0:00:33 > 0:00:36- Think it'll get crumpled if I fold it?- Probably.
0:00:36 > 0:00:38Think there'll be an iron in the hotel room?
0:00:38 > 0:00:40How should I know?
0:00:43 > 0:00:46- My dad always said roll them up. - Roll it?
0:00:46 > 0:00:49I don't know, then. Do what you want.
0:00:55 > 0:00:57MOTORBIKE ENGINE REVS OUTSIDE
0:01:13 > 0:01:15MUSIC: "Ain't Nobody" by Chaka Khan
0:01:15 > 0:01:19# I've been waitin' for you It's been so long
0:01:19 > 0:01:24# I knew just what I would do When I heard your song
0:01:24 > 0:01:28# It filled my heart with your bliss Gave me freedom
0:01:28 > 0:01:33# You knew I could not resist I needed someone. #
0:01:34 > 0:01:38Hopefully, their English is better than my Swiss.
0:01:38 > 0:01:40French, then, whatever.
0:01:40 > 0:01:43Bonjour, that's about as far as it goes.
0:01:43 > 0:01:46HE LAUGHS
0:01:46 > 0:01:49OK, Sarah. I'll be in the office in half an hour.
0:01:52 > 0:01:53All right?
0:01:53 > 0:01:55Yeah.
0:01:55 > 0:01:58- Passport!- Box in our bedroom.
0:01:58 > 0:01:59Dale?
0:01:59 > 0:02:02You couldn't come with me, could you?
0:02:02 > 0:02:05The doctor thought you were fine, didn't she?
0:02:05 > 0:02:06Not today, love. I can't.
0:02:13 > 0:02:16- Mand, have you seen the time? - Yeah.
0:02:16 > 0:02:19I'll phone the surgery and say that you've...
0:02:19 > 0:02:21Ah-ah... And relax.
0:02:21 > 0:02:22I've got the morning off!
0:02:22 > 0:02:25Oh!
0:02:25 > 0:02:26Well!
0:02:26 > 0:02:30Breakfast. We have got eggs. We've got bacon.
0:02:30 > 0:02:32We've got the whole morning!
0:02:32 > 0:02:35We could go out if you like?
0:02:35 > 0:02:36Where?
0:02:36 > 0:02:39Erm, mooch round the shops?
0:02:39 > 0:02:40OK.
0:02:40 > 0:02:43- Would you fancy that? - Actually, I would love it.
0:02:44 > 0:02:46Great!
0:02:52 > 0:02:53I've brought you a cup of...
0:02:53 > 0:02:55Thank you!
0:02:55 > 0:02:56I just...
0:02:56 > 0:02:58Oh, I was just...
0:02:58 > 0:02:59They're lovely.
0:02:59 > 0:03:01I know.
0:03:02 > 0:03:04Do you think they're real?
0:03:04 > 0:03:07Definitely. He obviously wanted you to say yes.
0:03:09 > 0:03:12It's a nice, simple wedding band.
0:03:12 > 0:03:13It fits.
0:03:13 > 0:03:16Things must be going well if you're thinking of wearing them again?
0:03:16 > 0:03:18No! I was... I was...
0:03:18 > 0:03:20I was...
0:03:20 > 0:03:23We're nowhere near that. We're just dating.
0:03:23 > 0:03:25At least, I think we are. Had a bit of a row on Friday.
0:03:25 > 0:03:27Ah. Serious?
0:03:28 > 0:03:32Oh, I don't know. Just silly, I don't know.
0:03:32 > 0:03:34So that's the wedding one,
0:03:34 > 0:03:37that's the engagement one. What's that one?
0:03:39 > 0:03:40Eternity.
0:03:43 > 0:03:47Sam bought me one just before the accident...ironically.
0:03:47 > 0:03:49No!
0:03:49 > 0:03:51Oh, that's a shame
0:03:51 > 0:03:54because even though it reminds you of him, it must remind you of...
0:03:54 > 0:03:58I should wear it.
0:03:58 > 0:03:59Sorry.
0:03:59 > 0:04:01I, I...
0:04:01 > 0:04:03I... Oh.
0:04:03 > 0:04:06Come on, where's that Cartier watch?!
0:04:06 > 0:04:09- Optimistic!- That's me.
0:04:09 > 0:04:11What about this? Think it suits me?
