0:00:33 > 0:00:35WOMAN COUGHS
0:00:39 > 0:00:40Laura?
0:00:42 > 0:00:44I only want to make you better.
0:00:44 > 0:00:45Oh, sweetheart.
0:00:45 > 0:00:49Well, in that case, you have to examine me and make a diagnosis.
0:00:49 > 0:00:52What's a diagnosis?
0:00:52 > 0:00:55Well, that's when the doctor tells you what's wrong with you.
0:00:55 > 0:00:59And when you've made your diagnosis, you have to write it down.
0:00:59 > 0:01:01- I'll get some paper.- Okey-doke.
0:01:02 > 0:01:06Are you sure you'll be all right? I'll literally be a couple of hours.
0:01:06 > 0:01:08Yes, I'm going to be fine. You go.
0:01:08 > 0:01:11So, is this a permanent position?
0:01:11 > 0:01:13Agency. Cover work's all there is.
0:01:13 > 0:01:17State sector's not hiring and private's private.
0:01:17 > 0:01:20Well, it's a good thing you're trying to get a job up here.
0:01:20 > 0:01:22And things are better with Sally.
0:01:22 > 0:01:25Just being close to Chloe is all that matters, you know.
0:01:25 > 0:01:27Yeah, I'm happy for you, love.
0:01:27 > 0:01:28Yeah.
0:01:28 > 0:01:31Are you sure you're going to be OK, Mum?
0:01:31 > 0:01:33I should be looking after you really.
0:01:33 > 0:01:37Patrick, I'm going to be fine. Will you please just go to your interview. Go on!
0:01:37 > 0:01:40It's a massive help though with Sally working late,
0:01:40 > 0:01:41- I should be looking after Chloe... - Go!
0:01:41 > 0:01:44- Good luck. - I've got my diagnosis paper!
0:01:44 > 0:01:47Ooh! Excellent. In that case we'd better get started.
0:01:47 > 0:01:51- Now, you are going to be a good girl for Nardie, aren't you? - I'm always good girl.
0:01:51 > 0:01:52Oh, yeah.
0:01:53 > 0:01:57I have been with the congregation nearly a year now.
0:01:57 > 0:01:59Oh, we miss you at our church.
0:01:59 > 0:02:03Oh. Do not get me wrong, I welcome the company of the parishioners,
0:02:03 > 0:02:05especially yours,
0:02:05 > 0:02:07but I was still searching.
0:02:07 > 0:02:08Not for faith?
0:02:08 > 0:02:12Leadership. I felt I needed guidance.
0:02:12 > 0:02:13And have you found that?
0:02:13 > 0:02:19Oh! The pastor is young but wise and strong in spirit.
0:02:19 > 0:02:21LAURA COUGHS
0:02:25 > 0:02:28I can see that it has made you happy.
0:02:28 > 0:02:31I haven't been so happy in such a long while.
0:02:31 > 0:02:34I am helping with the church lunch, today.
0:02:34 > 0:02:36People come before the afternoon service.
0:02:36 > 0:02:39"O taste and see that the Lord is good."
0:02:39 > 0:02:44"And blessed is the man that trusteth in him."
0:02:44 > 0:02:47I have always been impressed with your knowledge of the Psalms.
0:02:47 > 0:02:52It's so nice to bump into you. You are looking so well.
0:03:01 > 0:03:04When was the last time that we had a day off together?
0:03:04 > 0:03:07- HE MUMBLES - Don't know. We had some time.
0:03:08 > 0:03:11A day off with nothing to do.
0:03:13 > 0:03:15Just enjoy each other's company.
0:03:16 > 0:03:19Doing whatever we want...
0:03:20 > 0:03:22..for however long that we want.
0:03:33 > 0:03:35Gosh, so you're the boss?
0:03:37 > 0:03:41Yes, in Julia's absence, Heston and I shall be running things together.
0:03:41 > 0:03:44You know she'll be watching the CCTV on her laptop, don't you?
0:03:44 > 0:03:48She can't do that. Can she?
