The Face in the Mirror

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0:00:27 > 0:00:29Your ring? Where's your ring?

0:00:29 > 0:00:30It's fine - it's in my pocket.

0:00:30 > 0:00:33What? You can't take it off!

0:00:33 > 0:00:36- What if you lose it? - OK, OK, it's going on...

0:00:45 > 0:00:48- I haven't finished. - What's the damage?

0:00:54 > 0:00:57- I've seen worse.- You were lucky. You could easily have lost that eye.

0:00:57 > 0:00:59Yeah?

0:00:59 > 0:01:02Didn't though, did I?

0:01:02 > 0:01:05I'm delighted for you, Karen. I think it's great.

0:01:05 > 0:01:10Your marriage with Rob runs through everything that you are.

0:01:10 > 0:01:14If you can consolidate that, then your home life, your kids,

0:01:14 > 0:01:17everything that you had can slot back into place around it.

0:01:17 > 0:01:21It's not like that with Rob. I mean, I know technically we've been

0:01:21 > 0:01:26married for ages. But, I know he's old, but he's actually quite cool.

0:01:27 > 0:01:30Well... He's not exactly cool.

0:01:30 > 0:01:35But he's all right and he treats me like a grown-up.

0:01:35 > 0:01:38Oh, no, no, no - don't! No, don't!

0:01:38 > 0:01:39I'm just taking notes, that's all.

0:01:39 > 0:01:43Yeah, I know but you always write stuff down when I say stupid stuff.

0:01:43 > 0:01:45I know I'm a grown-up!

0:01:45 > 0:01:48I'm not a kid, but I'm not any old granny, either.

0:01:48 > 0:01:52I know. Karen, I want to try something new today.

0:01:52 > 0:01:54Something a bit challenging.

0:01:56 > 0:01:59It's a bit stupid really - we're old enough to know better!

0:01:59 > 0:02:01Sorry to waste your time.

0:02:01 > 0:02:03Nonsense. It's nothing to be embarrassed about.

0:02:03 > 0:02:05So this was last night?

0:02:05 > 0:02:06Yeah.

0:02:06 > 0:02:08We haven't left it too late?

0:02:08 > 0:02:10No, not at all.

0:02:10 > 0:02:15Right. And, er, how does it work exactly?

0:02:15 > 0:02:17It's just basic biochemistry.

0:02:17 > 0:02:21The pill disrupts the whole fertilisation process.

0:02:21 > 0:02:24- Are you sure this is what you want? - Yes. Thank you.

0:02:25 > 0:02:28Ms Whittaker?

0:02:28 > 0:02:33We can't risk it, babe. You know that.

0:02:33 > 0:02:34I suppose.

0:02:34 > 0:02:39Look, it's quick and it's easy - but you do need to be sure.

0:02:39 > 0:02:40We're fine.

0:02:42 > 0:02:44The thing is...

0:02:44 > 0:02:47- The thing is, Mr Whittaker...- Gavin.

0:02:47 > 0:02:50The thing is, you're not the one who has to take the pill.

0:02:50 > 0:02:53Yeah, sure. I understand.

0:02:56 > 0:02:59OK, look. There's an empty room across Reception.

0:02:59 > 0:03:02Why don't the two of you take some time alone together to talk things

0:03:02 > 0:03:06through and then come back and see me when you've made a decision.

0:03:06 > 0:03:07All right?

0:03:09 > 0:03:11Looks like you went down fighting.

0:03:11 > 0:03:14You must've got a few good punches in, by the looks of it.

0:03:14 > 0:03:16I got one swing at him before he took me out.

0:03:16 > 0:03:18I hit a concrete wall.

0:03:18 > 0:03:21It should've been him but he moved. I did some damage to the wall, mind!

0:03:21 > 0:03:23- Are you pressing charges?- Is he?

0:03:25 > 0:03:27I thought he was the one who started it.

0:03:27 > 0:03:29He spilt my pint. I pushed him.

0:03:29 > 0:03:31He kicked off.

