0:00:28 > 0:00:30HE SIGHS
0:00:30 > 0:00:32MUSIC: "One" by Three Dog Night
0:00:33 > 0:00:37# One is the loneliest number that you'll ever do... #
0:00:37 > 0:00:41- Marilyn. Can you sign this for me, please?- Oh, sure.
0:00:41 > 0:00:44# Two can be as bad as one
0:00:44 > 0:00:47# It's the loneliest number since the number one... #
0:00:50 > 0:00:52Look at that.
0:00:58 > 0:01:01I want an appointment with Nurse Marquez. Is she in?
0:01:01 > 0:01:04Yes, but she has a very busy clinic this morning.
0:01:04 > 0:01:05Is it an emergency?
0:01:05 > 0:01:08- If it is for the baby, then... - No, it's for me.
0:01:08 > 0:01:10I'll wait if I have to, but I want to see her.
0:01:10 > 0:01:13As I said, she is fully booked...
0:01:13 > 0:01:17but Dr Carmichael has had a cancellation although
0:01:17 > 0:01:19she is running a little late but...
0:01:19 > 0:01:22No. Thank you. Tell Mandy it's me, Rachel Fuller.
0:01:22 > 0:01:23Please?
0:01:26 > 0:01:30If you come back after morning surgery,
0:01:30 > 0:01:31I will see what I can do.
0:01:31 > 0:01:33Thanks.
0:01:33 > 0:01:38It's OK, we're old colleagues, he's expecting me. Through here?
0:01:38 > 0:01:40Howard!
0:01:40 > 0:01:42Marilyn?
0:01:42 > 0:01:46Can you tell her I'm not a security risk, we're like, sort of, family.
0:01:46 > 0:01:47- It's fine.- OK.
0:01:49 > 0:01:50"Sort of family"?
0:01:50 > 0:01:57Well, medically speaking, at the PCT, sorry CCG,
0:01:57 > 0:01:59PCT when we ruled the roost.
0:01:59 > 0:02:01How are you?
0:02:01 > 0:02:02Mm.
0:02:02 > 0:02:06Whereas you, Mr Bellamy, are looking very...
0:02:06 > 0:02:09still got creases in all the right places.
0:02:09 > 0:02:12I bumped into Crazy Cat Woman the other day.
0:02:12 > 0:02:13Crazy...?
0:02:13 > 0:02:14Ah, Valerie!
0:02:14 > 0:02:16She said you hadn't changed a bit,
0:02:16 > 0:02:21but, actually, I'd say, perhaps even more distinguished.
0:02:21 > 0:02:25Well, you know her, she's probably been on the catnip!
0:02:25 > 0:02:28I saw Emma Reid works here now?
0:02:28 > 0:02:32Confidentially, I always thought you had a bit of a twinkle for her.
0:02:32 > 0:02:35So, is this a social call or just business?
0:02:35 > 0:02:37Not that it isn't nice to see you.
0:02:37 > 0:02:40I was hoping to pick your brains about something.
0:02:40 > 0:02:43I need an expert opinion.
0:02:44 > 0:02:47Are you chained to this place? Care for a nibble?
0:02:47 > 0:02:49On me...?
0:02:51 > 0:02:54Mrs Fuller, I have spoken to Nurse Marquez.
0:02:54 > 0:02:56Will she see me today? Do I have to come back?
0:02:56 > 0:02:59She's had a cancellation. Please take a seat.
0:02:59 > 0:03:00She will see you as soon as she can.
0:03:00 > 0:03:02Thank you, so much.
0:03:09 > 0:03:11Barry McClain?
0:03:12 > 0:03:14Barry!
0:03:16 > 0:03:17Hello.
0:03:19 > 0:03:24How easily can someone re-enlist in the Army?
0:03:24 > 0:03:27Well, it depends. Who are we talking about?
0:03:27 > 0:03:29My son, Bailey...?
0:03:29 > 0:03:32He joined up, and then they allowed him to come home
0:03:32 > 0:03:34because I was ill.
0:03:34 > 0:03:37- Oh. - I had cancer.
0:03:37 > 0:03:41I had the op, the treatment, bought the T-shirt, moved on.
0:03:41 > 0:03:42I'm sorry.
0:03:42 > 0:03:45No-one never tells you having a serious illness can be boring.
0:03:45 > 0:03:49Sitting around, waiting for results, and treatment.
0:03:49 > 0:03:52So, his regiment allowed Bailey to take compassionate leave?