0:04:11 > 0:04:13THEY LAUGH
0:04:13 > 0:04:17Oh, that is nice!
0:04:17 > 0:04:21That is really nice, actually.
0:04:21 > 0:04:26Erm, excuse me, can I just pay for this bracelet, please?
0:04:26 > 0:04:28Oh, thank you.
0:04:28 > 0:04:31- For me, seriously?- Yeah.
0:04:31 > 0:04:36You know, this is really lovely.
0:04:36 > 0:04:39Me and you, we're not hurting anyone.
0:04:39 > 0:04:41- I... - SHE SIGHS
0:04:41 > 0:04:43I don't even know why I thought there would be a problem.
0:04:43 > 0:04:46It wasn't just you, though, was it?
0:04:46 > 0:04:50Well, I'm never listening to Kevin, if that's what you mean!
0:04:52 > 0:04:54Excuse me...
0:04:56 > 0:04:58Would you mind just..?
0:05:01 > 0:05:03BOTH: Cheese!
0:05:03 > 0:05:07So, what can I do for you, today?
0:05:07 > 0:05:13Well, I'm waiting for my results. I thought I saw blood in the toilet.
0:05:13 > 0:05:16Yes, we ruled out haemorrhoids, we've sent stool samples,
0:05:16 > 0:05:19- and we're waiting for the blood test results.- Yeah.
0:05:19 > 0:05:20It's all in hand.
0:05:20 > 0:05:23I did say that it would take three days, minimum.
0:05:23 > 0:05:27I'm sorry, it's just that the waiting's really hard.
0:05:27 > 0:05:28Do try not to worry.
0:05:28 > 0:05:32I know, but I'm still feeling all the symptoms.
0:05:32 > 0:05:34Actually, they're getting worse.
0:05:34 > 0:05:38My stomach, diarrhoea, the pain down the left-hand side.
0:05:38 > 0:05:40The pain, is it the same as before?
0:05:42 > 0:05:46You know, it is surprising what can be caused by psychosomatic...
0:05:46 > 0:05:48I'm not making it up.
0:05:48 > 0:05:51I know that after last time you must think that, but...
0:05:51 > 0:05:55the night sweats... I'm still losing weight.
0:05:55 > 0:05:58My jeans are hanging off me.
0:05:58 > 0:06:00If you'd like to get on the scales?
0:06:04 > 0:06:08Maybe try staying away from internet medical sites.
0:06:08 > 0:06:10Honestly, I deliberately haven't looked.
0:06:10 > 0:06:13Hmm. Well, yes, you have lost some more.
0:06:15 > 0:06:17Look, you're welcome to call in the morning,
0:06:17 > 0:06:19- to see if the results have come through.- But...
0:06:19 > 0:06:22Seriously, I think that if you stop worrying,
0:06:22 > 0:06:24you will start to feel a lot better
0:06:24 > 0:06:28because I really don't think there's much wrong with you.
0:06:28 > 0:06:29OK?
0:06:33 > 0:06:37- Something sad about second-hand books.- Really?
0:06:37 > 0:06:40I always think they've been cleared out of dead people's houses.
0:06:40 > 0:06:42No! I'm always getting rid of them.
0:06:42 > 0:06:45Let someone else have a go.
0:06:45 > 0:06:47Ah, no way, look!
0:06:47 > 0:06:51It's the first one in the series! You were looking for this!
0:06:51 > 0:06:52Er. Wasn't me.
0:06:54 > 0:06:57- Oh, no, it was... - Must have been someone else.
0:06:57 > 0:07:00Yeah. Exactly.
0:07:00 > 0:07:02Hey, ready for a coffee?
0:07:02 > 0:07:03Yeah!
0:07:11 > 0:07:13I've got every comparable on the laptop.
0:07:13 > 0:07:16I think that gives us an even stronger pitch.
0:07:16 > 0:07:21- Well done.- Yeah. Well, I need to get this one, don't I?
0:07:21 > 0:07:22Yep. You do.
0:07:23 > 0:07:26- What time do you want to leave for the airport?- Relax.
0:07:26 > 0:07:29- Sorry, yeah. - You'll get used to this.
0:07:29 > 0:07:32Get this one in the bag and there'll be plenty more to come.
0:07:44 > 0:07:46Oh, what are you making?
0:07:46 > 0:07:48Ginger biscuits.
0:07:52 > 0:07:55I used to make them when we'd had a row.
