0:00:25 > 0:00:29# No sunshine when she's gone
0:00:31 > 0:00:36# It's not warm when she's away
0:00:38 > 0:00:41# Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
0:00:41 > 0:00:44# And she's always gone too long
0:00:44 > 0:00:47# Any time she goes away
0:00:50 > 0:00:54# Wonder this time where she's gone
0:00:56 > 0:01:00# Wonder if she's gone to stay... #
0:01:02 > 0:01:06I need to see Dr Haskey. It's an emergency.
0:01:08 > 0:01:09An emergency?
0:01:09 > 0:01:11Yes.
0:01:11 > 0:01:14- Sounds worrying.- It is.
0:01:14 > 0:01:16It's not going to affect tonight, is it?
0:01:16 > 0:01:18That's what I wanted to talk to you about.
0:01:19 > 0:01:22Oh, hi. It's me again.
0:01:22 > 0:01:26Could you give me a bell back when you get this? Bye.
0:01:27 > 0:01:30How was last night? Aunt Ag?
0:01:30 > 0:01:32Um...
0:01:32 > 0:01:34You were back late.
0:01:34 > 0:01:37No, I stopped in. Had an early night.
0:01:37 > 0:01:39Right. OK.
0:01:48 > 0:01:52Hello, is Sergeant Hollins there, please?
0:01:52 > 0:01:53Can I ask who's calling?
0:01:53 > 0:01:56It's Karen, his wife.
0:01:56 > 0:01:58Oh, hello, Karen, love.
0:01:58 > 0:02:00Just looking for him.
0:02:00 > 0:02:03It's Brian, by the way. We always got on really well.
0:02:03 > 0:02:04Hi, Brian.
0:02:04 > 0:02:05How are you?
0:02:05 > 0:02:07Good, yeah.
0:02:10 > 0:02:11Is he there?
0:02:11 > 0:02:12Hold on, love.
0:02:15 > 0:02:16Can I get him to call you back?
0:02:16 > 0:02:18Oh, OK. Thank you.
0:02:18 > 0:02:20You're welcome. Bye.
0:02:21 > 0:02:22Rob?!
0:02:25 > 0:02:31Anti-inflammatories for immediate relief and steroids short term.
0:02:31 > 0:02:33Aren't anti-inflammatories bad for your stomach?
0:02:33 > 0:02:35Bit of indigestion sometimes.
0:02:35 > 0:02:38And steroids have side effects?
0:02:38 > 0:02:40Not at this dosage. You'll be fine.
0:02:40 > 0:02:42I still think I should cancel.
0:02:42 > 0:02:45Don't be ridiculous. It's your big night.
0:02:45 > 0:02:46- But my fingers!- You'll be great.
0:02:46 > 0:02:50- I haven't practised. - Raw talent doesn't need to practise.
0:02:50 > 0:02:52What if I'm not ready?
0:02:52 > 0:02:54You'll be ready. You'll have to be.
0:02:54 > 0:02:56If not, you'll be letting the singers down,
0:02:56 > 0:02:58you're going to be letting Shawna down,
0:02:58 > 0:03:01worst of all, you'll be letting yourself down.
0:03:01 > 0:03:03I haven't played in a fortnight.
0:03:03 > 0:03:05- So?- I have to practise.
0:03:05 > 0:03:06All right, then, practise!
0:03:06 > 0:03:09- My piano's not in tune. - Not a problem.
0:03:09 > 0:03:10Not a problem at all.
0:03:12 > 0:03:14Anybody want anything from the outside world?
0:03:14 > 0:03:17- No, thanks.- You know what? I would love a cheese and onion...
0:03:17 > 0:03:18Sandwich?
0:03:20 > 0:03:21Thanks, anyway.
0:03:21 > 0:03:23- See you.- See you.
0:03:23 > 0:03:25I just thought it would be nice for us to eat together...
0:03:25 > 0:03:26OK.
0:03:26 > 0:03:29..since we missed each other at breakfast...again!
0:03:32 > 0:03:35Chris, you don't just get over it.
0:03:35 > 0:03:37I'm not doing this.
0:03:39 > 0:03:40I'm just saying.
