0:00:26 > 0:00:30# It's got to be-e-e-e-e-e-e
0:00:30 > 0:00:33# Perfect
0:00:33 > 0:00:37# It's got to be-e-e-e-e-e-e
0:00:37 > 0:00:39# Worth it, yeah
0:00:39 > 0:00:44# Too many people take second best
0:00:44 > 0:00:47# But I won't take anything less
0:00:47 > 0:00:50# It's got to be, yeah... #
0:00:50 > 0:00:51CAR HORN HONKS
0:00:51 > 0:00:55# Per-er-er-er-er-erfect. #
0:00:56 > 0:00:58There you are.
0:00:58 > 0:01:01Found anything interesting?
0:01:01 > 0:01:03Happiest day of your life.
0:01:04 > 0:01:06It was emotional.
0:01:08 > 0:01:12I'm sorry that I can't come with you today.
0:01:12 > 0:01:14But I could pop back at lunchtime.
0:01:14 > 0:01:16Some hot soup might be in order.
0:01:16 > 0:01:19Since when were you the type of mother to make soup?
0:01:22 > 0:01:24I've got sandwiches.
0:01:26 > 0:01:28Well, make sure you wrap up warm.
0:01:44 > 0:01:46SHE YELLS
0:01:50 > 0:01:51Good party?
0:01:51 > 0:01:53SHE GASPS Who are you?
0:01:53 > 0:01:56Sam Reid. Temporary lodger. Didn't your parents tell you?
0:01:56 > 0:02:00Probably. I never listen to what they say.
0:02:02 > 0:02:04Love the PJs.
0:02:11 > 0:02:15Sam Reid arrived last night after you went to bed.
0:02:17 > 0:02:19Clare and Martin's son.
0:02:20 > 0:02:23He's just started a PhD at the university.
0:02:23 > 0:02:27We're putting him up until he can find some digs.
0:02:27 > 0:02:29Emma, I did tell you.
0:02:29 > 0:02:30Though I don't know why I bother
0:02:30 > 0:02:33when it just goes in one ear and out the other.
0:02:33 > 0:02:35And talk of the devil.
0:02:35 > 0:02:36Should my ears be burning?
0:02:36 > 0:02:38Morning, Sam. Did you sleep well?
0:02:38 > 0:02:40Like a log. Thank you.
0:02:40 > 0:02:43Make yourself at home. This is Emma.
0:02:44 > 0:02:46Hi. Nice to meet you.
0:02:46 > 0:02:47Hi.
0:02:47 > 0:02:50- Help yourself to toast and cereal. - Thanks.
0:02:53 > 0:02:57So, tell us about your PhD, Sam. What's it in?
0:02:57 > 0:02:59Medieval history.
0:02:59 > 0:03:02"The rise of the didactic in the artes amatoriae."
0:03:02 > 0:03:04Feel free to yawn.
0:03:04 > 0:03:06Goodness.
0:03:06 > 0:03:10In that case, I don't think you'll be helping Emma with her homework.
0:03:10 > 0:03:12No chance.
0:03:12 > 0:03:13Emma's going to be a doctor.
0:03:13 > 0:03:15Good for you.
0:03:15 > 0:03:19PHONE RINGS
0:03:23 > 0:03:25# Get out of my dreams
0:03:27 > 0:03:30- # Get into my car - # Get into my car
0:03:30 > 0:03:32# Get out of my dreams
0:03:32 > 0:03:35# Get in the back seat, baby
0:03:35 > 0:03:39- # Get into my car - # Get in, yeah
0:03:39 > 0:03:43- # Get out of my mind - # Get out of my mind
0:03:43 > 0:03:45# Get into my life
0:03:45 > 0:03:48# Oooh-ooh-oooh-ooh
0:03:48 > 0:03:50- # Oh, I said hey - # Hey
0:03:50 > 0:03:52- # You - # You
0:03:52 > 0:03:55# Get into my car... #
0:03:55 > 0:03:57CAR ENGINE STARTS
0:04:03 > 0:04:05KNOCK ON DOOR
0:04:12 > 0:04:13Hi.