0:03:50 > 0:03:51I'm just checking.
0:04:07 > 0:04:11Nardie, I think I'm going to have to put a bandage on your head.
0:04:11 > 0:04:13Oh, I think my head's all right, thank you, darling.
0:04:13 > 0:04:16- But that's my diagnosis.- Oh.
0:04:18 > 0:04:19Oh, is it? Right.
0:04:19 > 0:04:24Well, in that case, do you know where Mummy keeps her first aid kit?
0:04:24 > 0:04:26In the kitchen.
0:04:26 > 0:04:27OK.
0:04:31 > 0:04:33- CHLOE SCREAMS - < Nardie!
0:04:33 > 0:04:35- Chloe!? - Nardie!
0:04:35 > 0:04:36Chloe.
0:04:36 > 0:04:37Nardie!
0:04:37 > 0:04:39Chloe! Chloe.
0:04:39 > 0:04:41CHLOE SOBS
0:04:41 > 0:04:43Oh, sweetheart. Oh, my darling girl!
0:04:43 > 0:04:46All right. Come on, over to the sink. There's a good girl.
0:04:46 > 0:04:50There we are. Oh! Come on, I want you to put that under there.
0:04:50 > 0:04:53- CHLOE CRIES - Just leave that there for a minute.
0:04:53 > 0:04:55How did you do that?
0:04:55 > 0:04:56That.
0:04:56 > 0:04:58What? Oh, for heaven's sake!
0:04:58 > 0:05:00It's not Mummy's fault!
0:05:00 > 0:05:03No. Oh, no. I didn't mean it was Mummy's fault, sweetheart.
0:05:03 > 0:05:07No... Come here, come here.
0:05:07 > 0:05:11Just going to wrap that round, that's going to be sore.
0:05:11 > 0:05:13- Sorry, I know... - CHLOE SOBS
0:05:13 > 0:05:14..I know.
0:05:14 > 0:05:16There we are. Good girl.
0:05:16 > 0:05:19Hold that at the bottom tight for me. All right?
0:05:19 > 0:05:20Oh, you're so brave.
0:05:20 > 0:05:24Come on, we're going to take that poor little finger to the hospital and get it looked at, OK?
0:05:24 > 0:05:26Ah.
0:05:26 > 0:05:28KNOCK AT DOOR
0:05:29 > 0:05:31I need to talk to you about a friend...
0:05:31 > 0:05:33Social advice?
0:05:33 > 0:05:36..who is also a patient.
0:05:36 > 0:05:40- If it's a medical problem... - It is Laura Masakela.
0:05:40 > 0:05:41Have you seen her recently?
0:05:41 > 0:05:45I saw her this morning. She's not looking very well.
0:05:45 > 0:05:48She has not been in for an appointment for nearly a year
0:05:48 > 0:05:52- and for such a seriousness illness... - Have you been checking her records?
0:05:52 > 0:05:55- I just wanted to see... - It's not for personal use, you know that.
0:05:55 > 0:05:59You know that I would not disclose patient information with anyone.
0:05:59 > 0:06:01But she has HIV.
0:06:02 > 0:06:06And I have seen people where HIV has become...
0:06:08 > 0:06:10..full blown.
0:06:11 > 0:06:13She needs our help.
0:06:13 > 0:06:15We've been writing to her, she hasn't replied.
0:06:15 > 0:06:18If only we could convince her.
0:06:18 > 0:06:20We can't force her to come in.
0:06:20 > 0:06:22But, if you do happen to see her again,
0:06:22 > 0:06:25it might be a good idea to suggest that she does.
0:06:35 > 0:06:40- Nardie?- Mm?- My finger really hurts.
0:06:40 > 0:06:42Oh, sweetheart. I know, I'm so sorry.
0:06:42 > 0:06:46She said half an hour, didn't she? That was an hour ago!
0:06:48 > 0:06:49The triage system is backed up.
0:06:49 > 0:06:53Triage?
0:06:53 > 0:06:57That's when they decide who is hurt the most so they can go first.
