Truth and Reconciliation

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0:00:34 > 0:00:35Sorry.

0:00:36 > 0:00:37Tired.

0:00:44 > 0:00:45Morning.

0:00:47 > 0:00:48Chris.

0:00:52 > 0:00:54You're not wearing the jacket.

0:00:54 > 0:00:55What?

0:00:55 > 0:00:57You know...

0:00:57 > 0:00:59The one that you were wearing.

0:00:59 > 0:01:00So?

0:01:00 > 0:01:02I just noticed that's all.

0:01:02 > 0:01:05It's good. Out with the old...

0:01:05 > 0:01:08- Not that there was anything wrong with the other one.- Yeah, whatever.

0:01:14 > 0:01:16- You said you'd be here. - 'I said I might.'

0:01:16 > 0:01:18I was never into McFalun the way you were.

0:01:18 > 0:01:20He was one of the best tutors we had.

0:01:20 > 0:01:23- 'And totally full of himself.' - Anyway, that's not the point.

0:01:23 > 0:01:25You said you'd help me with his sister.

0:01:25 > 0:01:27How bad is she? Anxious, depressed, what?

0:01:27 > 0:01:28'I don't know.'

0:01:28 > 0:01:31I've been trying to get her to do the PHQ10 for weeks.

0:01:31 > 0:01:33Every time I bring it up she changes the subject.

0:01:33 > 0:01:37- Be firm.- Or, you could come and help me. Like you promised.

0:01:37 > 0:01:38'She's your patient.'

0:01:38 > 0:01:39Kevin!

0:01:39 > 0:01:41I've got an obese guy with boils at 10.30.

0:01:41 > 0:01:44- You want to give me a hand with him? - Please?

0:01:44 > 0:01:45'No! You deal with it.'

0:01:50 > 0:01:52All right?

0:01:54 > 0:01:55Unnnh!

0:01:55 > 0:01:57All right. Ready?

0:01:58 > 0:01:59Just hold my hand.

0:02:01 > 0:02:03He was a wonderful man, Sinead.

0:02:04 > 0:02:05He'll be missed.

0:02:05 > 0:02:07Why would he do this to me?

0:02:08 > 0:02:11I don't think he meant to hurt you.

0:02:11 > 0:02:14No, I mean this - traditional wake.

0:02:14 > 0:02:15He put it in his will.

0:02:15 > 0:02:17No-one does this any more.

0:02:17 > 0:02:20No?

0:02:20 > 0:02:22Maybe he thought it would help you cope.

0:02:22 > 0:02:23Look at them all.

0:02:23 > 0:02:26Picking over his corpse before he's even cold.

0:02:27 > 0:02:30A lot of people admired and respected your brother.

0:02:30 > 0:02:33They sucked up to him because he was famous, that's all.

0:02:34 > 0:02:3867 years I looked after him.

0:02:38 > 0:02:39All my life.

0:02:41 > 0:02:43You look tired.

0:02:44 > 0:02:47I gave him everything.

0:02:47 > 0:02:49Why don't you go upstairs?

0:02:51 > 0:02:54And I have no idea at all how he felt about me.

0:03:01 > 0:03:04- Hello, stranger!- Morning.

0:03:04 > 0:03:07Very impressive. The crutches.

0:03:07 > 0:03:09Isn't she doing well?

0:03:09 > 0:03:12It's not rocket science, Karen. Can I have my post?

0:03:12 > 0:03:13Got it.

0:03:13 > 0:03:15When is my first appointment?

0:03:15 > 0:03:18Well, I've shifted things around. Kevin had a couple of free spots.

0:03:18 > 0:03:19- Why?- What?

0:03:19 > 0:03:23- Why have you shifted things around a bit?- Um...

0:03:23 > 0:03:27- I just thought you'd like to get settled in.- I don't need to get "settled in", Karen.

0:03:27 > 0:03:30- I've been working here for years, In case you hadn't noticed.- Right.

0:03:30 > 0:03:33- Don't patronise me. Bag! - Oh, OK. Um...

0:03:33 > 0:03:35Hand bag.

0:03:37 > 0:03:39There you go. You sure you're all right?

0:03:39 > 0:03:41Yeah, I will be if I get a coffee that's not as weak

0:03:41 > 0:03:44as that disgusting dishwater you made for me this morning.

0:03:44 > 0:03:48OK. One strong black coffee coming up.

