0:00:40 > 0:00:42Ah, Dr Haskey.
0:00:42 > 0:00:46Mrs Tembe has asked us to sponsor her.
0:00:46 > 0:00:47Have a good day.
0:00:47 > 0:00:49- Jimmi.- What's that?
0:00:49 > 0:00:51Mrs Tembe is raising money for the homeless,
0:00:51 > 0:00:53- so would you...? - Yeah, I can give her something.
0:00:53 > 0:00:55Have you got something right now?
0:00:55 > 0:00:57Morning, Daniel.
0:00:57 > 0:00:58- Morning.- How's the car?
0:00:58 > 0:00:59Don't ask.
0:00:59 > 0:01:01Did you get it back from the garage?
0:01:01 > 0:01:03- Yeah. It would've been cheaper to buy a new one.- That bad?
0:01:03 > 0:01:05Yeah, it makes the kids look affordable.
0:01:05 > 0:01:08- Well, at least it makes less noise. - Not recently.
0:01:08 > 0:01:11Well, you must be flush enough to help Mrs Tembe.
0:01:11 > 0:01:13- Maybe not for much longer. - PHONE RINGS
0:01:13 > 0:01:15Sorry I've got to take this, it's St Phil's. Hello?
0:01:15 > 0:01:17Yes.
0:01:17 > 0:01:19One of my patients?
0:01:19 > 0:01:20What's the name?
0:01:22 > 0:01:24Yeah, OK, I'll be there. Thank you.
0:01:24 > 0:01:25Trouble with a patient?
0:01:25 > 0:01:28No, a friend I haven't seen for a while.
0:01:28 > 0:01:29Make sure you show me that later.
0:01:34 > 0:01:35You're early.
0:01:35 > 0:01:37Not really it's 8.40.
0:01:37 > 0:01:39Mm. What's up?
0:01:39 > 0:01:40Thought I'd do some paperwork.
0:01:40 > 0:01:43What?! Oh, come on, something's up.
0:01:43 > 0:01:45Why are you so suspicious?
0:01:45 > 0:01:47Because I know you.
0:01:47 > 0:01:50Come on, you can't hide anything from me, Kevin Tyler.
0:01:50 > 0:01:52A man's entitled to his privacy.
0:01:54 > 0:01:56KNOCKING
0:01:58 > 0:02:01I'm finished. I was never in the running.
0:02:01 > 0:02:03Let's just leave it. I've got work to do.
0:02:03 > 0:02:05You're kidding yourself you can't do relationships.
0:02:05 > 0:02:09Is spilling Bolognese sauce down her, is that kidding myself?
0:02:09 > 0:02:10Mate.
0:02:10 > 0:02:14Yeah, I always do something wrong. So let's just leave it.
0:02:14 > 0:02:16- So that's it? - Yes, that's it.
0:02:17 > 0:02:18Are you scared?
0:02:18 > 0:02:21Find someone you really like, and you just give up?
0:02:21 > 0:02:26Thank you for your wonderful insight, Dr Clay, but it is of no use to me.
0:02:26 > 0:02:28Fine. Crawl back into your box then. It's safer in there.
0:02:28 > 0:02:30It's duller...
0:02:30 > 0:02:31but it's safer.
0:02:33 > 0:02:34DOOR CLOSES
0:02:43 > 0:02:45Can't say you're looking well.
0:02:45 > 0:02:48You should see the other one.
0:02:48 > 0:02:50It's been a while. I'm sorry to see you like this.
0:02:50 > 0:02:52I'm OK.
0:02:52 > 0:02:53Have you seen yourself?
0:02:53 > 0:02:55It hasn't been my decade.
0:02:56 > 0:02:59But, good news. I'm not gambling any more.
0:02:59 > 0:03:01Oh. Are you still going to the group?
0:03:01 > 0:03:05No, I Can't be bothered with all the soul searching.
0:03:05 > 0:03:06Are you?
0:03:06 > 0:03:07Yeah, sometimes.
0:03:07 > 0:03:10I'm a family man now, so all is different.
0:03:10 > 0:03:12Good for you, Danny.
0:03:12 > 0:03:14They need to clean you up.
