0:00:29 > 0:00:32- You're early.- I was wondering if I could talk to you about a patient.
0:00:32 > 0:00:34- Yeah, fine. - Thank you, I appreciate it.
0:00:34 > 0:00:38There is no excuse. You've had more than a month to organise this
0:00:38 > 0:00:41and, as far as I can see, you've done practically nothing!
0:00:41 > 0:00:43Don't bother. You're fired!
0:00:43 > 0:00:46And I won't be recommending you to any of my friends!
0:00:46 > 0:00:49- I've sacked her. - Of course you have.
0:00:49 > 0:00:52I couldn't see the point of having a kids' party planner for a kids' party.
0:00:52 > 0:00:54It's a waste of money - I can do it all myself.
0:00:54 > 0:00:56How will you do that? We're working all morning.
0:00:56 > 0:00:59- Anybody half-competent could do it in an hour.- An hour?
0:00:59 > 0:01:00Half an hour!
0:01:00 > 0:01:03Oh! London Fashion Week!
0:01:03 > 0:01:05Paris, Milan, New York - I'll go to them all
0:01:05 > 0:01:08when I'm a high-flying magazine editor.
0:01:08 > 0:01:10Have you heard anything yet?
0:01:11 > 0:01:15- No.- Well, at least they haven't turned you down.
0:01:15 > 0:01:18I'm sure you're the kind of person they would all want -
0:01:18 > 0:01:21mature, experienced.
0:01:21 > 0:01:24Not some spotty teenager.
0:01:24 > 0:01:26Karen, what are you doing?
0:01:26 > 0:01:29Data entry for Howard.
0:01:29 > 0:01:31For goodness' sake, sit up properly.
0:01:31 > 0:01:34You'll do your back in sitting like that.
0:01:34 > 0:01:35Right, who's next?
0:01:35 > 0:01:39Oh. You're not seeing patients, you're just on paperwork.
0:01:39 > 0:01:41- Why?- Howard asked me to...
0:01:45 > 0:01:48Oh, flapjack? I've been doing some baking.
0:01:50 > 0:01:53You helped a 14-year-old girl get an abortion?
0:01:53 > 0:01:55She decided that was what she wanted.
0:01:55 > 0:01:58Fliss is a mature and very intelligent young woman.
0:01:58 > 0:02:01She was adamant she did not want her mother to know.
0:02:01 > 0:02:02I had no choice.
0:02:02 > 0:02:04Well, her mum doesn't seem to see it that way.
0:02:04 > 0:02:07Mrs Henning was very upset when she found out.
0:02:07 > 0:02:10That's why she's making the complaint.
0:02:10 > 0:02:12But I've been entirely professional, Howard.
0:02:12 > 0:02:14Well, thanks for the heads up.
0:02:14 > 0:02:17Anything else you need to tell me?
0:02:17 > 0:02:18No. That's everything.
0:02:21 > 0:02:24Yes, I appreciate that I should have booked it weeks ago, but...
0:02:24 > 0:02:29Do you know the numbers for any other ice sculptors in the area?
0:02:29 > 0:02:31Well, thanks a million. Goodbye.
0:02:31 > 0:02:34- Why do you need an ice sculptor? - It's Joe's birthday.
0:02:34 > 0:02:37He went to a party where they had ice sculptures of all the characters
0:02:37 > 0:02:39in the Ice Age movies, and he thought they were wonderful.
0:02:39 > 0:02:41Is that what they do these days?
0:02:41 > 0:02:43When Chris was that age,
0:02:43 > 0:02:46it was just ice cream, birthday cake, Pass The Parcel.
0:02:46 > 0:02:48Sam used to read them stories.
0:02:48 > 0:02:49That's not enough these days.
0:02:49 > 0:02:52The parents we know are doing the most incredible things -
0:02:52 > 0:02:54hot-air balloons, Shetland ponies.
0:02:54 > 0:02:56We've got to do something really special.
0:02:56 > 0:02:59I need Joe's second birthday to be the...
0:02:59 > 0:03:04- Have you been crying? - No, I was just having a moment.
0:03:07 > 0:03:11- I didn't realise. - It's just that it hits me sometimes.
0:03:13 > 0:03:14It's Valentine's Day tomorrow.