0:03:48 > 0:03:50He is so whipped.

0:03:50 > 0:03:52You think(?)

0:03:52 > 0:03:55Her bark is worse than her bite. It's just an act.

0:03:55 > 0:03:57It's a pretty good one.

0:03:58 > 0:04:00Is there someone who can stay with you?

0:04:02 > 0:04:04Somebody in my house?

0:04:04 > 0:04:07To look after you, make sure you're all right?

0:04:07 > 0:04:08Who?

0:04:09 > 0:04:10Oh, I should have known.

0:04:11 > 0:04:14The lawyers been in touch, have they? Read you the will?

0:04:14 > 0:04:16I just want to see him, Aunt Sinead.

0:04:16 > 0:04:19You've just come to make sure he was really dead, did you?

0:04:19 > 0:04:21- What's going on?- He was my father.

0:04:21 > 0:04:24- Never bothered you before. - Don't do this.

0:04:24 > 0:04:28Until his will goes through probate, this is still my house.

0:04:28 > 0:04:30This isn't about the will.

0:04:30 > 0:04:34- You're McFalun's son?- Yes. And I want to pay my respects.

0:04:34 > 0:04:36You never had any respect.

0:04:36 > 0:04:38A few minutes. That's all.

0:04:39 > 0:04:42A few minutes can't hurt.

0:04:42 > 0:04:45- And you could do with a break. - I'm not leaving him alone.

0:04:45 > 0:04:47And the whore stays outside.

0:04:47 > 0:04:48Don't call her that.

0:04:48 > 0:04:51Make sure she doesn't come in.

0:04:51 > 0:04:53It's all right.

0:04:53 > 0:04:54Or you can both go.

0:05:01 > 0:05:04One strong black coffee.

0:05:04 > 0:05:08And a little treat just in case you get peckish.

0:05:08 > 0:05:12Cakes and pastries? What are you trying to do, make me fat?

0:05:12 > 0:05:15- I could always take them away. - Leave them.

0:05:15 > 0:05:18I've arranged cover for your afternoon Weight Reduction Clinic.

0:05:18 > 0:05:20- Why?- Because you say it always makes you want to vomit.

0:05:20 > 0:05:22I don't care. That is my clinic.

0:05:22 > 0:05:24And what have you done to my desk?

0:05:24 > 0:05:26I've rearranged your room so you don't have to get up.

0:05:26 > 0:05:29Did I ask you to?

0:05:29 > 0:05:31I'm sure you can rearrange it better.

0:05:32 > 0:05:33I can do it!

0:05:33 > 0:05:35If you need anything...

0:05:35 > 0:05:36- I don't.- Good.

0:05:44 > 0:05:47I'm sorry, but who are you?

0:05:47 > 0:05:51I'm Jas Khella. I'm Sinead's GP.

0:05:51 > 0:05:54And Professor McFalun was my tutor at uni.

0:05:54 > 0:05:56Really?

0:05:56 > 0:05:57Me too.

0:05:58 > 0:06:00Is that how you met your husband?

0:06:01 > 0:06:03Sort of.

0:06:03 > 0:06:06I never even knew McFalun had a son.

0:06:06 > 0:06:10They did their best to write Ciarran out of their lives.

0:06:10 > 0:06:12That's awful. Why?

0:06:14 > 0:06:15Because of me.

0:06:17 > 0:06:19Because I'm African.

0:06:21 > 0:06:24McFalun never struck me as a racist.

0:06:24 > 0:06:26I guess it's different if you marry into the family.

0:06:28 > 0:06:31He was quite a charmer.

0:06:31 > 0:06:32He was that.

0:06:32 > 0:06:35I had a massive crush on him for a while.

0:06:35 > 0:06:36A lot of people did.

0:06:38 > 0:06:40Anything...ever come of it?

0:06:40 > 0:06:41No.

0:06:41 > 0:06:44He never did...anything?

0:06:44 > 0:06:46He never knew. At least I don't...

0:06:47 > 0:06:49At least I hope he didn't.

0:06:49 > 0:06:52I'd have been mortified, it was just a fleeting crush.

0:06:52 > 0:06:53He probably did know.

0:06:56 > 0:06:58Do you mind me asking...

0:06:59 > 0:07:02..how he did it?

0:07:02 > 0:07:03I'm sorry?