0:03:52 > 0:03:57No. He left. There was no-one else who could help.
0:03:57 > 0:03:59It was just him and me versus the world.
0:03:59 > 0:04:01Bit selfish of me, really.
0:04:01 > 0:04:03No. Not at all.
0:04:03 > 0:04:07Thing is, I'm worried. I'm sure he's got PTSD.
0:04:07 > 0:04:08Did he see active service?
0:04:08 > 0:04:13No, but can you get it in relation to cancer survivors?
0:04:13 > 0:04:17He's had no direction since, he just slobs around the house.
0:04:17 > 0:04:20Don't get me wrong, he's not scrounging off me or anything.
0:04:20 > 0:04:24- But...? - He's just lost his ambition.
0:04:24 > 0:04:27I thought once I was well enough to go back to work,
0:04:27 > 0:04:32he'd pick himself up and get motivated, but nothing.
0:04:32 > 0:04:33Well, I can talk to his old CO.
0:04:33 > 0:04:36Find out what they'd do if he wants to re-join.
0:04:36 > 0:04:38That'd be fantastic. Thank you.
0:04:40 > 0:04:41So, how have you been?
0:04:43 > 0:04:45- Oh, come on now. - I can't do it any more.
0:04:45 > 0:04:47You're still struggling?
0:04:47 > 0:04:49It's got worse. I can't bear the pain.
0:04:49 > 0:04:52I'm sure he's not getting a proper feed.
0:04:52 > 0:04:54He doesn't look malnourished, Rachel.
0:04:54 > 0:04:56I'm not just saying that.
0:04:56 > 0:04:59Sorry, it's not that, I'm so tired I can't even think straight.
0:04:59 > 0:05:01There's no downtime.
0:05:01 > 0:05:03I go from worrying all day to worrying through the night.
0:05:03 > 0:05:06I'll check him over, you'll see he's fine.
0:05:06 > 0:05:09- I want to switch to formula. - OK.
0:05:09 > 0:05:11I don't care if that makes me look like a bad mother.
0:05:11 > 0:05:13Who told you that?
0:05:13 > 0:05:16It's just the message you get from everyone - midwives, doctors,
0:05:16 > 0:05:17the antenatal clinic.
0:05:17 > 0:05:18"Breast is best".
0:05:18 > 0:05:21But Dr Carmichael didn't?
0:05:21 > 0:05:24Well, maybe it's not for you.
0:05:25 > 0:05:28I am not here to make you feel like a failure.
0:05:28 > 0:05:30That'd just make things worse.
0:05:30 > 0:05:33Especially if it affects your relationship with Harry.
0:05:33 > 0:05:35You're really OK with it?
0:05:35 > 0:05:39Yes, this is entirely your decision.
0:05:39 > 0:05:42A happy mummy makes for a happy baby, as far as I'm concerned.
0:05:47 > 0:05:49- WHISPERS:- What's for dinner tonight?
0:05:51 > 0:05:54MUSIC: "I'm Still Standing" by Elton John
0:05:55 > 0:06:00Here he is, Bailey Pelham, boy out of nowhere, first time in a
0:06:00 > 0:06:02world championship.
0:06:02 > 0:06:04Oh, he's going for the carrot!
0:06:04 > 0:06:06The crowd hold their breath.
0:06:10 > 0:06:14Oh! And it's all over, he's out!
0:06:15 > 0:06:19Such a fine young hope, what a way to go!
0:06:26 > 0:06:30Stand back, evil Dr Mushroom, I, Broccoli Boy,
0:06:30 > 0:06:34allotment defender, will take down your deadly trumpets of death.
0:06:37 > 0:06:40We are more alike than you think, boy.
0:06:40 > 0:06:42When's the last time
0:06:42 > 0:06:45your broccoli caused the newspaper waft of doom...?
0:06:46 > 0:06:50# Picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind
0:06:50 > 0:06:52# I'm still standing
0:06:52 > 0:06:55# Yeah, yeah, yeah
0:06:55 > 0:06:57# I'm still standing... #
0:06:58 > 0:07:02So, was Bailey... Thank you.
0:07:02 > 0:07:05So, was Bailey struggling to cope with everything while you were ill?
0:07:05 > 0:07:08No. He was upbeat and optimistic.
0:07:08 > 0:07:11Then what makes you think there was a problem?
0:07:11 > 0:07:15- Are you sure he wasn't traumatised from being called Bailey?- Oi!
0:07:15 > 0:07:18For the first three months of my pregnancy it was all I craved.
