0:00:36 > 0:00:37I got us these.
0:00:37 > 0:00:39Oh, you are naughty! What about my figure?
0:00:39 > 0:00:40There's nothing of you.
0:00:40 > 0:00:42Oh, I'll put the kettle on.
0:00:43 > 0:00:46And this - this is for you.
0:00:52 > 0:00:54It's lovely.
0:00:54 > 0:00:56Come here.
0:00:58 > 0:01:00It's our anniversary. A rose for a rose.
0:01:00 > 0:01:03We met two years ago today.
0:01:04 > 0:01:06It's supposed to be the woman who remembers.
0:01:08 > 0:01:11I notice the bulb's gone outside the front door.
0:01:11 > 0:01:14- I'll get a ladder over later and change it.- Oh, I'll do it.
0:01:14 > 0:01:17Oh, no, you don't, not while you've got me around.
0:01:18 > 0:01:20Stella...
0:01:20 > 0:01:22Are you doing anything tonight?
0:01:22 > 0:01:24Only these curtains for Mrs Wells' daughter,
0:01:24 > 0:01:26I said she could have them by the weekend.
0:01:26 > 0:01:28I thought we could go to that restaurant,
0:01:28 > 0:01:30the one on the corner of Miles Road.
0:01:30 > 0:01:32You seen their prices?
0:01:32 > 0:01:33Well...
0:01:33 > 0:01:34Martin?
0:01:36 > 0:01:38Oh, it's no good.
0:01:39 > 0:01:42What is it? Tell me.
0:01:47 > 0:01:50Stella Mundon, will you marry me?
0:01:51 > 0:01:53I want you to be my wife.
0:01:56 > 0:01:58PHONE RINGS
0:02:04 > 0:02:06Joe's birthday. He's a year old.
0:02:06 > 0:02:08My goodness, doesn't time fly.
0:02:08 > 0:02:11Yeah. I'm going to Weston for a birthday tea this evening.
0:02:11 > 0:02:14Hence the lack of a beard. Howard will be pleased.
0:02:14 > 0:02:15I didn't want to frighten Joe,
0:02:15 > 0:02:17I spooked him out a little bit last time I saw him.
0:02:17 > 0:02:19I wanted to spend the whole day with him,
0:02:19 > 0:02:21but Zara's made other arrangements.
0:02:21 > 0:02:24Even a moment is to be cherished at his tender age.
0:02:24 > 0:02:27I can't help thinking about what I've missed, though.
0:02:27 > 0:02:28What good would that do?
0:02:28 > 0:02:31- You're there for him now and that's all that matters.- Yeah.
0:02:31 > 0:02:34Hey, mate, I didn't know you cared.
0:02:34 > 0:02:35What?
0:02:35 > 0:02:38- You're a day early, but, Valentine's!- Get off.
0:02:38 > 0:02:41- Can you believe it? Joe is one year old.- Wow.
0:02:41 > 0:02:43Hey, it won't be long before he's chasing the girls,
0:02:43 > 0:02:44just like his old man.
0:02:49 > 0:02:51You look great without the beard, mate.
0:02:51 > 0:02:52Shouldn't you be at The Campus?
0:02:57 > 0:02:59You don't love me, is that it?
0:02:59 > 0:03:00Don't be silly.
0:03:00 > 0:03:02Then why?
0:03:02 > 0:03:05As soon as people get married, they change.
0:03:05 > 0:03:07You've seen it, I've seen it.
0:03:07 > 0:03:10We've both been married before, and look what happened.
0:03:10 > 0:03:13It's the second time round for both of us, it'll be different.
0:03:13 > 0:03:16We're older, we know what we want, and I want you.
0:03:16 > 0:03:17You say that now, but...
0:03:17 > 0:03:19No buts.
0:03:21 > 0:03:23Please stop doing that.
0:03:25 > 0:03:26Stella, listen.
0:03:27 > 0:03:29I want to grow old with you.
0:03:31 > 0:03:33I want us to buy a little B&B in Snowdonia.