0:03:31 > 0:03:34- It was a good fight. - You like fighting, do you?

0:03:34 > 0:03:37Yeah - when I get the chance.

0:03:41 > 0:03:42So, no problems, then?

0:03:42 > 0:03:45Nope. I keep forgetting to take it! But apart from that...

0:03:45 > 0:03:49OK, well, the pill's only really effective if you remember to take it every day.

0:03:53 > 0:03:55It's Gavin!

0:03:55 > 0:03:57It's my Gavin and his stupid wife!

0:04:02 > 0:04:06I've done what I can. Listen, Lee, don't overdo the painkillers.

0:04:06 > 0:04:09- This is nothing. - You should still go to St Phil's.

0:04:09 > 0:04:11- Get checked over properly.- Maybe.

0:04:13 > 0:04:15Doc! The other guy.

0:04:15 > 0:04:17Yeah, he's next on my list.

0:04:17 > 0:04:19Yeah. Be careful.

0:04:26 > 0:04:29So - decision?

0:04:29 > 0:04:30We'd like to go ahead.

0:04:30 > 0:04:32Ms Whittaker?

0:04:32 > 0:04:34I think so...

0:04:34 > 0:04:35OK.

0:04:36 > 0:04:39You know you do need a strong, stable relationship

0:04:39 > 0:04:41if you're going to bring a child into this world?

0:04:41 > 0:04:43There's nothing wrong with our relationship.

0:04:43 > 0:04:45Course not.

0:04:45 > 0:04:48None of my business, anyway.

0:04:48 > 0:04:50Right. OK, that's all that sorted.

0:04:50 > 0:04:53I'm going to scoot off. I'm late enough as it is.

0:04:57 > 0:05:02Is it that obvious? He never meant to have an affair.

0:05:02 > 0:05:05It's...it's complicated.

0:05:05 > 0:05:08That's very...understanding.

0:05:08 > 0:05:12Well, it's easy to be understanding when you're the mistress.

0:05:12 > 0:05:14It's his wife I feel sorry for.

0:05:16 > 0:05:17I don't understand.

0:05:17 > 0:05:20It's called a mirror retraining exercise.

0:05:20 > 0:05:23I want you to stand and look in the mirror.

0:05:23 > 0:05:26Just relax and allow yourself to breathe normally.

0:05:30 > 0:05:33In the mirror, please, Karen.

0:05:33 > 0:05:36I want you to look at the whole of your body,

0:05:36 > 0:05:41all your body parts one by one and take the whole of yourself in.

0:05:41 > 0:05:43It's not a pretty sight!

0:05:43 > 0:05:44Just follow my instructions, please.

0:05:44 > 0:05:46- Sorry.- It's fine.

0:05:46 > 0:05:50Now, I want you to describe each body part as I say it out loud,

0:05:50 > 0:05:54making neutral, non-critical descriptions.

0:05:54 > 0:05:59- Are you ready?- So I'm not allowed to say I look like an ugly old woman with wrinkles and saggy boobs?

0:05:59 > 0:06:04Some people find it helpful to imagine that they're describing what they see to an alien.

0:06:04 > 0:06:07Why would I want to do that? I don't know any aliens and if I did,

0:06:07 > 0:06:09I wouldn't be wasting my time explaining to them.

0:06:09 > 0:06:11I'd be running away.

0:06:11 > 0:06:14We'll start with...your hair.

0:06:17 > 0:06:19It's cool!

0:06:19 > 0:06:20Your face.

0:06:20 > 0:06:22Why are you so horrible to me?

0:06:22 > 0:06:23Face.

0:06:49 > 0:06:54The stupid thing is and it's really stupid -

0:06:54 > 0:06:58the thing I love most about Gavin is that he won't leave his wife.

0:06:58 > 0:07:02He doesn't love her any more and it's a miserable marriage,

0:07:02 > 0:07:06but he stays with her because of his two little girls.

0:07:06 > 0:07:09He's sacrificing his own happiness for theirs.

0:07:09 > 0:07:11And what about your happiness?

