Lost Souls

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0:01:12 > 0:01:14Dad.

0:01:14 > 0:01:18- I'll make you some tea. - Thanks, love. You're a good girl.

0:01:18 > 0:01:22- How're you feeling? - Terrible. I'm not going out.

0:01:24 > 0:01:25Could you pick up my pills?

0:01:25 > 0:01:29- You're going to the shops anyway, aren't you?- Course I will.

0:01:29 > 0:01:32- What do you want for breakfast? - Nothing, I'm not really hungry.

0:01:33 > 0:01:35Maybe a bacon sandwich?

0:01:41 > 0:01:45Howard is keeping his beady eye on prescription efficiency,

0:01:45 > 0:01:48particularly antibiotics.

0:01:48 > 0:01:49Mind you - I'm all right.

0:01:49 > 0:01:52I keep my prescribing of antibiotics to a minimum.

0:01:52 > 0:01:53Oh, come on!

0:01:53 > 0:01:55Well, I find that if you talk to your patients

0:01:55 > 0:01:58and actually listen, they often don't need drugs...

0:01:58 > 0:02:00Ladies, it's not a competition.

0:02:01 > 0:02:04- Well, I'd be interested to see the figures.- And so would I.

0:02:04 > 0:02:07Listen to yourselves. You sound like children.

0:02:07 > 0:02:09She started it!

0:02:13 > 0:02:16Shush!

0:02:16 > 0:02:17Listen.

0:02:20 > 0:02:23- What? I can't hear anything. - Exactly. Silence.

0:02:23 > 0:02:25There's no patients, and best of all, no students.

0:02:25 > 0:02:29I am sure you have plenty of paperwork to do, Dr Haskey.

0:02:29 > 0:02:32We have got patients. Maggie the Psychic's in with Kevin.

0:02:32 > 0:02:35- Psychic? - Hmm. She's got varicose veins.

0:02:35 > 0:02:38And the really funky thing is she knew she was going to get them.

0:02:38 > 0:02:40See?

0:02:40 > 0:02:43- "Mystical Maya." - That's her professional name.

0:02:43 > 0:02:45She's advertising herself here?

0:02:47 > 0:02:49Oh, Kelly. How can I help you?

0:02:49 > 0:02:51I've come for my dad's prescription.

0:02:51 > 0:02:53Could your father not come himself?

0:02:53 > 0:02:57Er... No. He can't. He's...busy.

0:02:57 > 0:02:59OK, Maggie, we'll see you again in a couple of weeks,

0:02:59 > 0:03:01- but of course, you already knew that.- Thank you.

0:03:01 > 0:03:04And we'll be meeting Jackie tonight, right?

0:03:04 > 0:03:06Yeah. She's going to come and join us at the Icon.

0:03:06 > 0:03:08She says she's really looking forward to seeing you all.

0:03:08 > 0:03:10Can't think why.

0:03:10 > 0:03:13Kelly, a lot of crisps!

0:03:13 > 0:03:16You need to buy something a little more nutritious.

0:03:17 > 0:03:19I've got to go.

0:03:19 > 0:03:23Er, Mrs Outhwaite. You cannot advertise yourself here.

0:03:23 > 0:03:24Please take them away.

0:03:26 > 0:03:29No, wait a minute. Kelly, is it?

0:03:29 > 0:03:30Yeah.

0:03:30 > 0:03:34I see great sorrow. You've lost someone.

0:03:34 > 0:03:37- Recently?- My mum.

0:03:37 > 0:03:41Oh, I'm so sorry. But maybe I could help.

0:03:41 > 0:03:42How?

0:03:42 > 0:03:45I hear the voices of those who have gone before.

0:03:45 > 0:03:47Kelly, do not listen to her!

0:03:47 > 0:03:49This is dangerous nonsense.

0:03:49 > 0:03:52There's always some people who don't believe.

0:03:52 > 0:03:55- You mean you could talk to my mum? - Hmm.

0:03:55 > 0:04:00I'm doing a session tonight. Now, details are all on here.

0:04:00 > 0:04:04I normally charge £5, but you can come in free.

0:04:04 > 0:04:08Kelly, do not go! This woman is a sham.

0:04:08 > 0:04:12A charlatan. Your mother would not have wanted this.

0:04:13 > 0:04:17- Dawn Ryans was a good Christian. - It's none of your business!