0:03:33 > 0:03:37We've talked about it for long enough, let's do it.
0:03:37 > 0:03:39It's a pipe dream, it's not real.
0:03:39 > 0:03:42But it can be. Together we can make it happen.
0:03:42 > 0:03:44No, I don't want to marry you.
0:03:44 > 0:03:46I know you're worried it'll change things between us,
0:03:46 > 0:03:48but it won't, it'll be even better.
0:03:48 > 0:03:52Drop it, Martin. Just don't go on.
0:03:52 > 0:03:56- Well, at least think about it. - There's nothing to think about.
0:03:57 > 0:04:00Stella, I don't understand. What have I done wrong?
0:04:00 > 0:04:03Just stop going on and on!
0:04:03 > 0:04:06How many more times? I'm not going to marry you.
0:04:06 > 0:04:08I will never marry you!
0:04:09 > 0:04:11Now you've got your answer. You happy now?!
0:04:13 > 0:04:15Just go! Go on, get out!
0:04:17 > 0:04:18Get out!
0:04:36 > 0:04:38Please do not give me any more details.
0:04:38 > 0:04:41You will have to see a doctor about your piles.
0:04:41 > 0:04:44You can show them to, er...
0:04:44 > 0:04:47Dr Haskey at 4.45 this afternoon.
0:04:47 > 0:04:49Goodbye, Mrs Legg.
0:04:51 > 0:04:54Repeat prescription for my mother.
0:04:54 > 0:04:56Have you heard?
0:04:56 > 0:04:58Heard what? You can have this back tomorrow.
0:04:58 > 0:05:00They've appointed the new vicar.
0:05:01 > 0:05:02I wonder who it could be?
0:05:02 > 0:05:06We'll soon find out. That's why I'm here -
0:05:06 > 0:05:10apparently, the new vicar intends to pop by for a visit this week.
0:05:10 > 0:05:12If you would like to take a seat.
0:05:12 > 0:05:14PHONE RINGS
0:05:14 > 0:05:16Well, I look forward to it.
0:05:16 > 0:05:18Campus surgery. How may I help you?
0:05:18 > 0:05:21- But we're not ready for him! - I will just put you through.
0:05:21 > 0:05:24The cleaner's off sick, the flowers are a disaster,
0:05:24 > 0:05:27and I'm terribly worried about that mould in the apse.
0:05:27 > 0:05:30I do not mean to be rude, but I am very busy.
0:05:30 > 0:05:32- But the mould! - Campus Surgery.
0:05:32 > 0:05:36I don't think you've grasped the seriousness of the situation.
0:05:36 > 0:05:37We need you, Mrs Tembe!
0:05:40 > 0:05:42In a way, it was a good thing.
0:05:42 > 0:05:43How do you work that one out?
0:05:43 > 0:05:46Well, the fact that Kevin forgot for a moment
0:05:46 > 0:05:49that there was a rift between you and Daniel.
0:05:49 > 0:05:50A rift? Is that what you call it?
0:05:51 > 0:05:53Daniel's just as embarrassed.
0:05:53 > 0:05:55Things are only going to get better
0:05:55 > 0:05:58when people stop walking on eggshells.
0:05:58 > 0:05:59Anything else?
0:05:59 > 0:06:02Sorry, I didn't mean to open up old wounds.
0:06:02 > 0:06:03Who said they'd healed? Listen...
0:06:08 > 0:06:10It's for Joe. I didn't forget.
0:06:11 > 0:06:13Why don't you...
0:06:13 > 0:06:15give it to Daniel before he leaves?
0:06:22 > 0:06:28I can arrange a visit for tomorrow afternoon.
0:06:28 > 0:06:29But if it is an emergency...
0:06:29 > 0:06:31Who is it?
0:06:31 > 0:06:33Bear with me for one moment, please.
0:06:34 > 0:06:36Ms Stella Mundon.
0:06:36 > 0:06:40She locked herself in her flat, and got very upset earlier.
0:06:40 > 0:06:42Sorry for keeping you.
