0:00:47 > 0:00:49Heston's right, Mrs Tembe would be perfect.
0:00:49 > 0:00:51The sooner the better.
0:00:51 > 0:00:52Who's going to ask her?
0:00:52 > 0:00:55You're the ladies' man. Coercion's your department.
0:00:55 > 0:00:58She'll bite our hands off. You know that, don't you?
0:00:59 > 0:01:03Oh, goodness! Good morning. Am I late?
0:01:03 > 0:01:07- No. I was just up, so I thought I'd come in.- Ditto. How was your weekend?
0:01:07 > 0:01:12Well, I spent most of it in church just trying to make sense of it all.
0:01:12 > 0:01:14It's hard to take in.
0:01:14 > 0:01:17Hm. Well, it is good that Dr Donoghue is with Dr Reid.
0:01:17 > 0:01:19Apparently, she is not sleeping or eating.
0:01:19 > 0:01:20She's still in shock.
0:01:20 > 0:01:22Yes.
0:01:22 > 0:01:27I have managed to book a locum.
0:01:27 > 0:01:31I have tried to keep the bookings down to a minimum.
0:01:31 > 0:01:33It will be busy, but I'm sure we will cope.
0:01:33 > 0:01:36That's wonderful, Mrs Tembe. Now speaking of which...
0:01:36 > 0:01:41Now as you are both here, I would like to make a suggestion.
0:01:41 > 0:01:44Perhaps we could have a book of condolences around reception?
0:01:44 > 0:01:48So many people loved and respected Mr Bellamy,
0:01:48 > 0:01:52it would be a good way for them to focus their feelings.
0:01:52 > 0:01:54Super. Spend what you like.
0:01:54 > 0:01:57Right. I have taken the liberty.
0:02:02 > 0:02:05Lovely. Mrs Tembe, we were wondering if you would consider...
0:02:05 > 0:02:09Yes, yes of course. As you are partners,
0:02:09 > 0:02:12of course you should sign it first.
0:02:12 > 0:02:13Right.
0:02:13 > 0:02:16I will leave you alone.
0:02:20 > 0:02:23The buzzing's driving me nuts. I can't sleep,
0:02:23 > 0:02:26so I'm tired all the time,
0:02:26 > 0:02:29and I get these headaches...
0:02:29 > 0:02:31Hello?
0:02:31 > 0:02:35Yeah. Um... Your eyes are pretty bloodshot.
0:02:37 > 0:02:42Look to the left for me. To the right. Left. Right.
0:02:43 > 0:02:45You have a heavy night?
0:02:45 > 0:02:47Went to this sonic gig.
0:02:47 > 0:02:49What's your diet like?
0:02:49 > 0:02:51A few too many ready meals, maybe.
0:02:51 > 0:02:55On average, do you drink every day? How much?
0:02:55 > 0:02:59One or two pints. Bit more on the weekend.
0:03:00 > 0:03:03Well, everything seems pretty normal.
0:03:03 > 0:03:06I'm going to suggest you take a paracetamol,
0:03:06 > 0:03:09avoid the mosh pit, drink less, eat better and eating better
0:03:09 > 0:03:13means fresh veg, high quality protein and try and get some sleep.
0:03:16 > 0:03:17That's it?
0:03:17 > 0:03:18We'll do full bloods and renal,
0:03:18 > 0:03:21liver and thyroid function if you're worried.
0:03:21 > 0:03:24Well, I need to check my jabs are up-to-date, anyway.
0:03:25 > 0:03:30Um, well, I think he'd prefer donations to flowers.
0:03:30 > 0:03:31Do you want a cup of tea? Oh. Sorry.
0:03:32 > 0:03:36Saskia, I'm going to have to have another think about it,
0:03:36 > 0:03:41so I'll call you later, all right? OK, bye.
0:03:41 > 0:03:43You OK?
0:03:43 > 0:03:46Yeah, just Howard's sister, wanting to know
0:03:46 > 0:03:49if there was any hymns or readings he'd have liked.
