0:00:25 > 0:00:28I can't breathe. You were right, I've taken something.
0:00:28 > 0:00:32- Let me through. Edward's doctor. He told me he's taken something. - What do you mean? Taken what?
0:00:32 > 0:00:34I'm sorry, Mum. I'm so sorry.
0:00:34 > 0:00:36Jas, have you changed your locks yet?
0:00:36 > 0:00:38They died because of us!
0:00:38 > 0:00:40If they trace it back to us, we can go to jail.
0:00:40 > 0:00:42We're not breaking any laws - conducting research.
0:00:42 > 0:00:46What are you doing? Liam, this isn't funny. Liam?
0:00:46 > 0:00:49- Can you remember what happened? - Can't...I can't breathe.
0:00:49 > 0:00:53Have you taken something? I said, have you taken something?
0:01:13 > 0:01:15HE BREATHES HEAVILY
0:01:18 > 0:01:20Oh, ah!
0:01:23 > 0:01:26Not much further. You CAN do this.
0:01:45 > 0:01:46Any hot water left?
0:01:46 > 0:01:49Oh, yeah you may be able to squeeze like half a mugful.
0:01:49 > 0:01:50Did you have a nice weekend?
0:01:50 > 0:01:52Um, quiet-ish.
0:01:52 > 0:01:54Catching up on the old beauty sleep, eh?
0:01:54 > 0:01:56Huh! Think I need it?
0:02:04 > 0:02:06Have they said how he's doing?
0:02:06 > 0:02:09He's stable. Still not talking.
0:02:11 > 0:02:14How about you?
0:02:14 > 0:02:17Heston, have you been here all weekend?
0:02:17 > 0:02:20His parents were away. I couldn't desert him.
0:02:20 > 0:02:22They've only just got here.
0:02:22 > 0:02:24Then you should go now. Sleep.
0:02:27 > 0:02:29What are you doing here?
0:02:29 > 0:02:32I was hoping to have a word with him.
0:02:32 > 0:02:35- About what? - About where he got the stuff from.
0:02:35 > 0:02:39I've had one patient die, him hospitalised...
0:02:39 > 0:02:41I want to put a stop to it.
0:02:43 > 0:02:45Hey!
0:02:45 > 0:02:47Grandad!
0:02:47 > 0:02:50Oh, rescued! At last!
0:02:51 > 0:02:55We've been stranded on the flow for seven days!
0:02:55 > 0:02:58Freezing winds. Nothing to eat but seal blubber.
0:02:58 > 0:03:01- Ugh!- Muktuk, that's what the Inuit call it.
0:03:01 > 0:03:03Three guesses what it tastes like!
0:03:03 > 0:03:09Muck. Grandad's been telling that one since I was a kid.
0:03:09 > 0:03:10How are you, dad?
0:03:10 > 0:03:13Tim. New car?
0:03:13 > 0:03:18- Hired.- What happened to yours? - Actually, that's part of what I've got to tell you.
0:03:18 > 0:03:22Ah, the big news you couldn't tell me on the phone.
0:03:22 > 0:03:23I'll whack the kettle on.
0:03:23 > 0:03:27Anyway, didn't you say you'd got news as well?
0:03:29 > 0:03:31So, you and me all day.
0:03:31 > 0:03:32Any plans for what we can do?
0:03:34 > 0:03:36Just as well - I have. Come on!
0:03:38 > 0:03:41I thought I'd keep you company.
0:03:43 > 0:03:46You were the last person I expected to see like this.
0:03:48 > 0:03:50Liam, um...
0:03:53 > 0:03:55Did somebody drug you?
0:03:57 > 0:04:01Were you coerced?
0:04:01 > 0:04:05If somebody put pressure on you, you have to say.
0:04:09 > 0:04:11Liam...
0:04:11 > 0:04:14No looking! And...what do you think?
0:04:14 > 0:04:15Brilliant!
0:04:17 > 0:04:20Blimey, you've pushed the boat out.
