0:00:31 > 0:00:33DOORBELL RINGS
0:00:57 > 0:00:58Happy birthday.
0:01:10 > 0:01:12Big Brother's got nothing on Mrs Tembe.
0:01:12 > 0:01:16Everywhere I go, her beady eyes boring into me.
0:01:16 > 0:01:19Make that one for me. A tea - hot and sweet.
0:01:20 > 0:01:23I hate this feedback stuff. Oh, Mrs Tembe?
0:01:23 > 0:01:27I don't want to get Chris in trouble, but I've got to be fair.
0:01:27 > 0:01:30I think he gets too emotionally involved with his patients.
0:01:30 > 0:01:31What do you think?
0:01:31 > 0:01:36I think Mr Bellamy has made the feedback process extremely clear.
0:01:36 > 0:01:38You observe. You note.
0:01:38 > 0:01:39You assess on what you see,
0:01:39 > 0:01:42and you leave emotions and opinions to one side.
0:01:42 > 0:01:45Mrs Tembe. Just the way you like it.
0:01:46 > 0:01:49Well! Thank you, Doctor Carmichael.
0:01:50 > 0:01:53Daniel, you booked the baby yoga session?
0:01:53 > 0:01:55Yoga? Doesn't sound like your usual weekend.
0:01:55 > 0:01:58That's just the start of it. We're going to run Joe ragged this weekend.
0:01:58 > 0:02:00Two days of non-stop stimulation.
0:02:00 > 0:02:02Yeah. Music class, duck-feeding...
0:02:02 > 0:02:06Don't forget the zoo! I, for one, am looking forward to a petting session.
0:02:06 > 0:02:08CUP CLANKS IN SINK
0:02:12 > 0:02:17As Mr Bellamy says, if we watch our colleagues closely,
0:02:17 > 0:02:20we may see them in a very different light.
0:02:20 > 0:02:22Take Doctor Carmichael for instance.
0:02:22 > 0:02:25She's a very conscientious young mother.
0:02:25 > 0:02:29And perhaps she realises the benefits of being a caring colleague.
0:02:29 > 0:02:31- Is that right?- Mm.
0:02:31 > 0:02:34I can't deal with this now. How about you, Mrs Tembe?
0:02:34 > 0:02:38What are you doing this weekend? Anything good happening at church?
0:02:38 > 0:02:42I... Excuse me. I need to get back to the reception desk.
0:02:53 > 0:02:55I'm off into town. Printer's out of ink.
0:02:55 > 0:02:58For my coursework.
0:02:58 > 0:02:59Mum?
0:03:01 > 0:03:02Why don't you come with me?
0:03:02 > 0:03:05We can cut through the park. Fresh air would do you good.
0:03:19 > 0:03:20Jared!
0:03:23 > 0:03:27Hello, stranger. Haven't seen you for months, man.
0:03:27 > 0:03:29- Not since...- Yeah.
0:03:30 > 0:03:32How's the youth club?
0:03:32 > 0:03:34You should come down, see for yourself.
0:03:34 > 0:03:37Getting a bit old for all that these days.
0:03:37 > 0:03:40Oh, mate, there's always room for another volunteer.
0:03:40 > 0:03:43Seriously. No-one can spin those decks like you, mate.
0:03:43 > 0:03:44Not even me.
0:03:44 > 0:03:47There's only so much '80s electronica the average ear can stand!
0:03:47 > 0:03:49Well, that's where you're wrong...
0:03:49 > 0:03:53cos Letherbridge's hottest new radio DJ... You're looking at him.
0:03:53 > 0:03:55Middle-of-the-Road FM, is it?
0:03:55 > 0:03:58Oi! A bit of respect.
0:03:58 > 0:03:59Anyway how's...how's your mum?
0:04:05 > 0:04:08There are a few things I'd like to go through in the fine print.
0:04:08 > 0:04:09Best to be prepared.
0:04:09 > 0:04:12Hmm, yeah, how best to prepare?
0:04:12 > 0:04:16Well, I suppose I could always devote years of my precious time
0:04:16 > 0:04:18into perfecting a ground-breaking piece of medical technology.
0:04:18 > 0:04:21Oh, wait a moment, I have!
0:04:21 > 0:04:24So, naturally, maximise on its value.
0:04:24 > 0:04:26Howard, the patent is in the bag.
