0:00:57 > 0:00:59Is this yours?
0:00:59 > 0:01:01It was in your drawer.
0:01:01 > 0:01:03You're going through my stuff now?
0:01:03 > 0:01:06No, I was just... Sorry.
0:01:08 > 0:01:09It's nice.
0:01:09 > 0:01:11When did you get it?
0:01:12 > 0:01:15You really don't remember? Should I?
0:01:15 > 0:01:19What is wrong with you? I got it when we were on holiday.
0:01:19 > 0:01:21You were with me, darling. You told me to get it. I did?
0:01:21 > 0:01:24This is impossible. You cannot remember anything.
0:01:24 > 0:01:26Are you still angry about last night?
0:01:26 > 0:01:28I shouldn't have snapped at you. I was worried.
0:01:28 > 0:01:30I forgot you said you'd be late.
0:01:30 > 0:01:32I still can't remember you telling me.
0:01:32 > 0:01:34I told you twice, Jane. Once when I was in the shower,
0:01:34 > 0:01:35again when I left the house.
0:01:35 > 0:01:37I thought you said you'd phone me.
0:01:37 > 0:01:40You can't even remember the things you can't remember.
0:01:40 > 0:01:42What do I have to do? Put everything in writing?
0:01:42 > 0:01:44It's just the pregnancy.
0:01:44 > 0:01:47Is it? I think so.
0:01:59 > 0:02:02Ah, Dr Carter. Morning, Mrs Tembe.
0:02:02 > 0:02:04I was wondering where you were.
0:02:04 > 0:02:07Audit report. Sorry, I thought I'd left this at home.
0:02:07 > 0:02:09Is that for the partners' meeting? What partners' meeting?
0:02:09 > 0:02:12The one this morning, which has now finished.
0:02:12 > 0:02:13Why wasn't I told?
0:02:13 > 0:02:16I sent you an email. Last week.
0:02:16 > 0:02:18Oh, I should have set up a reminder on my phone.
0:02:18 > 0:02:20Oh, Mr Bellamy did not mind.
0:02:20 > 0:02:23Well, I mind. It's rude and unprofessional.
0:02:26 > 0:02:29She's all over the place. Hysterical, irrational, overwrought.
0:02:29 > 0:02:31She is eight months pregnant. It's more than that.
0:02:31 > 0:02:33Have you talked to her?
0:02:33 > 0:02:36I can't. If I mention anything she flies off the handle.
0:02:36 > 0:02:39Doesn't sound like her. Has she said anything to you?
0:02:39 > 0:02:41I've hardly seen her since she went on maternity leave.
0:02:41 > 0:02:44I hope she doesn't get post-natal depression. She won't.
0:02:44 > 0:02:47She's a strong woman. Is that all?
0:02:47 > 0:02:50One more. I don't think I can cope, you know?
0:02:50 > 0:02:53I expect she might struggle a bit, too.
0:02:53 > 0:02:56If you're really worried, maybe she should see someone.
0:02:56 > 0:02:59What? Like a shrink? Maybe. No. I don't want to go down that road.
0:02:59 > 0:03:01It's not about you, Nigel.
0:03:01 > 0:03:03She'll be fine.
0:03:07 > 0:03:09KNOCK ON DOOR Yes.
0:03:09 > 0:03:13Dr Carter. I am so sorry.
0:03:13 > 0:03:16I did NOT send you the email about the meeting.
0:03:17 > 0:03:21What? For some reason, I forgot to copy you in.
0:03:22 > 0:03:24Well, how did that happen?
0:03:24 > 0:03:26It must have slipped my mind.
0:03:26 > 0:03:29So, it wasn't me? Usually I am so careful.
0:03:31 > 0:03:33I must be losing my marbles.
0:03:33 > 0:03:35There's nothing funny about that, Mrs Tembe!
0:03:35 > 0:03:38I appreciate that, Dr...
0:03:38 > 0:03:40How am I supposed to manage when people around me
0:03:40 > 0:03:42lack basic competence? It was a simple mistake...
0:03:42 > 0:03:45Don't you check your emails before you send them?
0:03:45 > 0:03:47Yes, of course I do! Always, but for some...
0:03:47 > 0:03:50You should have a partners group in your contacts.
