0:00:36 > 0:00:38This is absolutely ridiculous.
0:00:41 > 0:00:43Oh, stop fiddling, Gina.
0:00:46 > 0:00:48- I'm sure she'll home soon. - On a school night?
0:00:51 > 0:00:53You have to make ground rules.
0:00:53 > 0:00:54I have.
0:00:54 > 0:00:56History repeating itself.
0:00:56 > 0:01:00- Not this again. - Are you saying I'm not right?
0:01:00 > 0:01:03No, Mum. You're always right.
0:01:03 > 0:01:05No wonder Juliet has an attitude problem.
0:01:05 > 0:01:06Give it a rest.
0:01:09 > 0:01:14Then there's tomorrow. I don't want to be...
0:01:14 > 0:01:15Mum, why don't you go to bed?
0:01:15 > 0:01:17I won't be able to sleep.
0:01:18 > 0:01:19Try her again.
0:01:28 > 0:01:31VOICEMAIL
0:01:34 > 0:01:36Do you want me to come with you tomorrow?
0:01:41 > 0:01:42No.
0:01:43 > 0:01:44As you wish.
0:01:44 > 0:01:47CAR STEREO BLARES
0:01:47 > 0:01:49Three guesses who that is.
0:01:49 > 0:01:51Mum, I'll deal with it. OK.
0:01:52 > 0:01:55Oh, now look what you've done!
0:01:55 > 0:01:59That's typical of you, Gina. It's always someone else's fault.
0:02:07 > 0:02:09Juliet, get in now.
0:02:09 > 0:02:11Five minutes.
0:02:11 > 0:02:12Here comes back-up.
0:02:12 > 0:02:16What did I say? Please, I don't want another argument.
0:02:16 > 0:02:19- Then go away.- Don't let her speak to you like that.
0:02:19 > 0:02:22Will you tell that person in the car to stop that racket?
0:02:22 > 0:02:24It's one in morning. Decent people are asleep.
0:02:24 > 0:02:26- And we're not that, are we Gran?- Juliet!
0:02:26 > 0:02:29What? Just because you can't stand up to her doesn't mean...
0:02:29 > 0:02:32- GASPS - There's Doctor Clay.- So?
0:02:32 > 0:02:36Don't worry, Doctor Clay, my granddaughter's just going in.
0:02:36 > 0:02:40I hate you both. You're so embarrassing.
0:02:40 > 0:02:43- I hate living here.- Baby, let's go in and we'll have a talk.
0:02:43 > 0:02:45Why? Nothing changes.
0:02:45 > 0:02:48Thanks, both of you, for showing me up in front of the doctor.
0:02:48 > 0:02:50You're making a show of me. Leave me alone
0:02:50 > 0:02:52or I swear I'll get in the car and go.
0:02:55 > 0:02:56Five minutes.
0:02:58 > 0:03:02Typical. You let her rule the roost.
0:03:02 > 0:03:03Yeah, right.
0:03:03 > 0:03:06And a little bit of respect wouldn't go amiss.
0:03:06 > 0:03:07Here we go. Another lecture.
0:03:41 > 0:03:44MUSIC PLAYS UPSTAIRS
0:03:46 > 0:03:50About time. You're going to be late, as usual.
0:03:50 > 0:03:52Had your broom stick out again, Gran?
0:03:52 > 0:03:54That's enough of your cheek, young lady.
0:03:54 > 0:03:56And look at you, you look exhausted.
0:03:56 > 0:03:59We said five minutes, you were out there...
0:03:59 > 0:04:03Gran, have to go. Can I have some money?
0:04:03 > 0:04:06- Please.- For what?- Lunch.
0:04:06 > 0:04:09Make yourself some sandwiches instead of throwing away money.
0:04:09 > 0:04:12- You just said I was late. - I haven't got any.
0:04:12 > 0:04:16Oh, and talking of which, I opened your phone bill.
0:04:16 > 0:04:18Who gave you permission to do that?
0:04:18 > 0:04:21I don't need permission when I'm paying for it.
0:04:21 > 0:04:24- Mum said she'd sort it.- With what?