0:06:57 > 0:07:02Huh, triage! Inefficiency more like, plain and simple.
0:07:02 > 0:07:04Can't they do anything about it?
0:07:04 > 0:07:07Well, somebody should, sweetheart, yes.
0:07:09 > 0:07:11RADIO PLAYS
0:07:15 > 0:07:16Anything interesting?
0:07:17 > 0:07:18Sorry, what?
0:07:18 > 0:07:20Anything interesting in the paper?
0:07:20 > 0:07:22Nah.
0:07:22 > 0:07:25Well, then, there's no need to keep reading it then?
0:07:25 > 0:07:27Just relaxing.
0:07:27 > 0:07:29By reading about non-events?
0:07:30 > 0:07:33Normally, I'd be stitching a drunk shoplifter
0:07:33 > 0:07:35or looking after Daniel's patients.
0:07:35 > 0:07:40But here I am, with the showbiz news and my cup of tea.
0:07:42 > 0:07:44We've wasted a whole morning.
0:07:45 > 0:07:46We're off work.
0:07:46 > 0:07:49Doesn't mean we can't do something constructive.
0:07:49 > 0:07:54- Like what, build the QE2 out of matchsticks? - I don't know! Something practical.
0:07:55 > 0:07:58SHE CLATTERS CUTLERY
0:08:02 > 0:08:05HE RUSTLES NEWSPAPER
0:08:39 > 0:08:45" 'I will restore health unto thee and heal thee of thy wounds.'
0:08:45 > 0:08:47"So sayeth the Lord."
0:08:47 > 0:08:50Yes, I accept that you're restructuring,
0:08:50 > 0:08:52but the system should be in place
0:08:52 > 0:08:54to ensure that patients are seen promptly.
0:08:54 > 0:08:59It isn't rocket science, is it? It's simply down to good management.
0:08:59 > 0:09:01- Nardie's telling them off. - SHE GIGGLES
0:09:02 > 0:09:06I... I see you have a healing mission?
0:09:07 > 0:09:09Isn't every church a healing one?
0:09:09 > 0:09:11Well, we pray for our sick.
0:09:11 > 0:09:14We believe that prayer is the major part of healing.
0:09:14 > 0:09:19That's certainly been my experience, here and in other countries.
0:09:19 > 0:09:21You have ministered abroad?
0:09:21 > 0:09:23I was with a church in Atlanta.
0:09:23 > 0:09:25Before that, I spent some time in Nigeria.
0:09:25 > 0:09:29The friend who told me about your church is from Ghana.
0:09:29 > 0:09:30Who's that?
0:09:30 > 0:09:32Laura. Laura Masakela.
0:09:32 > 0:09:35Laura is a valued member of our congregation.
0:09:35 > 0:09:37As she was with us.
0:09:37 > 0:09:40Were you particular friends with Laura?
0:09:40 > 0:09:44I have not seen her in a while. Not until this morning.
0:09:44 > 0:09:47In truth, I came because I was a little concerned about her.
0:09:47 > 0:09:49Concerned in what way?
0:09:49 > 0:09:52When I saw her this morning, I thought...
0:09:52 > 0:09:53Laura.
0:09:53 > 0:09:56There's a friend to see you.
0:09:58 > 0:09:59Hello again.
0:09:59 > 0:10:02TV BLARES
0:10:04 > 0:10:05What you doing?
0:10:05 > 0:10:07There's a film about to start.
0:10:07 > 0:10:09Is it important?
0:10:09 > 0:10:12It's Tiger Bay. It's like Citizen Kane for Welsh people.
0:10:12 > 0:10:14Well, can you tape it? I could do with a hand.
0:10:14 > 0:10:16It's only on for an hour and a half.
0:10:16 > 0:10:19I've spent the last two hours cleaning and scrubbing for your benefit,
0:10:19 > 0:10:21cos you like the place spotless!
0:10:22 > 0:10:24All right.
0:10:24 > 0:10:27OK, so... First, we've got...
0:10:27 > 0:10:29- You've got a list?- Yeah.
