0:00:28 > 0:00:31LAUGHTER
0:00:35 > 0:00:38Aren't I the coolest chalet girl you've ever seen?
0:00:43 > 0:00:46Make that the hottest.
0:00:48 > 0:00:51CHATTERING ON VIDEO
0:00:51 > 0:00:53Sean!
0:01:02 > 0:01:04Dr Carter, I was just thinking about you.
0:01:04 > 0:01:06- Were you?- I've had an idea.
0:01:06 > 0:01:07Ah-ha.
0:01:07 > 0:01:09I was thinking of organising a staff outing
0:01:09 > 0:01:11to the panto at the Letherbridge Hippodrome.
0:01:11 > 0:01:15I know you're a bit of a theatre buff - well, a lot of one -
0:01:15 > 0:01:18so I thought I would run it by you first.
0:01:18 > 0:01:20Thank you, it's not really my thing.
0:01:20 > 0:01:22But they're doing Robin Hood.
0:01:22 > 0:01:24So I see.
0:01:24 > 0:01:26I thought we could do some team bonding.
0:01:26 > 0:01:29Form our own group of merry men.
0:01:29 > 0:01:31And hilarious women.
0:01:31 > 0:01:33It's not really even in the canon.
0:01:33 > 0:01:37It's just some jumped-up director's attempt to do something modern.
0:01:37 > 0:01:40Sounds like you could teach the Hippodrome a thing or two.
0:01:40 > 0:01:42Well, I think I could.
0:01:42 > 0:01:44In fact, I'm thinking of writing my own version.
0:01:44 > 0:01:47One that knows its facts from its fairy lights.
0:01:47 > 0:01:48Sounds exciting.
0:01:48 > 0:01:53Hm. I will expose Robin Hood for the farce that it is.
0:01:53 > 0:01:54Which one are you going to do?
0:01:54 > 0:01:56Well, I...
0:01:57 > 0:02:00When is Howard going to get those paving stones fixed?
0:02:00 > 0:02:02I nearly broke my ankle again!
0:02:02 > 0:02:04Cinderella!
0:02:04 > 0:02:07Oh! That's my absolute favourite!
0:02:07 > 0:02:09I've always seen myself as a bit of a Cinderella,
0:02:09 > 0:02:13waiting for a prince to come, bring the right shoe...
0:02:13 > 0:02:16It's a classic. A quintessential example of the genre.
0:02:16 > 0:02:18What are you blethering on about?
0:02:18 > 0:02:20Heston's writing a pantomime.
0:02:20 > 0:02:21Well, maybe.
0:02:21 > 0:02:22Whatever.
0:02:23 > 0:02:26No, I think it's a great idea. Maybe I could help you?
0:02:26 > 0:02:28There's no need.
0:02:28 > 0:02:30I need to be alone with my muse.
0:02:30 > 0:02:33Oh, yes, muse, yeah, quite right.
0:02:35 > 0:02:36Thank you.
0:02:40 > 0:02:41Hey!
0:02:41 > 0:02:43I doubt Nurse Jackie's going to be into extreme sports.
0:02:43 > 0:02:47I'm sure she's seen worse. And it's Mandy.
0:02:47 > 0:02:50Wow! Sure there's enough protein in here, Gav?
0:02:50 > 0:02:53I don't want her thinking I'm not looking after you properly.
0:02:53 > 0:02:57Tuck in, or do you know something about this that I don't?
0:02:57 > 0:03:00I'm not hungry. Too much coffee.
0:03:00 > 0:03:02What's up?
0:03:02 > 0:03:04Nothing. I'll sort it.
0:03:04 > 0:03:05Edwards still on your case?
0:03:05 > 0:03:08He's already given me two extensions.
0:03:08 > 0:03:09Sorry, mate.
0:03:09 > 0:03:11- It's not your fault.- Yes, it is.
0:03:11 > 0:03:14I don't remember you pulling any all-nighters in your first year.
0:03:14 > 0:03:16I wasn't looking at the politics of betrayal and its influence
0:03:16 > 0:03:19on 20th century militarism in my first year.
0:03:19 > 0:03:21Never mind that - how's your breakfast?
0:03:21 > 0:03:23Five out of ten.
0:03:23 > 0:03:25Oi, don't push it!
0:03:25 > 0:03:28Right. Where are you?
0:03:30 > 0:03:33Nice. So what's new?
0:03:34 > 0:03:37"Love is in the air at last."
0:03:38 > 0:03:42Oh! That's cheesy even for you, Aran.
0:03:42 > 0:03:45So, what else is new?