0:03:19 > 0:03:21Last year, Sam did everything -
0:03:21 > 0:03:24wine, dinner, rose petals.
0:03:26 > 0:03:28We had a lovely evening.
0:03:31 > 0:03:35That's really good that you were able to make some happy memories.
0:03:38 > 0:03:41And then he said he wanted to go to Switzerland...
0:03:41 > 0:03:42and kill himself.
0:03:42 > 0:03:44Ha!
0:03:50 > 0:03:51Look...
0:03:52 > 0:03:55..if you ever need someone to talk to...
0:03:57 > 0:04:00..I know the number of a really good therapist.
0:04:01 > 0:04:05I...don't need therapy, Zara.
0:04:11 > 0:04:14Yes, right, well, I have paperwork. Must get on!
0:04:17 > 0:04:19Of course.
0:04:19 > 0:04:21Flapjack?
0:04:21 > 0:04:23Generally people just call me Al.
0:04:25 > 0:04:29Would you like a flapjack? Go on, treat yourself.
0:04:30 > 0:04:35Has a lady called Grace Henning phoned in today?
0:04:35 > 0:04:38Can you let me know if she does...or if she drops in?
0:04:40 > 0:04:41Hello, how can we help you?
0:04:41 > 0:04:43Is Dr Emma Reid in?
0:04:43 > 0:04:45She's not seeing patients today.
0:04:45 > 0:04:48Oh, I'm not a patient. I'm a friend, we were at university together.
0:04:48 > 0:04:51Oh, how lovely! I'll let her know you're here.
0:04:58 > 0:05:00- I've found a balloon modeller! - Hallelujah(!)
0:05:00 > 0:05:03And Helen The Useless Party Planner had actually booked a clown.
0:05:03 > 0:05:05So all I have to do is phone to confirm with him.
0:05:05 > 0:05:09As soon as we've finished, we can rush to the supermarket and pick up everything.
0:05:09 > 0:05:11I'll do the food, you can do the goody bags.
0:05:11 > 0:05:12I told you I could do it.
0:05:12 > 0:05:15I'm lost in admiration. Would you...
0:05:15 > 0:05:16like a coffee?
0:05:18 > 0:05:21- Here we are. - It's so great to see you again.
0:05:21 > 0:05:25And you. I meant to get in touch before.
0:05:25 > 0:05:28- How long has it been? - Two, three years?
0:05:30 > 0:05:32I was so sorry to hear about Sam.
0:05:32 > 0:05:34Yes, well...I'm coping.
0:05:36 > 0:05:37Anyway, how's Paul?
0:05:40 > 0:05:42- We split up last year. - I'm sorry.
0:05:42 > 0:05:46No. I'm well rid. God, I'm so stupid!
0:05:49 > 0:05:52You sussed him out straightaway. You knew he was just a parasite.
0:05:52 > 0:05:55- Well, I never said that. - You didn't have to!
0:05:55 > 0:05:58He cleaned out our joint bank account, did a runner.
0:05:58 > 0:06:00I don't even know what country he's in now.
0:06:00 > 0:06:02He's left me his debts.
0:06:02 > 0:06:04I've had bailiffs round and everything.
0:06:04 > 0:06:08Well, it looks like we've both had a pretty horrible year.
0:06:09 > 0:06:112014 has got to be better.
0:06:14 > 0:06:17- I've found something that's really helping.- Gin?
0:06:17 > 0:06:21No! It's more therapeutic.
0:06:21 > 0:06:23Please don't tell me it's chakra healing.
0:06:23 > 0:06:24It's kind of personal development.
0:06:24 > 0:06:26You look at your life objectively -
0:06:26 > 0:06:29the choices you've made, and how to make better ones.
0:06:29 > 0:06:31Zoe, have you found religion?
0:06:31 > 0:06:35- Can you imagine me going to church? - Well...
0:06:35 > 0:06:37I'll show you.
0:06:37 > 0:06:40It starts with a kind of personality test -
0:06:40 > 0:06:42a questionnaire.
0:06:42 > 0:06:46Sorry. It's probably not your kind of thing.
0:06:46 > 0:06:48No! No, come on, let me see.
0:06:54 > 0:06:58- Still haven't heard from that dance studio job.- Oh, shame.
0:06:58 > 0:07:00It was going to be great, as well.
