0:00:32 > 0:00:34We're running low on candles. Have you ordered more of them?
0:00:34 > 0:00:36- Yes, I did it on Friday.- Which ones?
0:00:36 > 0:00:38- The white ones.- Good.
0:00:46 > 0:00:47Please sit down.
0:00:48 > 0:00:51- Would you like to prepare the room? - Yes, Tobias.
0:00:57 > 0:01:01"If we walk in the light, as he is in the light,
0:01:01 > 0:01:03we have fellowship with one another.
0:01:03 > 0:01:07"And the blood of Jesus, his son, purifies us from all sin."
0:01:12 > 0:01:13For the wages of sin is death
0:01:13 > 0:01:17but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ.
0:01:17 > 0:01:18Jesus, our Lord.
0:01:19 > 0:01:20Amen.
0:01:20 > 0:01:21Amen.
0:01:21 > 0:01:22Are you ready?
0:01:52 > 0:01:54What are you doing? What are you doing? Stop.
0:01:54 > 0:01:58- I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.- It's OK. - I don't know what came over me.
0:01:58 > 0:02:00It's all right, we've both had a lot to Drink.
0:02:00 > 0:02:01Oh, God!
0:02:07 > 0:02:10You're looking very chipper this morning.
0:02:10 > 0:02:12Is there a new man in your life?
0:02:12 > 0:02:18Ah, now, Doctor Haskey, I only have eyes for you. You know that.
0:02:18 > 0:02:20But I am feeling better.
0:02:20 > 0:02:21I feel like a new woman!
0:02:21 > 0:02:24Well, my work here is done then. Come on, I'll see you out.
0:02:24 > 0:02:27Sit down, you cheeky boy.
0:02:27 > 0:02:29There's a reason for my visit.
0:02:29 > 0:02:32Yes, your prescription has run out, hasn't it?
0:02:32 > 0:02:33I'll write you up a new one.
0:02:33 > 0:02:34Don't bother.
0:02:38 > 0:02:41I know you're supposed to dispose of them properly.
0:02:41 > 0:02:45I've decided it's time for me to come off my medication. Permanently.
0:02:45 > 0:02:46Why?
0:02:46 > 0:02:49Because I don't need it any more.
0:02:49 > 0:02:51You're in remission because you've been taking the pills.
0:02:51 > 0:02:55I know what remission feels like. This is different.
0:02:55 > 0:02:58This time it's completely gone.
0:02:58 > 0:03:01Grace, you've had rheumatoid arthritis long enough to know
0:03:01 > 0:03:03it's an incurable condition.
0:03:03 > 0:03:06The best that we can do is manage your pain.
0:03:06 > 0:03:09That's your opinion. I just don't happen to share it.
0:03:09 > 0:03:11Doctors can be wrong, you know?
0:03:11 > 0:03:12Not about this we can't.
0:03:15 > 0:03:17All right, fine.
0:03:17 > 0:03:19If you have any more problems, come back in
0:03:19 > 0:03:22and I'll put you back on the pills.
0:03:22 > 0:03:23Thank you, Doctor Haskey.
0:03:26 > 0:03:29This morning, when I woke up, I could feel a cold coming on.
0:03:30 > 0:03:32Has science ever found a cure for that?
0:03:39 > 0:03:42I know I'm standing in a room full of GPs,
0:03:42 > 0:03:44so please don't lynch me for saying this.
0:03:44 > 0:03:47But I believe medical professionals
0:03:47 > 0:03:49are failing their dementia patients
0:03:49 > 0:03:52because of a fundamental lack of empathy.
0:03:52 > 0:03:55I'm not saying it's out of meanness or callousness,
0:03:55 > 0:04:01it's simply an inability to put ourselves in our patient's shoes.
0:04:01 > 0:04:03I'd like to illustrate this point
0:04:03 > 0:04:06but I'm afraid I'm going to need a volunteer from the audience.
0:04:07 > 0:04:09Come on, don't be shy.
0:04:09 > 0:04:12Believe me, if I can stand up in front of all of you, anyone can.
0:04:14 > 0:04:16Sorry I'm late. My alarm didn't go off.
0:04:16 > 0:04:19No need to apologise. Your timing couldn't be better.
0:04:19 > 0:04:21I think we've found our volunteer.
