0:00:34 > 0:00:36I'm looking for Tessa?
0:00:36 > 0:00:38You and me both, mate.
0:00:38 > 0:00:39Doesn't she own this place?
0:00:39 > 0:00:44She does, but she won't for much longer if her staff can't take a little bit of criticism.
0:00:44 > 0:00:45You'd think it'd be part of the job,
0:00:45 > 0:00:48but no, some people don't like being told they've over-cooked my eggs.
0:00:50 > 0:00:52You a friend of hers?
0:00:52 > 0:00:53Family.
0:00:53 > 0:00:56- Yeah, you do look a little bit like her.- Do I?
0:00:56 > 0:00:58- Do you want anything?- No, thanks.
0:00:58 > 0:01:00You can't see any plates, can you?
0:01:00 > 0:01:02Al, what you doing, where's Leon?
0:01:02 > 0:01:04He had a strop and he's walked off home.
0:01:04 > 0:01:07- Oh, God.- I didn't say anything!
0:01:07 > 0:01:11- I'll have to call him, see if I can sweet-talk him...- Tessa?
0:01:14 > 0:01:16Mark?
0:01:25 > 0:01:28What about, you do it tonight, and I'll cook tomorrow night?
0:01:28 > 0:01:33What, tomorrow night when you're not in, you mean? Nice try, Karen.
0:01:33 > 0:01:37OK, what about Chinese takeaway? Sweet and sour prawn balls?
0:01:37 > 0:01:38I'll wash up?
0:01:38 > 0:01:41Chinese eaten out of cartons it is, then.
0:01:41 > 0:01:45I swear Mrs Tembe saves stuff where you can't find it on purpose.
0:01:45 > 0:01:46What you after?
0:01:46 > 0:01:48Appointment list.
0:01:48 > 0:01:51Yeah, she does. Says if you lot knew where it was, you'd just change it.
0:01:51 > 0:01:53Budge up.
0:01:59 > 0:02:00You are a genius!
0:02:00 > 0:02:02I won't tell if you don't.
0:02:02 > 0:02:04What are you not telling?
0:02:04 > 0:02:06- Nothing!- Nothing!
0:02:06 > 0:02:08Has the cleaner been?
0:02:08 > 0:02:13Ah, Dr Clay, unfortunately not - our usual cleaner had an emergency
0:02:13 > 0:02:15she had to take her daughter to the hospital
0:02:15 > 0:02:19and the agency has not managed to find a replacement.
0:02:19 > 0:02:22Right. Is it just my room, or can I use one of the others?
0:02:22 > 0:02:23I am so sorry, Dr Clay,
0:02:23 > 0:02:26but all the other rooms are occupied for the rest of the morning.
0:02:26 > 0:02:30- But I have emptied the bin and vacuumed.- Right. Thanks.
0:02:30 > 0:02:33- Is there anything else? - No. No, I'm fine, thanks.
0:02:33 > 0:02:35I will keep trying the agency.
0:02:35 > 0:02:37- What's the matter with him? - Don't even go there.
0:02:39 > 0:02:41Shout if you need anything else.
0:02:41 > 0:02:42Danke schon.
0:02:44 > 0:02:47I look just like her. And you, don't you think?
0:02:47 > 0:02:49Like peas in a pod!
0:02:49 > 0:02:52Same colouring I suppose. Must be Mum's Spanish genes.
0:02:54 > 0:02:57I brought this. Thought you might like to see that.
0:02:57 > 0:03:00I've also got the fostering paperwork, proves I am who I say I am.
0:03:00 > 0:03:05- Oh, I never thought...- I know, it's fine. Did Mum ever mention me?
0:03:06 > 0:03:07Sorry.
0:03:07 > 0:03:10Don't be. She probably didn't want reminding.
0:03:10 > 0:03:13Notice anything about the date?
0:03:13 > 0:03:1513th of January 1974...
0:03:15 > 0:03:18that's today. Oh, it's your 40th!
0:03:18 > 0:03:19How dare you!
0:03:19 > 0:03:22I'll have you know I am not, and never will be, a day over 28.
0:03:22 > 0:03:25This face has no intention of aging.
0:03:25 > 0:03:27The world is obsessed with looking young.