0:03:49 > 0:03:51It's nice they want to include you.
0:03:52 > 0:03:54I couldn't think of anything.
0:03:55 > 0:03:58We didn't really talk about that stuff.
0:03:58 > 0:03:59Why would you?
0:04:01 > 0:04:06It's funny, isn't it, the things you don't know.
0:04:06 > 0:04:08You knew him better than anyone.
0:04:08 > 0:04:11Please. Spare me the platitudes.
0:04:11 > 0:04:13Sorry.
0:04:49 > 0:04:54- Take care.- Thank you.- Everyone is commenting on the book, Dr Granger.
0:04:54 > 0:04:56I'm sure they are.
0:04:56 > 0:05:01It is going down very well. Such touching words.
0:05:01 > 0:05:03This one, for example.
0:05:03 > 0:05:11"A wonderful person, caring and always reassuring. Irreplaceable."
0:05:11 > 0:05:15He was a lovely man. It's going to take time to adjust.
0:05:15 > 0:05:17Yes.
0:05:17 > 0:05:18I just wanted to say,
0:05:18 > 0:05:21what a wonderful job I think you did last week.
0:05:21 > 0:05:23- Holding everything together... - Oh, no, no, no.
0:05:23 > 0:05:25I was really in quite a bit of a flap.
0:05:25 > 0:05:26You'd never have noticed.
0:05:26 > 0:05:28She was magnificent, wasn't she, Jimmi?
0:05:28 > 0:05:31Oh, brilliant. You're going to make the best practice manager.
0:05:32 > 0:05:36What? No. It is unthinkable
0:05:36 > 0:05:38and totally inappropriate.
0:05:38 > 0:05:42You're fully qualified. You've covered for Howard several times.
0:05:42 > 0:05:45Yes, while he was away on holiday. This is very different.
0:05:45 > 0:05:48You'll soon get the hang of it and we'll support you all the way.
0:05:48 > 0:05:49Absolutely not.
0:05:49 > 0:05:52Why don't you just give it a go for a few days, Mrs Tembe?
0:05:52 > 0:05:56Please, do not ask me again.
0:05:56 > 0:05:57Excuse me.
0:06:01 > 0:06:02So much for your schmoozing.
0:06:02 > 0:06:06You steaming in there didn't help, did it?
0:06:06 > 0:06:08We'll have to get the big guns involved.
0:06:08 > 0:06:09Zara?
0:06:09 > 0:06:11Heston.
0:06:22 > 0:06:24Hi, Dave.
0:06:24 > 0:06:27Yeah, I'm fine, just been a bit busy.
0:06:27 > 0:06:30Packed your wet-suit and grundies?
0:06:30 > 0:06:34You'll find this wicked rashie on Underwateronline.
0:06:37 > 0:06:38You're joking!?
0:06:41 > 0:06:43I thought they had funding?
0:06:47 > 0:06:50They will reimburse us for flights, right?
0:06:54 > 0:06:56Look, I've got to go. Sorry.
0:07:31 > 0:07:33Oh, I can do that, if you like.
0:07:33 > 0:07:35I'm perfectly capable of making a cup of coffee, thank you.
0:07:35 > 0:07:39- OK.- I'm not going to shatter into a million pieces.
0:07:39 > 0:07:40All right.
0:07:42 > 0:07:48I'm sorry. Why didn't I ask him about those things?
0:07:48 > 0:07:50Because you didn't need to.
0:07:50 > 0:07:54Seeing you together these last few weeks, you were both so in tune.
0:07:54 > 0:07:57If I hadn't insisted on keeping the baby secret,
0:07:57 > 0:07:59and if I'd taken better care of myself,
0:07:59 > 0:08:00maybe I wouldn't have miscarried
0:08:00 > 0:08:03- and Howard wouldn't have been so stressed, and...- Emma.
0:08:03 > 0:08:06You know as a doctor that if it hadn't been now,
0:08:06 > 0:08:08- it would have happened some time. - Exactly.
0:08:08 > 0:08:12I'm a doctor! Why didn't I take care of him?
