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0:00:40 > 0:00:42I could've walked quicker.

0:00:42 > 0:00:45Walk home then, I'll race you.

0:00:45 > 0:00:47That would mean you coming out of second gear.

0:00:49 > 0:00:51Maybe we ought to both start walking more,

0:00:51 > 0:00:54- you could do with the exercise. - Here we go again!

0:00:54 > 0:00:57Middle age spread, that's what it is, and it's a devil to shift,

0:00:57 > 0:00:59it's not puppy fat.

0:00:59 > 0:01:02If you're not careful, you'll end up like an old bloater like your cousin Julie.

0:01:02 > 0:01:05She even managed to snap her gastric band.

0:01:06 > 0:01:09- Any idea when Jas'll be back? - Not yet.

0:01:09 > 0:01:12But that does need to be discussed with several other matters,

0:01:12 > 0:01:16so I thought we'd hold a partners' meeting at say 15:45?

0:01:16 > 0:01:18Oh, I can't make it until 15:46.

0:01:18 > 0:01:20That's quite acceptable.

0:01:20 > 0:01:23I must say, Howard, I was very impressed with your quick thinking last week.

0:01:23 > 0:01:26Yeah, he got the wrong man.

0:01:26 > 0:01:29Nevertheless, it was highly commendable, and very brave.

0:01:29 > 0:01:31Yes, well, when a young woman's life's at risk,

0:01:31 > 0:01:33you don't think of yourself.

0:01:33 > 0:01:34I would.

0:01:34 > 0:01:36Momentarily, of course.

0:01:36 > 0:01:38Oh, of course.

0:01:38 > 0:01:40< The nurse will see you shortly.

0:01:40 > 0:01:43I said, the nurse will see you shortly, Mr Barker.

0:01:43 > 0:01:44The nurse...

0:01:44 > 0:01:46She said the nurse will see you shortly.

0:01:46 > 0:01:49- You can sit down, love.- Thank you.

0:01:49 > 0:01:52Noreen Fullerton. 1:40, Dr Carter.

0:01:52 > 0:01:54- OK, would you like... - Now, before I forget,

0:01:54 > 0:01:57is my haemorrhoid cream down on my next repeat prescription?

0:01:57 > 0:02:00- Only my piles have been playing up like there's no tomorrow.- Mother!

0:02:01 > 0:02:05Yep. The cream's down, and Dr Carter will see you now.

0:02:07 > 0:02:10- What do you think you're doing? I want you to come in with me. - You're only having your jab.

0:02:10 > 0:02:14That's not the point! At my age you don't know what he's going to find.

0:02:16 > 0:02:18Oh! Oh, lovely.

0:02:20 > 0:02:24- OK, just hold that for me. Thank you.- Do I get a lollipop?

0:02:28 > 0:02:32Right! Anything else I can help you with you, Ms Fullerton?

0:02:32 > 0:02:37No, other than the usual, I'm fine, but I'm worried about Anita, here.

0:02:38 > 0:02:40- Why's that?- It's her weight.- Mother!

0:02:40 > 0:02:42Oh, it's no use being blinkered.

0:02:42 > 0:02:45She's been piling on the pounds like there's no tomorrow.

0:02:45 > 0:02:47- Well, I...- Is that why you got me to come in with you,

0:02:47 > 0:02:48so you could show me up?

0:02:48 > 0:02:51Well you can't go on like this, you'll pop!

0:02:51 > 0:02:55- Ms Fullerton...- For all you know, you could have diabetes,

0:02:55 > 0:02:57or a thyroid problem.

0:02:57 > 0:03:00If I sat back and did nothing, what kind of mother would that make me?

0:03:00 > 0:03:02I'm worried about you.

0:03:02 > 0:03:05I could arrange an appointment with a nurse to discuss a diet plan.

0:03:05 > 0:03:07You see, even he thinks you're overweight.

0:03:07 > 0:03:09- No, I'm not saying that.- And no,

0:03:09 > 0:03:11she's not going to be fobbed off on a nurse.

0:03:11 > 0:03:13That's why I made a double appointment with you.

0:03:13 > 0:03:15My mother thinks of everything.

0:03:15 > 0:03:18Noreen, I can't force your daughter to see me.

0:03:18 > 0:03:21That weight is bad for her health.

0:03:21 > 0:03:24I'll wait for you in reception. Thank you, Dr Carter.