0:07:00 > 0:07:04Cos it's working with dancers and choreographers, it'd be like Fame!
0:07:04 > 0:07:06And I can dance, I've got natural rhythm.
0:07:06 > 0:07:10Oh, I haven't! I used to do ballet when I was little,
0:07:10 > 0:07:12but I was never any good at it. You know me, two left feet.
0:07:12 > 0:07:14I did have a lovely little tutu, though.
0:07:16 > 0:07:18Come on! Everybody can dance!
0:07:18 > 0:07:20Ah! Oh!
0:07:20 > 0:07:24- Have you done yourself a mischief? - Ow! Ow, ow, ow, that hurts.
0:07:24 > 0:07:27Shall I get a doctor? Or, or I could do some first aid.
0:07:27 > 0:07:29No, no, no, no, I think I'm all right.
0:07:31 > 0:07:33Well, go on, then.
0:07:33 > 0:07:35Does it say I'm a serial killer?
0:07:38 > 0:07:40Zoe?
0:07:42 > 0:07:44I don't want you to worry.
0:07:46 > 0:07:47What does it say?
0:07:47 > 0:07:51Obviously, you're grieving and under a lot of stress, but...
0:07:51 > 0:07:53according to this...
0:07:54 > 0:07:56..you're barely holding it together.
0:07:57 > 0:08:00If you don't talk to someone,
0:08:00 > 0:08:03you're going to head for a nervous breakdown.
0:08:03 > 0:08:04It's not just about Sam -
0:08:04 > 0:08:07there's lots of things that you're not dealing with,
0:08:07 > 0:08:08and you need to resolve them.
0:08:08 > 0:08:10I'm just not sleeping, that's all.
0:08:13 > 0:08:15Have you talked to anyone?
0:08:15 > 0:08:16No.
0:08:16 > 0:08:19I spent the whole of last year falling apart -
0:08:19 > 0:08:21talking to people, crying all over them.
0:08:21 > 0:08:24They're probably sick of it. I know I am.
0:08:25 > 0:08:30Well, there's this group I go to, it might help.
0:08:30 > 0:08:32I'm going this lunch time, actually.
0:08:32 > 0:08:35It's not for everyone, you'd probably hate it.
0:08:36 > 0:08:38Did it help you?
0:08:38 > 0:08:40Yeah, I wasn't sleeping.
0:08:40 > 0:08:41I was at my wits' end.
0:08:42 > 0:08:44It literally saved my life.
0:08:47 > 0:08:48Where's it happening?
0:08:49 > 0:08:52Really? What, you really want to come along?
0:08:52 > 0:08:55Well, you know me, I'll try anything once.
0:08:55 > 0:08:59You said that when we had the Sambuca evening at uni!
0:08:59 > 0:09:02- Ankylosing spondylitis. - What about it?
0:09:02 > 0:09:04- Karen's got it. - Says who?
0:09:04 > 0:09:07I looked it up on the internet.
0:09:07 > 0:09:10I've got all the symptoms - tiredness, back pain, buttock pain.
0:09:10 > 0:09:13You're going to have to examine her and confirm the diagnosis!
0:09:13 > 0:09:17I haven't got a free slot this afternoon, and you know what Howard's like.
0:09:17 > 0:09:19- Can you fit her in before? - Kevin! It's an emergency!
0:09:19 > 0:09:24- Go to A&E.- This ankylosing... Whatever it is, is very serious.
0:09:24 > 0:09:27Oh, for goodness'... OK, can I at least have my lunch first?
0:09:27 > 0:09:29Thanks, Kevin.
0:09:29 > 0:09:30We'll get you sorted in no time.
0:09:30 > 0:09:34Ankylosing spon... Spondy...
0:09:34 > 0:09:37- Hello, Chris.- Hello, mate. Karen, what's up with you?
0:09:37 > 0:09:40- Oh, I've got a chronic illness. - She's fine.
0:09:40 > 0:09:43Craig the Clown has cancelled! He's had an accident.
0:09:43 > 0:09:46- He's tripped over his enormous feet. - Someone tipped a bucket of water over him!
0:09:46 > 0:09:48Walked into a ladder maybe?
0:09:48 > 0:09:51- This is not funny! - Come on. I'll make you a coffee.
0:09:51 > 0:09:54We haven't got time for coffee. We've got to go to the supermarket.
