0:00:26 > 0:00:31# Guide me, O, thou great redeemer
0:00:31 > 0:00:37# Pilgrim through this barren land
0:00:37 > 0:00:44# I am weak, but thou art mighty
0:00:44 > 0:00:50# Hold me with thy powerful hand
0:00:52 > 0:00:56# Bread of heaven
0:00:56 > 0:00:59# Bread of heaven
0:01:02 > 0:01:08# Feed me now and evermore
0:01:10 > 0:01:16# Feed me now and evermore. #
0:01:26 > 0:01:32An honest man here lies at rest, the friend of man,
0:01:32 > 0:01:38the friend of truth, the friend of age, and guide of youth.
0:01:51 > 0:01:53Your diet will have to change.
0:02:04 > 0:02:06And you won't want these any more.
0:02:27 > 0:02:28Come on.
0:02:42 > 0:02:44Well, if we can't be there in body...
0:02:45 > 0:02:48It feels so strange that he's not here.
0:02:48 > 0:02:50Not that you knew him.
0:02:51 > 0:02:52I did. He hired me.
0:02:54 > 0:02:56- He came back for me.- What?
0:02:56 > 0:02:59When he moved practices, he couldn't do without me.
0:02:59 > 0:03:01I'm not sure about that.
0:03:01 > 0:03:04No. Then you didn't really know him, did you? You know,
0:03:04 > 0:03:06if the tables were turned,
0:03:06 > 0:03:09if it was Mrs Tembe who'd died, we would all be at that church.
0:03:09 > 0:03:12Yeah, and who'd look after this place?
0:03:12 > 0:03:13Howard would have stayed shut.
0:03:13 > 0:03:14What about the patients?
0:03:14 > 0:03:16They'd have understood.
0:03:16 > 0:03:18Mrs Tembe is trying to do the best by everyone.
0:03:18 > 0:03:20Let us pay our respects.
0:03:20 > 0:03:21She's right to keep this place open.
0:03:21 > 0:03:22Say goodbye.
0:03:22 > 0:03:24She's doing a great job.
0:03:24 > 0:03:28No, Dr Vere. Closure means closure.
0:03:29 > 0:03:32Now, if you'll excuse me, someone has to open up.
0:03:39 > 0:03:40My sister's very fragile.
0:03:40 > 0:03:42Have you been feeling sick?
0:03:42 > 0:03:44You could say that.
0:03:44 > 0:03:47Well, the good news is, as a first time mum, we'll have up
0:03:47 > 0:03:48to ten appointments together.
0:03:48 > 0:03:51Now, you could come here, or I could come to you.
0:03:51 > 0:03:52I think, coming here.
0:03:52 > 0:03:54Well, that's fine.
0:03:54 > 0:03:58So, at this first appointment, I'll talk to you about what to expect,
0:03:58 > 0:04:00you can ask me any questions you might have,
0:04:00 > 0:04:02and we'll go through your history.
0:04:02 > 0:04:05Any other pregnancies you may have had, miscarriages, terminations.
0:04:05 > 0:04:08- I beg your pardon? - It's all quite normal.
0:04:08 > 0:04:12I'll also talk to you about your diet, antenatal screening
0:04:12 > 0:04:16and ask about any lifestyle factors that might affect your health
0:04:16 > 0:04:18- or the baby's health... - I really don't see...
0:04:18 > 0:04:20..smoking, recreational drug use, alcohol.
0:04:20 > 0:04:23I don't see that this is relevant.
0:04:23 > 0:04:25A baby's a baby. A fresh start.
0:04:25 > 0:04:28And we want to give baby the best start possible.
0:04:28 > 0:04:30By judging it before it's born?
0:04:30 > 0:04:32By knowing if there are any specific risks.
0:04:34 > 0:04:37Thank you, we'll let you know.
0:04:37 > 0:04:40- I'm sorry? - We have other people to see.
0:04:40 > 0:04:41Other people?
0:04:41 > 0:04:44We're not just going to take the first person we come across.
0:04:44 > 0:04:45Come on.
0:04:48 > 0:04:49Sorry.
0:04:55 > 0:04:57- Did you have to?- Have to what?