0:03:14 > 0:03:16Eh...
0:03:16 > 0:03:18I-I... I can't.
0:03:18 > 0:03:19You went through all this at the group.
0:03:19 > 0:03:22You've got to try and let people help you.
0:03:24 > 0:03:27Let me help you? It's why you asked me to come.
0:03:30 > 0:03:31Come on.
0:03:34 > 0:03:38Good. OK, let's just take this...
0:03:39 > 0:03:41What the hell?!
0:03:41 > 0:03:42HE HUMS
0:03:46 > 0:03:49What is going on? I've never seen you like this before.
0:03:49 > 0:03:52Testing strips. With or without sample pots?
0:03:52 > 0:03:55- With.- I can be conscientious as well, you know.
0:03:55 > 0:03:57- Who is she? - Poppy.
0:03:57 > 0:03:59Ah! I knew it. Where?
0:03:59 > 0:04:01The club me and Jimmi went to on Tuesday.
0:04:01 > 0:04:02It was a good night, actually.
0:04:02 > 0:04:04Mm. Is that all?
0:04:04 > 0:04:09OK, she's funny, she's interesting, she's sexy, she's clever.
0:04:09 > 0:04:10- Is that enough? - Wow.
0:04:10 > 0:04:12I really like her, you know.
0:04:12 > 0:04:14You know when you're with someone and everything you say
0:04:14 > 0:04:16is really interesting and dead funny?
0:04:16 > 0:04:19Yeah. Must be a new feeling for you, though.
0:04:19 > 0:04:21- SHE LAUGHS - All right. It feels different, OK?
0:04:21 > 0:04:24Well, she must be good if she's got you cleaning cupboards.
0:04:24 > 0:04:27Eh, you should be careful, she could be the one.
0:04:27 > 0:04:29Yeah, thanks Septic Peg(!)
0:04:29 > 0:04:31SHE LAUGHS You really like her, don't you?
0:04:31 > 0:04:33Yeah.
0:04:33 > 0:04:36Don't look so scared. I'm really pleased for you.
0:04:45 > 0:04:48There's got to be a couple of hundred grand there.
0:04:48 > 0:04:51185,460.
0:04:51 > 0:04:53(Where's it all from?)
0:04:53 > 0:04:55- Archie, where's the money from? - I didn't steal it.
0:04:55 > 0:04:58- You said you weren't gambling. - I'm not. I don't do that anymore.
0:04:58 > 0:05:00Are you out of your mind? 180 grand?!
0:05:00 > 0:05:03- You could buy somewhere to live with that.- I'm not spending it.
0:05:03 > 0:05:05A bit of privacy, please, nurse.
0:05:09 > 0:05:11OK, the truth. Where's it from?
0:05:11 > 0:05:14- Archie, someone's going to take this from you soon enough.- No.
0:05:14 > 0:05:17They need to clean you up. You could have internal injuries.
0:05:17 > 0:05:18No!
0:05:18 > 0:05:21You've asked me here help you, so let me help you.
0:05:24 > 0:05:26Put it in here.
0:05:27 > 0:05:31- Archie, take the money off. - It's mine.- Give it to me.
0:05:31 > 0:05:33Fine, I'm out of here unless you cooperate.
0:05:33 > 0:05:35All-all right, OK, OK. OK.
0:05:37 > 0:05:38How long has it been on you?
0:05:40 > 0:05:41A few months.
0:05:44 > 0:05:46OK, I am going to keep it...
0:05:46 > 0:05:49- Wha...?- I am going to keep it, you get cleaned up.
0:05:49 > 0:05:51Then we'll sort something out, OK?
0:05:54 > 0:05:56Good morning, Mrs Pertwee. Isn't it a lovely day?
0:05:56 > 0:05:59- Thank you.- Go on, you make yourself comfortable,
0:05:59 > 0:06:02I just need to refill my prescription papers, all right?
0:06:05 > 0:06:08He's ready now, nurse. I'll be back later to check on him.
0:06:56 > 0:06:58HE GROANS
0:07:13 > 0:07:15Ah, just the man. Sign on the dotted line.