0:09:54 > 0:09:55The party is in two hours!
0:09:55 > 0:09:57I can entertain the kids for a while.
0:09:57 > 0:10:00I can sing them Making Your Mind Up...with actions!
0:10:00 > 0:10:01- You taught me that.- Did I?
0:10:01 > 0:10:03Yeah, when Joe was little.
0:10:03 > 0:10:06- You used to sing it to Immie and Jack when they were little. - I don't remember.
0:10:06 > 0:10:09You need to meet me in the car park in seven and a half minutes.
0:10:11 > 0:10:12It's a special day.
0:10:13 > 0:10:15Ow.
0:10:18 > 0:10:19Come and meet Juliet.
0:10:21 > 0:10:25Juliet, this is the lady I told you about - Dr Emma Reid.
0:10:25 > 0:10:27Hello, I'm sorry to gatecrash.
0:10:27 > 0:10:30No, you're not. Everyone's welcome.
0:10:30 > 0:10:33Let me guess - we're not quite what you expected.
0:10:33 > 0:10:36Well, I will admit I was expecting a church hall,
0:10:36 > 0:10:38and some sad self-help group.
0:10:38 > 0:10:40Well we are a self-help group,
0:10:40 > 0:10:42but there's nothing wrong with that if you need help.
0:10:42 > 0:10:47Right, everyone, let's get into pairs and do some reflections.
0:10:47 > 0:10:49Emma, you're wondering what on earth that means.
0:10:49 > 0:10:53- Don't worry, as it's your first time, I can talk to you, OK?- OK.
0:10:56 > 0:10:59So we're going to go to that supermarket cos it's closer.
0:10:59 > 0:11:01The car will be easier to park. Trust me.
0:11:01 > 0:11:05- What?! You are kidding me.- Oh, babe.
0:11:05 > 0:11:08It's gone everywhere! Now, I'm going to have to wash my hair.
0:11:08 > 0:11:11- I haven't even have time for that! - Everything is going to fine.
0:11:11 > 0:11:12I just wanted the perfect party,
0:11:12 > 0:11:15and now we haven't even got a clown!
0:11:15 > 0:11:17- Why are we doing this? - For Joe!
0:11:17 > 0:11:19Joe's two. He doesn't need ice sculptures
0:11:19 > 0:11:21or clowns or balloon modellers.
0:11:21 > 0:11:23Let's just get him a cat-shaped birthday cake,
0:11:23 > 0:11:25and let him blow out the candles - he'll be thrilled.
0:11:25 > 0:11:28All that other stuff, it doesn't matter.
0:11:30 > 0:11:32OK. You're right.
0:11:35 > 0:11:36Say that again.
0:11:38 > 0:11:41You're right. But it doesn't give you licence to be smug.
0:11:41 > 0:11:43Yes, it does.
0:11:43 > 0:11:47We swore that we wouldn't turn into pushy middle-class parents
0:11:47 > 0:11:49competing with other pushy middle-class parents,
0:11:49 > 0:11:52and now...we have.
0:11:54 > 0:11:56I have.
0:11:56 > 0:11:58I used to laugh at people like that.
0:11:59 > 0:12:05Look, we'll give the kids fizzy drinks and crisps and chocolate.
0:12:05 > 0:12:07Then we'll let them run around screaming,
0:12:07 > 0:12:09getting all over-excited,
0:12:09 > 0:12:13but when one of them starts crying or start hitting each other
0:12:13 > 0:12:16we'll give them a piece of cake and we'll send them home.
0:12:17 > 0:12:19That's a great birthday.
0:12:26 > 0:12:27And just so you know -
0:12:27 > 0:12:30somewhere in the world, that's considered good luck.
0:12:36 > 0:12:39It's not just that I'm grieving for Sam.
0:12:41 > 0:12:45I look at my whole life, and it's a mess.
0:12:46 > 0:12:48The choices I've made...
0:12:48 > 0:12:50But you can change those choices.
0:12:50 > 0:12:52You don't have to repeat the same mistakes.
0:12:54 > 0:12:56This weekend course...
0:12:56 > 0:12:59Know Yourself. It's more of a retreat.
0:12:59 > 0:13:01We're all busy professionals.
0:13:01 > 0:13:05We all need time and space to get away from daily concerns,
0:13:05 > 0:13:07to look at ourselves.