0:07:18 > 0:07:20Not that I drank any.
0:07:20 > 0:07:23Lucky for him you didn't want a Cinzano.
0:07:23 > 0:07:25There is something, though.
0:07:25 > 0:07:27I wish I could figure out what it was.
0:07:27 > 0:07:29- It's just not like him. - PHONE CHIMES
0:07:29 > 0:07:31He's not himself. Speak of the devil.
0:07:34 > 0:07:38Listen to this - "Hi, I'm Captain Courgette,
0:07:38 > 0:07:42"and I'm looking for romance on Legumes Of Love dot com!"
0:07:44 > 0:07:47Very inventive. He seems happy enough.
0:07:47 > 0:07:50Yes, but is that any way for someone to spend their time?
0:07:50 > 0:07:52He's only 23. That's nothing, is it?
0:07:52 > 0:07:55How long is he going to carry on like this?
0:07:55 > 0:07:58Will you talk to him? Please?
0:07:58 > 0:08:00You've always been so driven.
0:08:01 > 0:08:02Right.
0:08:05 > 0:08:08Mrs Tembe, I don't have Rachel Fuller's notes -
0:08:08 > 0:08:10I assume she's a last-minute appointment?
0:08:10 > 0:08:13She has not got an appointment with you.
0:08:13 > 0:08:16But... Oh, she was here?
0:08:16 > 0:08:18She is seeing Nurse Marquez.
0:08:18 > 0:08:21Really?
0:08:21 > 0:08:23Mrs Allen is here for you.
0:08:28 > 0:08:31I've just had a really good idea how to get Mrs Tembe to the
0:08:31 > 0:08:33Luscious Lace party.
0:08:33 > 0:08:34Mrs Tembe?
0:08:35 > 0:08:38Me and Emma are having a party tomorrow night...
0:08:40 > 0:08:42..like a home-wares party?
0:08:42 > 0:08:44Where the lady comes and gives demonstrations?
0:08:44 > 0:08:49You know, just us girls, a few nibbles, some new products.
0:08:49 > 0:08:50Do you want to come?
0:08:52 > 0:08:58Oh, well! Thank you, Miss Teale, Dr Reid, that would be lovely.
0:08:58 > 0:09:00Great.
0:09:00 > 0:09:02It is very timely. I have one or two objects
0:09:02 > 0:09:06I have been thinking of replacing, they are getting a little careworn.
0:09:06 > 0:09:10Well, there'll definitely be some time-saving devices
0:09:10 > 0:09:13to have a look at.
0:09:13 > 0:09:16Oh, well, shall I bring some food? A small contribution?
0:09:16 > 0:09:18No, we just want the pleasure of your company.
0:09:18 > 0:09:20Oh!
0:09:21 > 0:09:22You know...
0:09:22 > 0:09:27I have always wanted one of those small, battery-operated...
0:09:31 > 0:09:32..whisks.
0:09:32 > 0:09:34THEY CHUCKLE
0:09:34 > 0:09:37- Perhaps they will have something like that?- I'd put money on it.
0:09:42 > 0:09:43What are you doing?
0:09:43 > 0:09:47Wait, listen...name the tune.
0:09:47 > 0:09:51HE HUMS
0:09:51 > 0:09:54I thought baked beans were the only food you could get a tune out of.
0:09:54 > 0:09:56Don't encourage him.
0:09:56 > 0:09:59Bailey, this is Howard Bellamy, I don't know if you remember
0:09:59 > 0:10:01but Howard and I used to work together.
0:10:02 > 0:10:05- All right? - Nice to meet you.
0:10:05 > 0:10:07Like you, he's ex-army.
0:10:07 > 0:10:10Unlike you he doesn't play with his food, have you left
0:10:10 > 0:10:13- anything for dinner tonight? - Chillax.
0:10:13 > 0:10:16I thought you might be interested in Howard's work with soldiers
0:10:16 > 0:10:18returning to civilian life.
0:10:18 > 0:10:19Uh, yeah?
0:10:19 > 0:10:22Glad to hear someone's doing something about it,
0:10:22 > 0:10:23you'll have to fill me in sometime.
0:10:23 > 0:10:26Veggies are done, I'm going for a run.
0:10:26 > 0:10:31No, it's... Howard's here to meet you especially.
0:10:31 > 0:10:32What for?
0:10:34 > 0:10:38Oh... Is Mr Bellamy going to be my new daddy?
0:10:38 > 0:10:41- Don't get smart. - Mind if I join you?