0:03:50 > 0:03:51A novice would know that.
0:03:53 > 0:03:54It will not happen again.
0:04:07 > 0:04:09Thank you for doing this. That's what friends are for.
0:04:09 > 0:04:12I've missed you. You've not been to dinner in ages.
0:04:12 > 0:04:15I know. I'm sorry. Unless you have been and I've forgotten.
0:04:15 > 0:04:18Along with everything else. Pregnant women are forgetful, Jane.
0:04:18 > 0:04:20It comes with the territory.
0:04:20 > 0:04:22This is different. I can't remember anything.
0:04:22 > 0:04:24I'm driving Nigel mad.
0:04:24 > 0:04:26He said you had a bit of a tiff last night.
0:04:26 > 0:04:28That's putting it mildly. Bad?
0:04:28 > 0:04:30Awful. And it was my fault.
0:04:30 > 0:04:32What happened?
0:04:32 > 0:04:35I was expecting him for dinner, he came home really late and I lost it.
0:04:35 > 0:04:37Then he shouted and I started crying.
0:04:37 > 0:04:39Why did he shout at you?
0:04:39 > 0:04:42Apparently he told me he was working late. I don't remember.
0:04:42 > 0:04:44That's no reason to shout.
0:04:45 > 0:04:48It's not just that. It happens all the time.
0:04:48 > 0:04:50I was supposed to meet him for lunch last week.
0:04:50 > 0:04:52I turned up at the hospital, all dolled up,
0:04:52 > 0:04:55ready to say how sorry I was, how much I loved him,
0:04:55 > 0:04:58all of that. And I only went and got the wrong day.
0:04:58 > 0:04:59When was this?
0:04:59 > 0:05:02Last Wednesday. He was at some conference in Coventry.
0:05:02 > 0:05:04Yeah, I remember.
0:05:04 > 0:05:06Everyone was giving me these pitying looks.
0:05:06 > 0:05:11Like I was some pathetic, mad woman. You're not mad.
0:05:11 > 0:05:13He's just under so much pressure with money, the baby...
0:05:13 > 0:05:15The last thing he needs is me making it worse.
0:05:15 > 0:05:18Nigel's fine.
0:05:18 > 0:05:19You need to concentrate on yourself.
0:05:24 > 0:05:28Afternoon, Mrs Tembe. Dr Clarke. Now what can I do for you?
0:05:28 > 0:05:29I thought I'd surprise Niamh.
0:05:29 > 0:05:31Whisk her away for a spot of lunch.
0:05:31 > 0:05:33What a lovely idea.
0:05:33 > 0:05:35I will let her know you are here.
0:05:35 > 0:05:37Hello, Oliver. Heston, hello.
0:05:37 > 0:05:40I was talking about you just this morning. All good, I hope.
0:05:40 > 0:05:43Well, you were missed at the RCGP conference last week.
0:05:43 > 0:05:44I delivered a paper.
0:05:44 > 0:05:49Oh, yes. Sorry, I was busy. Actually, if you'll excuse me.
0:05:49 > 0:05:51Of course.
0:05:51 > 0:05:52Is she ready?
0:05:55 > 0:06:00Unfortunately, Dr Donoghue has to attend to a special emergency.
0:06:00 > 0:06:02What special emergency?
0:06:04 > 0:06:06I am not at liberty to discuss it.
0:06:08 > 0:06:13OK. But... And she will not be available for some time.
0:06:15 > 0:06:17That's a shame.
0:06:17 > 0:06:18Yes. Yes, it is.
0:06:20 > 0:06:23Right. Well, erm, tell her I called by, will you?
0:06:23 > 0:06:25Yes. Yes, I will.
0:06:35 > 0:06:39There's a history of mental illness in my family.
0:06:39 > 0:06:40OK, You can step down now, please.
0:06:42 > 0:06:44My mother was an alcoholic.
0:06:46 > 0:06:50She had terrible depressions and terrible memory lapses.
0:06:51 > 0:06:54How many units do you drink a week? When you're not pregnant?
0:06:54 > 0:06:57I don't. I never have.
0:06:57 > 0:07:00Well, I think there's very little chance of you becoming an alcoholic.