0:04:13 > 0:04:17Hi. You left this behind.
0:04:17 > 0:04:19Thanks. I've been looking for it.
0:04:21 > 0:04:23Are you going to ask me in?
0:04:23 > 0:04:25Sure. Sorry.
0:04:25 > 0:04:27It's a bit of a mess.
0:04:27 > 0:04:30I love what you've done with the place.
0:04:30 > 0:04:32Spike, Emma. Emma, Spike.
0:04:32 > 0:04:34- Hi.- Hi.
0:04:37 > 0:04:39Can I get you a drink?
0:04:39 > 0:04:41Better not. I've got double chemistry in half an hour
0:04:41 > 0:04:44and alcohol at lunchtime makes me woozy.
0:04:44 > 0:04:46Then we have tea or...
0:04:46 > 0:04:48Irn-Bru.
0:04:48 > 0:04:50Pass. I have to get going.
0:04:51 > 0:04:54Right. Well, thanks for this.
0:04:57 > 0:04:58And I'll see you around.
0:04:58 > 0:05:00Cool.
0:05:00 > 0:05:02When?
0:05:04 > 0:05:05Friday?
0:05:05 > 0:05:07Great.
0:05:13 > 0:05:15Are you sure you know what you're doing?
0:05:24 > 0:05:25All right?
0:05:25 > 0:05:27It's a step up from the usual.
0:05:27 > 0:05:29I'm lucky if I get a bag of chips.
0:05:29 > 0:05:31Do your parents know you're here?
0:05:34 > 0:05:35My dad thinks you're too old.
0:05:35 > 0:05:39My mum pointed out he doesn't have a leg to stand on, seeing as he's
0:05:39 > 0:05:40six years older than her.
0:05:40 > 0:05:41Plus...
0:05:43 > 0:05:45..you're a "welcome relief from the usual flotsam
0:05:45 > 0:05:47"and jetsam I bring home."
0:05:47 > 0:05:49I went through a "bad boy" phase.
0:05:49 > 0:05:50Past tense?
0:05:50 > 0:05:52Maybe it's time I grew up.
0:05:55 > 0:05:56I hope you're hungry?
0:05:56 > 0:05:58Are we having wine?
0:05:58 > 0:06:00I might get accused of corrupting you.
0:06:00 > 0:06:04Too late. Besides, I'm 16 and it's legal with a meal.
0:06:04 > 0:06:07There's lots of things you can do once you turn 16.
0:06:12 > 0:06:17SAM AND EMMA LAUGH
0:06:24 > 0:06:26EMMA: Oh. Oh.
0:06:51 > 0:06:53Hey!
0:06:53 > 0:06:55Wait up.
0:06:55 > 0:06:57I'm Chris Reid.
0:06:57 > 0:07:00You've got the same walk as your father.
0:07:00 > 0:07:02And the same jacket.
0:07:02 > 0:07:04Excuse me?
0:07:04 > 0:07:06I was with him when he bought it. 1986.
0:07:07 > 0:07:09You're a friend of his?
0:07:09 > 0:07:11Years back. We met at University.
0:07:11 > 0:07:13I'm Justin Blake.
0:07:13 > 0:07:15He's never mentioned you.
0:07:16 > 0:07:18It was a long time ago.
0:07:18 > 0:07:23I saw his obituary in the paper and wanted to pay my respects.
0:07:23 > 0:07:25Thank you. He'd appreciate that.
0:07:26 > 0:07:30What actually happened? The obituary mentioned an accident.
0:07:30 > 0:07:33It's a long story.
0:07:33 > 0:07:35I've got time, if you have.
0:07:37 > 0:07:39You don't know the half of it.
0:07:39 > 0:07:41It can be good to talk.
0:07:43 > 0:07:47Mind you, I would say that, I'm a psychiatrist.
0:07:47 > 0:07:50This is good timing. Emma has some news.
0:07:50 > 0:07:53I got an offer from Edinburgh. Two As and a B.