0:04:21 > 0:04:22Please, come and join me up here.
0:04:22 > 0:04:26- Oh, no, I'd really rather just sit down.- You can sit.
0:04:26 > 0:04:29Consider it a forfeit for being late, two days in a row.
0:04:42 > 0:04:48- There you go.- Thank you. I need this. Morning from hell.- How so?
0:04:50 > 0:04:52I've got this patient with HIV, right?
0:04:54 > 0:04:58Healthy. He's been managing it for years and then, out of the blue,
0:04:58 > 0:04:59he decides oh, no!
0:04:59 > 0:05:03- He doesn't need his anti-retroviral drugs any more - he's cured. - What?
0:05:03 > 0:05:05I know, I can't believe it?
0:05:05 > 0:05:07I spent most of the morning convincing him
0:05:07 > 0:05:08to stick to his drugs programme.
0:05:09 > 0:05:13Reckons it's "through the power of prayer".
0:05:13 > 0:05:16Honestly, you know, the stuff people believe in this day and age.
0:05:28 > 0:05:31- Are you all right? You look a bit clammy.- I'm fine.
0:05:31 > 0:05:34- You didn't touch your breakfast this morning.- I didn't feel like it.
0:05:34 > 0:05:38- Well, maybe you should rest. Eat something.- I'm not hungry.
0:05:38 > 0:05:41Anyway, there's no time, we still have a lot of people to see.
0:05:43 > 0:05:46Hi, thanks for coming.
0:05:50 > 0:05:53OK, Toni, you can relax, this isn't a test.
0:05:53 > 0:05:57I just wanted to ask you what you thought of the talk this morning.
0:05:57 > 0:06:00This morning? I wasn't here.
0:06:00 > 0:06:03We watched a short film and had a group discussion about it.
0:06:03 > 0:06:05You remember the film, surely?
0:06:05 > 0:06:07No, I told you, I wasn't here. I overslept.
0:06:09 > 0:06:12It's all right, there's no need to get upset. Like I said, this isn't a test.
0:06:13 > 0:06:16Perhaps you'll remember what we discussed last night then?
0:06:17 > 0:06:18Last night?
0:06:18 > 0:06:20Yes, we spoke in the bar.
0:06:20 > 0:06:21Don't you remember?
0:06:22 > 0:06:26We spoke at length about the patients we'd met with dementia.
0:06:26 > 0:06:29You had some great insight into how to deal compassionately with them.
0:06:29 > 0:06:31Perhaps you'd like to share it with the room now?
0:06:32 > 0:06:34Go ahead, don't be shy.
0:06:35 > 0:06:37I'm not, I just...
0:06:38 > 0:06:42I don't recall talking to you last night, I'm sorry.
0:06:42 > 0:06:44But it was only a few hours ago.
0:06:44 > 0:06:45I'm sure it'll come back to you.
0:06:47 > 0:06:50Come on, concentrate, this is important.
0:06:50 > 0:06:53Everybody here would love to hear it.
0:06:53 > 0:06:56Look, I don't remember talking to you at all, let alone what I said!
0:06:59 > 0:07:00What?
0:07:00 > 0:07:02Of course you don't remember it.
0:07:02 > 0:07:04We never spoke in the bar last night.
0:07:05 > 0:07:08What you've just experienced is what people with dementia feel
0:07:08 > 0:07:11every single day.
0:07:11 > 0:07:15Confusion, frustration, humiliation,
0:07:15 > 0:07:18even shame for doing or saying things
0:07:18 > 0:07:21they don't fully remember, or perhaps wouldn't normally do.
0:07:28 > 0:07:32- Thank you.- OK. Well, try and take care, Mrs Hennessey.
0:07:32 > 0:07:33PHONE RINGING
0:07:33 > 0:07:35OK. Almost there. Here we go.
0:07:35 > 0:07:37Ah, Mr Rigby. Your old bad back playing up again, eh?
0:07:37 > 0:07:39Yeah, and he's got a bit of a temperature too.
0:07:39 > 0:07:41Al. It's Grace Matthews.
0:07:50 > 0:07:52Hi.
0:07:52 > 0:07:55I gave you a knock this morning to see if you fancied some breakfast.
0:07:55 > 0:07:58I assumed you must be in the shower or something.