0:04:57 > 0:04:58I need to talk to somebody.
0:04:58 > 0:05:00Then we should talk to a doctor.
0:05:03 > 0:05:05It's a fantastic turnout.
0:05:05 > 0:05:06Rightly so.
0:05:09 > 0:05:11- Nurse Lee...- Welcome.
0:05:16 > 0:05:17Emma.
0:05:21 > 0:05:23We won't be long. We're just waiting for one pallbearer.
0:05:23 > 0:05:25Oh, right.
0:05:25 > 0:05:26Can I help?
0:05:28 > 0:05:29I don't see how.
0:05:35 > 0:05:38No, I've looked again, I'm afraid there's no record of a meeting.
0:05:38 > 0:05:41She said any time this morning. There must be a mistake.
0:05:41 > 0:05:45Oh, no, I'm afraid there's no way Mrs Tembe would have made a mistake.
0:05:45 > 0:05:48Mrs Tembe doesn't make mistakes. Mrs Tembe just wants
0:05:48 > 0:05:51the best for everybody, to keep the place going.
0:05:51 > 0:05:53She's doing a great job.
0:05:53 > 0:05:55Is there any way that you can contact her?
0:05:55 > 0:05:57No, there isn't.
0:05:57 > 0:05:58Can I ask what it's regarding?
0:05:58 > 0:06:00I'd prefer to speak with her.
0:06:00 > 0:06:02Then you'll have to come back.
0:06:02 > 0:06:03When?
0:06:03 > 0:06:06Well, I can't say that without speaking to Mrs Tembe first.
0:06:06 > 0:06:08- But you can't contact her?- No.
0:06:08 > 0:06:10This is ridiculous!
0:06:10 > 0:06:12Howard Bellamy, our beloved practice manager,
0:06:12 > 0:06:14has dropped dead of an aneurysm,
0:06:14 > 0:06:19leaving us bereft, rudderless, at emotional sixes and sevens.
0:06:19 > 0:06:21- Yeah, I know. - And Mrs Tembe is at the funeral.
0:06:23 > 0:06:24The funeral is today?
0:06:25 > 0:06:27We don't expect people to understand.
0:06:27 > 0:06:30No, it's not not understanding. I didn't know.
0:06:30 > 0:06:32If I'd have known...
0:06:32 > 0:06:34I love it, you know. New life.
0:06:34 > 0:06:36Everything beginning. The purest form of medicine.
0:06:36 > 0:06:38Such a beautiful thing.
0:06:38 > 0:06:39I'm glad you think so.
0:06:39 > 0:06:42Right, we'll need to get you registered, then come back
0:06:42 > 0:06:46and see us when you need to, but you should see a midwife.
0:06:46 > 0:06:47I think I'm going to be sick.
0:06:47 > 0:06:50Right, we'll get you back inside if you want?
0:06:50 > 0:06:52No, I'd like to go with her, actually.
0:06:52 > 0:06:53I'm afraid she doesn't work here.
0:06:53 > 0:06:58No, but I am a midwife. I'm here to see Mrs Tembe about a job.
0:06:58 > 0:06:59Well, I'm sorry...
0:06:59 > 0:07:03No, no, this lady needs a midwife, this lady is a midwife.
0:07:03 > 0:07:06- Dr Vere...- You can use the nurses' room, actually.
0:07:06 > 0:07:09- Would you, er...- But...- If you'll just follow me, thank you.
0:07:42 > 0:07:44I can't do this.
0:07:44 > 0:07:47- We can hardly start without you. - You're going to have to.
0:07:51 > 0:07:52Emma?
0:07:55 > 0:07:57How you feeling now?
0:07:57 > 0:07:58I think it's passed.
0:08:00 > 0:08:04Sorry for messing you around, time is money and all that.
0:08:04 > 0:08:06Don't worry.
0:08:06 > 0:08:09It's important you find a midwife that you're comfortable with.
0:08:09 > 0:08:10I feel very comfortable with you.
0:08:10 > 0:08:12Good.
0:08:12 > 0:08:16Have you thought about where you might want to have the baby?
0:08:16 > 0:08:19I was thinking I might like to have it at home.