0:07:15 > 0:07:17What? Oh.
0:07:17 > 0:07:20Mrs Hardings. Everything all right at St Phil's?
0:07:20 > 0:07:24Yeah, just pretty mundane stuff, really.
0:07:24 > 0:07:25Oh, Mrs Tembe!
0:07:25 > 0:07:27Doctor Granger?
0:07:27 > 0:07:28It's not rubbish.
0:07:28 > 0:07:30Oh, I am sorry I thought it was for the bin.
0:07:30 > 0:07:33It's OK. It's just some stuff I have to take care of.
0:07:53 > 0:07:54KNOCK AT DOOR
0:07:54 > 0:07:56Sorry to trouble you, just one more...
0:08:00 > 0:08:02That's rather a lot of money.
0:08:02 > 0:08:04Yes, it is.
0:08:04 > 0:08:06It's 180,000 plus.
0:08:06 > 0:08:08I'm looking after it for a patient.
0:08:12 > 0:08:13Was there anything else?
0:08:13 > 0:08:14No...thanks.
0:08:17 > 0:08:19- If you need a chat... - Thank you.
0:08:27 > 0:08:29Unbelievable.
0:08:29 > 0:08:31Bye.
0:08:31 > 0:08:32PHONE RINGS
0:08:34 > 0:08:35Hello?
0:08:35 > 0:08:36'It's me.'
0:08:36 > 0:08:38Kevin? Why are you phoning me?
0:08:38 > 0:08:40I'm in the small consulting room.
0:08:40 > 0:08:41What?
0:08:41 > 0:08:44- What are you doing in there? - Just listen, OK?
0:08:44 > 0:08:46I'm hiding. The girl in reception, it's her.
0:08:46 > 0:08:48It's Poppy. I don't want her to see me.
0:08:48 > 0:08:50I don't understand.
0:08:50 > 0:08:52She might not know that I'm a doctor.
0:08:52 > 0:08:54And why does that matter?
0:08:54 > 0:08:56Because I might have told her a few of lies to impress her.
0:08:56 > 0:08:58You are such a child!
0:08:58 > 0:09:00You can't lie to her.
0:09:00 > 0:09:02Mandy, all relationships are based on lies.
0:09:02 > 0:09:04Kevin, get out there and deal with it.
0:09:04 > 0:09:07Please, just get rid of her for a few moments.
0:09:07 > 0:09:08Mrs Pertwee's still waiting.
0:09:08 > 0:09:10No, she's gone. Mrs Baker waiting now.
0:09:10 > 0:09:12Well, we can't leave patients waiting all day.
0:09:12 > 0:09:15You're going to have to help me.
0:09:15 > 0:09:17SHE SCOFFS You owe me.
0:09:21 > 0:09:24OK, as big as you can, please, Mr Collings.
0:09:24 > 0:09:25Thank you.
0:09:25 > 0:09:29I used to be a glass half empty man.
0:09:29 > 0:09:30And again.
0:09:31 > 0:09:33Nothing ever good enough.
0:09:33 > 0:09:35How are you sleeping?
0:09:35 > 0:09:37Do you believe in fate, Dr Haskey?
0:09:37 > 0:09:41Well, I can't say I had the time to consider it, Mr Collings.
0:09:41 > 0:09:46I've been thinking that my stroke could have been a touch of fate.
0:09:46 > 0:09:48It brought me Maria.
0:09:48 > 0:09:49Your stroke brought you lots of things.
0:09:49 > 0:09:52There is still some signs of muscular impairment.
0:09:52 > 0:09:55You're not married, are you, Dr Haskey?
0:09:55 > 0:09:57Happily not.
0:09:57 > 0:09:59I always used to say the same.
0:09:59 > 0:10:02The truth is I was scared witless.
0:10:02 > 0:10:05Getting you back on tip-top form after your stroke,
0:10:05 > 0:10:08that's the issue we should be discussing.
0:10:08 > 0:10:11I want to take her away on a little holiday,
0:10:11 > 0:10:13somewhere lovely.
0:10:13 > 0:10:16The Maldives, Caribbean...
0:10:16 > 0:10:18Somewhere where she can't say no.