0:07:00 > 0:07:02But what about the memory lapses and all the rest?
0:07:02 > 0:07:05If it's genetic, I could pass it on to the baby.
0:07:05 > 0:07:07I suspect your mother's alcoholism had a lot to do
0:07:07 > 0:07:10with her memory lapses. I'm getting as bad as she was.
0:07:10 > 0:07:14It's probably just stresses of pregnancy and lack of sleep.
0:07:14 > 0:07:17Or I really am going mad? I doubt it.
0:07:18 > 0:07:20Feels like it.
0:07:20 > 0:07:23I have no memory at all of Nigel telling me he was home late.
0:07:23 > 0:07:26I can give you some strategies to help boost your memory.
0:07:26 > 0:07:28And...
0:07:31 > 0:07:32..I'd like a urine sample.
0:07:32 > 0:07:37Just to rule out any physical problems, OK?
0:07:44 > 0:07:49Ah! So this is the special emergency you're attending to. What?
0:07:49 > 0:07:52Mrs Tembe said you were attending to a special emergency
0:07:52 > 0:07:55that she wasn't at liberty to discuss.
0:07:55 > 0:07:58She said that? What is she like?
0:07:58 > 0:08:01You do know that getting the Tembe-nator to lie for you is a sackable offence.
0:08:01 > 0:08:03Did Oliver believe her?
0:08:03 > 0:08:04I doubt it.
0:08:04 > 0:08:08Why don't you want to see him?
0:08:08 > 0:08:10He's been coming on a bit strong.
0:08:10 > 0:08:12Like everything's been decided between us.
0:08:12 > 0:08:15And it's not? Not for me.
0:08:17 > 0:08:20I thought you liked him? I do.
0:08:20 > 0:08:24I did... But you know when you click with someone, and you like
0:08:24 > 0:08:27the same things, you laugh at the same things?
0:08:27 > 0:08:29I don't have that with him.
0:08:29 > 0:08:31Hmm.
0:08:31 > 0:08:32That's a shame.
0:08:32 > 0:08:34Maybe it's for the best.
0:08:36 > 0:08:39I guess you'll have to keep looking. Right.
0:08:43 > 0:08:45SHE SIGHS
0:08:49 > 0:08:53What if I end up like my mother? You won't.
0:08:53 > 0:08:55She was the reason my dad left us.
0:08:55 > 0:08:58From what you've told me, you couldn't be less like your mother.
0:08:59 > 0:09:01Thank you.
0:09:01 > 0:09:04You're good to me. Well, I have to look after my staff.
0:09:04 > 0:09:05And Nigel?
0:09:05 > 0:09:07Nigel too.
0:09:07 > 0:09:10He's not in any trouble at work, is he? No, why?
0:09:10 > 0:09:13He's just been working late a lot. Does he need to?
0:09:13 > 0:09:17Well, you know we're all struggling with the budget cuts,
0:09:17 > 0:09:20the reforms, restructuring... I just wish he didn't have to.
0:09:20 > 0:09:23Sometimes I feel like I'm going through the pregnancy on my own.
0:09:24 > 0:09:26Have you talked to him about it?
0:09:26 > 0:09:28He's always too tired.
0:09:28 > 0:09:30Make him talk about it.
0:09:30 > 0:09:31I wouldn't know how to.
0:09:31 > 0:09:33You can't carry on like this.
0:09:33 > 0:09:35It's like he's forgotten we were ever in love.
0:09:35 > 0:09:38You need to sort things out before the baby's born.
0:09:38 > 0:09:40I keep hoping it'll be different then. But I'm not so sure.
0:09:40 > 0:09:43You don't think he's having second thoughts about the baby, do you?
0:09:43 > 0:09:45I'm sure he isn't.
0:09:52 > 0:09:55Hey, what happened between you and Mrs Tembe this morning?
0:09:56 > 0:09:57It was nothing.
0:09:57 > 0:09:59Didn't sound like nothing.
0:10:01 > 0:10:03She forgot to tell me about a meeting.
0:10:03 > 0:10:05That's it?
0:10:06 > 0:10:08I may have over-reacted.
0:10:08 > 0:10:10Why? Doesn't matter.
0:10:10 > 0:10:13Have you heard something? Have you had test results back?
