0:00:25 > 0:00:29RADIO: 'New low, expected 180 miles west of Sole,
0:00:29 > 0:00:32'985 by same time.
0:00:32 > 0:00:36'The area forecast for the next 24 hours. Shannon expected...'
0:00:36 > 0:00:40- REPEATING:- 'Area forecast for the next 24 hours.
0:00:40 > 0:00:44- 'Shannon expected Faeroes by midnight tonight.'- '..becoming south or southwesterly.'
0:00:44 > 0:00:47- Not now. Go away! - 'Gale or severe gale nine later,
0:00:47 > 0:00:54- 'perhaps storm ten, occasional rain.' - 'Gale or severe gale nine later, perhaps storm ten, occasional rain.'
0:00:54 > 0:00:57Rain, rain, go away.
0:00:57 > 0:00:59BANGING ON WALL
0:00:59 > 0:01:01'German Bight southwesterly.'
0:01:01 > 0:01:03BANGING CONTINUES
0:01:03 > 0:01:05< Five to seven!
0:01:05 > 0:01:07MUFFLED SPEECH FROM RADIO
0:01:07 > 0:01:09Shh! See what you've done?
0:01:09 > 0:01:11Leave me alone. Leave me alone!
0:01:11 > 0:01:13SHIPPING FORECAST CONTINUES
0:01:13 > 0:01:16MUFFLED SPEECH
0:01:16 > 0:01:19< 'Poor, moderate, occasionally poor.'
0:01:19 > 0:01:21La, la, la, la, la, la, la!
0:01:21 > 0:01:26Go away! La, la, la, la, la, la, la!
0:01:26 > 0:01:29MUFFLED SHIPPING FORECAST CONTINUES
0:01:29 > 0:01:31No!
0:01:31 > 0:01:34'In all areas except Trafalgar.'
0:01:34 > 0:01:37No, I don't want to do that!
0:01:37 > 0:01:40MUFFLED SPEECH CONTINUES
0:01:44 > 0:01:47DOG PANTS
0:01:47 > 0:01:49Oh...
0:01:49 > 0:01:51No, get off!
0:01:51 > 0:01:54What are you doing up here?
0:01:55 > 0:01:58How did you get up here?
0:01:58 > 0:02:00SHE GROANS
0:02:00 > 0:02:03Alan, your breakfast's ready.
0:02:03 > 0:02:06'Squirt into drain to disinfect and eliminate smells.'
0:02:06 > 0:02:08Sit down, darling, your egg's done.
0:02:08 > 0:02:11One-two. One-two, attention.
0:02:11 > 0:02:14- Napkin.- Napkin, attention.
0:02:16 > 0:02:17Eat, don't play, Alan.
0:02:17 > 0:02:20Eat, don't play. Eat, don't play.
0:02:20 > 0:02:22Your radio was on too loud this morning.
0:02:22 > 0:02:24Eat, don't play. Eat, don't play.
0:02:24 > 0:02:27Alan, Mrs Mirza was banging on the wall again.
0:02:27 > 0:02:29It's too loud, darling, and you were shouting.
0:02:29 > 0:02:32- Alan, please, you must wear your headphones.- Don't like them.
0:02:32 > 0:02:34- They're the nice new ones.- No.
0:02:34 > 0:02:35Alan, I know the radio helps,
0:02:35 > 0:02:38but we're going to have to turn it down, darling.
0:02:38 > 0:02:40- We've got to keep the noise down.- No.
0:02:40 > 0:02:45- Alan, behave.- I need it, I need my radio. Shush, shush!
0:02:45 > 0:02:47I heard the bell. Well, hell, then I fell.
0:02:47 > 0:02:50You just have to turn it down, Alan. Alan, Alan...
0:02:50 > 0:02:53'It is recommended that we eat at least three servings of whole grain,
0:02:53 > 0:02:55'45 grams, each day.'
0:02:55 > 0:02:57- Now, come on, Alan, just give it to me.- Not finished.
0:02:57 > 0:02:59- Alan.- No. No.
0:02:59 > 0:03:03Shush. No, I can't. I've got... I've got to run...