0:03:28 > 0:03:31Well, we can have a chat if you like.

0:03:31 > 0:03:32It'll stop her nagging.

0:03:33 > 0:03:37I've never been a skinny ribs, but I've never been this big.

0:03:37 > 0:03:38Any aches and pains?

0:03:39 > 0:03:42But I think I might be going through the change.

0:03:42 > 0:03:43Why's that?

0:03:43 > 0:03:47My moods have been a bit up and down, and my periods have stopped.

0:03:47 > 0:03:48When did that start?

0:03:48 > 0:03:50About six or seven months ago.

0:03:50 > 0:03:53I'm 43, so I knew I was getting to an age

0:03:53 > 0:03:56when it could happen, and Mum went through an early change.

0:03:56 > 0:03:59It's just one of those things you have to accept.

0:03:59 > 0:04:00Do you mind if I examine you?

0:04:01 > 0:04:03No, of course not.

0:04:07 > 0:04:08Here.

0:04:11 > 0:04:13I could've come over to your parents'.

0:04:13 > 0:04:18I had to get out. I mean, they've been great, but...

0:04:18 > 0:04:20But they won't leave you alone?

0:04:21 > 0:04:23How are you feeling?

0:04:23 > 0:04:25OK.

0:04:25 > 0:04:26Bit wobbly.

0:04:26 > 0:04:28You getting much sleep?

0:04:30 > 0:04:32Things will get easier.

0:04:34 > 0:04:35Will they?

0:04:37 > 0:04:42All the way here in the car, I kept thinking someone was following me.

0:04:42 > 0:04:44They weren't.

0:04:44 > 0:04:46But...

0:04:46 > 0:04:51it's that constant looking over your shoulder...

0:04:51 > 0:04:53It just wears you down.

0:04:57 > 0:04:58Yeah, that's fine.

0:05:05 > 0:05:07I was thinking of joining a gym,

0:05:07 > 0:05:10but I'd be too embarrassed to come out of the changing room.

0:05:10 > 0:05:14I could buy an exercise bike, or go walking. I like walking.

0:05:14 > 0:05:15Anita, you're pregnant.

0:05:15 > 0:05:17Which is why you've put on the weight,

0:05:17 > 0:05:19and, from what you tell me, I'd say about six months.

0:05:19 > 0:05:23I need to arrange a scan and you should talk to one of the midwives.

0:05:23 > 0:05:25Pregnant?

0:05:25 > 0:05:26Yes.

0:05:26 > 0:05:27I can't be.

0:05:28 > 0:05:30There's no doubt, I'm afraid.

0:05:30 > 0:05:32I've not been in a relationship.

0:05:32 > 0:05:34Well, these things happen.

0:05:35 > 0:05:37Not to me, they don't.

0:05:38 > 0:05:41You can't have examined me properly.

0:05:41 > 0:05:43You'll have to do more tests.

0:05:43 > 0:05:45There's no doubt, I'm afraid.

0:05:45 > 0:05:47I can't be pregnant!

0:05:50 > 0:05:51Dr Carter...

0:05:52 > 0:05:54..I'm a virgin.

0:05:58 > 0:06:00I keep thinking, why me?

0:06:00 > 0:06:03What was it about me?

0:06:04 > 0:06:08You'll never know, so there's no point thinking about it.

0:06:08 > 0:06:11Everything that he's put me through.

0:06:11 > 0:06:14If you keep reliving what's happened, then he's won.

0:06:16 > 0:06:18Won what?

0:06:18 > 0:06:20Control. Control over you.

0:06:20 > 0:06:23Look, he wanted to get inside there and play games, and he has.

0:06:24 > 0:06:27Do you think he's...

0:06:27 > 0:06:28- still, do you think...- Just stop.

0:06:33 > 0:06:36I want you to move back in with me, permanently.

0:06:36 > 0:06:38- No.- Why not?

0:06:40 > 0:06:42I don't need you to look after me.

0:06:42 > 0:06:44Who says I've got time to look after you?

0:06:44 > 0:06:47I just want you to help pay half my bills!

0:06:47 > 0:06:48No, you don't.

0:06:50 > 0:06:53I'm not giving up my independence, Kevin.

0:06:53 > 0:06:58- I don't need you to protect me.- OK, OK, just don't burn your bra.

0:07:00 > 0:07:03Listen. I...I want to see Al.

0:07:03 > 0:07:05- Jas!- I need to talk to him.