0:10:14 > 0:10:17I don't want to talk about it.
0:10:17 > 0:10:18OK.
0:10:18 > 0:10:21That stuff I told you before? It goes no further.
0:10:21 > 0:10:24Heston, I'm not going to betray your confidence.
0:10:24 > 0:10:26I don't want you repeating it.
0:10:26 > 0:10:28Who do you think I am, Gobby Hollins?
0:10:28 > 0:10:30As long as you know.
0:10:30 > 0:10:33OK, but I'm worried about you. Cos If you have heard something
0:10:33 > 0:10:35and it's interfering with your work...
0:10:35 > 0:10:39Do you really think I would be that irresponsible?
0:10:39 > 0:10:40Not deliberately, no.
0:10:40 > 0:10:43But the way you're acting, are you sure you should really be here?
0:10:43 > 0:10:45I know exactly what I'm doing.
0:10:46 > 0:10:49I don't need patronising advice from someone half my age.
0:11:00 > 0:11:02Why did you take her to the doctor? I said she was fine.
0:11:02 > 0:11:05She isn't fine, Nigel. She thinks she's losing her mind.
0:11:05 > 0:11:06She's just being dramatic.
0:11:06 > 0:11:09I really resent finding out like this.
0:11:09 > 0:11:11Do you have any idea how awkward it was for me?
0:11:11 > 0:11:14Knowing what I do? I told you to stay out of it.
0:11:14 > 0:11:16How can I stay out of it? I care about her.
0:11:16 > 0:11:19Why didn't you tell me things were as bad as they were?
0:11:19 > 0:11:23It'll sort itself out. No. It won't. You need to level with her.
0:11:23 > 0:11:26Tell her what's going on. I can't do that.
0:11:26 > 0:11:28And you need to make your mind up.
0:11:28 > 0:11:30Do you want to stay with her, or not?
0:11:33 > 0:11:35I don't know. Well, decide.
0:11:35 > 0:11:38Because the baby's due in three weeks.
0:11:41 > 0:11:45Seeing as you're in hiding, I figured you might need supplies.
0:11:45 > 0:11:47Sounds wonderful. I'm starving.
0:11:47 > 0:11:49And they say romance is dead.
0:11:49 > 0:11:51# Ba-ba-ra-pa! #
0:11:52 > 0:11:55Pickled gherkins? Your favourite. You're joking.
0:11:55 > 0:11:58Hey, there's nothing wrong with pickled gherkins, dude.
0:11:58 > 0:12:00How did you know? You mentioned it.
0:12:00 > 0:12:04When? A couple of weeks ago.
0:12:04 > 0:12:05And you remembered?
0:12:05 > 0:12:08Nothing gets past me. You're amazing.
0:12:08 > 0:12:11Yes, I am. Ah. Sweet.
0:12:11 > 0:12:13Hang on.
0:12:13 > 0:12:15When I baked you that parkin,
0:12:15 > 0:12:17you practically accused me of stalking.
0:12:17 > 0:12:19This is different.
0:12:19 > 0:12:23I don't know. I mention something in passing - once -
0:12:23 > 0:12:25and it goes straight into your little notebook.
0:12:25 > 0:12:27I don't have a notebook.
0:12:27 > 0:12:30I didn't mean literally. It just stuck in my head.
0:12:30 > 0:12:32Most people wouldn't remember.
0:12:32 > 0:12:34I'm not stalking you.
0:12:34 > 0:12:36That's not what I meant.
0:12:49 > 0:12:51PHONE RINGS
0:12:53 > 0:12:54Yes?
0:12:56 > 0:12:59I completely forgot. I'm so sorry, I'll come straight back.
0:13:03 > 0:13:06Have I upset you?
0:13:06 > 0:13:10No. I really appreciate this, Al. I was just teasing.
0:13:10 > 0:13:11You don't have to apologise.
0:13:12 > 0:13:15I am what you think I am. What?
0:13:15 > 0:13:20An obsessive geek with a compulsion for trivial detail.
0:13:20 > 0:13:22Did I say that?
0:13:22 > 0:13:24Didn't you? I don't think so.
0:13:24 > 0:13:27Anyway, I quite like geeks.