0:04:26 > 0:04:30This is just the final hoop, and God knows I've jumped through enough of them!
0:04:30 > 0:04:33Then I sit back and enjoy the millions.
0:04:33 > 0:04:36Yes, well I did find the patent process extremely complex.
0:04:36 > 0:04:38Challenging, but fascinating.
0:04:38 > 0:04:40You really have enjoyed it, haven't you?
0:04:40 > 0:04:42Wading through wodges of waffle.
0:04:42 > 0:04:44Fail to prepare, prepare to fail.
0:04:44 > 0:04:47- Now, when we get to the lawyer's office...- Creative genius can't fail.
0:04:47 > 0:04:51Maybe not. But often the devil is in the detail.
0:04:51 > 0:04:55That's why I'm the ideas man, and you'll always be the money man.
0:04:55 > 0:04:58Don't forget the 360 feedback process.
0:04:58 > 0:05:00I'm assessing your ability to co-operate.
0:05:00 > 0:05:02We need to work as a team.
0:05:02 > 0:05:04I'm ready when you are.
0:05:10 > 0:05:13Ta. Must be the first cup of tea you've ever made me!
0:05:13 > 0:05:16I've been practising. I'm home a lot more.
0:05:16 > 0:05:17No!
0:05:21 > 0:05:24- It's a lovely day out there.- Is it?
0:05:25 > 0:05:28Especially cos now I've got the rest of the day off.
0:05:34 > 0:05:37You, er... you still do that craft market at weekends?
0:05:38 > 0:05:40Mum doesn't get out much these days.
0:05:43 > 0:05:45I've been telling Jared
0:05:45 > 0:05:48about what's been happening down at the youth club.
0:05:48 > 0:05:50We've had a grant for some new digital equipment
0:05:50 > 0:05:53and the lads are getting together and making a film.
0:05:53 > 0:05:54In Letherbridge?
0:05:56 > 0:05:59Even Spielberg had to start somewhere.
0:05:59 > 0:06:01I suppose he did.
0:06:01 > 0:06:03It'd be great if Jared would get involved.
0:06:06 > 0:06:08Looks great on uni applications.
0:06:14 > 0:06:15Oi!
0:06:18 > 0:06:21Are you absolutely sure you gave it to me, Doctor Carmichael?
0:06:21 > 0:06:24Would I say I had if I... Yes, Mrs Tembe.
0:06:24 > 0:06:27Look, it is right here.
0:06:28 > 0:06:29You are clearly...
0:06:32 > 0:06:33..extremely busy.
0:06:34 > 0:06:36Yes! I, er...
0:06:38 > 0:06:41I have not even had time to refill my stapler.
0:06:47 > 0:06:50- What's got into her? - I do not know what you mean.
0:06:50 > 0:06:54Miss Grantham? Doctor Granger will see you now.
0:06:57 > 0:07:00Mrs Tembe? Have you got a minute?
0:07:00 > 0:07:03If this is concerning Nurse Reid's feedback form,
0:07:03 > 0:07:06I've tried to make the process as clear as I can.
0:07:06 > 0:07:11No. No, it's, erm...it's concerning you actually.
0:07:11 > 0:07:13Has something happened at church?
0:07:16 > 0:07:19Going to church is a little...well, it is difficult.
0:07:19 > 0:07:21- I knew it!- Nurse Marquez.
0:07:21 > 0:07:24What happened with Thomas, it's not your fault, you know,
0:07:24 > 0:07:27and surely they of all people should be able to forgive and forget.
0:07:27 > 0:07:29No, no, no. It is nothing to do with that.
0:07:29 > 0:07:31Please, keep your voice down!
0:07:33 > 0:07:37Excuse me, please go through to see Doctor Carmichael.
0:07:43 > 0:07:44So?
0:07:46 > 0:07:51If you cared for someone a great deal, and it ended very badly,
0:07:51 > 0:07:55would you go back to the exact place you know they would be?
0:07:56 > 0:07:58You can't bear to see him.
0:08:00 > 0:08:02The sound of his voice,
0:08:02 > 0:08:04the sadness in his face...
0:08:06 > 0:08:08..thinking about how I deceived him...
0:08:10 > 0:08:12..and what might have been.
0:08:14 > 0:08:16It is.... it is too painful.
0:08:16 > 0:08:21But all your friends, the groups, the activities that you love!
0:08:21 > 0:08:23What, you're just going to give all that up?