0:04:23 > 0:04:26Howard wants us to go for a team-building drink after work.

0:04:26 > 0:04:30- Not the Icon, though. Some new place. I know.- He told me.

0:04:32 > 0:04:34Look, about the assessment.

0:04:36 > 0:04:40- Well, we both want the same things. - Do we?

0:04:40 > 0:04:43Yes, I mean, we both want to know the results, don't we?

0:04:45 > 0:04:47Why don't we work together?

0:04:48 > 0:04:51You and Daniel ply him with drink,

0:04:51 > 0:04:56and I'll... Well, use my feminine wiles.

0:04:58 > 0:05:00Truce?

0:05:00 > 0:05:01I suppose.

0:05:11 > 0:05:14What are you up to this evening? Anything nice?

0:05:14 > 0:05:16This woman is a menace.

0:05:16 > 0:05:19Who, Maggie? Oh, she just puts on a show.

0:05:19 > 0:05:22- It's harmless. - She is not harmless.

0:05:22 > 0:05:26It is ungodly and unchristian.

0:05:26 > 0:05:28Dragging people's personal business out into the open.

0:05:28 > 0:05:30Playing on their feelings?

0:05:30 > 0:05:32Oh, give over. No-one takes it seriously.

0:05:32 > 0:05:33Kelly Ryan does.

0:05:35 > 0:05:37Her mother died of cancer only recently.

0:05:37 > 0:05:40She is very vulnerable.

0:05:40 > 0:05:44Exactly the sort of person Mrs Outhwaite preys upon.

0:05:44 > 0:05:48It's a psychic reading, Mrs T. It's not voodoo.

0:05:50 > 0:05:55I... I cannot let her do this to Kelly.

0:05:55 > 0:05:58I am going to that meeting.

0:05:58 > 0:06:01I am going to stop her. Somehow.

0:06:03 > 0:06:05Dad? SOFT GIGGLING FROM ABOVE

0:06:05 > 0:06:08Dad! Listen, I've met this woman, and she says...

0:06:10 > 0:06:11Dad?

0:06:12 > 0:06:15- You're back early. - Who's up there?

0:06:18 > 0:06:21This is Kelly, my daughter. This is Liane.

0:06:21 > 0:06:23- She's a friend. - What's she doing here?

0:06:23 > 0:06:26I was just showing her round the house, you know.

0:06:26 > 0:06:28Showing her upstairs and...

0:06:29 > 0:06:32Kell, why don't you go out for a bit, yeah?

0:06:32 > 0:06:33Get yourself some fish and chips.

0:06:45 > 0:06:50All of us lose people we love.

0:06:50 > 0:06:52But they're not dead.

0:06:52 > 0:06:54Their spirit doesn't die.

0:06:55 > 0:07:01They've just moved to a higher spiritual plane.

0:07:01 > 0:07:06Those we have loved are very close.

0:07:07 > 0:07:09Be still...

0:07:11 > 0:07:14..and let us listen.

0:07:19 > 0:07:21- No Jackie yet? - Apparently not.

0:07:21 > 0:07:25She'll be here. Actually, I'll text her and see where she's got to.

0:07:25 > 0:07:26Where does she work again?

0:07:26 > 0:07:29Um, I'm not sure. Birmingham somewhere.

0:07:29 > 0:07:31I've never been to her office. Why do you ask?

0:07:31 > 0:07:33She's an optician, right?

0:07:33 > 0:07:35I was thinking about getting my eyes tested.

0:07:35 > 0:07:36Seriously, I haven't been for ages

0:07:36 > 0:07:38and I was thinking I could go to her.

0:07:38 > 0:07:40She's new in town, she probably needs clients,

0:07:40 > 0:07:42so why don't you give me her address...

0:07:42 > 0:07:45- Yeah. I'll ask her when I see her. - PHONE BEEPS

0:07:45 > 0:07:47Ah, she's texted me.

0:07:47 > 0:07:48She can't come.

0:07:48 > 0:07:49ALL: Aww!

0:07:49 > 0:07:52- Her sister's in town... - Can't they both come?

0:07:52 > 0:07:54No, it's just a flying visit.

0:07:54 > 0:07:57Actually, she wants me to go and meet them both. Sorry.

0:07:57 > 0:07:59That's a shame. I was really looking forward to seeing her.

