0:00:28 > 0:00:29You can't just hide from me!
0:00:29 > 0:00:31Go away! I'm not going to give up!
0:00:31 > 0:00:33Leave me alone!
0:00:33 > 0:00:34No! Wait!
0:00:37 > 0:00:40Open the door. Please?
0:00:40 > 0:00:42Open the door!
0:00:42 > 0:00:45Oi! This isn't over!
0:00:45 > 0:00:47Enough!
0:00:47 > 0:00:51I warned you. I am authorised to use appropriate levels of restraint.
0:00:51 > 0:00:52Get off me!
0:00:52 > 0:00:54Show's over, folks. Back to your books.
0:00:54 > 0:00:56Mind your backs.
0:00:57 > 0:01:01HE HUMS TUNE
0:01:03 > 0:01:08My love is a rebellious bird that none can tame.
0:01:10 > 0:01:11Bizet's Carmen...
0:01:11 > 0:01:15followed by oysters and champagne in our own hotel suite.
0:01:15 > 0:01:19Ooh! I can't wait!
0:01:19 > 0:01:22I'll finish packing. I thought you'd already packed?
0:01:22 > 0:01:24Won't take a sec. No, but you said.
0:01:24 > 0:01:27I'd love a coffee. Cafetiere is in the cupboard by the fridge.
0:01:31 > 0:01:34Second time I've caught you harassing Dr Everson...
0:01:34 > 0:01:37Either you stay away from her or I'll have to call the police. Got it?
0:01:43 > 0:01:46KNOCKS ON DOOR
0:01:46 > 0:01:49Doc? Hello?... Sorry to disturb.
0:01:50 > 0:01:53All sorted. I had a quick word.
0:01:53 > 0:01:56Don't think he'll be bothering you again.
0:01:56 > 0:01:57Thank you, Barry.
0:01:57 > 0:01:59Second time this week, though, isn't it?
0:01:59 > 0:02:03Yes. Well, I just can't deal with it any more.
0:02:03 > 0:02:05Like I said, you don't have to.
0:02:07 > 0:02:08He's very persistent.
0:02:08 > 0:02:11Maybe I should file a report?
0:02:11 > 0:02:14No! There's no point.
0:02:14 > 0:02:19You're sure? I mean, I know he's not like some serial stalker or
0:02:19 > 0:02:23anything, but I could have a word with the Dean?
0:02:24 > 0:02:27This department and my welfare don't exactly rate
0:02:27 > 0:02:30highly on his list of importance right now.
0:02:30 > 0:02:31Anyway.
0:02:31 > 0:02:35Paul...is just an attention seeker.
0:02:35 > 0:02:39The more I ignore him, the quicker he'll go away.
0:02:40 > 0:02:43Right. Well, you know where I am.
0:02:59 > 0:03:02What are you doing here? Oh, fine. I'll get off, then.
0:03:02 > 0:03:04No, I thought you were at the surgery today.
0:03:04 > 0:03:05I was. I took the day off.
0:03:05 > 0:03:09I thought your mum could cover while you and me
0:03:09 > 0:03:11did something together.
0:03:11 > 0:03:13The world is ours. We can go anywhere you like, as long as it's
0:03:13 > 0:03:15driveable within the Midlands area.
0:03:15 > 0:03:17Kevin, the salon's just opened.
0:03:17 > 0:03:20I've been doing promotional work all week to try and get business.
0:03:20 > 0:03:21I can't just drop everything.
0:03:21 > 0:03:23Right...
0:03:23 > 0:03:26We're not really busy till next week, but my mum's off today.
0:03:26 > 0:03:29Right. Sorry, I wasn't thinking...
0:03:29 > 0:03:33Maybe we could still spend some of the day together?
0:03:34 > 0:03:35What? Here?
0:03:37 > 0:03:39I could do some pampering. Come again?
0:03:39 > 0:03:42It'll be fun. I could try out some treatments.
0:03:42 > 0:03:44You can be my guinea pig.
0:03:44 > 0:03:46Nothing too freaky, I promise.
0:03:46 > 0:03:47Like what kind of thing?
0:03:47 > 0:03:51I was thinking something little, like a...full men's Brazilian.