0:03:47 > 0:03:51"Back to school. Letherbridge uni course... Memes and the message -
0:03:51 > 0:03:53"synergising dynamic client communication
0:03:53 > 0:03:55"with proactive team development."
0:03:55 > 0:03:58Wow, bet she's pushed you onto that.
0:03:58 > 0:04:00Have you got any superglue?
0:04:00 > 0:04:04Wow! Who's that? I like those cheekbones.
0:04:04 > 0:04:07Just someone that I used to know.
0:04:07 > 0:04:10Yeah, right, the one that got away?
0:04:10 > 0:04:11Something like that.
0:04:11 > 0:04:14Come on. Gory details.
0:04:14 > 0:04:16There aren't any.
0:04:16 > 0:04:19Right. Cos you're seeing Jimmi now.
0:04:19 > 0:04:23Actually, I'm not. That didn't work out.
0:04:23 > 0:04:26Oh. That's a shame.
0:04:26 > 0:04:28I mean, he's not a laugh a minute, but...
0:04:28 > 0:04:32It's fine. We're both cool about it.
0:04:32 > 0:04:36So you find yourself newly single and what's the first thing you do?
0:04:36 > 0:04:41Look up your ex, of course! It's what the internet was invented for.
0:04:41 > 0:04:43- Dig up any dirt?- No.
0:04:43 > 0:04:46Except, he's got a new girlfriend and she's younger
0:04:46 > 0:04:47- and better looking than you are? - Zara!
0:04:47 > 0:04:51Count yourself lucky. You were about to break the golden rule.
0:04:51 > 0:04:52What's that?
0:04:52 > 0:04:55Never go back. It always ends in disaster.
0:04:55 > 0:04:57I did go back. Once.
0:04:57 > 0:04:59What happened?
0:04:59 > 0:05:00It was a disaster.
0:05:00 > 0:05:03Exactly. There's plenty more sharks in the sea.
0:05:03 > 0:05:05Get over him and get a life.
0:05:05 > 0:05:07- Glue?- Sorry.
0:05:12 > 0:05:14Hiya. You must be Gavin.
0:05:14 > 0:05:16That's me. Come on in.
0:05:18 > 0:05:22- The nurses at St Phil's speak very highly of you.- Did they?
0:05:22 > 0:05:24Said you're doing sterling work.
0:05:24 > 0:05:27Well, that's what families are for.
0:05:27 > 0:05:30You'd be surprised. Not all families rally round.
0:05:30 > 0:05:33Would you like a drink? A cup of tea or something?
0:05:33 > 0:05:35I'll see the patient first.
0:05:35 > 0:05:36Of course, he's right through here.
0:05:36 > 0:05:38PHONE BUZZES Excuse me.
0:05:38 > 0:05:40You're OK. I can take it from here.
0:05:44 > 0:05:46Well, it's all looking good.
0:05:46 > 0:05:47Great.
0:05:47 > 0:05:51Think I'll give the slopes a bit of a miss from now on, though.
0:05:51 > 0:05:53Keen skier, were you?
0:05:53 > 0:05:55No, first time.
0:05:55 > 0:05:57Yeah, beginner's luck.
0:05:57 > 0:06:00I'm more of a sun, sea and surf kind of guy myself.
0:06:00 > 0:06:02Me too.
0:06:02 > 0:06:05Is that why you were planning a trip to Australia?
0:06:05 > 0:06:08Sorry, there was a request
0:06:08 > 0:06:11for a copy of your medical records in your file.
0:06:11 > 0:06:13Thought you were psychic there for a minute.
0:06:13 > 0:06:17My mum lives there. She came over when this happened.
0:06:17 > 0:06:20Wanted me to go back with her so she could look after me.
0:06:20 > 0:06:22You didn't take her up on it?
0:06:22 > 0:06:26I thought about it. Bondi Beach versus the Bullring.
0:06:26 > 0:06:28But no, my life's here. And I've got my brother.
0:06:29 > 0:06:31He seems like a lovely guy.
0:06:31 > 0:06:32Yeah.
0:06:32 > 0:06:33OK, any pain?
0:06:33 > 0:06:35Nope.
0:06:35 > 0:06:37You still going to all your physio appointments?
0:06:37 > 0:06:39Yes. Gav makes sure of that.
0:06:39 > 0:06:40Good. How are you finding it?
0:06:40 > 0:06:42Look at that.
0:06:42 > 0:06:44A few more months of this and Rio, here I come.
0:06:44 > 0:06:46The Paralympics?