0:10:18 > 0:10:20HE CHUCKLES
0:10:20 > 0:10:24Course, I realise that insurance could be a bit tricky.
0:10:24 > 0:10:26Unless I got the right documents,
0:10:26 > 0:10:30which could help make me the happiest man in the world.
0:10:37 > 0:10:38KNOCK AT DOOR Yep.
0:10:38 > 0:10:39Hi.
0:10:41 > 0:10:43I couldn't stay in the hospital any longer.
0:10:43 > 0:10:45- It was making me feel ill. - What are you doing here?
0:10:45 > 0:10:47- Where is it?- I said I'd help you, but not now and not now.
0:10:47 > 0:10:49- It's all right, I can look after it. - What are you doing?
0:10:49 > 0:10:51I'm going to strap it to my legs and body.
0:10:51 > 0:10:53- Not here, you're not.- Where then?
0:10:53 > 0:10:55How long do you think the money's going to last like that?
0:10:55 > 0:10:57Do you have you any idea how vulnerable you are?
0:10:57 > 0:10:59It's survived this long.
0:10:59 > 0:11:00OK, that's enough, all right?
0:11:00 > 0:11:03You've got to put the money in a bank or get yourself a room or something.
0:11:03 > 0:11:05I'm homeless, nobody will let me have a bank account.
0:11:05 > 0:11:07OK, well, then let me help you get a room.
0:11:07 > 0:11:09Em...
0:11:09 > 0:11:11What you don't trust me now?
0:11:11 > 0:11:12What do you think?
0:11:12 > 0:11:16I think I'm the best chance you've got, now put your pants on.
0:11:16 > 0:11:18Let's go I haven't got much time.
0:11:22 > 0:11:26Right, so you want me to sign off on your travel insurance,
0:11:26 > 0:11:28so that you can take your new girlfriend to the Maldives
0:11:28 > 0:11:30where you will propose to her?
0:11:30 > 0:11:32Yes, that's about it.
0:11:32 > 0:11:35Right, because nothing says "I love you" like a bit of insurance fraud?
0:11:35 > 0:11:37There's nothing I wouldn't do for her.
0:11:37 > 0:11:40Mr Collings, I'm going to be frank with you...
0:11:40 > 0:11:42I'm worried about you.
0:11:42 > 0:11:45Your health is precarious and yet you don't seem to be worried about it.
0:11:45 > 0:11:47In fact, I think you might be in denial.
0:11:47 > 0:11:50Oh, I don't want you to be worried about me, Doctor.
0:11:50 > 0:11:53Well, in that case stay at home and do some gardening.
0:11:53 > 0:11:57I'm sure your new lady love would appreciate some home grown flowers.
0:11:57 > 0:11:59Gardening doesn't capture...
0:12:02 > 0:12:04..how I feel about her.
0:12:06 > 0:12:08The Maldives do.
0:12:08 > 0:12:09You call it denial?
0:12:09 > 0:12:12Well, if that's being with someone you love
0:12:12 > 0:12:16and having a damn good time, then bring it on.
0:12:16 > 0:12:18Love is still possible in Letherbridge,
0:12:18 > 0:12:21and it's likely to bring you less stress.
0:12:21 > 0:12:23Yeah...
0:12:23 > 0:12:24maybe you're right.
0:12:25 > 0:12:29Maybe I can get Maria to say yes at the Grand Hotel in Eastbourne.
0:12:30 > 0:12:34Oh, rest assured, I shall crack on with the physio.
0:12:34 > 0:12:36I want to be on top form...
0:12:36 > 0:12:39- HE CHUCKLES - ..if you know what I mean.
0:12:43 > 0:12:48You know, it's really not scary at all.
0:12:48 > 0:12:50It's the most wonderful thing in the world!
0:12:53 > 0:12:54DOOR CLOSES
0:12:56 > 0:12:57Try these on.
0:13:02 > 0:13:04They don't fit.
0:13:04 > 0:13:05Try them on.
0:13:06 > 0:13:08They're the wrong colour.
0:13:08 > 0:13:11I'm sure the shoes will fit fine.