0:07:59 > 0:08:02Erm, I'll get some menus. Kevin, can you come with me?

0:08:04 > 0:08:07She sounds really nice. Have you got any pictures?

0:08:07 > 0:08:10What do you think you're doing? Stop interrogating the poor guy.

0:08:10 > 0:08:12I'm not. I'm just testing evidence.

0:08:12 > 0:08:14Look, if his girlfriend ever does turn up,

0:08:14 > 0:08:16I'll be the first to admit I was wrong, OK?

0:08:18 > 0:08:20- Look! - What's she doing with you?

0:08:20 > 0:08:24- I really don't know, mate! - Here you go.

0:08:25 > 0:08:28I'm seeing a message for someone.

0:08:28 > 0:08:32I'm seeing the letter K.

0:08:33 > 0:08:35Katherine, maybe?

0:08:35 > 0:08:37No.

0:08:37 > 0:08:38K...

0:08:38 > 0:08:39K-E.

0:08:40 > 0:08:42Kerry?

0:08:42 > 0:08:44Kelly.

0:08:44 > 0:08:47- That's me! - Come to the stage, Kelly, love.

0:08:51 > 0:08:54Come on. Here we go. Sit in this chair.

0:08:54 > 0:08:56That's it.

0:08:58 > 0:09:00Give me your hands, Kelly, love.

0:09:02 > 0:09:03Close your eyes.

0:09:07 > 0:09:10Your mother, Dawn...

0:09:11 > 0:09:15She loved you very much.

0:09:15 > 0:09:16Yeah.

0:09:17 > 0:09:19She wants you to know...

0:09:20 > 0:09:22..how happy she is.

0:09:23 > 0:09:26She's in Heaven,

0:09:26 > 0:09:28and it's so beautiful.

0:09:29 > 0:09:31She's at peace.

0:09:33 > 0:09:35She's not in pain any more.

0:09:37 > 0:09:40And she loves you as much as she ever did.

0:09:42 > 0:09:44Love doesn't die.

0:09:48 > 0:09:51- Howard, what are you drinking? - I thought I was getting these.

0:09:51 > 0:09:53No, no, I insist.

0:09:55 > 0:09:57Is there something you need to tell me?

0:09:57 > 0:10:00We want to know who's been prescribing the most antibiotics.

0:10:00 > 0:10:03- Well, some of us do. - Oh, that.

0:10:03 > 0:10:09Right, well, basically, Zara and Emma are both neck and neck.

0:10:09 > 0:10:10- What?- What?!

0:10:10 > 0:10:11Oh, I thought you'd be pleased.

0:10:13 > 0:10:14We can't be.

0:10:14 > 0:10:17Well, you both had time off last year - for legitimate reasons,

0:10:17 > 0:10:19so it's hard to make a direct comparison.

0:10:21 > 0:10:25What I need is a way of comparing...

0:10:25 > 0:10:27Um... I'll have a pint, please.

0:10:27 > 0:10:29G&T.

0:10:29 > 0:10:31It'll help me cope with the suspense...

0:10:31 > 0:10:33- Emma?- Whisky, please.

0:10:35 > 0:10:39Yes, I'm seeing a message for someone.

0:10:39 > 0:10:41I'm seeing the letter S.

0:10:42 > 0:10:45S...Y...

0:10:49 > 0:10:52Well, there's only one person it can be. Sylvia!

0:10:53 > 0:10:56I always have a message for you, don't I?

0:10:56 > 0:11:01It's your sister. Maybe she's jealous that you've got a new fella!

0:11:01 > 0:11:03PSYCHIC LAUGHS

0:11:03 > 0:11:05Look, I don't know about you, but me and Mandy just came here

0:11:05 > 0:11:08to have a nice little drink, not to interrogate Al.

0:11:08 > 0:11:11- What's your problem with him? - How long have you got?

0:11:11 > 0:11:14Kevin thinks Al's girlfriend's made up.

0:11:14 > 0:11:16- Eh?- Why would he?

0:11:16 > 0:11:19To look less sad and lonely.

0:11:19 > 0:11:22- Well, he's told us loads about her. - And he showed us a picture.

0:11:22 > 0:11:24He could've got that from anywhere.

0:11:24 > 0:11:26He could've got it from an advert, a magazine, cropped it,

0:11:26 > 0:11:28scanned it into his phone.