0:08:23 > 0:08:27For now, I think it is for the best.
0:08:27 > 0:08:29You've not even tried!
0:08:29 > 0:08:32OK, it's going to be tough at first,
0:08:32 > 0:08:35but then once you break through the barrier, surely it'll get easier?
0:08:41 > 0:08:43I wasn't quick enough. They can't have got far though.
0:08:43 > 0:08:45Have you rung the police?
0:08:45 > 0:08:46- There's no point. - Of course there is!
0:08:46 > 0:08:48You can't just let them get away with it.
0:08:48 > 0:08:50Just leave it, Chris. Please.
0:08:50 > 0:08:53Getting off scot-free. That wouldn't be right, would it?
0:08:53 > 0:08:55OK. Now hang on.
0:08:55 > 0:08:57Honestly, Chris, it's OK.
0:08:57 > 0:08:59You can't let these people get to you, mate.
0:08:59 > 0:09:00Get to us?
0:09:01 > 0:09:03Get to us?
0:09:03 > 0:09:04Don't, Mum.
0:09:06 > 0:09:10- Maybe you should go.- Yeah, maybe you should. And don't come back.
0:09:12 > 0:09:13Just leave us alone.
0:09:22 > 0:09:24Right, Karen, should be back by four. Any calls...
0:09:24 > 0:09:26Take a message? Of course.
0:09:26 > 0:09:27- Mum around?- Room one.
0:09:27 > 0:09:30- Good luck with your meeting! - Luck's got nothing to do with it.
0:09:30 > 0:09:31Yeah, good luck, guys.
0:09:31 > 0:09:34Come on then, Mr Money. Let's get this over with.
0:09:34 > 0:09:37Guilt like that's always going to be a tough one.
0:09:37 > 0:09:38Yeah, but he wasn't to blame.
0:09:38 > 0:09:41Well, not in the eyes of the law maybe.
0:09:41 > 0:09:43That kid had to pull his best friend from a burning car.
0:09:43 > 0:09:45He's suffered enough.
0:09:45 > 0:09:48It's great that you want to help, but tread carefully.
0:09:48 > 0:09:50I'm not sure there's that much you can do.
0:09:50 > 0:09:52She's just making it worse - Rosemary.
0:09:52 > 0:09:55You know, it's like they deserve to be punished or something.
0:09:55 > 0:09:59I can give you the number of a specialist counselling service if you like.
0:09:59 > 0:10:00That would be great.
0:10:00 > 0:10:02Don't expect miracles.
0:10:06 > 0:10:07Chris?
0:10:07 > 0:10:09Don't tell me!
0:10:09 > 0:10:12It's tough being a mum. She's probably doing her best.
0:10:12 > 0:10:15Actually, I was going to say, if you're not meeting
0:10:15 > 0:10:18your friends in the park, do you want to have some lunch?
0:10:19 > 0:10:22Oh, well, I want to get this to Jared as soon as possible.
0:10:22 > 0:10:24- But thank you.- OK.
0:10:26 > 0:10:27Good luck.
0:10:32 > 0:10:33Oi!
0:10:35 > 0:10:37Oi!
0:10:48 > 0:10:50A hate campaign, eh? You don't say.
0:10:52 > 0:10:55- He's only trying to help, Mum. - And look where that's got us.
0:10:55 > 0:10:59Jared made a terrible mistake and he can't undo that.
0:10:59 > 0:11:01I've told you so many times how sorry I am.
0:11:02 > 0:11:04What else do you want me to do?
0:11:05 > 0:11:07He needs you on his side.
0:11:07 > 0:11:09You can't let people treat you like this.
0:11:09 > 0:11:11- What's it got to do with you?- Mum!
0:11:11 > 0:11:15After everything I told you about driving carefully!
0:11:15 > 0:11:17You've wrecked everything!
0:11:23 > 0:11:26Jared, why don't you go upstairs, download us those tracks.
0:11:26 > 0:11:29- I'll see if I can get them on the radio show.- Subtle.
0:11:35 > 0:11:36He used to be such a joker.
0:11:37 > 0:11:39We're ALL different now.
0:11:40 > 0:11:43Like it or not, that's just the way it is.
0:11:43 > 0:11:45It doesn't have to be.
0:11:46 > 0:11:50How long have these attacks been going on?
0:11:50 > 0:11:52Weeks? Months?