0:03:42 > 0:03:43Doesn't she deserve the truth?
0:03:43 > 0:03:45I wish I'd not told you now.
0:03:45 > 0:03:48If you two are going to be OK, this is just the start.
0:03:48 > 0:03:50Thank you, Claire Rayner(!)
0:03:50 > 0:03:52It'll get harder before it gets easier.
0:03:56 > 0:03:58And what if I tell her and she can't deal with it?
0:03:58 > 0:04:00That's a chance you've got to take.
0:04:04 > 0:04:06Slow down, you maniac.
0:04:06 > 0:04:09I'd be better off driving myself.
0:04:09 > 0:04:11That's highly insulting, Terry.
0:04:11 > 0:04:13It's meant to be.
0:04:13 > 0:04:15So, you got all your stuff?
0:04:15 > 0:04:17Stuff?
0:04:17 > 0:04:21You know, your...what are they called? Ping!
0:04:21 > 0:04:24- My tuning fork? - Yeah. Or is it all electronic now?
0:04:24 > 0:04:26No, no, no, it's all in here.
0:04:26 > 0:04:28Hammer, lever, fork and mutes.
0:04:28 > 0:04:30Use the hammer to tune the pins.
0:04:30 > 0:04:32Mute the strings not being tuned.
0:04:32 > 0:04:34Papps mute sometimes in an upright
0:04:34 > 0:04:37because it slides between the hammer shanks.
0:04:37 > 0:04:39You're going to love John.
0:04:39 > 0:04:41He moved here about six months ago,
0:04:41 > 0:04:43about the same time I started going to the Lamb.
0:04:43 > 0:04:45I'm not going to the Lamb.
0:04:45 > 0:04:46I'm not going to ask you to.
0:04:46 > 0:04:48Good, because I wouldn't go.
0:04:50 > 0:04:54I can't see why not, though. The beer's better.
0:04:54 > 0:04:57- The atmosphere. - I've stopped drinking, haven't I?
0:04:57 > 0:05:00The atmosphere's rubbish in all pubs since they banned smoking.
0:05:00 > 0:05:03So why do you go to, where is it you go to, the Prince?
0:05:03 > 0:05:05That's different. I like the company there.
0:05:05 > 0:05:08If it's company you're after, then come to the Lamb!
0:05:08 > 0:05:10Shawna is lovely.
0:05:10 > 0:05:12She has got the voice of an angel.
0:05:12 > 0:05:15Yeah, yeah, and she plays a great piano too.
0:05:15 > 0:05:18Really? I've never seen her play.
0:05:18 > 0:05:22Anyway, who needs some brassy brunette giving them a hard time?
0:05:22 > 0:05:23Shawna's not a brunette.
0:05:23 > 0:05:27She was six months ago.
0:05:27 > 0:05:28Right.
0:05:30 > 0:05:31Very nice.
0:05:31 > 0:05:33Made for sharing.
0:05:33 > 0:05:35Are you all right?
0:05:35 > 0:05:37Yeah. I came off my bike.
0:05:37 > 0:05:39You want me to have a look?
0:05:39 > 0:05:42Nah, it's all right, it's just my lower back, L4 and 5.
0:05:42 > 0:05:44Bit of bruising. I've put a bandage round it.
0:05:44 > 0:05:46You landed on your back?
0:05:46 > 0:05:47Yeah.
0:05:47 > 0:05:50It's normally collarbones or wrists with cyclists.
0:05:50 > 0:05:51Not with me, mate. Up in the air.
0:05:51 > 0:05:53Flat on my back.
0:05:53 > 0:05:55Come on - get up, let me have a look, walk about.
0:05:58 > 0:06:02- Oh! Chris, are you sure that's just bruising?- Yeah.
0:06:02 > 0:06:04You might have slipped a disc.
0:06:04 > 0:06:06Mand, I am absolutely fine.
0:06:06 > 0:06:07Maybe you should see a chiropractor.
0:06:07 > 0:06:09Yeah, Mum'd love that.
0:06:09 > 0:06:12Why do doctors feel so threatened by them, eh?
0:06:12 > 0:06:14They don't like them treading on their toes.