0:04:24 > 0:04:27And why are you talking to people for hours on end?
0:04:27 > 0:04:30You can hardly string two words together when you're at home.
0:04:30 > 0:04:32They're my friends. I miss them.
0:04:32 > 0:04:35I never wanted to come here.
0:04:35 > 0:04:37It isn't ideal for any of us, Juliet.
0:04:39 > 0:04:43But needs must and a little appreciation would go a long way.
0:04:43 > 0:04:46MUSIC PLAYS UPSTAIRS
0:04:46 > 0:04:49- The apple hasn't fallen far from that tree.- What?
0:04:49 > 0:04:50Oh, go and get your mother up.
0:04:50 > 0:04:52I don't want her lying around all day.
0:04:59 > 0:05:02MUSIC PLAYS
0:05:05 > 0:05:07I need money.
0:05:16 > 0:05:18Gina...
0:05:25 > 0:05:27MUSIC STOPS
0:05:27 > 0:05:31..don't you think the neighbours put up with enough last night?
0:05:31 > 0:05:32You're old enough to know better.
0:05:32 > 0:05:35What? What are you doing?
0:05:35 > 0:05:38- What's wrong with your face? - What do you mean?
0:05:38 > 0:05:41You look so old. You look terrible.
0:05:41 > 0:05:44Well, what do you expect? It's all this stress.
0:05:45 > 0:05:48I really wasn't expecting to have to put up with
0:05:48 > 0:05:50the shenanigans of a teenager at my age.
0:05:50 > 0:05:52You've taken down my posters again.
0:05:52 > 0:05:57- What?- Why can't you leave me alone? Stop trying to control me.
0:05:57 > 0:06:00- It's high time you learnt some self control.- Go away, Mum.
0:06:00 > 0:06:04Oh, you're not going back to sleep again.
0:06:04 > 0:06:06Gina. This is ridiculous.
0:06:12 > 0:06:15- Ah, just the man.- Oh, yes? - Don't sound so worried.
0:06:15 > 0:06:18Usually when people say I'm just the man, it means they want something.
0:06:18 > 0:06:23- Well, this time I want to do something nice for you.- All ears.
0:06:23 > 0:06:25A proper partners' welcome.
0:06:25 > 0:06:27What is it? Some ritual you learnt at boarding school?
0:06:27 > 0:06:29- Well, if you'd like.- No thanks.
0:06:29 > 0:06:32Then it'll be dinner with Daniel, Zara and myself tonight.
0:06:32 > 0:06:34I'll book somewhere appropriate.
0:06:38 > 0:06:40Get up now, Gina.
0:06:40 > 0:06:42You can at least help me round the house.
0:06:42 > 0:06:45- It's turning into a pig sty. - Go away.
0:06:45 > 0:06:49It's nearly nine o'clock. And you know I'm going to Dad's...
0:06:49 > 0:06:52- What time did you say it was?- Nearly nine. What's wrong with you, Gina?
0:06:52 > 0:06:54- I'm late.- Late? Well, I told you...
0:06:54 > 0:06:56Where's my navy skirt?
0:06:56 > 0:06:58I don't... Wasn't in the wash.
0:06:58 > 0:07:00Oh, which reminds me,
0:07:00 > 0:07:03I don't want that washing machine on the go all week.
0:07:03 > 0:07:05I do it Mondays, like always.
0:07:05 > 0:07:07Oh, ssh. I'm trying to think where I put it.
0:07:07 > 0:07:09Perhaps if you tidied your room once in a while...
0:07:09 > 0:07:11- You've moved things.- I haven't.
0:07:11 > 0:07:14You always do this. You try to change me. DOORBELL RINGS
0:07:14 > 0:07:16- I gave up on that years ago. - Oh, yeah, Mum, right.
0:07:16 > 0:07:19Like when you put everything on my bed to teach me a lesson.
0:07:19 > 0:07:22- Why are you bringing that up? - Just answer the door.
0:07:30 > 0:07:36What is wrong with... Oh! Oh, Doctor Clay, I'm so sorry.
0:07:36 > 0:07:40I thought... How can I help?