0:04:20 > 0:04:23You've only got him for the day. How long's this lot take?
0:04:23 > 0:04:27I can still erect a tent.
0:04:27 > 0:04:31Faster than most men my age can put slippers on.
0:04:31 > 0:04:36Oh, and you've a missed call. Dr Reid?
0:04:36 > 0:04:39So...what I thought was this.
0:04:39 > 0:04:44You and I are going on an expedition.
0:04:45 > 0:04:48Actually, Edmund, I...I've left the food in the car.
0:04:48 > 0:04:50Fetch it, will you?
0:04:50 > 0:04:52Yes, Dad.
0:04:52 > 0:04:53Food?
0:04:53 > 0:04:57Bits and bobs. What he doesn't eat, I'll leave.
0:04:57 > 0:05:00I CAN feed my own grandson.
0:05:00 > 0:05:03Or is this your none-too-subtle way of filling my cupboards?
0:05:03 > 0:05:05Dad, you've hardly anything in there. You are eating?
0:05:05 > 0:05:08Will you ever stop fussing?
0:05:08 > 0:05:09I need to know you're OK.
0:05:09 > 0:05:12Huh! What brought this on?
0:05:12 > 0:05:14It's part of what I've come to tell you.
0:05:14 > 0:05:16I said I was going for an interview.
0:05:16 > 0:05:20It's more than that. I've been offered the job.
0:05:20 > 0:05:23So why the long face?
0:05:23 > 0:05:26It's... in Canada.
0:05:29 > 0:05:30KNOCK ON DOOR
0:05:30 > 0:05:34Anyone in there?
0:05:34 > 0:05:38I need to talk to somebody about Liam Slade.
0:05:38 > 0:05:39Hello?
0:05:41 > 0:05:44Hello?
0:05:44 > 0:05:46I just thought you'd have more to say.
0:05:46 > 0:05:49What else do you want me to say? It's great news.
0:05:49 > 0:05:52Dad, it's 3,500 miles away.
0:05:52 > 0:05:56I've been tying myself up in knots. And all you're going to do is shrug? And say it's great?
0:05:56 > 0:05:59What do you want me to do? Talk you out of it?
0:05:59 > 0:06:01Do you want to go?
0:06:01 > 0:06:04- Yes.- Then there's your answer.
0:06:04 > 0:06:08Besides, Canada's only a hop and a jump.
0:06:08 > 0:06:11And you and me'll really get to go on expeditions then!
0:06:11 > 0:06:13- You mean it?- Try and stop me!
0:06:13 > 0:06:15DOORBELL RINGS
0:06:15 > 0:06:17Edmund, get that for Grandad, will you?
0:06:17 > 0:06:19Yes, Dad.
0:06:20 > 0:06:21So you will come out, then?
0:06:21 > 0:06:24You know you're always going to be welcome.
0:06:24 > 0:06:27Thought maybe you could come for Edmund's birthday.
0:06:27 > 0:06:29Sure. Why not?
0:06:29 > 0:06:33But don't build it up for him, just in case I don't make it.
0:06:33 > 0:06:35And what's that mean?
0:06:35 > 0:06:37You'll only come if you've not got a better offer?
0:06:37 > 0:06:39Well, thanks, Dad, thanks for that!
0:06:39 > 0:06:42Sorry, am I...interrupting?
0:06:42 > 0:06:43Dr Reid.
0:06:43 > 0:06:46Mr Cruickshank. You missed your appointment.
0:06:49 > 0:06:52Have I come at a bad time?
0:06:52 > 0:06:54It's nothing.
0:06:54 > 0:06:56And I'm sorry. I forgot.
0:06:56 > 0:07:00It's the third time. The health visitor is very busy.
0:07:02 > 0:07:04Yes. I apologise.
0:07:04 > 0:07:08So? What is it? Nerves?
0:07:08 > 0:07:09Are you worried?
