0:00:27 > 0:00:30RADIO: "Where I Sleep" by Emeli Sande
0:00:30 > 0:00:34# There's nothing that I won't do for your kiss... #
0:00:34 > 0:00:36ALARM BEEPS
0:00:36 > 0:00:40# Cos nothing ever felt like this
0:00:40 > 0:00:43# There's nothing I won't steal or borrow
0:00:43 > 0:00:46# I'll travel on a boat or aeroplane
0:00:46 > 0:00:49# I'll explore a world of sorrow
0:00:49 > 0:00:54# Cos when I find you I know I know I'ma be OK
0:00:55 > 0:01:00# See the times are changing
0:01:00 > 0:01:02# And I'm sure of nothing that I know
0:01:02 > 0:01:06# Except this is us and this is love
0:01:06 > 0:01:08# And this is where I'm home
0:01:08 > 0:01:12# In a world that's breaking
0:01:12 > 0:01:15# Where nothing is for keeps
0:01:15 > 0:01:18# Oh, this is us This is love
0:01:18 > 0:01:21# And this is where I sleep
0:01:21 > 0:01:24# This is us This is love
0:01:24 > 0:01:28# And this is where I sleep
0:01:28 > 0:01:31# I'm from a generation undecided
0:01:31 > 0:01:34# I'm restless and I can't help changing lanes
0:01:34 > 0:01:37# But in all the noise and the excitement
0:01:37 > 0:01:40# Your love is all that will remain
0:01:40 > 0:01:43# I've said all of my goodbyes to ego... #
0:01:43 > 0:01:46BABY CRIES # I gambled all I got
0:01:46 > 0:01:48# There's no plan B
0:01:48 > 0:01:50# It's the first time that I've learnt to let go
0:01:50 > 0:01:55# It's the only place I feel Only place I feel like me
0:01:55 > 0:01:59# Hey, yeah See the times are changing
0:01:59 > 0:02:02# I'm sure of nothing that I know
0:02:02 > 0:02:06# Except this is us and this is love
0:02:06 > 0:02:08# And this is where I'm home
0:02:08 > 0:02:12# In a world that's breaking
0:02:12 > 0:02:16# Where nothing is for keeps
0:02:16 > 0:02:17# Oh, this is us
0:02:17 > 0:02:19# This is love
0:02:19 > 0:02:21# And this is where I sleep. #
0:02:21 > 0:02:23Come on, Kevin.
0:02:23 > 0:02:26You've got to have an iron somewhere.
0:02:26 > 0:02:29# And this is where I sleep. #
0:02:35 > 0:02:38Who said you could touch the Coffee Maestro 3000?
0:02:39 > 0:02:41Got any instant?
0:02:41 > 0:02:45Instant?! That is £200 worth of precision engineering,
0:02:45 > 0:02:48producing some of the finest coffee outside Milan.
0:02:48 > 0:02:50Does it do espresso?
0:02:50 > 0:02:52Of course it does espresso!
0:02:52 > 0:02:54There's cappuccino, macchiato,
0:02:54 > 0:02:57Americano. Whatever you want, it's yours.
0:02:57 > 0:02:58Does it do tea?
0:03:00 > 0:03:03You are a sad little man.
0:03:03 > 0:03:06Less of the little, unless you want to sleep in a shelter tonight.
0:03:06 > 0:03:07Like you'd do that to me.
0:03:07 > 0:03:09Hm. Go on, out the way.
0:03:15 > 0:03:18I knew I shouldn't have let you make the choice.
0:03:18 > 0:03:21- I'm the one that's going to be moving in here.- It smells damp.
0:03:21 > 0:03:24- It's five minutes' walk to the uni. - And it's grubby.
0:03:24 > 0:03:26Right on the bus route into town.
0:03:26 > 0:03:28Maybe I can get your deposit back.
0:03:28 > 0:03:31- Mum!- Well! It's not too late to find something else.
0:03:31 > 0:03:33I'm moving in and that's an end to it.
0:03:33 > 0:03:36Hey! That's too heavy for you.
0:03:53 > 0:03:55Another coffee?