0:10:41 > 0:10:43I've got the gear in the back of the car.
0:10:43 > 0:10:47You keep your gym gear in your car? What for, fitness emergencies?
0:10:47 > 0:10:50I go for a run every day. I might as well go with you now.
0:10:50 > 0:10:52Suit yourself. See you in five minutes.
0:10:59 > 0:11:01New toy?
0:11:01 > 0:11:04Yeah. Little birthday present to myself.
0:11:04 > 0:11:082.5GHz processor, 16GB RAM,
0:11:08 > 0:11:12more pixels than the human eye can handle and wi-fi so fast...
0:11:12 > 0:11:16Well, I can put a girdle round the earth in 40 micro seconds.
0:11:16 > 0:11:19- What's that?- That's Puck. From Midsummer Night's Dream.
0:11:19 > 0:11:23- "I'll put a girdle round about the earth in 40 minutes"? - No. What's that icon?
0:11:23 > 0:11:26That? That's the SETI Project in America.
0:11:26 > 0:11:29SETI? What's that? A yeti with a speech impediment?
0:11:29 > 0:11:33No, Kevin, SETI is the Search for Extraterrestrial Intelligence.
0:11:33 > 0:11:36All over our small planet likeminded individuals are giving
0:11:36 > 0:11:39up their spare capacity of which I have a considerable amount.
0:11:39 > 0:11:42To aid in the search for alien life.
0:11:42 > 0:11:44Absolutely. Whatever gets your geek on.
0:11:44 > 0:11:47Perhaps we should start the search for intelligent life
0:11:47 > 0:11:49a little closer to home?
0:11:49 > 0:11:51Yeah. Maybe we should.
0:11:54 > 0:11:57So, maybe try mix feeding, some bottle,
0:11:57 > 0:12:01and when you feel up to it try breast again
0:12:01 > 0:12:03Mandy, could you...? Oh...
0:12:03 > 0:12:05I'm so sorry, I didn't realise you had a...
0:12:05 > 0:12:07Mrs Fuller. Hello again.
0:12:07 > 0:12:09I was just leaving.
0:12:09 > 0:12:13I'm so sorry, did I hear you mentioning something about a bottle?
0:12:13 > 0:12:14What? For Harry?
0:12:14 > 0:12:16Only if you were listening at the door
0:12:16 > 0:12:18I'm still having problems.
0:12:18 > 0:12:20And storing up more for the future.
0:12:20 > 0:12:22You did appreciate what I was telling
0:12:22 > 0:12:26- you about the advantages of breast-feeding, didn't you? - Dr Carmichael...
0:12:26 > 0:12:29How it significantly reduces the risks of infection and diarrhoea?
0:12:29 > 0:12:33How Harry has less of a risk of succumbing to obesity
0:12:33 > 0:12:34and all sorts of illnesses?
0:12:34 > 0:12:37Your breast milk has 400 nutrients that aren't even
0:12:37 > 0:12:40- available in formula. - I didn't forget.
0:12:40 > 0:12:44You do want to give your son the best possible start in life, don't you?
0:12:44 > 0:12:48- I know, it's just... - Rachel has some concerns.
0:12:48 > 0:12:50Well, as every new mother does but...
0:12:50 > 0:12:52as for this...!
0:12:52 > 0:12:55Dr Carmichael, can I have a word, please?
0:12:55 > 0:12:56Excuse us.
0:13:02 > 0:13:03OK.
0:13:05 > 0:13:07So, you've kept up your level of fitness.
0:13:07 > 0:13:09I was a physical training instructor, it doesn't leave you.
0:13:09 > 0:13:12Well, most guys drop off once they get to Civvy Street.
0:13:12 > 0:13:15- I work at a fitness centre now. - Really?
0:13:15 > 0:13:18Go in, work with a few personal training clients.
0:13:18 > 0:13:20I choose my own hours. It's perfect.
0:13:20 > 0:13:22You don't miss the discipline?
0:13:22 > 0:13:24Take it or leave it.
0:13:24 > 0:13:27- Or the camaraderie? - Green isn't my colour.
0:13:27 > 0:13:28Come on, who we talking about here?
0:13:28 > 0:13:31Me or you? Or my mum?
0:13:31 > 0:13:32What do you mean?
0:13:32 > 0:13:35You haven't stopped asking questions. I can hear her voice -
0:13:35 > 0:13:38"Oh, you need to get a life, a career, a girlfriend".
0:13:38 > 0:13:40She drives me bonkers.