0:07:55 > 0:07:59Just a silly thing. I probably only did it the once.
0:07:59 > 0:08:01After every argument,
0:08:01 > 0:08:05Sam would say "Ginger Biscuits?" It would make us laugh.
0:08:05 > 0:08:06That's really sweet.
0:08:06 > 0:08:10- Are you OK now?- Yeah.
0:08:10 > 0:08:15I just can't believe that it's over a year since Sam died.
0:08:17 > 0:08:21I didn't feel anything much on the day itself, the anniversary.
0:08:21 > 0:08:23I'm sorry if I...
0:08:23 > 0:08:29No, it was seeing your wedding ring that reminded me.
0:08:29 > 0:08:31Of your wedding?
0:08:31 > 0:08:36Oh, no. Reminded me of the fact that I never really wore mine.
0:08:36 > 0:08:38Really?
0:08:42 > 0:08:48I felt I was very self-assured. Sophisticated.
0:08:48 > 0:08:50Sam said he didn't mind so...
0:08:52 > 0:08:55..we had what you call an open relationship.
0:08:56 > 0:08:59Oh.
0:08:59 > 0:09:04Must have hurt him. I just wish we'd spent more time together.
0:09:09 > 0:09:11Doctor? Sorry.
0:09:11 > 0:09:13I'm really sorry, I need your help.
0:09:13 > 0:09:17- Pardon? - We both know I've got cancer.
0:09:17 > 0:09:21- Hold on. - All of my symptoms point to it.
0:09:21 > 0:09:24And everybody knows that speed is the thing.
0:09:24 > 0:09:26The longer it's left, the worse it is.
0:09:27 > 0:09:31I've come in here. The only person with the authority to help me
0:09:31 > 0:09:35- is you, and yet you don't seem bothered.- Stop there.
0:09:35 > 0:09:38Is there another doctor, then? One who could give a second opinion?
0:09:38 > 0:09:40No!
0:09:40 > 0:09:44No. I have given my considered medical opinion.
0:09:44 > 0:09:46My mum died when she was 36.
0:09:47 > 0:09:49What?
0:09:51 > 0:09:53Exactly the same.
0:09:53 > 0:09:59A pain here. Couldn't sleep, always hot, she got thin.
0:09:59 > 0:10:00And the doctor sent her home.
0:10:00 > 0:10:04"Don't worry," they said. "Stop worrying."
0:10:04 > 0:10:05And it was too late.
0:10:05 > 0:10:07Why didn't you tell me earlier?
0:10:07 > 0:10:10The genetic element could be significant.
0:10:10 > 0:10:12I didn't want to hear it.
0:10:13 > 0:10:14Follow me.
0:10:14 > 0:10:17Oh, they're a bit burnt. I always do that.
0:10:17 > 0:10:20Sam used to say "It's a sign of your burning ambition, Em."
0:10:20 > 0:10:22That must be nice.
0:10:22 > 0:10:25Having a bloke that you can have in-jokes with.
0:10:25 > 0:10:28It's just shared memories, really.
0:10:28 > 0:10:30Sometimes, it's weird, but sometimes I just feel
0:10:30 > 0:10:33so comfortable with him, like I've known him for ever.
0:10:33 > 0:10:35But then he'll say something and expect me to know
0:10:35 > 0:10:39what he's talking about, and I'm thinking, "Who are you?"
0:10:39 > 0:10:42But you are still getting on with him, aren't you?
0:10:42 > 0:10:44Yeah! He's nice. He's nice on a date.
0:10:44 > 0:10:47Except when he's being grumpy about me talking about Jimmi.
0:10:48 > 0:10:51Anyone can get on over steak and chips, can't they?
0:10:51 > 0:10:53What?
0:10:53 > 0:10:56'So the doctor's been onto the lab and they're rushing them
0:10:56 > 0:11:00'through for us. Should be about one o'clock.'
0:11:00 > 0:11:02Uh-huh.
0:11:02 > 0:11:04And she said I could come in for them, which is
0:11:04 > 0:11:06better than on the phone.
0:11:06 > 0:11:09The phone would be OK, though, wouldn't it?
0:11:09 > 0:11:11No, because...
0:11:12 > 0:11:15..Dale, she said, from my symptoms,
0:11:15 > 0:11:18she thinks there's a good chance it is cancer.
0:11:18 > 0:11:20HE SIGHS Jude.