0:13:27 > 0:13:29Even obsessive ones?
0:13:32 > 0:13:35I shouldn't have mentioned the stalking. It was stupid.
0:13:35 > 0:13:37No, it's...
0:13:37 > 0:13:39No, it's fine.
0:13:49 > 0:13:52Oh, you're pregnant. You're allowed to forget things.
0:13:52 > 0:13:55It was the last thing the doctor said to me
0:13:55 > 0:13:58and then I walked out and then... I don't know what happened.
0:13:58 > 0:14:00You think doctors don't forget anything? They're worse
0:14:00 > 0:14:03than anybody. If it weren't for me, they wouldn't know where they were!
0:14:03 > 0:14:05I'm sure that's not true.
0:14:05 > 0:14:08This computer and me are the only things that stands between them
0:14:08 > 0:14:10and total chaos.
0:14:11 > 0:14:13Oh, er, Dr MacPherson,
0:14:13 > 0:14:16you do know that you've got a meeting at St Phil's
0:14:16 > 0:14:17at five o'clock? I do?
0:14:17 > 0:14:20With a Dr Stephenson? Oh, yes.
0:14:21 > 0:14:24Hello again. I'm so sorry about this. That's all right.
0:14:24 > 0:14:26Whoa!
0:14:26 > 0:14:31Let's get her to my room. Deep breaths. That's it, well done.
0:14:31 > 0:14:32I'll see you later.
0:14:37 > 0:14:39Have you thought about what I said?
0:14:40 > 0:14:42Yeah. And?
0:14:42 > 0:14:45Why can't I just keep things the way they are?
0:14:45 > 0:14:47It's only going to hurt her.
0:14:47 > 0:14:48It'll hurt more if you don't.
0:14:48 > 0:14:51And it's not going to be good for the baby either.
0:14:51 > 0:14:54It's not about her feelings or the baby's health. Grow up, Nigel.
0:14:57 > 0:15:00How am I supposed to tell her, huh?
0:15:00 > 0:15:03What do I say? I don't know, but you better figure it out
0:15:03 > 0:15:06because I'm not going to cover for you any more.
0:15:07 > 0:15:09And if you don't tell her, I will.
0:15:13 > 0:15:15I'm losing my mind. No, you're not.
0:15:15 > 0:15:18It's true. I found the bed sheets in the laundry today
0:15:18 > 0:15:20but I always change them on a Friday.
0:15:20 > 0:15:23You're expecting your first baby in a few weeks.
0:15:23 > 0:15:24Your routine's bound to go out the window.
0:15:24 > 0:15:27I don't even remember taking them off the bed.
0:15:27 > 0:15:29Look, worrying about it's not going to help.
0:15:29 > 0:15:32That's not all. They smelled different.
0:15:32 > 0:15:33Like someone else's perfume.
0:15:33 > 0:15:36I'd practically convinced myself that Nigel was having an affair.
0:15:36 > 0:15:39And then I remembered he'd changed his aftershave.
0:15:39 > 0:15:41That's easy enough thing to forget.
0:15:41 > 0:15:44But what if I hadn't remembered? You see?
0:15:44 > 0:15:46I'm going mad. I don't think so.
0:15:46 > 0:15:49Changing your aftershave is one of the top ten signs of adultery.
0:15:51 > 0:15:52I read it in a magazine.
0:15:54 > 0:15:56Could you go and call Mrs Buckland a taxi?
0:15:58 > 0:16:02Now, go home and get some rest.
0:16:02 > 0:16:04If you feel dizzy again I want you to call me, hmm?
0:16:04 > 0:16:06And, please, try to stop worrying.
0:16:13 > 0:16:14KNOCK ON DOOR
0:16:14 > 0:16:17Sorry about earlier. I didn't mean to be patronising.
0:16:17 > 0:16:21You weren't. I'm the one who should apologise.
0:16:21 > 0:16:23I don't know what's got into me.
0:16:23 > 0:16:25So, what's the story? Have they found something?
0:16:27 > 0:16:30What's that supposed to mean?
0:16:30 > 0:16:32It means that talking about it won't help, Kevin.
0:16:34 > 0:16:37OK. Wait.
0:16:39 > 0:16:41I went to a memory clinic yesterday.