0:13:40 > 0:13:43She's just worried about you. That's what parents do.
0:13:43 > 0:13:46So worried she's been signing me up to dating websites behind my back.
0:13:46 > 0:13:50- That's not worry, that's manipulation.- What?
0:13:50 > 0:13:52She's been giving out my phone number an' all.
0:13:52 > 0:13:55Random women calling up, saying we should meet.
0:13:55 > 0:13:58She'll be dropping hints about grandchildren next.
0:13:58 > 0:14:01Look, I'm happy with things the way they are. All right?
0:14:01 > 0:14:03Maybe she's gone a bit too far this time.
0:14:03 > 0:14:07Come on, let's pick the pace up a bit, you up to it? Come on.
0:14:07 > 0:14:08Mr Salmon!
0:14:10 > 0:14:13You're supposed to help women, Zara, not bully them.
0:14:13 > 0:14:15I am doing nothing of the sort whereas you've done
0:14:15 > 0:14:17everything to undermine all my good work with her.
0:14:17 > 0:14:20- I've listened to her concerns. - And given her a quick fix.
0:14:20 > 0:14:22You should have referred her straight to me.
0:14:22 > 0:14:25Mrs Tembe said she insisted on seeing me, why do you think that is?
0:14:25 > 0:14:29If she's sleep deprived as you suggest, maybe it shows lack of judgment on her part.
0:14:29 > 0:14:32The only one judging round here is you. Keep it up
0:14:32 > 0:14:34and she'll lose faith in all of us.
0:14:34 > 0:14:37I have given her the bigger picture, breast-feeding has
0:14:37 > 0:14:39countless benefits that formula doesn't.
0:14:39 > 0:14:42And making her feel like a failure if breast-feeding is too difficult?
0:14:42 > 0:14:43What will that achieve?
0:14:43 > 0:14:47Well, if you're going to shrug and walk away because it's the easy option
0:14:47 > 0:14:50for you and for her it's hardly the zenith of caring, is it?
0:14:52 > 0:14:54So, how much has she told you, then?
0:14:54 > 0:14:57I know you left the Army to care for her.
0:14:57 > 0:15:01- Look, now she's fighting fit, she wants you to go back and re-join. - What?
0:15:01 > 0:15:04I don't get her, she didn't want me to enlist in the first place,
0:15:04 > 0:15:06thought I might get blown up.
0:15:06 > 0:15:07Now she wants me to go back?
0:15:07 > 0:15:09She wants you to have a life.
0:15:09 > 0:15:12What's changed? Why's she so desperate to get rid of me?
0:15:14 > 0:15:15Unless it's you.
0:15:15 > 0:15:17HE CHUCKLES
0:15:17 > 0:15:20- Me?- She wants the house back as her own passion palace.
0:15:20 > 0:15:22- Don't get me wrong. - HE LAUGHS
0:15:22 > 0:15:25- She could do a lot worse. - Hang on.
0:15:25 > 0:15:27Welcome to the family, I was joking before,
0:15:27 > 0:15:30what I said about getting a new dad.
0:15:30 > 0:15:33No, it's nothing like that. It's not.
0:15:33 > 0:15:35Once she sets her mind on something...
0:15:38 > 0:15:40She thinks you've got PTSD.
0:15:42 > 0:15:43I didn't see combat.
0:15:45 > 0:15:47Relating to her cancer.
0:15:47 > 0:15:49From what you saw her go through.
0:15:49 > 0:15:51And I went into shock?
0:15:51 > 0:15:52That's crazy.
0:15:54 > 0:15:55We should head back.
0:16:02 > 0:16:04Sorry, are you waiting for Nurse Marquez?
0:16:04 > 0:16:06She's with Dr Carmichael.
0:16:09 > 0:16:10Are you all right?
0:16:12 > 0:16:14Or is it this little fella?
0:16:14 > 0:16:16No, it's me, worst mum in the world.
0:16:16 > 0:16:20Really? Why? What did you do, leave him outside the supermarket?
0:16:20 > 0:16:22I actually did that once.
0:16:22 > 0:16:25- Are you a doctor? - Yes, Dr Reid.
0:16:25 > 0:16:27Rachel. This is Harry.
0:16:27 > 0:16:29Oh. Hello.
0:16:30 > 0:16:32He seems perfectly healthy to me,
0:16:32 > 0:16:35so whatever you think you've done that's so terrible...
0:16:35 > 0:16:39I can't breast-feed him. I keep trying but it's agony.