0:07:03 > 0:07:04They said it was suicide.

0:07:06 > 0:07:09No, I'm sorry, I...I don't know.

0:07:09 > 0:07:10I bet it was dramatic.

0:07:12 > 0:07:14He always was good at getting attention.

0:07:18 > 0:07:20- You broke his heart. - I'm not doing this...

0:07:20 > 0:07:23You knew how we felt about her, but you married her anyway.

0:07:23 > 0:07:26- I'm not getting sucked back in. - No. You walk away, Ciarran.

0:07:26 > 0:07:29- That's what you're good at. - I didn't come here to fight you.

0:07:29 > 0:07:30Well, why did you come?

0:07:30 > 0:07:33He left you everything in his will - the house, the money -

0:07:33 > 0:07:34what more do you want?

0:07:34 > 0:07:37All I ever wanted was his love. And yours.

0:07:37 > 0:07:39You turned your back on your own father.

0:07:39 > 0:07:41What kind of a son does that?

0:07:41 > 0:07:43He turned his back on me!

0:07:45 > 0:07:48Ciarran's real mother walked out when he was a baby.

0:07:49 > 0:07:54I figure that's why Sinead hates him so much.

0:07:54 > 0:07:56Mind you,

0:07:56 > 0:07:57as far as I can see,

0:07:57 > 0:08:00she hates everyone.

0:08:00 > 0:08:03- Except McFalun. - She was certainly devoted to him.

0:08:03 > 0:08:06She did everything she could to keep Ciarran away from his dad.

0:08:08 > 0:08:10She said it was because of his work, but...

0:08:11 > 0:08:15- You don't believe it? - She's always been spiteful.

0:08:15 > 0:08:17- INSIDE:- I have a right to know what happened!

0:08:17 > 0:08:20You broke his heart! That's what happened!

0:08:20 > 0:08:23Like the selfish brat you always were!

0:08:23 > 0:08:24He broke my heart!

0:08:24 > 0:08:26Who do you think you are, coming here?!

0:08:26 > 0:08:28I had a feeling this would happen.

0:08:28 > 0:08:30- I'm his son! - It's not your house yet.

0:08:32 > 0:08:34You really want to know how he killed himself?

0:08:34 > 0:08:36I'm sorry I asked.

0:08:36 > 0:08:38He cut his wrists. And that's how I found him.

0:08:38 > 0:08:42In a bathtub full of blood. And all because of you.

0:08:42 > 0:08:43Don't do this.

0:08:43 > 0:08:4725 years he waited for you. I was the one who stood by him.

0:08:47 > 0:08:50- Maybe we should go upstairs. - You never made any effort.

0:08:50 > 0:08:53I did. I wrote to him. So many times.

0:08:53 > 0:08:55Those snivelling, self-righteous diatribes?

0:08:55 > 0:08:57Did you think that would make a difference?

0:08:57 > 0:08:58You read my letters?

0:08:58 > 0:09:01Of course I did. I wasn't going to let him see that rubbish.

0:09:01 > 0:09:02He never even saw them?

0:09:02 > 0:09:06You were the one who sent them back, weren't you?

0:09:06 > 0:09:07You had no right.

0:09:07 > 0:09:10They just wanted his money. His mother was the same.

0:09:10 > 0:09:11And now they want my house.

0:09:11 > 0:09:13That's not why we're here.

0:09:14 > 0:09:17- They're lying. - Are you sure about that?

0:09:18 > 0:09:20You've got five minutes.

0:09:20 > 0:09:24Then I want you and that tart out of here.

0:09:24 > 0:09:25What is her problem?

0:09:26 > 0:09:28She's just upset.

0:09:28 > 0:09:29Grief can do strange things.

0:09:29 > 0:09:31That's more than grief.

0:09:36 > 0:09:39I see Chris has ditched his father's jacket.

0:09:39 > 0:09:40Yes.

0:09:40 > 0:09:43Perhaps he's starting to adjust.

0:09:43 > 0:09:45Hopefully.

0:09:45 > 0:09:47Tricky situation.

0:09:47 > 0:09:48Tough on both of you.

0:09:48 > 0:09:49Yeah, you could say that.

0:09:49 > 0:09:52Still, I think you're right in what you did.

0:09:53 > 0:09:55- What do you mean? - Took on board what I said.

0:09:57 > 0:09:59- I did?- Yes. Took my advice.