0:03:51 > 0:03:53Whoa! Whoa! Back up!
0:03:53 > 0:03:55Isn't that when...everything's...?
0:03:55 > 0:03:56No!
0:03:56 > 0:03:58No.
0:03:58 > 0:04:01OK. Well, maybe we'll start with something a little less painful.
0:04:01 > 0:04:02Come on.
0:04:10 > 0:04:12Black or white?
0:04:33 > 0:04:35The department was a mess when I arrived,
0:04:35 > 0:04:36but it's just got worse year on year.
0:04:36 > 0:04:40Posts cut, funding slashed. At least it's clear now what they want. It sounds very stressful.
0:04:40 > 0:04:43Maybe taking the redundancy offer would be the best option?
0:04:43 > 0:04:47I want to fight them, but I just feel like I'm drowning.
0:04:47 > 0:04:51I'm afraid I'm not sure it's any kind of real solution
0:04:51 > 0:04:53to prescribe you more anti-depressants.
0:04:53 > 0:04:54They do help.
0:04:54 > 0:04:59Right. The thing is, I'm not happy that prescribing you yet
0:04:59 > 0:05:02another course of... Please, they really help.
0:05:02 > 0:05:05I know I should be able to manage without the pills.
0:05:05 > 0:05:12And I will. It's just trying to cope with this stalker thing too.
0:05:12 > 0:05:14You're being stalked?
0:05:14 > 0:05:17I can't say much about it. Confidentiality, you know?
0:05:17 > 0:05:19He's a student?
0:05:20 > 0:05:24Very obsessive. Probably harmless, but...
0:05:24 > 0:05:26How long has this been going on?
0:05:26 > 0:05:28A few weeks, on and off.
0:05:28 > 0:05:29And have you done anything?
0:05:29 > 0:05:31Not yet.
0:05:31 > 0:05:33I can't explain it,
0:05:33 > 0:05:36but the whole thing has really worn me down, you know?
0:05:41 > 0:05:44I only booked the hotel for one night!
0:05:46 > 0:05:48How big is your boot?
0:05:52 > 0:05:58It's that feeling that he might call or just appear at any minute...
0:05:58 > 0:06:01It's very hard to switch off from.
0:06:01 > 0:06:05OK, given all that you've told me, I'll prescribe another course.
0:06:05 > 0:06:11I'm sure you know the obvious risks - avoiding alcohol and so on.
0:06:11 > 0:06:14But I do also think it's vital that you go straight back
0:06:14 > 0:06:17to the University authorities and alert them
0:06:17 > 0:06:18to this problem with this student.
0:06:18 > 0:06:20You have no idea how far he might go.
0:06:20 > 0:06:22Yes, you're right. I will.
0:06:22 > 0:06:25Some stalking can be really dangerous.
0:06:25 > 0:06:29I'm not trying to alarm you, I just want to make you aware.
0:06:29 > 0:06:32Yes, thank you. I'm so glad I came in.
0:06:32 > 0:06:34I'm glad too.
0:06:36 > 0:06:38You mustn't feel alone with this.
0:06:38 > 0:06:41Any time you need to talk, just call.
0:06:41 > 0:06:42Thank you.
0:06:47 > 0:06:48Please, Germaine.
0:06:48 > 0:06:51You can't just shut me out like this!
0:06:51 > 0:06:53Did you follow me here?
0:06:53 > 0:06:54Please, I don't understand...
0:06:54 > 0:06:57Is everything OK? Leave me alone!
0:06:57 > 0:06:59Ah! Get off! You have to listen to me!
0:06:59 > 0:07:01Get away from her! Let me go, Paul. I mean it.
0:07:01 > 0:07:03I can't.
0:07:03 > 0:07:04Karen, would you...?
0:07:04 > 0:07:08I'm warning you, if you don't back off, we'll call the police.
0:07:08 > 0:07:10Germaine...
0:07:12 > 0:07:13Please?
0:07:15 > 0:07:18It's great for exfoliating.
0:07:18 > 0:07:21And good for acne.
0:07:21 > 0:07:23What are you saying?
0:07:23 > 0:07:27If you try to whip out a camera now, there'll be trouble, woman.