0:07:11 > 0:07:13I don't matter. I'll survive.

0:07:13 > 0:07:14KNOCK ON DOOR

0:07:14 > 0:07:16What?

0:07:16 > 0:07:21Sorry to interrupt, Dr Carmichael, but the lady in the consulting room is refusing to come out.

0:07:21 > 0:07:25That's fine, Mrs Tembe. I'll deal with it later.

0:07:25 > 0:07:28But she says she will not come out until you inform her that

0:07:28 > 0:07:30the coast is clear.

0:07:34 > 0:07:35Oh.

0:07:35 > 0:07:37PHONE KEYPAD

0:07:37 > 0:07:40It's me. Thanks. She's here.

0:07:40 > 0:07:42Your wife is in the building, and she knows.

0:07:42 > 0:07:44She knows about us.

0:07:45 > 0:07:47Shoulders.

0:07:47 > 0:07:50Round? I don't know! One each side.

0:07:50 > 0:07:51Arms attached.

0:07:51 > 0:07:53Arms.

0:07:55 > 0:07:56Soft.

0:07:58 > 0:07:59Hands.

0:08:08 > 0:08:09They're my mum's hands.

0:08:16 > 0:08:19We'll be fine, thank you.

0:08:19 > 0:08:20Yeah, it's OK, we'll be fine.

0:08:29 > 0:08:31HE SIGHS

0:08:31 > 0:08:34This is a wind-up, right?

0:08:34 > 0:08:36This isn't real, this is a wind up.

0:08:36 > 0:08:38Rob, your mum, Howard - they're all sitting in another room

0:08:38 > 0:08:41- watching this on CCTV. - They don't know.

0:08:43 > 0:08:44Not yet.

0:08:47 > 0:08:50Show me your hands.

0:08:50 > 0:08:51Other side.

0:09:00 > 0:09:05"Trapped in doctor's surgery. Text me when it's safe to come out."

0:09:08 > 0:09:09He's gone.

0:09:09 > 0:09:11Oh.

0:09:11 > 0:09:13Oh, well. That was close!

0:09:15 > 0:09:16Sorry.

0:09:18 > 0:09:22Oh, come on, it's fun! Beats marriage every day.

0:09:22 > 0:09:25She gets the dirty laundry, the screaming kids, the dull,

0:09:25 > 0:09:29grinding awfulness of daily life.

0:09:29 > 0:09:30And I get the sex!

0:09:30 > 0:09:32She's still here.

0:09:32 > 0:09:33I thought you said...

0:09:33 > 0:09:37I said Gavin was gone. But she's still waiting in Reception.

0:09:37 > 0:09:39And I need my room back.

0:09:39 > 0:09:42So, if you don't mind.

0:09:42 > 0:09:46Look, Miss Stanbridge, as a doctor I have a duty of confidentiality

0:09:46 > 0:09:47towards my patients.

0:09:47 > 0:09:50- Of course you do.- but there is a woman waiting in Reception,

0:09:50 > 0:09:52and there's absolutely nothing I can do to stop the two of you

0:09:52 > 0:09:56bumping into each other and having a little chat.

0:09:56 > 0:10:00You may find that you have more in common than you might think.

0:10:00 > 0:10:02So, if you don't mind...

0:10:06 > 0:10:07Mum doesn't need to know about this.

0:10:07 > 0:10:10You think?

0:10:12 > 0:10:13It's nothing. It's just...

0:10:13 > 0:10:15Chris, Chris!

0:10:17 > 0:10:21Whatever this is, this is not nothing, mate.

0:10:21 > 0:10:22Were you drunk? Is it drugs?

0:10:24 > 0:10:26- It's nothing like that.- What then?

0:10:35 > 0:10:36- You know The Ram, the pub?- Yeah.

0:10:39 > 0:10:42It's rough. Roughest place I could find.

0:10:45 > 0:10:48I walked in, I looked for the biggest,

0:10:48 > 0:10:49ugliest nutter I could.

0:10:52 > 0:10:54And I knocked his pint over.