0:07:09 > 0:07:11I don't know.
0:07:11 > 0:07:15Partly the...it's these damned-awful headaches every morning.
0:07:15 > 0:07:18Well, we can make the appointment for later.
0:07:18 > 0:07:22Where's the point? I mean, who cares what the place looks like?
0:07:22 > 0:07:24I'm hardly going to be there for long.
0:07:24 > 0:07:27It's a two-way street, I'm afraid. They need to meet you.
0:07:27 > 0:07:30You need to meet them.
0:07:30 > 0:07:32If your son's around, then maybe he should go with you.
0:07:32 > 0:07:36No! We don't talk about it in front of Edmund
0:07:36 > 0:07:39in case he picks up on anything.
0:07:39 > 0:07:41But I will rearrange.
0:07:41 > 0:07:42And turn up?
0:07:46 > 0:07:51So apart from the headaches, how are you?
0:07:51 > 0:07:55A young man trapped in a geriatric's body.
0:07:55 > 0:07:59I still find myself talking to people half my age
0:07:59 > 0:08:02as if we're the same generation.
0:08:02 > 0:08:04But they've barely started out.
0:08:04 > 0:08:06Quite a treasure trove.
0:08:06 > 0:08:09Souvenirs of a life well-spent.
0:08:09 > 0:08:16And now, if you'll excuse me, I've a grandson, and we are going on an expedition.
0:08:16 > 0:08:18Are you sure you're up to it?
0:08:18 > 0:08:19Never surer.
0:08:31 > 0:08:34How come you didn't answer the door? Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa! Hold on.
0:08:34 > 0:08:39I just want to talk, OK? I'm Kevin Tyler. I'm a doctor at the Mill. I know Liam.
0:08:39 > 0:08:42Oh, so you're not police, then?
0:08:42 > 0:08:46Why would you be worried about the police?
0:08:46 > 0:08:50Hello. If you'd just like to go on through.
0:08:50 > 0:08:53- I didn't know you were registered here.- I'm not.
0:08:53 > 0:08:55And I'm running late, shouldn't really be here.
0:08:55 > 0:08:57So why are you here?
0:08:57 > 0:09:00I wanted a word about Dad. I'm worried about him.
0:09:00 > 0:09:02OK.
0:09:02 > 0:09:05Well, you know Dad. He'd rather die than admit to being ill.
0:09:05 > 0:09:09But I thought, if there was something wrong, you might be able to say.
0:09:09 > 0:09:10I see.
0:09:10 > 0:09:13So is there something?
0:09:13 > 0:09:16Look, if there's something that your father wants you to know,
0:09:16 > 0:09:20- I'm sure he'll tell you himself. - Right.- So what are you late for?
0:09:20 > 0:09:23Oh, new job. An acclimatisation day.
0:09:23 > 0:09:24Sounds interesting?
0:09:24 > 0:09:28Credit control. Yeah, I know, everyone laughs.
0:09:28 > 0:09:31Dad's this celebrated adventurer, and all I do is crunch figures!
0:09:31 > 0:09:36- Congratulations.- Start in three weeks. It's been chaotic.
0:09:36 > 0:09:40It's not long to sell up and move everything out to Canada, is it?
0:09:42 > 0:09:45No.
0:09:45 > 0:09:46Cut his fingers off?
0:09:46 > 0:09:49Only two. And only the tips.
0:09:49 > 0:09:53We'd been stuck in port waiting for equipment that long,
0:09:53 > 0:09:55he'd got frostbite.
0:09:55 > 0:09:57Couldn't he go to hospital?
0:09:57 > 0:09:59The ship would've sailed without us.
0:09:59 > 0:10:03It was fingers, or the expedition.
0:10:03 > 0:10:05Only one way to go.
0:10:09 > 0:10:11Did Dad never want to be an explorer?
0:10:15 > 0:10:22Hey, your dad's looked after you the best he can.
0:10:22 > 0:10:24Still, it's best with you.