0:11:28 > 0:11:31C'mon, look, if she's imaginary, how's she texting him?

0:11:31 > 0:11:34There must be some way of doing it. He's a geek, he'd know.

0:11:34 > 0:11:37Maybe he's got two mobile phones and he's texting himself.

0:11:39 > 0:11:41Look, none of us have ever met her, OK?

0:11:41 > 0:11:45Even like today, when she's supposed to turn up, she doesn't.

0:11:45 > 0:11:46There's always an excuse.

0:11:46 > 0:11:48Why go to all that trouble?

0:11:48 > 0:11:52Poor bloke. He shouldn't be embarrassed about being single.

0:11:52 > 0:11:54Look at us - we all are.

0:11:54 > 0:11:56OK. Well, let's just ask him, straight out.

0:11:56 > 0:11:58No! Please. Don't.

0:12:01 > 0:12:03What are we talking about?

0:12:03 > 0:12:05Oh, nothing. Thanks, Al.

0:12:09 > 0:12:11Well, it was so nice to see you again.

0:12:11 > 0:12:13- Thank you so much. - Thank you so much for coming.

0:12:13 > 0:12:15- And thank you. - Thank you. Very good.

0:12:15 > 0:12:18- I'll maybe see you next week. - Yeah.- Lovely.

0:12:21 > 0:12:24Oh! Do you know, I didn't think you'd come.

0:12:24 > 0:12:27- Now, did you enjoy it? - No, I did not!

0:12:28 > 0:12:32Do you know, I thought you might come with an open mind.

0:12:32 > 0:12:34You're a very spiritual person, Mrs Tembe.

0:12:34 > 0:12:37You're a Christian. You should understand.

0:12:37 > 0:12:40- I mean, we're the same. - We are not the same!

0:12:40 > 0:12:42I do not pretend to talk to the dead.

0:12:42 > 0:12:45Oh, you think I'm pretending? And how would I do that?

0:12:45 > 0:12:47Oh, it is easy.

0:12:49 > 0:12:52You get people to sign in so you know their names.

0:12:54 > 0:12:57You knew Kelly's mother's name was Dawn, because you heard me say it.

0:12:58 > 0:13:02You gather information, make guesses.

0:13:02 > 0:13:04It is all trickery!

0:13:04 > 0:13:07You are making money out of people's grief.

0:13:07 > 0:13:09And that poor girl...

0:13:09 > 0:13:13Look, I helped Kelly. Didn't you see how happy she looked?

0:13:13 > 0:13:17I know that girl. And I know that family.

0:13:17 > 0:13:19This is not the sort of help they need.

0:13:19 > 0:13:21Oh, well, what have you done for her?

0:13:21 > 0:13:25I heard you - telling her off and lecturing her.

0:13:25 > 0:13:27Do you think that's what she needs?

0:13:27 > 0:13:30I mean, all of you at that surgery, you don't have the time

0:13:30 > 0:13:33to just sit and listen.

0:13:33 > 0:13:35I do that.

0:13:35 > 0:13:40I care about people, and I use my gift to help them.

0:13:40 > 0:13:44- I mean, ask Kelly. She'll tell you. - So, why did she go?

0:13:44 > 0:13:47Well, probably because she'd got what she came for.

0:13:51 > 0:13:53She put a note in your bag. Didn't you see?

0:14:03 > 0:14:05It is addressed to her father.

0:14:06 > 0:14:09Why would she write a note to her father

0:14:09 > 0:14:11unless she was thinking of not going home...

0:14:14 > 0:14:16Oh, no, I don't think you should read that.

0:14:21 > 0:14:24"Dear Dad, I'm not coming home."

0:14:24 > 0:14:28- Oh, my... - What? What is it?

0:14:28 > 0:14:31"I know there's a Heaven now, the psychic lady said.

0:14:31 > 0:14:33"I know Mum's there.

0:14:33 > 0:14:36"I just want to be with her."

0:14:36 > 0:14:38What... What are we going to do?

0:14:38 > 0:14:40Do you still think you're helping her?

0:14:40 > 0:14:43You have probably driven her to suicide.

0:14:43 > 0:14:45I've got to try and find her, and explain...

0:14:45 > 0:14:48I have called the police.

0:14:48 > 0:14:52I don't know anyone else who would bring spreadsheets to the pub.