0:11:20 > 0:11:23'It's what she said, Dale. I need you with me.'
0:11:25 > 0:11:27Please...
0:11:27 > 0:11:28Dale.
0:11:33 > 0:11:34I'll meet you there.
0:11:39 > 0:11:43Sarah? I've just got to pop out and deal with something.
0:11:43 > 0:11:46- Won't be too long. - We can't miss this flight, Dale.
0:11:47 > 0:11:49Shall I put the kettle on again?
0:11:49 > 0:11:53I should be in the garden, really. Tidying up. Oh, go on, then.
0:11:53 > 0:11:55SHE LAUGHS
0:11:55 > 0:11:57- Can I ask you a question?- What?
0:11:57 > 0:12:04Even after you've been married for a really long time,
0:12:04 > 0:12:06do you still...you know?
0:12:06 > 0:12:08What?
0:12:08 > 0:12:10I don't know how to put it.
0:12:10 > 0:12:14Oh, you mean, keep the flame alive?
0:12:14 > 0:12:16Yeah! Exactly.
0:12:16 > 0:12:20I can't imagine, after you've washed his pants for the millionth time...
0:12:20 > 0:12:22Wiped his pee off the toilet seat.
0:12:22 > 0:12:26Urgh, really? Heard all his boring jokes. Seen him pick his nose.
0:12:26 > 0:12:28Oh, really?
0:12:28 > 0:12:30- He thought I wasn't watching. - Oh, dear.
0:12:30 > 0:12:34But with Rob... Let me ask you a question.
0:12:34 > 0:12:35Do you fancy him?
0:12:37 > 0:12:40Because know it or not, you've been through a lot with that man.
0:12:40 > 0:12:43And if you still fancy him...
0:12:43 > 0:12:45it's got to be a good sign, hasn't it?
0:12:45 > 0:12:47THEY LAUGH
0:12:50 > 0:12:52PHONE RINGS
0:12:52 > 0:12:54Hello?
0:12:54 > 0:12:56'Sarah, Hi.'
0:12:56 > 0:13:01Um, I'm at the doctors, Campus Surgery with Jude.
0:13:01 > 0:13:04- She's not too well, so... - How long's it going to take?
0:13:04 > 0:13:07Shouldn't be long. Just waiting to see the doctor.
0:13:07 > 0:13:10I'll pick you up. Stay where you are.
0:13:10 > 0:13:12Sure. Sorry.
0:13:14 > 0:13:18- Sarah's picking me up. - What? When?
0:13:18 > 0:13:22After we've seen the doctor! She's worried we'll miss the flight.
0:13:23 > 0:13:25- KNOCK ON DOOR - Come in.
0:13:38 > 0:13:41Right, so, there's a short delay with the blood test results.
0:13:41 > 0:13:44But we've got the faecal occult result back,
0:13:44 > 0:13:46and that one is positive.
0:13:46 > 0:13:49- Positive?- Yes.
0:13:49 > 0:13:51I told you! I told you!
0:13:51 > 0:13:53I knew something was wrong.
0:13:53 > 0:13:56Not necessarily. It is a very sensitive test.
0:13:56 > 0:13:59Are you sure you followed the correct procedures?
0:13:59 > 0:14:02- It's not rocket science. - No red meat, cabbage, turnips.
0:14:02 > 0:14:04I read the leaflet!
0:14:05 > 0:14:09See? I've got cancer, Dale!
0:14:10 > 0:14:12What are we going to do now?
0:14:12 > 0:14:16Sam bought me this, shortly after he came out of hospital.
0:14:16 > 0:14:19- Oh. Lovely. - Not really, I think it's horrid.
0:14:19 > 0:14:23Been meaning to chuck it out for ages, but I haven't got the heart.
0:14:23 > 0:14:25It's funny, I never thought I'd be the kind of person
0:14:25 > 0:14:27to hang on to things.
0:14:27 > 0:14:28But I don't know,
0:14:28 > 0:14:33maybe you realise you only get one real chance, one real connection.
0:14:33 > 0:14:35Does that mean Rob's mine?
0:14:35 > 0:14:39That's so much pressure. What if I can't do it?
0:14:39 > 0:14:43- What if I don't feel it? - You said you fancied him.- I do.
0:14:43 > 0:14:47And maybe I'll remember and fall back in love with him...