0:07:07 > 0:07:09- Who's the father?- There isn't one.

0:07:09 > 0:07:12You must've realised something was wrong when your periods stopped.

0:07:12 > 0:07:14- I did, but...- Anita thought.

0:07:14 > 0:07:17This is my fault, I should've told her about the birds and the bees.

0:07:17 > 0:07:20Don't be silly, Mother, I know what you have to do to have a baby.

0:07:20 > 0:07:22Don't you just.

0:07:22 > 0:07:25I'll ask you again - who's the father?

0:07:25 > 0:07:28I've never had sex so I can't be pregnant!

0:07:28 > 0:07:31Oh, where did you get that from then? The pixies?

0:07:31 > 0:07:34You've misdiagnosed me, you should be struck off for this.

0:07:34 > 0:07:37Anita, I know you're finding it hard to accept.

0:07:37 > 0:07:40Would it help if you listened to the baby's heart?

0:07:40 > 0:07:42SHE GROANS

0:07:43 > 0:07:45You can take that as a "no"!

0:08:02 > 0:08:04Are we going to stand here like lemons, or should we sit down?

0:08:11 > 0:08:13Thank you for meeting us.

0:08:13 > 0:08:14Sure.

0:08:15 > 0:08:16How's the ankle?

0:08:16 > 0:08:19Oh, yeah, it's all right.

0:08:19 > 0:08:22What about you? How are you?

0:08:22 > 0:08:23Yeah, I'm fine.

0:08:25 > 0:08:28- So, who are you spying on now? - Kevin.

0:08:33 > 0:08:34It's a job site.

0:08:36 > 0:08:37Time to move on.

0:08:40 > 0:08:43Sounds to me like she doesn't want her mother to know she's had sex.

0:08:43 > 0:08:47- She's 43.- She's 43 and she hasn't had sex?- She says not.

0:08:47 > 0:08:49I've had patients before who say they can't be pregnant,

0:08:49 > 0:08:52but never one who insists she's a virgin.

0:08:52 > 0:08:54- Mental health problems? - Well, no history.

0:08:54 > 0:08:56Maybe she's got an aversion to be being pregnant,

0:08:56 > 0:08:58or she didn't like the sex part.

0:08:58 > 0:09:01- Or she was so drunk she doesn't remember?- She doesn't drink.

0:09:01 > 0:09:04Well, as soon as the bump starts to show, it'll soon jog her memory.

0:09:04 > 0:09:06There's already a bump - she's six months.

0:09:06 > 0:09:09It could be somebody that her mother doesn't approve of.

0:09:09 > 0:09:12One thing's for sure though, can't be a pregnant virgin.

0:09:14 > 0:09:17- Is she on any medication?- No.

0:09:17 > 0:09:19- Local?- Brampton area.

0:09:19 > 0:09:20What's her name?

0:09:20 > 0:09:21Anita Warronson. Why?

0:09:21 > 0:09:22Just wondering.

0:09:26 > 0:09:28What are you doing that for?

0:09:28 > 0:09:30It's already been confirmed by the doctor.

0:09:30 > 0:09:32He's wrong.

0:09:32 > 0:09:34The proof's in the pudding, my girl.

0:09:34 > 0:09:38If I'd had sex, I'd own up! Why wouldn't I?

0:09:38 > 0:09:40For one, it'd get you off my back.

0:09:40 > 0:09:43I've heard you on the phone to Auntie Flo.

0:09:43 > 0:09:44We were only teasing.

0:09:44 > 0:09:49Yeah, it's at my expense. And it hurts, Mother.

0:09:49 > 0:09:50SHE LAUGHS WITH DELIGHT

0:09:50 > 0:09:54See! I told you! I knew it was negative.

0:09:54 > 0:09:55I knew it would be negative.

0:09:59 > 0:10:00Negative.

0:10:03 > 0:10:06I came because I wanted to thank you...

0:10:06 > 0:10:07for finding him.

0:10:09 > 0:10:11Well, like minds.

0:10:12 > 0:10:13And I was wrong.

0:10:15 > 0:10:17You're not like him at all.

0:10:21 > 0:10:23Kev, can you get us a drink?

0:10:23 > 0:10:25Waitress can get 'em.

0:10:29 > 0:10:30Fine.

0:10:35 > 0:10:37How are you really feeling?

0:10:38 > 0:10:42Don't worry about me, let's just think about you, eh?