0:06:42 > 0:06:43But you must understand,
0:06:43 > 0:06:47if Miss Mundon does not want to see a doctor, you cannot force her.
0:06:47 > 0:06:50It's OK, I know her. Her place is on the way to my first call out.
0:06:50 > 0:06:51I'll go.
0:06:54 > 0:06:56KNOCK AT DOOR
0:06:56 > 0:06:57Come in.
0:07:00 > 0:07:02It's for Joe.
0:07:02 > 0:07:03Tambourine.
0:07:03 > 0:07:06- Oh!- Can't see it putting me in Zara's good books, but...
0:07:08 > 0:07:10Thank you. He'll love it.
0:07:10 > 0:07:11He's welcome.
0:07:31 > 0:07:32Stella?
0:07:35 > 0:07:37Stella, please, open the door.
0:07:37 > 0:07:38Hello?
0:07:40 > 0:07:42Are you the doctor?
0:07:42 > 0:07:43Dr Tyler.
0:07:43 > 0:07:46It was me who called. I didn't know what to do.
0:07:46 > 0:07:47I've been knocking for a couple of hours.
0:07:47 > 0:07:50- She won't let me in, or answer her phone.- Is she in there?
0:07:50 > 0:07:53I only live a few doors down, I'd know if she'd gone out.
0:07:53 > 0:07:55I saw her earlier - she was very upset.
0:07:55 > 0:07:56Any idea why?
0:07:56 > 0:07:58Well, we'd had a few words.
0:07:58 > 0:08:01She just blew her top, it came from nowhere.
0:08:01 > 0:08:02And you are?
0:08:02 > 0:08:04Martin.
0:08:04 > 0:08:05Her...boyfriend.
0:08:08 > 0:08:11You say you had a few words, nothing else?
0:08:11 > 0:08:14I don't hit women, if that's what you're getting at.
0:08:14 > 0:08:15Sorry.
0:08:15 > 0:08:18I've never seen her like this before. She just turned.
0:08:18 > 0:08:20And I know that...
0:08:22 > 0:08:25I know Stella had a bad spell a few years back with depression.
0:08:25 > 0:08:26She told me.
0:08:26 > 0:08:28Pills and counselling and all that.
0:08:29 > 0:08:33What if she's done something silly? I should've broken the door down.
0:08:33 > 0:08:36Stella? Stella, it's Dr Tyler. Are you in there?
0:08:36 > 0:08:37Stella?
0:08:45 > 0:08:46Stella!
0:08:48 > 0:08:51He shouldn't have called you, what was he thinking of?
0:08:51 > 0:08:54- He was thinking of you. - There's nothing wrong with me.
0:08:54 > 0:08:57Come on, Stella, it's me you're talking to.
0:08:59 > 0:09:01- Is he giving you a hard time? - Martin? No.
0:09:04 > 0:09:07You haven't been to the surgery for a while.
0:09:07 > 0:09:08Haven't needed to.
0:09:08 > 0:09:10Are you sure about that?
0:09:10 > 0:09:13Maybe a visit to your counsellor, then.
0:09:13 > 0:09:16Talk things through. It might do you some good.
0:09:16 > 0:09:18I'm just having a bad day.
0:09:19 > 0:09:22I knew it would end like this.
0:09:22 > 0:09:24What's happened?
0:09:24 > 0:09:26I've been stupid.
0:09:27 > 0:09:30Pretending it'll all be all right, but it never is, is it?
0:09:30 > 0:09:31But why, why now?
0:09:31 > 0:09:34I can't help you if I don't know what it is.
0:09:34 > 0:09:35Sex.
0:09:36 > 0:09:38It's always sex.
0:09:40 > 0:09:42- Has Martin forced..? - No!
0:09:44 > 0:09:45No.
0:09:47 > 0:09:49But it's what he'll want.
0:09:50 > 0:09:52So, you and Martin have never...?
0:09:53 > 0:09:55And that's what scares you?
0:09:57 > 0:09:59What do you think?
0:09:59 > 0:10:01Are you all right in there?