0:08:12 > 0:08:13Why didn't I make him go for tests?
0:08:13 > 0:08:18Just stop thinking like this. There were no indicators.
0:08:18 > 0:08:21Aneurysms are notoriously difficult to predict.
0:08:21 > 0:08:23And you know what, Howard was responsible for his own health,
0:08:23 > 0:08:25and he'd have been the first to say that.
0:08:25 > 0:08:26I let him down.
0:08:26 > 0:08:27No, you didn't.
0:08:27 > 0:08:30I did. I was selfish.
0:08:30 > 0:08:34Even during all the Sam stuff, I kept him hanging on a string.
0:08:34 > 0:08:36I knew exactly what I was doing.
0:08:36 > 0:08:41And even after Sam died, I was so wrapped up in my own grief.
0:08:41 > 0:08:44I took it for granted that he'd always be there for me.
0:08:44 > 0:08:47There were plenty of times you were prepared to commit and he wasn't.
0:08:47 > 0:08:49At least he had a good reason.
0:08:49 > 0:08:50What?
0:08:50 > 0:08:52He'd been hurt before.
0:08:52 > 0:08:54We've all been hurt before.
0:08:59 > 0:09:01Howard had a daughter.
0:09:03 > 0:09:07He...had walked away from his baby daughter.
0:09:11 > 0:09:13Right, OK, what are we doing, then? Liver, thyroid...
0:09:13 > 0:09:15Nothing too drastic.
0:09:15 > 0:09:16You been a bit tired?
0:09:18 > 0:09:19You OK?
0:09:19 > 0:09:23What? Oh. Yeah. Yeah.
0:09:23 > 0:09:26Just gutted this field trip's off.
0:09:26 > 0:09:29Was going to be amazing. Marine life of Tanzania.
0:09:29 > 0:09:31Oh, seriously?
0:09:31 > 0:09:34Yeah. Funding fell through, like, half an hour ago.
0:09:34 > 0:09:36Bummer. You could have brought me a conch shell back.
0:09:36 > 0:09:41It's that kind of eco-vandalism that's destroying our oceans.
0:09:41 > 0:09:43Yeah. Of course.
0:09:43 > 0:09:45Right, shall we have a look at these veins, then?
0:09:45 > 0:09:47How do you do that?
0:09:47 > 0:09:50Dunno. Bit worse for wear at the time.
0:09:50 > 0:09:51Doesn't hurt, anyhow.
0:09:51 > 0:09:53Well 'ard.
0:09:53 > 0:09:55Makes a change from most of my patients flinching at needles.
0:09:57 > 0:09:59At least you won't need any jabs, eh?
0:09:59 > 0:10:03Actually, you're up to date. Yeah. You'll need a hep B booster
0:10:03 > 0:10:06in six months, other then that you're covered for five years.
0:10:06 > 0:10:07OK.
0:10:13 > 0:10:14Sharp scratch.
0:10:21 > 0:10:26Amazing colour, isn't it? All that life, pumping round you.
0:10:26 > 0:10:27I don't really notice any more.
0:10:33 > 0:10:34OK.
0:10:37 > 0:10:40OK. There you go.
0:10:40 > 0:10:44Don't worry about the plaster. It's fine.
0:10:46 > 0:10:50It must have been so hard for him to have absolutely no contact.
0:10:50 > 0:10:52Awful.
0:10:52 > 0:10:53But he thought it would be better
0:10:53 > 0:10:56for her to totally invest in her new father.
0:10:56 > 0:10:59Clear-cut, honourable. Classic Howard.
0:11:03 > 0:11:05Well, I need to tell her. Invite her to the funeral.
0:11:05 > 0:11:07Are you sure?
0:11:07 > 0:11:10Well, he'd want her to at least have the option.
0:11:10 > 0:11:12The address must be somewhere in his house.
0:11:12 > 0:11:13Is this such a good idea?
0:11:13 > 0:11:15I have to face it some time.
0:11:15 > 0:11:17Yeah, but not today.
