0:00:27 > 0:00:29THUNDERCLAP
0:00:29 > 0:00:31EERIE INSTRUMENTAL
0:00:36 > 0:00:37SHE SIGHS
0:00:37 > 0:00:40That boy's got some serious issues.
0:00:44 > 0:00:45Fester? BARKING
0:00:45 > 0:00:47Dinner time!
0:00:47 > 0:00:49Yeah.
0:00:49 > 0:00:50Here you go.
0:00:54 > 0:00:55It's good, mm?
0:00:56 > 0:00:58INCOMING TEXT
0:01:02 > 0:01:04PHONE BLEEPS
0:01:08 > 0:01:10DOOR CREAKS
0:01:15 > 0:01:20Right, we've got nachos, salsa, sour cream.
0:01:20 > 0:01:21Where's the guacamole?
0:01:21 > 0:01:23Calm down. And beer?
0:01:23 > 0:01:26Yes. We're all set. Right, let's get the film on.
0:01:27 > 0:01:29The Guns of Navarone?
0:01:29 > 0:01:31It's Halloween. Why aren't we watching something scary?
0:01:31 > 0:01:33It's my first night off for ages. I want to relax.
0:01:33 > 0:01:35What's relaxing about a war film?
0:01:35 > 0:01:37It's got David Niven in it.
0:01:39 > 0:01:41Fair play. You'll fall asleep halfway through, anyway.
0:01:41 > 0:01:42I know.
0:01:42 > 0:01:44THUNDERCLAP
0:01:44 > 0:01:46Oh!
0:01:46 > 0:01:47DOORBELL
0:01:47 > 0:01:48THEY GROAN I'll get it.
0:01:48 > 0:01:51Where's the torch? I know where the torch is.
0:01:53 > 0:01:55Ooo, hello!
0:01:55 > 0:01:57Are you trick-or-treating?
0:01:57 > 0:02:00Cain? Sorry, he's always running ahead.
0:02:00 > 0:02:02Could we come in? Oh, yes.
0:02:02 > 0:02:04Sorry to bother you. Um...
0:02:04 > 0:02:06Not sure you remember me.
0:02:06 > 0:02:08Oh, um...are you from number nine?
0:02:08 > 0:02:11Rob? You haven't met my other half.
0:02:11 > 0:02:13This is Rob, this is...
0:02:13 > 0:02:15Raina. Raina from down the road.
0:02:15 > 0:02:16Everything all right?
0:02:16 > 0:02:19I'm sorry to bother you, but I'm desperate. We've had a gas leak.
0:02:19 > 0:02:21Oh, no! Do you need some help?
0:02:21 > 0:02:22I've called the engineers in,
0:02:22 > 0:02:25but I need somewhere to put the kids while it gets fixed
0:02:25 > 0:02:27and my usual baby-sitter's not picking up.
0:02:27 > 0:02:30I was wondering if there's any chance I could impose?
0:02:31 > 0:02:33Well, the thing is... Yeah, there's a thing.
0:02:33 > 0:02:38I wouldn't ask, it's just I need to keep my little darlings safe.
0:02:38 > 0:02:41SHE CHUCKLES You understand, you have children.
0:02:44 > 0:02:46Y... Well...what are neighbours for?
0:02:46 > 0:02:49The more the merrier! Thank you!
0:02:49 > 0:02:51This is Ava, and Cain.
0:02:51 > 0:02:54Here's my number in case you need me.
0:02:54 > 0:02:56Don't come to the house. I wouldn't want you in any danger.
0:02:56 > 0:02:58RUMBLE OF THUNDER
0:02:59 > 0:03:03Well, we'll...we'll be fine here, won't we?
0:03:03 > 0:03:04Thank you!
0:03:05 > 0:03:08Oooh! Ha-ha! Who's up for some fun?
0:03:11 > 0:03:13EMMA SIGHS
0:03:15 > 0:03:17DOORBELL CHIMES
0:03:20 > 0:03:22THUNDERCLAP
0:03:24 > 0:03:26ALL: Trick or treat?
0:03:26 > 0:03:28For goodness' sake, stop being so immature!
0:03:28 > 0:03:30Or do I have to speak your parents?!
0:03:30 > 0:03:32ALL: Oooh! Go away!
0:03:35 > 0:03:37KNOCK AT DOOR
0:03:41 > 0:03:44Didn't you hear what I said?! Trick or treat, humanoid?
0:03:44 > 0:03:45Al?
0:03:45 > 0:03:48Who is this Al? I am El Diablo.