0:07:27 > 0:07:30I think it's just what your Facebook page needs, actually.
0:07:30 > 0:07:32So, is this like some kind of initiation test?
0:07:32 > 0:07:34Do all your boyfriends have to go through this? Mm-hm.
0:07:34 > 0:07:36Separates the men...
0:07:36 > 0:07:38It feels a bit tingly, but it's not painful.
0:07:38 > 0:07:40Wait till I take it off.
0:07:40 > 0:07:42So, how am I doing, compared to the others?
0:07:42 > 0:07:46Well...there's only ever been Gavin who was the long-term one.
0:07:46 > 0:07:47Don't know what I saw in him.
0:07:47 > 0:07:49He was far too macho to do any of this.
0:07:49 > 0:07:52His loss. Bet he's got terrible skin now.
0:07:52 > 0:07:53I dumped him, actually.
0:07:53 > 0:07:56Think I was too focused on where I wanted to be and what I wanted to do.
0:07:56 > 0:07:57Which was?
0:07:57 > 0:08:00This. Own my own salon.
0:08:00 > 0:08:02Have a bloke like you.
0:08:04 > 0:08:05What?
0:08:05 > 0:08:07Nothing...
0:08:07 > 0:08:09Oh, thank you.
0:08:09 > 0:08:11Anyway, I bet your phone is full of girls' numbers.
0:08:11 > 0:08:14No-one that matters now.
0:08:18 > 0:08:21So, you're saying you had a relationship with Dr Everson?
0:08:21 > 0:08:24We had to keep it a secret, else she could lose her job.
0:08:24 > 0:08:25And it's over now?
0:08:25 > 0:08:27It was always pretty difficult.
0:08:27 > 0:08:29She's not...
0:08:29 > 0:08:32You're her GP, you must know what she's going through.
0:08:32 > 0:08:34The drinking...
0:08:34 > 0:08:36She starts at breakfast!
0:08:37 > 0:08:40I talked to her, as soon as I realised.
0:08:40 > 0:08:42She promised she'd stop. She didn't. She only tried to hide it.
0:08:42 > 0:08:44Only, not very well.
0:08:44 > 0:08:46How long has this been going on?
0:08:46 > 0:08:48Long before I met her.
0:08:48 > 0:08:51Her way of dealing with stress, I guess.
0:08:51 > 0:08:53It's no big secret the Dean wants her out.
0:08:53 > 0:08:57And you're saying her drinking is why you split up?
0:08:57 > 0:09:00I told her she had to stop.
0:09:00 > 0:09:01Big mistake.
0:09:01 > 0:09:05We had a massive row, and she stormed out.
0:09:05 > 0:09:06That was two weeks ago.
0:09:06 > 0:09:08And since then?
0:09:08 > 0:09:10She's cut me out like I'm a stranger.
0:09:10 > 0:09:13Swapped my classes to ignore me.
0:09:13 > 0:09:15Ignored my calls.
0:09:16 > 0:09:18It's the truth!
0:09:18 > 0:09:21This morning, she had me dragged out of the building by security!
0:09:21 > 0:09:24So, why are you persisting like this?
0:09:24 > 0:09:28Because I love her.
0:09:30 > 0:09:34Did she come in here to ask you for help? With the drinking?
0:09:34 > 0:09:35I can't discuss my patients.
0:09:35 > 0:09:38She can't stop. She even mixes it with tablets, as well.
0:09:38 > 0:09:41I don't know what they are. I really can't talk about this.
0:09:41 > 0:09:43Why won't anyone listen to me?! I am trying to!
0:09:43 > 0:09:45Then help her.
0:09:45 > 0:09:47Before it's too late.
0:09:53 > 0:09:54All set!
0:09:56 > 0:09:59Oh, you managed it! Thank you.
0:10:03 > 0:10:04No problem.
0:10:04 > 0:10:05So, shall we...?
0:10:05 > 0:10:07Ooh. One last thing.
0:10:44 > 0:10:49It's knowing that Freya walked into that fire to save me.
0:10:49 > 0:10:51And Michaela.
0:10:51 > 0:10:54That's hard to live with.
0:10:54 > 0:10:57I'm sure you would have done the same.