0:03:03 > 0:03:05It's time to go, time to go to the shops.
0:03:05 > 0:03:08- I've got to go to the shops. Got to go.- Alan...
0:03:08 > 0:03:12I've got to go, it's time to go the shops. Ready, steady.
0:03:14 > 0:03:19Oh, shoo! Oh, come on, Kevin. You've got time today.
0:03:19 > 0:03:21You could go for a walk?
0:03:21 > 0:03:24No way. This is your problem. Why's she dumped him with you anyway?
0:03:24 > 0:03:26Funeral.
0:03:26 > 0:03:28'Ah. How long have you got him for?'
0:03:28 > 0:03:31Till the end of the day. I've got some food.
0:03:31 > 0:03:35Ugh, it reeks. And how, when do I feed him?
0:03:35 > 0:03:38'Is it half a tin? The whole tin? Two tins?'
0:03:38 > 0:03:39How am I supposed to know?
0:03:39 > 0:03:42Eurgh! It's horrible, he's all slobbery.
0:03:42 > 0:03:45Do you talk about all the men in your life this way?
0:03:45 > 0:03:47SHE LAUGHS SARCASTICALLY
0:03:47 > 0:03:49I could always leave him in garden.
0:03:49 > 0:03:52You've got the day off, take him to the park or something.
0:03:52 > 0:03:54'Get to know each other. It'll help with your commitment issues.'
0:03:54 > 0:03:56Ha-ha, thanks(!)
0:03:56 > 0:04:00I've got to go. Have fun with the pooper scoop.
0:04:00 > 0:04:03No, Kevin, wait...!
0:04:03 > 0:04:04Ugh!
0:04:12 > 0:04:14Are you awake?
0:04:14 > 0:04:16Hmm?
0:04:16 > 0:04:19My finger is a pen.
0:04:19 > 0:04:21What am I writing? You've got to guess.
0:04:23 > 0:04:25Oh, Karen, love.
0:04:25 > 0:04:27It's an "I". I'll give you that one.
0:04:27 > 0:04:29OK, so, what's the next one?
0:04:29 > 0:04:32This is ridiculous. I don't know, "M"?
0:04:32 > 0:04:34No! Come on, you've got to guess!
0:04:36 > 0:04:40Look, this is my late start.
0:04:40 > 0:04:44Yeah, but we're going home today and I'm thinking, OK,
0:04:44 > 0:04:48let's go to breakfast, before work, and celebrate.
0:04:48 > 0:04:50See? Yeah?
0:04:50 > 0:04:55Karen, I really need to catch up on some sleep before my shift.
0:04:55 > 0:04:57And I really need to go to breakfast.
0:04:57 > 0:04:59HE SIGHS
0:05:00 > 0:05:03You never want to do anything with me, do you?
0:05:03 > 0:05:05I do.
0:05:05 > 0:05:07You wouldn't pass up on a fishing trip.
0:05:08 > 0:05:10That's not true.
0:05:11 > 0:05:15I make all the suggestions. Line dancing, murder mystery.
0:05:15 > 0:05:16Star-gazing.
0:05:16 > 0:05:19At least I made the effort, and I apologised.
0:05:19 > 0:05:23No, let's do it your way, OK? Let's never do anything, ever.
0:05:30 > 0:05:31White sliced, straight back.
0:05:31 > 0:05:34No ducks today, Alan.
0:05:34 > 0:05:36No, no, no. Don't eat the bread.
0:05:36 > 0:05:39Can I take my radio?
0:05:39 > 0:05:40No, leave it here.
0:05:42 > 0:05:44Here.
0:05:47 > 0:05:49Stay warm now.
0:05:59 > 0:06:00Where are you?
0:06:00 > 0:06:02'I told you I wanted to go out for breakfast.'
0:06:02 > 0:06:04Don't be daft.
0:06:04 > 0:06:08'Thanks. Well, I've gone, anyway. Erm, cappuccino, please.'
0:06:08 > 0:06:10What is all this about?
0:06:10 > 0:06:13'Maybe you not knowing what it's about is what it's about.'
0:06:13 > 0:06:14I haven't got time for this.