0:10:29 > 0:10:32- You've got a list of things you want me to do?- It's not much.
0:10:32 > 0:10:35There's a skirting board in the bedroom, then there's the garden.
0:10:35 > 0:10:37Aw, garden. (No...)
0:10:37 > 0:10:40Well, there is an alternative.
0:10:40 > 0:10:41What's that?
0:10:41 > 0:10:46We could have a nice, romantic day out. Completely spontaneous.
0:10:47 > 0:10:50A nice long walk in the countryside,
0:10:50 > 0:10:53pop into the pub for a spot of lunch.
0:10:53 > 0:10:55Cream tea.
0:10:55 > 0:11:01Then, we can finish the day, dinner at the new Italian.
0:11:03 > 0:11:05Give me the list.
0:11:08 > 0:11:11What do you want me to do first, skirting board or garden?
0:11:11 > 0:11:13Garden. Please.
0:11:22 > 0:11:24Why are you concerned about me?
0:11:24 > 0:11:27It's just this morning, when...
0:11:28 > 0:11:32I'm sorry, if you do not mind, I would like to speak to Laura alone.
0:11:32 > 0:11:34There is nothing I cannot discuss in front of Helen.
0:11:34 > 0:11:37It is a personal matter.
0:11:37 > 0:11:40There is nothing about me that Helen doesn't already know.
0:11:40 > 0:11:45We have not seen you at the surgery in nearly a year.
0:11:45 > 0:11:47I thought you knew Laura from your church?
0:11:47 > 0:11:51I do. I am also the receptionist at her health centre.
0:11:52 > 0:11:53Have they sent you to see Laura?
0:11:53 > 0:11:56No. No, I have come of my own accord.
0:11:56 > 0:11:58But with what information?
0:11:58 > 0:12:00I just...
0:12:01 > 0:12:04Honestly, three hours for two stitches.
0:12:04 > 0:12:08They can't blame that on cuts. Ooh, put your coat on, sweetheart.
0:12:08 > 0:12:10Isn't that what stitches are for?
0:12:10 > 0:12:12Not those kind of cuts.
0:12:12 > 0:12:16No, it means they haven't got enough money to pay the people they need,
0:12:16 > 0:12:20so they are going to pay one person to do two jobs.
0:12:20 > 0:12:23It's called a primary care liaison officer.
0:12:24 > 0:12:25Sounds important.
0:12:25 > 0:12:28Sounds like one person doing two jobs to me.
0:12:28 > 0:12:30Anyway, they haven't found anybody,
0:12:30 > 0:12:33which is why we've been waiting here all morning.
0:12:33 > 0:12:35Why haven't they found anybody?
0:12:35 > 0:12:39Not that simple, you see, sweetheart cos they've got to find someone
0:12:39 > 0:12:42who's good with doctors, good with nurses and money
0:12:42 > 0:12:45and all those awkward people who run health authorities.
0:12:46 > 0:12:49Isn't that what you do?
0:12:51 > 0:12:55So you've taken knowledge of Laura's condition from her records?
0:12:55 > 0:12:56I did consult.
0:12:56 > 0:13:00- That's a breach of confidentiality. - I did not disclose the information...
0:13:00 > 0:13:01It still isn't right.
0:13:01 > 0:13:04I did not think you were looking well.
0:13:04 > 0:13:07But you didn't know Laura's HIV status, before you looked.
0:13:07 > 0:13:09From my experience...
0:13:09 > 0:13:13Experience as a doctor, or as a doctor's receptionist?
0:13:13 > 0:13:14Experience of people...
0:13:14 > 0:13:18I do have HIV. But it does not have me.
0:13:18 > 0:13:21I am full in life and in spirit.
0:13:21 > 0:13:25You have not seen the doctor in nearly a year.
0:13:25 > 0:13:28I do not need a doctor, when I have the Lord.
0:13:28 > 0:13:30But Laura, your medication.
0:13:30 > 0:13:32Laura's healing comes from faith.
0:13:33 > 0:13:36Her balm and medicine is prayer.