0:10:02 > 0:10:05- That's a bit arrogant, isn't it? - I'm sorry?

0:10:05 > 0:10:08- This isn't about you, Howard. - I didn't say it was about...

0:10:08 > 0:10:11Look, I am finding things hard, and yes, I am struggling,

0:10:11 > 0:10:14- but it's my problem, not yours. - I know.

0:10:14 > 0:10:15Do you?

0:10:21 > 0:10:22He's your family, Sinead.

0:10:22 > 0:10:25He destroyed my family.

0:10:25 > 0:10:27Whatever happened, it was a long time ago.

0:10:27 > 0:10:29He's all you have left now.

0:10:29 > 0:10:31You have no idea what he did.

0:10:31 > 0:10:33I think he's trying to make amends.

0:10:33 > 0:10:36What are you doing still here?

0:10:36 > 0:10:38There are things we need to talk about.

0:10:38 > 0:10:41- I have nothing to say to you. - I told you there was no point.

0:10:41 > 0:10:43- If you need anything...- From you?

0:10:43 > 0:10:45Can't we just go?

0:10:45 > 0:10:46Sinead, let him speak.

0:10:47 > 0:10:50You don't want to be here, do you?

0:10:50 > 0:10:52Not especially, no.

0:10:52 > 0:10:54Why? Bad memories?

0:10:56 > 0:10:58As it happens...

0:10:58 > 0:10:59yes.

0:11:01 > 0:11:02She's never told you, has she?

0:11:02 > 0:11:04Told me what?

0:11:04 > 0:11:05Course she hasn't, lying slut.

0:11:05 > 0:11:06Sinead!

0:11:08 > 0:11:12She slept with your father. Six weeks before your wedding.

0:11:12 > 0:11:15- That's not true. - She only married you out of spite.

0:11:15 > 0:11:17She didn't sleep with him.

0:11:17 > 0:11:19Is that what she told you?

0:11:19 > 0:11:21He raped her.

0:11:29 > 0:11:31Where are you off to?

0:11:31 > 0:11:33Zara wants a proper coffee.

0:11:33 > 0:11:34You are kidding.

0:11:34 > 0:11:37The lengths a man will do to get his leg over.

0:11:37 > 0:11:38That's not what this is about.

0:11:38 > 0:11:42Isn't it? I know a frustrated man when I see one.

0:11:42 > 0:11:46It's not about what I want. It's about what Zara wants.

0:11:46 > 0:11:47He is so whipped.

0:11:47 > 0:11:52I suppose it could be S&M. Hmm...that would explain a lot.

0:11:58 > 0:11:59Karen?

0:11:59 > 0:12:01- Mmm?- You're a woman.

0:12:03 > 0:12:04Yes. Why?

0:12:06 > 0:12:07Nothing.

0:12:12 > 0:12:14Why didn't you go to the police?

0:12:14 > 0:12:17I was 18. On a student visa.

0:12:18 > 0:12:22He was on TV, the chief medical officer...

0:12:22 > 0:12:25- But if he forced you to... - No-one would have believed me.

0:12:25 > 0:12:28- Because it wasn't true.- It is!

0:12:28 > 0:12:30- Your father would never have done anything like that.- Why not?

0:12:30 > 0:12:33He was a bully. That's how he got his way.

0:12:33 > 0:12:36Well, what did she expect, anyway? Coming in here like that?

0:12:36 > 0:12:38Hair all done up, in that tarty dress...

0:12:38 > 0:12:42- It doesn't matter what I was wearing.- You were there?

0:12:42 > 0:12:45You thought you could sleep your way to better grades.

0:12:45 > 0:12:47I wanted his help.

0:12:48 > 0:12:49He was my tutor.

0:12:49 > 0:12:52And you couldn't wait to get your knickers off.

0:12:52 > 0:12:56- I tried to stop him. - Liar! You were screaming for it.

0:12:56 > 0:12:58- He was hurting me. - You heard him rape her?

0:12:58 > 0:12:59It wasn't rape!

0:12:59 > 0:13:02If I had a penny for every little tramp who cried rape...

0:13:02 > 0:13:04- There were others?- I knew it.

0:13:04 > 0:13:08Of course there were. Girls were always throwing themselves at him.

0:13:08 > 0:13:11But that wasn't rape. Sure, he did what any man would have done.