0:06:14 > 0:06:17'Neither have I. You take me for granted, Rob.'
0:06:17 > 0:06:19'Erm, cinnamon, please.'
0:06:19 > 0:06:22Karen, I'm sorry I didn't go with you for breakfast.
0:06:22 > 0:06:25Get back to ours for lunch and I'll cook us something.
0:06:25 > 0:06:29"Get back to ours for lunch."
0:06:29 > 0:06:31What a charming invitation(!)
0:06:31 > 0:06:33'You know what I mean.'
0:06:35 > 0:06:38I might do. I'll see how busy I am.
0:07:08 > 0:07:09Stop, stop, stop.
0:07:09 > 0:07:13Lovely blue skies, green grass, shiny water.
0:07:13 > 0:07:16White sliced. Don't feed the ducks, mustn't stop.
0:07:16 > 0:07:19Here, ducks. Hello, hello, hello, hello.
0:07:19 > 0:07:22Oscar! Oscar! Stop, Oscar!
0:07:22 > 0:07:24Argh! No! No, go away!
0:07:24 > 0:07:27Sorry! Oscar!
0:07:27 > 0:07:31Hold on! Take him back, take him back! No!
0:07:32 > 0:07:34Sorry, hold on!
0:07:34 > 0:07:37Hold on. Hold on tight. Bad dog!
0:07:37 > 0:07:40Stupid dog! I'm really sorry.
0:07:40 > 0:07:42Sorry, sorry.
0:07:42 > 0:07:45Just breathe slowly.
0:07:45 > 0:07:46Big dog.
0:07:46 > 0:07:49It's all right, he's tied up. He won't hurt you.
0:07:49 > 0:07:51Won't hurt you, won't hurt you.
0:07:51 > 0:07:55Just count as you breathe. Slowly.
0:07:55 > 0:07:59One, two, three.
0:07:59 > 0:08:01One, one, one.
0:08:01 > 0:08:03That's it. Good.
0:08:03 > 0:08:05Good, good. One, one.
0:08:05 > 0:08:07All tied up, he doesn't like it.
0:08:07 > 0:08:11You're right. I'm Jas, by the way.
0:08:11 > 0:08:13Jas, Jas. Alan, Alan.
0:08:13 > 0:08:15Jas, Jas. Alan Harrill.
0:08:15 > 0:08:17Hi, Alan.
0:08:17 > 0:08:23Look, I'm a doctor at the Mill Surgery, it's not far from here.
0:08:23 > 0:08:26Why don't you come with me and we can clean this up?
0:08:26 > 0:08:27No, no doctor.
0:08:27 > 0:08:29- Alan?- What? No! What?
0:08:29 > 0:08:31No! Go away! Not now.
0:08:31 > 0:08:34- Look, Alan...- I've got to get home. - It's not a problem.
0:08:34 > 0:08:36We should take a look at your wrist, it doesn't look great.
0:08:36 > 0:08:39- It won't take long.- No, not allowed!
0:08:39 > 0:08:41I've got to get home. I've got to get home.
0:08:41 > 0:08:45- Look, please, this is sort of my fault.- No, my fault, my fault. Not doctor's.
0:08:45 > 0:08:47Which way?
0:08:49 > 0:08:51Um... Look, here.
0:08:51 > 0:08:53No, no, got to go. No.
0:08:53 > 0:08:55Why do you say that?
0:08:56 > 0:08:58It's not true!
0:09:02 > 0:09:03Good morning.
0:09:03 > 0:09:05Is it?
0:09:05 > 0:09:06Looking forward to going home?
0:09:06 > 0:09:09It's disgusting! Nobody ever washes them properly.
0:09:09 > 0:09:11SHE SIGHS
0:09:11 > 0:09:14- Breakfast.- Sorry?
0:09:14 > 0:09:17Coffee and a croissant. You'd have thought I'd suggested Claridge's.
0:09:17 > 0:09:20- Sounds nice.- You see, you think so.
0:09:20 > 0:09:23Some people prefer to sleep.
0:09:23 > 0:09:25- Oh, Rob?- He's got no imagination.
0:09:25 > 0:09:26Oh, I don't know.