0:06:14 > 0:06:17You'd have to get a chiropractor to snap them back into place.
0:06:17 > 0:06:20That's awful!
0:06:20 > 0:06:23You didn't have any lunch.
0:06:23 > 0:06:26Yeah, no, I... Mandy shared hers with me.
0:06:26 > 0:06:28Would you excuse us a minute?
0:06:29 > 0:06:30Thanks.
0:06:35 > 0:06:43Look, I don't know how you feel, but I feel terrible.
0:06:44 > 0:06:46Much worse than I thought.
0:06:46 > 0:06:47Mum...
0:06:49 > 0:06:53I just need someone to talk to.
0:06:53 > 0:06:54I don't.
0:06:54 > 0:06:55But you must...
0:06:55 > 0:06:58No, I don't.
0:06:58 > 0:06:59Chris, I...
0:07:01 > 0:07:04Mum, Dad is never coming back,.
0:07:04 > 0:07:06and this isn't helping anyone.
0:07:10 > 0:07:12I've been like this since the anniversary.
0:07:13 > 0:07:15Why didn't you tell me?
0:07:15 > 0:07:18How could I? I've barely seen you.
0:07:20 > 0:07:23Well, I'm here now.
0:07:29 > 0:07:31- What's that?- It's nothing.
0:07:31 > 0:07:35- That feels like a bandage. - I'm fine. It's nothing, honestly.
0:07:35 > 0:07:38Not interrupting, am I?
0:07:38 > 0:07:40Well, actually...
0:07:40 > 0:07:42Er, not at all. What can I do for you?
0:07:43 > 0:07:45So, how are the fingers feeling?
0:07:45 > 0:07:46Bit better.
0:07:46 > 0:07:50See, I told you the anti-inflammatories would work.
0:07:50 > 0:07:54Doctor knows best. I'll leave you to it.
0:07:56 > 0:08:00John, meet Terry. Terry, John. Lamb, meet Prince. Prince, meet Lamb.
0:08:05 > 0:08:07It's nice of you to come at such short notice.
0:08:07 > 0:08:10Not really. You're paying me.
0:08:10 > 0:08:11Still...
0:08:11 > 0:08:16You going to play something so I can hear what the piano's like?
0:08:16 > 0:08:18The thing is, my fingers...I've got arthritis.
0:08:18 > 0:08:20I thought Al said they were OK.
0:08:20 > 0:08:22They're still very sore.
0:08:23 > 0:08:26- So where's the piano, then?- Oh.
0:08:28 > 0:08:32Not that bad, then, are they?
0:08:43 > 0:08:46Do you fancy a second lunch?
0:08:46 > 0:08:48Oh, yeah - great!
0:08:48 > 0:08:50You can tell me what Auntie Ag meant.
0:08:57 > 0:09:00It's hardly out of tune.
0:09:00 > 0:09:03Still, why should someone who drinks at The Lamb
0:09:03 > 0:09:06- have any sort of judgment? - Excuse me?
0:09:06 > 0:09:08- The beer's terrible. - I think the beer's very good.
0:09:08 > 0:09:11- Not when I drank it. - You think it's better at the Prince?
0:09:11 > 0:09:12What? You're saying it's not?
0:09:12 > 0:09:14I don't know. I've never been.
0:09:14 > 0:09:15Well, maybe you should try it.
0:09:15 > 0:09:17Well, maybe I will.
0:09:17 > 0:09:19Nah. I don't think so.
0:09:19 > 0:09:20What?
0:09:20 > 0:09:25I think you're scared of doing anything, trying anything.
0:09:25 > 0:09:29Why else are you pretending your piano's out of tune,
0:09:29 > 0:09:31your fingers are too painful?
0:09:31 > 0:09:33Why else won't you play?
0:09:33 > 0:09:36I haven't practised.
0:09:36 > 0:09:37Well, go on, then.
0:09:38 > 0:09:39Now?
0:09:39 > 0:09:42I'll tell you how you're getting on.
0:09:42 > 0:09:45You know you'll get an honest opinion.
0:09:45 > 0:09:47Where's the sofa?
0:09:47 > 0:09:49It's here.