0:03:55 > 0:03:59- Aren't you going to be late? - I'm taking the day off.
0:03:59 > 0:04:01Look, if this is about yesterday...
0:04:01 > 0:04:04- It's not.- I'll have the place looking like a show home before you get back.
0:04:04 > 0:04:09I just thought it would be nice for us to spend some time together as a family.
0:04:10 > 0:04:12Doesn't he want his bottle?
0:04:14 > 0:04:17Hello! Hello, darling!
0:04:18 > 0:04:20Oh!
0:04:20 > 0:04:23Standing up! Standing up.
0:04:24 > 0:04:29Thanks for this. I cannot wait to get into some clean clothes.
0:04:30 > 0:04:32Oh, you didn't have to do that.
0:04:32 > 0:04:35Yeah, well, just don't tell anyone at work about it.
0:04:35 > 0:04:37It can be our little secret.
0:04:37 > 0:04:40Kevin Tyler, are you blushing?
0:04:40 > 0:04:42I've never blushed in my life.
0:04:42 > 0:04:46What about the time we dared you to streak around the media centre?
0:04:46 > 0:04:48And what's-his-name locked the door on me
0:04:48 > 0:04:52and I had to get the caretaker to let me back in? I remember that.
0:04:52 > 0:04:55- Whatever happened to him? - The caretaker?
0:04:55 > 0:04:57No, Aran.
0:04:58 > 0:05:00Get a wiggle on. I've got stuff to do.
0:05:00 > 0:05:02Find a flat. Find a job.
0:05:02 > 0:05:05- You've got a job.- Part time. That won't pay the rent.
0:05:05 > 0:05:09- So you're going to pay me some rent, are you?- Hm.
0:05:11 > 0:05:16Oh! That kitchen's a public health risk. Where's the landlord's number?
0:05:16 > 0:05:19It's student digs, not the Ritz.
0:05:19 > 0:05:23But you've got to be careful. If the damp air gets on your chest...
0:05:23 > 0:05:25- I'm not going to be here much, am I? - Why not?
0:05:25 > 0:05:27There's going to be loads to do.
0:05:27 > 0:05:30As well as all my lectures, there'll be societies to join, gigs to go to.
0:05:30 > 0:05:33You promised me you wouldn't overdo things.
0:05:33 > 0:05:36If I don't join in, what's the point of being here? FOOTSTEPS
0:05:36 > 0:05:39Oh. Hi. It's today. I wasn't sure.
0:05:39 > 0:05:41I did ask the landlord to warn you.
0:05:41 > 0:05:43He can be a bit vague. Sorry.
0:05:43 > 0:05:46Introductions. Alicia, second year humanities.
0:05:46 > 0:05:48Duncan, first year applied mathematics.
0:05:48 > 0:05:53Cool. You might be able to help me understand my loan repayments.
0:05:53 > 0:05:55Oh, my mother.
0:05:55 > 0:05:56Pleased to meet you.
0:05:56 > 0:05:57Sorry. Parched.
0:05:57 > 0:06:01You didn't tell me your housemate was a girl.
0:06:01 > 0:06:03Didn't I?
0:06:03 > 0:06:05So, why so early?
0:06:05 > 0:06:07I just wanted to get settled in before the term starts.
0:06:07 > 0:06:10- Find my way around. - I can give you the tour if you like.
0:06:10 > 0:06:13Cheap places to eat, trendiest bars, wi-fi hotspots.
0:06:13 > 0:06:15Great. Thanks. I'd like that.
0:06:15 > 0:06:16Why are you here?
0:06:16 > 0:06:18I had some studying to catch up on.
0:06:18 > 0:06:20Didn't your parents want you home for the summer?
0:06:21 > 0:06:22Is this all your stuff?
0:06:22 > 0:06:25- There's more in the car. - Why don't I give you a hand?
0:06:25 > 0:06:27I'm sure you've got things you need to do.
0:06:27 > 0:06:29- Not really.- Thanks.
0:06:29 > 0:06:32- Don't forget you've got an appointment at... - I know. There's plenty of time.