0:10:55 > 0:10:57And then you beat the crap out of him.

0:10:57 > 0:10:59It wasn't meant to be like that.

0:11:02 > 0:11:04It was meant to be the other way around.

0:11:08 > 0:11:13And what do you think about that woman, the one in the mirror?

0:11:13 > 0:11:17If you met her, how do you think you'd feel about her?

0:11:17 > 0:11:19Um...

0:11:19 > 0:11:24She looks, friendly, nice.

0:11:24 > 0:11:25She's got kind eyes.

0:11:25 > 0:11:28She has, hasn't she?

0:11:28 > 0:11:30You said she looked like your mother.

0:11:30 > 0:11:32My mum's dead.

0:11:32 > 0:11:36I know what you're doing - I know that woman - that's me,

0:11:36 > 0:11:39looks like someone's mum.

0:11:39 > 0:11:41But I'm not.

0:11:41 > 0:11:42You're not a mother?

0:11:42 > 0:11:44No. I mean...

0:11:44 > 0:11:48There are two people in this world who think that woman is their mum.

0:11:48 > 0:11:51And maybe she is. Maybe she was. But...

0:11:53 > 0:11:54..I'm not.

0:11:54 > 0:11:57If I was a mum, I'd know what to say.

0:11:57 > 0:11:59I would...I would love them.

0:11:59 > 0:12:02And I wouldn't even have to think about it - I just would.

0:12:02 > 0:12:05And I don't. I don't love them.

0:12:05 > 0:12:06I don't...I don't...

0:12:06 > 0:12:09Oh, God. I don't feel anything - nothing.

0:12:12 > 0:12:14Tell me about YOUR mother, Karen.

0:12:15 > 0:12:16MY mum? Yes. What was she like?

0:12:21 > 0:12:25She was beautiful and she was funny.

0:12:25 > 0:12:30And she was clever and she used to run rings round my dad!

0:12:30 > 0:12:31Always knew what to do.

0:12:31 > 0:12:32Always.

0:12:32 > 0:12:37Never had doubts. Always knew what to say.

0:12:37 > 0:12:40Never wondered... Never wondered if she was a good mother.

0:12:40 > 0:12:44Never felt as clueless and useless as everybody else.

0:12:44 > 0:12:48- Never doubted her love... - Stop it! She loved me.

0:12:48 > 0:12:50She was the best mum ever!

0:12:57 > 0:12:58What was his name?

0:12:58 > 0:13:00You know I can't tell you that.

0:13:02 > 0:13:05I didn't mean to hurt him.

0:13:06 > 0:13:07I am really sorry for that.

0:13:10 > 0:13:13I just needed to provoke someone.

0:13:13 > 0:13:14Anyone, really.

0:13:15 > 0:13:18Just so long as they'd hit me. And keep on hitting me.

0:13:21 > 0:13:23I need to be hurt, Jimmi.

0:13:23 > 0:13:24You need to stop talking.

0:13:24 > 0:13:26You need to get some legal advice.

0:13:27 > 0:13:32I thought YOU'D understand. It's a compulsion. You know all about compulsive behaviour.

0:13:32 > 0:13:34I shouldn't even be treating you!

0:13:34 > 0:13:37You're a colleague - a friend - it's completely inappropriate.

0:13:37 > 0:13:39Especially if you end up facing charges.

0:13:39 > 0:13:42- I've never talked about this with anyone.- I'll find you another doctor.

0:13:42 > 0:13:43I DON'T NEED ANOTHER DOCTOR!

0:13:46 > 0:13:47I need a mate.

0:13:51 > 0:13:53So where did you meet him?

0:13:58 > 0:14:00None of your business.

0:14:02 > 0:14:04Not so fast!

0:14:04 > 0:14:06There are two women up there,

0:14:06 > 0:14:09and each one is convinced that the other one is your wife.

0:14:12 > 0:14:14Well... It couldn't last forever.

0:14:15 > 0:14:17No.

0:14:17 > 0:14:21And does your real wife know about either of them?