0:07:58 > 0:08:00Was probably dead to the world.
0:08:00 > 0:08:02Yeah, I felt sorry for you this morning up there,
0:08:02 > 0:08:04being Sarah's guinea-pig.
0:08:05 > 0:08:07I thought it was a really clever trick.
0:08:07 > 0:08:10- Really got the point across, didn't it?- Yeah.
0:08:10 > 0:08:11Tea's good, eh?
0:08:12 > 0:08:15- Daniel, for goodness' sake, stop being so nice to me!- Why?
0:08:16 > 0:08:19Because I made a complete fool of myself.
0:08:20 > 0:08:21Look, nothing happened, OK?
0:08:21 > 0:08:24So there's nothing to be embarrassed about.
0:08:24 > 0:08:26We just had a little bit too much to drink.
0:08:26 > 0:08:29A lot too much.
0:08:29 > 0:08:31Maybe we got a little bit carried away with the dance,
0:08:31 > 0:08:33but so what?
0:08:33 > 0:08:35We're passionate people, right?
0:08:35 > 0:08:38Which is exactly what we'll need if we're going to win that competition.
0:08:38 > 0:08:42- You still want to do the competition?- Of course I do.
0:08:42 > 0:08:44Toni, come on, we're friends.
0:08:44 > 0:08:47I'd be really sad if you let a silly, drunken moment
0:08:47 > 0:08:49get in the way of that.
0:08:57 > 0:08:59Thank you for coming.
0:08:59 > 0:09:01I don't think I could've made it back to the surgery.
0:09:01 > 0:09:03Not a problem.
0:09:03 > 0:09:04Shall I open the curtains?
0:09:04 > 0:09:09- No, please don't, the light's hurting my eyes.- OK.
0:09:09 > 0:09:12You said you felt a little under the weather first thing this morning.
0:09:12 > 0:09:16Yes but my joints felt fine. They're really hurting now.
0:09:18 > 0:09:21It's come back, hasn't it? The arthritis.
0:09:21 > 0:09:23You do feel a little warm.
0:09:23 > 0:09:25Do you mind if I take your temperature?
0:09:27 > 0:09:29I have a very clever piece of equipment for this.
0:09:36 > 0:09:38Yeah, it is a little raised.
0:09:38 > 0:09:40Maybe you're coming down with something.
0:09:40 > 0:09:42- You mean, it's not a flare-up? - It doesn't look like it.
0:09:42 > 0:09:44I knew it!
0:09:44 > 0:09:45I knew the boy had cured me.
0:09:46 > 0:09:47What boy?
0:09:49 > 0:09:51Grace? What boy?
0:09:54 > 0:09:58Please, Lord, fill Rebecca with your healing light,
0:09:58 > 0:10:01cleanse her of the cancer that blights her body.
0:10:01 > 0:10:02Lord, I humbly ask you...
0:10:02 > 0:10:05HE COUGHS
0:10:05 > 0:10:07- Are you all right, Tobias? - I'm fine.
0:10:08 > 0:10:11I'm sorry, I just need to stop for a moment.
0:10:12 > 0:10:13Toby!
0:10:14 > 0:10:16You're burning up. I'm taking you to a doctor.
0:10:16 > 0:10:19- No. Just take me home. - Toby.- Take me home!
0:10:25 > 0:10:29You can't be serious. A faith healer?
0:10:29 > 0:10:31I know, I didn't believe in it either,
0:10:31 > 0:10:33but I couldn't dispute the facts.
0:10:33 > 0:10:37My friend Charles had suffered back pain for years and this boy has
0:10:37 > 0:10:41completely cured him, just by laying on his hands several times a week.
0:10:41 > 0:10:43Hang on a minute, back pain?
0:10:43 > 0:10:47- Are we talking about Charles Rigby by any chance?- That's right.
0:10:47 > 0:10:49He told me he no longer needs pain medication
0:10:49 > 0:10:52and he feels ten years younger.
0:10:52 > 0:10:55Now tell me that isn't a miracle, Doctor Haskey.
0:10:55 > 0:10:57That isn't a miracle.
0:10:57 > 0:11:01I saw Charles less than an hour ago. He's in agony with his bad back.
0:11:01 > 0:11:02That can't be?!