0:06:46 > 0:06:50Yeah, sure, why not? Just need to get stuck into some training.
0:06:51 > 0:06:55Look, stop calling, OK? Today is really not a good day.
0:06:56 > 0:06:59OK? OK. Yes, I'll see you then.
0:07:01 > 0:07:05Let me do that. I need to fill it up anyway.
0:07:05 > 0:07:07You're OK.
0:07:07 > 0:07:09You sound like you've got enough on your plate.
0:07:09 > 0:07:12Yeah. I could do with brushing up my time management skills.
0:07:12 > 0:07:15Anything I can help you with?
0:07:15 > 0:07:18Not unless you're an expert on 20th century history.
0:07:18 > 0:07:21No, I can't remember what I did yesterday.
0:07:21 > 0:07:24Have you finished with Sean?
0:07:24 > 0:07:26Not quite. I'll be with you in a minute.
0:07:35 > 0:07:38How do you feel about wearing tights?
0:07:38 > 0:07:39Sorry?
0:07:39 > 0:07:40Heston's writing a pantomime.
0:07:40 > 0:07:42If we're lucky, we might get to do a turn.
0:07:42 > 0:07:45Aren't they doing a panto at the Hippodrome?
0:07:45 > 0:07:48Yeah, but that's not panto in the true sense of the word.
0:07:48 > 0:07:51Heston's taking it back to its Italian roots.
0:07:51 > 0:07:53What's he doing - The Godfather?
0:07:53 > 0:07:55No, Cinderella.
0:07:55 > 0:07:57Oh! When's it going to be on?
0:07:57 > 0:07:59- I'm not sure.- What's the venue?
0:07:59 > 0:08:02I don't think there is one yet.
0:08:02 > 0:08:06Hm. Well, he could get quite a few punters in.
0:08:06 > 0:08:08Any idea what he's doing with the profits?
0:08:08 > 0:08:12Sorry. I'm sure Heston will give us all the details
0:08:12 > 0:08:16once the muse has finished...musing.
0:08:16 > 0:08:18PHONE RINGS
0:08:18 > 0:08:20Good morning. Mill Health Centre.
0:08:20 > 0:08:23- How's he doing? - You'll have to ask him.
0:08:23 > 0:08:24Course.
0:08:25 > 0:08:29It must be hard for you looking after Sean, all your uni work...
0:08:29 > 0:08:31It's nothing compared to what he's got to put up with.
0:08:31 > 0:08:33He's not the only one that matters.
0:08:33 > 0:08:36Don't tell him that. I'm OK.
0:08:36 > 0:08:40- Sean mentioned that you haven't been sleeping well.- It's nothing.
0:08:40 > 0:08:44I've been doing a bit of web design for a friend in my spare time.
0:08:44 > 0:08:45It helps pay the bills.
0:08:45 > 0:08:48It's been messing up my sleep a bit, but I'll be OK.
0:08:48 > 0:08:49You make sure you get some rest.
0:08:49 > 0:08:52- You sound like my mum.- Sorry.
0:08:52 > 0:08:55I should take her advice - chamomile tea before bed.
0:08:55 > 0:08:57Or you could come to the surgery
0:08:57 > 0:08:59and get your doctor to go through some other options.
0:08:59 > 0:09:03It's OK, I can handle it, but thank you.
0:09:05 > 0:09:08Remember what I said - get some rest.
0:09:08 > 0:09:09I will.
0:09:18 > 0:09:20- KNOCKING - Come in.
0:09:21 > 0:09:23Can I get you a drink, Dr Carter?
0:09:23 > 0:09:27I know how writers can lose themselves in their work.
0:09:27 > 0:09:29What's all this?
0:09:29 > 0:09:32These, Valerie, are the tools of my trade.
0:09:32 > 0:09:36To create art, one must be an artisan.
0:09:36 > 0:09:37Smell that.
0:09:38 > 0:09:40Nothing like a virgin page of vellum
0:09:40 > 0:09:42to get the creative juices flowing...
0:09:42 > 0:09:45Oh, yes, virgin juices.
0:09:45 > 0:09:49This, Valerie, is the finest ink money can buy.
0:09:49 > 0:09:51Handwriting is a dying art.
0:09:51 > 0:09:54I quite agree. The number of prescriptions I've had to decipher.
0:09:54 > 0:09:55Don't mind me.
0:09:55 > 0:09:58What's this, the Antiques Road Show?
0:09:58 > 0:10:00A little project of mine.
0:10:00 > 0:10:03He's being modest. Dr Carter's working on a masterpiece.