0:07:55 > 0:07:57Congratulations. That's brilliant..
0:07:58 > 0:08:00So, she can't afford to slack.
0:08:00 > 0:08:03This is my dream. I'm not about to mess it up.
0:08:03 > 0:08:05Glad to hear it.
0:08:05 > 0:08:08To Emma and her future.
0:08:10 > 0:08:11Emma.
0:08:19 > 0:08:21I wish we could stay like this for ever.
0:08:23 > 0:08:25I don't see why we can't.
0:08:27 > 0:08:29If you switch to Birmingham.
0:08:29 > 0:08:31I thought the whole point of University was to get
0:08:31 > 0:08:33away from your parents?
0:08:33 > 0:08:35Yes, which is why...
0:08:35 > 0:08:37I thought you could move in with me.
0:08:39 > 0:08:43Give up a place at Edinburgh? It's one of the best.
0:08:43 > 0:08:44We'll never see each other.
0:08:44 > 0:08:47It's ages away. You might have dumped me by then.
0:08:48 > 0:08:50I love you.
0:08:50 > 0:08:51I know.
0:08:51 > 0:08:54So what if I haven't?
0:08:56 > 0:08:59I can't think that far ahead. I'm 17.
0:08:59 > 0:09:03I've got five years of med school followed by hospital training.
0:09:03 > 0:09:05We don't know what's going happen.
0:09:05 > 0:09:06That's if I get in.
0:09:06 > 0:09:08My last chemistry practical was a disaster.
0:09:08 > 0:09:11If I do that in the exam I'm finished.
0:09:11 > 0:09:14I'm having to do extra lessons with Doctor Watkins.
0:09:18 > 0:09:19They assumed he had help?
0:09:20 > 0:09:22The coroner recorded an open verdict.
0:09:24 > 0:09:25He found a way.
0:09:26 > 0:09:28Sounds like Sam.
0:09:28 > 0:09:31You don't seem too surprised.
0:09:32 > 0:09:35His greatest fear was losing control.
0:09:35 > 0:09:37If he wanted something badly enough,
0:09:37 > 0:09:39he'd move heaven and earth to get it.
0:09:42 > 0:09:44How's your mum?
0:09:45 > 0:09:49Gutted, when she isn't being furious with him.
0:09:50 > 0:09:53That sounds like Emma. So they were still married?
0:09:54 > 0:09:57If you could call it a marriage.
0:09:57 > 0:10:00It wasn't exactly conventional.
0:10:00 > 0:10:02Their marriage never was conventional.
0:10:04 > 0:10:07Yeah, well it was doomed from the start by all accounts.
0:10:08 > 0:10:10Why do you say that?
0:10:17 > 0:10:19- Are you sure?- Yes.
0:10:21 > 0:10:23The tester could have been faulty.
0:10:23 > 0:10:25It wasn't faulty.
0:10:25 > 0:10:27Maybe you should get it done properly by a doctor.
0:10:27 > 0:10:29I'm top of my year in biology!
0:10:29 > 0:10:31I know the symptoms of an early pregnancy.
0:10:31 > 0:10:33Hey. Everything will be all right.
0:10:33 > 0:10:35Easy for you to say.
0:10:35 > 0:10:37I'll look after you.
0:10:38 > 0:10:41- I'm not telling my parents. - They'll have to know sometime.
0:10:41 > 0:10:44Why? It's not like I'm keeping it.
0:10:44 > 0:10:46It's not an it, it's a baby.
0:10:48 > 0:10:49It's an embryo.
0:10:49 > 0:10:51Our embryo.
0:10:52 > 0:10:54Since when were you anti abortion?
0:10:54 > 0:10:58I'm not, I wasn't till now. But it's ours.
0:10:58 > 0:11:01I can't stand the thought of destroying it
0:11:01 > 0:11:03and if I feel like this, how are going to feel
0:11:03 > 0:11:04when it's growing inside you.
0:11:04 > 0:11:06Don't, that's not fair.