0:10:57 > 0:11:00Not sure I would have.
0:11:00 > 0:11:02I feel so guilty.
0:11:02 > 0:11:05Hey, she wouldn't have wanted that. She was your friend.
0:11:05 > 0:11:07I still miss her.
0:11:07 > 0:11:10You've had a really tough time.
0:11:10 > 0:11:13Lauren's murder, losing Freya.
0:11:13 > 0:11:15I don't know how you've held it all together.
0:11:15 > 0:11:18Not sure I always have, actually.
0:11:18 > 0:11:20Have you got family near?
0:11:20 > 0:11:21Yeah.
0:11:21 > 0:11:23That must have helped.
0:11:23 > 0:11:25Yeah...
0:11:27 > 0:11:30I'm close to my mum, which is nice.
0:11:30 > 0:11:32My dad left when I was a baby.
0:11:32 > 0:11:34Oh, sorry.
0:11:34 > 0:11:37It's OK. He got back in touch through my half-sister.
0:11:37 > 0:11:39He wasn't well, so...
0:11:39 > 0:11:40Is he OK now?
0:11:40 > 0:11:44I think so. He needed a bone marrow transplant.
0:11:44 > 0:11:46That's why they tracked me down.
0:11:46 > 0:11:48So, you...?
0:11:48 > 0:11:50It's no big deal.
0:11:50 > 0:11:53Not in touch with him any more, but I still speak to my half-sister.
0:11:53 > 0:11:57And I've got my mum. That's all I need.
0:11:57 > 0:11:59You're amazing.
0:12:01 > 0:12:03I don't know how you stay so positive
0:12:03 > 0:12:05after all you've been through.
0:12:05 > 0:12:06If anyone is amazing, it's you.
0:12:06 > 0:12:09For getting me to talk about all these things.
0:12:09 > 0:12:10That's just nosiness.
0:12:10 > 0:12:14No, you make me feel like I can be myself,
0:12:14 > 0:12:17like I can talk to you about anything.
0:12:17 > 0:12:19That's special.
0:12:21 > 0:12:24I've got to say, he was pretty convincing.
0:12:24 > 0:12:25He seemed genuinely upset.
0:12:25 > 0:12:27Could be putting it on, I suppose?
0:12:27 > 0:12:30I've tried calling her at the Uni, but there's no answer.
0:12:30 > 0:12:33What are you going to do?
0:12:33 > 0:12:35Well, I don't know who to believe.
0:12:35 > 0:12:38I mean, if she's telling the truth, then I've done the right thing...
0:12:38 > 0:12:42given her a prescription that should help her unwind and get some sleep.
0:12:42 > 0:12:44But if he's telling the truth,
0:12:44 > 0:12:47you've just given anti-depressants to an unstable, lying alcoholic.
0:12:47 > 0:12:50She didn't ask us to call the police, did she?
0:12:51 > 0:12:53No...
0:12:57 > 0:12:58I'm waiting.
0:13:00 > 0:13:03Would it be impolite to ask...
0:13:03 > 0:13:07if you're wearing the black or the white?
0:13:07 > 0:13:09Neither.
0:13:10 > 0:13:12So, do you think we've got time for this?
0:13:12 > 0:13:14Definitely.
0:13:14 > 0:13:17I feel a bit bad leaving Sigourney to cope alone at the salon.
0:13:17 > 0:13:19She is more than capable.
0:13:19 > 0:13:21Maybe I should give her a quick ring? Just to check...
0:13:21 > 0:13:23No need.
0:13:25 > 0:13:26Just a quick...
0:13:33 > 0:13:36Oh, Barry, I'm looking for Dr Everson.
0:13:36 > 0:13:37Do you know where...?
0:13:37 > 0:13:40She'll be in her room if she's not teaching.
0:13:40 > 0:13:42Everything all right, is it?
0:13:42 > 0:13:43Yeah. Why do you ask?
0:13:43 > 0:13:45No reason.
0:13:45 > 0:13:48I understand she's been having some problems recently
0:13:48 > 0:13:50with one of her students?
0:13:50 > 0:13:52She told you that?
0:13:52 > 0:13:56He was throwing a few toys out of his pram, nothing major.