0:13:39 > 0:13:44# Think of me in the depths of your despair
0:13:44 > 0:13:46# Making a home down there
0:13:46 > 0:13:49# As mine sure won't be shared
0:13:49 > 0:13:52# The scars of your love... #
0:13:52 > 0:13:54How can you say that prayer is not enough?
0:13:54 > 0:13:57- But in these circumstances. - What circumstances?
0:13:57 > 0:14:00With such a serious illness!
0:14:00 > 0:14:03There is not a sickness that God cannot cure.
0:14:03 > 0:14:07My dear, as yet there is no cure for your illness.
0:14:07 > 0:14:10But medicines have come so far.
0:14:10 > 0:14:14If you deny that God can heal, then you cannot truly believe.
0:14:14 > 0:14:17There is no question in my belief.
0:14:17 > 0:14:19Laura needs medication.
0:14:19 > 0:14:22I took that medication for years.
0:14:22 > 0:14:27But when I stopped, when the voice of faith told me to stop,
0:14:27 > 0:14:29I never felt so well.
0:14:29 > 0:14:33But what if it is NOT the voice of faith?
0:14:33 > 0:14:36- What if it is the voice of...? - I think you should leave.
0:14:36 > 0:14:39- But she needs...- You have brought Laura a message of doubt.
0:14:39 > 0:14:41She has been tested by the Lord.
0:14:41 > 0:14:45And her response in faith is an example to us all.
0:14:55 > 0:14:57Nardie?
0:14:57 > 0:14:59Yes, sweetie?
0:14:59 > 0:15:02I've finished my soup.
0:15:02 > 0:15:04Er... Right, OK.
0:15:04 > 0:15:06Yoghurt or banana?
0:15:06 > 0:15:09Can I have both, please?
0:15:10 > 0:15:13Well, as I'm not here that often, I...
0:15:20 > 0:15:23We've received a complaint.
0:15:23 > 0:15:25Is it from the church?
0:15:25 > 0:15:26Laura Masakela.
0:15:26 > 0:15:29But you told me next time I saw her, I should tell her to come in.
0:15:29 > 0:15:31I suggested that.
0:15:31 > 0:15:34I did not instruct you to go and find her immediately.
0:15:34 > 0:15:35I was concerned.
0:15:35 > 0:15:39That may be, but it was hardly done with discretion.
0:15:39 > 0:15:43You especially should not have told her that you knew about her HIV status from the records.
0:15:43 > 0:15:48- I said I did not disclose it to anyone.- It still looks like you're being free with patient information.
0:15:48 > 0:15:50You know that is far from the case.
0:15:52 > 0:15:54So, is Laura coming in to see you?
0:15:54 > 0:15:56No. I wasn't speaking to her directly.
0:15:56 > 0:15:59Then who were you speaking to?
0:15:59 > 0:16:00Helen Johnson, the pastor.
0:16:00 > 0:16:04And did she tell you she has asked Laura to stop taking her medication?
0:16:04 > 0:16:06What?
0:16:06 > 0:16:07She has convinced her that...
0:16:10 > 0:16:13That HIV can be treated with prayer alone.
0:16:13 > 0:16:16Oh, please tell me you are joking?
0:16:16 > 0:16:19You know I would not joke about such things.
0:16:19 > 0:16:22- We have to take action.- We can't.
0:16:22 > 0:16:26But her health... Her life is at risk.
0:16:26 > 0:16:28If she's chosen to stop retrovirals, that's her decision.
0:16:28 > 0:16:33She says it is a voice of faith, but it's the voice of the pastor's!
0:16:33 > 0:16:35We can't say that, let alone prove it.
0:16:35 > 0:16:38So what are we supposed to do, just stand by and do nothing?
0:16:38 > 0:16:39Morally, maybe not.
0:16:39 > 0:16:42But we subscribe to a standard of ethics.
0:16:42 > 0:16:47And do they say we should just watch somebody die?
0:16:47 > 0:16:50They say that the final decision rests with the patient.