0:10:29 > 0:10:30You supplied him with the drug?
0:10:30 > 0:10:33No, I didn't supply him with nothing! That drug is legal!
0:10:33 > 0:10:36- And the fact that somebody died? That doesn't even come into it?- No!
0:10:36 > 0:10:38- You...you...you can't pin that on me!- No, but the police might.
0:10:38 > 0:10:41- No, no, you can't.- Just watch me.
0:10:41 > 0:10:45- No, no, listen, listen. It wasn't just me!- Makes no difference. - It was Liam. He was pushing it.
0:10:47 > 0:10:49Hey, Hey!
0:10:51 > 0:10:54Yes, can I speak to somebody from CID, please?
0:10:54 > 0:10:58Look, look, look, look, look! Liam had a whole group of people taking it. Look.
0:10:58 > 0:11:00It's all here. It's...
0:11:08 > 0:11:10DOORBELL RINGS
0:11:11 > 0:11:15C'mon boys, you can do it! Hike, hike!
0:11:15 > 0:11:18Hike, hike!
0:11:18 > 0:11:19Don't they get cold?
0:11:19 > 0:11:21No, the colder it is, the more they like it.
0:11:21 > 0:11:25They're packdogs, it's what they live for. Hike, hike!
0:11:25 > 0:11:27- Mr Cruikshank!- What?
0:11:28 > 0:11:29Oh!
0:11:32 > 0:11:35Dr Reid? We are on a dog sledge.
0:11:35 > 0:11:37Yes, I can see!
0:11:37 > 0:11:40Looks like we better take a rest.
0:11:40 > 0:11:45Edmund, one time I got caught in a total white-out.
0:11:45 > 0:11:48No idea where I was. But the huskies had.
0:11:48 > 0:11:51Must've memorised the way. They got us home.
0:11:51 > 0:11:53Now that's an intelligent animal for you.
0:11:53 > 0:11:56Yeah, well, maybe Edmund will get to see some for himself.
0:11:56 > 0:12:00In Canada.
0:12:00 > 0:12:01Ah.
0:12:01 > 0:12:05Hey, Edmund, be a good boy, get us those sandwiches, would you?
0:12:09 > 0:12:10How did you hear?
0:12:10 > 0:12:14Tim came to see me. He's worried about you.
0:12:14 > 0:12:19- Did you tell him?- Of course not. But why haven't you told him?
0:12:19 > 0:12:23And why lie to me? He's emigrating.
0:12:23 > 0:12:24He should know.
0:12:24 > 0:12:27That's exactly why I can't tell him.
0:12:31 > 0:12:34Liam was running trials?
0:12:34 > 0:12:37All I did was get him the drug.
0:12:37 > 0:12:40And I got mates to agree.
0:12:40 > 0:12:42But how do I know this is genuine?
0:12:42 > 0:12:43Oh, yeah, like I faked it?
0:12:46 > 0:12:50OK, say he was, how come he ended up in hospital?
0:12:53 > 0:12:57He couldn't...he couldn't get enough people to do it.
0:12:57 > 0:13:00When...
0:13:00 > 0:13:03When Ed died, a load of people backed out.
0:13:03 > 0:13:05I told Liam...I told him to drop it.
0:13:05 > 0:13:07- Just forget the whole thing. - But he wouldn't?
0:13:07 > 0:13:11I wanted out. I...I didn't know it was going to get this heavy.
0:13:11 > 0:13:15- Yeah, bit late for that, mate.- Yeah, but it was like he's lost his mind.
0:13:15 > 0:13:20Going on about how he was going to be this famous doctor.
0:13:20 > 0:13:22He decided he'd make the numbers up himself.
0:13:36 > 0:13:39I wanted to say something.
0:13:39 > 0:13:42I'd built myself up to tell him.
0:13:42 > 0:13:46Then Tim starts on about Canada and the moment passed.
0:13:46 > 0:13:49That doesn't explain why you haven't told him before?