0:10:01 > 0:10:03Stella?
0:10:18 > 0:10:22Why don't you come to the surgery later and see me?
0:10:22 > 0:10:24Why? What good would it do?
0:10:24 > 0:10:27I've just got to face up or walk away.
0:10:27 > 0:10:31OK, how about I swing by later? See how you're doing?
0:10:48 > 0:10:50Oh, you are kidding me!
0:10:53 > 0:10:55KNOCK AT DOOR
0:10:55 > 0:10:57Hiya. Listen, I just wanted to say thanks.
0:10:57 > 0:11:00For the present for Joe.
0:11:00 > 0:11:01Really means a lot.
0:11:02 > 0:11:06I can't believe he's a year already. I've hardly seen him.
0:11:06 > 0:11:09Still, I keep reminding myself it could be a lot worse,
0:11:09 > 0:11:11I could've lost him completely.
0:11:11 > 0:11:15Zara's been really understanding, considering.
0:11:15 > 0:11:18Listen, I was thinking, next time I get to see him,
0:11:18 > 0:11:20- maybe the three of us could go for a walk in the park...- Excuse me.
0:11:27 > 0:11:30That's not really my concern at the moment, is it?
0:11:32 > 0:11:33OK, thanks.
0:11:34 > 0:11:36You still here?
0:11:36 > 0:11:38What does it look like?
0:11:38 > 0:11:40Someone's nicked my car.
0:11:40 > 0:11:41Oh, bad luck.
0:11:42 > 0:11:44If it wasn't for you, I'd still have it.
0:11:44 > 0:11:46It could've happened anywhere.
0:11:46 > 0:11:48I only had it valeted yesterday.
0:11:49 > 0:11:51I'm sure you'll get it back, mate.
0:11:52 > 0:11:55I've got to wait for the police to arrive.
0:11:55 > 0:11:56Expensive was it, your car?
0:11:57 > 0:11:59The police'll track it down.
0:11:59 > 0:12:01Yeah, but in what state?
0:12:01 > 0:12:04She doesn't like third gear, so I have to...
0:12:04 > 0:12:06gently double declutch.
0:12:06 > 0:12:07You'll soon have her back.
0:12:07 > 0:12:09I'll tell you what, why don't I ask around on the estate,
0:12:09 > 0:12:11see if anyone's seen anything?
0:12:11 > 0:12:13- Would you?- Leave it to me.
0:12:13 > 0:12:14Here, Tommo!
0:12:14 > 0:12:16You seen any burnt out motors?
0:12:20 > 0:12:22Mrs Shaw!
0:12:23 > 0:12:26Mrs Shaw! There are still sweet wrappers under that pew.
0:12:28 > 0:12:30I know you don't like wearing your spectacles,
0:12:30 > 0:12:32but it really would help, dear.
0:12:32 > 0:12:34DOOR OPENS
0:12:34 > 0:12:36This could be him.
0:12:36 > 0:12:37Smile now, ladies!
0:12:37 > 0:12:40Let's all welcome him with open arms.
0:12:45 > 0:12:49Didn't I say, ladies, that Mrs Tembe wouldn't let us down?
0:12:49 > 0:12:52Knowing the urgency, I came as soon as possible.
0:12:52 > 0:12:54Not a moment too soon.
0:12:54 > 0:12:57Now, let's see what we can get you started on.
0:12:57 > 0:13:00The ladies seem to have made an extra effort.
0:13:00 > 0:13:01I wonder why?
0:13:01 > 0:13:05Oh, dear, this one's a hands and knees job, I'm afraid.
0:13:05 > 0:13:07The pulpit.
0:13:07 > 0:13:10Heaven knows what Reverend Stanhope used to get up to behind there.
0:13:11 > 0:13:13It matters not.
0:13:13 > 0:13:15If it is dirty, I will clean it.
0:13:15 > 0:13:18After all, cleanliness is next to godliness.
0:13:18 > 0:13:20My sentiments exactly.