0:09:57 > 0:10:00Very nice. Comfortable.
0:10:16 > 0:10:21Are you really saying if I stripped off, you'd decline my custom?
0:10:21 > 0:10:22Usual?
0:10:22 > 0:10:25No. I'm nursing my instrument for tonight's performance.
0:10:25 > 0:10:29I'll take a ginger cordial with a spoonful of honey, please.
0:10:29 > 0:10:31I can do you a St Clements.
0:10:31 > 0:10:34No, on second thoughts, I'll have a guest ale.
0:10:34 > 0:10:36I'll have to change the barrel.
0:10:36 > 0:10:40- Can I do it?- Yeah.- No sooner said!
0:10:40 > 0:10:42And a St Clements for yourself.
0:10:42 > 0:10:45You know the way to my heart.
0:10:45 > 0:10:47How's the old hand?
0:10:47 > 0:10:49Still hurts.
0:10:49 > 0:10:51Let me have a look?
0:10:51 > 0:10:53I don't like people looking at it.
0:10:53 > 0:10:54People?
0:10:54 > 0:10:59I've got letters after my name which distinguishes me from normal people.
0:10:59 > 0:11:02Remind me again, how long ago did it happen?
0:11:02 > 0:11:04About six months ago.
0:11:04 > 0:11:07- Have you been back to the hospital? - No.
0:11:07 > 0:11:10Shame you can't play the piano tonight.
0:11:10 > 0:11:11In case something goes wrong.
0:11:11 > 0:11:14- What?- Play the piano... tinkle the old ivories?
0:11:14 > 0:11:16John's playing the piano.
0:11:16 > 0:11:19Yeah. Yeah. And there's always singing, isn't there?
0:11:19 > 0:11:24# And I know, I know, I know I know, I know, I know, I know. #
0:11:24 > 0:11:26- Not bad.- Not bad?
0:11:26 > 0:11:28It's going to be the performance of a lifetime, Shawna.
0:11:28 > 0:11:30- Of a lifetime.- Right.
0:11:30 > 0:11:32We just have to wait for the other two tenors, then.
0:11:32 > 0:11:35- Which one am I? - Don't worry. Not the dead one.
0:11:35 > 0:11:37Stop being so sensitive.
0:11:37 > 0:11:38I'm not.
0:11:38 > 0:11:40Which is more than I can say for some people.
0:11:41 > 0:11:43PIANO PLAYS
0:11:57 > 0:12:01Well, that might pass at The Lamb, but it won't wash in the Prince,
0:12:01 > 0:12:04where the piano's perfectly in tune, by the way.
0:12:04 > 0:12:06Do you think you could do better?
0:12:06 > 0:12:07Don't know it, do I?
0:12:09 > 0:12:10Or maybe you're just scared?
0:12:12 > 0:12:14Get off the stool.
0:12:14 > 0:12:15What?
0:12:15 > 0:12:18You're sitting on the piano stool?
0:12:18 > 0:12:19Yes.
0:12:19 > 0:12:20Get off.
0:12:24 > 0:12:26Now, show me over to it.
0:12:39 > 0:12:40HE BEGINS PLAYING
0:12:43 > 0:12:45I thought you said you didn't know it!
0:12:45 > 0:12:49I don't. I'm just talented.
0:12:49 > 0:12:51If you say so yourself(!)
0:12:51 > 0:12:53Maybe I should play instead of you.
0:12:53 > 0:12:55Fine. Come to the Lamb.
0:12:58 > 0:13:00Thought not.
0:13:00 > 0:13:03Don't you turn this around on me.
0:13:03 > 0:13:05Stop feeling sorry for yourself and play!
0:13:07 > 0:13:09Oh, I'm picking up an atmosphere!
0:13:12 > 0:13:14I think you'd better leave.
0:13:14 > 0:13:15I think so, too.
0:13:16 > 0:13:19Artistic temperament? Seriously?
0:13:19 > 0:13:20Why not?
0:13:20 > 0:13:22Who does he think he is, Liberace?
0:13:22 > 0:13:23More like Richard Clayderman.
0:13:23 > 0:13:25Yeah, and this is the Palladium(!)