0:16:41 > 0:16:44Memory clinic?
0:16:44 > 0:16:45I was referred.
0:16:48 > 0:16:49You mean...?
0:16:53 > 0:16:55I'm sorry, Heston.
0:16:55 > 0:17:00Have they given you any time frame? No.
0:17:00 > 0:17:02Any idea how far it's progressed?
0:17:03 > 0:17:07Well, it wasn't a complete diagnosis, but...
0:17:07 > 0:17:08there are indications.
0:17:10 > 0:17:13Indications? That's it? So you haven't had the test results?
0:17:13 > 0:17:15It'll take a few days.
0:17:15 > 0:17:18But then... I'm not clinging on to false hope.
0:17:18 > 0:17:19No, of course not.
0:17:19 > 0:17:23Look, I can't imagine what you're going through.
0:17:23 > 0:17:26No. But, please, don't jump to any conclusions
0:17:26 > 0:17:28until you've had the test results back.
0:17:58 > 0:18:00SHE BREATHES HEAVILY
0:18:03 > 0:18:06SHE PANTS
0:18:07 > 0:18:10SHE MOANS IN PAIN
0:18:16 > 0:18:18Kevin, I really appreciate the support you've given me.
0:18:18 > 0:18:22It's nothing. And you're right, I should keep an open mind. Good.
0:18:24 > 0:18:26But I think it's going to start affecting my work.
0:18:26 > 0:18:29Depending on how serious it is. Yeah, but I need to take precautions
0:18:29 > 0:18:32and the sooner I start, the better.
0:18:32 > 0:18:34But I need your help.
0:18:34 > 0:18:35What with?
0:18:37 > 0:18:41I know I've imposed on you already but... What?
0:18:41 > 0:18:45If you don't want to do it, I'll completely understand. Heston, what do you want me to help you with?
0:18:48 > 0:18:50I want you to keep this.
0:18:53 > 0:18:56It's a sort of living will. Obviously, keep it a secret.
0:18:56 > 0:18:59I can't take this. Why not?
0:18:59 > 0:19:03What did we say about jumping the gun? You need to wait for the diagnosis. I can't sleep...
0:19:05 > 0:19:08..I can't eat, I can't think about anything else.
0:19:08 > 0:19:10This is my way of taking back control.
0:19:10 > 0:19:13Sure, but...
0:19:13 > 0:19:14I trust you, Kevin.
0:19:14 > 0:19:17I know. I wouldn't ask unless I had to.
0:19:20 > 0:19:21All right.
0:19:23 > 0:19:24Thank you.
0:19:31 > 0:19:33Have you told Nigel? Not yet.
0:19:33 > 0:19:36I don't want him to know I'm here. He'll have to know at some point.
0:19:36 > 0:19:39We never used condoms. I'm pregnant, anyway.
0:19:39 > 0:19:42Why don't you lie down? What does he need them for?
0:19:42 > 0:19:45I don't know. He's having an affair. He must be.
0:19:45 > 0:19:47What other explanation can there be?
0:19:47 > 0:19:50You haven't heard anything? Is it someone at work? I don't know.
0:19:50 > 0:19:52You haven't noticed anything?
0:19:52 > 0:19:54Seen him with someone? I can't talk about this, Jane.
0:19:54 > 0:19:56Why not? I just can't.
0:19:56 > 0:19:58Oh, my God...
0:19:58 > 0:20:01You know. Y-You need to talk to Nigel.
0:20:01 > 0:20:03You do, don't you?
0:20:03 > 0:20:05Is it serious? Is he going to leave me?
0:20:05 > 0:20:07Would it be so bad if he did?
0:20:07 > 0:20:08I'm having his baby!
0:20:08 > 0:20:10Being a single mum isn't the end of the world. What?!
0:20:10 > 0:20:12Lots of women manage. I don't believe this.
0:20:12 > 0:20:15You might be better off. Please, Matt. You have to tell me.
0:20:16 > 0:20:20Look, this is between you and Nigel. I'm sorry.
0:20:23 > 0:20:26You will have to hand this to the doctor next time you are in.
0:20:26 > 0:20:28OK. Thank you. My pleasure.
0:20:30 > 0:20:32Mrs Tembe.