0:13:25 > 0:13:29Oh, dear. This is going to need a lot of elbow grease.
0:13:35 > 0:13:38No point you standing out there when you can be in here having a brew.
0:13:38 > 0:13:39Cheers.
0:13:41 > 0:13:44So, what do I do now?
0:13:45 > 0:13:47She doesn't even want to see me.
0:13:47 > 0:13:48What would you do?
0:13:48 > 0:13:50- What?- Stella.
0:13:50 > 0:13:52She's upset. She needs space.
0:13:52 > 0:13:54Is she ill?
0:13:54 > 0:13:55You know.
0:13:55 > 0:13:57Sorry, I can't discuss that.
0:13:57 > 0:13:59You're keeping something from me. She is ill, isn't she?
0:13:59 > 0:14:01Thanks for the tea, I'll wait outside.
0:14:01 > 0:14:04No, please, I'm sorry. I'm just worried.
0:14:07 > 0:14:10How long have you two been together?
0:14:10 > 0:14:11Two years.
0:14:13 > 0:14:14When me and my wife got divorced,
0:14:14 > 0:14:17I didn't think I'd get close to anybody ever again, but just shows.
0:14:19 > 0:14:20One look at Stella and...
0:14:20 > 0:14:23- Love at first sight, eh? - Pretty much.
0:14:25 > 0:14:26She's different.
0:14:26 > 0:14:29She's kind.
0:14:29 > 0:14:30Easy to get on with.
0:14:30 > 0:14:33That's why it was so unlike her today. It came out of nothing.
0:14:33 > 0:14:36Is everything else all right in the relationship?
0:14:36 > 0:14:37How do you mean?
0:14:37 > 0:14:40Well, you know, have you ever...
0:14:40 > 0:14:41stayed over?
0:14:41 > 0:14:43- What, her place?- Mmm.
0:14:43 > 0:14:45Oh, you mean...
0:14:45 > 0:14:46No.
0:14:46 > 0:14:48Two years.
0:14:48 > 0:14:50That's a long time to wait.
0:14:50 > 0:14:51Has she said anything?
0:14:51 > 0:14:53- No, nothing.- I knew it.
0:14:53 > 0:14:55Just because I haven't tried anything on,
0:14:55 > 0:14:57- she thinks I don't fancy her. - You're second guessing,
0:14:57 > 0:15:00- that's not what she said. - It must've crossed her mind, though.
0:15:00 > 0:15:01Not normal, is it? A man not wanting it?
0:15:01 > 0:15:05I mean, when I'm with her, there's nothing I want more than to...
0:15:05 > 0:15:09But there's a little bit of me that doesn't quite get the signal,
0:15:09 > 0:15:12- if you see what I mean. - Impotent?
0:15:13 > 0:15:14Have you talked to her about it?
0:15:14 > 0:15:16I'd be too embarrassed.
0:15:17 > 0:15:20She's a very prim and proper lady, that's why I was attracted to her.
0:15:21 > 0:15:24I couldn't talk to her about anything like that.
0:15:24 > 0:15:25If she thought I was...
0:15:25 > 0:15:28Well, she might not marry me.
0:15:28 > 0:15:31- Marry you?- Didn't I say?
0:15:31 > 0:15:32PHONE RINGS
0:15:35 > 0:15:36Yeah, speaking.
0:15:38 > 0:15:40That's fantastic.
0:15:41 > 0:15:46Car's in the station compound. OK, I'll be straight round.
0:15:46 > 0:15:47No damage.
0:15:47 > 0:15:50Lucky. Why don't I take you to the station?
0:15:50 > 0:15:52- Oh, thanks, that'd be great. - It's the least I can do.
0:15:57 > 0:15:59Stella's.
0:15:59 > 0:16:00Safety first.
0:16:11 > 0:16:12Everything OK?
0:16:14 > 0:16:16"Sorry I reacted the way I did.
0:16:16 > 0:16:18"I know what I said must have hurt you.
0:16:18 > 0:16:20"You're a lovely man and I love you,
0:16:20 > 0:16:22"but I don't want to see you again."
