0:00:30 > 0:00:34It's Josh Robson. What's he in for? Is he involved in the Baiden case?
0:00:34 > 0:00:35Is he under arrest?
0:00:35 > 0:00:37My baby, can you hear me?!
0:00:37 > 0:00:38I love you so much!
0:00:59 > 0:01:01HE EXHALES SHARPLY
0:01:17 > 0:01:20AMBULANCE SIREN BLARES
0:01:58 > 0:02:02- 20 for a quid! - No way! That's a bargain.
0:02:02 > 0:02:06- Can I have one?- For fivepence a pop, have as many as you want.- Thanks.
0:02:06 > 0:02:08Jimmi? They're past their sell-by date,
0:02:08 > 0:02:10- but they're perfectly edible. - No, thank you.
0:02:15 > 0:02:16This won't poison me, will it?
0:02:16 > 0:02:17It's a doughnut.
0:02:17 > 0:02:20It's got eggs in it. Things go rotten, that's why they have
0:02:20 > 0:02:22a use-by date - you have to get rid of them.
0:02:22 > 0:02:23It's a doughnut!
0:02:23 > 0:02:26- Yeah, but what if... - It's a doughnut.
0:02:27 > 0:02:29Mm...
0:02:41 > 0:02:43- Excuse me.- Yes?- Where's the baby?
0:02:43 > 0:02:45Jade Jackman's baby?
0:02:45 > 0:02:47She's here.
0:02:52 > 0:02:55She's beautiful.
0:02:55 > 0:02:56She is.
0:02:58 > 0:02:59- Here.- Oh...
0:03:03 > 0:03:05Hello, there.
0:03:08 > 0:03:10Have a doughnut. Al brought them in.
0:03:10 > 0:03:11Oh! Thank you.
0:03:15 > 0:03:17So, how's it going?
0:03:17 > 0:03:19I'm so ashamed, this is my third one today.
0:03:19 > 0:03:23- No, how's it going here?- What?
0:03:23 > 0:03:27- How are you getting on? - Fine. Why?
0:03:27 > 0:03:29Nothing. It can just be a bit...
0:03:29 > 0:03:31daunting. Overwhelming.
0:03:31 > 0:03:35- I felt out of depth in my early days.- Did you?
0:03:35 > 0:03:37Yes. I think most doctors do.
0:03:37 > 0:03:38Right.
0:03:38 > 0:03:42I'm not trying to worry you. It was just an observation.
0:03:42 > 0:03:46If you ever need any extra support, I'm right here.
0:03:46 > 0:03:49Thanks. But Al's actually been brilliant.
0:03:49 > 0:03:52- And he brings doughnuts in. - Stale doughnuts.
0:03:52 > 0:03:54He's still a really good mentor.
0:03:54 > 0:03:57He gave up a whole weekend for me.
0:03:57 > 0:03:59I couldn't get rid of him!
0:04:01 > 0:04:02A weekend?
0:04:02 > 0:04:04Yes. He really helped.
0:04:05 > 0:04:07We went over things in his methodical way.
0:04:07 > 0:04:09You know what he's like.
0:04:09 > 0:04:11What?
0:04:11 > 0:04:12Nothing.
0:04:12 > 0:04:14What?
0:04:15 > 0:04:17He's not being a nuisance, is he?
0:04:17 > 0:04:18What do you mean?
0:04:18 > 0:04:20I think you know what I mean.
0:04:20 > 0:04:23I think he's a really good friend.
0:04:23 > 0:04:26The past is the past.
0:04:26 > 0:04:28And the Mill needs to move on.
0:04:28 > 0:04:30You need to move on.
0:04:33 > 0:04:36MAN COUGHS
0:04:44 > 0:04:46BABY COOS
0:04:49 > 0:04:51Thirsty...
0:04:53 > 0:04:54Here we go.
0:04:57 > 0:05:00- Where's my mum? - Just popped out.
0:05:01 > 0:05:03What do you think?
0:05:03 > 0:05:05I think...
0:05:05 > 0:05:06she's perfect.