0:10:43 > 0:10:48I'm the one getting all the sympathy, but you're the one he tied up and doused in petrol.

0:10:50 > 0:10:54You know, if you hadn't stopped me, I'd have pulled that trigger.

0:10:54 > 0:10:58No, no. You were traumatised.

0:10:58 > 0:11:00I would've gone through with it.

0:11:00 > 0:11:01That is nonsense, Jas.

0:11:03 > 0:11:07If you'd have wanted to kill him, you wouldn't have listened to me.

0:11:07 > 0:11:10You stopped yourself because you knew it was wrong.

0:11:12 > 0:11:14You're a good person, Jas.

0:11:21 > 0:11:23Negative, Doctor, see?

0:11:23 > 0:11:27Negative. You would think with your years of experience...

0:11:27 > 0:11:30Anita, Anita. Tests at this late stage are meaningless.

0:11:30 > 0:11:33You could be in labour and it would still be negative.

0:11:33 > 0:11:35Come through to my consulting room.

0:11:39 > 0:11:42- Sorry to be such a nuisance. - You're not.

0:11:47 > 0:11:49It can't be a baby.

0:11:49 > 0:11:51Right.

0:11:51 > 0:11:53I'm not losing my marbles, I don't think it's an alien or anything.

0:11:53 > 0:11:58Anita, sometimes we do things we'd rather forget.

0:11:58 > 0:12:01There's nothing to forget, nothing's happened!

0:12:01 > 0:12:05You have to accept that intercourse has taken place.

0:12:05 > 0:12:07My last boyfriend was four years ago,

0:12:07 > 0:12:09and the furthest he ever got was a kiss and cuddle.

0:12:11 > 0:12:14I wanted a husband and a family more than anything.

0:12:14 > 0:12:17Well, life rarely goes in the direction one hopes.

0:12:17 > 0:12:22When my periods stopped, I thought, that's it Anita, your time's up.

0:12:22 > 0:12:24It was like a slap in the face...

0:12:26 > 0:12:28accepting that I'll never have children.

0:12:29 > 0:12:31Then this.

0:12:32 > 0:12:34But how?

0:12:35 > 0:12:37Excellent. Friday.

0:12:37 > 0:12:41I'll confirm by email. Yes, I'll ask the lads at work.

0:12:41 > 0:12:43Thank you. Goodbye.

0:12:46 > 0:12:47KNOCK AT DOOR

0:12:51 > 0:12:52I really think Zara ought to be here.

0:12:52 > 0:12:55Oh, it's all very informal, just an update. Have you seen...

0:12:55 > 0:12:57Sorry I'm late. Tricky patient.

0:12:58 > 0:13:02There you go. There's a copy for Zara.

0:13:02 > 0:13:04Latest figures. All good news.

0:13:04 > 0:13:05Music to my ears.

0:13:05 > 0:13:07Patient numbers and practice earnings are up.

0:13:07 > 0:13:10All thanks to you running a tight ship.

0:13:10 > 0:13:12A better period of staff stability has helped.

0:13:12 > 0:13:14Not today, we're four doctors down.

0:13:14 > 0:13:17Point taken. Zara and Kevin will be back tomorrow.

0:13:17 > 0:13:19Any news on Jas and Al?

0:13:19 > 0:13:21Jas will be staying at her parents', and I'm sure

0:13:21 > 0:13:24we all agree that she can have as much time off as she needs.

0:13:24 > 0:13:28- Definitely.- As far as Al is concerned, he will be back at the end of the week.

0:13:28 > 0:13:30It won't be easy.

0:13:30 > 0:13:33Realistically, will we really expect them to work together?

0:13:33 > 0:13:35He had a crush and took it too far,

0:13:35 > 0:13:37but he's not responsible for what happened to Jas.

0:13:37 > 0:13:39He was a victim as well.

0:13:39 > 0:13:43I'll monitor the situation. Only time will tell.

0:13:50 > 0:13:52What are you doing?

0:13:52 > 0:13:53Right, which hand?

0:13:55 > 0:13:56Wa-hey!

0:13:56 > 0:13:58Oh. Where's that gone?

0:13:58 > 0:14:00- Have you not got anything better to do?- Well, hang on!

0:14:00 > 0:14:03This could be the winning trick at the talent contest.

0:14:03 > 0:14:05What's that when it's at home?