0:09:26 > 0:09:28It's always me who puts in the effort, you know.
0:09:28 > 0:09:31- He never thinks of anything. - I'm sure...
0:09:31 > 0:09:34I don't like being taken for granted. I'm not an idiot.
0:09:34 > 0:09:36You think I'm being unreasonable?
0:09:36 > 0:09:38- Well...- What would you do?
0:09:38 > 0:09:41- Well, I wouldn't... - See! Exactly. Neither would I.
0:09:41 > 0:09:45I mean, "Get back to ours for lunch." Get back to ours for nothing.
0:09:45 > 0:09:47You're right. You're absolutely right, Heston.
0:09:47 > 0:09:50Thanks ever so much for your help.
0:09:50 > 0:09:51Don't mention it.
0:09:53 > 0:09:56My husband has just been on the phone to the council.
0:09:56 > 0:09:59Did you know you could have to pay a £5,000 fine?
0:09:59 > 0:10:01And you could be evicted.
0:10:01 > 0:10:04What? What do you mean? I don't understand.
0:10:04 > 0:10:05How can they evict us?
0:10:05 > 0:10:07I hope it will not come to that, Mrs Harrill.
0:10:07 > 0:10:09But they can't, you're wrong.
0:10:09 > 0:10:12This is a council property. They take this issue very seriously.
0:10:12 > 0:10:15But we're not doing anything wrong.
0:10:15 > 0:10:19You seem to be completely unaware of the problem you are causing other people.
0:10:19 > 0:10:21We are tired, Mrs Harrill.
0:10:21 > 0:10:24We have the right to a good night's sleep.
0:10:28 > 0:10:31What are you doing, coming in on your day off?
0:10:31 > 0:10:34Shouldn't you be fishing or sleeping?
0:10:34 > 0:10:37I just bumped into a patient in the park, literally.
0:10:37 > 0:10:41I'm a bit worried about him, he's really hurt himself.
0:10:42 > 0:10:44Alan Harrill, 42.
0:10:44 > 0:10:48Recently diagnosed with schizophrenia but refused treatment.
0:10:48 > 0:10:50What? You're not going round there?
0:10:50 > 0:10:51I have to.
0:10:51 > 0:10:53But...
0:10:53 > 0:10:56Oh, well. Bye now!
0:10:57 > 0:10:59What? What?
0:10:59 > 0:11:01Where is it?
0:11:01 > 0:11:04- Don't interrupt.- Alan?
0:11:04 > 0:11:05Where is it?
0:11:05 > 0:11:08I'm not listening. I'm not listening.
0:11:08 > 0:11:11- Darling...- I can't think. Go away, go away!
0:11:11 > 0:11:14- Alan...- In the drawer. What?
0:11:14 > 0:11:16- Where is it?- Alan...
0:11:16 > 0:11:18Yes, thank you! No, thank you!
0:11:18 > 0:11:20I had to take it, darling.
0:11:26 > 0:11:29Breathe slowly.
0:11:29 > 0:11:32One, one, one.
0:11:32 > 0:11:33What happened to your wrist?
0:11:33 > 0:11:37Fell. Fell like a bell. In the park.
0:11:37 > 0:11:40Alan, what happened? You were a long time. Where's the shopping?
0:11:40 > 0:11:42Lady doctor. In the park.
0:11:42 > 0:11:46Yes, thank you. Not now. No, thank you.
0:11:46 > 0:11:49- Who?- Lady doctor, in the park.
0:11:49 > 0:11:50HE YELLS
0:11:50 > 0:11:52Go away!
0:11:52 > 0:11:53I want my radio.
0:11:53 > 0:11:56- What doctor, Alan?- Radio, please.
0:11:56 > 0:11:58No, Alan, I had to take it.
0:11:58 > 0:12:01They could make us leave. It's too loud. Come on, now.
0:12:01 > 0:12:02Here, read your book.
0:12:02 > 0:12:04It's not good. It doesn't work.
0:12:04 > 0:12:07You mustn't talk to people in the park, Alan.
0:12:07 > 0:12:09Now, come on. Read out loud.
0:12:10 > 0:12:13Go away. Go away!