0:13:49 > 0:13:52Maybe for the same reason I can't go to their place.
0:13:52 > 0:13:58Because once I do... once I tell people...
0:13:58 > 0:14:00then it becomes real.
0:14:00 > 0:14:01You can't keep putting it off.
0:14:01 > 0:14:05I'm not putting anything off. I was, but not any more.
0:14:05 > 0:14:08- What I'm doing now is not telling him.- I don't understand.
0:14:08 > 0:14:11I can't. Because if I did, he wouldn't go.
0:14:11 > 0:14:12He'd want to stay.
0:14:12 > 0:14:14What's wrong with that?
0:14:14 > 0:14:16He's been out of work for two years.
0:14:16 > 0:14:18His wife left him with Edmund.
0:14:18 > 0:14:21This is his big chance for a new start.
0:14:21 > 0:14:23I can't...I'm not risking that.
0:14:23 > 0:14:25He is your son.
0:14:25 > 0:14:27That doesn't make me any sort of father.
0:14:27 > 0:14:31I don't follow.
0:14:31 > 0:14:34Do you know how old Tim was before I was even in this country
0:14:34 > 0:14:37for one of his birthdays?
0:14:37 > 0:14:40Twelve.
0:14:40 > 0:14:44My wife knew what to expect. But Tim?
0:14:44 > 0:14:46I was a stranger to him.
0:14:46 > 0:14:52And by the time I could be bothered enough to see that, he was grown-up.
0:14:52 > 0:14:56Any chance I had to make up for it was gone.
0:14:56 > 0:14:59And that justifies letting him go halfway across the world?
0:14:59 > 0:15:03Finding out you're in a hospice and then having to come back?
0:15:03 > 0:15:07He won't. I'm leaving instructions he's not to be told.
0:15:07 > 0:15:09No. No!
0:15:09 > 0:15:12This is my death.
0:15:12 > 0:15:15I think I've the right to do it my way.
0:15:22 > 0:15:23- Shush!- What?
0:15:25 > 0:15:26Listen!
0:15:28 > 0:15:30Polar bear.
0:15:30 > 0:15:33HE GROWLS
0:15:33 > 0:15:36It's a mother calling her cubs.
0:15:36 > 0:15:38We'd better to be careful.
0:15:38 > 0:15:40They're scary things at the best of times,
0:15:40 > 0:15:44but this one will want to protect her young.
0:15:44 > 0:15:45Wait.
0:15:45 > 0:15:48Is it still there?
0:15:48 > 0:15:49No.
0:15:54 > 0:15:57We'd best get back to the sled.
0:16:03 > 0:16:07Hey, did I tell you about the bear who tried to get on a boat with me?
0:16:07 > 0:16:09What?
0:16:09 > 0:16:11Ah! Oh!
0:16:11 > 0:16:12Grandad?
0:16:12 > 0:16:15No, no. It's fine.
0:16:15 > 0:16:16What was I saying?
0:16:16 > 0:16:18About a bear.
0:16:18 > 0:16:22Ah, yes. It was a few years before you were born.
0:16:22 > 0:16:25Off...off the Northern Peninsula of Newfoundland.
0:16:25 > 0:16:27What happened?
0:16:27 > 0:16:28The ice was cracking up
0:16:28 > 0:16:33and this thing had hitched itself a lift on...on a big sheet...
0:16:33 > 0:16:34Grandad?
0:16:34 > 0:16:38Ah...only it was hungry...oh!
0:16:38 > 0:16:43Saw us...next it's battering against the boat...
0:16:43 > 0:16:44You, OK?
0:16:44 > 0:16:47Lucky for us... lucky for...
0:16:50 > 0:16:51Grandad?
0:16:53 > 0:16:54Grandad!
0:17:02 > 0:17:05Yeah. It's obviously something concocted by the other boy.
0:17:05 > 0:17:08A self-confessed drug pusher. I'm amazed you didn't call the police.