0:10:03 > 0:10:06Putting in for Medical Book of the Year, are we?
0:10:06 > 0:10:08No, he's writing a pantomime.
0:10:10 > 0:10:12Can I help you, Kevin?
0:10:12 > 0:10:14Yes, I wanted to change my rota, but Howard's not here, so...
0:10:14 > 0:10:16I can help you with that.
0:10:16 > 0:10:19You stay there, Dr Carter. You need to concentrate on your opus.
0:10:21 > 0:10:23I haven't got long.
0:10:23 > 0:10:24How is he?
0:10:24 > 0:10:27Same as at the hospital. He's paralysed from the waist down.
0:10:27 > 0:10:28He'll never walk again.
0:10:30 > 0:10:32I'd like to see him.
0:10:32 > 0:10:34No way. You've caused enough trouble.
0:10:34 > 0:10:35I want a chance to apologise.
0:10:35 > 0:10:38- It's a bit late for sorry. - At least let me talk to him.
0:10:38 > 0:10:40He doesn't want to see you.
0:10:42 > 0:10:44Why didn't you tell me you'd moved?
0:10:44 > 0:10:46- He's better off without you. - I miss him.
0:10:46 > 0:10:51You should have thought about that before you took the first flight home and left me to pick up the pieces.
0:10:51 > 0:10:52I'm sorry.
0:10:53 > 0:10:54I want to try again.
0:10:54 > 0:10:55- Serious?- Yes!
0:10:57 > 0:11:00Sean's doing just fine without you.
0:11:00 > 0:11:01I can't just forget about him.
0:11:01 > 0:11:04You've been doing a pretty good job so far.
0:11:04 > 0:11:06We all make mistakes.
0:11:06 > 0:11:07Just go.
0:11:09 > 0:11:13Get on with your life and leave us to get on with ours.
0:11:20 > 0:11:23Hiya, Valerie. No Mrs Tembe today?
0:11:23 > 0:11:27No. She's at home looking after Karen. She's such a Good Samaritan.
0:11:27 > 0:11:29Well, this is my good turn for the day. I'm on my way
0:11:29 > 0:11:32back to the campus, Chris said you wanted me to pick up...
0:11:32 > 0:11:34Oh, yes, where did I put it?
0:11:34 > 0:11:38Ah, can't see for looking.
0:11:38 > 0:11:41It's been a bit of an exciting morning, actually.
0:11:41 > 0:11:45- Really?- It's a bit hush-hush, but Heston's writing a pantomime!
0:11:45 > 0:11:47Oh, no, he isn't!
0:11:47 > 0:11:49Yes, he is.
0:11:49 > 0:11:52Oh, no, he...
0:11:52 > 0:11:53Never mind.
0:11:53 > 0:11:55Ah.
0:11:55 > 0:11:59No, it's going to be a cut above the common theatrical entertainment.
0:11:59 > 0:12:00Oh, yeah, yeah, of course. I mean,
0:12:00 > 0:12:04I wouldn't expect Heston to get down with the common people.
0:12:04 > 0:12:06See you later.
0:12:09 > 0:12:12I'm back. Sean?
0:12:12 > 0:12:13I'm in here.
0:12:13 > 0:12:17How long have you been lying here? Why didn't you call?
0:12:17 > 0:12:19Phone's on the table.
0:12:19 > 0:12:20Come here.
0:12:25 > 0:12:28Let me get your legs.
0:12:35 > 0:12:37You OK?
0:12:37 > 0:12:39Yeah, I think so.
0:12:39 > 0:12:41DVD got stuck, thought I'd try and fix it.
0:12:41 > 0:12:43You should've waited for me to get back.
0:12:43 > 0:12:47I've got to push myself a bit or I'll never get better, will I?
0:12:49 > 0:12:51Thought I'd try walking while no-one was looking.
0:12:51 > 0:12:54- Just for the hell of it.- Typical.
0:12:54 > 0:12:58Just chill, Gavin. It can't get much worse, can it?
0:12:58 > 0:12:59Where'd you go, anyway?
0:12:59 > 0:13:02I had to pick something up from the library.
0:13:02 > 0:13:03Right.
0:13:05 > 0:13:09I'll get Mandy back round to check you're OK.
0:13:09 > 0:13:11Sometimes I don't think I can do this, Gav.
0:13:13 > 0:13:18Watch from the sidelines while everyone gets on with life.
0:13:18 > 0:13:23Course you can. You need to get out.
0:13:23 > 0:13:26I'll arrange for the real ale gang to get together again.