0:13:56 > 0:13:58I had a quiet word, straightened him out.
0:13:58 > 0:14:00Right...
0:14:00 > 0:14:05Although I would say she seemed a bit stressed out.
0:14:08 > 0:14:11Not gossiping or anything,, but as we're both professionals,
0:14:11 > 0:14:15I think I can say I've caught more than the odd whiff...
0:14:15 > 0:14:17of booze on her.
0:14:18 > 0:14:21And not just once. Know what I mean?
0:14:23 > 0:14:25He's fit to interview now.
0:14:35 > 0:14:39VOICEMAIL: Howard Bellamy. Leave a message. I'll get back to you ASAP.
0:14:39 > 0:14:43Howard, it's Emma. I don't know how many messages I've left now.
0:14:43 > 0:14:47Could you give me a ring back please? Bye.
0:14:52 > 0:14:53KNOCKS ON DOOR
0:15:04 > 0:15:08Oh, that's just great(!)
0:15:08 > 0:15:09I did say.
0:15:09 > 0:15:12We need to find her. Quickly.
0:15:12 > 0:15:14Bit of booze isn't going to kill her, is it?
0:15:14 > 0:15:16Not unless she's taken something else with it.
0:15:16 > 0:15:18Does that thing work?
0:15:18 > 0:15:19Of course it does.
0:15:19 > 0:15:20Then use it.
0:15:24 > 0:15:26How are you feeling?
0:15:26 > 0:15:28Really good, actually. You have wonderful hands.
0:15:28 > 0:15:30All the better for touching you with!
0:15:30 > 0:15:33I can't wait to get you to yours.
0:15:33 > 0:15:36So, what time are your mum and Heston leaving?
0:15:36 > 0:15:37They are supposed to be long gone by now,
0:15:37 > 0:15:39but my mum takes for ever to pack.
0:15:39 > 0:15:43He'll be blasting out arias all the way.
0:15:43 > 0:15:45She'll be tone deaf by the time they arrive.
0:15:45 > 0:15:47I think it's really romantic.
0:15:47 > 0:15:49He's very sweet.
0:15:49 > 0:15:52Right, maybe I should phone the opera house,
0:15:52 > 0:15:54see if I can get some returns.
0:15:54 > 0:15:56Shrieking, fat ladies are not really my thing,
0:15:56 > 0:16:00but if you're keen... Let's just stick to Plan A, shall we?
0:16:00 > 0:16:01Definitely.
0:16:06 > 0:16:08So, when can we...?
0:16:08 > 0:16:12My next client is not till 3:30...
0:16:13 > 0:16:14Go on, get your coat.
0:16:16 > 0:16:19Oh, hi, Mrs Lacey!
0:16:19 > 0:16:22How are you? Come in.
0:16:25 > 0:16:26Hi, Karen.
0:16:28 > 0:16:32Oh, right. How long has she been there?
0:16:34 > 0:16:37OK. Keep her there. I'm on my way. Thanks.
0:16:37 > 0:16:39She's at the surgery.
0:16:39 > 0:16:41Oh, right, so...
0:16:43 > 0:16:44Mrs Tembe. It's Emma.
0:16:44 > 0:16:47Could you just put me through to Howard, quickly, please?
0:16:49 > 0:16:51Oh, did he say what was wrong?
0:16:54 > 0:16:56Oh, no, OK.
0:16:56 > 0:16:58No, not to worry. Thanks, bye.
0:16:59 > 0:17:01Howard not well?
0:17:01 > 0:17:04No. Some kind of stomach thing.
0:17:04 > 0:17:08Yeah... He was in a bit of state when I saw him yesterday.
0:17:08 > 0:17:10Really?
0:17:10 > 0:17:12And he was the same a few weeks ago.
0:17:12 > 0:17:14He hasn't mentioned anything.
0:17:14 > 0:17:16Well, he wouldn't. He's a bloke.
0:17:16 > 0:17:18Was he vomiting?
0:17:18 > 0:17:22Immy went through a bit of phase of it when she was about 14,
0:17:22 > 0:17:24but you don't really expect a grown man to...
0:17:26 > 0:17:28Ask him.