0:03:27 > 0:03:30Ignore him. He's just bitter cos he started to sag years ago.
0:03:30 > 0:03:33I've never spent a birthday with real family.
0:03:33 > 0:03:35We should do something later to celebrate -
0:03:35 > 0:03:38my birthday and finding my sister!
0:03:38 > 0:03:40Sorry, I just need a breath of...
0:03:40 > 0:03:41HE GASPS
0:03:41 > 0:03:42Al?
0:03:44 > 0:03:48You're OK. Take a deep steady breath, breathe with me.
0:03:48 > 0:03:51THEY INHALE AND EXHALE DEEPLY
0:03:54 > 0:03:58Sorry. It's just a panic attack, I get them sometimes.
0:03:58 > 0:03:59How often?
0:03:59 > 0:04:02Every day. Sometimes twice.
0:04:02 > 0:04:05Right, I'm going to need you to come back to the surgery with me,
0:04:05 > 0:04:06I need to check you out properly.
0:04:06 > 0:04:10Oh, I'm fine, honestly, it's just stress.
0:04:10 > 0:04:13Do what he says. No arguments.
0:04:19 > 0:04:20Is everything all right?
0:04:20 > 0:04:24It's fine, Mrs Tembe, this chap's feeling a bit short of breath.
0:04:24 > 0:04:26Give me five minutes and I'll come and examine you.
0:04:26 > 0:04:28His sister will give you the details.
0:04:28 > 0:04:30Is your brother registered with us?
0:04:30 > 0:04:32No, he's just visiting, but...
0:04:32 > 0:04:37In that case, I will have to register him as a temporary patient.
0:04:37 > 0:04:40Just fill in this form, please. Thank you.
0:04:42 > 0:04:44Do you think this is too sombre?
0:04:44 > 0:04:46It's fine.
0:04:46 > 0:04:48I mean, I know we're not going to a funeral,
0:04:48 > 0:04:51after all, it is a bravery award celebration, isn't it?
0:04:51 > 0:04:54Our chance to pat Rob on the back for going the extra mile.
0:04:54 > 0:04:57Yeah, real hero(!)
0:04:57 > 0:04:59You played your part.
0:04:59 > 0:05:02If it wasn't for you, he wouldn't be getting the recognition he deserves.
0:05:02 > 0:05:05- Hmm.- I just wish that Karen could be there.
0:05:05 > 0:05:07Mind you, at least Imogen and Jack will be, so...
0:05:08 > 0:05:11Don't stop on my account.
0:05:11 > 0:05:14Sorry, Karen, I didn't mean to...
0:05:14 > 0:05:20Look, I know things are strained between you and Rob,
0:05:20 > 0:05:22but this is a really proud day for him.
0:05:22 > 0:05:24Good for him.
0:05:24 > 0:05:27And I know that he'd love to have all his family with him.
0:05:27 > 0:05:29- You're welcome to my ticket... - No, you're all right.
0:05:29 > 0:05:32Howard'll tell you how brave he was. You don't mind taking her, do you?
0:05:32 > 0:05:33She said it's fine.
0:05:36 > 0:05:37Right.
0:05:37 > 0:05:41Well, I'm sure Rob will understand.
0:05:41 > 0:05:45It doesn't matter if he doesn't, it's nothing to me.
0:05:45 > 0:05:48I barely know the man, why would I want to go and see him
0:05:48 > 0:05:50get some medal?
0:05:52 > 0:05:54Maybe you should drop it.
0:05:57 > 0:06:00Do you know your NHS number? Silly question.
0:06:00 > 0:06:03What shall I put for your temporary address?
0:06:03 > 0:06:06Put yours. If that's all right with you?
0:06:06 > 0:06:07Yeah, of course.
0:06:09 > 0:06:13Nice road, that. Stayed with a foster family round the corner from there once.
0:06:13 > 0:06:16We could've walked past each other! Maybe we went to the same school! Glebe Secondary?
0:06:16 > 0:06:19No, I was only there a few days.
0:06:19 > 0:06:22Said I was a bad influence on their own kids.
0:06:22 > 0:06:24Did you grow up there, then?
0:06:24 > 0:06:27We moved in when I was about five or six.