0:14:52 > 0:14:55Well, I've crunched the numbers, and...

0:14:55 > 0:14:58- Well?- Basically, everybody's doing an excellent job.

0:14:58 > 0:15:01Now, this exercise isn't supposed to highlight anyone who's a failure.

0:15:01 > 0:15:03Oh, Howard, for goodness sake.

0:15:03 > 0:15:06Well, allowing for time off, and various other factors,

0:15:06 > 0:15:09our most efficient prescriber is...

0:15:09 > 0:15:11Daniel.

0:15:11 > 0:15:13Daniel?

0:15:13 > 0:15:15Oh. Well done, you.

0:15:17 > 0:15:19Thanks for the pint. Thirsty work, that.

0:15:19 > 0:15:23- Cheers. - Hang on a minute.

0:15:23 > 0:15:24You knew about this.

0:15:26 > 0:15:29You've just been winding us up, haven't you?

0:15:29 > 0:15:30It was just so easy.

0:15:35 > 0:15:39Right, OK. We will do everything we can, Bill, to find Kelly.

0:15:39 > 0:15:42But we're going to need some help. Do you know what she was wearing?

0:15:43 > 0:15:44Erm...

0:15:44 > 0:15:47Yeah, she was wearing a maroon jacket.

0:15:47 > 0:15:51And a... It was a stripy top.

0:15:51 > 0:15:52And grey trousers.

0:15:52 > 0:15:56And we'll need a photograph, a recent one. Maybe a school photo?

0:15:56 > 0:16:00Yeah, a school photo. There's erm... There's one on the mantelpiece.

0:16:00 > 0:16:02OK. Had you two had a row?

0:16:03 > 0:16:04No.

0:16:04 > 0:16:07Any reason at all why she would be upset, why she would go off?

0:16:07 > 0:16:11Er.... I had a friend visiting. Liane.

0:16:12 > 0:16:15So, you have found yourself a new lady-friend.

0:16:15 > 0:16:18- No wonder your daughter was upset. - I was doing it for Kelly!

0:16:18 > 0:16:19- Really?- Partly.

0:16:21 > 0:16:26Look, I know it's too much for her.

0:16:26 > 0:16:28Housework, and everything.

0:16:28 > 0:16:30And school starts again in a month,

0:16:30 > 0:16:33and I thought, if I could find myself a new woman

0:16:33 > 0:16:34then she could take over the housework

0:16:34 > 0:16:36and look after me and Kell...

0:16:36 > 0:16:38How about trying to do this for yourself?

0:16:38 > 0:16:40OK, OK.

0:16:40 > 0:16:42Can you think of anywhere at all where she might have gone?

0:16:42 > 0:16:45- A favourite place, somewhere special? - Hmm.

0:16:45 > 0:16:50- Well, if you do think of anywhere... - There is one place. The lake.

0:16:51 > 0:16:54It's where we scattered Dawn's ashes.

0:16:54 > 0:16:57Right, well, I think me and Chris are going to order some food.

0:16:57 > 0:17:01Ah, the soggy joys of the Icon's vegetarian lasagne.

0:17:01 > 0:17:03Yeah, I had a lasagne. I know what's in it.

0:17:03 > 0:17:06SNORTS LIKE A HORSE

0:17:06 > 0:17:09- Has Jackie rung yet? - Oh. I put my phone on silent!

0:17:12 > 0:17:15"Hi, handsome. My sister's just arrived,

0:17:15 > 0:17:17"so come and join us as soon as you can."

0:17:17 > 0:17:19Oh, she who must be obeyed.

0:17:19 > 0:17:22Why don't you get them to come here? Or we can go with you.

0:17:22 > 0:17:25No, I'm afraid not, we're going to go to a members' only club.

0:17:25 > 0:17:27It's a little bit exclusive.

0:17:27 > 0:17:29I'll see you all next week.

0:17:31 > 0:17:33- Come on. Let's go. - Go where?

0:17:33 > 0:17:35Where do you think?

0:17:35 > 0:17:39- This is ridiculous. - No. This is a chance.

0:17:39 > 0:17:40Don't you want to find out, once and for all?

0:18:13 > 0:18:14Kelly?

0:18:30 > 0:18:31LOUD MUSIC PLAYS

0:18:36 > 0:18:40See? It is a private members' club. The Paradise.

0:18:40 > 0:18:41It's a strip club.