0:11:06 > 0:11:08You must feel a connection.
0:11:08 > 0:11:11It's the HCG and increased levels of oestrogen and progesterone.
0:11:11 > 0:11:13It's normal, it doesn't...
0:11:13 > 0:11:16This isn't about science.
0:11:16 > 0:11:17Look at me.
0:11:19 > 0:11:20Emma.
0:11:22 > 0:11:24- Do you love me?- Yes. But...
0:11:24 > 0:11:25Would you love our baby?
0:11:28 > 0:11:31- Give up medical school?- No.
0:11:31 > 0:11:34Instead of becoming a doctor and getting married
0:11:34 > 0:11:38and having babies, you're just doing it the other way round.
0:11:38 > 0:11:41This isn't an end to your ambitions, it's just a delay.
0:11:44 > 0:11:47As soon as I was old enough to do the maths, I asked them.
0:11:48 > 0:11:51Dad didn't hesitate for a second.
0:11:51 > 0:11:53Said abortion never crossed his mind.
0:11:54 > 0:11:57Then I asked my mum the same.
0:11:57 > 0:12:02She said all the right things but she couldn't look me in the eye.
0:12:02 > 0:12:06Come on, she was 17 years old. She had the world at her feet.
0:12:06 > 0:12:07Of course she considered it.
0:12:07 > 0:12:09What matters is she didn't.
0:12:09 > 0:12:11How could...?
0:12:11 > 0:12:15We talked about this. You're a bright girl.
0:12:15 > 0:12:17You know about birth control.
0:12:17 > 0:12:19And I expected better of you.
0:12:21 > 0:12:25You'll need money? Daddy and I will take care of it.
0:12:25 > 0:12:26Whatever you need...
0:12:26 > 0:12:29Emma doesn't want an abortion. Neither of us do.
0:12:32 > 0:12:35You want to give up a career in medicine for the life
0:12:35 > 0:12:37of a single teenage mother?
0:12:37 > 0:12:40She won't be single. We're going to get married.
0:12:46 > 0:12:48How will you support yourselves?
0:12:48 > 0:12:51I've bit of money my grandmother left me.
0:12:51 > 0:12:53It's not a lot, but it'll tied us over
0:12:53 > 0:12:56until I've finished my PhD and get a research fellowship.
0:12:58 > 0:13:00And medical school?
0:13:02 > 0:13:05There's no reason why she can't go as a mature student.
0:13:06 > 0:13:09I promise you. They won't lack for anything.
0:13:09 > 0:13:11Either Emma or your grandchild.
0:13:22 > 0:13:25I don't know how you can work with that music on.
0:13:25 > 0:13:28- Aren't you going to Lucy's party? - Hardly.
0:13:34 > 0:13:36Why not?
0:13:40 > 0:13:44Emma! Can you stop doing that while I'm talking to you?
0:13:44 > 0:13:46Because I've got my A levels in June
0:13:46 > 0:13:48and I'm five and a half months pregnant.
0:13:48 > 0:13:51Oh, and I'm getting married a week on Thursday.
0:13:54 > 0:13:56You know, it's not too late to change your mind.
0:13:56 > 0:13:59Er, I think it is.
0:13:59 > 0:14:01I mean, you don't have to get married.
0:14:02 > 0:14:05You still have options.
0:14:05 > 0:14:07Adoption.
0:14:07 > 0:14:11Or if you want to keep the baby, we'll do everything we can
0:14:11 > 0:14:14to support you, so you can carry on with your training.
0:14:14 > 0:14:16What about Sam?
0:14:16 > 0:14:18You tell me. Do you love him?
0:14:19 > 0:14:21Yes.
0:14:21 > 0:14:23And...?
0:14:23 > 0:14:28He's funny and kind and clever and he makes me feel safe.
0:14:30 > 0:14:32But...?
0:14:32 > 0:14:34But... I'm 17.
0:14:34 > 0:14:35I love Michael Hutchence
0:14:35 > 0:14:38but I don't think that's going to last a lifetime.