0:06:27 > 0:06:32Mum'd just opened the cafe and wanted somewhere within walking distance.
0:06:32 > 0:06:33Lived there ever since.
0:06:33 > 0:06:36So this was Mum's cafe? You inherited everything?
0:06:36 > 0:06:39Yes, but I'm sure, if she'd known...
0:06:39 > 0:06:43Oh, it's not your fault. Just turns out that way sometimes.
0:06:43 > 0:06:48Some get all the luck and some don't! That stuff seems important.
0:06:48 > 0:06:51Then something happens that puts it into perspective.
0:06:51 > 0:06:52What happened?
0:06:53 > 0:06:57Well, I was made redundant last year...
0:06:57 > 0:06:58still haven't found anything.
0:06:58 > 0:07:03Anyway, I was a bit down, so my boyfriend took me out
0:07:03 > 0:07:06to take my mind off it. And...he was killed.
0:07:06 > 0:07:08Oh, Mark,
0:07:08 > 0:07:11I'm so sorry. How?
0:07:11 > 0:07:14We were in a bar, someone punched him in the head.
0:07:14 > 0:07:17One drunk idiot, one single punch,
0:07:17 > 0:07:19and I'll never see the love of my life again.
0:07:20 > 0:07:22We were together eight years.
0:07:22 > 0:07:24Soon as they made gay marriage legal, he popped the question.
0:07:24 > 0:07:28But he died... a month before the wedding.
0:07:30 > 0:07:32Doesn't help not being in work.
0:07:32 > 0:07:35Too much time to dwell on it, it's harder to move on.
0:07:35 > 0:07:37What sort of work do you do?
0:07:37 > 0:07:40I was an accounts assistant. I've always been good with numbers.
0:07:40 > 0:07:43I wish I was. Can't make head or tail of my accounts.
0:07:43 > 0:07:45I'll do them for you!
0:07:45 > 0:07:47- Oh, I don't know... - It's a brilliant idea!
0:07:47 > 0:07:50I'm not working, you need help, it makes perfect sense!
0:07:50 > 0:07:53I can't afford to pay you. And I wouldn't want to take advantage.
0:07:53 > 0:07:55You're not taking advantage.
0:07:55 > 0:07:58If things had been different, we'd be partners, anyway.
0:07:58 > 0:08:00Mark - come on through.
0:08:05 > 0:08:08Right. Do you often get chest pain?
0:08:08 > 0:08:11Sometimes. And I get these little flutters.
0:08:11 > 0:08:12It's like a panic attack coming on
0:08:12 > 0:08:14but it doesn't always come to anything.
0:08:16 > 0:08:18It's no wonder I'm stressed,
0:08:18 > 0:08:23losing my job, then my boyfriend... I should be more careful!
0:08:23 > 0:08:26You didn't put down your regular GP details?
0:08:26 > 0:08:28What do you need that for?
0:08:28 > 0:08:32Oh, GPs just love paperwork. Any numbness in the fingers?
0:08:32 > 0:08:34No.
0:08:34 > 0:08:36I'll need to tell him that I've examined you.
0:08:38 > 0:08:43It's, er, Shardley Practice. Dr Cheevers.
0:08:43 > 0:08:44Right. Firstly, I'm afraid
0:08:44 > 0:08:48you'll have to cut down on those delicious fried breakfasts.
0:08:48 > 0:08:50And do some more exercise.
0:08:50 > 0:08:52I'll worry about that when I've hit my forties.
0:08:52 > 0:08:54You've already hit your forties.
0:08:54 > 0:08:58And secondly, I'm going to recommend an echocardiogram.
0:08:58 > 0:09:00Why, what's the matter?
0:09:00 > 0:09:03Hopefully nothing. But the ECG will reveal all.
0:09:06 > 0:09:10So we've got two different tablets, one 50mg tablet, one...
0:09:13 > 0:09:16Sorry. A 25mg tablet.
0:09:16 > 0:09:20What you need to do is take one of each every morning with some...
0:09:23 > 0:09:24First thing in the morning,
0:09:24 > 0:09:28er, with some water on a full...
0:09:28 > 0:09:29water on a full stomach.
0:09:29 > 0:09:31Just let me get that.