0:13:11 > 0:13:14How can you defend him?! You saw what he did to her!

0:13:14 > 0:13:18All I saw was a whore taking advantage of a weak man.

0:13:18 > 0:13:21- She knew exactly what she was doing. - That's not true!

0:13:21 > 0:13:23I warned him about her.

0:13:23 > 0:13:26I'm not listening to this!

0:13:26 > 0:13:27Are you sure it wasn't rape?

0:13:27 > 0:13:29Of course I'm sure. He wouldn't lie to me.

0:13:34 > 0:13:37- I need to explain something.- You don't need to explain anything...

0:13:37 > 0:13:40All my training, all my instincts are to find solutions -

0:13:40 > 0:13:42practical solutions to cut-and-dried problems.

0:13:42 > 0:13:44That's what I'm good at and that's what I know.

0:13:44 > 0:13:47When it comes to grey areas, it's not really my thing.

0:13:47 > 0:13:49You can't get much more grey than this.

0:13:49 > 0:13:52That's why I keep doing things wrong and saying things wrong.

0:13:52 > 0:13:55And for that, I apologise.

0:13:55 > 0:13:58From now on I'm going to leave you alone.

0:13:58 > 0:14:01I don't want to make things harder for you...or for me,

0:14:01 > 0:14:02than it already is.

0:14:04 > 0:14:06Right?

0:14:08 > 0:14:11Yeah, I remember hearing the rumours,

0:14:11 > 0:14:13but...I never thought they were true.

0:14:18 > 0:14:20Hope that's not a personal call.

0:14:20 > 0:14:22- What? No. Work.- I should hope not.

0:14:22 > 0:14:25What with all the problems we've had with the staff recently,

0:14:25 > 0:14:29- the last thing we need is people stirring things up.- Sorry?

0:14:29 > 0:14:30I think you know what I mean.

0:14:33 > 0:14:36- What's the matter with him?- No idea.

0:14:39 > 0:14:42- Yeah, sorry, what were you were saying?- 'If it's true,'

0:14:42 > 0:14:46then she's complicit in rape. Maybe even multiple rapes.

0:14:46 > 0:14:48I really think I should go to the police.

0:14:48 > 0:14:49Then why don't you?

0:14:49 > 0:14:51Because I don't know who to believe.

0:14:51 > 0:14:54If it's as bad as this woman says, why didn't she do something?

0:14:54 > 0:14:56And if there were others, why didn't they?

0:14:56 > 0:15:00'Maybe they were afraid because he was famous. I mean, it happens.'

0:15:00 > 0:15:02Sinead insists it wasn't rape.

0:15:02 > 0:15:05'She's right on the edge as it is. This could push her over.'

0:15:05 > 0:15:09Then the first thing you need to do is make sure she's safe.

0:15:09 > 0:15:11But what if she's lying?

0:15:11 > 0:15:14What if she really did stand by while McFalun raped all those women?

0:15:14 > 0:15:16She's your patient, Jas.

0:15:16 > 0:15:18You need to help her, no matter how you feel.

0:15:18 > 0:15:21Thanks, Kevin, that's really helpful.

0:15:25 > 0:15:26Nice one, Jas.

0:15:29 > 0:15:32Oh, Daniel would have got those for you.

0:15:32 > 0:15:33I'm sure he would have.

0:15:35 > 0:15:36Makes a change, eh?

0:15:36 > 0:15:38- What?- Him being so nice.

0:15:38 > 0:15:41Doing all these nice things for you and Joe.

0:15:41 > 0:15:43It's thrilling.

0:15:43 > 0:15:47Oh, better late than never though, eh? Rob was like that at first.

0:15:47 > 0:15:50I mean, I think it must be like a genetic thing in men.

0:15:50 > 0:15:52Cos one minute they're all Jack-the-lad

0:15:52 > 0:15:54and then suddenly some switch goes off in their head

0:15:54 > 0:15:57and then it's about the family. and they can't do enough for you.

0:15:58 > 0:16:01Isn't there something you should be doing?

0:16:01 > 0:16:03Some...receptionist thing?

0:16:03 > 0:16:05Karen, have you got the stock report?

0:16:07 > 0:16:08Shall we?

0:16:14 > 0:16:17It's always the same with him, isn't it?

0:16:17 > 0:16:19He pretends to turn over a new leaf

0:16:19 > 0:16:22and then begs everyone for forgiveness...