0:06:32 > 0:06:34I thought you were putting the kettle on?
0:06:40 > 0:06:44It's a choo choo. Choo choo train.
0:06:44 > 0:06:46What do you think?
0:06:48 > 0:06:49I thought we were staying in?
0:06:49 > 0:06:51On my day off?
0:06:51 > 0:06:53No, I want to go out.
0:06:53 > 0:06:55Out of the house. Out of Letherbridge.
0:06:55 > 0:06:57OK.
0:06:58 > 0:07:01What about Claverham Court?
0:07:01 > 0:07:03That's a health spa!
0:07:03 > 0:07:07Yeah, your favourite health spa. Full body massage. Light lunch.
0:07:07 > 0:07:09It's hardly suitable for Joe, is it?
0:07:09 > 0:07:14I was thinking we could drop him off at Stella's on the way.
0:07:14 > 0:07:18Don't you think it would be a good idea to have some time off?
0:07:18 > 0:07:21I mean, spend some time together, just the two of us.
0:07:21 > 0:07:26An ordinary FAMILY day out, if you think you can manage that.
0:07:26 > 0:07:30Or of course we could always just go on our own.
0:07:30 > 0:07:33No, no. No, you're right. It'll be great.
0:07:33 > 0:07:38OK. What have we got? We've got boring museum, draughty old house.
0:07:38 > 0:07:40What about this one? Butterfly farm?
0:07:40 > 0:07:42Butterflies.
0:07:42 > 0:07:45What's that you say? Bit girly? Yeah!
0:07:45 > 0:07:47How about the nature centre?
0:07:47 > 0:07:48Animals, fresh air.
0:07:48 > 0:07:50Yay!
0:07:55 > 0:07:58Well, of course you can make an appointment,
0:07:58 > 0:08:00but we mainly operate a drop-in service.
0:08:00 > 0:08:03We wanted to make sure that we saw a senior member of staff.
0:08:03 > 0:08:06In which case, I'm more than happy to oblige,
0:08:06 > 0:08:08but all the staff are very dedicated
0:08:08 > 0:08:10and well-versed in typical student issues.
0:08:10 > 0:08:13But that's why we're here. Duncan's not typical.
0:08:13 > 0:08:16In fact, he's a very special case.
0:08:16 > 0:08:18Firstly, I'm not a case.
0:08:18 > 0:08:20And secondly, I just want to be treated normally.
0:08:20 > 0:08:23Well, you know that's never been possible.
0:08:23 > 0:08:26Well, Mrs Goodwin, maybe you'd like to have a seat,
0:08:26 > 0:08:28and Duncan can fill me in on his background.
0:08:29 > 0:08:33Or perhaps you'd like to have a walk around,
0:08:33 > 0:08:36familiarise yourself with the campus?
0:08:36 > 0:08:38We won't be long.
0:08:38 > 0:08:41Well, I have got things to do. Basics to buy.
0:08:41 > 0:08:44That toilet paper won't do. You may as well have sandpaper.
0:08:44 > 0:08:47I'll get you that quilted one that you like.
0:08:53 > 0:08:56Well, if you'd like to just pop through here.
0:08:56 > 0:08:58So, how can I help?
0:08:58 > 0:09:02I've got some ongoing medical conditions which need monitoring.
0:09:02 > 0:09:04OK.
0:09:07 > 0:09:10Would you like to tell me about them?
0:09:10 > 0:09:11It might be easier to show you.
0:09:15 > 0:09:18It started when I was a baby. Premature.
0:09:18 > 0:09:22Underweight and with several problems that needed surgery.
0:09:22 > 0:09:24Ventricular septal defect.
0:09:24 > 0:09:26That wasn't the only problem with my heart.
0:09:26 > 0:09:28You've had tetralogy of Fallot?
0:09:28 > 0:09:31I was a surgeon in a previous life.
0:09:31 > 0:09:33They operated as soon as I was strong enough.
0:09:33 > 0:09:36That was just the start of things.
0:09:36 > 0:09:37Hm-mm. Reconstructive surgery?