0:05:10 > 0:05:11Have you got a name?
0:05:11 > 0:05:13Yeah.
0:05:13 > 0:05:15Shontavia.
0:05:32 > 0:05:35Come on. You can't sit on the fence, everybody's got a favourite.
0:05:35 > 0:05:37See, I prefer custard over jam.
0:05:37 > 0:05:40And apple's the devil's spawn, isn't it..?
0:05:42 > 0:05:44- Sorry?- I was talking to...
0:05:44 > 0:05:47Myself, apparently. Can I help you?
0:05:48 > 0:05:50I wanted to talk to Mrs Tembe.
0:05:50 > 0:05:53I'm sorry you can't cos she's not here.
0:05:53 > 0:05:55Where is she?
0:05:56 > 0:06:00She's...on a course. She'll be back in a few days.
0:06:00 > 0:06:04She didn't mention it. When did she decide to go?
0:06:04 > 0:06:05Do you know her?
0:06:05 > 0:06:09From church. She got me to register here the other day.
0:06:09 > 0:06:12Oh, right. Let's see if we can find you. What's your name?
0:06:15 > 0:06:17What's your name?
0:06:17 > 0:06:20- Josh Robson.- Josh Robson...
0:06:21 > 0:06:25There we go. Do you want to book an appointment?
0:06:25 > 0:06:27Yes. A doctor.
0:06:27 > 0:06:29I want to see a doctor.
0:06:29 > 0:06:33I'm afraid we haven't got anything today,
0:06:33 > 0:06:36- but if you could pop back tomorrow we could fit you in?- Yeah.
0:06:36 > 0:06:39- I've got an 11, or a 4:15?- Yeah.
0:06:42 > 0:06:44Which one?
0:06:45 > 0:06:46Are you OK?
0:06:48 > 0:06:52- Have you got a toilet? - Yeah, go straight down there.- OK.
0:06:56 > 0:06:57Where did you go?
0:06:57 > 0:07:00- I can see him.- Who? - Josh Robson. I can see him.
0:07:00 > 0:07:02No, you can't. You've got to see
0:07:02 > 0:07:04- that rep you've been banging on about.- Cancel it.
0:07:08 > 0:07:11KNOCK ON DOOR Hello. Come in.
0:07:11 > 0:07:15Yes, Niamh, about earlier. You were right.
0:07:16 > 0:07:17I need to move on.
0:07:17 > 0:07:19- Not just you.- All of us.
0:07:19 > 0:07:21Thanks for that.
0:07:21 > 0:07:23Good.
0:07:23 > 0:07:25My offer still stands.
0:07:25 > 0:07:29- Offer?- Your ongoing training. I would really like to help.
0:07:29 > 0:07:32That would be great. If you have the time?
0:07:32 > 0:07:33My pleasure.
0:07:33 > 0:07:36Right. What were you thinking?
0:07:36 > 0:07:38- A re-cap of some sort...- A test?
0:07:38 > 0:07:40- No, I hate tests.- Me, too.
0:07:40 > 0:07:42Role playing.
0:07:42 > 0:07:45There is nothing like role playing for building confidence.
0:07:45 > 0:07:49And honing those on-the-spot decisions.
0:07:51 > 0:07:52I'd love it. When?
0:07:52 > 0:07:54How about today?
0:07:55 > 0:07:58- Can't wait.- Great. See you later, then.- See you later!
0:08:00 > 0:08:02SHE BREATHES ANXIOUSLY
0:08:23 > 0:08:26I feel like I've been clubbing for weeks
0:08:26 > 0:08:28and got run over on the way home.
0:08:28 > 0:08:30I don't feel like I've just had
0:08:30 > 0:08:33one of the world's most brilliant experiences.
0:08:33 > 0:08:35No-one's ever felt that.
0:08:35 > 0:08:37Yeah, but nobody said it would be this bad!
0:08:37 > 0:08:39You certainly didn't!
0:08:39 > 0:08:42Your body's been through a tremendous ordeal.