0:09:31 > 0:09:32HE CHUCKLES
0:09:33 > 0:09:37There we go. That is much better.
0:09:39 > 0:09:42I'll just wash my hands a second if you don't mind.
0:09:42 > 0:09:44It's a good habit, washing your hands,
0:09:44 > 0:09:47just sometimes I get a little carried away!
0:09:47 > 0:09:48Do it a bit too often.
0:09:48 > 0:09:50Like I said, a good habit.
0:09:52 > 0:09:55Anyway, where were we?
0:09:55 > 0:09:59So, we've got one 50mg tablet, one 25mg tablet,
0:09:59 > 0:10:04you need to take one of each of those, in the morning with a glass of water, on a full stomach.
0:10:04 > 0:10:07Anything else?
0:10:07 > 0:10:09- No, that's fine. - Great, thank you very much.
0:10:10 > 0:10:12Shouldn't be too long now.
0:10:16 > 0:10:17What is it?
0:10:18 > 0:10:23The echo shows a thickening in your heart muscles.
0:10:23 > 0:10:26Also the valves aren't moving as we'd expect them to,
0:10:26 > 0:10:29which is affecting blood flow to your heart.
0:10:29 > 0:10:30So what does that mean?
0:10:30 > 0:10:35It suggests you have a condition called hypertrophic cardiomyopathy.
0:10:35 > 0:10:37But you could be wrong, right?
0:10:37 > 0:10:40You can't tell for sure from that.
0:10:40 > 0:10:44We'll refer you to St Phil's and an MRI scan will confirm the diagnosis
0:10:44 > 0:10:47and then it's up to your own GP to follow up after that.
0:10:47 > 0:10:50But it seems pretty likely.
0:10:50 > 0:10:53But if it is this "hyper" thing...
0:10:53 > 0:10:56What does that mean, is it serious?
0:10:56 > 0:10:58Potentially.
0:10:58 > 0:11:01But once we know for sure what it is, we can better manage it.
0:11:01 > 0:11:03There are medications to prescribe
0:11:03 > 0:11:06and we can give you some advice on how best to manage your exercise.
0:11:06 > 0:11:09A cardiologist might want to take a surgical approach,
0:11:09 > 0:11:11but that's not a conversation for today.
0:11:11 > 0:11:15- What's it called again? - Hypertrophic cardiomyopathy.
0:11:15 > 0:11:18You should know that it's a hereditary condition.
0:11:18 > 0:11:21So you need to inform your immediate family and get them tested.
0:11:22 > 0:11:24Look. I can tell Tessa if you like?
0:11:24 > 0:11:29No! No, I'll tell her. It's better coming from her brother.
0:11:30 > 0:11:32HE SIGHS
0:11:34 > 0:11:37I know we've only just met, but... if it is something serious,
0:11:37 > 0:11:39you're not on your own.
0:11:39 > 0:11:43You're so sweet. But there's nothing to worry about.
0:11:43 > 0:11:45They were very thorough, did lots of checks
0:11:45 > 0:11:47and it's just like I thought - panic attacks.
0:11:47 > 0:11:49Oh, you had me so worried!
0:11:49 > 0:11:50I thought, that'd be typical,
0:11:50 > 0:11:53I'd finally get to meet my brother then find out I'm gonna lose him.
0:11:53 > 0:11:57Sorry, that sounds awful. I'm just glad you're OK.
0:11:57 > 0:11:59I'm not going anywhere.
0:11:59 > 0:12:02I'm not used to this. I'm not...
0:12:04 > 0:12:06..close to anyone.
0:12:06 > 0:12:07Why not?
0:12:08 > 0:12:10You can't be hurt when they leave.
0:12:10 > 0:12:12Being alone's one thing.
0:12:12 > 0:12:15It's worse when you know what you're missing. Sounds stupid.
0:12:15 > 0:12:18It doesn't. I used to be exactly the same.
0:12:18 > 0:12:23Until you met... Sorry, I don't even know what your boyfriend's name was?
0:12:23 > 0:12:24Stuart.
0:12:24 > 0:12:27Stuart. He was a lucky man.
0:12:27 > 0:12:31Ha! I, er, need to pop in here. Dr Haskey gave me a prescription
0:12:31 > 0:12:34for sleeping tablets, might as well give them a go.