0:09:37 > 0:09:40Mm. One of my earliest memories is nurses
0:09:40 > 0:09:42bringing me a birthday cake with two candles in it.
0:09:42 > 0:09:46I can see that your heart was not the only problem.
0:09:46 > 0:09:47Yeah, intussusception.
0:09:47 > 0:09:50Had to have part of my bowel removed.
0:09:50 > 0:09:52That was bad enough. I could have done without the pneumonia.
0:09:52 > 0:09:54That's always a risk with operations.
0:09:54 > 0:09:58I had two or three bouts in as many years. Left me with permanent scarring on my lungs.
0:09:58 > 0:10:01So how many operations have you had in total?
0:10:01 > 0:10:05Oh, I've lost count. But you name a hospital, I've been in it.
0:10:05 > 0:10:07Very unlucky.
0:10:07 > 0:10:09So, what drugs are you on?
0:10:09 > 0:10:10A whole cocktail.
0:10:12 > 0:10:13Ace inhibitor?
0:10:13 > 0:10:16For my heart, yeah. Other heart medication too, diuretics...
0:10:16 > 0:10:19- Inhalers?- Mm.
0:10:19 > 0:10:24And regular B12 injections. I also need supplements from time to time.
0:10:25 > 0:10:28- Who's your cardiac consultant? - Mr Lambert.
0:10:28 > 0:10:31Ah, good man. Well, I'll get in touch,
0:10:31 > 0:10:34have your records sent over so we can keep on top of prescriptions,
0:10:34 > 0:10:37and organise some regular reviews.
0:10:37 > 0:10:38Sounds good.
0:10:38 > 0:10:40I know I'm on borrowed time.
0:10:40 > 0:10:43- That's why I'm going to make the most of every second.- Bravo.
0:10:43 > 0:10:44OK.
0:10:44 > 0:10:49I'm going to do some baseline tests, so we know what we're starting with.
0:10:49 > 0:10:53And please don't feel you have to be really ill before you come in.
0:10:53 > 0:10:57If there's anything I can do to help... OK? Good.
0:10:57 > 0:11:00Just going to put this on your arm.
0:11:04 > 0:11:08OK, I'll try again in a couple of weeks. Thanks.
0:11:17 > 0:11:21Hello. Good morning. Can I speak to your practice manager, please?
0:11:23 > 0:11:25Oh, yes, hello.
0:11:25 > 0:11:28My name's Dr Kelha and I'm a newly qualified doctor.
0:11:28 > 0:11:31I'm looking for a part time position.
0:11:32 > 0:11:34Not even a few hours a week?
0:11:36 > 0:11:39OK. Thanks, anyway. Bye.
0:11:46 > 0:11:48MUSIC PLAYS
0:11:48 > 0:11:50Knock, knock.
0:11:50 > 0:11:51Oh, sorry. Is it too loud?
0:11:51 > 0:11:54No. I like it. Thought these might be useful.
0:11:54 > 0:11:56Details about some of the uni societies.
0:11:56 > 0:12:00So, we've got a couple of different choirs. Scuba diving.
0:12:00 > 0:12:02Ballroom dancing.
0:12:02 > 0:12:04Anything take your fancy?
0:12:05 > 0:12:07Yeah. All of them.
0:12:07 > 0:12:11- You're really going for it, aren't you?- Yes, I am.
0:12:15 > 0:12:21There are going to be lemurs, and red pandas, and a playground.
0:12:21 > 0:12:23We are going to have so much fun.
0:12:28 > 0:12:30There's a knack to it.
0:12:35 > 0:12:36SHE SINGS
0:12:36 > 0:12:37Mum!
0:12:37 > 0:12:41Oh, calm down. It's not anything I haven't seen before.
0:12:41 > 0:12:42Where's all my stuff?
0:12:42 > 0:12:43I had a bit of a tidy.
0:12:43 > 0:12:46The place looked like a bomb had hit!
0:12:46 > 0:12:50These are all washed and ironed. Oh, and I've filled the fridge.
0:12:50 > 0:12:52Bread, eggs, fruit. You know, the basics.
0:12:52 > 0:12:53Oh!
0:12:54 > 0:12:57And I got you these.