0:08:42 > 0:08:45The general anaesthetic alone can leave you feeling like...
0:08:45 > 0:08:46I'm getting that!
0:08:46 > 0:08:48Give us an hand.
0:08:48 > 0:08:50I'm going to feed Shontavia before the midwives get back
0:08:50 > 0:08:52or they start touching me up again.
0:08:52 > 0:08:54Haven't they been trying to help?
0:08:55 > 0:08:58I've been prodded and pulled in the wrong places!
0:08:58 > 0:09:01They expressed milk and fed her off a spoon.
0:09:01 > 0:09:03It were freaky. They're still not happy.
0:09:03 > 0:09:08- They don't want the baby to miss out on the...- The colostrum, I know!
0:09:08 > 0:09:10Get you, listening in class.
0:09:10 > 0:09:13What? Didn't think I'd remember such a long word?
0:09:13 > 0:09:17- What? Like sarcastic?- Give her here. I'm going to crack this
0:09:17 > 0:09:18before the boob mafia comeback.
0:09:20 > 0:09:22BABY COOS
0:09:25 > 0:09:28- You all right?- Yeah. - Sure?- Yes.
0:09:28 > 0:09:30Sorry. I'm fine, thanks for asking.
0:09:31 > 0:09:33Josh!
0:09:33 > 0:09:35Oh, Doctor Clay. Hello, I was just leaving.
0:09:35 > 0:09:38- Yeah. Are you OK?- Fine.
0:09:38 > 0:09:39Are you sure? You seem a bit...
0:09:39 > 0:09:43I'm all right. I just came to see Mrs Tembe, but she's...
0:09:43 > 0:09:45Yeah, she's...she's in Wales on a residential.
0:09:45 > 0:09:47I heard you wanted to see a doctor?
0:09:47 > 0:09:51Well, yeah, I did. But there's no appointments so...
0:09:51 > 0:09:53Right, well, there are now.
0:10:00 > 0:10:01All right, Lady Windermere.
0:10:01 > 0:10:03Shut up. I need help.
0:10:03 > 0:10:05You know they do little battery powered ones...
0:10:05 > 0:10:06I said, shut up!
0:10:08 > 0:10:11Heston's started asking me how I'm getting on at the Mill.
0:10:11 > 0:10:13- That's good of him.- No. It's not.
0:10:13 > 0:10:15He wants to do a role play with me.
0:10:15 > 0:10:17What's that about?
0:10:17 > 0:10:19He's checking up on me, isn't he?
0:10:19 > 0:10:22- Seeing if I'm good enough to work here.- Maybe.
0:10:22 > 0:10:24- Maybe?!- I don't know.
0:10:24 > 0:10:26I haven't quite worked out how to do mind reading just yet.
0:10:26 > 0:10:30You're not helping. What do you think he's going to ask?
0:10:30 > 0:10:32- I have no idea.- Think!
0:10:33 > 0:10:37- Maybe he'll ask about the new drug protocols for Parkinson's.- OK.
0:10:37 > 0:10:39He'll probably want to know about that new legislation
0:10:39 > 0:10:41for doctors working in CCGs.
0:10:41 > 0:10:43- What new legislation?- You know.
0:10:43 > 0:10:45The one about only treating the gullible on Mondays.
0:10:45 > 0:10:47You're an idiot!
0:10:47 > 0:10:48You're just an easy target.
0:10:50 > 0:10:51I'm sorry, what is this?
0:10:51 > 0:10:53Is this some kind of new security blanket?
0:10:53 > 0:10:55No. It's a fan.
0:10:56 > 0:10:57Oi!
0:10:59 > 0:11:02Stop sweating. You're doing just fine.
0:11:02 > 0:11:04Heston hasn't got any hidden agenda.
0:11:04 > 0:11:06It's just him being supportive.
0:11:09 > 0:11:12Try holding her towards you more.
0:11:14 > 0:11:17- I did!- And the angle makes a difference.
0:11:17 > 0:11:19I know!