0:08:19 > 0:08:22Home? You're staying at the hostel.
0:08:22 > 0:08:23Yeah, and why's that?
0:08:23 > 0:08:26We had a house, money and you gave everything away.
0:08:26 > 0:08:28And why was that?
0:08:31 > 0:08:33Why was that?
0:08:33 > 0:08:35You asked me before about drugs.
0:08:35 > 0:08:36Pet!
0:08:37 > 0:08:40I think it might be an idea if I talk to Pet on her own.
0:08:42 > 0:08:44Fine, if that's what you want.
0:08:46 > 0:08:48Please, don't. Please stay.
0:08:51 > 0:08:53We are gathered here today
0:08:53 > 0:08:57to honour and pay tribute to the life of Howard Bellamy...
0:08:58 > 0:09:01..and to express our love and admiration for him.
0:09:03 > 0:09:06- Where were you? - The traffic was terrible.
0:09:06 > 0:09:08You were supposed to carry the coffin, for pity's sake.
0:09:08 > 0:09:10- I'm sorry.- What was it, were you stuck behind a hearse?
0:09:10 > 0:09:12There was nothing I could do about it.
0:09:12 > 0:09:14Yeah, well, tell yourself that.
0:09:16 > 0:09:18Fine, OK, I didn't want to do it.
0:09:18 > 0:09:21- I didn't want to carry the coffin, I don't want to be here.- Hooray(!)
0:09:21 > 0:09:24That's the first honest thing I've heard all day.
0:09:24 > 0:09:26Even from yourself?
0:09:26 > 0:09:30- What?- You're really going to blame me because you're not in there now?
0:09:30 > 0:09:31You were late.
0:09:31 > 0:09:34And you can't stand this misery any more than I can.
0:09:37 > 0:09:39Have you heard of the nocebo effect?
0:09:39 > 0:09:41- What?- It's where just by telling a patient
0:09:41 > 0:09:44how severe the medication's side effects could be,
0:09:44 > 0:09:46they start developing symptoms more quickly.
0:09:46 > 0:09:48Well, forgive me if I'm not in the mood for talking shop.
0:09:48 > 0:09:52I'm just saying, maybe we should try and accentuate the positive.
0:09:52 > 0:09:54He's dead.
0:09:54 > 0:09:57And what about the good times you had?
0:09:57 > 0:10:00You think I should be in there, don't you? Like I was with Sam.
0:10:00 > 0:10:01Sitting in the front row.
0:10:01 > 0:10:02Why aren't you?
0:10:04 > 0:10:07Because they just want me to be Howard's grieving widow.
0:10:08 > 0:10:09And I'm not.
0:10:12 > 0:10:14Our lives together had barely started.
0:10:17 > 0:10:20I can't go to a funeral without thinking about my mum's.
0:10:20 > 0:10:23Little chapel next to a castle. Worst day of my life.
0:10:26 > 0:10:28How old were you?
0:10:28 > 0:10:29Eight.
0:10:30 > 0:10:33And you haven't had a worse day since?
0:10:33 > 0:10:35It doesn't seem like it now.
0:10:36 > 0:10:39This is you being positive?
0:10:39 > 0:10:40Yeah, that's me trying.
0:10:43 > 0:10:46Nocebo effect? What a load of old rubbish!
0:10:46 > 0:10:47Where did you hear that?
0:10:48 > 0:10:49I can't remember.
0:10:53 > 0:10:56So exercise, yeah? And diet.
0:10:58 > 0:11:01You know what I do? Sometimes I run to work.
0:11:01 > 0:11:04It's amazing how good it makes you feel, once you start
0:11:04 > 0:11:06changing the way you eat, and...
0:11:08 > 0:11:10- Bye now. See you in a fortnight. - Thank you.
0:11:15 > 0:11:17What? The patient needed a midwife.
0:11:17 > 0:11:19And that gives you the right to overrule me?
0:11:19 > 0:11:21She was here to see Mrs Tembe about working here.
0:11:21 > 0:11:24So she says. But Mrs Tembe didn't mention it, did she?
0:11:24 > 0:11:27No, because she was too busy overruling me too.