0:07:40 > 0:07:43Sleep. Sleep would, er... would help me.
0:07:43 > 0:07:46- Oh. - And now I've overslept again.
0:07:46 > 0:07:47I tried...
0:07:47 > 0:07:49Yeah, look Mrs Bowe, it's um,
0:07:49 > 0:07:52it's not like it's the first time it's happened, is it?
0:07:52 > 0:07:56And I'd appreciate it people didn't use my front garden as a dustbin.
0:07:56 > 0:07:58Oh, Doctor Clay, I'm mortified. I don't know what to do.
0:07:58 > 0:08:02At my time of life, I shouldn't be having to deal with all of this.
0:08:02 > 0:08:05- No wonder my blood pressure's so high.- I understand...
0:08:05 > 0:08:07People will start to think we're those,
0:08:07 > 0:08:09what do you call them...chavs.
0:08:09 > 0:08:12- You're not quite in ASBO territory just yet.- What?
0:08:12 > 0:08:15Couldn't your daughter sort it out? I mean, it is her child.
0:08:15 > 0:08:19If only. To tell you the truth, I don't know who's worse. Only this morning...
0:08:19 > 0:08:21If I get in trouble for wearing this. It's your fault.
0:08:21 > 0:08:24- Gina, don't be so rude. Doctor... - I'm late!
0:08:24 > 0:08:27Now you see what I have to put up with, Doctor Clay.
0:08:27 > 0:08:31And today of all days. It's the anniversary... My...
0:08:31 > 0:08:34- Oh, I'm sorry I... - It's too much to bear.
0:08:34 > 0:08:36Maybe I shouldn't have bothered you.
0:08:48 > 0:08:49You're late.
0:08:49 > 0:08:51Yes. Good morning to you as well.
0:08:51 > 0:08:54- Coffee?- Yes. So what do you think?
0:08:54 > 0:08:56- About?- Me - sans boot.
0:08:56 > 0:09:00- Ah! Careful you don't break the other one.- I feel like a new woman.
0:09:00 > 0:09:02- Good.- In fact...- What?
0:09:02 > 0:09:05I've booked a babysitter for tonight.
0:09:05 > 0:09:07You know about David's rules.
0:09:07 > 0:09:10I'm sure we can cope if we don't stick to them for just one day.
0:09:10 > 0:09:12You're defeating the purpose of the exercise.
0:09:12 > 0:09:15If this is what we've got to do, then that's what we do.
0:09:15 > 0:09:19Unless, of course, you don't think you can keep your hands off me for a couple of weeks.
0:09:19 > 0:09:21You're not so irresistible.
0:09:22 > 0:09:25But I reckon you won't be able to resist me.
0:09:25 > 0:09:27Bring...it...on.
0:09:31 > 0:09:34Whoa, hang on a minute. That's fighting talk, lady.
0:09:34 > 0:09:36I'm no lady.
0:09:36 > 0:09:38- Wow, you look rough. - See you later.
0:09:39 > 0:09:41What were you doing last night?
0:09:41 > 0:09:44Of course, you were at Howard's medical after hours' special.
0:09:44 > 0:09:46I don't know why I let him talk me into it.
0:09:46 > 0:09:50I was trapped between a boring consultant and Mr Even More Boring Pharmaceutical Rep.
0:09:50 > 0:09:54- It was like a pincer movement. I was there till half twelve. - And the subject?
0:09:54 > 0:09:56The consultant was a coloproctologist.
0:09:56 > 0:09:58Lovely! So what, you got wasted?
0:09:58 > 0:10:03No. Noisy neighbours. And now I've got to write up a report. I'm on call with the police.
0:10:03 > 0:10:08- Got your boots off?- Yes, I'm ready for action. Hey, look, take this.
0:10:08 > 0:10:11You look like you need it way more than me.
0:10:13 > 0:10:16Let me go, I haven't done anything.
0:10:18 > 0:10:21You won't get away with this.
0:10:26 > 0:10:28PHONE RINGS
0:10:34 > 0:10:36Hello. Doctor Clay...
0:10:36 > 0:10:39I want to go home. I haven't done anything.