0:13:11 > 0:13:13You get to kiss the prince, now go and buy them.
0:13:13 > 0:13:15But what do I need new shoes for?
0:13:15 > 0:13:18I wouldn't give those to a dog to chew on.
0:13:18 > 0:13:21Come on, Archie, you've got to start looking after yourself.
0:13:21 > 0:13:23Yeah, I've got shoes, what do I need two pairs for?
0:13:23 > 0:13:25Consider it a treat.
0:13:25 > 0:13:28Look you've got loads of money in here, you can afford these shoes.
0:13:28 > 0:13:29No.
0:13:32 > 0:13:34It's £20, for goodness' sake.
0:13:35 > 0:13:37You asked me here to help you.
0:13:37 > 0:13:39Do you want to have to come into the surgery
0:13:39 > 0:13:41with trench foot or gangrene or something?
0:13:41 > 0:13:42Come on, buy the shoes.
0:13:47 > 0:13:48Jeez.
0:13:49 > 0:13:51Will he be away long?
0:13:51 > 0:13:54- Hm?- Will he be away long?
0:13:54 > 0:13:55Who?
0:13:55 > 0:13:57The doctor. I've been here a while.
0:13:57 > 0:13:58It's been an hour.
0:13:58 > 0:14:02Oh, no, no, no. He shouldn't be much longer now.
0:14:02 > 0:14:04Oh, actually, since you're here,
0:14:04 > 0:14:07would you mind if I asked you for a quick survey?
0:14:08 > 0:14:13You see, we're keen for this surgery to feel like a welcoming place
0:14:13 > 0:14:16for students who might be away from home for the first time,
0:14:16 > 0:14:19and we've just redone all our posters.
0:14:19 > 0:14:21I'd love to know what you think.
0:14:23 > 0:14:24Just this way.
0:14:38 > 0:14:41- You're supposed to wear those, you know?- Mm.
0:14:41 > 0:14:42I shouldn't have done that.
0:14:46 > 0:14:47Wait a minute.
0:14:47 > 0:14:49Archie?
0:14:49 > 0:14:50Oi, Archie!
0:14:50 > 0:14:52HE GROANS
0:14:52 > 0:14:53What are you doing?
0:14:57 > 0:14:58Thanks, Mand.
0:15:00 > 0:15:01This is ridiculous.
0:15:01 > 0:15:06If she doesn't think you're a doctor what does she think you are?
0:15:06 > 0:15:08She thinks I'm in A&R.
0:15:08 > 0:15:10- What?! - I didn't want to be boring.
0:15:10 > 0:15:13You sad, sad little man.
0:15:13 > 0:15:16- She was impressed. - If you actually do like her,
0:15:16 > 0:15:17you're going to have to tell her the truth.
0:15:17 > 0:15:20I've got a waiting room full of patients out there,
0:15:20 > 0:15:22I can't tell her now. That's why I need you to help me.
0:15:22 > 0:15:24Well, I have been, if you hadn't noticed.
0:15:24 > 0:15:25This is crazy!
0:15:29 > 0:15:32Just this once and then no more.
0:15:32 > 0:15:33Lying does not work.
0:15:33 > 0:15:36You should know that better than anyone.
0:15:37 > 0:15:39Look at it. Look at it all.
0:15:40 > 0:15:42Archie, tell me what's going on.
0:15:42 > 0:15:44It's a mess. That's what's going on.
0:15:44 > 0:15:46Archie, stop, would you?
0:15:46 > 0:15:49- It was immaculate, this was his life.- Whose life?
0:15:49 > 0:15:52Why did you bring me here, anyway? I didn't need to see this.
0:15:52 > 0:15:53What are you talking about?
0:15:53 > 0:15:56I should have helped him, that's what I should have done.
0:15:56 > 0:16:00- Was this your dad's allotment? - Yeah, well, it's too late now.
0:16:00 > 0:16:02What happened?
0:16:02 > 0:16:03He got ill, that's what happened.
0:16:03 > 0:16:07He got ill and couldn't do anything anymore, and I didn't help him.
0:16:07 > 0:16:10I just sat on my backside and did nothing.
0:16:11 > 0:16:12When did he die?