0:16:39 > 0:16:40Is he your first?
0:16:42 > 0:16:44I suppose your head is full of all that, "Am I doing it right?
0:16:44 > 0:16:47- "Should it be this...?" - Does it ever stop?
0:16:47 > 0:16:51It gets better, much better. I promise you.
0:16:51 > 0:16:54What did Nurse Marquez advise for the discomfort?
0:16:54 > 0:16:57Everyone says there should be some, but it's terrible,
0:16:57 > 0:16:59and I'm sure he's not feeding right.
0:16:59 > 0:17:01Would you show me?
0:17:10 > 0:17:11Oh, look...
0:17:13 > 0:17:15..his lip's curling ever so slightly.
0:17:17 > 0:17:21I think that might be causing him problems when latching on.
0:17:21 > 0:17:26If you just keep your little finger, and uncurl it...
0:17:27 > 0:17:30Right. OK, try now.
0:17:34 > 0:17:36It feels different.
0:17:36 > 0:17:39SHE CHUCKLES
0:17:39 > 0:17:41DOOR BANGS
0:17:45 > 0:17:48What is wrong with my life?!
0:17:48 > 0:17:50Oh. And hello to you too.
0:17:50 > 0:17:52There must be something I'm messing up,
0:17:52 > 0:17:54otherwise why try fixing me all the time?
0:17:54 > 0:17:55What set this off?
0:17:55 > 0:17:57I just want a normal life.
0:17:57 > 0:18:00I'd work more, but I'm happy with the way things are,
0:18:00 > 0:18:03I pay my way, sleep late Sundays, see my mates.
0:18:03 > 0:18:06- Vandalise vegetables. - I'm fine.
0:18:06 > 0:18:09But, of course, that's not good enough for you, is it?
0:18:09 > 0:18:11No, suddenly I've got women calling me up.
0:18:11 > 0:18:16Oh, did Natalie ring? She's a nurse, you'll like her.
0:18:16 > 0:18:19I'm not interested, Mum! I'm OK as I am.
0:18:19 > 0:18:21Are you? Really?
0:18:22 > 0:18:24This isn't about me.
0:18:24 > 0:18:26Do you know what this is about?
0:18:26 > 0:18:28Huh? You don't have to protect her.
0:18:28 > 0:18:32He seems fine. There's no sign of PTSD...in my opinion.
0:18:32 > 0:18:35If you want me out of the house, just be straight with me.
0:18:35 > 0:18:37Of course I...
0:18:37 > 0:18:39We're doing OK, all right? We're muddling on...
0:18:39 > 0:18:43You shouldn't be just "muddling"! You should have goals!
0:18:43 > 0:18:46A relationship - live your life while you can.
0:18:46 > 0:18:48I am living it.
0:18:48 > 0:18:51He is, and if he's happy why should it matter?
0:18:52 > 0:18:53Thank you.
0:18:57 > 0:19:00It still hurts, but he's feeding properly.
0:19:00 > 0:19:02Well, it'll be sore for a while yet,
0:19:02 > 0:19:04but it'll ease off now he's latching on properly.
0:19:09 > 0:19:10What's going on?
0:19:10 > 0:19:12Dr Reid figured out what's wrong.
0:19:12 > 0:19:13Yeah?
0:19:13 > 0:19:16Harry's got a little curl in his lip,
0:19:16 > 0:19:19so he was having problems latching on.
0:19:19 > 0:19:24It's not something you'd look for unless you knew.
0:19:24 > 0:19:25Thank you.
0:19:25 > 0:19:27You're very welcome.
0:19:27 > 0:19:32Right...one for you...and you.
0:19:37 > 0:19:39He was really doing it.
0:19:39 > 0:19:41THEY CHUCKLE
0:19:44 > 0:19:47How many more times?! I'm not trying to do what
0:19:47 > 0:19:49you think is right.
0:19:49 > 0:19:51You wanted my opinion -
0:19:51 > 0:19:53it's Bailey's life to live how he wants.
0:19:53 > 0:19:56What if he's making a mess of it? You expect me
0:19:56 > 0:19:57to just stand by and watch?
0:19:57 > 0:20:00Is it asking that much that you be happy for me?
0:20:00 > 0:20:03- And then maybe look at your own life a little bit more?- No!
0:20:03 > 0:20:06Having peace of mind would make me happy -
0:20:06 > 0:20:10knowing you had prospects, a girlfriend, something proper.
0:20:10 > 0:20:12I've got you!