0:12:34 > 0:12:38I'd better get back. But I'll see you later.
0:12:38 > 0:12:40Rather than go out, why don't I come round to yours?
0:12:40 > 0:12:43You can show me more photos, Mum's stuff?
0:12:43 > 0:12:46We can catch up properly - no interruptions.
0:12:46 > 0:12:47Let me give you my address.
0:12:47 > 0:12:50It's OK, I know where you live. It was on the form, remember?
0:12:50 > 0:12:53Oh, course it was!
0:12:53 > 0:12:55See you later, sis!
0:13:17 > 0:13:23Here we go - "NVQ level 2 diploma in Beauty Therapy.
0:13:23 > 0:13:25"Blah blah blah,
0:13:25 > 0:13:28"skincare, facials...
0:13:28 > 0:13:32"Brazilian and Hollywood waxing". What's that when it's at home?
0:13:32 > 0:13:33Erm...
0:13:33 > 0:13:38Well, erm, a Brazilian is like where they leave a little,
0:13:38 > 0:13:43strip thing, and Hollywood is where they...
0:13:43 > 0:13:44take the whole lot off.
0:13:46 > 0:13:50Seriously? The whole lot? What, down there?
0:13:52 > 0:13:55Is that quite common, then? Should I be doing it?
0:13:55 > 0:13:57Do you do it?
0:13:57 > 0:14:00Right. We're off.
0:14:00 > 0:14:04Karen, do you want me to pass on a message from you to Rob?
0:14:04 > 0:14:06Erm, good luck, I suppose.
0:14:06 > 0:14:10You could still some come, you know, it's not too late.
0:14:10 > 0:14:14- You might enjoy it. - No, you're all right. Bye, then.
0:14:14 > 0:14:15Bye.
0:14:17 > 0:14:20You know what? I'm gonna phone them up and book it.
0:14:20 > 0:14:23You shouldn't rush into anything, Karen.
0:14:23 > 0:14:26Why not? When you know what you want to do, you just go ahead and do it, don't you?
0:14:26 > 0:14:29I know, but... September's ages away - anything could happen
0:14:29 > 0:14:31between now and then.
0:14:31 > 0:14:34What, have a complete personality transplant?
0:14:34 > 0:14:35Wouldn't be the first time!
0:14:35 > 0:14:38You might even have your memory back by then.
0:14:38 > 0:14:40Hmm.
0:14:40 > 0:14:41Don't sound too enthusiastic(!)
0:14:41 > 0:14:45Anyone'd think you like having a big blank space where your memory used to be.
0:14:45 > 0:14:47Well, of course I don't!
0:14:47 > 0:14:50But, what if there's things I don't want to remember?
0:14:50 > 0:14:52That's why I'm forgetting them?
0:14:52 > 0:14:55- Like what?- Well, I don't know, I'm just saying.
0:14:55 > 0:14:57Maybe it's better not knowing.
0:15:02 > 0:15:04Ooh! Is that black pudding?
0:15:04 > 0:15:07Mm-hm. With chicken and chorizo salad.
0:15:07 > 0:15:10I was hoping for a pork pie, but I suppose it'll have to do.
0:15:10 > 0:15:12No salad. And double up on the chorizo.
0:15:12 > 0:15:16You are a heart attack waiting to happen, Al Haskey.
0:15:16 > 0:15:18You could do with one of those echocardiograms yourself.
0:15:18 > 0:15:21So Mark told you all about it?
0:15:21 > 0:15:23Told me about the tests and everything.
0:15:23 > 0:15:25You could phone in for an appointment,
0:15:25 > 0:15:27or I could see you this afternoon, if it's easier for you.
0:15:27 > 0:15:29Why would I have to make an appointment?
0:15:31 > 0:15:33No, I meant for Mark.
0:15:33 > 0:15:35You know, follow-ups and that kind of thing.
0:15:37 > 0:15:39You know what would really top that off,
0:15:39 > 0:15:43would be a runny fried egg. Double yolker. Bit of Tabasco on the top.
0:15:43 > 0:15:45SHE LAUGHS
0:15:51 > 0:15:54You look cute. Shall we get a table?