0:12:58 > 0:13:00Condoms!
0:13:00 > 0:13:05Better safe than sorry. But I don't want you wearing yourself out.
0:13:06 > 0:13:09You get breathless going up the stairs.
0:13:09 > 0:13:13Oh, and I've been to see the landlord and he's promised to sort the bathroom out.
0:13:13 > 0:13:17And he's very kindly given me a spare set of keys.
0:13:17 > 0:13:18So I can pop in whenever I like.
0:13:18 > 0:13:19Now, don't worry.
0:13:19 > 0:13:23I won't interfere with your studies or your social life,
0:13:23 > 0:13:28but I can at least come in and clean and make sure you eat healthily.
0:13:28 > 0:13:30It's going to be great!
0:13:34 > 0:13:38Look! Look at the otters, darling! They're funny, aren't they?
0:13:39 > 0:13:42They don't seem to mind the rain one bit.
0:13:42 > 0:13:47So, what next? Shall we go and see the wallabies?
0:13:49 > 0:13:54Remember, home brew and skateboards really don't mix.
0:13:56 > 0:13:59- Duncan.- You've got to help me. - Of course. What's the problem?
0:13:59 > 0:14:01- My mother.- Right.
0:14:01 > 0:14:04I finally thought I was getting away from the smothering
0:14:04 > 0:14:06but if anything, she's getting worse.
0:14:06 > 0:14:08Calm down and tell me about it.
0:14:11 > 0:14:13Coming to uni was a dream,
0:14:13 > 0:14:16something I used to cling onto when the pain got really bad.
0:14:16 > 0:14:19But now... Now it's turning into a nightmare.
0:14:19 > 0:14:22- Why's that? - She's drowning me in cotton wool.
0:14:22 > 0:14:24Well, it's understandable she's going to be concerned.
0:14:24 > 0:14:26Concerned I can deal with.
0:14:26 > 0:14:29Micromanaging my whole life is something else.
0:14:29 > 0:14:32Well, I sympathise, but I'm not sure how I can help.
0:14:32 > 0:14:36- Can't you talk to her? Tell her I need some space.- Well, I'm a GP, not a family therapist.
0:14:36 > 0:14:38But she might listen to you.
0:14:38 > 0:14:41You wanted the university experience.
0:14:41 > 0:14:42This is part of it -
0:14:42 > 0:14:45the reluctant mother not wanting her chick to fly the nest.
0:14:45 > 0:14:49But I'm not a chick anymore. I'm a grown man!
0:14:49 > 0:14:53Which is why this is a battle you have to fight for yourself.
0:15:02 > 0:15:04Oh, he's gone!
0:15:04 > 0:15:07He'll need feeding when he wakes up.
0:15:07 > 0:15:09The cafe's down here.
0:15:09 > 0:15:11You didn't tell me you'd invited Heston.
0:15:11 > 0:15:14"Where is it? Where's my lapsang?"
0:15:14 > 0:15:16And Howard, surely, that one?
0:15:16 > 0:15:17No, no. That's Kevin.
0:15:17 > 0:15:22- You're so right. Same hair style. - Look at the apps on that!
0:15:22 > 0:15:24And look, Mandy. Ay oop, shut yer mouth, yer little scrote!
0:15:24 > 0:15:26HE LAUGHS
0:15:30 > 0:15:32What now?
0:15:32 > 0:15:34Isn't this cool? She's labelled them all up.
0:15:34 > 0:15:36Lasagne. Shepherd's pie...
0:15:36 > 0:15:38A home-cooked meal for every day of the week.
0:15:38 > 0:15:41- Enough for two.- With instructions on how to reheat them.
0:15:41 > 0:15:43Don't encourage her.
0:15:43 > 0:15:46It's got to be better than living off toast and dry cereal.
0:15:46 > 0:15:48And you've got to keep your strength up.
0:15:48 > 0:15:50You had to say something, didn't you?
0:15:50 > 0:15:51She needed to know.
0:15:51 > 0:15:53No. She didn't.
0:15:53 > 0:15:55What if you have one of your attacks?