0:16:12 > 0:16:16Oh, look, just leave me alone and go away.
0:16:16 > 0:16:18Hang on, at group you said that you were an orphan.
0:16:18 > 0:16:21Yeah, well, I am now, aren't I?
0:16:21 > 0:16:22What, and you think that's your fault?
0:16:22 > 0:16:25Well, I killed them!
0:16:25 > 0:16:27- As good as.- Why?
0:16:27 > 0:16:30- I wasn't what they wanted. - How do you know that?
0:16:30 > 0:16:31What do you think?
0:16:31 > 0:16:36Their only son an addictive gambler, his wife left him,
0:16:36 > 0:16:40no kids, no job, no nothing.
0:16:40 > 0:16:42- This is their money, isn't it? - Oh, just...
0:16:42 > 0:16:45Please just-just leave me alone.
0:16:45 > 0:16:47I told you, leave me alone.
0:16:47 > 0:16:49This is your inheritance, isn't it, Archie?
0:16:54 > 0:16:56Mrs Tembe?
0:16:56 > 0:16:58Yes, Dr Carter?
0:16:58 > 0:17:04Have you ever seen £180,000 in cash?
0:17:06 > 0:17:08Well, no.
0:17:08 > 0:17:11I have seen £300 in loose change
0:17:11 > 0:17:12after the church fete.
0:17:14 > 0:17:17Miss Potter refused to transport it.
0:17:17 > 0:17:20May God forgive me, in my anger I insisted
0:17:20 > 0:17:24on walking it to the bank, just to show her the importance of charity.
0:17:24 > 0:17:27As you can imagine, it was a most uncomfortable journey.
0:17:27 > 0:17:29Yes, yes.
0:17:29 > 0:17:31Why do you ask?
0:17:31 > 0:17:35Daniel had that amount in his room.
0:17:35 > 0:17:37No.
0:17:37 > 0:17:38Was that what was in the bag?
0:17:38 > 0:17:40- Mm-hmm.- But why?
0:17:43 > 0:17:46- You don't think... - I don't know what to think.
0:17:46 > 0:17:49Not the gambling again?
0:17:49 > 0:17:53I thought he was a changed man.
0:17:53 > 0:17:55They were so close to being respectable.
0:17:56 > 0:17:59Poor Dr Carmichael! Poor baby Joe!
0:17:59 > 0:18:02Of course, we mustn't jump to conclusions.
0:18:04 > 0:18:07He said he was looking after it for a patient.
0:18:09 > 0:18:10Do you believe him?
0:18:13 > 0:18:15Perhaps we should call Dr Carmichael?
0:18:15 > 0:18:16And say what?
0:18:18 > 0:18:22- Is the money still there? - No, he took it when he went out.
0:18:24 > 0:18:28Well, perhaps he has given it back to the patient.
0:18:28 > 0:18:29Perhaps he has.
0:18:29 > 0:18:34I always think it is best to think the best of people.
0:18:34 > 0:18:36Yes, of course.
0:18:41 > 0:18:43Hiya, listen, I'm really sorry,
0:18:43 > 0:18:46but the doctor's been further detained.
0:18:46 > 0:18:48I've been waiting an hour-and-a-half.
0:18:48 > 0:18:52Yeah, listen, I was thinking if it's not too important,
0:18:52 > 0:18:55it might be better to make an appointment tomorrow.
0:18:55 > 0:18:58I'll ring you. Come on, Poppy.
0:18:58 > 0:19:00Just as well I've got no lectures this morning.
0:19:00 > 0:19:01Are you both students?
0:19:01 > 0:19:03Yeah, why?
0:19:03 > 0:19:04Nothing.
0:19:04 > 0:19:08You know there was someone hiding in that room earlier.
0:19:08 > 0:19:10Weird.
0:19:10 > 0:19:12Really?
0:19:12 > 0:19:15Oh, that was Mr Smith.
0:19:15 > 0:19:17Sociophobe. Bad case.
0:19:17 > 0:19:20We're just trying some exposure techniques on him.
0:19:20 > 0:19:21He's doing really well.