0:17:08 > 0:17:12What if he's right? He reckons Liam's got it into his head that he was going to
0:17:12 > 0:17:14turn out a study that was set to change the way
0:17:14 > 0:17:16we look at psychological illnesses for ever.
0:17:16 > 0:17:18Yeah and you believed him?
0:17:18 > 0:17:22Liam is far too grounded to get involved with something like that!
0:17:22 > 0:17:24But not grounded enough to avoid ending up here?
0:17:24 > 0:17:29Too bright to jeopardise his entire future.
0:17:29 > 0:17:30So what do you propose?
0:17:30 > 0:17:31I'm going to talk to him.
0:17:31 > 0:17:33- Well, do you want me with you? - No, thank you.
0:17:33 > 0:17:38I trust my own judgement rather than someone so easily persuaded.
0:17:42 > 0:17:46You really should've gone in the ambulance. You know that, don't you?
0:17:46 > 0:17:49Mrs Robinson had offered to look after Edmund.
0:17:49 > 0:17:52I don't need the hospital. I'm fine here.
0:17:52 > 0:17:54I think it's probably best if you take him next door.
0:17:54 > 0:17:55No!
0:17:55 > 0:17:57I'll look after Grandad.
0:17:57 > 0:18:00Hey, what's this? We don't do tears.
0:18:03 > 0:18:06- The doctor's right.- I'll pop round for you in a bit.
0:18:08 > 0:18:11- You are going to be OK?- Course.
0:18:17 > 0:18:22Why today? Today was supposed to be special.
0:18:22 > 0:18:25I wanted to give him something he could remember.
0:18:25 > 0:18:27Your B.P. is fine.
0:18:27 > 0:18:29Do you feel nauseous at all?
0:18:29 > 0:18:30What about Tim?
0:18:30 > 0:18:32I called. He...he was in a meeting.
0:18:32 > 0:18:33But what did you say?
0:18:33 > 0:18:36Just that there was a problem and he needed to come home.
0:18:36 > 0:18:42So, as far as he's concerned, all this was, was a fall?
0:18:42 > 0:18:45You're still not going to tell the truth? Even after everything that's happened?
0:18:45 > 0:18:47I told you why I couldn't.
0:18:47 > 0:18:52Oh, yes, because you think it's the kindest thing to do.
0:18:52 > 0:18:55Well, it's not. It's the cruellest thing imaginable.
0:18:55 > 0:18:59Don't you care what happens after you're gone?
0:18:59 > 0:19:01- He'll be sad. So will Edmund. They'll get over it.- Will they?
0:19:01 > 0:19:04They'll be in a new country. They'll have a new life.
0:19:04 > 0:19:06And how...how is Tim supposed to feel?
0:19:06 > 0:19:10Or maybe he'll simply think that you didn't trust him enough?
0:19:10 > 0:19:13Of course, this isn't about him at all, is it?
0:19:13 > 0:19:14I'm sorry?
0:19:14 > 0:19:17I think you're using Canada as an excuse.
0:19:17 > 0:19:18You can't talk to me like this!
0:19:18 > 0:19:22You're dying. And you can't cope.
0:19:22 > 0:19:24But rather than admit that,
0:19:24 > 0:19:26you're grabbing at everything you can to avoid it!
0:19:26 > 0:19:31And if anyone gets hurt, then, well so be it!
0:19:31 > 0:19:32Excuse me.
0:19:37 > 0:19:41Liam, he may be your friend but you owe him nothing. He deserves everything he gets.
0:19:41 > 0:19:44We have to keep you at university
0:19:44 > 0:19:48and this way, the dean realises it had nothing to do with you.
0:19:48 > 0:19:50But what about the research?
0:19:50 > 0:19:52What about it?
0:19:52 > 0:19:56Look. What Finn was saying...
0:19:56 > 0:19:59It's not all lies.
0:19:59 > 0:20:03Only you have to see what I was getting to really understand.