0:14:48 > 0:14:52..but it's almost harder with him being there, waiting for me
0:14:52 > 0:14:53to catch up.
0:14:53 > 0:14:58I can't concentrate on my memories because he's in the way.
0:14:58 > 0:14:59It can't be easy.
0:14:59 > 0:15:02Like when I remembered going to that restaurant with Jimmi,
0:15:02 > 0:15:04it felt so good.
0:15:04 > 0:15:10It was scary, and it was really exciting.
0:15:10 > 0:15:12And when I told Rob about it,
0:15:12 > 0:15:16as soon as he realised it wasn't all about him, he didn't want to know!
0:15:16 > 0:15:18Well, he's just desperate for you to remember something about him,
0:15:18 > 0:15:21- when you were together.- I know!
0:15:21 > 0:15:22THEY LAUGH
0:15:22 > 0:15:25Look at us!
0:15:25 > 0:15:28Here I am, hanging on to some plant because all I've got are memories.
0:15:28 > 0:15:29And there's you.
0:15:29 > 0:15:31No memories.
0:15:32 > 0:15:34But you have the man.
0:15:35 > 0:15:37I know which I'd rather have.
0:15:58 > 0:16:02So what's the next step? Now that we know.
0:16:02 > 0:16:06Let's not jump the gun. The blood tests have come through.
0:16:07 > 0:16:11Liver function, kidney function, fine.
0:16:11 > 0:16:14Blood count normal.
0:16:14 > 0:16:18In fact, pretty much perfect.
0:16:18 > 0:16:21Well, that's some good news at least.
0:16:21 > 0:16:23So where's the blood coming from?
0:16:23 > 0:16:26You need to refer me for ultrasound, colonoscopy.
0:16:26 > 0:16:29Yes, all of that will be done.
0:16:29 > 0:16:31But I'm still not concerned.
0:16:31 > 0:16:34According to the blood tests, you are basically well.
0:16:34 > 0:16:38- What else can it be? - Jude, don't forget, you do worry.
0:16:38 > 0:16:40Dale!
0:16:40 > 0:16:43It is true that all of your symptoms could be caused by worry.
0:16:43 > 0:16:45- Except the blood! - Except the blood.
0:16:45 > 0:16:48Which is why I am prepared to send you for further tests.
0:16:48 > 0:16:51What do I have to do to get taken seriously?
0:16:51 > 0:16:53You are being taken very seriously.
0:16:53 > 0:16:56As it stands, it appears you are losing blood.
0:16:56 > 0:16:58That, coupled with your family history,
0:16:58 > 0:17:00- is enough to cause concern... - Family history?
0:17:00 > 0:17:05Yes, I understand that Jude's mother died young after similar symptoms.
0:17:05 > 0:17:08Jude's mum lives in Eastbourne.
0:17:08 > 0:17:10With a cat.
0:17:13 > 0:17:15I'm really sorry.
0:17:15 > 0:17:17You lied?
0:17:17 > 0:17:19But...the test?
0:17:23 > 0:17:25I just brushed my teeth until they bled.
0:17:27 > 0:17:29I read somewhere that that would trigger it.
0:17:31 > 0:17:32Why?
0:17:32 > 0:17:34Because...
0:17:34 > 0:17:39I was so terrified of him going away. With his boss!
0:17:39 > 0:17:42Just the two of them. I thought if I could get him
0:17:42 > 0:17:44to stay this once, maybe they'd get someone else to do
0:17:44 > 0:17:48the travelling and it would all disappear.
0:17:48 > 0:17:49What?
0:17:49 > 0:17:53You're not ill? You're actually well?
0:17:54 > 0:17:56Well, clearly not.
0:17:57 > 0:18:00That's a pretty extreme reaction to your husband going away on business.
0:18:00 > 0:18:03He slept with someone.
0:18:03 > 0:18:08Little family secret. Nobody knows except us.
0:18:08 > 0:18:10And her. What was it?
0:18:10 > 0:18:13Three weeks after Rose was born? Couldn't have picked a better time.
0:18:13 > 0:18:15This is hardly the place.
0:18:15 > 0:18:17I'm not sure I agree.
0:18:21 > 0:18:25- Right, I've been thinking.- No, Kevin. I don't want to hear it.
0:18:25 > 0:18:28I know you don't, and that's kind of the point.
0:18:28 > 0:18:31Freya is dead.