0:19:43 > 0:19:44HE SIGHS
0:19:52 > 0:19:55The Icon takeaway.
0:19:55 > 0:19:58A moment on the lips, a lifetime on the hips.
0:19:59 > 0:20:01Sorry, I'm being rude.
0:20:08 > 0:20:11You know, when I was a kid...
0:20:11 > 0:20:14my parents thought that I ought to have a pet.
0:20:14 > 0:20:18They thought it would help me socially.
0:20:18 > 0:20:19But...
0:20:19 > 0:20:21I couldn't cope with the worry,
0:20:21 > 0:20:24the worry something awful would happen to them,
0:20:24 > 0:20:26so they'd take the pets away.
0:20:26 > 0:20:29This whole menagerie came in and out the house
0:20:29 > 0:20:31and I know now isn't the time or the place
0:20:31 > 0:20:33for the Kevin the gerbil and the vacuum cleaner story,
0:20:33 > 0:20:36but there is a point to my rambling.
0:20:36 > 0:20:37My point being that...
0:20:38 > 0:20:43..all these defence mechanisms of mine,
0:20:43 > 0:20:46they've been there or a long, long time,
0:20:46 > 0:20:48and I've kept them fully updated.
0:20:48 > 0:20:51They've always looked after me and I've looked after them.
0:20:51 > 0:20:54But then you come along, and I don't work with you.
0:20:56 > 0:20:58I feel all exposed with you and...
0:21:00 > 0:21:03..I'm beginning to quite like it.
0:21:03 > 0:21:06You say that, but you keep pushing me away.
0:21:06 > 0:21:10Yeah, of course I do, cos that way I can keep you from getting close.
0:21:10 > 0:21:11What does that mean for me?
0:21:13 > 0:21:15- I'm not sure.- Neither am I.
0:21:18 > 0:21:20Wait, wait.
0:21:21 > 0:21:23I'm sure, I'm sure...
0:21:23 > 0:21:25I'm scared.
0:21:25 > 0:21:27I'm scared that I'm going to lose you.
0:21:27 > 0:21:29But you don't want me.
0:21:29 > 0:21:31Oh, I do.
0:21:31 > 0:21:33I want you, Niamh.
0:21:33 > 0:21:35I want you.
0:21:35 > 0:21:39You go one way and your hair goes the other. I want you.
0:21:39 > 0:21:43I want you because you have kind eyes even when you're feeling sad.
0:21:44 > 0:21:48I want you because you tell silly jokes even when you're falling apart.
0:21:48 > 0:21:50I want you because every time you knock on my door
0:21:50 > 0:21:52I feel like something wonderful is going to happen.
0:21:52 > 0:21:54I want you because when you listen to me,
0:21:54 > 0:21:57even when I'm talking complete and utter nonsense like a lunatic,
0:21:57 > 0:22:00you make me feel like I'm the only person alive left in the world,
0:22:00 > 0:22:02and I don't mean that in some kind of
0:22:02 > 0:22:07post-apocalyptic zombie holocaust way, I mean that in the nice way.
0:22:07 > 0:22:09In the me and you way.
0:22:17 > 0:22:20I never even saw him in the hospital.
0:22:20 > 0:22:21I didn't know.
0:22:23 > 0:22:27So if you lose the money, then you'll be losing your dad?
0:22:27 > 0:22:28I didn't want to.
0:22:28 > 0:22:31You're their son, they loved you.
0:22:31 > 0:22:33Why are you beating yourself up about that?
0:22:33 > 0:22:35Because I don't deserve it.
0:22:35 > 0:22:39They wanted to see you safe, what's wrong with that?
0:22:39 > 0:22:42Use it, make a life for yourself.
0:22:42 > 0:22:45You can't keep it strapped to your body for ever.
0:22:45 > 0:22:48I don't-don't want it anymore.
0:22:53 > 0:22:54You've got to get on with your life,
0:22:54 > 0:22:58and as long as you're punishing yourself, you won't.
0:22:58 > 0:23:00What is this? It's just paper.
0:23:00 > 0:23:05You gamble it, you win some, you lose some. We've both been there.
0:23:05 > 0:23:07Money is never the answer...