0:03:48 > 0:03:50Give me your sweets, or I'll eat your soul.
0:03:50 > 0:03:52Who put you up to this? No-one.
0:03:52 > 0:03:57I just thought I'd come and see you, or stay at home getting pestered
0:03:57 > 0:03:59by young kids who think that a vampire costume
0:03:59 > 0:04:01is a stupid haircut and a pout.
0:04:01 > 0:04:04And you know what they say, two heads is better than one.
0:04:09 > 0:04:10So let me get this straight,
0:04:10 > 0:04:13you don't want to go out because Emma's upset,
0:04:13 > 0:04:15but Emma's not going to be at home anyway.
0:04:15 > 0:04:17Yeah. So, where's the harm?
0:04:17 > 0:04:19I'm just not feeling it.
0:04:19 > 0:04:21Come on, it's Halloween!
0:04:21 > 0:04:22It's the only time of the year
0:04:22 > 0:04:25I can dress as a superhero and not have people laugh.
0:04:25 > 0:04:27With your legs in tights, I wouldn't bet on that.
0:04:27 > 0:04:29It just doesn't feel right,
0:04:29 > 0:04:31having a laugh so soon after the funeral.
0:04:31 > 0:04:33I had a lot of time for Howard, too.
0:04:33 > 0:04:36But how is you moping around going to help him, or Emma?
0:04:36 > 0:04:37I'm not moping.
0:04:37 > 0:04:39Then prove it.
0:04:41 > 0:04:43THUNDERCLAP
0:04:43 > 0:04:46Oh, wow! The Nation's Favourite Military Marches.
0:04:46 > 0:04:49He probably uses this to set a romantic tone.
0:04:49 > 0:04:50Few candles, some roses
0:04:50 > 0:04:53and then track four, Colonel Bogey.
0:04:53 > 0:04:55Used to. Say again?
0:04:55 > 0:04:59He...used to use it to set the mood.
0:05:01 > 0:05:03The Eagles.
0:05:03 > 0:05:05Do you think he used to sing along to this?
0:05:05 > 0:05:07Right, that's enough! This is Howard's life.
0:05:07 > 0:05:10I-I don't want you here if you're just going to take the mick.
0:05:10 > 0:05:13Ooo, can I take the Mick Jagger? Because that's a really good album.
0:05:14 > 0:05:17How you deal with distressed patients is beyond me!
0:05:17 > 0:05:19Here we go.
0:05:19 > 0:05:21Yeah, I predicted this.
0:05:21 > 0:05:24Oh, really? Predicted what? Do enlighten me.
0:05:24 > 0:05:27That you'd be spending the evening weeping, maudlin through his stuff,
0:05:27 > 0:05:29sniffing his jumpers.
0:05:29 > 0:05:32So, what if I am? It's a little bit sentimental, isn't it?
0:05:32 > 0:05:34It's a bit touchy-feely.
0:05:34 > 0:05:36It's something you'd read about in a magazine.
0:05:36 > 0:05:39"12 easy steps to uncover your inner grief."
0:05:39 > 0:05:41Yeah, well, maybe you could do with some touchy-feely.
0:05:41 > 0:05:43Clearly, you're in denial if you're this jolly.
0:05:47 > 0:05:49I'm going to put the pizzas on.
0:05:49 > 0:05:52Leave you to rend your garments in peace.
0:05:55 > 0:05:56THUNDERCLAP
0:05:58 > 0:06:01Right. What do we have here?
0:06:02 > 0:06:05Oh! Very nice.
0:06:05 > 0:06:07Two people with their heads chopped off.
0:06:07 > 0:06:09Very graphic.
0:06:09 > 0:06:12Um...have you finished with that pineapple yet?
0:06:13 > 0:06:17Because this is my very special Halloween punch.
0:06:17 > 0:06:20You're going to be delighted. Great(!)
0:06:20 > 0:06:23And now for the final ingredient, peach schnapps.
0:06:23 > 0:06:27Seriously? Yeah. Why? You're 16, aren't you?
0:06:27 > 0:06:29And it is only a drop, mind.
0:06:29 > 0:06:32My dad used to sneak me some of his cognac when I was a kid.
0:06:32 > 0:06:35Oh, yeah? Where's he now?
0:06:35 > 0:06:37Him and Mum split a few months back.
0:06:37 > 0:06:38They fight all the time.
0:06:38 > 0:06:40It can get a bit hands-on.
0:06:40 > 0:06:43I'm sorry to hear that. It must be hard.
0:06:44 > 0:06:46No. He's a real jerk.