0:11:53 > 0:11:55Surely not since the accident?
0:12:00 > 0:12:01It's been eight months!
0:12:03 > 0:12:05Can't you see what it is doing to him?
0:12:05 > 0:12:06To both of you?
0:12:08 > 0:12:12If you're not going to find out who's doing this, I will.
0:12:13 > 0:12:16There's no need. We know who it is.
0:12:19 > 0:12:21Much harder than being a nurse really...
0:12:21 > 0:12:23Oh, Mrs Tembe, do take a seat.
0:12:25 > 0:12:28At what price, Doctor Carmichael?
0:12:28 > 0:12:31- What?- I really do hope that no-one is shallow enough to think
0:12:31 > 0:12:35that favourable feedback from me is something that could be bought,
0:12:35 > 0:12:36rather than earned.
0:12:36 > 0:12:38You've lost me, Mrs Tembe.
0:12:38 > 0:12:41Because that would be an insult to both our considerable intelligence.
0:12:41 > 0:12:43Hang on, if you're trying to suggest...
0:12:43 > 0:12:46No, no, no, no. I am not suggesting anything.
0:12:46 > 0:12:49I am just making my position very clear.
0:12:55 > 0:12:57Oh, I think we should probably hit the road
0:12:57 > 0:13:00because the table is waiting.
0:13:03 > 0:13:06Ha-ha! Nice one, Mrs T!
0:13:11 > 0:13:14We were just 16.
0:13:14 > 0:13:16Both scared. Both alone.
0:13:17 > 0:13:20We literally bumped into each other on the maternity corridor,
0:13:20 > 0:13:23enormous bellies out to here.
0:13:23 > 0:13:25Inseparable ever since.
0:13:26 > 0:13:28Until...
0:13:29 > 0:13:32- But if... if Anna's your best friend...- Was.
0:13:32 > 0:13:34She was my best friend.
0:13:36 > 0:13:37Luke would be 18 today.
0:13:39 > 0:13:42Instead of buying him his first pint,
0:13:42 > 0:13:44his mum will be on the roadside where he died.
0:13:46 > 0:13:49She can't move on. So why should we?
0:13:49 > 0:13:51Do you really think letting her persecute you
0:13:51 > 0:13:53and Jared is helping her?
0:13:53 > 0:13:57If it helps Anna cope, just to get through the day,
0:13:57 > 0:14:00then however hellish it is for us, it's OK.
0:14:02 > 0:14:05She never seemed that type to me.
0:14:05 > 0:14:06Like I said...
0:14:08 > 0:14:10..we're not the same people.
0:14:12 > 0:14:13It's just...
0:14:16 > 0:14:17..I miss her.
0:14:41 > 0:14:42Hi.
0:14:46 > 0:14:50I know what you're thinking - Luke wasn't much of a balloon person.
0:14:50 > 0:14:51Water bombs maybe!
0:14:52 > 0:14:55It's Chris, isn't it? I'm Anna, Luke's mum.
0:14:57 > 0:15:00I recognise you from the youth club, that time.
0:15:00 > 0:15:03Yeah. The, er... the clingfilm incident.
0:15:03 > 0:15:06Luke's gone down in history for that one.
0:15:07 > 0:15:10- Sorry, I didn't mean to... - No, no. Don't tiptoe around me.
0:15:10 > 0:15:11That's the last thing I want.
0:15:17 > 0:15:19May I just say, I've been most impressed
0:15:19 > 0:15:21with the amount of paperwork you've supplied here.
0:15:21 > 0:15:24Not everyone realizes how exacting the patent process is.
0:15:24 > 0:15:27The hard graft behind the razzmatazz.
0:15:27 > 0:15:29The frantic paddling feet of the serene swan.
0:15:29 > 0:15:31You're telling me. So, where do we sign?
0:15:31 > 0:15:34It can take months of meticulous research to investigate
0:15:34 > 0:15:39every minute detail of every other potential device in every part of the world.
0:15:39 > 0:15:42We can be drilling down into fractions of a millimetre
0:15:42 > 0:15:43in a design specification,
0:15:43 > 0:15:46the most subtle nuances in wording description.
0:15:46 > 0:15:50We patent lawyers really have to be the Hercule Poirot of the invention process.
0:15:50 > 0:15:53I'm sure you provide a wonderful service. If we could jump to...