0:15:54 > 0:15:55Yeah.
0:15:57 > 0:15:58I made you blush. Sorry.
0:15:58 > 0:16:01I used to blush all the time when I was young.
0:16:01 > 0:16:04I read in Just Seventeen that green face powder was good for counteracting redness.
0:16:04 > 0:16:07For six months I had to put up with everyone asking if I felt sick,
0:16:07 > 0:16:12which was horrendous, because I'm terrified of being sick.
0:16:12 > 0:16:13I'm really late, aren't I?
0:16:13 > 0:16:15No, it's fine.
0:16:15 > 0:16:17Sorry - I dropped my mobile in the loo.
0:16:17 > 0:16:21I did that once. It worked afterwards, I just couldn't bring myself to use it.
0:16:21 > 0:16:23Well, I did it on purpose.
0:16:23 > 0:16:25I was convinced I was gonna ring my best friend
0:16:25 > 0:16:27and tell her I'd slept with her husband.
0:16:27 > 0:16:29- Had you?- Course not! He's a two out of ten on a good day.
0:16:29 > 0:16:31What happened to embracing your anxieties?
0:16:31 > 0:16:36I did. I phoned her on the landline and said I wouldn't want to sleep with her husband if she paid me.
0:16:36 > 0:16:37What did she say?
0:16:37 > 0:16:40She said she'd give me £200 to take him off her hands.
0:17:07 > 0:17:10Hi there, this is Dr Haskey from the Mill Health Centre,
0:17:10 > 0:17:12can I speak to Dr Cheevers, please?
0:17:12 > 0:17:14Thank you.
0:17:14 > 0:17:19I don't mean this the wrong way, but that T-shirt does nothing for you.
0:17:22 > 0:17:25I can't believe you haven't been punched in the face.
0:17:25 > 0:17:26Who says I haven't?
0:17:26 > 0:17:31OK. So I was thinking about what you said, living life in fear
0:17:31 > 0:17:35isn't really living. And I was experimenting...
0:17:35 > 0:17:37and I think you might be on to something.
0:17:37 > 0:17:38Ooh, what have you been up to?
0:17:38 > 0:17:42Probably sounds lame now. OK, my room hadn't been cleaned
0:17:42 > 0:17:45and I knew it wasn't dirty cos it'd been cleaned the night before
0:17:45 > 0:17:48but, everything in my hands was screaming, "Wash me!"
0:17:48 > 0:17:51But instead of fighting it, I just did it. Right in front of a patient.
0:17:51 > 0:17:54And then, in front of my mate Al. Then I talked about it, like it was normal!
0:17:54 > 0:17:56So how did it feel?
0:17:56 > 0:17:59Good, yeah! You're right - I should stop fighting it.
0:18:01 > 0:18:03To embracing your crazies!
0:18:07 > 0:18:08SHE CHUCKLES
0:18:08 > 0:18:10Mark's coming round in a bit,
0:18:10 > 0:18:12thought he might like to see some of Mum's things.
0:18:12 > 0:18:16There's some photos from when she was 15, if I can find them,
0:18:16 > 0:18:18and she'll have been pregnant with him!
0:18:18 > 0:18:21I don't think that's a good idea.
0:18:21 > 0:18:24I don't know who he is, but Mark isn't your brother.
0:18:24 > 0:18:27But of course he is. I've seen his birth certificate.
0:18:27 > 0:18:30Look. I spoke to Mark's doctor.
0:18:31 > 0:18:34I'm so sorry, Tessa, but Mark died four months ago.
0:18:42 > 0:18:45Hello, um, yes, please.
0:18:45 > 0:18:50I was just wondering if you could send me some information on one of your courses
0:18:50 > 0:18:52and an application form, please?
0:18:52 > 0:18:58Oh yeah, erm, beauty therapy, NVQ level 2 diploma.
0:18:59 > 0:19:02You've seen him, we're the spit of each other.
0:19:02 > 0:19:05He's got Mum's Spanish colouring, we both have.
0:19:05 > 0:19:07He had fake tan-stains on his hands,
0:19:07 > 0:19:11so his Spanish colouring came straight from a bottle.
0:19:11 > 0:19:14You need to speak to the police, let them deal with him.