0:17:28 > 0:17:32Because, whatever it is, I think he needs some help.
0:17:32 > 0:17:33Right...
0:17:39 > 0:17:41Why did you lie to me about Paul?
0:17:41 > 0:17:44Sympathy.
0:17:44 > 0:17:46To get them.
0:17:46 > 0:17:47So sorry.
0:17:49 > 0:17:51That's how low I've sunk, I guess.
0:17:54 > 0:17:55I feel so ashamed.
0:17:57 > 0:18:00He told me what happened between you.
0:18:00 > 0:18:03He deserves much better.
0:18:03 > 0:18:06Expect he said that, too?
0:18:06 > 0:18:07No.
0:18:07 > 0:18:10I think he's the best thing that's ever happened to me.
0:18:10 > 0:18:12Probably the worst that's happened to him.
0:18:12 > 0:18:14He doesn't seem to think so.
0:18:14 > 0:18:17I'm not strong enough to do it any more.
0:18:17 > 0:18:20Or keep pushing Paul away.
0:18:20 > 0:18:21It's killing me.
0:18:21 > 0:18:24I have to do something.
0:18:24 > 0:18:27For his sake, not mine.
0:18:28 > 0:18:32I'm not fit to be with anyone.
0:18:34 > 0:18:37Is that why you've come back in?
0:18:37 > 0:18:39I can't go on.
0:18:39 > 0:18:41I want it to stop.
0:18:41 > 0:18:44Will you help me, please?
0:18:52 > 0:18:54Still here?
0:18:54 > 0:18:55Have you seen her?
0:18:55 > 0:18:59I thought we dealt with this? Young lad, whole life ahead of you,
0:18:59 > 0:19:01and you're moping around, obsessed about a stupid exam mark.
0:19:01 > 0:19:04I need to talk to her. Well, you can't.
0:19:06 > 0:19:08Don't waste both our time. She's not there.
0:19:08 > 0:19:12And she won't be for a while, I reckon. What do you mean?
0:19:12 > 0:19:15Personal problems. Probably women's stuff.
0:19:16 > 0:19:19Anyway, all you need to know is she's in very good hands.
0:19:19 > 0:19:22Getting looked after.
0:19:22 > 0:19:24So, move on. Go home.
0:19:33 > 0:19:35Are you sure we're on our own?
0:19:35 > 0:19:37Hello?!
0:19:37 > 0:19:41Just us. Finally.
0:19:41 > 0:19:43Seems too good to be true.
0:19:43 > 0:19:45Keep thinking something else is going to interrupt.
0:19:45 > 0:19:48Like what? Fire, flood, tornado?
0:19:48 > 0:19:50Earthquake, maybe?
0:19:50 > 0:19:54Well, if you're promising me you're going to make the earth move...
0:19:56 > 0:19:58DOORBELL RINGS
0:20:03 > 0:20:05KNOCKS ON DOOR
0:20:06 > 0:20:09DOORBELL RINGS
0:20:14 > 0:20:16Thank you.
0:20:16 > 0:20:17I just made the call.
0:20:17 > 0:20:19The hard work is going to be yours.
0:20:19 > 0:20:20I know.
0:20:20 > 0:20:23But if you want to do this enough...
0:20:23 > 0:20:24Germaine!
0:20:24 > 0:20:26I'm sorry. I can't...
0:20:26 > 0:20:29Where are you going? Look, she needs to get some help.
0:20:29 > 0:20:30Germaine...
0:20:30 > 0:20:33Germaine! No! Wait!
0:20:40 > 0:20:42I'm so hot.
0:20:42 > 0:20:44You're telling me.
0:20:48 > 0:20:51This feels perfect.
0:20:51 > 0:20:53You feel perfect.
0:21:28 > 0:21:29Howard...
0:21:32 > 0:21:34You can't just walk in like that.
0:21:40 > 0:21:43Please, don't look.
0:21:43 > 0:21:47I don't want you to see me like this.
0:21:47 > 0:21:49Howard...
0:21:53 > 0:21:56I can't control it.
0:21:56 > 0:21:58I can't control myself...
0:21:58 > 0:22:01It's OK.
0:22:01 > 0:22:03It's not OK.