0:11:19 > 0:11:22BABY CRIES
0:11:22 > 0:11:27- Take her.- Just try again. - Just take her!
0:11:29 > 0:11:31Sh, sh.
0:11:31 > 0:11:33Sh.
0:11:34 > 0:11:36You lied.
0:11:37 > 0:11:41My stomach hurts. I feel sick. And I can't even feed my own baby.
0:11:41 > 0:11:43I didn't say it would be easy.
0:11:44 > 0:11:47I said you need to persevere.
0:11:47 > 0:11:49I have bloody persevered!
0:11:53 > 0:11:55Do you need some more pain meds?
0:11:55 > 0:11:57I don't want anything that will affect Shontavia.
0:12:00 > 0:12:02What?
0:12:02 > 0:12:04Don't patronise me!
0:12:04 > 0:12:05Oh, you and your big words.
0:12:05 > 0:12:08No pain meds are going to affect Shontavia,
0:12:08 > 0:12:10but they might improve your mood.
0:12:10 > 0:12:11I doubt it.
0:12:11 > 0:12:13- You may be right.- What?
0:12:13 > 0:12:18I think that being a mother may be the making of you.
0:12:18 > 0:12:20- What?- I'm quite proud.- You didn't think much of me
0:12:20 > 0:12:23- when you first met me.- You didn't think much of me either.
0:12:23 > 0:12:25I still don't. I still think you're a stuck up cow.
0:12:25 > 0:12:27I still think you're just a cow.
0:12:29 > 0:12:30Ow!
0:12:32 > 0:12:33Try on your side.
0:12:33 > 0:12:35It can help with the feeding.
0:12:35 > 0:12:37Trust me. I'm a doctor.
0:12:46 > 0:12:48Your interest in cooking, did that start in prison?
0:12:50 > 0:12:51Yeah.
0:12:51 > 0:12:54I bet Mrs Tembe helped. She's an excellent cook.
0:12:56 > 0:12:58Yes, she has. She is.
0:13:01 > 0:13:04So...how can I help?
0:13:06 > 0:13:08Why are you...?
0:13:09 > 0:13:10Sorry?
0:13:12 > 0:13:14Why this sudden interest?
0:13:15 > 0:13:16It's my job.
0:13:20 > 0:13:23You know what I've done?
0:13:23 > 0:13:24Yep.
0:13:25 > 0:13:26And?
0:13:26 > 0:13:29And nothing. It's still my job, I'm still a doctor.
0:13:35 > 0:13:37Mrs Tembe believes that everyone should...
0:13:39 > 0:13:40..have a second chance.
0:13:41 > 0:13:43She's usually right.
0:13:47 > 0:13:48This is a waste of time.
0:13:48 > 0:13:50It's going everywhere but in her mouth.
0:13:50 > 0:13:53OK, strip off.
0:13:53 > 0:13:54Come again?
0:13:54 > 0:13:59Skin to skin contact. It's been proven to help babies realise what they're supposed to be doing.
0:13:59 > 0:14:02But it's hardly practical in the frozen aisle of ASDA, is it?
0:14:02 > 0:14:03Just give it a go.
0:14:07 > 0:14:12- There we go.- This is ridiculous. I can't keep stripping off every time she's hungry.
0:14:12 > 0:14:14You won't have to keep doing it once she's got the hang of it.
0:14:14 > 0:14:16- So you say.- Shush.
0:14:19 > 0:14:20She's...
0:14:21 > 0:14:23Yes. She is.
0:14:29 > 0:14:30KNOCK ON DOOR
0:14:36 > 0:14:39- Take a seat.- Thank you.
0:14:42 > 0:14:44I'm Doctor Donoghue.
0:14:44 > 0:14:47- Ronald Rathbone.- So...
0:14:49 > 0:14:51You're a new patient here, is that right?
0:14:51 > 0:14:53Yes. I've just moved to Letherbridge for work.
0:14:53 > 0:14:55- What do you do?- I'm a headmaster.
0:14:57 > 0:14:58And did you move here with the family?
0:14:58 > 0:15:00No. I live on my own.