0:13:28 > 0:13:30Yeah. Sure. Whatever.
0:13:36 > 0:13:37You got a minute?
0:13:37 > 0:13:40- Yes, don't mind me.- Great.
0:13:40 > 0:13:41I just wondered,
0:13:41 > 0:13:44if you haven't already promised the money to anyone, any chance
0:13:44 > 0:13:46you'd consider giving it to the kids' cancer ward at St Phil's?
0:13:46 > 0:13:49- Sorry, what...? - The money from the panto.
0:13:49 > 0:13:51Valerie's told me all about it, sounds amazing.
0:13:51 > 0:13:53I've got a friend who works on the kids' cancer ward.
0:13:53 > 0:13:56They're trying to raise money for a new MRI scanner,
0:13:56 > 0:13:58- but they've only made peanuts so far.- Well, I'm sorry, but...
0:13:58 > 0:14:04- The money from the panto would make a massive difference.- I'd like to help, but there is no pantomime.
0:14:04 > 0:14:08I haven't written a word yet, nor given any thought to who's going to get the proceeds.
0:14:08 > 0:14:09Good. So I'm ahead of the game?
0:14:09 > 0:14:11Yes. No!
0:14:11 > 0:14:13Come on, do it for the kids!
0:14:13 > 0:14:15It's not that I don't want to help.
0:14:15 > 0:14:17Then what's the problem?
0:14:17 > 0:14:19Fine. You're first in line if there are any profits.
0:14:19 > 0:14:22Nice one. Thank you, Heston.
0:14:22 > 0:14:23Enjoy your dinner.
0:14:29 > 0:14:32Tell that brother of mine to bring me a beer.
0:14:32 > 0:14:34What did your last slave die of?
0:14:34 > 0:14:36Everything OK?
0:14:36 > 0:14:39Nothing to worry about. He doesn't need to go to hospital.
0:14:39 > 0:14:41Thank goodness for that.
0:14:41 > 0:14:45You know, you can't be expected to be here 100% of the time.
0:14:45 > 0:14:48I know, but what if something really bad had happened to him?
0:14:48 > 0:14:52Well, that's what I mean - you can't take all the responsibility.
0:14:52 > 0:14:54We could get someone in to help you.
0:14:54 > 0:14:57I wouldn't trust Sean with anybody else.
0:14:57 > 0:15:01Gavin, being sole carer, it's a lot to take on.
0:15:01 > 0:15:05You do need a break from time to time. What about your uni work?
0:15:05 > 0:15:07Family comes before some poxy degree.
0:15:07 > 0:15:09Sean needs me. I'm not going to let him down.
0:15:09 > 0:15:13- He's worried about you.- Look, we're OK. I don't need your help.
0:15:13 > 0:15:16All right. Well, you know where I am.
0:15:16 > 0:15:17Yeah.
0:15:25 > 0:15:28Mm, that sounds delicious.
0:15:31 > 0:15:34Well, that depends...
0:15:34 > 0:15:37Oh, Dr Khella, you'd make a lovely Cinders.
0:15:37 > 0:15:38What?
0:15:38 > 0:15:41In the panto. Wouldn't she, Dr Carmichael?
0:15:41 > 0:15:42I'm sorry - hold on... What?
0:15:42 > 0:15:45Heston's panto. Jas would make a lovely Cinders.
0:15:45 > 0:15:48All I know is that if he's looking to cast the Ugly Sisters,
0:15:48 > 0:15:50he doesn't have to look very far.
0:15:50 > 0:15:54Hold on, I have to take this somewhere a little more private.
0:15:55 > 0:15:56It's not a bad idea.
0:16:02 > 0:16:05How can you have lunch? I am so excited, I can't eat a thing.
0:16:05 > 0:16:08- Why, what's happened? - The panto, of course.
0:16:08 > 0:16:10We've just been talking about it in the staff room.
0:16:10 > 0:16:13Everyone wants to know when it'll be on, you know.
0:16:13 > 0:16:15Since you're still at the planning stage,
0:16:15 > 0:16:19I wondered if there might be a few minor parts on offer?
0:16:19 > 0:16:22I've always fancied treading the boards.
0:16:22 > 0:16:25I'm yet to decide on the dramatis personae.
0:16:25 > 0:16:28Zara thinks I'd be a shoe-in for an Ugly Sister,
0:16:28 > 0:16:30but I'm not setting my sights so high.
0:16:30 > 0:16:31Valerie...
0:16:31 > 0:16:35Doesn't the Fairy Godmother have elves? Or is it handmaidens?