0:15:55 > 0:15:57At least I'll know what to do now.
0:15:57 > 0:16:01Great. One smothering mother was bad enough. Now I've got two.
0:16:06 > 0:16:07KNOCKING
0:16:07 > 0:16:09Yeah?
0:16:09 > 0:16:11Hi. How's the job hunting going?
0:16:11 > 0:16:13SHE SIGHS
0:16:13 > 0:16:14No luck at all?
0:16:14 > 0:16:17Nada. Zilch. No part time vacancies anywhere.
0:16:17 > 0:16:20Maybe you should try further afield?
0:16:20 > 0:16:23I've already looked at anything within a 20-mile radius.
0:16:23 > 0:16:25I can't believe there's nothing.
0:16:25 > 0:16:27- Nothing that fits with what I want. - Which is?
0:16:27 > 0:16:29I don't want to lose my place here,
0:16:29 > 0:16:32so I need something that will fit around my existing hours.
0:16:32 > 0:16:34If you need something to tide you over...
0:16:34 > 0:16:38I'll try St Phil's. There's bound to be work there, even if it's nights.
0:16:38 > 0:16:40Have you forgotten how knackering night shifts are?
0:16:40 > 0:16:43You won't be able to come straight off a 12-hour shift
0:16:43 > 0:16:44and expect to put in a full day here.
0:16:44 > 0:16:46I can handle it.
0:16:47 > 0:16:51Well, you need cheering up. There's a new menu at the Icon.
0:16:51 > 0:16:54I wish I could, but the sooner I get this sorted...
0:16:54 > 0:16:58- Are you sure? - Positive. Enjoy your lunch.
0:17:17 > 0:17:19There you go.
0:17:19 > 0:17:20You remembered!
0:17:20 > 0:17:22Yeah! First choice, vanilla. At a push, raspberry ripple.
0:17:22 > 0:17:25Never rum and raisin. Always extra sprinkles.
0:17:29 > 0:17:30SHE LAUGHS
0:17:30 > 0:17:34- OK, OK.- No, no, Daniel! Don't you dare.
0:17:34 > 0:17:36- I'm warning you. - All right. Truce.
0:17:43 > 0:17:46- OK. All right.- No, you said truce!
0:17:46 > 0:17:48Well...!
0:17:48 > 0:17:50JOE CRIES
0:17:50 > 0:17:51OK. I'll do it.
0:17:52 > 0:17:57OK, little man. What's going on? You were having such a good sleep.
0:17:57 > 0:17:58BABY SCREAMS
0:17:58 > 0:18:01OK, stop. Let me.
0:18:03 > 0:18:06How's my special boy?
0:18:06 > 0:18:07CRYING STOPS
0:18:18 > 0:18:20VACUUM CLEANER HUMS
0:18:33 > 0:18:34HE COUGHS
0:18:39 > 0:18:41Love?
0:18:41 > 0:18:43It's the dust.
0:18:43 > 0:18:46- Oh, I'm so stupid! Where's your inhaler?- Empty.
0:18:46 > 0:18:47Keep calm. Don't worry.
0:18:47 > 0:18:50I'll get an ambulance.
0:18:50 > 0:18:52- No!- What?
0:18:52 > 0:18:56- No more hospitals. - Don't be ridiculous.- What's wrong?
0:18:56 > 0:18:58Campus. Closer.
0:18:58 > 0:19:02- I know a shortcut.- All right. Help him to the car.
0:19:04 > 0:19:05OK.
0:19:05 > 0:19:09- He's so cute. Hello!- Yeah.
0:19:10 > 0:19:14- OK. It's lovely to meet you. Bye-bye.- And you as well.
0:19:17 > 0:19:19I know what you're thinking.
0:19:19 > 0:19:21Not now, Daniel, not here.
0:19:22 > 0:19:26I hate myself for what happened, OK?
0:19:26 > 0:19:29This was supposed to be a nice family day out.
0:19:29 > 0:19:31I promise it will never happen again.
0:19:31 > 0:19:32Finished?
0:19:32 > 0:19:34- JOE WHIMPERS - Shush. OK.