0:19:14 > 0:19:18I didn't even know I had a brother till a few weeks ago.
0:19:18 > 0:19:22Now I find out he's dead, and I'll never know him.
0:19:22 > 0:19:24I don't even know how he died!
0:19:24 > 0:19:27Last September, he was in a bar, someone punched him in the head.
0:19:27 > 0:19:30He died two days later.
0:19:30 > 0:19:33Mark - or whatever he's really called, he told me about that.
0:19:33 > 0:19:36Told me it'd happened to his boyfriend.
0:19:36 > 0:19:39Maybe that part's true, maybe your brother was his boyfriend.
0:19:39 > 0:19:41I mean, either way, he's lied to you
0:19:41 > 0:19:43and for all we know, he could be dangerous.
0:19:43 > 0:19:45You need to go to the police, let them sort it out.
0:19:47 > 0:19:49I will come with you if you want.
0:19:59 > 0:20:03Does that freak you out? Not cleaning it properly?
0:20:03 > 0:20:04No, no. It's not really about that.
0:20:04 > 0:20:06It partly is, but it's, um...
0:20:06 > 0:20:09about feeling trapped, wanting to wash that feeling away.
0:20:09 > 0:20:11I don't really get it, to be honest.
0:20:11 > 0:20:14But then most people don't get my crazies either.
0:20:16 > 0:20:18You see that lady over there, with the thing on her coat.
0:20:18 > 0:20:21At my worst, I see that and I think,
0:20:21 > 0:20:25I must have something on my coat and that dirty clothes equals dirty mind
0:20:25 > 0:20:28so then I'm terrified I'm going to go and say something dirty
0:20:28 > 0:20:30to that poor woman who's just out for a quiet G&T!
0:20:30 > 0:20:33And you saying that makes me worried about what you're going to say,
0:20:33 > 0:20:35and makes me want to go and wash my hands!
0:20:35 > 0:20:37Come on, then.
0:20:38 > 0:20:41Come on! You want to wash your hands, wash 'em.
0:20:41 > 0:20:44Come on. I'll come with you.
0:20:58 > 0:21:00Mmm, lime and lemongrass!
0:21:43 > 0:21:45Are you going to let me in?
0:21:50 > 0:21:52Who are you?
0:21:52 > 0:21:55- Eh? - My brother Mark died four months ago.
0:21:56 > 0:21:58You even told me about it.
0:21:58 > 0:22:02No, that wasn't Mark, I'm Mark. That was my boyfriend.
0:22:02 > 0:22:04Not according to this.
0:22:07 > 0:22:10OK. I've not been entirely honest. But the important stuff was real...
0:22:10 > 0:22:15- The important stuff like lying about who you are, telling her you're her family.- This has nothing
0:22:15 > 0:22:18- to do with you.- Making her think she's got a brother when he's dead! - Don't talk about him!
0:22:18 > 0:22:20Spare me the grieving widower act.
0:22:20 > 0:22:23Although my mistake - you weren't actually married, were you?
0:22:25 > 0:22:27So you're not Mark's next of kin. Tessa is.
0:22:27 > 0:22:31If we'd have been married, you'd be family anyway, so what's different?
0:22:31 > 0:22:34Is that what this is all about? Because Tessa gets the inheritance?
0:22:34 > 0:22:38If he'd left a will, we wouldn't even be having this conversation!
0:22:38 > 0:22:42You don't understand, Tessa. It's my home, my furniture.
0:22:42 > 0:22:44So you thought you could cheat Tessa out of it?
0:22:44 > 0:22:48No! Half of their mum's cafe should've been Mark's.
0:22:48 > 0:22:50You know it's only fair!
0:22:50 > 0:22:53At least your mum wanted you - Mark didn't even have that!
0:22:53 > 0:22:56- That's not my fault. I never knew I had...- You never knew him.
0:22:56 > 0:23:00You didn't love him like I did! Why should you get his house,
0:23:00 > 0:23:03my home, as well as everything else?
0:23:04 > 0:23:08Sign Mark's house over to me, and you're welcome to the cafe.
0:23:08 > 0:23:12It's what Mark would've wanted. Do it for his sake.