0:11:03 > 0:11:06The mind's an incredible powerful thing, if it tells the body
0:11:06 > 0:11:08the body's well, the body might believe it.
0:11:10 > 0:11:13I had a patient recently who put all his hope in this miracle pill.
0:11:14 > 0:11:18I wish I could tell you it worked out for him.
0:11:18 > 0:11:20Look, I don't blame you for trying anything to get rid of this
0:11:20 > 0:11:24horrible pain, but you have to know this boy isn't the answer.
0:11:27 > 0:11:29You said he laid hands on you?
0:11:29 > 0:11:30Yes.
0:11:30 > 0:11:31Do you have contact details for him?
0:11:32 > 0:11:34His mother's, why?
0:11:34 > 0:11:36Charles had a temperature too.
0:11:36 > 0:11:38If this boy's got something wrong with him,
0:11:38 > 0:11:40he could be spreading it from house to house.
0:11:40 > 0:11:42We've spoken about the diagnosis
0:11:42 > 0:11:47and day-to-day challenges of dealing with dementia patients.
0:11:47 > 0:11:52But, as GPs, our duty extends beyond the patients themselves.
0:11:52 > 0:11:54Stresses on carers can be overwhelming
0:11:54 > 0:11:57and this can sometimes lead to a whole raft of other problems,
0:11:57 > 0:12:00family breakdowns being one of them.
0:12:00 > 0:12:03One woman I met went through a particularly messy divorce
0:12:03 > 0:12:05after her husband refused to continue living
0:12:05 > 0:12:08with his mother-in-law who had dementia.
0:12:08 > 0:12:12As a result the woman became increasingly isolated,
0:12:12 > 0:12:14having to cope alone with her mother's care.
0:12:14 > 0:12:16She completely lost all self-esteem.
0:12:16 > 0:12:19She gained weight, she stopped socialising,
0:12:19 > 0:12:22she became increasingly housebound.
0:12:22 > 0:12:26GPs need to look out for these telltale signs so that we
0:12:26 > 0:12:29can offer support before the situation becomes unmanageable.
0:12:29 > 0:12:31Doctor Granger.
0:12:31 > 0:12:34Any plans to roll out this kind of training to medical students?
0:12:34 > 0:12:35I'm glad you asked that question.
0:12:35 > 0:12:39Because you're absolutely right, training is the key to
0:12:39 > 0:12:41changing our approach to dementia across the board.
0:12:42 > 0:12:44It's all a question of priorities.
0:12:44 > 0:12:47I believe we need to rely less on medicating patients
0:12:47 > 0:12:50and focus more on engaging with them,
0:12:50 > 0:12:53but for that we need training, which we all know costs money.
0:13:09 > 0:13:10Mrs Guilmore?
0:13:10 > 0:13:13Grace Alexander gave me your address. She's not very well.
0:13:13 > 0:13:15I'm a doctor, I'm Doctor Haskey.
0:13:15 > 0:13:16You're a doctor? Can you help me?
0:13:16 > 0:13:18He just collapsed.
0:13:18 > 0:13:19What's his name?
0:13:19 > 0:13:21Toby.
0:13:21 > 0:13:23Hey, Toby, I'm Doctor Haskey, I'm just going to check you're OK.
0:13:23 > 0:13:24All right, mate?
0:13:25 > 0:13:29Let's get you inside.
0:13:36 > 0:13:39- I'm cold.- I'll fetch you a blanket, sweetheart.
0:13:39 > 0:13:40Can you open your mouth for me?
0:13:40 > 0:13:41There we go.
0:13:43 > 0:13:46- OK, I'm just going to take your tie off, yeah?- Don't.
0:13:46 > 0:13:49No, it's fine. I just want to make sure you're all right.
0:13:55 > 0:13:57Oh, my goodness. What's that?
0:13:59 > 0:14:02I take it you never had your son immunised.
0:14:02 > 0:14:03The MMR vaccination?
0:14:03 > 0:14:06- They said it wasn't safe. - They said it wasn't safe.
0:14:06 > 0:14:10- Excuse me?- The link to autism was disproved years ago.
0:14:10 > 0:14:13Well, I wasn't prepared to take that risk, not on the say-so
0:14:13 > 0:14:15of a bunch of doctors who got it wrong in the first place.
0:14:15 > 0:14:19Well, congratulations, because now your son has the measles.