0:11:17 > 0:11:19Well, the funeral's in two days. What do you suggest?
0:11:19 > 0:11:21OK. I'll come with you.
0:11:21 > 0:11:23Fine. Whatever.
0:11:27 > 0:11:29Argh.
0:11:30 > 0:11:31Argh!
0:11:31 > 0:11:33Argh.
0:11:39 > 0:11:41Oh.
0:11:41 > 0:11:43Didn't realise anyone else was here.
0:11:43 > 0:11:45If you're in pain,
0:11:45 > 0:11:48you've probably got a UTI from all that partying you've been doing.
0:11:48 > 0:11:49What partying?
0:11:49 > 0:11:53Pop upstairs, we'll do a dip test, prescribe some antibiotics.
0:11:53 > 0:11:56Look, I know how to look after myself. I'm not an idiot.
0:11:59 > 0:12:02You have more than enough experience,
0:12:02 > 0:12:04and we know your qualities.
0:12:04 > 0:12:06I am easily manipulated, apparently.
0:12:06 > 0:12:09You are personable, organised...
0:12:09 > 0:12:10Oh!
0:12:10 > 0:12:12Oh, my goodness!
0:12:12 > 0:12:15Oh! He has not completed the funding application to the CCG.
0:12:15 > 0:12:18It is due in today!
0:12:18 > 0:12:21I will go and find it...
0:12:21 > 0:12:23You see. This is it, precisely.
0:12:23 > 0:12:26You're on top of everything and you have a solution.
0:12:26 > 0:12:28I'm sorry?
0:12:28 > 0:12:31We need your strength and calm.
0:12:31 > 0:12:34It would be too unsettling to introduce someone new at this stage.
0:12:34 > 0:12:36Everyone is so upset.
0:12:36 > 0:12:39No, this is unfair. It is a conspiracy.
0:12:39 > 0:12:42Staff love and respect you.
0:12:42 > 0:12:46And above all, you know our idiosyncrasies.
0:12:46 > 0:12:48I am happy to lend a helping hand
0:12:48 > 0:12:52and I'm flattered that you think I can do this.
0:12:53 > 0:12:56But honestly, Dr Carter, I do not think I can.
0:12:57 > 0:13:01Mr Bellamy was a consultant, on the board of the PCTs.
0:13:03 > 0:13:05I do not want to let anyone down.
0:13:05 > 0:13:07You wouldn't.
0:13:07 > 0:13:09Please. No more.
0:13:09 > 0:13:14Not even for a short time? An interim period?
0:13:14 > 0:13:16Mrs Tembe?
0:13:19 > 0:13:23Very well. For a very short time.
0:13:23 > 0:13:26But do not expect me to fill his shoes.
0:13:27 > 0:13:31Cometh the hour, cometh the woman.
0:13:33 > 0:13:36It's quite dark. You're probably dehydrated.
0:13:36 > 0:13:40If you go on a bender make sure you drink plenty of fluids the next day.
0:13:40 > 0:13:42I do. Usually.
0:13:42 > 0:13:44And it's normal.
0:13:44 > 0:13:47I haven't been sleeping around, if that's what you think.
0:13:47 > 0:13:51A UTI isn't sexually transmitted. Could be a low immune system.
0:13:51 > 0:13:53Whatever.
0:13:53 > 0:13:55We'll just do another sample and we'll send it off.
0:13:55 > 0:13:58Whooo. What about the tinnitus and headache?
0:13:58 > 0:14:00Why aren't you doing something about that?
0:14:00 > 0:14:03Unfortunately, there's not a lot we can do about tinnitus.
0:14:03 > 0:14:05There is a new drug, but...
0:14:05 > 0:14:08They're both going to probably fade in the next few days,
0:14:08 > 0:14:12unless you go on another bender. If they don't, come back in.
0:14:12 > 0:14:15"Come back in a few days." The new cure-all.
0:14:17 > 0:14:20Hey, hey, hey, are you all right?
0:14:20 > 0:14:21I got up too quick.