0:16:35 > 0:16:38Depends what's in the true canon, I suppose, doesn't it?
0:16:38 > 0:16:41There are no elves and no handmaidens!
0:16:41 > 0:16:43You've really jumped the gun in telling everybody.
0:16:43 > 0:16:46My Cinderella will probably never see the light of day!
0:16:46 > 0:16:51It was just an impulsive reaction to the tacky commercialism
0:16:51 > 0:16:54that has subsumed a tradition that is very close to my heart.
0:16:57 > 0:17:00- I know what this is.- What?
0:17:00 > 0:17:01It's the stress, isn't it?
0:17:01 > 0:17:05How can you be expected to find the time and space to write
0:17:05 > 0:17:08- when you're worried about where and when it'll be on? - That is the least...
0:17:08 > 0:17:10You know what they used to say at the PCT?
0:17:10 > 0:17:15"Leave it to Valerie". They knew who they could count on, you see.
0:17:15 > 0:17:19Leave all the arrangements to me. Focus on your art.
0:17:22 > 0:17:24Excuse me, nurse?
0:17:24 > 0:17:25Yeah?
0:17:25 > 0:17:26Could I speak to you for a minute?
0:17:26 > 0:17:28Um, OK.
0:17:28 > 0:17:31I saw you this morning leaving Sean Andrews' house.
0:17:31 > 0:17:33I can't talk about my patients.
0:17:33 > 0:17:35Please, I just want to know how he is.
0:17:36 > 0:17:38And you are?
0:17:38 > 0:17:42Lianna Willson. Sean and I were together for a while.
0:17:42 > 0:17:45- Right.- They've probably told you what happened.
0:17:45 > 0:17:48No, they haven't mentioned you.
0:17:48 > 0:17:50Really?
0:17:50 > 0:17:52I wonder if you could get a message to Sean for me?
0:17:52 > 0:17:55Why can't you give it to him?
0:17:55 > 0:17:57Gavin won't let me anywhere near him.
0:17:57 > 0:18:00He won't even give me his telephone number.
0:18:00 > 0:18:01Why not?
0:18:01 > 0:18:03He thinks it'll upset Sean too much.
0:18:03 > 0:18:05Because you broke up?
0:18:05 > 0:18:06Yeah.
0:18:06 > 0:18:07And maybe I have left it too long,
0:18:07 > 0:18:10but I was just confused about everything.
0:18:10 > 0:18:13One minute we're together, the next...
0:18:13 > 0:18:16Today would have been our anniversary.
0:18:16 > 0:18:18A year.
0:18:18 > 0:18:20I'm sorry. I wish I could help.
0:18:20 > 0:18:25Please. If Sean can forgive Gavin, surely he can forgive me!
0:18:25 > 0:18:27Forgive him for what?
0:18:27 > 0:18:30Gavin was drunk. He crashed into Sean on the ski slope.
0:18:32 > 0:18:36- He didn't tell you?- No.
0:18:48 > 0:18:52Welcome to another episode of Hangovers From Hell...
0:18:53 > 0:18:55Too loud, too loud.
0:18:56 > 0:18:59Come on, Gav, ready for your close-up?
0:18:59 > 0:19:01- Oh, no, Sean! - You'll love me for it later...
0:19:01 > 0:19:03DOORBELL RINGS
0:19:03 > 0:19:05Hiya.
0:19:05 > 0:19:07Hello. Sean's not expecting you, is he?
0:19:07 > 0:19:09No, I came to see you.
0:19:10 > 0:19:13I bumped into Lianna Willson outside the surgery.
0:19:13 > 0:19:16- What did she want?- Is it true?
0:19:16 > 0:19:19What, that she couldn't step up once she found out Sean's prognosis?
0:19:19 > 0:19:20Yeah, it's true.
0:19:20 > 0:19:23No, that you caused Sean's accident.
0:19:23 > 0:19:25She told you that?
0:19:25 > 0:19:28Let's just say it came up in conversation.
0:19:28 > 0:19:30It's none of your business.
0:19:30 > 0:19:32It is when it affects Sean's main carer.
0:19:32 > 0:19:33Leave me alone.
0:19:36 > 0:19:38He doesn't know it was you, does he?
0:19:38 > 0:19:42I didn't mean to do it. He couldn't remember anything.
0:19:42 > 0:19:45I panicked and told him it was Lianna.
0:19:45 > 0:19:47She'd done a runner anyway, so he bought the story.
0:19:47 > 0:19:50And you've been keeping them apart ever since?