0:13:07 > 0:13:09What happens? What do you do?
0:13:09 > 0:13:13Whatever's most useful. There's counselling, group sessions...
0:13:13 > 0:13:15but it's really what you make it.
0:13:16 > 0:13:18Are you allowed to have a nervous breakdown?
0:13:18 > 0:13:22According to your personality test, I'm heading for one.
0:13:24 > 0:13:27Can I ask you something?
0:13:27 > 0:13:29Who looks after you?
0:13:29 > 0:13:31My colleagues are very supportive...
0:13:31 > 0:13:33That's not what I'm asking.
0:13:33 > 0:13:37Emma, you spend your life helping other people.
0:13:37 > 0:13:40Who helps you? Who supports you?
0:13:41 > 0:13:44When you've had a lousy day at work, who do you off-load to?
0:13:49 > 0:13:51I used to talk to Sam, but...
0:13:53 > 0:13:54..since he's died, I...
0:14:01 > 0:14:03I can tell you exactly what it is.
0:14:03 > 0:14:06- It's epidemic, and it's sweeping the country.- What is it?!
0:14:06 > 0:14:09It's called Sitting Hunched Over Your Computer Syndrome.
0:14:09 > 0:14:12It's a serious problem, especially for geeks and gamers.
0:14:12 > 0:14:16- Is that it?- Yeah, you're not dying. You don't have anything chronic.
0:14:16 > 0:14:19Apart from maybe hypochondria, but you've always had that.
0:14:19 > 0:14:21It's not just back pain. I've got other symptoms.
0:14:21 > 0:14:25- Like what? - I'm knackered half the time.
0:14:25 > 0:14:28The other night I was watching Family Guy,
0:14:28 > 0:14:30and I fell asleep. It was only at 1030.
0:14:31 > 0:14:34And the ball of my left foot...really aches.
0:14:34 > 0:14:37And my thumb hurts.
0:14:37 > 0:14:39- It's called middle age. - But I'm not...
0:14:42 > 0:14:45Well, you haven't got ankylosing spondylitis.
0:14:45 > 0:14:47It's good news.
0:14:48 > 0:14:50We're very practical.
0:14:50 > 0:14:53It's about helping you to be the best you possibly can be -
0:14:53 > 0:14:57to achieve your potential, to heal yourself.
0:14:58 > 0:15:01Well, I...I do need healing.
0:15:01 > 0:15:03We all do...in different ways.
0:15:03 > 0:15:05Once you've been through Know Yourself, you can
0:15:05 > 0:15:11move on to all the other courses. You map out your own development.
0:15:11 > 0:15:14The next course is in April.
0:15:14 > 0:15:19It's £1,500 plus VAT. I know that may seem expensive...
0:15:19 > 0:15:21But it might be worth it.
0:15:24 > 0:15:26Here you are.
0:15:26 > 0:15:29Talk to Zoe as well.
0:15:29 > 0:15:32She's done the course, it changed her life...
0:15:33 > 0:15:35Thank you.
0:15:37 > 0:15:40Zoe. You looking for something?
0:15:40 > 0:15:42It's just some papers. Nothing important.
0:16:02 > 0:16:04Oh, thank goodness. You found it!
0:16:08 > 0:16:12"After the client has completed the, quote, 'personality test'
0:16:12 > 0:16:15"read it and then look worried.
0:16:15 > 0:16:20"Then tell them that they're mentally ill. Include the following.
0:16:20 > 0:16:24"'You're heading for a nervous breakdown, there are issues
0:16:24 > 0:16:28"'in your life that you're not facing that you need to resolve.'"
0:16:28 > 0:16:30I didn't mean to...
0:16:30 > 0:16:32Whatever I put on that questionnaire,
0:16:32 > 0:16:35you would have told me I was having a nervous breakdown.
0:16:35 > 0:16:38This is a prepared speech.
0:16:38 > 0:16:39A crib sheet!
0:16:41 > 0:16:42To think I nearly fell for it!
0:16:42 > 0:16:45I know I'm having a tough time but...
0:16:47 > 0:16:50You timed it.
0:16:50 > 0:16:54You showed up when you knew I would be at my most vulnerable.
0:16:54 > 0:16:57The personality test is just a means to an end.