0:10:42 > 0:10:45I want my dad.
0:10:45 > 0:10:48You can't keep me here on my own.
0:10:48 > 0:10:49Sit down.
0:10:51 > 0:10:53Who are you?
0:10:53 > 0:10:56- Doctor Clay. Your neighbour. - I don't know any Doctor Clay.
0:10:56 > 0:10:58Yeah, from down the road.
0:10:58 > 0:11:02Why are you lying? I need to get out of here.
0:11:02 > 0:11:04Gina, Gina, right, just, let me check you over, OK,
0:11:04 > 0:11:08- and then we'll see about you going home.- You promise?
0:11:08 > 0:11:10Yeah, I just want to make sure you're OK.
0:11:17 > 0:11:19I still don't understand why I'm here.
0:11:19 > 0:11:22You're under arrest for threatening behaviour.
0:11:22 > 0:11:25- To who?- Well, the police and...
0:11:25 > 0:11:28They started picking on me for no reason.
0:11:28 > 0:11:32They said you were disorientated. Shouting at people.
0:11:32 > 0:11:35They think you may have taken an illegal substance.
0:11:35 > 0:11:38- What's that for? - I need to take some blood.
0:11:38 > 0:11:41No. Get my dad. He'll know what to do.
0:11:41 > 0:11:45- I can call your mum, but... - No, no, no! I want my dad.
0:11:45 > 0:11:49- You can't do this to me. Let me out! - Calm down.
0:11:49 > 0:11:51SHE SOBS
0:11:55 > 0:11:57I know what you're trying to do.
0:12:00 > 0:12:01Good.
0:12:01 > 0:12:04It's not going to work. Not even with the husky voice.
0:12:04 > 0:12:06Hmm. We'll see.
0:12:09 > 0:12:12You're wearing that perfume, aren't you?
0:12:12 > 0:12:15It's all I could be wearing, if you want.
0:12:15 > 0:12:17Good news! I found an excellent wine bar.
0:12:17 > 0:12:20- Perfect for the occasion. - What occasion?
0:12:22 > 0:12:24Partners' dinner. Tonight.
0:12:26 > 0:12:27Oh, no, I forgot to tell you.
0:12:27 > 0:12:29And you won't be able to get a babysitter.
0:12:29 > 0:12:33No, no. That's fine. We can make it. We've not got anything else on.
0:12:33 > 0:12:37Smiths, Madden Street. See you in the bar, Six fifteen-ish.
0:12:37 > 0:12:38Lovely.
0:12:40 > 0:12:44I am going to treat myself to a fabulous new outfit.
0:12:45 > 0:12:47And some disgusting underwear.
0:12:48 > 0:12:52- You're going to have to work harder than that. - You ain't seen nothing yet.
0:12:58 > 0:13:01So, I've given her a sedative to calm her down.
0:13:01 > 0:13:04Right. Can she come home now?
0:13:04 > 0:13:07No. She's...she's still under arrest.
0:13:08 > 0:13:11I was at the cemetery.
0:13:11 > 0:13:12I see.
0:13:12 > 0:13:15She had to do this today, of all days.
0:13:15 > 0:13:16Why? What's today?
0:13:16 > 0:13:2015 years since Gerald died.
0:13:20 > 0:13:23- Her dad?- Yes.
0:13:24 > 0:13:27That's, um... That's partly why I contacted you.
0:13:27 > 0:13:29Gina still thinks that he's alive.
0:13:30 > 0:13:32- What? - SHE SCOFFS
0:13:32 > 0:13:35She was the one who killed him.
0:13:35 > 0:13:37What do you mean?
0:13:37 > 0:13:40I tried to warn him, for years, that she wasn't the angel
0:13:40 > 0:13:42he thought she was.
0:13:43 > 0:13:46But she could twist him round her little finger.
0:13:46 > 0:13:48He doted on that girl.
0:13:48 > 0:13:53The way she behaved - drugs, partying, then getting pregnant.
0:13:53 > 0:13:55The stress was too much.
0:13:56 > 0:13:58She broke his heart...
0:14:00 > 0:14:02..literally.