0:14:05 > 0:14:07My mother's come up with the idea of a talent contest to raise

0:14:07 > 0:14:09some money for the youth club.

0:14:09 > 0:14:11Have you got any hidden talents?

0:14:11 > 0:14:13Not that I'd tell you about.

0:14:13 > 0:14:15Have you got something behind your...

0:14:15 > 0:14:17Hey!

0:14:17 > 0:14:18Oh! Is it your birthday?

0:14:20 > 0:14:23Feels a bit squidgy, but with a hard centre.

0:14:23 > 0:14:24Give it here.

0:14:26 > 0:14:28Ah, Jimmi, just the man. You like keeping fit.

0:14:28 > 0:14:31The Letherbridge Fitness Corps are looking for members

0:14:31 > 0:14:33to swell their ranks - fancy joining me on Friday?

0:14:33 > 0:14:37- What, like running and climbing and scrambling under nets, that kind of thing?- Yes.- No!

0:14:37 > 0:14:40I don't suppose you fancy it?

0:14:40 > 0:14:41No, I didn't think so.

0:14:41 > 0:14:44Yeah, yeah, go on, put my name down.

0:14:44 > 0:14:47Really? Good man! Why don't you text Kevin?

0:14:47 > 0:14:49The more the merrier.

0:14:49 > 0:14:53How do you deal with a patient who's pregnant who says she's never had sex?

0:14:58 > 0:15:02It could be that someone has had sex with her without her knowledge or without her consent.

0:15:08 > 0:15:11You asked me for Anita's name, and where she lived.

0:15:11 > 0:15:12Why was that?

0:15:12 > 0:15:15Yeah I....I wanted to check against a list at the station.

0:15:15 > 0:15:16What for?

0:15:16 > 0:15:19You said she lived in the Brampton area so I needed to find out

0:15:19 > 0:15:21if she'd ever had medication delivered by the Brampton Road

0:15:21 > 0:15:24pharmacy, but it turns out there were no Warronsons on the list.

0:15:24 > 0:15:26Anita may not use the pharmacy, but her mother,

0:15:26 > 0:15:29Noreen Fullerton, certainly does.

0:15:30 > 0:15:31Jimmi?

0:15:35 > 0:15:38I'd like to ask you a few questions, if I may.

0:15:38 > 0:15:39Oh, hello. Dr Carter!

0:15:39 > 0:15:41Hello. Thank you.

0:15:46 > 0:15:47Fire away.

0:15:50 > 0:15:54Can you think back to the time before your periods stopped?

0:15:58 > 0:16:02My diary. She doesn't keep one. It might help jog your memory.

0:16:02 > 0:16:03Did you have any visitors?

0:16:05 > 0:16:07Oh, only mum's hairdresser.

0:16:07 > 0:16:10Oh, no, you put her off, don't you remember?

0:16:10 > 0:16:14I wasn't feeling well. I was in bed for a good two weeks, some kind of virus.

0:16:14 > 0:16:17Dr Carmichael came out to see me.

0:16:17 > 0:16:19Did she prescribe anything?

0:16:19 > 0:16:22Antibiotics for my chest infection.

0:16:22 > 0:16:24And how did you get the prescription?

0:16:24 > 0:16:27Well, the pharmacy had them dropped off, like they do it with all my medication.

0:16:27 > 0:16:30Well, you seem more interested in what happened to my mother.

0:16:30 > 0:16:33Were you here when the medication was delivered?

0:16:33 > 0:16:36Bob, the delivery man, his car had broken down,

0:16:36 > 0:16:38so I offered him a cup of tea.

0:16:39 > 0:16:40Did he stay long?

0:16:43 > 0:16:45I can't remember.

0:16:47 > 0:16:49Do you remember him leaving?

0:16:51 > 0:16:54It's about time you told us what this is about.

0:16:56 > 0:16:58I think he may have taken advantage of you.

0:16:58 > 0:17:01- You need to talk to the police.- Why?

0:17:01 > 0:17:05Stop beating about the bush and tell her straight.

0:17:05 > 0:17:07I'm sorry, Anita,

0:17:07 > 0:17:09I think you may have been raped.

0:17:13 > 0:17:15Thanks again for everything.

0:17:18 > 0:17:23I...I want you to know that I don't have a problem working with you again.

0:17:24 > 0:17:27Yeah, me neither. As long as you keep your distance.