0:14:38 > 0:14:40I just don't know...
0:14:40 > 0:14:42I don't know if it's enough.
0:14:44 > 0:14:46No-one knows. But I'll tell you one thing.
0:14:48 > 0:14:51There are lots of successful marriages built on far
0:14:51 > 0:14:53shakier foundations than that.
0:14:56 > 0:14:59Daddy and I will support you, whatever decision you make.
0:15:02 > 0:15:04I haven't even got a bridesmaid.
0:15:05 > 0:15:08I don't want to walk up the aisle on my own.
0:15:08 > 0:15:10Now that, we can do something about.
0:15:11 > 0:15:14Not exactly a great start is it.
0:15:14 > 0:15:17Teenage pregnancy and a shotgun marriage.
0:15:17 > 0:15:20I'm surprised she stuck around for as long as she did.
0:15:20 > 0:15:22Your mother had a choice.
0:15:22 > 0:15:26She married your dad and had you because it's what she wanted.
0:15:26 > 0:15:28You make it sound like you were there.
0:15:28 > 0:15:33And you weren't, because the only guests at my parent's wedding
0:15:33 > 0:15:35were my godparents Lucy and...
0:15:39 > 0:15:40..Spike.
0:15:44 > 0:15:45You're Uncle Spike?
0:15:45 > 0:15:47Your dad was the only one who called me that.
0:15:47 > 0:15:51I went through a brief punk phase. The name stuck.
0:15:53 > 0:15:55Where the hell have you been?
0:15:58 > 0:16:05# I don't want half hearted love affairs
0:16:05 > 0:16:11# I need someone who really cares
0:16:12 > 0:16:19# Life is too short to play silly games
0:16:19 > 0:16:24# I've promised myself I won't do that again
0:16:26 > 0:16:33# It's got to be perfect
0:16:33 > 0:16:40# It's got to be worth it yeah
0:16:40 > 0:16:43# Too many people take second best
0:16:43 > 0:16:45Emma!
0:16:45 > 0:16:47# But I won't take anything less
0:16:47 > 0:16:50Emma! Emma!
0:16:50 > 0:16:54# Perfect. #
0:17:00 > 0:17:02Why didn't you talk to me?
0:17:02 > 0:17:05I couldn't. It was like it was happening to someone else,
0:17:05 > 0:17:08someone old enough to be married with a baby.
0:17:09 > 0:17:12You make it sound like your life's over.
0:17:12 > 0:17:14This is only the beginning.
0:17:14 > 0:17:17It isn't, it's not how I saw my future.
0:17:19 > 0:17:21How did you see it?
0:17:21 > 0:17:26Med school, career, marriage, babies.
0:17:26 > 0:17:29You'll have it, just not in that order.
0:17:29 > 0:17:32You keep saying that, but when? When the baby goes to school?
0:17:32 > 0:17:36When it leaves home? I want to be a doctor.
0:17:36 > 0:17:39I should be, I can't remember wanting anything else.
0:17:39 > 0:17:41And that's all?
0:17:41 > 0:17:44What do you mean, that's all? It's everything.
0:17:44 > 0:17:46You love me?
0:17:46 > 0:17:50Yes, but I'm 17.
0:17:50 > 0:17:53I should be out partying, not changing nappies
0:17:53 > 0:17:55and mopping up sick.
0:17:56 > 0:17:57What if...?
0:18:03 > 0:18:08I, Sam, promise you, Emma, will go to med school
0:18:08 > 0:18:10when I've finished my PhD.
0:18:11 > 0:18:15I promise to work from home and look after our baby...
0:18:17 > 0:18:20..with a bit of help from babysitters.
0:18:21 > 0:18:24I promise that in less than ten years, you will be a doctor.
0:18:27 > 0:18:33I promise to remember you're young and never try and clip your wings.
0:18:36 > 0:18:38As long as you promise me you'll always come back to me.
0:18:42 > 0:18:46You're my dad's best mate. You're my godfather.
0:18:49 > 0:18:51You bought me the red Power Ranger.