0:14:21 > 0:14:24No, roll your sleeve up.
0:14:24 > 0:14:27Come on, roll your sleeve up...all the way.
0:14:35 > 0:14:38Ooh! That's nasty.
0:14:38 > 0:14:40I caught it on a pan. It's fine.
0:14:40 > 0:14:43- I'll dress it for you. - You're OK.
0:14:43 > 0:14:44It might get infected.
0:14:46 > 0:14:50That's pretty normal. Nothing drastic there.
0:14:55 > 0:14:58Sorry. For snapping.
0:14:59 > 0:15:02Just feel a bit rubbish at the mo.
0:15:02 > 0:15:03Any particular reason?
0:15:04 > 0:15:07Feel tired and angry all the time.
0:15:07 > 0:15:10Just, you know, what's the point of everything,
0:15:10 > 0:15:13the world's going to stuff you anyway.
0:15:15 > 0:15:19Well, the amount you're drinking wouldn't be helping that thinking.
0:15:19 > 0:15:23It's a few pints a week. I'm not an alcy.
0:15:24 > 0:15:26I just feel crap.
0:15:30 > 0:15:32Cheers for nothing.
0:15:58 > 0:16:00Conflict, resolution, objectives.
0:16:00 > 0:16:04Number one, get them in the same room together.
0:16:04 > 0:16:07Two, preferably not knocking each other out.
0:16:07 > 0:16:10Three, seek a solution that is a win-win for both sides.
0:16:10 > 0:16:13You make that sound so easy, Mrs Tembe.
0:16:32 > 0:16:34Mrs Tembe, are you OK?
0:16:34 > 0:16:36Yes, yes. I am fine.
0:16:37 > 0:16:39You don't look it.
0:16:42 > 0:16:46I have just been into Mr Bellamy's office.
0:16:46 > 0:16:49I'm going to miss him so much.
0:16:49 > 0:16:51Yeah. We all will.
0:16:51 > 0:16:54That's why it's so important we find someone to replace him.
0:16:54 > 0:16:58All right, stop. I've already spoken to Dr Carter.
0:16:58 > 0:17:00I'm going to do it, temporarily.
0:17:00 > 0:17:02Thank you, Mrs Tembe. You'll be brilliant.
0:17:02 > 0:17:04I do not share your confidence.
0:17:04 > 0:17:08Ah, see that's one of your many fine qualities - humility.
0:17:08 > 0:17:11I have to do interviews as soon as possible.
0:17:11 > 0:17:14Also I'll have to get in touch with the recruitment agency.
0:17:14 > 0:17:17You're a tough act to follow.
0:17:19 > 0:17:26First I will have to get in touch with Mr Bellamy's many associates.
0:17:28 > 0:17:30I do not even know where to begin.
0:17:32 > 0:17:34Keep it simple.
0:17:43 > 0:17:45You did Luke Turnbull's bloods, then?
0:17:45 > 0:17:47Yeah. Why?
0:17:47 > 0:17:50I overheard him in the loo earlier having trouble peeing.
0:17:50 > 0:17:51I dragged him in for a UTI,
0:17:51 > 0:17:53and he got properly arsey.
0:17:53 > 0:17:56Aw, he's all right. Just miffed about a cancelled field trip.
0:17:56 > 0:17:58- That's all.- He didn't like being told he drinks too much.
0:17:58 > 0:18:01He's a student. It's compulsory,
0:18:01 > 0:18:03although he should take a bit more care of himself.
0:18:03 > 0:18:05You see his right arm? Nasty.
0:18:05 > 0:18:07I put a dressing on it for him.
0:18:07 > 0:18:09Oh. Well done. Left, actually.
0:18:09 > 0:18:11Nice juicy vein.
0:18:13 > 0:18:15No, it was right.
0:18:53 > 0:18:55Oh, goodness!
0:19:00 > 0:19:06Dear Lord, please take care of my dear friend Howard
0:19:06 > 0:19:11and give me the strength and guidance to continue his work.