0:19:50 > 0:19:51I did what I thought was best.
0:19:51 > 0:19:52For who?
0:19:52 > 0:19:56He trusts me. He'd never forgive me.
0:19:59 > 0:20:03I think it's best that he finds out what really happened from you.
0:20:07 > 0:20:10Haven't you got anything better to do than follow me around all day?
0:20:10 > 0:20:12I need to run something by you.
0:20:12 > 0:20:16OK, you have got three minutes. Fire away.
0:20:16 > 0:20:19What you said earlier about not going back...
0:20:19 > 0:20:23- What about it?- It doesn't have to be the golden rule, does it?
0:20:23 > 0:20:25You know better than most, rules are there to be broken.
0:20:25 > 0:20:28Normally I would second that, but in this case...
0:20:28 > 0:20:33I'm not lonely or selfish or jealous.
0:20:33 > 0:20:35I just finally know what it is I want.
0:20:35 > 0:20:37Being with Jimmi helped me to see it.
0:20:37 > 0:20:40Well, at least you got something out of it.
0:20:40 > 0:20:43Yeah. I know that the man I really want
0:20:43 > 0:20:45to spend the rest of my life with is Aran.
0:20:45 > 0:20:48Aran? The ex-ex?
0:20:48 > 0:20:54Listen, when I was trapped with... that man, afraid I was going to die,
0:20:54 > 0:20:58Aran was the person I really wanted to see.
0:20:58 > 0:21:02He's the only man who could ever make me laugh one minute
0:21:02 > 0:21:05and shiver with excitement the next.
0:21:05 > 0:21:08If he's so perfect then why did you leave him?
0:21:08 > 0:21:12I was too immature and messed up to realise what I had.
0:21:12 > 0:21:13My life was all over the place.
0:21:13 > 0:21:17This time, I know it's what I really want.
0:21:18 > 0:21:20Wow.
0:21:20 > 0:21:24That's some scorecard. Paralyse your brother, lie to him about it
0:21:24 > 0:21:26and keep his girlfriend away from him.
0:21:26 > 0:21:27It wasn't planned.
0:21:27 > 0:21:29Try and stay calm, Sean.
0:21:29 > 0:21:32You idiot! I thought we told each other everything!
0:21:32 > 0:21:35I'd had too much to drink, I shouldn't have been out there.
0:21:35 > 0:21:37It was an accident.
0:21:37 > 0:21:38It could have been the other way round.
0:21:38 > 0:21:42But you lied about the one person I've ever been serious about.
0:21:42 > 0:21:47No, she did freak out. She did do a runner. I just...
0:21:47 > 0:21:52Took advantage. You're both as bad as each other.
0:21:52 > 0:21:56Maybe I'll take up Mum's offer after all and go out to Australia.
0:21:56 > 0:22:00Seems like she's the only one I can really trust.
0:22:00 > 0:22:03Wait, there's no need to make a decision now.
0:22:03 > 0:22:05You're on his side now, are you?
0:22:05 > 0:22:06No! I'm not on anybody's side.
0:22:06 > 0:22:10I'll do anything you want. I'll jack in the course.
0:22:10 > 0:22:12I'll concentrate on looking after you.
0:22:12 > 0:22:13It's too late for that.
0:22:13 > 0:22:15DOORBELL RINGS
0:22:15 > 0:22:17That might be Lianna.
0:22:21 > 0:22:25All this time you thought it was me. You must have hated me.
0:22:25 > 0:22:27You could say that.
0:22:27 > 0:22:30I'm sorry. I'm the one who screwed up here.
0:22:32 > 0:22:35I know I've been a coward, but I haven't stopped thinking about you.
0:22:35 > 0:22:40Gee, thanks. How do I know that you won't run off again?
0:22:40 > 0:22:43I won't. It was the shock. I know where I stand now.
0:22:43 > 0:22:46- Well, I'm glad someone does. - I tried to get in touch with you!
0:22:46 > 0:22:48You obviously didn't try hard enough.
0:22:48 > 0:22:51You're being too tough on her, Sean.
0:22:51 > 0:22:53It's my fault you didn't hear from her.
0:22:53 > 0:22:54It doesn't matter.
0:22:54 > 0:22:56I love you. I've always loved you.
0:22:58 > 0:23:01Let's give these two a minute, shall we?
0:23:04 > 0:23:06Well, don't say I didn't warn you
0:23:06 > 0:23:08when it all comes crashing down around your ears.
0:23:08 > 0:23:12Why should it? That didn't happen with you, did it?
0:23:12 > 0:23:13What do you mean?