0:14:09 > 0:14:13You're right. I'll never get through tonight's feast.
0:14:13 > 0:14:16Smiths do a wonderful tasting menu. 14 dishes.
0:14:16 > 0:14:19Ah, yes. Talking of tonight, I've got some ideas I'd like to float.
0:14:19 > 0:14:20What? Tonight?
0:14:20 > 0:14:23Yes. Hopefully I'll fit them in between dishes.
0:14:23 > 0:14:26- How many ideas?- After Jimmi's successful meeting, plenty.
0:14:31 > 0:14:34Gina, I need to know what you've taken.
0:14:34 > 0:14:36- Nothing.- Ecstasy?
0:14:36 > 0:14:39- No.- Cocaine?
0:14:39 > 0:14:40No, of course not.
0:14:42 > 0:14:44I'm pregnant.
0:14:46 > 0:14:48I didn't realise.
0:14:48 > 0:14:50Mum and Dad don't know. Please don't tell them.
0:14:50 > 0:14:52I won't. I won't.
0:14:54 > 0:14:56Can I... Can I check your eyes?
0:15:02 > 0:15:04What's the date?
0:15:04 > 0:15:06I dunno, September the something...
0:15:06 > 0:15:09- The year?- 1996.
0:15:10 > 0:15:12- How old are you?- Old enough.
0:15:12 > 0:15:15Gina, how old are you?
0:15:15 > 0:15:1716 last week.
0:15:17 > 0:15:20Look, I'm fine. Can I go now?
0:15:20 > 0:15:23I... I think we should take you to the hospital.
0:15:23 > 0:15:24For them to check you over.
0:15:24 > 0:15:26Because of the baby?
0:15:28 > 0:15:30Yeah.
0:15:35 > 0:15:40Why don't you ever answer your phone?
0:15:40 > 0:15:43Oh, and take those off.
0:15:43 > 0:15:45You can see it's me who's ringing you.
0:15:47 > 0:15:50- Your mother is in hospital.- Why?
0:15:50 > 0:15:54I have no idea. She started acting strange this morning.
0:15:54 > 0:15:56Then she gets herself arrested.
0:15:56 > 0:16:00- Arrested!- I'll explain on the way to the hospital.
0:16:03 > 0:16:06- Once the doctor's seen me, I'll be free to go?- Hopefully.
0:16:06 > 0:16:08You said I'm not under arrest any more.
0:16:08 > 0:16:12- No, you're not, but... - We're going to a party.
0:16:12 > 0:16:15- We?- Me and Stephen. The baby's dad.
0:16:16 > 0:16:18My mum hates him.
0:16:18 > 0:16:23The nurse is going to check your blood pressure. I'll be back in a minute, OK?
0:16:25 > 0:16:27BANGING
0:16:27 > 0:16:29- Juliet!- It's knackered.
0:16:30 > 0:16:33- Can you stop doing that? - Nag, nag, nag.
0:16:33 > 0:16:35Grow up, Juliet.
0:16:37 > 0:16:39- Hi.- Where's Mum?
0:16:39 > 0:16:40What's taking so long?
0:16:41 > 0:16:43The nurse is checking her over.
0:16:43 > 0:16:46She's waiting to see the neurologist.
0:16:46 > 0:16:49I would have thought a psychiatrist would be more appropriate.
0:16:49 > 0:16:53For whatever reason, Gina has lost years of memories.
0:16:53 > 0:16:55Well, that IS mad.
0:16:55 > 0:16:59- What's been happening lately? Anything out of the ordinary? - We had to move in with Gran.
0:16:59 > 0:17:00Why was that?
0:17:00 > 0:17:05Gina was made redundant, got into debt, couldn't afford the mortgage.
0:17:05 > 0:17:07- So I took them in. - And you never let us forget it.
0:17:07 > 0:17:11- Perhaps if I was shown gratitude... - And maybe if you laid off Mum...
0:17:11 > 0:17:12Juliet!
0:17:12 > 0:17:15The doctor wants to know what's wrong and I'm telling him - you.
0:17:15 > 0:17:18Oh, don't be ridiculous. If it's anything it's your behaviour.
