > 0:23:42There you go. Ooh...

0:23:42 > 0:23:45Hello, my little man!

0:23:45 > 0:23:48So everything was OK before you started taking the pills?

0:23:48 > 0:23:50- Yes.- No.

0:23:50 > 0:23:53There seems to be a bit of a difference there.

0:23:53 > 0:23:57- Dane, you had no idea that Janey wanted to get married?- No.

0:23:57 > 0:24:01Well, I suppose I could sense it, but I just...

0:24:01 > 0:24:05I'm sorry, I thought I did but...

0:24:05 > 0:24:06So why move in together?

0:24:06 > 0:24:09Because I loved you. I mean, I still do, it's just...

0:24:09 > 0:24:12We're not the same people. We don't do anything. We don't talk.

0:24:12 > 0:24:15It's more like a habit than a relationship.

0:24:15 > 0:24:17I know this is really hard for both of you.

0:24:17 > 0:24:20But, Janey, on some level,

0:24:20 > 0:24:24you must have known, which is why you kept the fantasy from Dane.

0:24:24 > 0:24:26Maybe, I suppose.

0:24:26 > 0:24:28So, isn't it better now that it's out in the open?

0:24:28 > 0:24:31You might have spent years being unhappy.

0:24:31 > 0:24:32But I wasn't.

0:24:32 > 0:24:36You were on a crash diet that was seriously damaging your health.

0:24:36 > 0:24:40Surely, in your heart of hearts, you must have known that something was wrong.

0:24:40 > 0:24:43I just wanted to be gorgeous.

0:24:43 > 0:24:46I have never felt quite good enough for you.

0:24:46 > 0:24:48You can't change yourself just to please someone else.

0:24:48 > 0:24:50You have to be wanted who you are.

0:24:50 > 0:24:52Otherwise it's not love, is it?

0:24:52 > 0:24:56I'm sorry. I never meant to make you feel like that.

0:24:56 > 0:24:59The important thing now is that you stop taking the drugs.

0:24:59 > 0:25:01It might not be easy - there may be withdrawal symptoms.

0:25:01 > 0:25:04But I'll book you an appointment with a doctor.

0:25:04 > 0:25:05Will you do that, Janey?

0:25:05 > 0:25:07Yeah.

0:25:07 > 0:25:09I also think it's a good idea to get checked out at A&E.

0:25:09 > 0:25:12I'm sure that there's no long-term damage, but just to be safe.

0:25:12 > 0:25:15- I'll take you.- Do you want to? - Of course.

0:25:15 > 0:25:16Just because...

0:25:18 > 0:25:21Doesn't mean I can't see you through this, does it?

0:25:21 > 0:25:22It's my fault.

0:25:22 > 0:25:25- It's nobody's fault. Relationships aren't easy.- No.

0:25:26 > 0:25:29I'll give them a call and let you know that you're coming.

0:25:29 > 0:25:31- Thanks.- And any problems, you know where I am.

0:25:31 > 0:25:33Thanks.

0:25:33 > 0:25:37I'm sorry to be so...mental.

0:25:37 > 0:25:39Really, not at all.

0:25:50 > 0:25:52Everything OK?

0:25:52 > 0:25:55Not really. Looks like he's going to leave her.

0:25:55 > 0:25:56Oh, bless.

0:25:56 > 0:25:58It's probably for the best.

0:26:20 > 0:26:21Night, then.

0:26:21 > 0:26:23See you tomorrow.

0:26:30 > 0:26:34TELEPHONE RINGS

0:26:39 > 0:26:40Martin.

0:26:42 > 0:26:46No, I know, I'm sorry. It's...it's just been so hectic, you know.

0:26:48 > 0:26:50A drink?

0:26:50 > 0:26:52Oh! Well, I don't see why not?

0:26:58 > 0:27:00The court is going to find you innocent but until then...

0:27:00 > 0:27:01I'm a pariah!

0:27:01 > 0:27:03What are you hoping to achieve by provoking me?

0:27:03 > 0:27:05You going to hit me?

0:27:05 > 0:27:07We're not talking about me.

0:27:07 > 0:27:08You should go in to politics.

0:27:08 > 0:27:10I'm a doctor.

0:27:10 > 0:27:11Or not even bother,

0:27:11 > 0:27:13just man up and take the streets back?

0:27:13 > 0:27:15Stop it! Stop it!

0:27:15 > 0:27:17Break it up! This is a Doctors surgery!

0:27:17 > 0:27:19A place of healing!

0:27:19 > 0:27:20I am a doctor!

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