0:16:57 > 0:17:00If it gets you involved in something that saves your life
0:17:00 > 0:17:02and your sanity, surely it's worth it.
0:17:02 > 0:17:05So you lied to me for my own good?
0:17:05 > 0:17:09Well, yes. You really do need help...
0:17:09 > 0:17:11You manipulated me.
0:17:12 > 0:17:15I have to recruit 20 people by the 1st May.
0:17:15 > 0:17:18Or what? What will they do? Throw you in a dungeon?
0:17:18 > 0:17:21It's the only way I can afford the courses.
0:17:21 > 0:17:23If you want to progress within the movement,
0:17:23 > 0:17:25be a Group Leader like Juliet,
0:17:25 > 0:17:27you've got to do it all. It takes years...
0:17:27 > 0:17:29Oh, I see(!)
0:17:29 > 0:17:31You're on commission.
0:17:31 > 0:17:34You recruit me and you get paid.
0:17:34 > 0:17:37No. Credits towards the courses.
0:17:37 > 0:17:40I need to do this, Em.
0:17:40 > 0:17:43I need to sort my life out.
0:17:43 > 0:17:46Don't you even worry about the tactics that they use?
0:17:46 > 0:17:49Telling people that they are mentally ill when they're not?
0:17:49 > 0:17:54I tried to explain that to you.
0:17:54 > 0:17:56I thought you'd understand...
0:17:56 > 0:17:58Emma, where are you going?
0:17:58 > 0:18:03I'm going to tell Juliet that she can shove her Know Yourself course.
0:18:05 > 0:18:08- She's my daughter... - As I've explained, Mrs Henning...
0:18:08 > 0:18:12She gets pregnant, gets talked into having an abortion
0:18:12 > 0:18:14and I can't even be told about it?
0:18:14 > 0:18:18Patient confidentiality is sacrosanct. The law says...
0:18:18 > 0:18:21I know about the law, I know about Gillick competency,
0:18:21 > 0:18:23I know about Fraser rules.
0:18:23 > 0:18:26I've been reading up, so please don't patronise me.
0:18:26 > 0:18:30Then you would understand, Dr Haskey did not have a choice.
0:18:30 > 0:18:32He had to respect the wishes of Felicity
0:18:32 > 0:18:34which he did at the time...
0:18:34 > 0:18:39But it's not what she wanted. She's in pieces.
0:18:39 > 0:18:41She wishes she hadn't got rid of the baby.
0:18:41 > 0:18:44She's going to regret it for the rest of her life
0:18:44 > 0:18:46and I have to deal with that.
0:18:46 > 0:18:48I have to pick up the pieces...
0:18:48 > 0:18:49Well, I'm sorry.
0:18:49 > 0:18:52I don't see what else Dr Haskey could've done.
0:18:52 > 0:18:56Really? Well, let me explain.
0:18:56 > 0:18:58I'm going to make a formal complaint
0:18:58 > 0:19:03because I know Fliss wasn't mature enough to make that decision alone.
0:19:03 > 0:19:05Dr Haskey pressured her into it.
0:19:08 > 0:19:10Is this how you recruit people?
0:19:10 > 0:19:12Telling them they're having a nervous breakdown?
0:19:12 > 0:19:14I'm sure it works, too.
0:19:14 > 0:19:17There are just enough vulnerable people out there.
0:19:17 > 0:19:20What kind of enlightenment starts with lying to people?
0:19:20 > 0:19:23Emma, you've admitted yourself that you're deeply troubled.
0:19:23 > 0:19:26And no-one's forcing you to sign up to anything...
0:19:26 > 0:19:29No, they're just messing with my head until I do.
0:19:29 > 0:19:32What's it about, Juliet? Money?
0:19:32 > 0:19:35Cos foot soldiers like Zoe here never get any.
0:19:35 > 0:19:36Not even you.
0:19:36 > 0:19:40But you can guarantee that somebody at the top is making a fortune.
0:19:40 > 0:19:42And it's all perfectly legal.
0:19:42 > 0:19:45Getting messed-up people to pay for your courses, to work for nothing...
0:19:45 > 0:19:49If you continue to behave like this,
0:19:49 > 0:19:51I'm afraid I'm going to have to ask you to leave.
0:19:51 > 0:19:55I'm going all right. Anyone else?