0:13:25 > 0:13:28Maybe we should send you round to knock some sense into him?
0:13:28 > 0:13:30While you're there, you could talk Terry into coming back.
0:13:30 > 0:13:31Terry who?
0:13:31 > 0:13:34Terry Gerrety. He's tuning John's piano.
0:13:34 > 0:13:36MOBILE PHONE RINGS
0:13:36 > 0:13:37Oh, excuse me.
0:13:40 > 0:13:42Oh! Hello, John?
0:13:44 > 0:13:47Oh, you are kidding me?
0:13:47 > 0:13:49You are kidding me!
0:13:49 > 0:13:50See you in a bit.
0:13:55 > 0:13:57You see, the thing is about Auntie Ag,
0:13:57 > 0:14:02she doesn't engage her brain before her tongue starts working.
0:14:02 > 0:14:05She said we were having trouble. Did she mean in our marriage?
0:14:05 > 0:14:07We didn't have any trouble. We were happy.
0:14:07 > 0:14:11All right, but what trouble did we have before we were happy?
0:14:11 > 0:14:13She shouldn't have said anything.
0:14:13 > 0:14:15But she did.
0:14:15 > 0:14:17All marriages have bad patches.
0:14:17 > 0:14:19Is that what she was talking about? A bad patch?
0:14:19 > 0:14:21Yes.
0:14:21 > 0:14:22How did she know?
0:14:22 > 0:14:24Know what?
0:14:24 > 0:14:27That we were having a bad patch? You tell her?
0:14:30 > 0:14:32She practically brought me up, Karen.
0:14:32 > 0:14:34Yeah, yeah, I know. She was like a mother to you.
0:14:34 > 0:14:36Not quite, but close.
0:14:36 > 0:14:37Why does she hate me?
0:14:38 > 0:14:40She doesn't hate you, not really.
0:14:45 > 0:14:47Why did you buy me this eternity ring?
0:14:51 > 0:14:56Because, as it says, it signifies our eternity.
0:14:56 > 0:14:58I thought that's what marriage meant?
0:14:58 > 0:15:01Yes, it does, but... look, this is complicated.
0:15:01 > 0:15:03- Was I going to leave?- No.
0:15:03 > 0:15:06Then why did you buy me the ring?
0:15:06 > 0:15:08I bought you the ring because I love you,
0:15:08 > 0:15:10and I want to be with you forever.
0:15:11 > 0:15:15But you won't tell me what happened? You told her, but you won't tell me?
0:15:15 > 0:15:18We had a good marriage, Karen.
0:15:18 > 0:15:20- Apart from the bad patches? - And that's all they were.
0:15:20 > 0:15:24Right, I'm going to have a pudding. Do you want a pudding?
0:15:24 > 0:15:26I'll order you something.
0:15:32 > 0:15:34He's on his way.
0:15:38 > 0:15:42Here's the money for the tuning.
0:15:42 > 0:15:44I didn't finish it.
0:15:44 > 0:15:45Then finish it.
0:15:45 > 0:15:47What for, if you're not going to play?
0:15:47 > 0:15:51What, you're serious? You want me to take it back?
0:15:51 > 0:15:55What do you want me to do? Chuck it at you?
0:16:06 > 0:16:08HE SIGHS HEAVILY
0:16:12 > 0:16:14Um...
0:16:16 > 0:16:18Would you like a cup of tea or something?
0:16:20 > 0:16:21I'll make us a cup of tea.
0:16:26 > 0:16:29Mmm. Not bad.
0:16:32 > 0:16:34I've had better, but not bad.
0:16:36 > 0:16:39You not eating yours?
0:16:39 > 0:16:41Did she even want us to get married?
0:16:43 > 0:16:45Can't we just leave this now?
0:16:45 > 0:16:49No! This is, erm...this is...
0:16:49 > 0:16:54It's a woman I've never met and she knows more about me than I do.
0:16:54 > 0:16:56She didn't want us to get married, did she?
0:16:56 > 0:16:58She would have said the same about anyone.
0:16:58 > 0:17:00Nobody was good enough.
0:17:01 > 0:17:03So she blames me?