0:20:12 > 0:20:15I'm grateful for that because I nearly didn't!
0:20:15 > 0:20:17I just want to see a time when I look at you and think,
0:20:17 > 0:20:21you've really achieved something, that you're not useless after all.
0:20:23 > 0:20:25Wow.
0:20:25 > 0:20:29One day, you're going to take a hard look at your life
0:20:29 > 0:20:30and see what I do -
0:20:30 > 0:20:34the mindless, repetitive tasks that keep you occupied until bedtime.
0:20:34 > 0:20:40Carry on like this you'll end up alone and unloved.
0:20:40 > 0:20:41I'm going to finish my run.
0:20:44 > 0:20:45SHE GROANS
0:20:47 > 0:20:50I know you can be persuasive, but what the hell was all that?
0:20:53 > 0:20:57Thanks for trying... but it's a lost cause.
0:20:59 > 0:21:01You're driving the lad away.
0:21:01 > 0:21:03Why do you want to lose him?
0:21:07 > 0:21:10Because it's come back...all right?
0:21:12 > 0:21:15The cancer's returned and it's not looking good
0:21:15 > 0:21:17and I just have to know that
0:21:17 > 0:21:23Bailey has something, anything, that will give his life some purpose.
0:21:24 > 0:21:26I'm so sorry.
0:21:26 > 0:21:27He'll focus on taking care of me
0:21:27 > 0:21:30and nothing else and it'll hold him back.
0:21:32 > 0:21:35It's about his life, not being chained to mine.
0:21:36 > 0:21:38But the lad will need to know.
0:21:39 > 0:21:42Just delaying the inevitable will make things worse.
0:21:44 > 0:21:47You need to stop manipulating him.
0:21:49 > 0:21:51And me!
0:22:06 > 0:22:07PHONE RINGS
0:22:07 > 0:22:09Hello?
0:22:09 > 0:22:11AMERICAN ACCENT: Hi, is this Mr Alistair Haskey?
0:22:11 > 0:22:13Yeah, it's Dr Haskey.
0:22:13 > 0:22:18Well, howdy, this is Professor Kramer from the SETI Project...
0:22:19 > 0:22:21Whoa.
0:22:21 > 0:22:25Yeah, and I wanted to phone you in person to thank you for your help.
0:22:25 > 0:22:29Cool, where exactly are you calling from?
0:22:29 > 0:22:30The US...
0:22:30 > 0:22:32From the Hat Creek site.
0:22:32 > 0:22:36Yeah, right, I had heard that you'd returned to reconfigure the Allen Telescope Array.
0:22:36 > 0:22:39You sure know your stuff, you know what, it's from there
0:22:39 > 0:22:40we picked something up.
0:22:40 > 0:22:44Your personal AI contribution helped us to make the link.
0:22:44 > 0:22:46HE SPLUTTERS
0:22:46 > 0:22:48OMG. This is blowing my actual mind.
0:22:48 > 0:22:50Can I ask where it came from?
0:22:50 > 0:22:53It had to be one of the HabCat stars, didn't it?
0:22:53 > 0:22:54I'm sorry?
0:22:54 > 0:22:57I reckon it's the most likely home for transmissions.
0:22:57 > 0:22:58Right.
0:22:58 > 0:23:01Can I ask where my software was helpful?
0:23:01 > 0:23:03Well...on the project.
0:23:03 > 0:23:06But where exactly? Was it the terrestrial microwave windows?
0:23:06 > 0:23:07Er...
0:23:07 > 0:23:10No, the one to ten gigahertz reading can seem small but...
0:23:10 > 0:23:12Listen, this is on a "need-to-know" basis right now,
0:23:12 > 0:23:15but I just wanted to tell you how vital your support has been.
0:23:15 > 0:23:18So, keep watching the skies, my friend.
0:23:18 > 0:23:21Professor Kramer, I never stopped. The truth is out there, isn't it?
0:23:21 > 0:23:23Or on our website. Bye-bye.
0:23:23 > 0:23:25HE CHUCKLES
0:23:25 > 0:23:27- Hook, line and plonker!- Oo!
0:23:30 > 0:23:31You've been gone for ages.
0:23:33 > 0:23:34Stopped round Tony's.
0:23:37 > 0:23:40I'm moving out. He's got a spare room.
0:23:40 > 0:23:42That's what you want.
0:23:46 > 0:23:49- I'm just going for a shower. - Bailey...