0:12:13 > 0:12:15I'll get your midday milk.
0:12:39 > 0:12:42Er, hi. I'm Doctor Khella from the Mill Health Centre.
0:12:42 > 0:12:44- May I come in?- I'm busy.
0:12:44 > 0:12:47Erm, is Alan at home?
0:12:47 > 0:12:50It's just there was a bit of an accident in the park
0:12:50 > 0:12:51with him and my dog.
0:12:51 > 0:12:53Can I just see if he's OK?
0:12:53 > 0:12:56He took quite a nasty fall.
0:12:56 > 0:12:59I've bandaged up his wrist, he's fine. Thank you.
0:12:59 > 0:13:03It's just I feel a bit responsible. I just wanted to see if he's OK?
0:13:03 > 0:13:05He's having a nap right now, I'm sorry.
0:13:05 > 0:13:10OK. Erm, I don't suppose...
0:13:10 > 0:13:15My dog's in the car, could I possibly have some water for him?
0:13:23 > 0:13:25PHONE BLEEPS
0:13:40 > 0:13:42Thanks for this.
0:13:42 > 0:13:46Lovely pictures. Brighton Pier?
0:13:46 > 0:13:48I was brought up there.
0:13:48 > 0:13:50Wow, great place to grow up.
0:13:50 > 0:13:51Lots of fun for a teenager.
0:13:51 > 0:13:53I worked. I worked on the pier.
0:13:53 > 0:13:56- Here's your water.- Thanks. What did you do?
0:13:56 > 0:13:59I was a singer. Summer season. The Palace, it's gone now.
0:13:59 > 0:14:02How glamorous. Do you still...?
0:14:02 > 0:14:03No, not since Alan.
0:14:03 > 0:14:05Oh, right, I understand.
0:14:05 > 0:14:07You must miss it.
0:14:07 > 0:14:10It's what you do, isn't it? I mean, it's what we did back then.
0:14:10 > 0:14:12You can't have everything.
0:14:12 > 0:14:15- I bet you were good.- It didn't do me much good in the end, did it?
0:14:15 > 0:14:16Not in real life.
0:14:16 > 0:14:19Not when I found I was pregnant and having to bring up a son on my own.
0:14:19 > 0:14:23Well, you don't have to do it on your own, not now.
0:14:23 > 0:14:25You can get help, you can get support.
0:14:25 > 0:14:27Can you?
0:14:29 > 0:14:33Is Alan up there?
0:14:33 > 0:14:35May I? Just for a minute?
0:14:35 > 0:14:37I told you, he's sleeping. He needs his sleep.
0:14:37 > 0:14:39I'm no doctor, but I know that much.
0:14:39 > 0:14:42I'm sure he does, but I do think this is important.
0:14:42 > 0:14:45And what about what I think is important? Does that count for anything?
0:14:45 > 0:14:48You march in here, I don't think you have the right.
0:14:48 > 0:14:52Mrs Harrill, I checked Alan's patient records.
0:14:52 > 0:14:54I know he has learning difficulties,
0:14:54 > 0:14:57and that last year he was diagnosed with schizophrenia.
0:14:57 > 0:15:00I also know that he refused treatment.
0:15:00 > 0:15:04Please? He seemed very unsettled in the park.
0:15:04 > 0:15:07I just want to take a look at him, and then I'll leave.
0:15:12 > 0:15:13Alan?
0:15:20 > 0:15:24It's OK, Alan. I've left Oscar in the car.
0:15:25 > 0:15:27Are you feeling sleepy?
0:15:27 > 0:15:29- SLURRED:- Sleepy in the car.
0:15:30 > 0:15:33I just wanted to know how you are.
0:15:33 > 0:15:34You feeling OK?
0:15:34 > 0:15:38Feeling... tired.
0:15:38 > 0:15:41Why don't you do your counting breathing for me, Alan.
0:15:41 > 0:15:42Like we did in the park?
0:15:42 > 0:15:46Breathe in, two, three.
0:15:46 > 0:15:48Not now.
0:15:49 > 0:15:51What is it, Alan?
0:15:51 > 0:15:53They try to get in.
0:15:54 > 0:15:56Who do?