0:17:03 > 0:17:05Blames you for what?
0:17:05 > 0:17:07Whatever went on in our marriage, she blames me!
0:17:07 > 0:17:10What went on in our marriage, Rob?
0:17:10 > 0:17:11HE SIGHS
0:17:11 > 0:17:12It might help me!
0:17:12 > 0:17:14Yeah, and it might make things worse.
0:17:14 > 0:17:16Well, don't I deserve the truth?
0:17:16 > 0:17:17- Karen, please, don't.- Just tell me!
0:17:17 > 0:17:20OK.
0:17:20 > 0:17:21OK, I will.
0:17:27 > 0:17:32We already had two kids. Two grown-up teenage kids.
0:17:33 > 0:17:34So?
0:17:34 > 0:17:38So it didn't seem to make sense to going back to having a baby again.
0:17:38 > 0:17:40We were going to have another baby?
0:17:40 > 0:17:43No. We weren't. That's the whole point.
0:17:45 > 0:17:47You got pregnant, Karen.
0:17:49 > 0:17:52And we decided it was for the best if you had an abortion.
0:17:56 > 0:17:58Say something, please.
0:18:05 > 0:18:07You went and got a pudding!
0:18:07 > 0:18:08What?
0:18:08 > 0:18:10You got a pudding!
0:18:13 > 0:18:15No! I would never have agreed to it.
0:18:15 > 0:18:16You did.
0:18:16 > 0:18:18No, it's not something I would do.
0:18:26 > 0:18:28- I feel sick. - We didn't really have any choice.
0:18:28 > 0:18:31- I feel physically sick! - Keep your voice down.
0:18:31 > 0:18:34- You! You make me sick!- Karen!
0:18:38 > 0:18:40SHE SHUDDERS AND SOBS
0:18:40 > 0:18:41Karen?
0:18:43 > 0:18:45I remember. I remember!
0:18:52 > 0:18:56One little thing. Tune a piano. And get some practice in.
0:18:56 > 0:18:58Then we can all go to the Lamb.
0:18:58 > 0:19:01But, no, it has to descend into petty bickering, doesn't it?
0:19:01 > 0:19:03Petty bickering! I've got arthritis.
0:19:03 > 0:19:05And I'm not going to the Lamb.
0:19:05 > 0:19:07Yeah, you keep saying. But you don't say why!
0:19:07 > 0:19:09So, come on, why are you so determined
0:19:09 > 0:19:10not to set foot in the Lamb?
0:19:10 > 0:19:13You've obviously been there before and you know Shawna.
0:19:13 > 0:19:15So, come on, enlighten us! Why won't you go to the Lamb?
0:19:18 > 0:19:20Because I've been barred, that's why!
0:19:23 > 0:19:25We can look at this as a positive thing.
0:19:25 > 0:19:26How do you work that one out?
0:19:26 > 0:19:28Because you're starting to get your memory back.
0:19:28 > 0:19:30One tiny bit.
0:19:30 > 0:19:33Yeah, but one tiny bit of the jigsaw. Your memory is coming back.
0:19:33 > 0:19:35Do you want to know what it was, the tiny bit of the jigsaw?
0:19:35 > 0:19:38It doesn't really matter, as long as you're remembering things...
0:19:38 > 0:19:40It was you shouting at me. Bullying me.
0:19:40 > 0:19:44- Me, bullying you? - I would never have done it!
0:19:44 > 0:19:46I just would not, you made me!
0:19:46 > 0:19:47For pity's sake, woman.
0:19:47 > 0:19:51Isn't it enough that you are remembering things about us?
0:19:51 > 0:19:55Yeah. You made me have an abortion.
0:19:55 > 0:19:58Karen, it's now time for you to grow up.
0:20:01 > 0:20:04Grow up? Are you serious?
0:20:04 > 0:20:07Are you're seriously going to sit there and say that to me now?
0:20:07 > 0:20:09"Grow up"?!
0:20:09 > 0:20:11Karen? Karen!
0:20:11 > 0:20:12Karen!
0:20:16 > 0:20:19Look, you don't need to treat me like this.