0:17:18 > 0:17:21Gallivanting with undesirables at all hours of the night.
0:17:21 > 0:17:23It's enough to drive anyone round the bend.
0:17:23 > 0:17:25Could you keep your voices down, please?
0:17:25 > 0:17:29Whatever's going on with Gina, it's not going to be helped by you two sniping at each other.
0:17:29 > 0:17:31When can we see her?
0:17:31 > 0:17:34Look, you have to understand that she's very fragile, right now.
0:17:34 > 0:17:36As of this moment, she doesn't even know who you are.
0:17:36 > 0:17:39Well, I'm sure if she saw us it would all come back.
0:17:39 > 0:17:43Yeah, it's not quite that simple. If you wait here, I will check on her
0:17:43 > 0:17:45and I will come and fetch you when she's ready.
0:18:09 > 0:18:10CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKS
0:18:27 > 0:18:28CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKS
0:18:28 > 0:18:33- I don't understand. How old did you say I was?- 32.
0:18:34 > 0:18:36That can't be right because I was at school yesterday.
0:18:39 > 0:18:43I keep getting glimpses and then it's like they...they disappear.
0:18:44 > 0:18:46It feels like I'm in a dream.
0:18:46 > 0:18:49Perhaps if I tell you about your life, now...
0:18:49 > 0:18:51Why is this happening to me?
0:18:51 > 0:18:53Don't know. It could be stress.
0:18:53 > 0:18:56- Why am I stressed? - You lost your job.
0:18:56 > 0:18:58- Am I a photographer? - I don't know...
0:18:58 > 0:19:02That's what I want...wanted to be.
0:19:03 > 0:19:04You live with your mum.
0:19:04 > 0:19:06My mum?
0:19:07 > 0:19:08And dad?
0:19:10 > 0:19:12Your dad died. I'm sorry.
0:19:13 > 0:19:14No.
0:19:14 > 0:19:1615 years ago today.
0:19:16 > 0:19:19I'm sure the anniversary has something to do with...
0:19:20 > 0:19:22There was a funeral but...
0:19:26 > 0:19:28You have a daughter.
0:19:28 > 0:19:31What daughter? I'm only just pregnant.
0:19:31 > 0:19:35You had that baby. You called her Juliet. She's 16.
0:19:37 > 0:19:41No. No that can't be right because I would remember.
0:19:42 > 0:19:45- I think they're here now.- Who?
0:19:45 > 0:19:47Your mum and your daughter.
0:19:47 > 0:19:48They're here now?
0:19:48 > 0:19:52..I knew I'd get the blame somewhere along the line.
0:19:52 > 0:19:54Mum, are you all right?
0:19:54 > 0:19:55Of course she isn't.
0:19:57 > 0:19:59Juliet?
0:20:13 > 0:20:16This morning I thought I was pregnant with you.
0:20:17 > 0:20:20It's very hard to take in.
0:20:20 > 0:20:21You don't remember me at all?
0:20:21 > 0:20:24- Probably a blessing with your behaviour.- Mrs Bowe.
0:20:24 > 0:20:27But you're going to be all right, aren't you?
0:20:27 > 0:20:28Just need to pull yourself together.
0:20:28 > 0:20:31It's a bit more complicated than that.
0:20:31 > 0:20:34Obviously, but if we all indulged ourselves, well, it would be chaos.
0:20:34 > 0:20:37- People don't lose their memories by choice.- I'm sorry, Mum.
0:20:37 > 0:20:40- I appreciate that Gina but... - You can't help yourself, can you?
0:20:40 > 0:20:43- Don't take that tone with me, young lady.- Please don't.
0:20:43 > 0:20:46Get lost, Gran. I'm not a pushover like Mum.
0:20:46 > 0:20:49Two peas in a pod I'd say. Ingrates both of you.
0:20:49 > 0:20:50What are you talking about?
0:20:50 > 0:20:54Is that what it's like all the time? I can't think with all this noise!
0:20:54 > 0:20:56- Stop being so dramatic, Gina. - Leave her alone!