0:19:34 > 0:19:38At first I thought it was amazing that you were taking this so well,
0:19:38 > 0:19:40but I can't handle your weird acceptance.
0:19:41 > 0:19:46You had a fling. Big deal. Get over it. I have.
0:19:46 > 0:19:49Have you? How would I know?
0:19:49 > 0:19:51Shout at me, scream. Do something!
0:19:51 > 0:19:53JOE CRIES
0:19:53 > 0:19:54What's wrong?
0:19:54 > 0:19:56It's just a migraine.
0:19:56 > 0:19:58OK. I'll see if they've got paracetamol.
0:19:58 > 0:20:00Take me home.
0:20:01 > 0:20:04Sh. OK, OK, OK.
0:20:04 > 0:20:07That's it. Slow, deep breaths.
0:20:08 > 0:20:09Good, and again.
0:20:13 > 0:20:15Thank you.
0:20:17 > 0:20:19Well? What's wrong?
0:20:19 > 0:20:21There are some minor sounds on the left side.
0:20:21 > 0:20:22Oh, no.
0:20:22 > 0:20:24It's no worse than this morning.
0:20:24 > 0:20:28- Are you sure he doesn't need hospital?- Positive.- Scans? X-rays? Just to be on the safe side?
0:20:28 > 0:20:31Not necessary. Just needs to take it easy for a couple of days.
0:20:31 > 0:20:34I'm feeling much better now. Thanks.
0:20:34 > 0:20:35This was a mistake.
0:20:35 > 0:20:38You haven't even been here one day and you've already been ill!
0:20:38 > 0:20:40But Dr Carter's taken good care of me.
0:20:40 > 0:20:44Doesn't that prove that the campus surgery can cope with anything I throw at them?
0:20:44 > 0:20:47Well, I didn't do that much. Your recovery was quite rapid.
0:20:47 > 0:20:50Do you have any idea what triggered this breathlessness?
0:20:50 > 0:20:52Well, the important thing is that it's over now.
0:20:54 > 0:20:56There was no emergency, was there?
0:20:56 > 0:20:58What do you mean?
0:20:58 > 0:21:00Duncan?
0:21:02 > 0:21:04I faked it.
0:21:04 > 0:21:08You... How could you do this to me?
0:21:08 > 0:21:11I had to do something to make you listen.
0:21:11 > 0:21:13After all I've been through.
0:21:13 > 0:21:15You only see me as a sick child.
0:21:15 > 0:21:19You need to see me as an adult, that I can take care of myself.
0:21:20 > 0:21:21How could you be so cruel?
0:21:28 > 0:21:31What choice did I have? I asked for your help.
0:21:31 > 0:21:32You turned me away.
0:21:33 > 0:21:37- I didn't mean to hurt her. - It's not me you need to tell.
0:21:46 > 0:21:48Mum!
0:21:51 > 0:21:53Look, I'm sorry. OK?
0:21:53 > 0:21:57Don't worry. I won't get in your way anymore.
0:21:57 > 0:21:58Here.
0:21:59 > 0:22:04- I'll always be just a phone call away.- This is ridiculous. You're just going to walk away?
0:22:04 > 0:22:07I've always tried to do what's best for him.
0:22:07 > 0:22:10Tell him what you told me.
0:22:10 > 0:22:11You said I don't listen.
0:22:13 > 0:22:16You don't know how many nights I slept by your hospital bed,
0:22:16 > 0:22:19hanging out for every breath.
0:22:20 > 0:22:21You were so tiny.
0:22:23 > 0:22:26It was two weeks before I could even pick you up.
0:22:26 > 0:22:29Five times I had to watch you die.
0:22:30 > 0:22:34Five times my heart broke but each time you came back to me.
0:22:36 > 0:22:38You fought for life.
0:22:39 > 0:22:42And that meant I had to fight just as hard.
0:22:44 > 0:22:45Have I been over-protective?
0:22:47 > 0:22:50Of course I have! Do you blame me?
0:22:50 > 0:22:52No.
0:22:52 > 0:22:57I held your hand through every injection.