0:14:21 > 0:14:23I've never been a great fan of marriage.

0:14:28 > 0:14:30Are you married?

0:14:30 > 0:14:31Oh, for goodness' sake!

0:14:34 > 0:14:36You're not quite what I was expecting.

0:14:36 > 0:14:39Oh, you're everything I thought you'd be!

0:14:41 > 0:14:44What kind of an example do you set your girls - dressed like that?

0:14:44 > 0:14:47Eh! What did you say?

0:14:47 > 0:14:48Your girls.

0:14:48 > 0:14:49My girls?

0:14:49 > 0:14:51You are his wife, aren't you?

0:14:51 > 0:14:53Gavin!

0:14:55 > 0:14:57No! You cannot go in there! That is a doctor's room!

0:14:57 > 0:14:59Fine! We'll talk about it out here.

0:14:59 > 0:15:03No. I want no blood on this carpet!

0:15:04 > 0:15:05Staff room! Go!

0:15:14 > 0:15:19It doesn't make any kind of logical sense, I know that.

0:15:22 > 0:15:25I sneak out in the middle of the night,

0:15:25 > 0:15:29go to a dodgy pub or somewhere,

0:15:29 > 0:15:32and get myself beaten up.

0:15:32 > 0:15:35Or you beat someone else up.

0:15:35 > 0:15:37That happens sometimes.

0:15:39 > 0:15:40I'm not always in control.

0:15:43 > 0:15:45And then I go home,

0:15:45 > 0:15:48and it hurts and I feel...

0:15:48 > 0:15:49Dirty?

0:15:51 > 0:15:52No!

0:15:54 > 0:15:55No, I feel clean.

0:15:57 > 0:15:58Cleansed.

0:16:01 > 0:16:06It's like every bruise, every split lip, pulls me back from the brink,

0:16:06 > 0:16:09makes everything OK just for that little bit longer.

0:16:12 > 0:16:15And then I can get through the day.

0:16:15 > 0:16:18And then the bruises fade,

0:16:18 > 0:16:20and the black cloud comes down.

0:16:23 > 0:16:26- And you go out and do it all over again.- Yeah.

0:16:32 > 0:16:33Why?

0:16:37 > 0:16:42When you look in the mirror, what is it about that guy looking back at you that makes you want to hurt him?

0:16:44 > 0:16:47- He did something terrible.- Chris!

0:16:47 > 0:16:48Really bad.

0:16:48 > 0:16:49Chris, come on.

0:16:50 > 0:16:53You are a lying, cheating, two-timing,

0:16:53 > 0:16:56back-stabbing, lying, cheating...

0:16:56 > 0:16:58Yes. All that.

0:16:59 > 0:17:01And you love it!

0:17:01 > 0:17:04You and me - we lied and we cheated together.

0:17:04 > 0:17:07You didn't want me to leave my wife!

0:17:07 > 0:17:09All the sneaking around, the hotel rooms,

0:17:09 > 0:17:12the last-minute secret rendezvous, the illicit phone calls,

0:17:12 > 0:17:15the texting - that's what you wanted!

0:17:15 > 0:17:17But you weren't married!

0:17:17 > 0:17:21All the lying and cheating...was all a lie!

0:17:21 > 0:17:24I was still cheating! Ellen never knew about us.

0:17:24 > 0:17:26- Yes, she did!- No, she didn't.

0:17:26 > 0:17:29She thought I was married, but not to you.

0:17:29 > 0:17:32She thought I was married to the same woman you thought I was married to.

0:17:32 > 0:17:34But she doesn't exist!

0:17:34 > 0:17:37It doesn't matter! Don't you see?

0:17:37 > 0:17:39Everything we had was real.

0:17:46 > 0:17:49Mrs Tembe, will you send my next patient through, please?

0:17:49 > 0:17:51He isn't married to anyone, is he?

0:17:51 > 0:17:54Erm...

0:17:54 > 0:17:55What about Phoebe and Lauren?

0:17:55 > 0:17:57Who?