0:16:22 > 0:16:24It doesn't make sense.
0:16:25 > 0:16:28"Things between us can never be the same again.
0:16:28 > 0:16:31"I don't want you thinking badly of me."
0:16:31 > 0:16:34What does she mean by that? I'd never do that, never.
0:16:34 > 0:16:36I'd forgive her anything.
0:16:36 > 0:16:39"I've decided to look for somewhere else to live.
0:16:39 > 0:16:43"I'll miss you with all my heart, but this is for the best."
0:16:43 > 0:16:45Would you see her?
0:16:45 > 0:16:49Tell her... Tell her we can forget about today, just wipe it out.
0:16:49 > 0:16:52Just go on as we were? Please, I don't want to lose her.
0:16:54 > 0:16:58Mrs Tembe? Mrs Tembe?
0:16:59 > 0:17:00Oh!
0:17:02 > 0:17:06Oh, that is just what I needed. Thank you.
0:17:07 > 0:17:10I've just looked inside the pulpit, it's gleaming.
0:17:10 > 0:17:13Thank you so much. I don't know what we'd have done without you.
0:17:16 > 0:17:19Have I done something to upset Mrs Shaw?
0:17:21 > 0:17:22I don't think so, why?
0:17:24 > 0:17:25It is nothing.
0:17:25 > 0:17:28She wouldn't have heard if you had, she's as deaf as a post.
0:17:28 > 0:17:30Aaaah!
0:17:30 > 0:17:31Rats!
0:17:31 > 0:17:34Leave it to me.
0:17:36 > 0:17:39It is probably more frightened of you than you are of it.
0:17:55 > 0:17:57CLATTERING AND BANGING
0:18:01 > 0:18:03SQUEAKING
0:18:03 > 0:18:08There is nothing to be afraid of. It is just a little field mouse.
0:18:10 > 0:18:12You truly are a Godsend.
0:18:18 > 0:18:21You don't have to put me on suicide watch.
0:18:22 > 0:18:24I'm all right, really, I am.
0:18:24 > 0:18:26I had to hang around.
0:18:26 > 0:18:29My car got stolen from outside. Thankfully, the police found it.
0:18:29 > 0:18:31Oh, right.
0:18:31 > 0:18:32Keeping busy?
0:18:32 > 0:18:34Customer's curtains.
0:18:34 > 0:18:36I've been talking to Martin.
0:18:36 > 0:18:38He showed me the note.
0:18:39 > 0:18:41A clean break.
0:18:45 > 0:18:46Is that what you really want?
0:18:46 > 0:18:50What I want doesn't come into it. It's how it has to be.
0:18:50 > 0:18:53How can you know that without talking to him?
0:18:53 > 0:18:55What Martin and I have...
0:18:55 > 0:18:57..had...
0:18:57 > 0:18:59was special.
0:19:01 > 0:19:05I've never been as close to anyone as I am with him.
0:19:05 > 0:19:08But he'll end up hating me,
0:19:08 > 0:19:11and I couldn't live through that, not again.
0:19:11 > 0:19:13He told me he asked you to marry him.
0:19:13 > 0:19:15And that was that.
0:19:16 > 0:19:18You've been seeing each other for two years,
0:19:18 > 0:19:21and in all that time, he's never tried it on.
0:19:22 > 0:19:24Think about it, Stella.
0:19:24 > 0:19:27It might not just be you who's got a problem with it.
0:19:30 > 0:19:32Yeah, but it's not about...
0:19:32 > 0:19:35Not just about sex, is it? I can't marry him.
0:19:36 > 0:19:39I really think honesty is the best policy.
0:19:41 > 0:19:44Otherwise, you're always going to be wondering
0:19:44 > 0:19:46about what could have been.
0:19:46 > 0:19:50I know it won't be easy, but I reckon he'll be supportive.
0:19:51 > 0:19:54What if it's all too much for him?
0:19:54 > 0:19:59He told me he'd never think badly of you, and I believe him.