0:18:31 > 0:18:34So any of this spoiling her memory or doing anything
0:18:34 > 0:18:37she wouldn't want to do, none of that is real.
0:18:37 > 0:18:40Freya's dead, and she's not coming back.
0:18:40 > 0:18:43Something that is real - I had a really lovely morning
0:18:43 > 0:18:46- with someone who cares about me. - So you're happy?
0:18:46 > 0:18:48- Yes.- Replacing Freya with Lois.
0:18:48 > 0:18:50Fine. I'm backing off.
0:18:56 > 0:18:59Look, I'm really sorry but I've got to go.
0:18:59 > 0:19:01Thanks a lot.
0:19:01 > 0:19:05I came here because I thought you might be ill.
0:19:05 > 0:19:07Jude's symptoms are real enough.
0:19:07 > 0:19:11Nausea, diarrhoea, night sweats, weight loss.
0:19:11 > 0:19:15As a doctor, I'd like to address the causes.
0:19:15 > 0:19:16Me too.
0:19:24 > 0:19:27A one-night stand. Drunken work do,
0:19:27 > 0:19:29I don't know what happened.
0:19:29 > 0:19:30I think you do.
0:19:32 > 0:19:35It was just...weird.
0:19:35 > 0:19:37The baby.
0:19:37 > 0:19:40I think it's different for blokes.
0:19:40 > 0:19:44You don't feel drawn in, not at the very start.
0:19:45 > 0:19:47It's more like you're pushed out.
0:19:47 > 0:19:51This...thing has arrived.
0:19:51 > 0:19:52Thing?
0:19:52 > 0:19:55I'm trying to explain. For you, I could see it
0:19:55 > 0:19:57felt like the beginning of something.
0:19:59 > 0:20:00If I'm really honest...
0:20:02 > 0:20:03..for me it felt like the end.
0:20:05 > 0:20:09You know, the end of us, as we were.
0:20:11 > 0:20:13I was covered in baby sick!
0:20:13 > 0:20:18It hurt to walk, getting no sleep, so tired I couldn't think.
0:20:18 > 0:20:21I felt rubbish, I looked rubbish and it was the one time
0:20:21 > 0:20:25when I needed you there for me. And you went off with someone!
0:20:25 > 0:20:26Sorry.
0:20:26 > 0:20:29And whatever magic little Rose brought us,
0:20:29 > 0:20:31that night you threw it away.
0:20:31 > 0:20:34No! You can't say that.
0:20:34 > 0:20:36Please, Jude!
0:20:36 > 0:20:38This is us!
0:20:38 > 0:20:41We're more important. Rose is!
0:20:41 > 0:20:44We've got to put it behind us.
0:20:44 > 0:20:46How?
0:20:46 > 0:20:49Talking is certainly a start.
0:20:52 > 0:20:54MOBILE PINGS
0:20:58 > 0:21:01It's Sarah. I've got to get to the airport.
0:21:21 > 0:21:23Sorry.
0:21:24 > 0:21:26Forgiven.
0:21:26 > 0:21:28I miss him.
0:21:31 > 0:21:34I bet there are loads of people who never find anybody.
0:21:34 > 0:21:36I suppose.
0:21:36 > 0:21:40Look at Al, Mrs Tembe. Even Daniel and Zara,
0:21:40 > 0:21:42who knows what they feel about each other!
0:21:42 > 0:21:45- That's a bit naughty, Karen. - True, though!
0:21:45 > 0:21:50I mean, I bet there aren't many people who get a soulmate?
0:21:50 > 0:21:56"Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all."
0:21:56 > 0:21:57Exactly.
0:21:57 > 0:21:59I should remind myself of that.
0:22:01 > 0:22:02Sorry.
0:22:02 > 0:22:05No, everybody should have a wallow from time to time.
0:22:05 > 0:22:09In fact, I've got a good idea. Come on, bring your tea.
0:22:09 > 0:22:10Come on!
0:22:10 > 0:22:13Why? Where are we going?
0:22:14 > 0:22:18I have been looking forward to getting you home!
0:22:18 > 0:22:20Me too.
0:22:20 > 0:22:22So?
0:22:24 > 0:22:26- Where is it?- Where's what?
0:22:26 > 0:22:28- The one of me and Freya.- Relax.
0:22:28 > 0:22:30I said, where?
0:22:30 > 0:22:33I just put it in the drawer.