0:15:53 > 0:15:55We follow the clues wherever they lead us,
0:15:55 > 0:15:57and we don't draw breath till we get to the truth.
0:15:57 > 0:15:59Unfortunately,
0:15:59 > 0:16:03the law of patent pending means that truth is sometimes not easy to hear.
0:16:04 > 0:16:06- Oh?- Eh?
0:16:06 > 0:16:09The path of your blood pressure monitor through the patent process
0:16:09 > 0:16:13has not been as unencumbered as we might initially have anticipated.
0:16:15 > 0:16:18Howard? Can you translate for me, please.
0:16:18 > 0:16:19There's a problem.
0:16:23 > 0:16:28That teacher never had a good word to say about Luke when he was alive.
0:16:28 > 0:16:30Give me yours then, I'll add it to the display.
0:16:30 > 0:16:32There's something I just need to explain first.
0:16:36 > 0:16:40- How could you?- It wasn't her idea. She just wants...
0:16:40 > 0:16:43Why would I care what she wants?
0:16:45 > 0:16:47Luke was as good as murdered!
0:16:47 > 0:16:50I will never forget, and I will never forgive!
0:16:50 > 0:16:51Anna!
0:16:53 > 0:16:56Don't you come near me!
0:16:56 > 0:16:58I hope you both rot in hell!
0:17:03 > 0:17:06ENGINE REVS LOUDLY
0:17:07 > 0:17:10South Korea! You're having a laugh!
0:17:10 > 0:17:13There was always a possibility somebody was going to get there before us.
0:17:13 > 0:17:17No! That's where you're wrong. My monitor is completely unique.
0:17:17 > 0:17:19No-one's denying it's an ingenious invention,
0:17:19 > 0:17:22but if another device has been submitted to the patent process,
0:17:22 > 0:17:25even just seconds before yours, and it's too similar then...
0:17:25 > 0:17:26Similar?
0:17:26 > 0:17:28I know it's difficult for you, so I'll spell it out.
0:17:28 > 0:17:31There is nothing similar.
0:17:31 > 0:17:34Our preliminary investigations would seem to suggest there is. In South Korea.
0:17:34 > 0:17:39Then your preliminary investigations would seem to suggest that you're an idiot.
0:17:39 > 0:17:41How do we know this guy's even qualified?
0:17:41 > 0:17:44- How old are you, skip?- Dr Haskey, there's no need for that.
0:17:44 > 0:17:45Do I look like an idiot?
0:17:45 > 0:17:47Like I wouldn't think to do my own investigation?
0:17:47 > 0:17:50I'm telling you, nothing comes close.
0:17:50 > 0:17:53Not in South Korea, not in the north, east and west, not anywhere.
0:17:53 > 0:17:55Go on. Bring it up.
0:17:55 > 0:17:56I will prove it to you.
0:17:58 > 0:18:00I've made it worse. I'm so sorry.
0:18:00 > 0:18:03Things couldn't be any worse.
0:18:03 > 0:18:04You tried.
0:18:05 > 0:18:08It was me. I should have waited for your signal.
0:18:09 > 0:18:11But she was right there!
0:18:18 > 0:18:20She can't even bear to be in the same room as me.
0:18:20 > 0:18:23- Can you, Mum?- She's in shock.
0:18:23 > 0:18:26I wish it was me that died in that crash!
0:18:26 > 0:18:27You do too.
0:18:34 > 0:18:35That's not true.
0:18:37 > 0:18:39It's not me who needs to hear that.
0:18:45 > 0:18:49OK. Voice-activated technology! Any volume.
0:18:49 > 0:18:53- They're not going to have that. - Yes, they do. With a built-in filter for background noise.
0:18:53 > 0:18:56Right. OK, well... Ease of use.
0:18:56 > 0:18:59I have an app which can be downloaded to any...
0:18:59 > 0:19:03To any smartphone or tablet? That's affirmative for South Korea.
0:19:03 > 0:19:05Right. How about accuracy?
0:19:05 > 0:19:09Any doctor will tell you that accuracy is the key factor
0:19:09 > 0:19:11in a blood pressure reading. What's this piece of junk got?
0:19:16 > 0:19:18Right.
0:19:19 > 0:19:23I don't want to rush you, but I do have another appointment waiting.
0:19:23 > 0:19:25We are not leaving till I get my patent.