0:14:19 > 0:14:22And thanks to you he's exposed other people, too.
0:14:30 > 0:14:31Oh, hello, ladies.
0:14:31 > 0:14:33Have you come to join me for a spot of sunbathing?
0:14:33 > 0:14:37It's the perfect place to enjoy a cool beverage.
0:14:37 > 0:14:39How much rum have you got in that?
0:14:39 > 0:14:43Oh, my dear Mandy, one doesn't need rum to drink in the joys of summer.
0:14:43 > 0:14:46Guys, shouldn't we be getting back to work?
0:14:46 > 0:14:49Oh, is that you, Kevin? There's a terrible glare in my eyes.
0:14:52 > 0:14:54That's better. Where were we?
0:14:54 > 0:14:57I'm saying that there are patients waiting.
0:14:57 > 0:15:00And that is why they're called patients.
0:15:00 > 0:15:02Fine, I'll be the only professional then, shall I?
0:15:02 > 0:15:04Ohhhh!
0:15:04 > 0:15:05Was it something I said?
0:15:14 > 0:15:18The measles are pretty advanced.
0:15:18 > 0:15:20He must've been suffering for a few days.
0:15:21 > 0:15:23Why didn't you take him to see a doctor?
0:15:23 > 0:15:25Because he told me he felt fine.
0:15:26 > 0:15:30I make no apology for listening to my son, Doctor Haskey.
0:15:30 > 0:15:31Well, I'm going to have to inform
0:15:31 > 0:15:34the Public Health Department, I hope you know that.
0:15:34 > 0:15:37Do you have numbers for all the people Toby's been in close
0:15:37 > 0:15:38contact with over the last few days?
0:15:38 > 0:15:43- Well, yes.- You need to call them. - All of them?- Yes, all of them.
0:15:44 > 0:15:46This could potentially be an outbreak of a highly
0:15:46 > 0:15:50contagious virus. They need to be informed that they've been exposed.
0:15:50 > 0:15:52NOW, if you don't mind.
0:15:54 > 0:15:58Tell them if they're feeling unwell, they should seek medical attention.
0:15:58 > 0:16:02And that they need to get in touch with all the people that they've had close contact with.
0:16:03 > 0:16:09Yes, hello, Mrs Burton? This is Angela Guilmore, Tobias's mother...
0:16:19 > 0:16:21I just wanted to say thank you, to both of you.
0:16:21 > 0:16:24It makes all the difference when people take an interest and participate.
0:16:24 > 0:16:28It wasn't exactly my pleasure, but I'm glad I could help.
0:16:28 > 0:16:31You've given us all a lot to think about. You did an amazing job.
0:16:31 > 0:16:33Well, thanks to you.
0:16:33 > 0:16:36Nonsense, you just needed a bit of encouragement.
0:16:36 > 0:16:37Goodbye, Doctor Granger.
0:16:40 > 0:16:41Right, Toni.
0:16:41 > 0:16:43Time to put your massive suitcase into the boot of my car.
0:16:43 > 0:16:46It's hardly any bigger than yours. I'll do it myself.
0:16:46 > 0:16:48Silence, woman, this is a man's job.
0:16:54 > 0:16:58All right, well, sorry to worry you unnecessarily. God bless.
0:17:01 > 0:17:03Is that everybody?
0:17:03 > 0:17:06Almost. And so far only one of them's feeling unwell.
0:17:06 > 0:17:09Well, let's not forget about Grace and Charles.
0:17:09 > 0:17:12Both of them are vulnerable to complications because of their age.
0:17:12 > 0:17:15I'm beginning to resent your tone, Doctor Haskey.
0:17:15 > 0:17:18My son has also cured countless people,
0:17:18 > 0:17:20so a little respect wouldn't go amiss.
0:17:20 > 0:17:25Respect? All he's done is put lives at risk, including his own.
0:17:25 > 0:17:28God has given Toby a gift.
0:17:28 > 0:17:31But then I wouldn't expect a doctor to believe in a power higher than his own.
0:17:31 > 0:17:35You might be able to fill your son's head with this nonsense, but not mine.
0:17:35 > 0:17:37How dare you speak to me like that?! Get out of my house!
0:17:38 > 0:17:42I said leave. You rude, arrogant man!