0:23:13 > 0:23:15You and Daniel got back together.
0:23:15 > 0:23:17That seems to be working out OK.
0:23:17 > 0:23:20That is totally different. We have a child together.
0:23:20 > 0:23:22Come on, that is not the only reason.
0:23:22 > 0:23:23You wouldn't have got back together
0:23:23 > 0:23:27if you didn't honestly believe he was the man for you.
0:23:27 > 0:23:29No.
0:23:29 > 0:23:31And you don't regret it, do you?
0:23:33 > 0:23:34No.
0:23:38 > 0:23:42It was such a shock. Everything changed just like that.
0:23:43 > 0:23:46I didn't know how to handle it.
0:23:46 > 0:23:50You think I did? I needed you and you weren't there.
0:23:50 > 0:23:56- Gavin...- Gav stayed. Whatever else he did, he stayed.
0:23:56 > 0:23:59He looked after me.
0:23:59 > 0:24:00Out of guilt!
0:24:02 > 0:24:06Can you honestly say you're not here for the same reason?
0:24:06 > 0:24:09I'll make it up to you. I can look after you now.
0:24:09 > 0:24:11Please, Sean, I'll do whatever it takes.
0:24:11 > 0:24:15I'm sure you believe that. But I can't.
0:24:15 > 0:24:17Not now.
0:24:17 > 0:24:19Let me try.
0:24:24 > 0:24:29Every morning, after the accident, I'd wake up and there would be
0:24:29 > 0:24:35a moment, and for that moment, things were as they used to be.
0:24:36 > 0:24:40But then I'd remember everything that I'd lost.
0:24:45 > 0:24:49Each time I'd hope that today was the day I found out that
0:24:49 > 0:24:52I hadn't lost you, that you'd come back.
0:24:55 > 0:25:02But every day you didn't, and I loved you a little bit less.
0:25:04 > 0:25:06Don't say that.
0:25:06 > 0:25:11There's nothing left. I'm sorry.
0:25:11 > 0:25:12Please, Sean.
0:25:17 > 0:25:19Goodbye, Lianna.
0:25:33 > 0:25:35You know you did the right thing in there.
0:25:35 > 0:25:37Did I?
0:25:37 > 0:25:40Hm-mm. The truth would have come out eventually.
0:25:42 > 0:25:44You're right. Thanks.
0:25:45 > 0:25:48Maybe you both need a fresh start.
0:25:48 > 0:25:52Maybe. But no-one can look after him like I can.
0:25:52 > 0:25:54Well, let Sean decide.
0:25:57 > 0:25:59I'd best be off. You'll be OK?
0:25:59 > 0:26:01I'll be OK.
0:26:02 > 0:26:04Look, I'm a doctor,
0:26:04 > 0:26:05I'm a GP, Dr Khella,
0:26:05 > 0:26:07I'm doing a health presentation
0:26:07 > 0:26:10for a group of disadvantaged members of the community.
0:26:10 > 0:26:14This course is essential to help me get my message across.
0:26:16 > 0:26:21Wait! Deepak Gupta, my father knows him.
0:26:21 > 0:26:24Lovely man, I'm sure he'd be very upset
0:26:24 > 0:26:25if I didn't get on the course.
0:26:27 > 0:26:29Oh.
0:26:30 > 0:26:32I'll give you £50?
0:26:34 > 0:26:35£100?
0:26:35 > 0:26:38Come on, when was the last time you had the chance to earn
0:26:38 > 0:26:40100 quid just for putting someone on the course?
0:26:43 > 0:26:45No, of course not.
0:26:48 > 0:26:51So, I'm on it?!
0:26:56 > 0:27:00Thank you. Thank you so much.
0:27:08 > 0:27:11I don't know what you're looking at me like that for.
0:27:11 > 0:27:13- OK. So Aran might be there. - I knew it!
0:27:13 > 0:27:15Something smells good.
0:27:15 > 0:27:16Oh! The sausage rolls!
0:27:18 > 0:27:19Are you a Peeping Tom?
0:27:19 > 0:27:20I'm Karen.
0:27:20 > 0:27:22Wow. You really don't know who we are, do you?
0:27:22 > 0:27:24I definitely saw someone.
0:27:24 > 0:27:27And I'm definitely sure there's no-one here.
0:27:27 > 0:27:29My make-up's run. Have you got any cotton wool?
0:27:29 > 0:27:30Yeah.
0:27:30 > 0:27:31It's cosy in here.
0:27:45 > 0:27:47Subtitles by Red Bee Media Ltd