0:19:25 > 0:19:28There's not going to be a patent, Al. Let it go.
0:19:28 > 0:19:31You've spent over half an hour trying to pick holes in that
0:19:31 > 0:19:33South Korean device, and it hasn't happened.
0:19:33 > 0:19:36It's no reflection on you, or your invention.
0:19:36 > 0:19:39It's just the way the cookie crumbles sometimes in mad, bad patent-land.
0:19:39 > 0:19:41Onwards and upwards, eh? We can't win 'em all.
0:19:41 > 0:19:44What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
0:19:44 > 0:19:46It's tough to be pipped at the post,
0:19:46 > 0:19:47but it's time to get back on the horse.
0:19:47 > 0:19:50Put that genius to work on something else.
0:19:50 > 0:19:54Yeah. Yeah, I'll just go home and invent something else.
0:19:54 > 0:19:56I've got a spare five minutes.
0:19:56 > 0:20:00Is it really expecting too much for you plebs to understand
0:20:00 > 0:20:01what this means to me?
0:20:01 > 0:20:05I have dedicated years of my life to this invention!
0:20:05 > 0:20:08Years! And all for nothing!
0:20:13 > 0:20:16Counselling isn't a cure,
0:20:16 > 0:20:19but it might be able to help you kick-start something.
0:20:21 > 0:20:25I really don't see how counselling can help. It's just words.
0:20:25 > 0:20:27- It won't change anything.- OK.
0:20:29 > 0:20:32FRONT DOOR CLOSES It's been months.
0:20:32 > 0:20:34You have to do something.
0:20:35 > 0:20:38OK. Say you can't make it up with Anna...
0:20:39 > 0:20:41You and Jared will have to figure out
0:20:41 > 0:20:45some sort of future for the two of you.
0:20:45 > 0:20:46And how's that going to happen?
0:20:49 > 0:20:53Come on, Rosemary, what could be worse than this?
0:20:54 > 0:20:55Eh?
0:20:56 > 0:20:59Just give it a go for Jared's sake.
0:21:01 > 0:21:02You've got nothing to lose.
0:21:06 > 0:21:08They were born on the same day?
0:21:10 > 0:21:12So today is Jared's 18th too.
0:21:13 > 0:21:16He didn't want any mention of it.
0:21:16 > 0:21:18He and Luke never spent a birthday apart.
0:21:23 > 0:21:27Those two always said they'd do something crazy together
0:21:27 > 0:21:29to mark their 18th.
0:21:34 > 0:21:36Jared...
0:22:05 > 0:22:08Cinderella, you shall go to the ball.
0:22:08 > 0:22:09Excuse me?
0:22:09 > 0:22:12It's all in there. Who's in charge, what activities they do.
0:22:12 > 0:22:15- Activities?- Mm-hmm. Every church within a five-mile radius.
0:22:15 > 0:22:18And look at this column here. That's all the best bus routes.
0:22:18 > 0:22:21It's a very comprehensive list. You've made a great deal of effort.
0:22:21 > 0:22:24Well, have a read through, see what's on offer, make your choice.
0:22:24 > 0:22:27- Off you go!- I don't know... - There's got to be something that ticks your boxes?
0:22:27 > 0:22:30Look. Chairobics on a Wednesday, seven till nine.
0:22:30 > 0:22:33- I'm not quite at chair aerobics stage!- Sorry!
0:22:33 > 0:22:36Ooh, there's a special group doing like a shared quilt.
0:22:36 > 0:22:39- That is wonderful but...- I think they're trying to do a world record.
0:22:39 > 0:22:40Nurse Marquez! Please!
0:22:44 > 0:22:45I, er...
0:22:47 > 0:22:49I just need to make myself a cup of tea.
0:22:56 > 0:22:57Rosemary.
0:22:57 > 0:23:00They're treating him for an overdose,
0:23:00 > 0:23:01but they say he should be fine.
0:23:01 > 0:23:03Thank you.
0:23:03 > 0:23:04Thank you.
0:23:05 > 0:23:08I thought about leaving him to die. I really did.
0:23:08 > 0:23:10You really don't have to...
0:23:10 > 0:23:14But then I saw Jared lying there and it brought it all back.
0:23:15 > 0:23:18No mother should have to lose her son.
0:23:18 > 0:23:20To feel that terrible pain.
0:23:22 > 0:23:25- I don't know what I've been doing since...- Anna, it's OK.