0:11:30 > 0:11:33They'll be on to the formal police tribute by now.
0:11:36 > 0:11:41Special Constable Howard Bellamy gave his life to service...
0:11:43 > 0:11:47..to the men who fought for him, the people he protected
0:11:47 > 0:11:48as a police officer...
0:11:50 > 0:11:52..the patients he strove to do his best for.
0:11:54 > 0:11:58I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make light of your mother's memory.
0:11:58 > 0:11:59Oh, no, you didn't.
0:12:02 > 0:12:05I bet you think I'm feeling sorry for myself, don't you?
0:12:06 > 0:12:08I'd say you're probably entitled to.
0:12:13 > 0:12:15Well, it's not just because he died.
0:12:16 > 0:12:18No?
0:12:18 > 0:12:19No.
0:12:20 > 0:12:23I've had all the sympathy I need for that.
0:12:29 > 0:12:30Not everyone knows, but...
0:12:34 > 0:12:35..we were going to have a baby.
0:12:40 > 0:12:43I lost it the same day I lost Howard.
0:12:47 > 0:12:52Not just a special constable, but the best special constable I've
0:12:52 > 0:12:54had the pleasure of working with.
0:12:56 > 0:12:58Not just a special constable, but a special man.
0:13:00 > 0:13:02A special human being.
0:13:03 > 0:13:04Why did you choose burial?
0:13:07 > 0:13:11You think I should have donated his body to science?
0:13:11 > 0:13:12Cremation?
0:13:14 > 0:13:15With all that brylcreem,
0:13:15 > 0:13:17I don't think anyone would have got out alive.
0:13:20 > 0:13:21Cremation.
0:13:24 > 0:13:29That's...what I did with him...
0:13:30 > 0:13:31..the baby.
0:13:35 > 0:13:36But now...
0:13:38 > 0:13:45..now I wish, I wish I'd...that I'd put him with Howard.
0:13:47 > 0:13:49They should be together.
0:14:03 > 0:14:05Go in. I...
0:14:07 > 0:14:09It's good to cry, it's good to cry.
0:14:09 > 0:14:14I don't want people to see me like this.
0:14:14 > 0:14:15- Go in, Jimmi, please.- No, no.
0:14:17 > 0:14:19I'm not going to go in until you do.
0:14:27 > 0:14:29It is important to get the timings right.
0:14:29 > 0:14:33So, you're ten weeks now and stopped using eight weeks ago
0:14:33 > 0:14:36- when you confirmed the pregnancy? - Yes.
0:14:36 > 0:14:39- Have you been referred to a treatment programme?- No.
0:14:39 > 0:14:41Are you taking methadone?
0:14:41 > 0:14:42No.
0:14:42 > 0:14:45- So you've had eight weeks of withdrawal, yeah?- Yeah.
0:14:47 > 0:14:49Did you talk to a doctor about this?
0:14:49 > 0:14:50No, because it isn't relevant.
0:14:50 > 0:14:52Withdrawal can affect the baby too.
0:14:54 > 0:14:55The baby can get sick?
0:14:55 > 0:14:59Yeah, I'd like to refer you to a specialist midwife who
0:14:59 > 0:15:01- works with drug users. - She's not a drug user.
0:15:02 > 0:15:05It may be that they want to give you methadone.
0:15:05 > 0:15:06Put her back on the drugs?
0:15:06 > 0:15:08What if the baby's born addicted?
0:15:08 > 0:15:12Withdrawal in utero can be managed in hospital, but not outside.
0:15:12 > 0:15:16If you or the baby suffer severe withdrawal, it could lead to a
0:15:16 > 0:15:18- miscarriage, Pet. - After eight weeks?
0:15:18 > 0:15:21- Wouldn't that already have happened if it was going to?- Not necessarily.
0:15:21 > 0:15:24I'd really like to refer you to a specialist midwife.
0:15:24 > 0:15:27And if you go back on the drugs, I'm going home.
0:15:27 > 0:15:28It's been eight weeks.
0:15:29 > 0:15:31Two weeks.
0:15:31 > 0:15:32What?
0:15:32 > 0:15:34- I stopped two weeks ago.- Two weeks?