0:22:05 > 0:22:06Listen to me.
0:22:06 > 0:22:11I want you to go upstairs, take a shower and change your clothes.
0:22:13 > 0:22:15Now.
0:22:16 > 0:22:18Go on. I'll wait.
0:22:40 > 0:22:43You OK?
0:22:43 > 0:22:44Kevin?
0:22:44 > 0:22:46What's wrong?
0:22:46 > 0:22:48It's nothing... It's just...
0:22:48 > 0:22:49I'm not...
0:22:49 > 0:22:53Oh... Kev, it's not a big deal.
0:22:54 > 0:22:57Listen, we have all the time in the world.
0:22:57 > 0:22:59We don't have to rush anything.
0:23:00 > 0:23:03I've got that client at 3:30, so...
0:23:03 > 0:23:07you just stay here and chill out, and I'll be back soon.
0:23:18 > 0:23:20I will see you later.
0:23:32 > 0:23:34Thanks.
0:23:35 > 0:23:36Here.
0:23:37 > 0:23:40Drink these. You'll be dehydrated.
0:23:43 > 0:23:46Howard, thousands of men suffer with this.
0:23:50 > 0:23:52But feeling ashamed and being secretive
0:23:52 > 0:23:54is only going to make it worse.
0:23:55 > 0:23:57I don't want to talk about it.
0:23:57 > 0:23:59I'm afraid you don't have any choice.
0:23:59 > 0:24:01How long?
0:24:04 > 0:24:06Well...
0:24:06 > 0:24:10is there a trigger that brings on an episode?
0:24:10 > 0:24:12Is it stress?
0:24:12 > 0:24:15There's no point doing this. It won't help.
0:24:17 > 0:24:20You've clearly been very successful in lying to yourself
0:24:20 > 0:24:24for some time, but this is me now.
0:24:28 > 0:24:30I can't explain it.
0:24:32 > 0:24:35It starts with tension...
0:24:37 > 0:24:40..a build up of tension...
0:24:40 > 0:24:42then I get this urge...
0:24:45 > 0:24:48..this unstoppable urge to eat...
0:24:51 > 0:24:53..so I eat.
0:24:56 > 0:24:59But when I do,
0:24:59 > 0:25:02I lose control.
0:25:02 > 0:25:04I lose absolute control.
0:25:11 > 0:25:12It's OK.
0:25:12 > 0:25:16No, it's not. Look at me.
0:25:16 > 0:25:18I'm pathetic.
0:25:19 > 0:25:22I'm not the man you thought I was.
0:25:22 > 0:25:24I'd understand if you got up and went.
0:25:25 > 0:25:28Go on. Go.
0:25:28 > 0:25:30Howard, I am not going anywhere.
0:25:32 > 0:25:36If you were a patient, I'd recommend that you had counselling or
0:25:36 > 0:25:39Cognitive Behavioural Therapy.... Don't, please...
0:25:39 > 0:25:43..but I know you too well to think that would work.
0:25:43 > 0:25:45You're way too resistant.
0:25:47 > 0:25:48There's no need to do this.
0:25:48 > 0:25:51Oh, I'm not going to do anything.
0:25:51 > 0:25:53You are.
0:25:53 > 0:25:54This is your battle.
0:25:57 > 0:26:00Somehow, you have got to find a way
0:26:00 > 0:26:03to set a target that you can meet
0:26:03 > 0:26:06or a goal that you can achieve.
0:26:06 > 0:26:08I don't know if I'm strong enough.
0:26:08 > 0:26:10I think you are.
0:26:10 > 0:26:12I know you are.
0:26:25 > 0:26:27Where have you been?! Personal matter.
0:26:27 > 0:26:30You look awful. Thank you(!)
0:26:32 > 0:26:33No, you cannot leave that there!
0:26:33 > 0:26:36So, where do I put it? Just move it, David.
0:26:36 > 0:26:37Bit of a stud, is he?
0:26:37 > 0:26:40Five times! Gloria!
0:26:40 > 0:26:41Mrs Tembe, what are you doing?
0:26:41 > 0:26:44This man is a thief.
0:26:44 > 0:26:47And I am making a citizen's arrest.
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