0:20:56 > 0:20:59- You're always going on at me. - I thought you couldn't remember.
0:20:59 > 0:21:03I remember this feeling. It's like being suffocated.
0:21:03 > 0:21:0616, 32, it's all the same.
0:21:06 > 0:21:09OK, I think you should both go. This isn't helping Gina at all.
0:21:17 > 0:21:19I was beginning to think I had the wrong place.
0:21:19 > 0:21:21A bottle of Chateu Delphine 1990, please.
0:21:21 > 0:21:24- I have something to celebrate as well.- Oh, yes?
0:21:24 > 0:21:27- As you know, I'm always keen to help out where I can...- Yes.
0:21:27 > 0:21:31..and, lately, I have become very concerned about the plight
0:21:31 > 0:21:33of medical students from disadvantaged backgrounds,
0:21:33 > 0:21:38so I have made a sizeable donation to the university hardship fund.
0:21:38 > 0:21:39Good for you, Heston.
0:21:39 > 0:21:44So I would like you to join me and raise your glasses to the impoverished student
0:21:44 > 0:21:47who is able to continue his or her education,
0:21:47 > 0:21:49thanks to me.
0:21:49 > 0:21:52And, of course, to Howard joining us as well.
0:21:52 > 0:21:54Well, cheers. Glad to be a part of the team.
0:21:54 > 0:21:57- Cheers.- Bottoms up.
0:21:57 > 0:21:59Now I have a captive audience,
0:21:59 > 0:22:01I have some ideas for the practice I'd like to share.
0:22:05 > 0:22:07The neurologist shouldn't be much longer.
0:22:07 > 0:22:12- I'm really sorry, I didn't think it would take this long. - I really believed I was 16.
0:22:13 > 0:22:17- That I had everything ahead of me. - You still can.
0:22:18 > 0:22:23This life you're telling me about, it's not the one I had planned.
0:22:23 > 0:22:25They rarely are.
0:22:25 > 0:22:28I thought I'd have a career. Be independent.
0:22:28 > 0:22:30I don't even know if I'm a good mother.
0:22:32 > 0:22:36I remember the day I told my parents I was pregnant.
0:22:36 > 0:22:40Mum shouting that I'd brought shame on the family.
0:22:40 > 0:22:43She called me a slut. Dad tried to intervene, but...
0:22:45 > 0:22:50- At least your memories are starting to come back. - I'm not sure I want them to.
0:22:53 > 0:22:57I think it's a great idea. Right...
0:23:00 > 0:23:01Number eight.
0:23:01 > 0:23:05I would like The Mill to provide an echocardiography service.
0:23:05 > 0:23:07The cost would be prohibitive.
0:23:07 > 0:23:09- We could cut back on locum spending. - Not practical.
0:23:09 > 0:23:13- Why would we want an echo machine? - Plenty of reasons.- Which are?
0:23:13 > 0:23:15We could generate income from private patients.
0:23:15 > 0:23:18Excuse me, I thought we worked for the NHS.
0:23:18 > 0:23:21The Mill could become a specialist centre.
0:23:21 > 0:23:24And it's an excellent opportunity for Kevin to use his cardiology training.
0:23:24 > 0:23:26Impractical. Where's our next course?
0:23:26 > 0:23:30I've got a vague image of all three of us arguing.
0:23:30 > 0:23:33No-one's listening. Just shouting.
0:23:33 > 0:23:36Oh, it's stressful just thinking about it.
0:23:36 > 0:23:39You really think that's what's caused my memory loss?
0:23:39 > 0:23:40Very possibly.
0:23:40 > 0:23:44We still need the neurologist to take a look at you, just to confirm.
0:23:44 > 0:23:47- What am I going to do? - What do you want to do?
0:23:47 > 0:23:50I feel like I need to take control of what's going on at home.
0:23:50 > 0:23:53A good place to start.
0:23:53 > 0:23:56Do you feel ready to see your mum and Juliet?
0:24:01 > 0:24:03Start as I mean to go on. Yeah.
0:24:09 > 0:24:11Fine.
0:24:14 > 0:24:17What's the joke? Zara, Daniel.