0:15:01 > 0:15:04So what brings you here today, Mr Rathbone?
0:15:04 > 0:15:06- Are you here just to register, or...?- No.
0:15:07 > 0:15:08How can I help?
0:15:12 > 0:15:14- Take your time. - I think I'm losing my mind.
0:15:18 > 0:15:20I had anxiety attacks in prison.
0:15:22 > 0:15:24You were on meds for some time.
0:15:24 > 0:15:25Prison...
0:15:26 > 0:15:30It's not easy. I know it's not supposed to be..
0:15:31 > 0:15:32But...
0:15:32 > 0:15:34Well, I had...
0:15:34 > 0:15:36I had...
0:15:37 > 0:15:38Suicidal thoughts?
0:15:40 > 0:15:42Sometimes.
0:15:42 > 0:15:45Did you ever act on them in prison?
0:15:45 > 0:15:47Always managed to stop.
0:15:48 > 0:15:50It's a harsh environment. It's understandable.
0:15:50 > 0:15:52No. It's not that, you don't understand.
0:15:52 > 0:15:55Prison? That's a walk in the park.
0:15:57 > 0:15:59It's out here that's hell.
0:16:02 > 0:16:05So, the shopping, and the books.
0:16:05 > 0:16:07Anything else?
0:16:08 > 0:16:09I'm a logical person.
0:16:11 > 0:16:15But I can feel fear creeping in. What if I am losing my mind?
0:16:15 > 0:16:21What if it is...dementia? I don't think I could cope.
0:16:21 > 0:16:23Mr Rathbone, please, don't worry.
0:16:23 > 0:16:25It could be any number of things.
0:16:25 > 0:16:28Let's not jump to any conclusions, OK?
0:16:28 > 0:16:29Good.
0:16:29 > 0:16:33The first thing I'd like to do is run some tests called MMSE.
0:16:33 > 0:16:36Sounds fancy, but really it's just a series of simple questions
0:16:36 > 0:16:39to help us determine how your long and short term memory is.
0:16:39 > 0:16:40I could do that now, if you'd like?
0:16:40 > 0:16:43Yes. Thank you, thank you very much.
0:16:43 > 0:16:44Great.
0:16:47 > 0:16:49I can't stop them.
0:16:52 > 0:16:56I know they're coming but there's nothing,
0:16:56 > 0:17:00absolutely nothing I can do.
0:17:03 > 0:17:05They happen almost every day now.
0:17:06 > 0:17:09Are the attacks different from the ones you had in prison?
0:17:09 > 0:17:11Yeah, they're worse.
0:17:12 > 0:17:16They're darker. They're more intense.
0:17:16 > 0:17:17How?
0:17:19 > 0:17:21It's difficult.
0:17:23 > 0:17:25At first I feel...
0:17:27 > 0:17:29..detached.
0:17:29 > 0:17:34Removed from the world...
0:17:34 > 0:17:35from the moment.
0:17:37 > 0:17:41It's like...it's like I'm not there.
0:17:44 > 0:17:45And then?
0:17:47 > 0:17:48And then it changes.
0:17:52 > 0:17:53It becomes overwhelming.
0:17:55 > 0:17:56To the point that...
0:17:58 > 0:18:00Sorry.
0:18:01 > 0:18:03To the point that...
0:18:04 > 0:18:07..I hate myself. No.
0:18:09 > 0:18:10I loathe myself.
0:18:13 > 0:18:15I hate me.
0:18:18 > 0:18:19This.
0:18:19 > 0:18:21This!
0:18:26 > 0:18:27Ow!
0:18:27 > 0:18:29What?
0:18:29 > 0:18:30It hurt.
0:18:30 > 0:18:31Really?
0:18:31 > 0:18:36Ow. Yes! It really hurts. Ow!
0:18:36 > 0:18:37Do something!
0:18:37 > 0:18:40Perhaps she's not latched properly. Let's have a look.
0:18:41 > 0:18:44No, it looks fine to me.