0:15:34 > 0:15:37I told Joan, and she said she'd come home.
0:15:37 > 0:15:39- You said you'd stopped.- I know.
0:15:39 > 0:15:40I'd never have come.
0:15:40 > 0:15:42That's why I said it.
0:15:42 > 0:15:44Pet, have you considered counselling?
0:15:45 > 0:15:48- For the drugs? - To discuss the pregnancy.
0:15:49 > 0:15:51I'm not having an abortion, if that's what you mean.
0:15:51 > 0:15:53That's not what I meant.
0:15:53 > 0:15:54I just meant, talk to someone.
0:15:54 > 0:15:56I don't need anyone to talk to. I've got Joan,
0:15:56 > 0:15:58that's what she's here for,
0:15:58 > 0:16:01to stay and help bring up the baby.
0:16:01 > 0:16:04- Tell her.- She's just saying you should talk to someone.
0:16:06 > 0:16:09- What?- There are some cases when abortion is an option.
0:16:09 > 0:16:11- No!- It's better than being born addicted.
0:16:11 > 0:16:14- It won't be. - You lied. You said you'd stopped.
0:16:14 > 0:16:17If having a baby's not going to change you, then don't have a baby.
0:16:17 > 0:16:20- You of all people. - What's that supposed to mean?
0:16:20 > 0:16:22You're a missionary.
0:16:22 > 0:16:25What difference does it make to you? You haven't been in a church
0:16:25 > 0:16:26- for years.- No?
0:16:28 > 0:16:29Pet?
0:16:33 > 0:16:34Pet?
0:16:34 > 0:16:35Patricia?
0:16:37 > 0:16:39So, how did that all go?
0:16:39 > 0:16:41What shall I tell Mrs Tembe?
0:16:42 > 0:16:44- Just tell her I was here. - Right you are.
0:16:44 > 0:16:46Oh, I couldn't just look at your ID
0:16:46 > 0:16:48again, could I? You can't be too careful.
0:16:55 > 0:16:57I'll let her know.
0:16:57 > 0:16:58You do that.
0:16:59 > 0:17:00Bye.
0:17:19 > 0:17:21I've sat through a hymn and some Bible.
0:17:22 > 0:17:25That's all the church they're getting from me.
0:17:25 > 0:17:28I know. It all feels so wrong.
0:17:29 > 0:17:31Formal. Uptight.
0:17:32 > 0:17:37Repressed...cold...humourless.
0:17:40 > 0:17:43A pretty fitting sendoff for Howie then!
0:17:44 > 0:17:47You know if it was one of us, Howard would be in there now,
0:17:47 > 0:17:50making a speech, he wouldn't be out here, trying to get away from it.
0:17:50 > 0:17:52So why are you still sitting out here?
0:17:52 > 0:17:55I told you, I've got my own issues.
0:17:55 > 0:17:57And you think he didn't?
0:17:57 > 0:18:00He knew what he liked and stuck to it.
0:18:00 > 0:18:02All this...duty, the ritual,
0:18:02 > 0:18:05he'd have loved it.
0:18:10 > 0:18:13Do you feel ready to come in?
0:18:13 > 0:18:15Dr Carter is about to do his reading.
0:18:17 > 0:18:18Can you just give me a second?
0:18:18 > 0:18:20Of course.
0:18:31 > 0:18:34Go on, go on in. You'll regret it for the rest of your life if you don't.
0:18:34 > 0:18:35I do with my mum.
0:18:36 > 0:18:40But you said about the chapel and...
0:18:40 > 0:18:42That's how I pictured it. I didn't go.
0:18:44 > 0:18:46My dad thought it was best if I didn't go.
0:18:48 > 0:18:49Come on.
0:18:49 > 0:18:50I'll see you in there.
0:18:54 > 0:18:55Jimmi.
0:18:55 > 0:18:56Mrs Tembe?
0:18:57 > 0:18:59Emma's ready to go in now.
0:19:27 > 0:19:30Hi, everyone. Welcome.
0:19:30 > 0:19:32- Are you all right? - Yeah, good, thank you.
0:19:32 > 0:19:34Erm, some bad news.