0:18:52 > 0:18:55The day your mum graduated from medical school.
0:18:58 > 0:19:01I'm surprised you remember. You can't have been more than six.
0:19:01 > 0:19:02I remember.
0:19:04 > 0:19:06They were like gold dust, every kid wanted one.
0:19:09 > 0:19:11Best present I've ever had.
0:19:13 > 0:19:15It was also the last time I ever saw you.
0:19:19 > 0:19:22I hope you believe me when I say, I deeply regret that.
0:19:25 > 0:19:26I don't get it.
0:19:28 > 0:19:31One minute you and my dad are inseparable...
0:19:32 > 0:19:35..and the next, you disappear out of our lives.
0:19:36 > 0:19:37What happened?
0:19:39 > 0:19:43Do you, Emma, take Sam to be your husband?
0:19:43 > 0:19:50Will you love, honour, and cherish him, in good times and in bad
0:19:50 > 0:19:55and do you promise to stay true to him as long as you both shall live?
0:20:01 > 0:20:03I do.
0:20:26 > 0:20:29A falling out, which escalated out of proportion.
0:20:29 > 0:20:31It was just one of those things.
0:20:34 > 0:20:36I'm sure he regretted it as much of me.
0:20:36 > 0:20:38What over?
0:20:40 > 0:20:42Nothing significant...
0:20:46 > 0:20:48..and it doesn't matter now.
0:20:48 > 0:20:51Thanks for this, I'm going to have to get going.
0:20:51 > 0:20:53Was it about mum?
0:20:53 > 0:20:54No.
0:20:56 > 0:20:58His best mate.
0:21:00 > 0:21:05Emma and I were friends, good friends but nothing more.
0:21:08 > 0:21:11Then what are you hiding? I'm not simple, mate.
0:21:13 > 0:21:15Neither was your parents' marriage.
0:21:17 > 0:21:19Seems simple enough to me.
0:21:20 > 0:21:25She had everything on her terms and he was left with the scraps.
0:21:27 > 0:21:29You see it all in black and white -
0:21:29 > 0:21:32saint and sinner, with your mum as the sinner.
0:21:32 > 0:21:34Trust me, she wasn't the only one.
0:21:34 > 0:21:37In his own way, your dad could be just as manipulative.
0:21:39 > 0:21:41Meaning?
0:21:47 > 0:21:48I came here to say my goodbyes, not...
0:21:48 > 0:21:50You can't leave it there.
0:21:51 > 0:21:53Please.
0:21:58 > 0:22:02Your dad told me something, drunk.
0:22:03 > 0:22:06Emma looks radiant. I've never seen her so happy.
0:22:07 > 0:22:12Doctor Emma Reid. My clever girl.
0:22:14 > 0:22:16We proved them wrong.
0:22:16 > 0:22:19All the doubters who said it would never last.
0:22:19 > 0:22:20Well, here we are.
0:22:20 > 0:22:25We've got each other, we've got our son, Emma's got her career.
0:22:25 > 0:22:27My conscience is clear.
0:22:29 > 0:22:31Says the man with something on his conscience.
0:22:34 > 0:22:38- Are you having an affair?- No.
0:22:38 > 0:22:40If there's something you want off your chest,
0:22:40 > 0:22:42you know you can trust me.
0:22:44 > 0:22:46Emma can't know.
0:23:10 > 0:23:13I need the bathroom. Two minutes.
0:23:13 > 0:23:16Johnny's in my bag.
0:23:23 > 0:23:27- Emma doesn't know? - No and she never will.
0:23:29 > 0:23:32I'm telling you because... because you'd understand.
0:23:32 > 0:23:34Understand?
0:23:34 > 0:23:35It was a one off, a moment of madness.
0:23:35 > 0:23:37I didn't think anything would happen.
0:23:37 > 0:23:38You put a hole in the condom,
0:23:38 > 0:23:40what did you think the end result would be?
0:23:40 > 0:23:43- The end result was our beautiful son.- That isn't a justification.