0:17:57 > 0:17:58His little girls.

0:18:01 > 0:18:02He's all yours.

0:18:10 > 0:18:11Where else did he hurt you?

0:18:11 > 0:18:14Emma, you can't be here.

0:18:14 > 0:18:15Does that hurt?

0:18:15 > 0:18:17- Emma! - Did you check for internal injuries?

0:18:17 > 0:18:19Chris is fine.

0:18:19 > 0:18:23What's that supposed to mean? The other guy isn't?

0:18:23 > 0:18:26Because, to be perfectly honest with you,

0:18:26 > 0:18:29I don't care if the other guy is a pile of broken bones!

0:18:29 > 0:18:32- Funny you should say that. - I can't believe you would let him leave the station!

0:18:32 > 0:18:35Don't take this out on Jimmi - he hasn't done anything.

0:18:35 > 0:18:38No, you're right. He hasn't done anything.

0:18:38 > 0:18:40He has done absolutely nothing to see that the guy

0:18:40 > 0:18:42who did this to you has been put behind bars.

0:18:42 > 0:18:45Or to get you out of here and he certainly doesn't seem to have done

0:18:45 > 0:18:49- anything to check whether you've got an internal haemorrhage or not! - You're being unreasonable.

0:18:49 > 0:18:53Don't you "reasonable" me, you pious little man!

0:18:53 > 0:18:56He's my son! And he's hurt!

0:18:56 > 0:18:58Which is why I need you to step outside.

0:18:58 > 0:19:00And leave him alone with you?

0:19:00 > 0:19:04You've made an awful situation into an absolute nightmare.

0:19:04 > 0:19:08You know...get out. Get out!

0:19:11 > 0:19:14- Better?- Thank you. That was weird.

0:19:14 > 0:19:19The mind's a funny place. OK, enough mirrors.

0:19:19 > 0:19:21Tell me about your kids.

0:19:21 > 0:19:24Tell me about Jack and Immie.

0:19:24 > 0:19:27I don't really know. Um...

0:19:27 > 0:19:29Jack's some kind of lawyer - he did tell me

0:19:29 > 0:19:31but it went straight over my head.

0:19:31 > 0:19:34Immie thinks she's... thinks she's an artist.

0:19:34 > 0:19:37She's at college in London.

0:19:37 > 0:19:38You must be very proud.

0:19:38 > 0:19:40Rob is.

0:19:40 > 0:19:43Of course. And how do they feel?

0:19:43 > 0:19:45How do you mean?

0:19:45 > 0:19:48How do they feel about the way you exclude them from your life?

0:19:57 > 0:19:58Phoebe.

0:19:58 > 0:20:03Eight years old. Birthday, 14 September.

0:20:03 > 0:20:08Hair - mousey brown, and curly. Obsessed with One Direction.

0:20:08 > 0:20:11Had a dental appointment last Thursday - you couldn't see me.

0:20:13 > 0:20:14Ellen...

0:20:14 > 0:20:18Lauren. Six. 21st of August.

0:20:18 > 0:20:21Dark brown hair. You put it in plaits.

0:20:21 > 0:20:23It makes her look really cute.

0:20:23 > 0:20:27Plays Mary Had A Little Lamb on the recorder and drives you all crazy.

0:20:29 > 0:20:31Well?

0:20:33 > 0:20:35No. Ellen, I know how awful this looks.

0:20:35 > 0:20:38It's not too late.

0:20:38 > 0:20:41If you want to have children...

0:20:41 > 0:20:43if you want to have a little girl

0:20:43 > 0:20:46who'll play Mary Had A Little Lamb on the recorder

0:20:46 > 0:20:49and one with a crush on Harry Styles,

0:20:49 > 0:20:51I can give them to you.

0:20:55 > 0:20:56Mum.

0:20:56 > 0:20:58Not one word!

0:20:58 > 0:21:01Let him talk. He's got a lot to say.

0:21:01 > 0:21:03Has he been cautioned?