0:19:34 > 0:19:37I've just been told that due to the cutbacks,
0:19:37 > 0:19:39this will be our last session here today.
0:19:39 > 0:19:41You will all be offered classes elsewhere
0:19:41 > 0:19:44but not necessarily with me.
0:19:44 > 0:19:46I'm not sure where I'm going to be, really.
0:19:46 > 0:19:49So, let's get on with it.
0:19:49 > 0:19:53"An honest man here lies at rest...
0:19:54 > 0:19:57"The friend of man,
0:19:57 > 0:20:00"the friend of truth
0:20:00 > 0:20:03"The friend of age,
0:20:03 > 0:20:06"and guide of youth:
0:20:06 > 0:20:09"Few hearts like his,
0:20:09 > 0:20:11"with virtue warm'd,
0:20:11 > 0:20:16"Few heads with knowledge so informed:
0:20:18 > 0:20:21"If there's another world,
0:20:21 > 0:20:23"he lives in bliss;
0:20:23 > 0:20:25"If there is none,
0:20:25 > 0:20:27"he made the best of this."
0:20:28 > 0:20:31How long have you been coming back?
0:20:31 > 0:20:32Since the funeral.
0:20:33 > 0:20:35Hardly original.
0:20:35 > 0:20:37What was I supposed to say, "Go to Hell"?
0:20:43 > 0:20:44What's it like in Africa?
0:20:46 > 0:20:48HIV, prostitution. Drugs.
0:20:49 > 0:20:51We don't allow drug use.
0:20:51 > 0:20:53We test the girls.
0:20:53 > 0:20:54What if they're positive?
0:20:54 > 0:20:56They have to leave.
0:20:56 > 0:20:58What if they're addicts?
0:20:58 > 0:21:01There are other centres. They can come back when they're clean.
0:21:02 > 0:21:04And if they're pregnant?
0:21:06 > 0:21:08They can come back when they're clean?
0:21:10 > 0:21:13- I thought you'd come to help? - I have.
0:21:13 > 0:21:15- But only if I do things your way. - It works.
0:21:15 > 0:21:17Maybe. But I might lose my baby trying?
0:21:17 > 0:21:19At least you would have tried.
0:21:22 > 0:21:23Go home, Joan.
0:21:25 > 0:21:26What?
0:21:26 > 0:21:28I don't want your help.
0:21:29 > 0:21:31You can't do this on your own.
0:21:31 > 0:21:33I'm not going to.
0:21:45 > 0:21:47Once, when I was drunk,
0:21:47 > 0:21:50Howard was...
0:21:50 > 0:21:52No, please, don't sully my memory of him.
0:21:52 > 0:21:54No, it was me.
0:21:54 > 0:21:56He was the perfect gentlemen.
0:21:56 > 0:21:59Yeah, course he was.
0:21:59 > 0:22:00He pretended not to notice.
0:22:01 > 0:22:03I'm sure he did.
0:22:07 > 0:22:08Do you want to roll another fag?
0:22:09 > 0:22:12Not really. They'll be out in a minute.
0:22:14 > 0:22:15Valerie?
0:22:22 > 0:22:26Look, I know this is hard for you.
0:22:29 > 0:22:33It's bad enough for me, you've known him far longer.
0:22:37 > 0:22:41Elvis? I didn't even know Howard liked Elvis.
0:22:43 > 0:22:44Neither did I.
0:22:47 > 0:22:49The truth is, I hardly knew him.
0:22:49 > 0:22:52He was right there in front of me
0:22:52 > 0:22:57but I was so busy not looking under the surface that I didn't see him.
0:23:02 > 0:23:04I found this.
0:23:04 > 0:23:06What shall I do?
0:23:06 > 0:23:07Phone her.
0:23:14 > 0:23:16My sister's going back to Africa.
0:23:16 > 0:23:18- OK.- But I'm going to have the baby anyway,
0:23:18 > 0:23:20- and I want you to be my midwife. - Oh, Pet...
0:23:20 > 0:23:22You're not going to talk me out of it.
0:23:22 > 0:23:23No, I wasn't going to say that.