0:20:32 > 0:20:33Yes?
0:20:33 > 0:20:36I'm sorry that I shouted at you earlier.
0:20:36 > 0:20:40It was wrong of me. Yes, it was.
0:20:40 > 0:20:43I've had a lot on my mind lately. Not that that's any excuse.
0:20:45 > 0:20:46But I am sorry.
0:20:48 > 0:20:50Thank you.
0:20:54 > 0:20:57Is it too much to ask for someone to let me know my wife's in labour?
0:20:57 > 0:20:58I'm sorry.
0:21:00 > 0:21:02You are such a hypocrite.
0:21:02 > 0:21:05What? Stop pretending that you care and just tell me.
0:21:05 > 0:21:07Are you having an affair or not?
0:21:07 > 0:21:08This isn't the time. Yes or no?
0:21:08 > 0:21:11You have to concentrate on the baby, Jane.
0:21:11 > 0:21:13If you're going to run off with some other woman, I want to know.
0:21:13 > 0:21:16How long's it been going on for? It's not what you think.
0:21:16 > 0:21:19I don't want stupid cliches, Nigel. I want the truth! Jane, please...
0:21:21 > 0:21:24What do you use these for? Hm? Balloons?
0:21:24 > 0:21:25Calm down. Why won't you tell me?
0:21:25 > 0:21:27Don't do this. Nigel!
0:21:27 > 0:21:30For God's sake, tell her. She has a right to know.
0:21:30 > 0:21:31Stay out of this, Matt.
0:21:31 > 0:21:34Tell me who she is!
0:21:34 > 0:21:37It's not a she. (Matt.) It's me.
0:21:38 > 0:21:39You?!
0:21:39 > 0:21:41I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you.
0:21:43 > 0:21:45It was never serious. It just happened.
0:21:47 > 0:21:49You're unbelievable. Wait, Matt.
0:21:49 > 0:21:51How long has this been going on?
0:21:53 > 0:21:56A few months. Months?! He came on to ME, Jane.
0:21:56 > 0:21:57Oh, and that makes it all right?
0:21:57 > 0:22:00I don't want to talk about this. Well, I do! Not now.
0:22:02 > 0:22:04I-I'll be back. Nigel!
0:22:04 > 0:22:07I have a meeting with Dr Stephenson. He's expecting me.
0:22:07 > 0:22:09And one of my patients is here. A Mrs Buckland?
0:22:09 > 0:22:11I'd like to know how she's getting on.
0:22:17 > 0:22:18What are you doing?
0:22:18 > 0:22:21I'm going home to get drunk.
0:22:21 > 0:22:23Because I've just found out the man that I love -
0:22:23 > 0:22:25the man that told me he loved me -
0:22:25 > 0:22:27doesn't think our relationship was ever serious.
0:22:27 > 0:22:29I didn't mean that.
0:22:29 > 0:22:31You know, it's been eating me up for months,
0:22:31 > 0:22:32how much we were hurting Jane.
0:22:32 > 0:22:35And-and I let it go because...I trusted you.
0:22:35 > 0:22:38And I thought you wanted us to be together. I do.
0:22:38 > 0:22:40I'm supposed to believe that?
0:22:40 > 0:22:42You lied to her. Maybe you've been lying to me all along.
0:22:42 > 0:22:44Jane was never right for me. You know that.
0:22:44 > 0:22:46I don't know anything about you.
0:22:47 > 0:22:50You made her think she was losing her mind,
0:22:50 > 0:22:52just to cover your tracks. What kind of person does that?
0:22:52 > 0:22:54I did it for you.
0:22:55 > 0:22:58I don't know what I ever saw in you. Yes, you do.
0:22:58 > 0:23:01You know exactly what you saw in me. And you loved it.
0:23:01 > 0:23:02I loved YOU.
0:23:04 > 0:23:06I'm as big a fool as she is.
0:23:06 > 0:23:08We can be together now.
0:23:08 > 0:23:09We don't have to worry about her any more.
0:23:09 > 0:23:14She's about to have your baby, Nigel. I don't care. I want you.
0:23:15 > 0:23:16Well, I DON'T want you.
0:23:18 > 0:23:20I don't want anything to do with you.