0:22:33 > 0:22:35I thought you'd like it.
0:22:35 > 0:22:37How dare you!
0:22:37 > 0:22:39Why are you being like this?
0:22:39 > 0:22:43This is practically all I have left!
0:22:43 > 0:22:47Look! See! Freya!
0:22:47 > 0:22:49Pictures of me and Freya.
0:22:49 > 0:22:52You can't just come in and pretend it never happened!
0:22:52 > 0:22:54See, me and Freya!
0:22:54 > 0:22:57Is this what I'm doing, is it?
0:22:57 > 0:22:59Is this all about her?
0:22:59 > 0:23:03Why can't there be pictures of me, too? Don't I count?
0:23:03 > 0:23:04It's not about that.
0:23:04 > 0:23:07That's exactly what it's about. Don't lie!
0:23:07 > 0:23:08I'm not lying!
0:23:10 > 0:23:12Maybe I should just go!
0:23:14 > 0:23:18You don't want me, do you?
0:23:18 > 0:23:19You never did!
0:23:22 > 0:23:25BABY MOBILE PLAYS TUNE
0:23:25 > 0:23:27BABY GURGLES
0:23:36 > 0:23:39It's my fault. I thought you were over her.
0:23:39 > 0:23:43I thought you wanted a relationship. But fine, I'll pack my bags.
0:23:43 > 0:23:46You are two different people!
0:23:46 > 0:23:50Of course I want a relationship with you! But...
0:23:50 > 0:23:53That doesn't mean I want to lose the memory of Freya.
0:23:53 > 0:23:56Don't bother! I'm just a cheap replacement.
0:23:56 > 0:23:59No, you are so different.
0:23:59 > 0:24:01That's the thing that people don't understand.
0:24:01 > 0:24:05- You are so different from your sister.- Oh, yeah!
0:24:05 > 0:24:08So different from Freya because Freya was so funny,
0:24:08 > 0:24:12Freya was so clever, Freya was so freaking fantastic!
0:24:12 > 0:24:14No, that's not what I meant.
0:24:14 > 0:24:15Look at her!
0:24:15 > 0:24:18Look at her, always pushing me out of the way!
0:24:18 > 0:24:22Look how she reeled people in, the drama queen.
0:24:22 > 0:24:26The stupid, fat drama queen.
0:24:26 > 0:24:27Well?
0:24:28 > 0:24:30Freya could be a drama queen.
0:24:30 > 0:24:35Yeah, but you want her more than me! What does that say?
0:24:35 > 0:24:36I'm going.
0:24:36 > 0:24:38No! Please don't.
0:24:38 > 0:24:44And I'm sorry to have ever presumed to put a photo of us out!
0:24:44 > 0:24:46At least I now know where I stand.
0:24:46 > 0:24:49Lois, you're being ridiculous.
0:24:49 > 0:24:50Yeah, ridiculous!
0:24:50 > 0:24:55Ridiculous to think that you could have ever wanted me.
0:24:55 > 0:24:57Please, stop!
0:25:03 > 0:25:05MUSIC PLAYS ON TV
0:25:08 > 0:25:10Lovely.
0:25:12 > 0:25:14Chocolates?
0:25:14 > 0:25:16Emergency stash.
0:25:16 > 0:25:17Emergency?
0:25:19 > 0:25:21I thought I was supposed to be looking after you.
0:25:21 > 0:25:23Don't eat the coffee ones, then.
0:25:31 > 0:25:34BABY COOS
0:26:03 > 0:26:06MUSIC: "Unchained Melody" by The Righteous Brothers.
0:26:06 > 0:26:15# And time goes by so slowly
0:26:15 > 0:26:20# And time can do so much
0:26:21 > 0:26:29# Are you still mine?
0:26:33 > 0:26:38# I need your love
0:26:40 > 0:26:46# I need your love
0:26:48 > 0:26:55# God speed your love to me... #
0:27:01 > 0:27:05I don't expect her to be Freya, but I can't bear this. I can't.
0:27:05 > 0:27:07He's got a really bad temper.
0:27:07 > 0:27:09I'd move, or you'll regret it.
0:27:10 > 0:27:12Possibly.
0:27:16 > 0:27:20- Mate, you walked straight into me! - I'm not your mate.
0:27:20 > 0:27:22And if you can't handle it, don't drink it.
0:27:22 > 0:27:23Say that again.