0:23:17 > 0:23:21Everyone is going to think we've just had sex in the toilet. Does that freak you out?
0:23:21 > 0:23:25- It's not what people think that worries me. It's what I might say! - What you might say?
0:23:25 > 0:23:27That we've just had sex in the toilet!
0:23:27 > 0:23:29You made me embrace my crazies.
0:23:32 > 0:23:34See my friend over there?
0:23:34 > 0:23:37We've just had mad, passionate sex in the toilet.
0:23:37 > 0:23:38With a very happy ending!
0:23:43 > 0:23:44I'll have what she's having.
0:23:46 > 0:23:49You need to ask him to leave, call the police.
0:23:49 > 0:23:52- You don't know anything about... - Don't tell me what to do!
0:23:54 > 0:23:57I wanted to believe... I feel so stupid!
0:23:57 > 0:24:01I wanted to believe I actually had someone, some family.
0:24:02 > 0:24:05There wasn't just...me.
0:24:05 > 0:24:09I'm sorry, Tessa. I'm sorry I lied.
0:24:09 > 0:24:12And I'm sorry your brother died before you met him.
0:24:12 > 0:24:15You're not sorry. You're just interested in money.
0:24:15 > 0:24:18You think money can replace the love of your life - what sort of love is that?
0:24:18 > 0:24:21I loved him with all my heart.
0:24:21 > 0:24:25Is it so awful to think I wanted to keep hold of all the other bits -
0:24:25 > 0:24:30the bathtub we found in a skip at two in the morning, drunk,
0:24:30 > 0:24:32wheeling it home in a shopping trolley.
0:24:32 > 0:24:36The red wine stains on the kitchen tiles from our third anniversary,
0:24:36 > 0:24:39or our bed. I've already lost him,
0:24:39 > 0:24:42I couldn't bear losing everything else as well.
0:24:42 > 0:24:44You lied to me, you took advantage of me.
0:24:44 > 0:24:47I know. And I desperately wish I hadn't.
0:24:47 > 0:24:50And not just because of the money or the house,
0:24:50 > 0:24:52but because you're his sister.
0:24:52 > 0:24:56You're my sister-in-law and we should be comforting each other
0:24:56 > 0:24:58through this, getting to know each other.
0:24:58 > 0:25:00Cos we're all we've got left of him.
0:25:01 > 0:25:02What's your name?
0:25:03 > 0:25:05Stuart.
0:25:06 > 0:25:08I want you to go now, Stuart.
0:25:10 > 0:25:12Don't contact me again.
0:25:20 > 0:25:23Thank you, Al. For all your help and everything.
0:25:23 > 0:25:26But I'd like you to go now as well.
0:25:26 > 0:25:28I thought you might want some company.
0:25:28 > 0:25:31I'll be fine. I know where I am on my own.
0:25:49 > 0:25:53Look, I don't like what you've done to Tessa.
0:25:53 > 0:25:56But I have a duty to remind you to go and see your GP
0:25:56 > 0:26:00and get your heart condition checked out. All right?
0:26:00 > 0:26:02At least Tessa's all right.
0:26:02 > 0:26:04No, I wouldn't describe her as "all right".
0:26:04 > 0:26:06I meant, the heart thing.
0:26:06 > 0:26:09If I could undo everything, go back to this morning
0:26:09 > 0:26:13and be honest with her, I would. She'd like me, I know she would.
0:26:14 > 0:26:17Do you think, when this has all died down a bit,
0:26:17 > 0:26:20she might be able to forgive me?
0:26:20 > 0:26:21I wouldn't hold your breath.
0:26:51 > 0:26:55This is Sian and Louis. They need somewhere to stay tonight.
0:26:55 > 0:26:57- Louis, say hello.- Who are these people? You didn't know
0:26:57 > 0:26:58who they were on Monday.
0:26:58 > 0:27:00- They're harmless.- What about
0:27:00 > 0:27:02who they're hiding from? Are they harmless?
0:27:02 > 0:27:06- You made a complaint against him in the past.- Just a misunderstanding.
0:27:06 > 0:27:07'That woman's in trouble.'
0:27:07 > 0:27:09Say cheese!
0:27:09 > 0:27:11Are our kids in danger because they're here?