0:20:03 > 0:20:05I don't follow you.
0:20:05 > 0:20:08Dr Carter, it's incredible.
0:20:08 > 0:20:15I mean, it's like you said, if you could just maintain an open mind, anything's achievable.
0:20:15 > 0:20:18What are you saying?
0:20:18 > 0:20:21Quack is more than just a recreational drug.
0:20:21 > 0:20:25All the students I spoke to all reported a sense of euphoria
0:20:25 > 0:20:28and positivity, heightened sensory perception.
0:20:28 > 0:20:32Its potential for combating anxiety and stress is huge.
0:20:32 > 0:20:35It's because of you that I could do this.
0:20:35 > 0:20:40- Me?- Yeah. You encouraged me to be the best.
0:20:40 > 0:20:45I wanted to show you I'm as good as you think!
0:20:45 > 0:20:48I'm sorry about that, it was unprofessional.
0:20:51 > 0:20:54Who did you lose?
0:20:54 > 0:20:56It doesn't matter.
0:20:56 > 0:21:01What matters is that I have seen what comes next.
0:21:01 > 0:21:05How we still have a responsibility...even after death.
0:21:07 > 0:21:09I was planning to say something.
0:21:09 > 0:21:12I really thought today I'd get the words out.
0:21:14 > 0:21:16But then Canada came up.
0:21:36 > 0:21:37Are you OK?
0:21:43 > 0:21:45Your dad's inside. He's a bit shaken up, but...
0:21:45 > 0:21:48I came as soon as I could. How did it happen?
0:21:48 > 0:21:53He...had a fall. But he's fine now.
0:21:53 > 0:21:55No. That's not right.
0:21:55 > 0:21:58- Dad? - There's something you need to know.
0:21:58 > 0:22:02I've been trying to tell you. I've been too scared.
0:22:06 > 0:22:09So this is my responsibility for supporting you?
0:22:09 > 0:22:12I'm not saying that. But I wanted to show you you weren't wasting your money.
0:22:12 > 0:22:16- By doing this? - I know, I know. It all got mental.
0:22:16 > 0:22:19But that doesn't negate the findings. We're onto something here.
0:22:19 > 0:22:22Nobel Prize for Medicine? Applauded by a grateful public!
0:22:22 > 0:22:26How deluded are you? You even self-administered!
0:22:26 > 0:22:28Yeah, in a good cause. And I'm hardly the first!
0:22:28 > 0:22:30We have certain protocols.
0:22:30 > 0:22:32Who cares? If I can get this right,
0:22:32 > 0:22:34if I work out what the glitches are...
0:22:34 > 0:22:36- Glitches?- Think what I'd have done.
0:22:36 > 0:22:42Oh, my god! A fellow student dies and you learn nothing!
0:22:42 > 0:22:43Isn't there a cure?
0:22:43 > 0:22:49I'm afraid not. Gliomatosis cerebri is a rare brain tumour.
0:22:49 > 0:22:53It's probably why he passed out earlier.
0:22:53 > 0:22:57Dr Reid pesters me on a daily basis to visit the hospice
0:22:57 > 0:22:59I'm to go into.
0:22:59 > 0:23:02The house will be on the market shortly.
0:23:02 > 0:23:04Your dad wanted to tell you earlier.
0:23:04 > 0:23:06But with your news about Canada,
0:23:06 > 0:23:10he was worried it would alter your decision.
0:23:10 > 0:23:14And that's why there's no food in. You're running everything down?
0:23:14 > 0:23:17I wanted to leave as little as possible for anyone else to do.
0:23:17 > 0:23:18Clear the decks.
0:23:18 > 0:23:21But why on your own?
0:23:21 > 0:23:23Dad, I love you.
0:23:26 > 0:23:28When have I ever deserved that?
0:23:30 > 0:23:33When have I ever been there for you?
0:23:33 > 0:23:35But you were.
0:23:35 > 0:23:38Dad, every kid in the class knew who you were.