0:18:44 > 0:18:46It's not! She's biting me!
0:18:46 > 0:18:48She's not.
0:18:48 > 0:18:50She is, she's eating my boob!
0:18:50 > 0:18:52- She can't be. - How do you know?!
0:18:52 > 0:18:54Because she hasn't got any teeth.
0:18:55 > 0:18:57Well, what do I do?
0:18:57 > 0:18:59Nothing.
0:18:59 > 0:19:01Nothing?
0:19:01 > 0:19:03Is that the best you've got?
0:19:04 > 0:19:08Yep. The joys of motherhood. Just have to grin and bear it.
0:19:12 > 0:19:14What is the date?
0:19:15 > 0:19:20I'm going to say three words to you, I want you to repeat them back to me. Are you ready?
0:19:21 > 0:19:24Furry, digit, banana.
0:19:26 > 0:19:29Subtract seven from 100.
0:19:30 > 0:19:32Spell 'world' backwards.
0:19:32 > 0:19:33What is this?
0:19:35 > 0:19:37Can you remember the name of the three words
0:19:37 > 0:19:38you repeated for me earlier?
0:19:57 > 0:20:00They're the same tablets you were on in prison.
0:20:00 > 0:20:01Thank you.
0:20:01 > 0:20:03I've given you four months' supply.
0:20:03 > 0:20:06That's a lot. Is that normal?
0:20:07 > 0:20:10It's not a normal situation.
0:20:10 > 0:20:12Sometimes you have to make up your own rules.
0:20:16 > 0:20:19If the chemist needs confirmation about quantity,
0:20:19 > 0:20:21then get them to give me a call.
0:20:21 > 0:20:24- Right. Thanks.- Do you...
0:20:26 > 0:20:28- Do you still go to church?- Yeah.
0:20:32 > 0:20:34Still do Bible study with Mrs Tembe?
0:20:34 > 0:20:37Sometimes. Sometimes it's with the vicar, Viv.
0:20:44 > 0:20:45I used to do Bible study.
0:20:47 > 0:20:51At Sunday school, in Wales, with my sister.
0:20:51 > 0:20:54Yeah, well, look, I've got to get going. So, thanks again...
0:20:54 > 0:20:56I never got the god thing really...
0:20:59 > 0:21:00..but I liked going, though,
0:21:00 > 0:21:03they used to give us sweets. I liked the sweets.
0:21:05 > 0:21:07Did you ever go to Sunday school?
0:21:08 > 0:21:09No.
0:21:10 > 0:21:15The stories were the best. The ones about Jesus performing miracles.
0:21:17 > 0:21:19It was like magic how he cured people.
0:21:20 > 0:21:22The sick, the blind.
0:21:25 > 0:21:26The lepers.
0:21:30 > 0:21:31It's funny.
0:21:31 > 0:21:36Now we know that leprosy is basically Hansen's disease
0:21:36 > 0:21:37we can treat it with pills.
0:21:40 > 0:21:42In a way, the New Testament was very forward thinking.
0:21:42 > 0:21:46Jesus getting out there, helping the people who needed it most.
0:21:50 > 0:21:52The Old Testament...
0:21:52 > 0:21:54that's very different.
0:21:55 > 0:21:56Far more hard line.
0:21:59 > 0:22:02They're all for labelling lepers as unclean.
0:22:03 > 0:22:04And banishing them.
0:22:06 > 0:22:07Making them outcasts.
0:22:11 > 0:22:12They see them as rotten...
0:22:15 > 0:22:17..unfit to live with other people.
0:22:28 > 0:22:30Look what the nurse just give me.
0:22:30 > 0:22:35Nappy cream, bath wash, nappies. Even money-off vouchers.
0:22:36 > 0:22:39Except flippin' milk! Not a single voucher for what you actually need.
0:22:39 > 0:22:43Never fear, mother's here. Popped to the shop already. Look!
0:22:43 > 0:22:46Ready mixed, just add baby. Not cheap, though.
0:22:46 > 0:22:49£1.50 a pop. They've got you over a barrel, haven't they?