0:23:23 > 0:23:26I'd love to be your midwife, but I can't.
0:23:26 > 0:23:28- I'm being moved.- Moved where?
0:23:28 > 0:23:32I don't know. Let me refer you to the specialist midwife.
0:23:32 > 0:23:34PHONE RINGS
0:23:34 > 0:23:38Pet, Pet, please. Let me refer you.
0:23:38 > 0:23:40- 'Hello...' - It's gone to voicemail. Oh, well.
0:23:42 > 0:23:43Try ringing again.
0:23:45 > 0:23:47The drug and alcohol team, they could see you tomorrow
0:23:47 > 0:23:50and a midwife from the unit, she'd be in touch.
0:23:51 > 0:23:52Yes?
0:23:52 > 0:23:54My sister's gone.
0:23:54 > 0:23:56And you are going to be fine.
0:23:57 > 0:24:00Hey, you and your baby.
0:24:00 > 0:24:01OK?
0:24:04 > 0:24:06Yeah.
0:24:06 > 0:24:08PHONE RINGS
0:24:08 > 0:24:10I'm sorry, I need to take this.
0:24:11 > 0:24:13You're going to be fine, OK?
0:24:14 > 0:24:17- OK.- OK, trust me.
0:24:22 > 0:24:23Hello?
0:24:23 > 0:24:26Oh, yes, hello, Ms Hanif,
0:24:26 > 0:24:29this is Valerie Pitman from the Mill Health Centre.
0:24:29 > 0:24:30We met earlier.
0:24:30 > 0:24:32Yes, yes, I remember.
0:24:32 > 0:24:35It seems there has been an administrative mix-up.
0:24:36 > 0:24:38The message didn't get passed on.
0:24:38 > 0:24:40By Mrs Tembe?
0:24:40 > 0:24:43Well, I wouldn't want to single anyone out.
0:24:43 > 0:24:45How would tomorrow at two suit?
0:24:45 > 0:24:47- For what? - For coming in to meet her.
0:24:49 > 0:24:50Yeah, all right.
0:24:53 > 0:24:55Hello? Hello?
0:24:57 > 0:24:59She's hung up.
0:24:59 > 0:25:00That's a bit rude.
0:25:07 > 0:25:13God of mercy, Lord of life, you have made us in your image to
0:25:13 > 0:25:16reflect your truth and light.
0:25:17 > 0:25:19We give you thanks for Howard.
0:25:20 > 0:25:24- ALL:- Lord, in your mercy, hear our prayer.
0:25:26 > 0:25:33# Guide me, O thou great redeemer
0:25:33 > 0:25:38# Pilgrim through this barren land
0:25:38 > 0:25:45# I am weak, but thou art mighty
0:25:45 > 0:25:51# Hold me with thy powerful hand
0:25:51 > 0:25:59# Bread of heaven, bread of heaven
0:25:59 > 0:26:04# Feed me now and evermore
0:26:07 > 0:26:15# Feed me now and evermore. #
0:26:17 > 0:26:23ALL SING: # When I tread the verge of Jordan
0:26:23 > 0:26:29# Bid my anxious fears subside
0:26:29 > 0:26:37# Death of death and hell's destruction
0:26:37 > 0:26:42# Land me safe on Canaan's side
0:26:43 > 0:26:46# Songs of praises
0:26:46 > 0:26:49# Songs of praises
0:26:49 > 0:26:53# I will ever give to thee
0:26:56 > 0:27:03# I will ever give to thee. #
0:27:08 > 0:27:11You can't find a single person to sit with you when you give birth?
0:27:11 > 0:27:13You should get off.
0:27:13 > 0:27:15I am Mrs Tembe, I've been looking forward
0:27:15 > 0:27:17to meeting you, Sister Hanif.
0:27:17 > 0:27:19Right, cos jumping on her boyfriend when she's pregnant's
0:27:19 > 0:27:21really going to calm her down, isn't it?
0:27:21 > 0:27:24We'll intercept him before she even knows he's here.
0:27:24 > 0:27:28Mrs Tembe means well, but we may not have been clear about her remit.
0:27:28 > 0:27:31Fine, well, we need to nip this in the bud before it gets started.