0:16:50 > 0:16:52And we have to respect that.
0:17:08 > 0:17:09Looking for some peace?
0:17:09 > 0:17:12Oh, that would be welcome.
0:17:18 > 0:17:22What would you do, if you knew someone was terribly ill
0:17:22 > 0:17:24and that you could do something to help them?
0:17:24 > 0:17:27I seem to remember that's why I became a doctor.
0:17:27 > 0:17:29What if you are not a doctor?
0:17:29 > 0:17:32I would hope I could do something.
0:17:32 > 0:17:34Someone you know?
0:17:38 > 0:17:39They have HIV.
0:17:41 > 0:17:43Are they receiving treatment?
0:17:43 > 0:17:47They have been persuaded not to take their medication.
0:17:47 > 0:17:48By whom?
0:17:48 > 0:17:52By someone who has convinced them they can be made better with prayer.
0:17:53 > 0:17:55Prayer can help.
0:17:55 > 0:17:57I know it can help.
0:17:57 > 0:18:00But it can't cure. Not on its own.
0:18:00 > 0:18:04I wish I could say with conviction that I think you are wrong.
0:18:06 > 0:18:10Perhaps you need absolute faith for that to be true.
0:18:11 > 0:18:15Perhaps my friend has a truer faith than mine.
0:18:15 > 0:18:18Wasn't St Luke a doctor?
0:18:18 > 0:18:20So they say.
0:18:21 > 0:18:24Was prayer all he had to prescribe?
0:18:26 > 0:18:28I went on a retreat once.
0:18:28 > 0:18:32It was a mixture of faiths, but there was a retired vicar.
0:18:33 > 0:18:37You know how some people exude spirituality, he exuded humanity.
0:18:37 > 0:18:42He told us what he said was a modern parable.
0:18:42 > 0:18:44A climber, who was deeply religious
0:18:44 > 0:18:47broke his leg on the top of a mountain.
0:18:47 > 0:18:51A helicopter came and he waved it away saying,
0:18:51 > 0:18:53"Don't worry, God will help me."
0:18:53 > 0:18:56A few hours later, another helicopter came.
0:18:56 > 0:19:00Again, he waved it away, "Don't worry, God will help me."
0:19:00 > 0:19:02A third helicopter came.
0:19:02 > 0:19:04Again, he waved it away, "God will help me."
0:19:06 > 0:19:08And he died.
0:19:08 > 0:19:12So, he found himself in heaven standing before God...
0:19:12 > 0:19:16And he said, "God, why didn't you help me?"
0:19:18 > 0:19:23And God said, "What do you mean? I sent you three helicopters."
0:19:28 > 0:19:32I have asked if I can give you a testament of my faith.
0:19:33 > 0:19:38That story was given to me by someone who might not share our...
0:19:39 > 0:19:42Well, MY beliefs,
0:19:42 > 0:19:46but someone who is good and kind.
0:19:46 > 0:19:48A colleague and a friend.
0:19:49 > 0:19:51And also a doctor.
0:19:52 > 0:19:53So...
0:19:55 > 0:20:00I would like to talk about my belief in a healing God.
0:20:00 > 0:20:03A God, for whom in sickness, we appeal in prayer.
0:20:04 > 0:20:08But who also works through his appointed healers.
0:20:08 > 0:20:10His nurses and his doctors.
0:20:10 > 0:20:14God heals and the physician takes the thanks.
0:20:15 > 0:20:19And so often, there is no thanks.
0:20:19 > 0:20:22But you don't deny that it is God who heals?
0:20:22 > 0:20:23No.
0:20:23 > 0:20:27But, unlike the climber on the mountain top,
0:20:27 > 0:20:31I also recognise that his healing comes in human form.
0:20:31 > 0:20:35I see it every day in my colleagues.
0:20:35 > 0:20:39Yes, they have their frailties, as we all do,
0:20:39 > 0:20:45but I see the care they give and the love they give.
0:20:46 > 0:20:50I see their knowledge, skill and compassion.