0:16:22 > 0:16:24Well, this isn't the same thing at all.

0:16:24 > 0:16:27The worst thing is, I think he's convinced himself.

0:16:27 > 0:16:28Yeah, he's good at that.

0:16:28 > 0:16:31Sooner or later he'll do it again.

0:16:31 > 0:16:33- He wouldn't dare.- Of course he will.

0:16:33 > 0:16:36It may take a bit longer before he screws up next time,

0:16:36 > 0:16:39but that's the best you can hope for, isn't it?

0:16:44 > 0:16:46Who were you talking to?

0:16:46 > 0:16:48- A colleague.- Why?

0:16:48 > 0:16:50Because I'm trying to help you.

0:16:50 > 0:16:53You weren't talking to the lawyers, were you?

0:16:53 > 0:16:56Do you remember how your brother was sometimes?

0:16:58 > 0:17:00How he was hostile and suspicious for no reason?

0:17:00 > 0:17:04That wasn't his fault. They were poisoning him against me.

0:17:04 > 0:17:06No, Sinead, he was ill.

0:17:08 > 0:17:10Look, I'd like to talk about you.

0:17:10 > 0:17:13He trusted you. I have no-one now.

0:17:13 > 0:17:17And I'm going to prescribe something that will help you sleep.

0:17:17 > 0:17:18I can trust you, can't I?

0:17:20 > 0:17:22Yes, of course.

0:17:22 > 0:17:25I knew he couldn't go on getting away with it.

0:17:25 > 0:17:28Sooner or later one of them would say something.

0:17:30 > 0:17:32He raped those girls?

0:17:32 > 0:17:35- He liked to hurt them. - And you knew about it?

0:17:35 > 0:17:36I suspected.

0:17:38 > 0:17:40You have to tell someone, Sinead.

0:17:40 > 0:17:42- I'm telling you. - You have to go to the police.

0:17:42 > 0:17:46Why? Sure, he's dead now.

0:17:46 > 0:17:48Think of what he's done to all those girls...

0:17:48 > 0:17:50He didn't need them, you know.

0:17:50 > 0:17:53I'd have done anything to make him happy.

0:17:54 > 0:17:57You can't keep this a secret.

0:17:57 > 0:17:59I could have been everything to him.

0:18:01 > 0:18:03Will you go to the police?

0:18:03 > 0:18:04(I could.)

0:18:07 > 0:18:09You really think Daniel's changed?

0:18:09 > 0:18:12I think he's turned over a new leaf.

0:18:12 > 0:18:14Maybe he's just sexually frustrated.

0:18:14 > 0:18:18Daniel really does love her. Maybe he's finally grown up.

0:18:18 > 0:18:20Not a decade too soon.

0:18:20 > 0:18:22Mrs Garrett, please?

0:18:23 > 0:18:27I still just don't see how she could change her mind about him.

0:18:27 > 0:18:28After everything he's done?

0:18:28 > 0:18:30Maybe she's sexually frustrated too.

0:18:30 > 0:18:34- Not everything's about sex, Emma. - Isn't it?

0:18:34 > 0:18:36I think she's coming round.

0:18:36 > 0:18:40Well, it's not going to do much for Jimmi though, is it?

0:18:40 > 0:18:43Don't get me wrong, I think what he did was terrible.

0:18:43 > 0:18:46Really awful. But everyone deserves a second chance.

0:18:48 > 0:18:51We need to talk about the will. As executor...

0:18:51 > 0:18:55- You want to know what really killed your father? You did.- Sinead...

0:18:55 > 0:18:59That's when it all started, the delusions, the voices,

0:18:59 > 0:19:02the paranoia - right after you left.

0:19:02 > 0:19:04Delusions?

0:19:04 > 0:19:06Your father had late onset schizophrenia.

0:19:06 > 0:19:07How long was he ill?

0:19:07 > 0:19:11Several years. Most of the time the medication kept him balanced.

0:19:11 > 0:19:13Except when he didn't take it.

0:19:13 > 0:19:16Have you ever looked after a schizophrenic?

0:19:16 > 0:19:20Ever found the man you love naked in the garden talking to the trees?

0:19:21 > 0:19:25It's hereditary, you know. That makes him next in line.

0:19:25 > 0:19:27Something to look forward to.