0:19:30 > 0:19:37Good afternoon. This is Mrs Tembe from the Mill Health Centre.
0:19:37 > 0:19:40I am very well, thank you.
0:19:40 > 0:19:44I'm afraid I have some very sad news.
0:19:52 > 0:19:57Stop it, stop. Stop hurting.
0:20:04 > 0:20:07No, no, no!
0:20:07 > 0:20:09No, no, no!
0:20:31 > 0:20:32Right arm.
0:20:53 > 0:20:55Hello?
0:20:55 > 0:20:57Oh. Hey, Luke. It's Dr Haskey
0:20:57 > 0:21:00just ringing to see if you're all OK?
0:21:00 > 0:21:03So, are you OK?
0:21:03 > 0:21:05Luke?
0:21:05 > 0:21:08What do you care, Dr Do-little?
0:21:10 > 0:21:13Well, I'm a bit worried about you, to be honest.
0:21:13 > 0:21:17Yeah, right. Calling me an alcy, with the clap.
0:21:17 > 0:21:19I don't think those things.
0:21:20 > 0:21:24I think that you're feeling a little bit low. Am I right?
0:21:24 > 0:21:26Well done, Sherlock.
0:21:28 > 0:21:29Priceless.
0:21:29 > 0:21:32Look, Luke... Don't take this the wrong way.
0:21:32 > 0:21:36But those burns on your arms...
0:21:36 > 0:21:39- What? - Are they self-inflicted?
0:21:40 > 0:21:42It's all right if they are.
0:21:44 > 0:21:46Why don't you come in and have a chat with me about it?
0:21:46 > 0:21:48I'm here now or we can make an appointment.
0:21:50 > 0:21:55Look, Luke, it's going to be all right. I promise.
0:21:55 > 0:21:58Whatever it is, we can sort it out.
0:21:58 > 0:22:00I can't.
0:22:01 > 0:22:04I can't do it any more.
0:22:04 > 0:22:06It's too late.
0:22:06 > 0:22:08What do you mean, too late?
0:22:10 > 0:22:12Luke, have you taken something?
0:22:14 > 0:22:19Keep up with the programme. Self-medication.
0:22:19 > 0:22:21Isn't that what it's called?
0:22:23 > 0:22:26Call an ambulance to Luke's address ASAP -
0:22:26 > 0:22:28attempted suicide by poisoning.
0:22:28 > 0:22:30I'll keep him talking.
0:22:30 > 0:22:32Say again, mate, what you been up to?
0:22:49 > 0:22:52OK, so, where do you want to start?
0:22:52 > 0:22:55Do you want to start in the kitchen? Or upstairs?
0:23:05 > 0:23:08I don't feel well.
0:23:08 > 0:23:10Luke, you are going to be fine.
0:23:10 > 0:23:13Just you keep on talking to me, yeah?
0:23:13 > 0:23:18It's the headaches, the ringing in my ears, the flashing lights.
0:23:18 > 0:23:19They won't stop.
0:23:19 > 0:23:21When did they start?
0:23:21 > 0:23:24What's the point? Not even going to flaming Tanzania any more.
0:23:24 > 0:23:30Tanzania? Wow, I thought it was just the Lake District or something.
0:23:30 > 0:23:35Um... Luke, you had jabs last May.
0:23:35 > 0:23:41Yellow fever, hep B... but no anti-malarials.
0:23:41 > 0:23:44Were you going travelling?
0:23:44 > 0:23:46Africa. All summer.
0:23:46 > 0:23:49Did you buy anti-malaria medication?
0:23:49 > 0:23:54Did you buy a medication called...Cortiquine?
0:23:54 > 0:23:56Yeah. Online.
0:23:56 > 0:24:00And you continued it for four weeks after you returned, didn't you?
0:24:00 > 0:24:01Course.
0:24:01 > 0:24:04And you've started taking it again in preparation for Tanzania,
0:24:04 > 0:24:08haven't you? In fact, all in all, you've only had two weeks off it?