0:23:55 > 0:23:58Quick drinky poos. How about it, Dr Who-ski, or will you be watching the skies?
0:23:58 > 0:24:01It's done with satellite dishes, not telescopes.
0:24:01 > 0:24:04I thought you said it was girdles? THEY CHUCKLE
0:24:04 > 0:24:06Green-skinned alien women in corsets, turning up and saying,
0:24:06 > 0:24:09"Show us this earth thing called kissing."
0:24:09 > 0:24:11Yeah, I can see the appeal.
0:24:11 > 0:24:14I don't know about that, there could be some probing involved.
0:24:14 > 0:24:16HabCats or...
0:24:16 > 0:24:18Well, the truth is out there.
0:24:20 > 0:24:23- I knew it was you. - What was us?
0:24:23 > 0:24:26The phone call. Professor Kramer. I never bought it .
0:24:26 > 0:24:28You so did, dude.
0:24:28 > 0:24:29LAUGHTER
0:24:29 > 0:24:32The great sceptic, stitched up by a schoolboy prank.
0:24:32 > 0:24:34Nah, I was not stitched up, I was playing along to humour you.
0:24:34 > 0:24:36Yeah, whatever(!)
0:24:36 > 0:24:38Anyway, the first round's on you, Mulder.
0:24:38 > 0:24:41No, thanks, I'll give it a miss tonight, lads.
0:24:41 > 0:24:43BOTH: Aww!
0:24:43 > 0:24:44HE WHISTLES
0:24:44 > 0:24:46LAUGHTER
0:24:50 > 0:24:52Where do you think you got your talent from?
0:24:55 > 0:24:59I'll be fine. As long as you stay close.
0:25:00 > 0:25:03Is that you admitting you got it wrong?
0:25:06 > 0:25:07SHE SIGHS
0:25:10 > 0:25:12Eat your veggies. They're good for you.
0:25:17 > 0:25:20KNOCK AT DOOR
0:25:20 > 0:25:22What the hell was all that about at lunchtime?
0:25:22 > 0:25:24The invitation?
0:25:24 > 0:25:27Oh, the mother and baby?
0:25:27 > 0:25:31We don't interfere with each other's patients and you know it.
0:25:31 > 0:25:32Even if the help makes a difference?
0:25:34 > 0:25:38Well, I suppose it's annoying when somebody else spots something
0:25:38 > 0:25:40that you've missed. I can understand that.
0:25:40 > 0:25:43That is not what I mean and you know it.
0:25:43 > 0:25:48Well, as I said, I only knew to look for it from past experience.
0:25:48 > 0:25:52Anyway, what made you want to get involved in the whole
0:25:52 > 0:25:54breast-feeding campaign?
0:25:54 > 0:25:57Why? Do you think you could do a better job because of some lucky accident?
0:25:57 > 0:25:59Far from it, I'm no expert,
0:25:59 > 0:26:03I'm just someone who has a friend who had a similar experience.
0:26:03 > 0:26:07And, well, as you know you don't have to be an expert to listen.
0:26:07 > 0:26:10- What are you wittering on about? - That's my point.
0:26:10 > 0:26:14I'm not wittering, and neither are the new mothers.
0:26:14 > 0:26:18They talk about their fears, "Will I be any good at it?"
0:26:18 > 0:26:21- I didn't. - Oh, you don't say(!)
0:26:22 > 0:26:24Listen to them, Zara.
0:26:24 > 0:26:28Focus on support, encouragement,
0:26:28 > 0:26:30and NEVER let them feel that they're alone.
0:26:32 > 0:26:36If you really don't want to fail at this you need to stop
0:26:36 > 0:26:40blaming them and start helping them with the problems that they face.
0:26:41 > 0:26:44This is about their success, not yours.
0:26:47 > 0:26:51Who are you suddenly? The wise old woman of the woods?!
0:26:56 > 0:26:58SHE SIGHS
0:27:01 > 0:27:04So, it's not just a straightforward hate crime, then, is it?
0:27:04 > 0:27:07- Mrs Tembe's going. You'll dine out on that one for years.- Tembe?
0:27:07 > 0:27:09Even my family think I'm a freak.
0:27:09 > 0:27:11I know what the cops are thinking.
0:27:11 > 0:27:14Right, who wants to go first?
0:27:14 > 0:27:17- Oh, what the heck. Get that thing between my legs right now! - LAUGHTER
0:27:17 > 0:27:20Straight as an arrow normal, me.
0:27:20 > 0:27:23We're all straight as an arrow normal, aren't we?