0:19:29 > 0:19:32I think I saw Daniel washing her feet earlier.

0:19:32 > 0:19:33Or was that licking her boots?

0:19:33 > 0:19:36Oh, it would be really romantic if they got back together again.

0:19:36 > 0:19:39What's romantic about letting someone walk all over you?

0:19:39 > 0:19:41Anyone know where Jas is?

0:19:41 > 0:19:43Um, she went to a funeral thing.

0:19:43 > 0:19:46I know where she went, it was a wake. She should have been back by now.

0:19:46 > 0:19:47Well, she's been delayed.

0:19:47 > 0:19:50We're supposed to conference call. I've people waiting.

0:19:50 > 0:19:52Actually, she's on her way back. She rang me earlier.

0:19:52 > 0:19:55Right, send her through when she gets back.

0:19:55 > 0:19:58Oh, one more thing, anyone fancy a spot of work?

0:20:04 > 0:20:06Have you got the clinic report?

0:20:06 > 0:20:08Um, yes. Yeah, I'll bring it through to you.

0:20:08 > 0:20:10Howard, could I have a word?

0:20:11 > 0:20:12Why aren't you back yet?

0:20:12 > 0:20:15Because I've just stumbled on a history of serial rape

0:20:15 > 0:20:17going back decades and my patient's paranoia

0:20:17 > 0:20:21- is spiralling dangerously out of control.- 'Howard's doing his nut.'

0:20:21 > 0:20:22Get her assessed and get back here.

0:20:25 > 0:20:27Just checking some test results.

0:20:37 > 0:20:38Look, Howard...

0:20:39 > 0:20:44..I am desperately trying to be normal for Chris's sake,

0:20:44 > 0:20:47but I don't know what that is any more.

0:20:47 > 0:20:49All the certainties in my life are gone.

0:20:51 > 0:20:53It'll take time.

0:20:53 > 0:20:54It's all so twisted.

0:20:56 > 0:20:59- I know.- And until I manage to make some sense of it,

0:20:59 > 0:21:01then I'm just not ready for...

0:21:04 > 0:21:06Yeah. Of course. Of course not.

0:21:09 > 0:21:10I need time.

0:21:11 > 0:21:12As long as it takes.

0:21:14 > 0:21:16It could take a while.

0:21:17 > 0:21:19I keep telling myself I have to be strong.

0:21:20 > 0:21:21You are.

0:21:23 > 0:21:25Am I?

0:21:26 > 0:21:28Stronger than any woman I've ever known.

0:21:32 > 0:21:34More than Scary Gina?

0:21:37 > 0:21:38Even Scary Gina.

0:21:43 > 0:21:46I don't know how much longer I can keep this going.

0:21:54 > 0:21:56Don't let me go.

0:22:00 > 0:22:03I know what the will says, but you can have the house.

0:22:03 > 0:22:06- Thank you.- And I'll make sure you're provided for.

0:22:06 > 0:22:08Why are you doing this?

0:22:08 > 0:22:10Because he's trying to help you, Sinead.

0:22:10 > 0:22:12But there is a condition.

0:22:12 > 0:22:14Dr Khella wants you to get assessed.

0:22:17 > 0:22:18You don't change, do you?

0:22:18 > 0:22:21It's nothing to be afraid of.

0:22:21 > 0:22:22I see what you're doing.

0:22:22 > 0:22:24I'm not doing anything.

0:22:24 > 0:22:26For a moment I thought you might have changed,

0:22:26 > 0:22:28but...I can see where this is going.

0:22:28 > 0:22:30There's nothing sinister.

0:22:30 > 0:22:34You want to get me committed. Then you get everything.

0:22:34 > 0:22:35No-one's trying to get you committed.

0:22:35 > 0:22:38And you come out smelling of roses.

0:22:38 > 0:22:42You're being paranoid, Sinead. That's why you need to get assessed.

0:22:42 > 0:22:45- Why are you helping him? - I'm trying to help you.

0:22:45 > 0:22:46- Is he paying you?- No!

0:22:46 > 0:22:48You can't fool me. I know what you're thinking.

0:22:48 > 0:22:50I can hear what you're thinking.

0:22:50 > 0:22:52Your brother used to say the same thing.

0:22:52 > 0:22:54You won't win.

0:22:54 > 0:22:57He wasn't in his right mind when he wrote that will.