0:06:46 > 0:06:49I'm glad he's moved out. Except now, Mum won't let me do anything.
0:06:49 > 0:06:52Yeah, well, when you're a mum, you'll be protective, too.
0:06:52 > 0:06:55Not likely. I'd let them live their life.
0:06:55 > 0:06:57And is there somebody special
0:06:57 > 0:06:59you'd rather be living your life with right now?
0:06:59 > 0:07:01No. As if!
0:07:01 > 0:07:03THUNDERCLAP
0:07:04 > 0:07:06Aw! Come on, I'll get the torch.
0:07:16 > 0:07:18KNOCK AT DOOR
0:07:26 > 0:07:28THUNDERCLAP
0:07:30 > 0:07:31Emma? Emma, look at this!
0:07:33 > 0:07:35Was he expecting some kind of nuclear attack?
0:07:35 > 0:07:38Well, maybe he kept it for sentimental value.
0:07:38 > 0:07:39How silly of him.
0:07:39 > 0:07:41Oh, I thought you might want this.
0:07:45 > 0:07:47It's his diary from the 40-day dates.
0:07:47 > 0:07:49Yeah. We could try and publish it,
0:07:49 > 0:07:51but it might be a bit sentimental.
0:07:55 > 0:07:57He didn't have a clue, did he?
0:08:00 > 0:08:01All those silly games.
0:08:03 > 0:08:05Why did I waste so much time?
0:08:07 > 0:08:09You were really good for each other.
0:08:11 > 0:08:13Why do you think there was a problem?
0:08:13 > 0:08:16EMMA SIGHS Don't give up the day job, counsellor.
0:08:17 > 0:08:19Howard really enjoyed it.
0:08:19 > 0:08:23I think appealed to his love of rules, lists.
0:08:23 > 0:08:26Yeah. Yeah, I think it helped in the end.
0:08:28 > 0:08:31Let's not forget, I've read that diary.
0:08:31 > 0:08:33You both had quite an adventure.
0:08:34 > 0:08:37Yes, we did. EMMA CHUCKLES
0:08:37 > 0:08:40That weekend away, my goodness!
0:08:40 > 0:08:42So, this is Howard's saucy secret?
0:08:42 > 0:08:44The one that had him limping for two weeks?
0:08:44 > 0:08:47Well, not quite so saucy.
0:08:47 > 0:08:49I was so nervous when I got to the hotel
0:08:49 > 0:08:52that I just jumped on him and gave him groin strain.
0:08:52 > 0:08:54THEY LAUGH
0:08:54 > 0:08:57We spent the weekend in bed, all right,
0:08:57 > 0:08:59but most of it with an icepack on his pants!
0:08:59 > 0:09:01THEY LAUGH
0:09:01 > 0:09:03DOORBELL CHIMES I'll get that.
0:09:10 > 0:09:12DOOR CREAKS
0:09:14 > 0:09:16Oi! LAUGHTER
0:09:16 > 0:09:18You little...!
0:09:18 > 0:09:22That is not a trick. That is assault.
0:09:27 > 0:09:30# Yes, I got a black magic woman
0:09:30 > 0:09:34# Got me so blind that I can't see
0:09:35 > 0:09:37# She's a black magic woman
0:09:37 > 0:09:40# And she's trying to make a devil out of me...#
0:09:40 > 0:09:4150 pence a shot!
0:09:41 > 0:09:43This place is a health hazard.
0:09:43 > 0:09:46Sorry? What? To a good night!
0:09:52 > 0:09:55I know you're not sipping that for the taste.
0:09:55 > 0:09:58Here, you have it. I told you, I'm not feeling it.
0:10:00 > 0:10:03We can always go. No, you wanted to come out.
0:10:05 > 0:10:06To cheer us up.
0:10:08 > 0:10:09Being around death professionally,
0:10:09 > 0:10:12it's made me want to live life to the full.
0:10:13 > 0:10:17But we can do that at home in front of the telly with a nice cup of tea.
0:10:17 > 0:10:20Not too hot, though. I don't want to get overexcited(!)
0:10:21 > 0:10:25Sorry. This is my first night out since all that business with Hayden.
0:10:25 > 0:10:27Ah! Mr Work Hard, Party Hard.
0:10:27 > 0:10:29There I was thinking I was so street,
0:10:29 > 0:10:30and he just had me for a fool.
0:10:32 > 0:10:34We all fell for it. I should've known better.
0:10:34 > 0:10:36If he could con me, who else could?
0:10:36 > 0:10:38That's a good point.