0:22:49 > 0:22:52- Kayleigh?- Yes? - Get your money back.
0:22:52 > 0:22:53Eh?
0:22:57 > 0:22:59I didn't get a bleedin' receipt.
0:23:01 > 0:23:04- That's... lovely. - Like you mean it, Mum!
0:23:04 > 0:23:05Sorry. It's really lovely.
0:23:12 > 0:23:14Well, Mr Rathbone. You did very well.
0:23:14 > 0:23:17- I did?- You scored 30 out of 30, which indicates...
0:23:17 > 0:23:19That my memory is perfectly normal.
0:23:19 > 0:23:21But Mr Rathbone's memory is perfectly normal.
0:23:21 > 0:23:23Yes, of course.
0:23:23 > 0:23:28Well, Doctor Donoghue, how would you proceed?
0:23:28 > 0:23:32Well, I would reassure the patient that after today's consultation,
0:23:32 > 0:23:35he needn't worry about dementia.
0:23:35 > 0:23:38I totally agree. And?
0:23:40 > 0:23:41- And?- What else?
0:23:43 > 0:23:45- Um...- Blood tests?
0:23:45 > 0:23:47Blood tests. I knew that...
0:23:47 > 0:23:50Of course you did. Well, it was a textbook consultation.
0:23:50 > 0:23:52- You did really well.- Thank you.
0:23:52 > 0:23:54The Mill is lucky to have you.
0:23:54 > 0:23:55SHE SIGHS
0:23:57 > 0:23:59She really is beautiful.
0:23:59 > 0:24:01Takes after her mum.
0:24:01 > 0:24:03In your dreams.
0:24:04 > 0:24:05Take care.
0:24:05 > 0:24:08Will do. And thanks.
0:24:08 > 0:24:13You know, we thought of calling Shontavia Zara,
0:24:13 > 0:24:15but I changed my mind last minute.
0:24:15 > 0:24:18- Why?- Way too posh.
0:24:20 > 0:24:22I will see you again, won't I?
0:24:22 > 0:24:25I doubt it. I'm far too busy.
0:24:58 > 0:25:00I knew another Viv once.
0:25:03 > 0:25:04Vivien.
0:25:08 > 0:25:10She used to work here as a receptionist.
0:25:10 > 0:25:13A little older than Mrs Tembe, but she was very similar.
0:25:15 > 0:25:19She was good, she was kind. She was trusting.
0:25:22 > 0:25:24She was a good woman.
0:25:27 > 0:25:29One night she left here...
0:25:30 > 0:25:32..she went home...
0:25:33 > 0:25:35..and she found two men in the house.
0:25:39 > 0:25:40They raped her.
0:25:45 > 0:25:47She didn't tell anyone for a while.
0:25:51 > 0:25:56But when she did, she told me.
0:25:57 > 0:26:01Because she trusted me to help her and I tried.
0:26:04 > 0:26:07I held her hand all the way through the process.
0:26:10 > 0:26:11Went to court.
0:26:13 > 0:26:15Comforted her.
0:26:15 > 0:26:18I wanted to make it better. But I couldn't. I just couldn't.
0:26:24 > 0:26:27- What happened?- They were punished.
0:26:29 > 0:26:31Justice was served.
0:26:34 > 0:26:35But she never really got over it.
0:26:35 > 0:26:38Not really. The experience broke her.
0:26:42 > 0:26:45Mrs Tembe is my friend.
0:26:46 > 0:26:48I would never hurt her.
0:26:48 > 0:26:50I know.
0:26:54 > 0:26:59Because if you do, I will make hell rain down on you.
0:27:08 > 0:27:13It wasn't that big yesterday, was it? Must've grown overnight! Hideous!
0:27:19 > 0:27:21Can't a girl have a tiny blemish?
0:27:21 > 0:27:23I might as well be the Creature from the Black Lagoon.
0:27:23 > 0:27:26It's not that. I like your mole. I love your mole.
0:27:26 > 0:27:29I'm not that unappealing, am I?