0:21:03 > 0:21:06Right now, I am his doctor, he is my patient,

0:21:06 > 0:21:09and until you arrived, we were getting on fine.

0:21:09 > 0:21:10Oh! A cosy little chat, was it?

0:21:10 > 0:21:12- You didn't think to call me? - You turned up quick enough.

0:21:12 > 0:21:16No thanks to you. You should have called me the moment he was brought in.

0:21:16 > 0:21:19I would have thought that was a professional courtesy at least,

0:21:19 > 0:21:21or don't you care about things like that?

0:21:21 > 0:21:24In my experience that means bending the rules for your mates.

0:21:24 > 0:21:26If you want to talk professional behaviour, I suggest we both

0:21:26 > 0:21:29step outside and declare our personal interest in this case!

0:21:29 > 0:21:31- This "case" is my son!- Exactly!

0:21:31 > 0:21:35And your son committed a serious assault on a complete stranger last night.

0:21:35 > 0:21:37Part of a pattern of possibly sociopathic behaviour.

0:21:37 > 0:21:40And I think, Chris, wanted to talk about it - didn't you, Chris?

0:21:42 > 0:21:43I can't do this any more.

0:21:43 > 0:21:45This patient is mentally unfit.

0:21:45 > 0:21:48Nothing he says should be taken seriously.

0:21:48 > 0:21:52This isn't just incompetence, Dr Clay - this is gross misconduct!

0:21:55 > 0:21:58If you'd like to come through, Mr Simmons.

0:21:58 > 0:22:00I'm going to give these back to you.

0:22:07 > 0:22:08Dr Carmichael!

0:22:11 > 0:22:15Er, Dr Carmichael, I will take care of Mr Simmons.

0:22:15 > 0:22:17I am sure you will not be very long.

0:22:18 > 0:22:20Come on.

0:22:28 > 0:22:30I am not prepared to accept accusations of misconduct

0:22:30 > 0:22:32from a police surgeon who is attempting to pervert

0:22:32 > 0:22:35the course of justice just to protect her own son

0:22:35 > 0:22:38from a serious charge of assault, and from who knows what else!

0:22:38 > 0:22:41There is nothing else. My son is the victim here.

0:22:41 > 0:22:43Your son nearly killed a man last night!

0:22:51 > 0:22:52Gavin!

0:22:58 > 0:23:00Vicki has something she needs to say to you.

0:23:02 > 0:23:04OK, well, then I will say what needs to be said.

0:23:04 > 0:23:07You, Gavin, are one of the nastiest pieces of work

0:23:07 > 0:23:10I think I have EVER come across.

0:23:10 > 0:23:12It is one thing to cheat on your wife

0:23:12 > 0:23:14but to cheat when you're not even married!

0:23:14 > 0:23:17You take what you want from these women, and you give them nothing.

0:23:17 > 0:23:19Because you can't leave your miserable fictional wife

0:23:19 > 0:23:21and your poor nonexistent kids!

0:23:21 > 0:23:22You are a disgrace!

0:23:22 > 0:23:23That's enough!

0:23:23 > 0:23:25You leave him alone.

0:23:25 > 0:23:26You're defending him?

0:23:26 > 0:23:28What you don't understand, Dr Carmichael -

0:23:28 > 0:23:32what you've failed to take into consideration -

0:23:32 > 0:23:34is that Ellen and Vicki love me.

0:23:34 > 0:23:37We're going now. Thank you, Doctor.

0:23:37 > 0:23:39Gavin?

0:23:39 > 0:23:43He's coming with me. I'm sorry, Vicki. Really, I am.

0:23:43 > 0:23:47But we've talked it through and we're going to get married,

0:23:47 > 0:23:49and we're going to try for a family.

0:23:49 > 0:23:51After everything he's done!

0:23:51 > 0:23:52Yes.

0:23:52 > 0:23:55He always promised me, one day,

0:23:55 > 0:23:57when his wife was out of the picture, we would be together.

0:23:57 > 0:24:01And she's not in the picture any more.