0:23:43 > 0:23:45The end justified the means. I got what I wanted.
0:23:45 > 0:23:48She got what she wanted. Look at us, we're happy.
0:23:48 > 0:23:51Is that why you tolerate Emma's dalliances?
0:23:51 > 0:23:54- You think I didn't know?- Dalliances.
0:23:54 > 0:23:57Your word. A brief or casual involvement.
0:23:57 > 0:24:01What I couldn't understand is why you put up with them.
0:24:01 > 0:24:02Now I see.
0:24:02 > 0:24:05- It's guilt. - I don't want your psycho-analysis.
0:24:05 > 0:24:08What do you want? If it's absolution, I can't give you that.
0:24:08 > 0:24:10Only Emma can, when you tell her the truth.
0:24:10 > 0:24:13After all this time, what good will that do?
0:24:13 > 0:24:16Because otherwise, your entire marriage is based on a lie.
0:24:19 > 0:24:22Look who snuck downstairs to join the party.
0:24:22 > 0:24:24I'll take him up. Come on, big fella.
0:24:24 > 0:24:28- Say good night to Uncle Spike. - Night, night, Uncle Spike.
0:24:30 > 0:24:33We never mentioned it again and after that, he froze me out.
0:24:35 > 0:24:40Maybe he was scared I'd let slip to Emma.
0:24:40 > 0:24:41Maybe I let him down.
0:24:42 > 0:24:45He wanted me to condone what he'd done.
0:24:45 > 0:24:47That was down to me.
0:24:49 > 0:24:53You expect me to believe that my dad was capable of that?
0:24:55 > 0:24:58An act of madness. In the heat of the moment?
0:24:58 > 0:24:59We've all been there.
0:25:01 > 0:25:04Although usually without such permanent consequences.
0:25:06 > 0:25:09Why are you telling me this, after all this time?
0:25:11 > 0:25:13Because I can, because he's gone.
0:25:15 > 0:25:16Now it's you and your mum.
0:25:18 > 0:25:21And I can see her being crushed under his pedestal.
0:25:21 > 0:25:24You don't know anything about me.
0:25:24 > 0:25:26I knew him as well as anyone
0:25:26 > 0:25:29and if you think things have always been on your mums terms,
0:25:29 > 0:25:33then you underestimate just how manipulative he could be.
0:25:33 > 0:25:36Believe me, he was the type of person
0:25:36 > 0:25:39who always got what he wanted.
0:25:53 > 0:25:55Hi.
0:25:55 > 0:25:57All right?
0:25:57 > 0:25:59- How did it go?- Fine.
0:26:01 > 0:26:05I'm going to try and get there myself this weekend.
0:26:05 > 0:26:07Yes!
0:26:07 > 0:26:09Oh, come on.
0:26:10 > 0:26:13You were right, by the way.
0:26:13 > 0:26:18He used me. Manipulated me to end his life.
0:26:21 > 0:26:23Yes.
0:26:24 > 0:26:25Can I ask you a question?
0:26:27 > 0:26:28Anything.
0:26:28 > 0:26:32If you could turn back time, would you do anything differently?
0:26:35 > 0:26:36Not a thing.
0:26:37 > 0:26:39What's all this about?
0:26:42 > 0:26:46Yes! Get in. It doesn't matter.
0:26:47 > 0:26:50Doesn't matter, time to move on, that's all.
0:26:53 > 0:26:57But if you're going by the kettle, mine's with a biscuit, please.
0:27:06 > 0:27:08The lengths a man will go to, to get his leg over.
0:27:08 > 0:27:10That's not what this is about.
0:27:10 > 0:27:12I know a frustrated man when I see one.
0:27:12 > 0:27:15I could have been everything to him.
0:27:15 > 0:27:17Will you go to the police?
0:27:17 > 0:27:19She's never told you, has she?
0:27:19 > 0:27:22- Told me, what? - She slept with your father.
0:27:22 > 0:27:25I don't know how much longer I can keep this going.
0:27:25 > 0:27:27Don't let me go!
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