0:24:10 > 0:24:13I'm going to go now. I'm tired.
0:24:13 > 0:24:16No, no, no, no, Luke, do not hang up on me!
0:24:16 > 0:24:20Depression, disturbed hearing and vision, self-harming -
0:24:20 > 0:24:25they are all possible side effects of the drug Cortiquine.
0:24:25 > 0:24:27But they tell you to take it!
0:24:27 > 0:24:32I know. But those symptoms are a known association for those with a pre-disposition,
0:24:32 > 0:24:35especially if the suspect has been drinking excessively,
0:24:35 > 0:24:37which you have.
0:24:37 > 0:24:39Mate, I'm so sorry.
0:24:39 > 0:24:43I've been too preoccupied. I should have seen the connection earlier.
0:24:43 > 0:24:46Is that what it is, really?
0:24:46 > 0:24:47Almost certainly.
0:24:47 > 0:24:53Just don't take the pills any more. I've called an ambulance.
0:24:53 > 0:24:56It's going to take a while for the pills to leave your system,
0:24:56 > 0:24:59but you are going to be just fine. I promise.
0:25:00 > 0:25:02I just want to be me again.
0:25:02 > 0:25:04You will be, mate.
0:25:05 > 0:25:09Is that a siren I hear? Is the ambulance there?
0:25:09 > 0:25:10SIREN
0:25:10 > 0:25:12I think so.
0:25:12 > 0:25:13Yeah.
0:25:13 > 0:25:16You stay on the phone until you've let them in.
0:25:16 > 0:25:18Can you do that for me, mate?
0:25:19 > 0:25:20Yeah.
0:25:23 > 0:25:24I'm scared.
0:25:26 > 0:25:30- Have I messed up my liver? - Mate, don't worry.
0:25:30 > 0:25:34I will come and meet you at St Phil's Hospital.
0:25:34 > 0:25:36Listen, you are going to be OK.
0:25:36 > 0:25:42Sometimes life doesn't seem to make any sense, but it is precious
0:25:42 > 0:25:44and it is worth fighting for.
0:25:50 > 0:25:53This looks promising. Was her name Bellamy?
0:25:53 > 0:25:56Sullivan, I think. Sullivan.
0:25:56 > 0:26:01Amelia Sullivan. 26 Pemby Close, Lancaster.
0:26:01 > 0:26:04That's the area where he said she was living.
0:26:04 > 0:26:05OK.
0:26:05 > 0:26:06Are you OK?
0:26:06 > 0:26:08Yeah. Yeah, I'm fine.
0:26:08 > 0:26:10Right, let's go to Lancaster.
0:26:10 > 0:26:13Whoa. You can't just rock up on the doorstep
0:26:13 > 0:26:15announcing the father who walked out on her has died.
0:26:15 > 0:26:17It's too traumatic.
0:26:17 > 0:26:20Right, well, I'll phone her mother. What's the number?
0:26:20 > 0:26:22You're not ready for this.
0:26:23 > 0:26:26Well, she needs to know. He's her father.
0:26:26 > 0:26:31I know, but now is not the time.
0:26:31 > 0:26:33But Howard wanted to put this right.
0:26:33 > 0:26:35I have to put this right for him.
0:26:35 > 0:26:36And we will.
0:26:36 > 0:26:39Emma, you've been through this massive emotional
0:26:39 > 0:26:41and physical shock.
0:26:41 > 0:26:46You have to stop coping and organising everything.
0:26:46 > 0:26:49You need to look after yourself.
0:26:52 > 0:26:56I thought we were going to bring up our baby together.
0:26:56 > 0:26:57I know.
0:27:07 > 0:27:11I think it is important we have experienced staff on reception.
0:27:11 > 0:27:13- Yes.- It is difficult.
0:27:15 > 0:27:20I can't stop thinking about Howard. She's so unmoved.
0:27:20 > 0:27:21You are under arrest.
0:27:23 > 0:27:24I called Amelia.
0:27:24 > 0:27:25Oh.
0:27:25 > 0:27:27I know, I know.