0:20:19 > 0:20:20I'm working, Mum.
0:20:22 > 0:20:26It's not like we can talk at home, is it? You're never there.
0:20:26 > 0:20:27You've got a bandage around you.
0:20:27 > 0:20:29Why won't you tell me how it happened?
0:20:29 > 0:20:32Because it's none of your business.
0:20:32 > 0:20:34Are you depressed?
0:20:36 > 0:20:37What?
0:20:37 > 0:20:39Well, you don't seem to care about anything!
0:20:39 > 0:20:41I've had enough of this.
0:20:46 > 0:20:47You all right?
0:20:47 > 0:20:48Yes.
0:20:49 > 0:20:53Chris was just showing me his bandage. Nice work.
0:20:53 > 0:20:56He did it himself. Which isn't easy.
0:20:56 > 0:21:00Mind you, neither is falling off your bike onto your back.
0:21:01 > 0:21:04No. No, it isn't.
0:21:05 > 0:21:06Karen!
0:21:06 > 0:21:08"Grow up"?!
0:21:08 > 0:21:09OK, that was out of order.
0:21:11 > 0:21:13And making me have an abortion wasn't?!
0:21:13 > 0:21:14I didn't make you.
0:21:14 > 0:21:16I wouldn't have had it otherwise!
0:21:16 > 0:21:18- Well, maybe not now when you think you're 18, no!- Not ever! No!
0:21:18 > 0:21:22It wasn't practical! The reality was Jack and Immie!
0:21:23 > 0:21:25You should have listened to your Auntie Ag
0:21:25 > 0:21:27when she told you not to marry me.
0:21:27 > 0:21:30And I should have listened to my mum when she said don't trust a bloke. Ever!
0:21:30 > 0:21:33And you should try listening to yourself now!
0:21:36 > 0:21:39Your auntie's evil and you're evil.
0:21:42 > 0:21:45And maybe your memory comes back when it suits you.
0:21:50 > 0:21:53Don't say that and walk away from me!
0:21:53 > 0:21:54Can't stay away!
0:21:58 > 0:22:01Oh, he got you here, then? What are you like?
0:22:01 > 0:22:03Artistic temperament!
0:22:03 > 0:22:05I'm going to ask you a question.
0:22:05 > 0:22:07Well, if you're going to propose, the answer's no.
0:22:07 > 0:22:10Did you bar Terry because he was going blind?
0:22:10 > 0:22:11What?
0:22:11 > 0:22:14Just tell the truth.
0:22:14 > 0:22:16Well, I, for one, am going to find somewhere else to drink.
0:22:16 > 0:22:19You've got a charity sing-along. Well, charity starts at home!
0:22:19 > 0:22:21- John?- You're going nowhere.
0:22:21 > 0:22:23And you, you're staying here to play the piano.
0:22:23 > 0:22:26And you? I barred you for being obnoxious.
0:22:26 > 0:22:28Only because you stopped me playing the piano.
0:22:28 > 0:22:31- Because you were too drunk. - And whose fault's that?
0:22:31 > 0:22:35Because I gave you free beer? And you want an apology for that?
0:22:35 > 0:22:36She has got a point.
0:22:36 > 0:22:39I was going through stuff. I was losing my eyesight.
0:22:39 > 0:22:41Didn't have to take it out on me.
0:22:41 > 0:22:44You fancied me before.
0:22:44 > 0:22:46Before you slammed the piano lid on my fingers?
0:22:46 > 0:22:49What? You said you dropped a barrel on it!
0:22:51 > 0:22:54- I did it?- You don't remember?
0:22:55 > 0:22:58No. Why didn't you say?
0:22:58 > 0:23:00You were furious.
0:23:00 > 0:23:02You slammed down the lid and went right out the door.
0:23:02 > 0:23:07- Why didn't you just stop me? - I didn't know it was that bad.
0:23:07 > 0:23:10- Because you were too drunk?- Yeah.
0:23:10 > 0:23:12Can I...?
0:23:17 > 0:23:21So, you can't play any more? And it's all my fault?
0:23:21 > 0:23:22It was an accident.
0:23:22 > 0:23:26- I stopped drinking that night. - Me too.