0:17:27 > 0:17:31I think it might be just time to find another job.

0:17:31 > 0:17:34Well, they're not that easy to come by at the moment.

0:17:34 > 0:17:35We're both professionals,

0:17:35 > 0:17:39I'm sure we can overcome what's happened. I know we can.

0:17:39 > 0:17:41Well, we'll see.

0:17:44 > 0:17:45Bye.

0:17:47 > 0:17:49Look after that ankle, yeah?

0:17:54 > 0:17:57Robert Bosman has been charged with the rape of several women

0:17:57 > 0:17:59and is due in court shortly,

0:17:59 > 0:18:04and the police fear that other women may also be his victims.

0:18:04 > 0:18:06Surely the women must've known!

0:18:06 > 0:18:08Unfortunately not.

0:18:08 > 0:18:12He used a powerful date rape drug and he was only caught when

0:18:12 > 0:18:16one of the husbands of one of the victims came home early from work.

0:18:16 > 0:18:20The filthy... If I could get my hands on him, I'd...

0:18:20 > 0:18:24Raped? I can't remember anything.

0:18:24 > 0:18:26Nothing. I can't remember!

0:18:27 > 0:18:28I'm so sorry.

0:18:28 > 0:18:30She wants an abortion.

0:18:30 > 0:18:34I'm afraid that's impossible at this late stage of the pregnancy.

0:18:34 > 0:18:36Well, then, it'll have to be adopted.

0:18:36 > 0:18:38As soon as it's born, she wants it taken away.

0:18:38 > 0:18:41Stop it, Mother, stop it!

0:18:41 > 0:18:44You'll need to make a statement to the police.

0:18:44 > 0:18:49And you may want to do some DNA tests when the baby's born.

0:18:51 > 0:18:54I can contact the police for you now, if you like?

0:18:56 > 0:18:59- Counselling is...- I'd like to be left alone now, please.

0:18:59 > 0:19:02- Well, I...- That goes for you too, Mother.

0:19:02 > 0:19:03I'm not leaving you alone.

0:19:03 > 0:19:09For once, just once, Mum, please...please just leave me alone.

0:19:23 > 0:19:26You need to get some proper sleep.

0:19:26 > 0:19:28It's all right, I feel better now.

0:19:31 > 0:19:34I suppose I'd better go.

0:19:34 > 0:19:36Give me a call when you get home.

0:19:36 > 0:19:38'Don't talk to any strangers on the way!'

0:19:38 > 0:19:40Just do as you're told.

0:19:40 > 0:19:41Bye.

0:19:41 > 0:19:42OK, bye.

0:19:55 > 0:19:58- Do you want me to walk you to your car?- No. Um...

0:19:58 > 0:20:02Kevin, I can't stay at my parents' forever,

0:20:02 > 0:20:05and I can't go back to that house.

0:20:05 > 0:20:08So... I do feel safe at yours.

0:20:09 > 0:20:11Can I change my mind, and stay, please?

0:20:11 > 0:20:12Course you can.

0:20:13 > 0:20:15Come here.

0:20:16 > 0:20:18Can I have the bigger bedroom?

0:20:18 > 0:20:20No, you can't!

0:20:20 > 0:20:22And no nicking my socks

0:20:22 > 0:20:26or drinking my milk, and the end of the toilet roll goes in the bin,

0:20:26 > 0:20:29and it's your turn to cook and I don't want pasta...

0:20:34 > 0:20:36Thanks.

0:20:36 > 0:20:40I hope Dr Carter didn't think me rude, sending him off like that.

0:20:40 > 0:20:43Oh, he understands, love. He said ring him anytime.

0:20:46 > 0:20:48Police should be here soon.

0:20:52 > 0:20:55I thought we might go on a nice holiday.

0:20:55 > 0:20:57Well, not now, obviously, but...

0:20:57 > 0:21:02when you've when you've had that, and it's all over and done with.

0:21:04 > 0:21:09It's not a "that" or a "thing" or an "it".

0:21:09 > 0:21:11It's a baby.

0:21:14 > 0:21:17DOORBELL RINGS

0:21:21 > 0:21:25Anita's through there, just...just go on through.

0:21:28 > 0:21:30HE SIGHS

0:21:42 > 0:21:44Yeah?

0:22:02 > 0:22:06Well, the... the lady officer was very nice.

0:22:06 > 0:22:09They both were. Very helpful.