0:23:38 > 0:23:40Yeah, it would have been nice if you'd been home more.
0:23:40 > 0:23:44But do you think I'd have swapped that for you working in a bank or something?
0:23:44 > 0:23:47Dad, why didn't you just talk to me?
0:23:47 > 0:23:49Maybe I never learnt how.
0:23:49 > 0:23:54I didn't want a different dad. I wanted you.
0:23:54 > 0:23:58The only thing that ever hurts is when you shut me out.
0:23:58 > 0:23:59But everything you've done...
0:23:59 > 0:24:03..is different to you. Yes. But not because of you.
0:24:05 > 0:24:09Or no, that's not strictly true.
0:24:09 > 0:24:12Because the one thing you've always taught me is to be true to myself.
0:24:12 > 0:24:14Which is what I'm doing.
0:24:17 > 0:24:19And why this changes nothing.
0:24:19 > 0:24:22What?
0:24:22 > 0:24:24We're still going to Canada.
0:24:24 > 0:24:27I'll see if I can delay till you're settled in the hospice.
0:24:27 > 0:24:31And we'll come back and visit as much as we can.
0:24:31 > 0:24:35But this is OUR adventure and I'm not giving up on it.
0:24:39 > 0:24:40I'm so glad.
0:24:43 > 0:24:44Really.
0:24:49 > 0:24:52I'll fish you out some maps.
0:24:52 > 0:24:56Dad, we're going to Toronto. They have a subway.
0:24:56 > 0:25:00If you don't mind, I'll...I'll leave the trekking to you.
0:25:11 > 0:25:15So that's it? Just because I tried something and it didn't work...
0:25:15 > 0:25:21It's irrelevant. What you did was wrong. Fundamentally wrong!
0:25:21 > 0:25:25OK, OK. I...I'll learn.
0:25:25 > 0:25:28Just give me a chance!
0:25:28 > 0:25:33Please, Dr Carter. I need you to speak to the Dean.
0:25:33 > 0:25:34Tell him it was a mistake.
0:25:34 > 0:25:37So you can go back to your absurd little project?
0:25:37 > 0:25:38Why not? You helped me before.
0:25:38 > 0:25:41This is now part of a police investigation.
0:25:41 > 0:25:44Even if it wasn't, I wouldn't support you!
0:25:44 > 0:25:45What? Why?
0:25:45 > 0:25:51Liam. Medicine is a matter of judgement. Judgement!
0:25:51 > 0:25:52Yours can't be trusted.
0:25:52 > 0:25:55So you're just going to drop me in it without a second thought?
0:25:55 > 0:25:58You did that to yourself.
0:25:58 > 0:26:00Oh, I get it!
0:26:00 > 0:26:06Yeah. You liked it when I was all grateful for your money, didn't you?
0:26:06 > 0:26:09And you've had your fun telling me how great I could be,
0:26:09 > 0:26:13- only the first chance you get to knock me back down... - I'm not listening any more.
0:26:13 > 0:26:16And what gives you the right, eh? To mess with people's lives?
0:26:17 > 0:26:23Have you any idea how hard my mum and dad had to work to get me this far?
0:26:25 > 0:26:29Eh? I still couldn't afford it.
0:26:29 > 0:26:33Until you decided to play God!
0:26:33 > 0:26:39Why should people like me have it so hard
0:26:39 > 0:26:40when you've got it so easy?
0:26:48 > 0:26:50Goodbye, Liam.
0:27:11 > 0:27:12Hello?
0:27:12 > 0:27:18You cannot expect just to come back and have everything your own way.
0:27:18 > 0:27:21If you've got anything to do with this, I'll have you.
0:27:21 > 0:27:22I'm handing my notice in.
0:27:22 > 0:27:23You're doing what?
0:27:23 > 0:27:26The Chief Constable is a golfing buddy of mine.
0:27:26 > 0:27:28Should I mention it to him?
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