0:18:43 > 0:18:44Come on.

0:18:51 > 0:18:55I'm not talking to you. You're a pig.

0:18:55 > 0:18:58- You don't care about Mum, you don't care about me...- I do.

0:18:58 > 0:19:01I miss your mum so much, Kell.

0:19:01 > 0:19:02Every day.

0:19:02 > 0:19:05Is that why you're sleeping with someone else?!

0:19:05 > 0:19:07So you were planning to jump in?

0:19:09 > 0:19:10I can't swim.

0:19:12 > 0:19:14Kelly...

0:19:14 > 0:19:16What I said...

0:19:17 > 0:19:19It wasn't real.

0:19:20 > 0:19:23I know you're grieving.

0:19:23 > 0:19:26I said what you wanted to hear.

0:19:26 > 0:19:30You made it up? You weren't speaking to Mum at all?

0:19:30 > 0:19:33No, I...I'm sure it is true.

0:19:33 > 0:19:36She is in Heaven and she is happy.

0:19:36 > 0:19:39It's just...I didn't...

0:19:40 > 0:19:42..actually speak to her.

0:19:44 > 0:19:48What about all the other people? You gave everyone messages!

0:19:48 > 0:19:54Well, I... I see people's grief and...and pain and loneliness and...

0:19:54 > 0:19:55And I try to bring comfort, I...

0:19:57 > 0:20:00Usually it works. I never meant you to do this.

0:20:00 > 0:20:01You're a fake.

0:20:01 > 0:20:03- No!- Kelly!- No!

0:20:05 > 0:20:06LOUD MUSIC PLAYS

0:20:14 > 0:20:18He's not here. Let's go.

0:20:18 > 0:20:19Jas.

0:20:23 > 0:20:25Let's get out of here.

0:20:26 > 0:20:27Kevin!

0:20:33 > 0:20:36Well, now we know why the messages and all the other stuff

0:20:36 > 0:20:37you were getting have stopped.

0:20:37 > 0:20:40He's got himself a Jas-substitute.

0:20:40 > 0:20:43What, that girl? She doesn't look anything like me!

0:20:43 > 0:20:44She's Asian.

0:20:44 > 0:20:47What are you saying, Kevin? We all look the same?

0:20:47 > 0:20:49No. It's just now we know where he goes.

0:20:49 > 0:20:51Look, it has to be Al.

0:20:51 > 0:20:54There is no girlfriend, never was. He's been lying to us,

0:20:54 > 0:20:56- he's been lying for months. - We don't know that.

0:20:56 > 0:21:00Maybe Jackie is real, he just lied about tonight.

0:21:00 > 0:21:02What's it going to take for you to stop defending him?

0:21:02 > 0:21:05He's a perv, plain and simple. Going to a strip-club on his own...

0:21:05 > 0:21:07Oh, what, so if he was in a big leery crowd of blokes,

0:21:07 > 0:21:10if he was on a stag-do or something, that'd be all right?

0:21:10 > 0:21:12It's less creepy. It just is.

0:21:12 > 0:21:14- You need to go to the police. - No.

0:21:14 > 0:21:17You've got to stop letting him get away with this, OK,

0:21:17 > 0:21:19someone needs to have a word.

0:21:19 > 0:21:22I'm going to go back in there and have a word and tell him exactly

0:21:22 > 0:21:23- what kind of perv he is! - No, don't!

0:21:23 > 0:21:25You'll just make it worse if you go in there now,

0:21:25 > 0:21:28you might get into some stupid fight and then you'd get arrested

0:21:28 > 0:21:31and lose your job. And that's not going to help.

0:21:33 > 0:21:34I just want to go home.

0:21:35 > 0:21:39If you want to play knight in shining armour, then call us a taxi.

0:21:51 > 0:21:53You believe in Heaven, right?

0:21:53 > 0:21:56You must, you're a Christian.

0:21:56 > 0:21:58Yes. Yes, I do.

0:21:58 > 0:22:00And you believe Mum's there?

0:22:02 > 0:22:03Your mother was a good woman.

0:22:05 > 0:22:10If I jumped in the water now, would you still try and stop me?

0:22:10 > 0:22:12Yes. Yes, I would.

0:22:12 > 0:22:15You probably think suicide's a sin.

0:22:19 > 0:22:23I think it is a waste of life.