0:20:01 > 0:20:03I think he might surprise you.
0:20:13 > 0:20:14Shouldn't you be on your way?
0:20:14 > 0:20:17I've got a few hours yet.
0:20:17 > 0:20:19- Jimmi remembered. - Very thoughtful of him.
0:20:19 > 0:20:21Yeah. And a good sign, too, don't you think?
0:20:21 > 0:20:23That he went to the trouble?
0:20:23 > 0:20:26- Be careful with Jimmi. - How do you mean?
0:20:26 > 0:20:29Well, his marriage is over.
0:20:29 > 0:20:33It can't be easy for him seeing you building bridges with Zara.
0:20:39 > 0:20:41Well?
0:20:41 > 0:20:44She wants to see you. I'll catch a cab.
0:20:44 > 0:20:46Thanks, Doc, I'll remember this.
0:20:46 > 0:20:48Martin?
0:20:48 > 0:20:49Good luck.
0:20:58 > 0:21:00Thanks for coming over.
0:21:00 > 0:21:02Are we all right again?
0:21:04 > 0:21:06There's a few things we've got to talk about.
0:21:06 > 0:21:10I understand why you have misgivings about getting married.
0:21:10 > 0:21:13We were both hurt the first time around,
0:21:13 > 0:21:15but it won't happen, not this time, not with us.
0:21:15 > 0:21:17I've...
0:21:17 > 0:21:19got to tell you something.
0:21:19 > 0:21:20You're still married?
0:21:20 > 0:21:22No.
0:21:22 > 0:21:24I knew that doctor was keeping something from me, I knew it.
0:21:24 > 0:21:26- Martin...- Listen, I'm not going to walk away...
0:21:26 > 0:21:28- Martin, listen to me... - I'll look after you...
0:21:28 > 0:21:30I was born a man!
0:21:32 > 0:21:34I wasn't married to John, I was married to Joan.
0:21:36 > 0:21:39I came out, as it were, five years ago.
0:21:40 > 0:21:42I left it far too late.
0:21:42 > 0:21:44But it took so long to feel strong enough.
0:21:44 > 0:21:46Oh, I'm not telling this very well.
0:21:46 > 0:21:48- What's your real name? - What does that matter?
0:21:48 > 0:21:49Your real name.
0:21:49 > 0:21:52That man doesn't exist any more. I have nothing to do with him.
0:21:52 > 0:21:55You talk about him as if he was another person.
0:21:55 > 0:21:56I'm Stella.
0:21:58 > 0:21:59Look at me.
0:22:00 > 0:22:02You've cuddled me.
0:22:02 > 0:22:05You've kissed me, you've held me.
0:22:05 > 0:22:07I'm a woman.
0:22:07 > 0:22:09And what about...
0:22:13 > 0:22:16I've not had the operation, if that's what you're asking.
0:22:16 > 0:22:17Though I do take hormones...
0:22:17 > 0:22:19No, I don't want to know.
0:22:22 > 0:22:23You've been lying to me all this time.
0:22:23 > 0:22:25I don't lie.
0:22:25 > 0:22:28I just didn't tell you who I once was.
0:22:31 > 0:22:33After leaving Joan,
0:22:33 > 0:22:38a relationship of any kind was the last thing on my mind...
0:22:40 > 0:22:41..and then you came along.
0:22:45 > 0:22:48Now do you see why I can't marry you?
0:22:52 > 0:22:56I moved here to get away from all those people who called me a freak...
0:22:57 > 0:22:59..including my parents.
0:23:01 > 0:23:03Martin, tell me I'm not a freak.
0:23:03 > 0:23:05Martin?
0:23:10 > 0:23:13Hey, fancy a drink tonight?
0:23:13 > 0:23:14No. I'm washing my hair.
0:23:14 > 0:23:16Come on, mate. There's this really nice girl I know.
0:23:16 > 0:23:18You trying to set me up?
0:23:18 > 0:23:21You'd be a perfect match. She's a really nice girl, works at the gym.
0:23:21 > 0:23:23Fit and bouncy.