0:22:58 > 0:23:01I waited for you to wake up after every operation.
0:23:02 > 0:23:07I felt every second of the pain you were suffering,
0:23:07 > 0:23:10and do you know the worst of it?
0:23:13 > 0:23:14Knowing it was my fault.
0:23:14 > 0:23:18What? How can you say that?
0:23:18 > 0:23:21I was born with my problems.
0:23:21 > 0:23:24That developed when you were inside me.
0:23:24 > 0:23:28- So?- So I must have caused it.
0:23:28 > 0:23:32Something I did? Something I didn't do?
0:23:32 > 0:23:34Bad genes?
0:23:34 > 0:23:36You have no idea how lucky you are.
0:23:38 > 0:23:40My parents moved abroad when I was ten.
0:23:40 > 0:23:43Dumped me with an aunt that didn't want me.
0:23:45 > 0:23:50All I know is that caring too much is better than not caring at all.
0:23:56 > 0:23:57Just let me be a grown-up.
0:23:59 > 0:24:01You'll always be his mother,
0:24:01 > 0:24:05but perhaps it's time to stop being his carer?
0:24:05 > 0:24:07I'll keep an eye on him.
0:24:07 > 0:24:10You're welcome any time. I mean it.
0:24:11 > 0:24:13Only phone first, yeah?
0:24:27 > 0:24:28My head's splitting.
0:24:28 > 0:24:31Do you want a drink?
0:24:31 > 0:24:35No, I need to lie down in a dark room.
0:24:35 > 0:24:37JOE CRIES
0:24:37 > 0:24:38Oh!
0:24:39 > 0:24:42There's always something.
0:24:42 > 0:24:45JOE SCREAMS
0:24:46 > 0:24:49One shift per fortnight?
0:24:49 > 0:24:52And that's not guaranteed?
0:24:52 > 0:24:54No. Sorry, that's not enough.
0:24:54 > 0:24:58I need something more regular, at least a couple of nights a week.
0:24:58 > 0:24:59Thanks, anyway.
0:25:32 > 0:25:35HE WHIMPERS
0:25:35 > 0:25:38Shut up.
0:25:38 > 0:25:41Shut up. Shut up.
0:25:43 > 0:25:45Shut up! SHUT UP!
0:25:45 > 0:25:47Daniel! Give him to me!
0:25:47 > 0:25:48I didn't hurt him.
0:25:48 > 0:25:52You're OK. You're OK, you're OK. I'm taking him to St Phil's.
0:25:52 > 0:25:55- No, no...- Get out of my way!
0:25:57 > 0:25:59I didn't hurt him. I di...
0:26:00 > 0:26:02Everything's going to be all right.
0:26:02 > 0:26:06- Please, I don't know what happened. - What if I hadn't come in?
0:26:06 > 0:26:09- Please, don't do this.- Sleeping with Cherry was one thing, but this?
0:26:09 > 0:26:11Zara, I love you and I love Joe.
0:26:11 > 0:26:14- Who are you?- We can work this out. - Get off me.
0:26:14 > 0:26:16Please, listen to me.
0:26:16 > 0:26:18You are not fit to be a father.
0:26:18 > 0:26:21Zara, I'm begging you. Please...
0:26:21 > 0:26:23Zara! Listen to me! I didn't hurt him.
0:26:23 > 0:26:25Look at him, he's fine.
0:26:25 > 0:26:28Please! I love you!
0:26:28 > 0:26:30Please don't go.
0:26:45 > 0:26:47Please!
0:26:54 > 0:26:57- I have a few other tricks up my sleeve.- Yeah?
0:26:57 > 0:27:00I will not be letting you into my secrets a second time.
0:27:00 > 0:27:02Bring it on.
0:27:02 > 0:27:04We're under such pressure, aren't we?
0:27:04 > 0:27:06- You didn't do so badly yourself. - Thanks. Thank you.
0:27:06 > 0:27:10I will be keeping a much closer eye on my timings next time.
0:27:12 > 0:27:14He's not in the mood to talk. I've sent him home.
0:27:14 > 0:27:17We're all right, though, aren't we?
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