0:22:23 > 0:22:26We cannot choose when we die.

0:22:26 > 0:22:29Heaven is not a holiday destination.

0:22:29 > 0:22:32We cannot decide we want to go there because...

0:22:32 > 0:22:34Well, because it sounds nice.

0:22:34 > 0:22:41I know you think that you do not want to carry on living any more.

0:22:41 > 0:22:44But things will change. It will get easier.

0:22:45 > 0:22:48Well, grief...

0:22:48 > 0:22:51It is a long process.

0:22:51 > 0:22:55You will go through it, and when you come out you will be stronger.

0:22:58 > 0:23:01Your mother?

0:23:01 > 0:23:03She loved life.

0:23:04 > 0:23:09Even when she was dying. She fought so hard to stay alive.

0:23:09 > 0:23:10Yeah.

0:23:13 > 0:23:15She would not want you to do this.

0:23:16 > 0:23:18But I want to be with her.

0:23:18 > 0:23:21I don't want to have to wait, like, 60 years.

0:23:21 > 0:23:25I believe that she is with you, every day.

0:23:27 > 0:23:28Watching over you.

0:23:30 > 0:23:33Oh, come on.

0:23:34 > 0:23:37There. The house is all secure.

0:23:37 > 0:23:40No-one's hiding in the wardrobe. No more creepy gifts.

0:23:42 > 0:23:45- Kev, promise me something.- What?

0:23:45 > 0:23:48Don't tell Al that we saw him. Don't tell anyone at work.

0:23:48 > 0:23:50Why not? You know, perhaps Howard and the partners should know

0:23:50 > 0:23:53that they're employing a pervert!

0:23:53 > 0:23:55I think Al's vulnerable.

0:23:55 > 0:23:58So, we just let him go on stalking you?

0:23:58 > 0:24:01No. I'll handle it.

0:24:01 > 0:24:04If it is Al, I sort of feel relieved.

0:24:04 > 0:24:05He's harmless.

0:24:05 > 0:24:07He's got a good side and he's been kind to me.

0:24:07 > 0:24:10- Really? - He found me this house.

0:24:10 > 0:24:13He went round to the estate agents, got me this place

0:24:13 > 0:24:16- and it's exactly what I wanted. - Al chose this house for you

0:24:16 > 0:24:18and you don't think that's in any way creepy?

0:24:18 > 0:24:23No. It's not like that. It was a nice gesture.

0:24:23 > 0:24:25I still think of him as a friend...

0:24:25 > 0:24:27Yeah, he does really lovely friendly things

0:24:27 > 0:24:30like texting you in the middle of the night and calling you a whore...

0:24:30 > 0:24:32He didn't mean that. He was probably drunk.

0:24:35 > 0:24:38Maybe I should stay the night?

0:24:38 > 0:24:41In the spare room, obviously.

0:24:41 > 0:24:43Or maybe you could come and stay with me for a while?

0:24:43 > 0:24:47I'm a big girl, Kevin, I can look after myself.

0:24:47 > 0:24:48Anyway, you're off on holiday next week.

0:24:48 > 0:24:51Even if I did stay at yours, I'd still be alone.

0:24:51 > 0:24:53- Maybe I shouldn't go. - Don't be daft.

0:24:53 > 0:24:56I hate leaving with things the way they are.

0:24:56 > 0:24:59I do feel calmer, now that I know for sure.

0:25:00 > 0:25:02I'll call you a cab.

0:25:12 > 0:25:13There you are.

0:25:13 > 0:25:16- I put plenty of sugar in it. - Thanks, Dad.

0:25:19 > 0:25:21I've never really cooked.

0:25:21 > 0:25:24I have a simple cookery book, I will lend it to you,

0:25:24 > 0:25:26but first the washing up.

0:25:34 > 0:25:36We're going to be all right, Kell.

0:26:18 > 0:26:20- If you're pregnant, I want you off. - I like my job.

0:26:20 > 0:26:22What, more than you'd like kids?

0:26:22 > 0:26:23How about The Icon?

0:26:23 > 0:26:26It's close, we can nip down, have lunch, write a review.

0:26:26 > 0:26:28- Good idea. - Bad idea.

0:26:28 > 0:26:30- What do you do with yourself? - I'm a nurse.

0:26:30 > 0:26:33No way! I love a girl in uniform.

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