0:23:23 > 0:23:25I think she'd be more Daniel's type.
0:23:26 > 0:23:28'Nothing need change.'
0:23:28 > 0:23:32If you're worried what people will think, I won't tell anyone.
0:23:32 > 0:23:33- No-one will ever know. - I will!
0:23:33 > 0:23:35If we love each other, what does it matter?
0:23:35 > 0:23:38It matters to me!
0:23:38 > 0:23:41You've taken me for a fool, Stella. How could you?
0:23:41 > 0:23:43Or whoever you are.
0:23:43 > 0:23:45I knew you'd react like this, that's why I didn't tell you.
0:23:45 > 0:23:47And when was I supposed to find out?
0:23:47 > 0:23:49When we finally go to bed together
0:23:49 > 0:23:51and I grab hold of something that shouldn't be there?
0:23:51 > 0:23:55I know this has been a shock, you need time, but I love you,
0:23:55 > 0:23:59and I know you can't just stop loving me.
0:23:59 > 0:24:01We can carry on the way we were.
0:24:01 > 0:24:03Two blokes, cuddling on a sofa?
0:24:03 > 0:24:05Don't, Martin, please, don't.
0:24:05 > 0:24:07I've kissed you!
0:24:07 > 0:24:08Martin!
0:24:08 > 0:24:10Oh!
0:24:32 > 0:24:35ENGINE REVS
0:24:40 > 0:24:43MUSIC: "Girls And Boys" by Blur
0:24:49 > 0:24:51'This is Kevin Tyler, you know what to do.'
0:24:53 > 0:24:55Dr Tyler, it's Stella.
0:24:57 > 0:24:58I'm sorry...
0:24:58 > 0:25:01I'm sorry to bother you. I, um...
0:25:02 > 0:25:05I wanted you to know I told Martin the truth.
0:25:06 > 0:25:08He didn't...
0:25:08 > 0:25:09We couldn't...
0:25:13 > 0:25:14It was too much for him.
0:25:16 > 0:25:18But you were right, I had to be honest.
0:25:19 > 0:25:21You said he'd forgive me anything.
0:25:23 > 0:25:26But he was talking about forgiving Stella.
0:25:28 > 0:25:30Not me.
0:25:56 > 0:25:59I realise how difficult it must be for you to work with me.
0:26:01 > 0:26:03Maybe I shouldn't have come back.
0:26:07 > 0:26:11I betrayed you. There's nothing I can say or do to change that.
0:26:11 > 0:26:14I can reel off a list of excuses as to why,
0:26:14 > 0:26:16but the truth is, I was so wrapped up in myself
0:26:16 > 0:26:19that I didn't give anyone else a second thought.
0:26:22 > 0:26:23I miss having you as a friend.
0:26:23 > 0:26:25Really?
0:26:26 > 0:26:29I know how much I owe you, OK? When I hit rock bottom,
0:26:29 > 0:26:32you arranged for me to see Oliver.
0:26:32 > 0:26:35And then you stood by me, too.
0:26:35 > 0:26:36If I hadn't had that help,
0:26:36 > 0:26:38there's no way Zara would be letting me see Joe now,
0:26:38 > 0:26:40and that's down to you.
0:26:40 > 0:26:42I can never thank you enough, Jim.
0:26:42 > 0:26:43Is that everything?
0:26:45 > 0:26:46Yeah.
0:26:46 > 0:26:48OK, good, cos I've got to get on.
0:27:03 > 0:27:06# Ay-ay-ay! #
0:27:06 > 0:27:09Which one of you clowns has sent me a valentine card?
0:27:09 > 0:27:11Only losers send valentines.
0:27:11 > 0:27:14Cruel prankster, you are an inveterate liar.
0:27:14 > 0:27:16I found this on the doorstep outside.
0:27:16 > 0:27:18Wonder who it's from, eh?
0:27:18 > 0:27:21Did you put him up to sending me this smutty valentine?
0:27:21 > 0:27:26# Let your superior posterior rock my roll! #
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