0:15:56 > 0:15:58Oh, he's been reading a book.
0:15:58 > 0:16:02Erm, could you leave us alone for a moment, Mrs Harrill.
0:16:02 > 0:16:04- I don't...- Cup of tea would be nice.
0:16:10 > 0:16:14They try to get in, but I say no.
0:16:14 > 0:16:16Who do, Alan? Who try to get in?
0:16:16 > 0:16:20The radio makes the voices go away.
0:16:22 > 0:16:24It's OK, Alan.
0:16:26 > 0:16:28I'll get you some help.
0:16:28 > 0:16:30We'll get some help.
0:16:39 > 0:16:44HEAVY ROCK MUSIC PLAYS
0:16:44 > 0:16:47GENTLE MELODY PLAYS
0:16:47 > 0:16:51# I've got you
0:16:51 > 0:16:55# Under my skin... #
0:16:56 > 0:16:58Milk and sugar?
0:16:58 > 0:17:00- Mrs Harrill?- Biscuit?
0:17:00 > 0:17:02No, thanks.
0:17:02 > 0:17:05Not much of a selection, I'm afraid. Alan's had all the best ones.
0:17:05 > 0:17:08Mrs Harrill, Alan's not well.
0:17:08 > 0:17:10He's having a tricky day, but he'll be fine.
0:17:10 > 0:17:13I think it's more serious than that.
0:17:13 > 0:17:15Has anything happened since this morning?
0:17:15 > 0:17:16What do you mean?
0:17:16 > 0:17:20Well, he's slurring his words. Has he taken anything?
0:17:20 > 0:17:23He's tired, that's all. He always has a midday nap.
0:17:23 > 0:17:26Has he had any medication?
0:17:26 > 0:17:28What are you insinuating?
0:17:28 > 0:17:31His pupils are dilated. He's confused.
0:17:31 > 0:17:34He's fine. I'll take care of him.
0:17:34 > 0:17:37I think we need to get him to hospital. He needs specialist help.
0:17:37 > 0:17:40Specialist? Oh, we've seen specialists before.
0:17:40 > 0:17:43When he was 11, they wanted to put him in a home,
0:17:43 > 0:17:44said he had learning difficulties.
0:17:44 > 0:17:47Last year they wanted to take him in again because of the schizophrenia.
0:17:47 > 0:17:51I told him, "Alan, you say no. We'll manage this ourselves."
0:17:51 > 0:17:52Things have changed.
0:17:52 > 0:17:54You could cope with his learning difficulties,
0:17:54 > 0:17:57but now there are the voices. Look, I understand...
0:17:57 > 0:18:00Oh, no. No, you don't.
0:18:00 > 0:18:04I gave up everything. He doesn't need to go to a hospital, he needs me.
0:18:06 > 0:18:09Codeine can be addictive.
0:18:09 > 0:18:11It's for his nap. It helps him sleep.
0:18:11 > 0:18:15Used in the wrong way, it's powerful psychoactive drug, Mrs Harrill, did you know that?
0:18:16 > 0:18:20Sedating him and keeping him in his room isn't what Alan needs.
0:18:20 > 0:18:22Shouldn't you be doing what's best for Alan?
0:18:22 > 0:18:26Do you think it's easy? 42 years? 42 years of looking after him?
0:18:26 > 0:18:28- You've no idea.- Mrs Harrill...
0:18:28 > 0:18:30Well, go on, take him then! Take him to your specialist.
0:18:30 > 0:18:33I'm just his mother, why would he need me?
0:18:33 > 0:18:36In 42 years he's never hugged me, never put his arms around me.
0:18:36 > 0:18:39Never told me he's loved me. Go on, take him!
0:18:39 > 0:18:42I don't know what to do with him any more!
0:18:44 > 0:18:46HE SIGHS
0:19:10 > 0:19:13I'm his mother, but I could be anyone.
0:19:13 > 0:19:15He doesn't really need me, does he?
0:19:15 > 0:19:18Of course he does. He'll always need you.
0:19:18 > 0:19:19I'm a stranger to him.
0:19:19 > 0:19:22He loves you, you're his mother.