0:23:25 > 0:23:27I don't know who I am any more.
0:23:28 > 0:23:31Luke's gone, and I can't...
0:23:34 > 0:23:38Hurting you won't change that. Won't change anything.
0:23:38 > 0:23:39I'm sorry.
0:23:49 > 0:23:50Rosemary!
0:23:52 > 0:23:56Jared could have died. My baby!
0:23:56 > 0:23:57But he didn't.
0:23:57 > 0:24:00OK? He is back there and he needs his mum.
0:24:00 > 0:24:02So where do you think you're going?
0:24:02 > 0:24:03It's better this way.
0:24:03 > 0:24:06Your only son is going through hell,
0:24:06 > 0:24:08and you're making things ten times worse.
0:24:08 > 0:24:11How could that possibly be better?
0:24:11 > 0:24:13Anna said she was sorry.
0:24:13 > 0:24:17Because she realises that nothing will bring Luke back.
0:24:17 > 0:24:19And she knows that she is wrong to blame you.
0:24:19 > 0:24:22What if it is my fault? All of it!
0:24:24 > 0:24:27OK. You're going to have to help me out here.
0:24:27 > 0:24:32Luke...was always miles ahead of Jared in everything -
0:24:32 > 0:24:36school, sports, girlfriends.
0:24:36 > 0:24:41But as soon as Jared got behind the wheel, he was a natural.
0:24:41 > 0:24:44I made such a fuss of him when he passed his test.
0:24:44 > 0:24:48I went straight out and bought him that souped-up car.
0:24:48 > 0:24:51That sounds like any proud mum to me.
0:24:51 > 0:24:53But don't you see?
0:24:53 > 0:24:55If I hadn't,
0:24:55 > 0:24:58none of this would have happened.
0:24:58 > 0:25:00I as good as killed Luke.
0:25:02 > 0:25:04And now I've nearly killed Jared, too.
0:25:06 > 0:25:07So what's your plan?
0:25:09 > 0:25:12You just going to punish yourself and Jared for the rest of your life?
0:25:12 > 0:25:16I don't deserve him. He's better off without me.
0:25:16 > 0:25:19Guilt is tough, right?
0:25:19 > 0:25:21You can't deny it.
0:25:21 > 0:25:23And so is hate.
0:25:23 > 0:25:26But that does not mean that you can't face it.
0:25:27 > 0:25:29Start to deal with it. Look at Anna.
0:25:29 > 0:25:32Anna's so much stronger than me.
0:25:32 > 0:25:34She might be.
0:25:34 > 0:25:36Right, but she is not Jared's mum.
0:25:49 > 0:25:50Anna...
0:25:52 > 0:25:54..I can't ever thank you enough.
0:26:03 > 0:26:04I'm here, Jared.
0:26:07 > 0:26:08Mum's here.
0:26:14 > 0:26:16I'm sorry.
0:26:22 > 0:26:24It's the weekend!
0:26:26 > 0:26:31Er, Nurse Marquez. I just wanted to thank you again for all the work
0:26:31 > 0:26:33you have put into researching these local churches.
0:26:33 > 0:26:35Oh, no, listen, I'm sorry I got it so wrong.
0:26:35 > 0:26:38You know what I'm like, just blundering in.
0:26:38 > 0:26:40I can be a right insensitive idiot sometimes.
0:26:40 > 0:26:42No, no - I think I am the one who's got it wrong.
0:26:42 > 0:26:47I am going to take your excellent list home and study it properly.
0:26:47 > 0:26:50And when Sunday comes, who knows?
0:26:50 > 0:26:51Good!
0:26:51 > 0:26:54- See you Monday.- Good night.
0:27:02 > 0:27:05It's my, er...wedding tackle.
0:27:05 > 0:27:08There's no need to do the Full Monty, Mister Foxall.
0:27:08 > 0:27:12The whole congregation knows my situation.
0:27:12 > 0:27:13My reputation is in tatters.
0:27:13 > 0:27:14Do you know who it was?
0:27:16 > 0:27:18I didn't even defend myself.
0:27:18 > 0:27:20They're trying to fit me up for assault.
0:27:20 > 0:27:22- Surely you don't think I've done this?- Don't touch me!
0:27:22 > 0:27:24Will you stop making excuses?
0:27:24 > 0:27:26This time next year, you could be a millionaire.
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