0:20:51 > 0:20:57And in their compassion and their care, I see my God.
0:20:57 > 0:21:01But you deny that God can heal through prayer?
0:21:01 > 0:21:06Pray still. But also look to his healers.
0:21:06 > 0:21:10And I would urge you most strongly to ignore those
0:21:10 > 0:21:12who would counsel you otherwise.
0:21:14 > 0:21:17Right, I've fixed the skirting board in the bedroom,
0:21:17 > 0:21:20fixed the light under the stairs, trimmed the bush,
0:21:20 > 0:21:22glued back the beading and fixed the banister
0:21:22 > 0:21:24and I put a washer in the tap over there.
0:21:24 > 0:21:26Thank you.
0:21:26 > 0:21:28Now we can really relax.
0:21:28 > 0:21:30I want to get a wash first.
0:21:30 > 0:21:33Oh, I've put out three flannels, a new shower gel.
0:21:33 > 0:21:36I've ironed your pyjamas and your slippers are by the bed.
0:21:38 > 0:21:40Relax, I'm joking!
0:21:40 > 0:21:42THEY MOCK LAUGH
0:21:47 > 0:21:49I did not think I had any choice.
0:21:49 > 0:21:51I asked you not to take any action.
0:21:51 > 0:21:53My conscience would not allow me to do otherwise.
0:21:53 > 0:21:55Did you think about the ramifications?
0:21:55 > 0:21:59I thought about how I would feel when I heard about that woman's death!
0:21:59 > 0:22:02If you were in a pub and you saw a drunk man take out his car keys,
0:22:02 > 0:22:03what would you do?
0:22:03 > 0:22:05It's not the same.
0:22:05 > 0:22:09And you heard that same man had caused a fatal car accident?
0:22:09 > 0:22:12- It's not the same. - Could you live with your conscience?
0:22:12 > 0:22:15That's a private matter. Not one that'd bring the surgery into disrepute.
0:22:15 > 0:22:17You think that's what I have done?
0:22:17 > 0:22:19I know you THINK you were acting for the best.
0:22:19 > 0:22:22I was acting because the pastor told Laura to stop her medication.
0:22:22 > 0:22:24She did not tell me.
0:22:24 > 0:22:27It was my decision and she followed my example.
0:22:28 > 0:22:29Your example?
0:22:29 > 0:22:32We share the same illness.
0:22:36 > 0:22:38Do you really have to go now, Patrick?
0:22:38 > 0:22:41Want to get going before the traffic gets too heavy.
0:22:41 > 0:22:44Stay for dinner. Traffic's always lighter after seven.
0:22:45 > 0:22:49- All right, what's for dinner? - Daddy likes Chinese.
0:22:49 > 0:22:50He does?
0:22:50 > 0:22:52A test of faith?
0:22:52 > 0:22:55Mm-hm. You are not a believer?
0:22:55 > 0:22:59- It's not a question of belief. - It's very much about belief.
0:22:59 > 0:23:01It's about treatment and it's available.
0:23:01 > 0:23:02It made me sick.
0:23:02 > 0:23:05It's a question of combinations, finding the right balance.
0:23:05 > 0:23:07I found the right balance in my faith.
0:23:07 > 0:23:09I think you are wrong.
0:23:09 > 0:23:11I have seen miracles.
0:23:11 > 0:23:12Where?
0:23:12 > 0:23:16At congregation of the faithful. The cured have stepped forward.
0:23:16 > 0:23:17There is no cure.
0:23:17 > 0:23:19Blood tests have shown them to be cured.
0:23:19 > 0:23:22There is no cure. We wish there was.
0:23:22 > 0:23:25I know what I have seen. I know what I feel.
0:23:25 > 0:23:27And I feel well.
0:23:27 > 0:23:31The lesions on your face look like Kaposi's sarcoma,
0:23:31 > 0:23:35which is often an indication that HIV has developed into full-blown AIDS.
0:23:35 > 0:23:36I do not believe you.
0:23:36 > 0:23:40Please. Please believe him!