0:19:22 > 0:19:25But you can't do this on your own any more.
0:19:26 > 0:19:29You given up a lot for him. You've done an amazing job.
0:19:29 > 0:19:34But now you need to ask for help.
0:19:35 > 0:19:37If only I could.
0:19:37 > 0:19:40Of course you can.
0:19:40 > 0:19:44It's time to start thinking of yourself now, as well.
0:19:44 > 0:19:46BANGING FROM UPSTAIRS
0:19:48 > 0:19:51Gale or severe gale nine later, perhaps storm ten.
0:19:51 > 0:19:53- Alan!- Occasional rain.
0:19:53 > 0:19:56Breathe in, two, three.
0:19:56 > 0:19:59- Out, two, three.- Alan? Alan!
0:19:59 > 0:20:02German Bight southwesterly five to seven.
0:20:02 > 0:20:04Moderate, occasionally poor.
0:20:04 > 0:20:05KNOCKING AT DOOR
0:20:05 > 0:20:07< Please, open this door.
0:20:07 > 0:20:09< Can you hear me?
0:20:09 > 0:20:11Alan?
0:20:11 > 0:20:15Alan, are you all right?
0:20:15 > 0:20:18Alan, answer me!
0:20:18 > 0:20:21< I need you to open the door.
0:20:21 > 0:20:23Go away.
0:20:23 > 0:20:25Go away!
0:20:27 > 0:20:29< Alan, answer me!
0:20:34 > 0:20:36You don't want me. >
0:20:36 > 0:20:37What?
0:20:37 > 0:20:40You don't want me. I heard you. >
0:20:40 > 0:20:42Oh, Alan!
0:20:42 > 0:20:45I didn't mean it, darling. I was upset.
0:20:45 > 0:20:47I'm going to sleep. >
0:20:47 > 0:20:49What? What do you mean, Alan?
0:20:49 > 0:20:51I'm taking the pills. >
0:20:51 > 0:20:53I'm going away a long time. >
0:20:53 > 0:20:55You don't want me. >
0:20:55 > 0:20:57Alan, it's Jas.
0:20:57 > 0:20:59Please, open the door so we can talk about this.
0:20:59 > 0:21:03I didn't mean any of those things, darling.
0:21:03 > 0:21:08I... I'll give you your radio if you come out. Alan, please.
0:21:08 > 0:21:11I promise. I love you, darling.
0:21:11 > 0:21:13Please, open the door.
0:21:19 > 0:21:21Are these all of the tablets, Alan?
0:21:23 > 0:21:26Was it just these?
0:21:26 > 0:21:29It's OK, you can tell me.
0:21:29 > 0:21:32I had these. One, two, three of them.
0:21:34 > 0:21:38I'll let the paramedics know, but he should be OK.
0:21:38 > 0:21:40Alan, why?
0:21:40 > 0:21:42The voices told me.
0:21:42 > 0:21:45They tell things. They shout so loud.
0:21:46 > 0:21:48Radio makes the voices go away.
0:21:50 > 0:21:51Alan...
0:21:53 > 0:21:56..you'll have to go to hospital.
0:21:56 > 0:22:00But you said... You always said you and me, always.
0:22:00 > 0:22:03I don't want to go.
0:22:03 > 0:22:06I'm sorry, darling. I was wrong. I...
0:22:06 > 0:22:08I can't manage on my own. I can't do it.
0:22:08 > 0:22:11The doctors will help you. They'll take the voices away.
0:22:11 > 0:22:13You said no doctors. We don't trust them.
0:22:13 > 0:22:16Do you trust me, Alan?
0:22:16 > 0:22:18I don't trust your dog.
0:22:18 > 0:22:20But you trust me?
0:22:23 > 0:22:26You'll be all right, they'll help you and I'll come and see you,
0:22:26 > 0:22:29- and you'll be home soon. He will, won't he?- Yes.
0:22:29 > 0:22:31Can I bring my radio?
0:22:41 > 0:22:43- Will he be all right? - He's in good hands.
0:22:43 > 0:22:47R24 model, mains or battery. Power output, 750.
0:22:47 > 0:22:49Mum? Mum?