0:23:07 > 0:23:09but it can be the problem, right?
0:23:10 > 0:23:12I think so.
0:23:17 > 0:23:18I don't like it.
0:23:18 > 0:23:20Come off it, you were all for it earlier.
0:23:20 > 0:23:23I didn't know she was a student. What are you playing at?
0:23:23 > 0:23:25I might have known you would never grow up.
0:23:25 > 0:23:28It's not against the law. Why are you getting on your high horse?
0:23:28 > 0:23:30Yeah, well, I'm not sure how Howard'll see it,
0:23:30 > 0:23:32have you even thought about that?
0:23:36 > 0:23:38That's so sad.
0:23:38 > 0:23:39A goldfish at least.
0:23:41 > 0:23:43I could have learned to love a goldfish.
0:23:45 > 0:23:47So how's your morning been?
0:23:47 > 0:23:49Mine's been really busy.
0:23:49 > 0:23:51I've felt more lymph nodes than I think is strictly good for me.
0:23:51 > 0:23:53And I was wondering what you thought about
0:23:53 > 0:23:57is there a connection between thrush and glandular fever...
0:23:58 > 0:24:01What? I'm talking too much?
0:24:01 > 0:24:02Keep talking.
0:24:02 > 0:24:04SHE CHUCKLES
0:24:04 > 0:24:06We should be getting back.
0:24:06 > 0:24:09And you're trying not to laugh at me, so come on.
0:24:10 > 0:24:13No wonder I failed Chemistry in my leaving cert.
0:24:13 > 0:24:16Sister McGill put the fear of God into me.
0:24:16 > 0:24:19She was for ever sending me to the lab to remove my nail varnish.
0:24:19 > 0:24:20How did you get into med school?
0:24:20 > 0:24:23I retook the exam with Sister Lennon. Don't ask.
0:24:26 > 0:24:27Hands or no hands?
0:24:27 > 0:24:29I don't know? What's the protocol here?
0:24:29 > 0:24:31- Do you want to? - Do you want to?
0:24:31 > 0:24:33I think you should, if it makes you happy.
0:24:56 > 0:24:57TAPPING
0:24:58 > 0:25:00What the...?
0:25:02 > 0:25:03Archie, no!
0:25:03 > 0:25:05- I wanted to show you. - Archie!
0:25:05 > 0:25:07- No, you were right. - I can't believe...
0:25:07 > 0:25:08I feel free!
0:25:10 > 0:25:13You were right. I don't need it.
0:25:13 > 0:25:14It's only paper.
0:25:14 > 0:25:16- Yeah, but I meant... - Listen, listen, please.
0:25:16 > 0:25:19Thank you, Danny. Thank you, Danny.
0:25:25 > 0:25:27Hi.
0:25:27 > 0:25:28Is this a good time?
0:25:28 > 0:25:30I've been thinking about you all day.
0:25:30 > 0:25:33And me you. What are you doing tonight?
0:25:33 > 0:25:35There's this really cool band playing at the Rainbow.
0:25:35 > 0:25:37Maybe you should check them out.
0:25:37 > 0:25:38Poppy, I need to tell you something.
0:25:38 > 0:25:40- They're really good, it'll be so cool.- Poppy.
0:25:40 > 0:25:42A bit too much?
0:25:42 > 0:25:46How about another night in, maybe at yours this time?
0:25:46 > 0:25:48I'll pick you up in a couple of hours.
0:25:48 > 0:25:51Great. Wait, what did you want to tell me?
0:25:51 > 0:25:53Nothing it's fine. I'll see you later, yeah?
0:26:01 > 0:26:02Miss Hill will be there.
0:26:02 > 0:26:05Reverend Merchant thinks it will be good for us
0:26:05 > 0:26:09to spend some time together in a supportive environment.
0:26:09 > 0:26:11By using our resources efficiently,
0:26:11 > 0:26:13we can provide the best service available to the patients we treat.
0:26:13 > 0:26:15And stuff the rest!
0:26:15 > 0:26:19Now may be a good time to talk to my GP about medication.
0:26:19 > 0:26:22- You mean, antidepressants? - Yes, they can be very helpful.