0:22:12 > 0:22:15Anita, I don't know what to say.

0:22:15 > 0:22:18I better get some work done. I've got those accounts for Mr Green.

0:22:18 > 0:22:21How can you work at a time like this?

0:22:21 > 0:22:23Life goes on.

0:22:23 > 0:22:24At least he's been caught.

0:22:26 > 0:22:29Most women in my shoes have been through far worse.

0:22:29 > 0:22:32You're carrying the baby of a rapist. How much worse can it get?

0:22:35 > 0:22:37I'll phone Dr Carter in the morning

0:22:37 > 0:22:39- and see what needs to done about the adoption.- No.

0:22:39 > 0:22:42Well, you can do it, then.

0:22:42 > 0:22:44I'm not ringing him.

0:22:44 > 0:22:46Anita, don't even think about it.

0:22:46 > 0:22:48Would it be so awful?

0:22:48 > 0:22:50Yes, it would.

0:22:51 > 0:22:52The baby's innocent.

0:22:57 > 0:23:00What are you going to do, stand up in court and say,

0:23:00 > 0:23:03"Oh yes, Your Honour, that man raped me, but I'm keeping his child."

0:23:03 > 0:23:04I mean, what will they think?

0:23:04 > 0:23:07Quite frankly, I don't care. I'm not the one on trial.

0:23:07 > 0:23:09Oh, Anita.

0:23:09 > 0:23:12Every time you saw this baby, it would remind you of him.

0:23:12 > 0:23:13How can you live like that?

0:23:13 > 0:23:15I look like my dad.

0:23:15 > 0:23:19That's different. And what about the man who did this to you?

0:23:19 > 0:23:22I mean, what if he decides he wants to see his baby?

0:23:24 > 0:23:26I'll cross that bridge when I come to it.

0:23:26 > 0:23:28This baby will bring you nothing but trouble.

0:23:28 > 0:23:32This baby's done nothing wrong. We're both victims.

0:23:34 > 0:23:37I was four years old when Dad walked out.

0:23:37 > 0:23:40You hated him for being a liar and a cheat,

0:23:40 > 0:23:44you even went back to using your maiden name,

0:23:44 > 0:23:47but you never blamed me for what my dad did.

0:23:47 > 0:23:49Why would I? it wasn't your fault.

0:23:55 > 0:23:57This afternoon I felt the baby move.

0:24:00 > 0:24:04I felt it earlier in the week, but I thought it was wind.

0:24:07 > 0:24:10I can just about get through what happened.

0:24:10 > 0:24:12I'm grateful I don't remember it.

0:24:14 > 0:24:18But I know I'd never get over giving my baby away.

0:24:20 > 0:24:22Sounds like you've made your mind up.

0:24:23 > 0:24:25Maybe I have...

0:24:26 > 0:24:29..but I can't do this on my own.

0:24:29 > 0:24:31When have I ever done that?

0:24:34 > 0:24:38If you want to keep this baby, then it'll be my grandchild.

0:24:39 > 0:24:42And I won't love it any less than I've loved you.

0:24:42 > 0:24:45ANITA SOBS

0:25:16 > 0:25:18KNOCK AT THE DOOR

0:25:22 > 0:25:24I thought everybody had gone home.

0:25:24 > 0:25:28Have you, um, got a leave form?

0:25:35 > 0:25:36Ta.

0:25:36 > 0:25:38- Have you got a pen?- No!

0:25:38 > 0:25:41No, no, no, I haven't got one. Do it at home.

0:25:41 > 0:25:45And could you pass on the message that I'm not to be disturbed,

0:25:45 > 0:25:50please, I've got some very important work to do.

0:25:50 > 0:25:52Erm...sure.

0:26:06 > 0:26:08LOCK CLICKS

0:26:26 > 0:26:28Pow!

0:26:33 > 0:26:34Good night so far?

0:26:34 > 0:26:36It's just got better!

0:26:37 > 0:26:41This is Mr Cummins. Jade'll look after you, won't you, love?

0:26:41 > 0:26:45Selling yourself to those perverts. Like you're a piece of meat.

0:26:45 > 0:26:47Well, what else have I got to sell, eh?

0:26:47 > 0:26:49You just behave yourself, all right?

0:26:49 > 0:26:50And what if I don't?

0:26:51 > 0:26:53It'll end in tears, cos this is Letherbridge,

0:26:53 > 0:26:55not Afghanistan.

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