0:24:17 > 0:24:19What?
0:24:19 > 0:24:23Playing with your phone, giggling like a couple of teenagers.
0:24:23 > 0:24:26Sorry. Shall we tell them?
0:24:26 > 0:24:27Yeah.
0:24:28 > 0:24:30We're back together.
0:24:32 > 0:24:33I thought you already were.
0:24:33 > 0:24:37Well, congratulations. This is really turning into a celebratory dinner.
0:24:37 > 0:24:42Well, I don't know about that. Work place relations aren't ideal.
0:24:42 > 0:24:46- I've got one word to say to you, Howard - Emma.- Exactly.
0:24:46 > 0:24:49So then why don't you give her a permanent contract then?
0:24:49 > 0:24:51That's how you'd save money on locums.
0:24:51 > 0:24:54Oh, you were listening then?
0:24:54 > 0:24:56Excuse me, I need to go the lav'.
0:24:58 > 0:24:59What?
0:25:01 > 0:25:05I might not remember much, but what I do isn't pretty.
0:25:05 > 0:25:06Something's got to give.
0:25:06 > 0:25:09Are you looking at me when you say that?
0:25:09 > 0:25:12Mum, I am trying to find a solution to all the arguing.
0:25:12 > 0:25:15I wouldn't argue if she didn't.
0:25:15 > 0:25:19- Stop! This is what I'm talking about. It doesn't work. - I could have told you that.
0:25:19 > 0:25:23But don't think you're perfect, Gina, just because you don't remember your part in it.
0:25:23 > 0:25:26I have no doubt, Mum. But it's where we go from here,
0:25:26 > 0:25:28so that all three of us can have some peace.
0:25:30 > 0:25:32Well, I wouldn't say no to that.
0:25:32 > 0:25:33Nor me.
0:25:33 > 0:25:36- Frankly, it's exhausting. - Tell me about it.
0:25:36 > 0:25:41So, we're in a rut. How do we get out of it?
0:25:41 > 0:25:43Hi, er, the neurologist's ready to see you.
0:25:43 > 0:25:46Probably in the nick of time. We've just agreed on something.
0:25:46 > 0:25:49For the first time ever.
0:25:49 > 0:25:50Hopefully not the last.
0:25:56 > 0:25:57She'll be all right, won't she?
0:26:03 > 0:26:05Terrorist contingency plans!
0:26:05 > 0:26:08We've got to find something to keep Howard occupied.
0:26:09 > 0:26:13I know. Get him on 360 feedbacks.
0:26:13 > 0:26:17- What's that?- It's where your peers report on your progress.
0:26:17 > 0:26:20Very tedious and extremely time-consuming to organise.
0:26:20 > 0:26:24- Talking about me by any chance? - No, of course not.
0:26:24 > 0:26:27With all your ideas, you've got us thinking.
0:26:27 > 0:26:32- Right.- We want you to coordinate 360 feedbacks.- Really.
0:26:32 > 0:26:36- They're highly recommended by the powers that be. - Yes, maybe, but I'd like...
0:26:36 > 0:26:40- To utilise your organisational skills.- I'm not sure if...
0:26:40 > 0:26:44It'd be great for everyone to be rigorously assessed by their contemporaries.
0:26:44 > 0:26:47Yeah, we need to be proactive, not reactive.
0:26:47 > 0:26:51It's the only real way to facilitate any progression in the work force.
0:26:51 > 0:26:55- What about my ideas... - Baby steps, Howard. Baby steps.
0:27:03 > 0:27:07"Thank" and "you" for the tip-off for the 360 feedback.
0:27:07 > 0:27:09What have you done?
0:27:09 > 0:27:11I'm pregnant.
0:27:11 > 0:27:14I want these filling out by Monday. No excuses.
0:27:14 > 0:27:16- You disgust me.- What?
0:27:16 > 0:27:19Wasn't enough for you to go and cheat on me with some slapper again.
0:27:19 > 0:27:22To be frank, you look old enough to be her dad.
0:27:22 > 0:27:25Just give me a chance to get back on an even keel.
0:27:25 > 0:27:27I think this could really work.
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