0:23:40 > 0:23:43"Put not your trust in princes, nor the son of man,
0:23:43 > 0:23:45"in whom there is no help."
0:23:45 > 0:23:49- We're offering all the help we can. - I have all the help I need.
0:23:49 > 0:23:50What about Helen?
0:23:50 > 0:23:52I came because you wrongly accused her.
0:23:52 > 0:23:54When I should have been accusing you?
0:23:54 > 0:23:58It is not I who needs to question my faith.
0:24:02 > 0:24:06Helen, the pastor is... isn't one of our patients.
0:24:06 > 0:24:08I know.
0:24:08 > 0:24:10What I'm saying is that it wouldn't be a problem if...
0:24:10 > 0:24:13someone wanted to offer her some help.
0:24:18 > 0:24:20Isn't it great that we can just sit here
0:24:20 > 0:24:22without feeling the need to say anything?
0:24:23 > 0:24:24Hm.
0:24:28 > 0:24:31Actually, maybe we shouldn't just sit around.
0:24:32 > 0:24:33No?
0:24:35 > 0:24:37No, we should do something.
0:24:38 > 0:24:40It's gone six and we haven't had dinner.
0:24:40 > 0:24:44No, I don't mean now. I mean, something new, like a new hobby,
0:24:44 > 0:24:45or a new course.
0:24:45 > 0:24:48Well, I already feel personally developed.
0:24:48 > 0:24:50Let's see what's on offer.
0:24:51 > 0:24:56I feel like...learning a new skill. What do you reckon?
0:25:11 > 0:25:19"I will trust and not be afraid - for the Lord is my strength."
0:25:26 > 0:25:27Jujitsu?
0:25:27 > 0:25:30There's Italian. We've always wanted to go to Italy.
0:25:30 > 0:25:31Zany Zumba!
0:25:31 > 0:25:35Yeah, sounds like a short cut to the Crazy Chiropractor!
0:25:35 > 0:25:38- TV BLARES - Oh, look, this is good.
0:25:39 > 0:25:41What is it?
0:25:41 > 0:25:44Loggers from Alaska. Crazy guys with chain saws.
0:25:47 > 0:25:49HE LAUGHS
0:25:52 > 0:25:55I didn't release that the car business was so complicated.
0:25:55 > 0:25:56Dodgy, you mean?
0:25:56 > 0:25:58What do you mean, dodgy?
0:25:58 > 0:26:00Men in camel coats overcharging.
0:26:00 > 0:26:02I'm sure Martin is very ethical.
0:26:02 > 0:26:05He's still a bit of a Swiss Toni.
0:26:05 > 0:26:06Who?
0:26:06 > 0:26:09HE MIMICS SMOOTH ACCENT Selling cars is like making love to a beautiful woman.
0:26:09 > 0:26:11Are you saying Martin's a wide boy?
0:26:11 > 0:26:14- Well, you've got to admit, he's... - No!
0:26:14 > 0:26:18He's one of the most compassionate, interesting men I've met for...
0:26:19 > 0:26:21Well, a very long time.
0:26:23 > 0:26:26He's building his dream house in North Wales.
0:26:28 > 0:26:30Asked me to move in with him.
0:26:31 > 0:26:32You going to go?
0:26:32 > 0:26:36It's not very far from here actually, just across the border.
0:26:38 > 0:26:41That would mean leaving everything behind in Letherbridge.
0:26:41 > 0:26:42Your house, The Mill.
0:26:44 > 0:26:45That'd be a huge change.
0:26:51 > 0:26:52Yes, it would.
0:26:57 > 0:26:58Morning, old girl.
0:27:01 > 0:27:03Happy birthday.
0:27:03 > 0:27:06I am going to miss you.
0:27:06 > 0:27:07Thank you.
0:27:07 > 0:27:10Ooh! Go on, get out of here!
0:27:13 > 0:27:14The glamour of it all(!)
0:27:14 > 0:27:18Well, you're in the country now, my girl, you'd better get used to it.
0:27:18 > 0:27:19Come and see the house.
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