0:17:42 > 0:17:45And I'll be filing a complaint. I won't have our beliefs insulted!
0:17:45 > 0:17:47TOBY GASPS
0:17:47 > 0:17:49Toby? What's happening?
0:17:49 > 0:17:52Call an ambulance. Call an ambulance.
0:17:52 > 0:17:53He can't breathe.
0:17:55 > 0:17:59Toby, I need you to try and take slow, deep breaths.
0:17:59 > 0:18:01Good lad.
0:18:01 > 0:18:03Ambulance, please.
0:18:06 > 0:18:08So, I'll see you tomorrow?
0:18:08 > 0:18:11- We can rehearse after work if you like.- Sure.
0:18:15 > 0:18:18- Are you not coming in? - No, I've got to go and pick up Joe.
0:18:20 > 0:18:21We had fun, doll face.
0:18:41 > 0:18:44How is he? If anything happens to him...
0:18:45 > 0:18:46He's in safe hands.
0:18:52 > 0:18:53I hate this place.
0:18:55 > 0:18:57I practically lived here a couple of years ago.
0:18:58 > 0:19:00My husband. Brain tumour.
0:19:02 > 0:19:04It took him a while to die from it.
0:19:06 > 0:19:09If it wasn't for our faith, I don't think we would've coped.
0:19:13 > 0:19:17You know, it was Mark who first saw Toby had the gift.
0:19:18 > 0:19:22Toby was only ten but he could take away his father's pain
0:19:22 > 0:19:24just by touching him.
0:19:24 > 0:19:25Do you really believe that?
0:19:27 > 0:19:30I came to believe it. When I saw it for myself.
0:19:32 > 0:19:34Toby refused to leave his father's side.
0:19:36 > 0:19:37Right up to the end.
0:19:39 > 0:19:42And when it was all over, it was like he couldn't stop.
0:19:44 > 0:19:45He still can't.
0:19:48 > 0:19:50I don't know what to do any more, Doctor Haskey.
0:19:52 > 0:19:53I don't even know what to believe.
0:20:02 > 0:20:03Come in.
0:20:04 > 0:20:08Welcome back. How was the course?
0:20:08 > 0:20:12It was fun, actually. Not the dementia part, obviously.
0:20:12 > 0:20:15Just the part where you got to spend two days with Doctor Dish.
0:20:15 > 0:20:17He certainly is easy on the eyes, I'll give you that.
0:20:17 > 0:20:20No, I get the appeal, but he's not my type.
0:20:20 > 0:20:22Come on, he's everybody's type.
0:20:23 > 0:20:25Are we a bit of a smitten kitten?
0:20:25 > 0:20:26No!
0:20:26 > 0:20:28I think we are.
0:20:28 > 0:20:29Maybe just a little.
0:20:44 > 0:20:46Right, it's good news.
0:20:46 > 0:20:50The fever's come down and he's able to breathe by himself again.
0:20:50 > 0:20:52Just as a precaution they're going to keep him
0:20:52 > 0:20:54in for a couple of days, you know, for safety.
0:20:54 > 0:20:57Thank you. Can I go in?
0:20:57 > 0:20:58Yeah, of course.
0:20:58 > 0:21:01Mrs Guilmore.
0:21:01 > 0:21:03Today was a wake-up call.
0:21:03 > 0:21:07Toby's been pushing himself too hard, that's why he's ended up here.
0:21:07 > 0:21:08I know.
0:21:08 > 0:21:12I think what I'm trying to say is that maybe it's time
0:21:12 > 0:21:15for you to have a think about what this is really about.
0:21:17 > 0:21:22If Toby believes he has the power to heal people,
0:21:22 > 0:21:24then what is he thinking about not being able to save his dad?
0:21:37 > 0:21:38KNOCK KNOCK
0:21:38 > 0:21:39Yes?
0:21:41 > 0:21:42Heston, have you got a minute?
0:21:42 > 0:21:44For you, I have two.
0:21:44 > 0:21:45Come in, take a pew.
0:21:50 > 0:21:54Are you OK? I mean, really OK?
0:21:55 > 0:21:59Well, of course, I'm right as rain.
0:21:59 > 0:22:01Which is an odd expression, don't you think?
0:22:01 > 0:22:05It should be "right as sunshine", when it's so glorious outside.