0:19:55 > 0:19:59You must see what's going on. You're being lied to.
0:19:59 > 0:20:01Conned.
0:20:01 > 0:20:03Zoe?
0:20:04 > 0:20:07Zoe, your boyfriend lied to you and swindled you.
0:20:07 > 0:20:10You must see that it's not right to do it to other people?
0:20:16 > 0:20:17I'm sorry, Em.
0:20:33 > 0:20:35Em, wait!
0:20:40 > 0:20:45Did you know Dr Haskey took Fliss to the clinic for the procedure?
0:20:45 > 0:20:50He also took her to the previous consultation, paid for taxis,
0:20:50 > 0:20:53and managed to get the abortion moved to two weeks earlier...
0:20:53 > 0:20:56I wasn't aware of that.
0:20:56 > 0:20:58Respecting a patient's wishes is one thing,
0:20:58 > 0:21:01but Dr Haskey clearly had an agenda.
0:21:01 > 0:21:03He wanted her to get rid of the baby...
0:21:03 > 0:21:05For her own good, of course(!)
0:21:05 > 0:21:08..and he made sure she did it as quickly as possible.
0:21:08 > 0:21:11Well, that does put a different complexion on things.
0:21:11 > 0:21:13So, what are you going to do?
0:21:15 > 0:21:17Any joy?
0:21:20 > 0:21:22Yes! Oh! They've replied...
0:21:25 > 0:21:26Oh.
0:21:26 > 0:21:29No... The women's magazine wants a graduate...
0:21:29 > 0:21:31Bet the dance studio wants somebody younger.
0:21:31 > 0:21:33More fool them.
0:21:33 > 0:21:37I have applied for lots of other things and I haven't heard back.
0:21:37 > 0:21:39Yeah, of course you have.
0:21:39 > 0:21:43And at least you haven't got Spondulosing Thingmybob.
0:21:43 > 0:21:46I'll be in touch, Mrs Henning.
0:21:46 > 0:21:48Mr Davidson?
0:21:50 > 0:21:52Could you let me know when Dr Haskey is free.
0:21:52 > 0:21:53Will do.
0:21:54 > 0:21:56What are you going to do?
0:21:56 > 0:21:58I should get back to work.
0:21:59 > 0:22:01I mean about...?
0:22:01 > 0:22:04Oh. I don't know.
0:22:04 > 0:22:07Find some way to cope.
0:22:07 > 0:22:09What about you?
0:22:09 > 0:22:11PHONE RINGS
0:22:11 > 0:22:12Juliet?
0:22:17 > 0:22:21When I joined, they were so supportive. Like a family.
0:22:23 > 0:22:25Juliet was like a big sister.
0:22:25 > 0:22:28I could talk to her about anything.
0:22:28 > 0:22:31I know it's right to leave, but they're all I have.
0:22:31 > 0:22:34No. Zoe, that's not true.
0:22:35 > 0:22:38You have you.
0:22:38 > 0:22:40You're 40 now.
0:22:40 > 0:22:45Grow up. Start taking responsibility.
0:22:45 > 0:22:48Stop relying on other people to make all the decisions for you.
0:22:50 > 0:22:53I can't help you. I'm no guru.
0:22:53 > 0:22:55And I'm certainly not the sisterly type.
0:22:55 > 0:22:57What am I going to do?
0:23:00 > 0:23:05Do you remember when you decided medicine wasn't for you
0:23:05 > 0:23:07and you switched to anthropology?
0:23:07 > 0:23:10- Yeah, that's another thing I got wrong.- No.
0:23:10 > 0:23:14You made a big life decision on your own.
0:23:14 > 0:23:17All right, it didn't work out. So what?
0:23:17 > 0:23:18Move on until something does.
0:23:18 > 0:23:21PHONE RINGS
0:23:21 > 0:23:24They're not going to leave you alone, are they?
0:23:24 > 0:23:29They'll phone and phone and text for a while...
0:23:29 > 0:23:32but I'm broke. There's nothing in it for them.
0:23:33 > 0:23:36How bad are your debts? Do you even know?
0:23:38 > 0:23:39£20,000.
0:23:41 > 0:23:46Most of that's from Paul, but now he's gone,
0:23:46 > 0:23:47I'm responsible...