0:22:57 > 0:22:59I'm going to contest it and I'm going to win.

0:22:59 > 0:23:01And you and your bitch of a wife will get nothing.

0:23:01 > 0:23:03Sinead, you need help.

0:23:03 > 0:23:06- I don't need help from anyone. - As your doctor...

0:23:06 > 0:23:08No! Not any more.

0:23:14 > 0:23:17- Oh! Oh, Chris. Wait. - Can't stop, mate.

0:23:18 > 0:23:19Karen, if Howard asks,

0:23:19 > 0:23:22I'm just popping out to get Zara something special for supper.

0:23:22 > 0:23:25- Good plan. Major brownie points there.- What?

0:23:25 > 0:23:28Taming the shrew. Nice one. Like it.

0:23:28 > 0:23:30I'm just helping out because of her ankle. If, in some small way,

0:23:30 > 0:23:33that helps to get my family back together, then great.

0:23:33 > 0:23:36- That's not why I'm doing it though. - Well, it's definitely working.

0:23:36 > 0:23:38There's less spit than usual in the old Spitfire.

0:23:38 > 0:23:41Don't talk about Zara like that. It's insulting.

0:23:44 > 0:23:47- What?- Tact really isn't your strong point, is it?

0:23:57 > 0:24:00If she is schizophrenic, there's a range of options -

0:24:00 > 0:24:03treatments, medications - but until she gets an assessment...

0:24:03 > 0:24:06Why do you still feel you owe her?

0:24:06 > 0:24:09- She's my family, Adura. - After everything she's done?

0:24:09 > 0:24:11- I can't turn my back on her. - What about me?

0:24:13 > 0:24:15What about all the other women?

0:24:16 > 0:24:19She's right. You need to go to the police.

0:24:21 > 0:24:22It was so long ago.

0:24:22 > 0:24:26How many other families have been torn apart by this?

0:24:27 > 0:24:28It's not too late.

0:24:29 > 0:24:30Please?

0:24:32 > 0:24:35Keeping it a secret hurts everyone. Even Sinead.

0:24:39 > 0:24:40All right.

0:24:42 > 0:24:43Thank you.

0:24:47 > 0:24:50Well, I was stood right outside his door, Chris,

0:24:50 > 0:24:52and it definitely didn't sound professional.

0:24:52 > 0:24:54Well, you heard wrong.

0:24:54 > 0:24:57"Don't let me go"? What else could that mean?

0:24:57 > 0:25:00She promised me there would never be anything between her and Howard.

0:25:00 > 0:25:03- Then she's changed her mind. - She wouldn't do that.

0:25:03 > 0:25:06- Why not?- Because she knows that if she did, that's the end of us.

0:25:06 > 0:25:09So she didn't. All right? End of story.

0:25:37 > 0:25:39Mate...I'm sorry about earlier.

0:25:39 > 0:25:42- I think it's good what you're doing. - OK.

0:25:42 > 0:25:44I didn't mean to disrespect you.

0:25:44 > 0:25:45Oh, you're apologising to him?

0:25:47 > 0:25:49You don't think this pathetic Dad Of The Year act

0:25:49 > 0:25:51is going to make any difference, do you?

0:25:51 > 0:25:53I mean, you don't get it, do you?

0:25:53 > 0:25:55She didn't leave you because you forgot her birthday

0:25:55 > 0:25:58or because you didn't make your bed.

0:25:58 > 0:26:02- I know.- You cheated on her, Daniel. You lied to her.

0:26:02 > 0:26:05And Joe. And you think you can just wish this all away?

0:26:05 > 0:26:09No-one in their right mind is going to believe you've changed.

0:26:09 > 0:26:11- I'm trying.- Yeah, well, don't bother

0:26:11 > 0:26:13because you're not capable of change.

0:26:18 > 0:26:21You're killing yourself by inches, and we have to watch.

0:26:21 > 0:26:26It's OK, I'm here to look after you. Call an ambulance, now, please.

0:26:26 > 0:26:30I have been reading my bible. The Song Of Solomon.

0:26:30 > 0:26:33There's a surprising amount of sex in the Bible, actually.

0:26:33 > 0:26:35It's not all prohibitions and smiting.

0:26:35 > 0:26:36Cassie...

0:26:37 > 0:26:39Cassie...

0:26:39 > 0:26:40Oh, no, please.

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