0:24:01 > 0:24:03Not that she was in the picture in the first place,

0:24:03 > 0:24:04so she couldn't be in it.

0:24:04 > 0:24:08But now I am. I'm...in the picture.

0:24:08 > 0:24:10Doctor.

0:24:13 > 0:24:14Sorry.

0:24:14 > 0:24:15Yes, well.

0:24:15 > 0:24:17Better off without him?

0:24:17 > 0:24:18You could say that.

0:24:18 > 0:24:21I'm sorry, Dr Carmichael. But we won't be needing this.

0:24:31 > 0:24:32Game on!

0:24:38 > 0:24:41Who do you think you really are, Karen?

0:24:41 > 0:24:44The woman in your mind, or the woman in that mirror?

0:24:46 > 0:24:47Mm?

0:24:49 > 0:24:52The truth is, you can't be just one or the other.

0:24:52 > 0:24:54You're both those women.

0:24:54 > 0:24:56And if you can't reconcile that reality in your mind,

0:24:56 > 0:24:59then you could risk losing...a lot.

0:25:02 > 0:25:05You know, you almost skipped in here this morning -

0:25:05 > 0:25:08happiest I've ever seen you.

0:25:08 > 0:25:11Do you think you'll be able to sustain your relationship with Rob

0:25:11 > 0:25:15if you refuse to acknowledge who you are, or who your kids are?

0:25:17 > 0:25:18He loves me.

0:25:18 > 0:25:22Yes, he does. But which you?

0:25:22 > 0:25:26Rob isn't in love with the teenage girl living inside your mind.

0:25:26 > 0:25:29Rob is in love with the woman he has shared his life with,

0:25:29 > 0:25:31the woman he had a family with.

0:25:31 > 0:25:33Her.

0:25:33 > 0:25:37And if you can't find a way to accept that she is part of you,

0:25:37 > 0:25:39then you could lose everything.

0:25:39 > 0:25:42I already have! I've lost 28 years!

0:25:42 > 0:25:44And you're not helping!

0:25:44 > 0:25:46Thought therapy was supposed to be good for you!

0:25:46 > 0:25:47You are the worst therapist ever.

0:25:47 > 0:25:50Cos, yes, you're right - I was really happy

0:25:50 > 0:25:54when I came in here this morning and now look what you've done!

0:25:54 > 0:25:58You don't want people to be happy. Well, I am.

0:25:58 > 0:26:04I'm seeing Rob. He likes me. And I like him. It's fun.

0:26:04 > 0:26:06And you have to rake everything up!

0:26:06 > 0:26:08I think it's important, Karen.

0:26:08 > 0:26:12Yeah, well, I don't, Anna.

0:26:12 > 0:26:16For the first time since I can remember, I'm having some fun.

0:26:16 > 0:26:19And, yeah, thank you very much, I'm having some sex, great sex!

0:26:19 > 0:26:22I'm not going to let you, or Jack or Immie,

0:26:22 > 0:26:25or that hag in the mirror ruin it.

0:26:25 > 0:26:26I'm not!

0:26:33 > 0:26:36- We're going.- He's not going home until I say he's fit to leave.

0:26:36 > 0:26:38The custody sergeant says there are no charges

0:26:38 > 0:26:41and you clearly have no medical grounds to keep him.

0:26:41 > 0:26:43- I'm sorry, Jimmi. - Chris, if you ever want to talk...

0:26:43 > 0:26:44He has nothing to say.

0:26:44 > 0:26:45- I think he has.- Come on.

0:27:00 > 0:27:02It's really swanky.

0:27:02 > 0:27:05Only the best for my Karen.

0:27:05 > 0:27:07The name on this card says Mr and Mrs Bonici.

0:27:07 > 0:27:08That is correct.

0:27:08 > 0:27:12So, which one of you is Mr, and who's the Mrs?

0:27:12 > 0:27:15- I am fed up with you digging dirt on my son.- What?

0:27:15 > 0:27:19Has it ever occurred to you that you might actually be

0:27:19 > 0:27:21part of the problem?