0:23:47 > 0:23:50Then you need to see a debt counsellor.
0:23:50 > 0:23:54Talk it through, find a way to pay it back.
0:23:54 > 0:23:57What, and Paul gets off scot-free?
0:23:57 > 0:24:01Not fair, is it? Life isn't.
0:24:04 > 0:24:06Come on, your turn. A bit closer.
0:24:06 > 0:24:09One, two, three...
0:24:09 > 0:24:12Yay! Hurrah! Again?
0:24:12 > 0:24:16All right. Only because you're enjoying it so much.
0:24:16 > 0:24:18Now...
0:24:19 > 0:24:20Ready?
0:24:24 > 0:24:25You blowing them out again?
0:24:25 > 0:24:27Yeah, he is.
0:24:27 > 0:24:32One, two, three...
0:24:39 > 0:24:40Again?
0:24:40 > 0:24:42All right.
0:24:42 > 0:24:46I don't believe in knights in shining armour.
0:24:46 > 0:24:49No-one's going to come round the corner and rescue you.
0:24:51 > 0:24:55- You did.- No. No, I didn't.
0:24:55 > 0:24:57You decided to leave the room.
0:24:59 > 0:25:01Juliet started having a go at me.
0:25:02 > 0:25:05Very concerned and caring, you know...
0:25:05 > 0:25:09but she was saying how I'd failed the movement,
0:25:09 > 0:25:12and myself, and I just thought, "Screw you."
0:25:12 > 0:25:15THEY LAUGH
0:25:18 > 0:25:21Oh, Zoe, you don't need anyone to rescue you.
0:25:21 > 0:25:26I may be broke and single, but at least I'm free.
0:25:26 > 0:25:29THEY LAUGH
0:25:31 > 0:25:33How can you be so naive?
0:25:33 > 0:25:36Ferrying a young girl around to abortion clinics, giving her money...
0:25:36 > 0:25:38I know it must look dodgy...
0:25:38 > 0:25:39It is dodgy!
0:25:39 > 0:25:41You're lucky you're not being suspended.
0:25:41 > 0:25:43For what? I was doing my job.
0:25:43 > 0:25:45Trying to care for my patient...
0:25:45 > 0:25:48What, by bringing forward an abortion?
0:25:48 > 0:25:50If I hadn't done, she'd have had to wait another two weeks.
0:25:50 > 0:25:53And the procedure would have been more complicated and more traumatic.
0:25:53 > 0:25:56I was concerned for the welfare of my patient.
0:25:56 > 0:25:57I've done nothing wrong!
0:25:57 > 0:25:59You should have told me about this before?
0:25:59 > 0:26:01I didn't think you need to know every single detail.
0:26:01 > 0:26:04I need to know every single detail, because I'm your manager.
0:26:04 > 0:26:06Yeah, but you're not a medical professional, Howard.
0:26:06 > 0:26:09You don't understand the nuances of a doctor-patient relationship.
0:26:09 > 0:26:14No? Well, now is the perfect opportunity for you to explain it.
0:26:14 > 0:26:17You didn't cross the line but you walked perilously close to it.
0:26:17 > 0:26:20The partners are going to have to conduct an internal review
0:26:20 > 0:26:22and assess all the decisions you've made.
0:26:22 > 0:26:25I've done wrong so I have to fill out a form.
0:26:25 > 0:26:28Oh, the joys of your bureaucracy(!)
0:26:28 > 0:26:31You're going to do this, and you're going to take it seriously.
0:26:31 > 0:26:33This is not your own personal kingdom to do whatever
0:26:33 > 0:26:34the hell you like!
0:26:34 > 0:26:36You need to wise up!
0:26:53 > 0:26:55Love birds of the universe unite.
0:26:55 > 0:26:58We who do Valentines Day properly.
0:26:58 > 0:27:00Don't tell him, but I have booked a surprise.
0:27:00 > 0:27:02For Jimmi? Are you sure?
0:27:02 > 0:27:06Maybe facial. Steam skin, make very clean.
0:27:06 > 0:27:08We have a unique trust and understanding of each other.
0:27:08 > 0:27:10A match made in heaven.
0:27:10 > 0:27:13She's just tried to stick a tube up my... Anyway, I'm going,
0:27:13 > 0:27:15- so do what you want. - Jimmi, wait!