0:22:49 > 0:22:52- I'm here, darling. - Where will I plug it in?
0:22:52 > 0:22:55They'll show you, and you've got batteries, darling.
0:22:55 > 0:22:58Three transistors, 13 diodes.
0:22:59 > 0:23:01I need you to be good now.
0:23:01 > 0:23:03I love you.
0:23:04 > 0:23:06Are you all right?
0:23:07 > 0:23:08My son was ill.
0:23:08 > 0:23:12- I'm sorry?- He heard voices. That's why he his radio was on.
0:23:12 > 0:23:14Oh, I... I didn't know.
0:23:14 > 0:23:17It was to drown out his voices.
0:23:17 > 0:23:19I'm sorry.
0:23:19 > 0:23:24Please, come to my house for some tea and let's talk.
0:23:24 > 0:23:25I need to go with him.
0:23:25 > 0:23:27I don't know what to do without him.
0:23:27 > 0:23:30Don't worry, he'll be all right.
0:23:30 > 0:23:32I can't lose him.
0:23:32 > 0:23:34See to your son now.
0:23:34 > 0:23:38There'll be a pot of tea waiting for you at mine when you get back.
0:23:55 > 0:23:57What's this?
0:23:57 > 0:23:59Your lunch.
0:23:59 > 0:24:00Thanks, but...
0:24:00 > 0:24:02that's not going to fix it, Rob.
0:24:02 > 0:24:05A flower and some Tupperware. Too little, too late.
0:24:15 > 0:24:17Rob!
0:24:18 > 0:24:20Rob, sorry!
0:24:25 > 0:24:27I don't get it, Karen. I just don't get it.
0:24:27 > 0:24:29I don't know what you want any more.
0:24:29 > 0:24:31I'm sorry.
0:24:31 > 0:24:34I mean, you've got me jumping through bloody hoops
0:24:34 > 0:24:36and I still can't please you.
0:24:36 > 0:24:39I took you to that hotel in January!
0:24:39 > 0:24:41I know, and I'm sorry.
0:24:41 > 0:24:43And thank you for my lunch.
0:24:43 > 0:24:45Looks lovely.
0:24:45 > 0:24:47Yeah, well.
0:24:48 > 0:24:51I expect it's cold now.
0:24:51 > 0:24:54It looks delicious. Thank you.
0:24:57 > 0:24:59No.
0:24:59 > 0:25:02No, you're right.
0:25:04 > 0:25:06I do take you for granted.
0:25:08 > 0:25:10I should make more of an effort.
0:25:12 > 0:25:15- Turn around.- What?
0:25:15 > 0:25:17What are you doing, Karen?
0:25:19 > 0:25:22Was that an "S"?
0:25:22 > 0:25:24I'll spell the rest later.
0:25:25 > 0:25:27SHE GIGGLES
0:25:35 > 0:25:37Night-night, night-night.
0:25:37 > 0:25:39Don't let the bedbugs bite. Don't let them.
0:25:39 > 0:25:41Night-night, Alan.
0:25:41 > 0:25:45- Big lights, white bed, Mum.- Yes.
0:25:45 > 0:25:48Radio on, quietly, quietly.
0:25:48 > 0:25:52- Headphones.- Good boy, Alan. I'll see you tomorrow.- Night, Mum.
0:25:53 > 0:25:55Mum?
0:25:55 > 0:25:57Yes.
0:25:57 > 0:25:59Stay warm, now.
0:26:01 > 0:26:03Love you.
0:26:04 > 0:26:06I will.
0:26:06 > 0:26:08Thank you.
0:26:20 > 0:26:24Normally, beautiful women float around like they're some sort of superior life form.
0:26:24 > 0:26:27- Doctor Clay, I presume? - Yeah. How did you, er...?
0:26:27 > 0:26:30Why do you have to plan everything? You need to learn to relax.
0:26:30 > 0:26:32When was the last time you did something naughty?
0:26:32 > 0:26:35Embrace life's wonderful chaos!
0:26:35 > 0:26:38- Oh!- If you're lucky, I'll try them on for you later.
0:26:38 > 0:26:41I've got a better idea. Come back to mine.
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