0:23:22 > 0:23:24And you might want to look for another job.
0:23:28 > 0:23:30He knew about your mother's illness?
0:23:30 > 0:23:33And he let you believe you were losing your memory?
0:23:33 > 0:23:35Perhaps he didn't realise what he was doing.
0:23:35 > 0:23:38You're not going to make excuses for him, are you?
0:23:38 > 0:23:41You don't think I should forgive him?
0:23:41 > 0:23:44I think you need to consider what's best for you and the baby.
0:23:44 > 0:23:45He's the father...
0:23:48 > 0:23:49Where you going?
0:23:49 > 0:23:51It was a false alarm. They're sending me home.
0:23:53 > 0:23:56Look, we need to talk.
0:23:56 > 0:23:57Can we go to my office?
0:23:57 > 0:24:00If you have something to say, say it here.
0:24:04 > 0:24:06The thing between me and Matt...
0:24:06 > 0:24:08it was just a bit of fun.
0:24:08 > 0:24:10Is that how HE feels?
0:24:10 > 0:24:12I don't care how he feels. I told him we're finished.
0:24:12 > 0:24:14You did? Yeah.
0:24:14 > 0:24:18He wasn't happy about it. He said I should get a new job.
0:24:18 > 0:24:20Which means I need you more than ever.
0:24:20 > 0:24:22Need me?
0:24:22 > 0:24:24We need each other.
0:24:25 > 0:24:27And our baby needs a father.
0:24:30 > 0:24:32No. Not like you.
0:24:33 > 0:24:35Jane, I love you. No, you don't.
0:24:35 > 0:24:37You made me think I was going mad.
0:24:37 > 0:24:39I can make it up to you.
0:24:39 > 0:24:41I don't want you anywhere near me.
0:24:41 > 0:24:42Or the baby.
0:24:44 > 0:24:46But you'd better get another job.
0:24:46 > 0:24:49Cos I'm going to make you pay for what you've done.
0:24:50 > 0:24:53TAXI ENGINE STARTS
0:25:06 > 0:25:07You never know...
0:25:07 > 0:25:09she might forget about it in time.
0:25:12 > 0:25:13But, then again...
0:25:14 > 0:25:16..she might not.
0:25:21 > 0:25:24What you up to tonight? You and Niamh going for a drink?
0:25:24 > 0:25:26Not likely.
0:25:26 > 0:25:29I thought you two were getting along again.
0:25:29 > 0:25:31Nope.
0:25:31 > 0:25:32What is it with you two?
0:25:32 > 0:25:36She'd probably accuse me of sexual harassment if I bought her a drink.
0:25:36 > 0:25:40Still working? Yeah, I've got stuff to finish up.
0:25:40 > 0:25:43After that? Any plans?
0:25:43 > 0:25:45Watch a bit of TV. Maybe do some reading.
0:25:46 > 0:25:50Dinner? Was just going to pick a kebab up on the way home.
0:25:50 > 0:25:51Right. You?
0:25:51 > 0:25:54Still got my gherkins.
0:25:54 > 0:25:56Yeah, I'm sorry about that.
0:25:56 > 0:25:58No, no, it's fine.
0:25:58 > 0:26:01Well, I'll see you tomorrow. Yeah.
0:26:02 > 0:26:04Night.
0:26:07 > 0:26:08Enough is enough.
0:26:14 > 0:26:16Al's already going.
0:26:16 > 0:26:19In my capacity as private citizen and enthusiast.
0:26:19 > 0:26:21Well, good, you can double up.
0:26:21 > 0:26:25War - the work of opposites, the contest of polarities.
0:26:25 > 0:26:27Perhaps we should call the cops?
0:26:27 > 0:26:30What, and tell them we found a message in the ladies loos?
0:26:30 > 0:26:31Someone's going to do him in!
0:26:31 > 0:26:33I knew it was wrong.
0:26:34 > 0:26:36I knew what I did was wrong.
0:27:07 > 0:27:10Tom, I've kept a secret from you.
0:27:10 > 0:27:15I never meant to lie to you. I just did what I thought I had to.
0:27:15 > 0:27:20The quieter you keep a secret, the louder it explodes.
0:27:21 > 0:27:22Why?!