0:23:27 > 0:23:28Sounds like a good idea.
0:23:30 > 0:23:35She can make you a St Clements. You could do that, couldn't you?
0:23:35 > 0:23:36I need to start practising.
0:23:40 > 0:23:43I wanted that baby and you stole it from me.
0:23:43 > 0:23:46Oh, come on! This is not Jackie magazine.
0:23:46 > 0:23:49Well, I'm sorry I can't be more middle-aged!
0:23:49 > 0:23:53Yeah, so am I. But it was the right decision.
0:23:53 > 0:23:55Then why do I feel sick?
0:23:55 > 0:23:57I'm not saying it made you feel happy, but you understood.
0:23:57 > 0:23:59Well, I don't now. And this is the real me!
0:23:59 > 0:24:02And the older me should have told you to get stuffed!
0:24:02 > 0:24:05Yeah, well, the older you didn't.
0:24:05 > 0:24:08And the young you, I'll never understand.
0:24:08 > 0:24:11I mean, how am I supposed to talk to the 18-year-old you
0:24:11 > 0:24:12about an abortion you had when you were 45?
0:24:12 > 0:24:14That you made me have!
0:24:16 > 0:24:18I can't do this any more.
0:24:19 > 0:24:22- Do what?- This. Us.
0:24:22 > 0:24:25I thought it was supposed to be forever.
0:24:26 > 0:24:27So did I.
0:24:27 > 0:24:30That's why you bought me the ring.
0:24:30 > 0:24:31But it's not enough, is it?
0:24:33 > 0:24:34It'll never be enough.
0:24:38 > 0:24:42# Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
0:24:43 > 0:24:48# It's not warm when she's away
0:24:49 > 0:24:52# Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
0:24:52 > 0:24:55# And she's always gone too long
0:24:55 > 0:24:58# Any time she goes away!
0:25:01 > 0:25:06# Wonder this time where she's gone
0:25:06 > 0:25:10# Wonder if she's gone to stay
0:25:11 > 0:25:14# Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
0:25:14 > 0:25:17# And she's always gone too long
0:25:17 > 0:25:21# Any time she goes away!
0:25:22 > 0:25:26# And I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know
0:25:26 > 0:25:29TOGETHER: # I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know...
0:25:29 > 0:25:32# I know, I know, I know, I know, I know
0:25:32 > 0:25:34# Baby, I oughta leave young thing alone
0:25:34 > 0:25:37# Ain't no sunshine when she's gone! #
0:25:54 > 0:25:56I know this is your way of grieving.
0:25:56 > 0:25:58You're punishing yourself.
0:26:00 > 0:26:03You and your dad, you loved cycling, and...
0:26:04 > 0:26:06What?
0:26:06 > 0:26:10Well, if that's your way of remembering him, then that's great.
0:26:10 > 0:26:12But you're overdoing it.
0:26:14 > 0:26:16Why didn't you tell me?
0:26:17 > 0:26:21You're right. I am punishing myself.
0:26:22 > 0:26:24How?
0:26:24 > 0:26:25By trying to relive it all.
0:26:26 > 0:26:30The way we used to go training. We'd push ourselves to the limit.
0:26:32 > 0:26:34But not to the point of exhaustion!
0:26:34 > 0:26:37And he would never have let you fall off.
0:26:37 > 0:26:40Well, I've booked an appointment to see a chiropractor.
0:26:41 > 0:26:43Please let me help you.
0:26:44 > 0:26:45I've got to go out.
0:27:06 > 0:27:08I'm sure you'll have noticed the lack of any
0:27:08 > 0:27:12fresh graffiti on the premises over the last couple of days.
0:27:12 > 0:27:13I'm not seeing anyone else.
0:27:13 > 0:27:16So how come I've developed a mysterious bladder infection?
0:27:16 > 0:27:18Will Karen ever get her memory back?
0:27:18 > 0:27:20Just say yes or no.
0:27:20 > 0:27:22This...is personal.
0:27:22 > 0:27:24Do you want me to go all the way?
0:27:24 > 0:27:25What do you think?
0:27:25 > 0:27:27I really am sorry if I let you down, Karen.