0:22:05 > 0:22:07Just stop with the fake cheer, please.
0:22:07 > 0:22:09You're not fooling me, Heston, not this time.
0:22:09 > 0:22:11Something's wrong, I know it.
0:22:13 > 0:22:14What do you mean "this time"?
0:22:16 > 0:22:19Well, it feels like it did before.
0:22:19 > 0:22:20With Marina.
0:22:22 > 0:22:24How dare you bring that up.
0:22:25 > 0:22:32What happened between Marina and me was intensely personal and intensely private.
0:22:32 > 0:22:37I'm not having you dredging that up, ever, do you understand?
0:22:37 > 0:22:39I'm just worried, that's all.
0:22:39 > 0:22:43It's not your job to worry about me, nor your business.
0:22:45 > 0:22:47Please keep your amateur psychology to yourself.
0:22:47 > 0:22:50If you ever want to talk, you know where I am.
0:22:50 > 0:22:52I'm not going to unburden myself,
0:22:52 > 0:22:55and if I was I certainly wouldn't confide in you!
0:23:05 > 0:23:07You gave me quite a scare.
0:23:07 > 0:23:09I'm sorry.
0:23:09 > 0:23:11Don't be. It's my fault.
0:23:13 > 0:23:15I'm your mum, I'm supposed to be in charge.
0:23:19 > 0:23:22Things are going to be different, for both of us.
0:23:23 > 0:23:26For a start, you're taking the rest of the summer off.
0:23:27 > 0:23:31What? I can't, there's too much to do.
0:23:31 > 0:23:35Until school starts, you're going to rest
0:23:35 > 0:23:37and see friends your own age for once.
0:23:37 > 0:23:41And you're going to go to the movies and play computer games
0:23:41 > 0:23:45and do whatever ordinary boys do, because that's what you are, Toby.
0:23:45 > 0:23:47No.
0:23:47 > 0:23:49No, God chose me.
0:23:49 > 0:23:50Maybe he did.
0:23:52 > 0:23:56But God also loves you, and he wants you to be happy.
0:23:58 > 0:24:01And you haven't been, not for a long time.
0:24:03 > 0:24:05And neither have I.
0:24:08 > 0:24:12I know you miss your dad. I miss him too.
0:24:14 > 0:24:17And I know you'd do anything in your power to bring him back,
0:24:17 > 0:24:18but you can't.
0:24:20 > 0:24:23Just like you couldn't have done anything to stop him dying.
0:24:26 > 0:24:28It was wrong of us to make you believe that you could.
0:24:29 > 0:24:31And I'm so sorry for that.
0:24:34 > 0:24:36I just...
0:24:38 > 0:24:43I just thought if I helped take other people's pain away,
0:24:43 > 0:24:46maybe God would do the same for me.
0:24:46 > 0:24:52Sweetheart. He will. Just give it time.
0:24:59 > 0:25:02- Hi.- Hi. - How was work?
0:25:02 > 0:25:04Not too bad.
0:25:04 > 0:25:07Sorry I missed your calls last night.
0:25:07 > 0:25:09I fell asleep in front of the TV.
0:25:09 > 0:25:12Don't worry. Nothing much to report, really.
0:25:12 > 0:25:16The conference was good but not exactly what I'd call eventful.
0:25:16 > 0:25:19That's a shame. Didn't you have fun with Toni at least?
0:25:19 > 0:25:21I didn't really see her.
0:25:21 > 0:25:24She spent most of the night chatting with some guy.
0:25:24 > 0:25:27So I went back to my room and crashed, in front of the telly also.
0:25:27 > 0:25:30Well, don't we lead interesting lives?
0:25:37 > 0:25:40So he should be here buying us ice creams and making us laugh
0:25:40 > 0:25:41and instead we're stuck here with you.
0:25:41 > 0:25:43And on that note, see you later.
0:25:43 > 0:25:45Are you a real police officer?
0:25:45 > 0:25:46Yes.
0:25:46 > 0:25:48Really?
0:25:49 > 0:25:52He says you just need to focus on what you want, and go for it.
0:25:53 > 0:25:55Easier said than done.
0:25:55 > 0:25:57This is my partner. He's special.
0:25:57 > 0:25:58Is he?
0:25:58 > 0:26:00He's not my partner. You're not my partner!