0:10:39 > 0:10:42Let's discuss it on the dance floor.
0:10:42 > 0:10:44No. Knock it off! Oh, come on!
0:10:44 > 0:10:47DEMONIC VOICE: Let's throw some shapes!
0:10:50 > 0:10:52MUSIC BLARES
0:10:55 > 0:10:58What're you doing? What does it look like?
0:10:58 > 0:11:00We're dancing! Come on, have a dance!
0:11:00 > 0:11:03No. A shift at work would've been more relaxing.
0:11:03 > 0:11:05THUNDERCLAP
0:11:05 > 0:11:07Aw! Spoilsport!
0:11:07 > 0:11:09There is a God!
0:11:09 > 0:11:10Where's that torch?
0:11:10 > 0:11:12Bring a candle.
0:11:12 > 0:11:13Where am I going to find...?
0:11:13 > 0:11:16Will I bring this? Yes!
0:11:16 > 0:11:18DOOR CREAKS
0:11:18 > 0:11:20Have you left that back door open? No!
0:11:25 > 0:11:26THEY SCREAM
0:11:31 > 0:11:34Corporal Haskey reporting for duty, Ma'am.
0:11:35 > 0:11:37Now, I'm not sure how camouflage works,
0:11:37 > 0:11:41but if I stand really still, can you see me?
0:11:41 > 0:11:44Y... Could you start emptying some cupboards, please?
0:11:50 > 0:11:52Wow!
0:11:52 > 0:11:55Hey, Howard had himself
0:11:55 > 0:11:57one serious sweet tooth, didn't he?
0:12:00 > 0:12:02He had, um...issues with food.
0:12:02 > 0:12:04What?! No, he didn't.
0:12:05 > 0:12:06He suffered with bulimia.
0:12:07 > 0:12:10Bulimia? He hid it well.
0:12:11 > 0:12:14Oh, you are not kidding.
0:12:14 > 0:12:17I've no small talent for medical diagnosis and...
0:12:19 > 0:12:20..I didn't have a clue.
0:12:23 > 0:12:27Well...at least we've got something to give the trick or treaters, eh?
0:12:30 > 0:12:31Your boyfriend will be fine.
0:12:31 > 0:12:33His parents will meet him at A
0:12:33 > 0:12:36You can stay here because you've got some explaining to do.
0:12:36 > 0:12:40Why? You wouldn't let me go see him, so he came for me. End of.
0:12:40 > 0:12:42He broke into our house!
0:12:42 > 0:12:44He's romantic. He's a stalker.
0:12:44 > 0:12:47If I fall in love, who's to stop me?
0:12:47 > 0:12:48Your mum!
0:12:48 > 0:12:50She won't let me do anything!
0:12:50 > 0:12:51Just because she got burned by Dad,
0:12:51 > 0:12:53now we all have to be miserable, like her!
0:12:53 > 0:12:56If my daughter was dating somebody who looked like that,
0:12:56 > 0:12:58I wouldn't let her do anything either.
0:12:58 > 0:12:59Why are you taking her side?
0:12:59 > 0:13:01She lied to you.
0:13:01 > 0:13:04You don't actually think there's a gas leak?
0:13:04 > 0:13:06She just wants us out of the house.
0:13:06 > 0:13:07I can't think why(!)
0:13:07 > 0:13:09Probably because Dad's going to turn up
0:13:09 > 0:13:11and they'll get into another huge fight. Good(!)
0:13:14 > 0:13:15Hang on a minute.
0:13:18 > 0:13:22Cain...are these people your mum and dad?
0:13:22 > 0:13:24THUNDERCLAP
0:13:26 > 0:13:28Do you want to move on?
0:13:28 > 0:13:31Of course. Well, there is no time like the present.
0:13:31 > 0:13:33Out with the old.
0:13:33 > 0:13:37What use is some suit going to do stuck in a box in your attic?
0:13:37 > 0:13:40Look, not everything has to be useful.
0:13:40 > 0:13:42It's...it's a touchstone.
0:13:42 > 0:13:47What, this jacket's a touchstone, or is it this jacket?
0:13:47 > 0:13:49Not the jackets!
0:13:49 > 0:13:51Him!
0:13:53 > 0:13:55I'd have thought that Sam's death
0:13:55 > 0:13:57would've prepared you better for this one.
0:13:57 > 0:13:59What's that supposed to mean?
0:13:59 > 0:14:02It means you've been lost before, you know the way out.
0:14:02 > 0:14:05Bereavement is just a stage of life.
0:14:05 > 0:14:07And like any stage, it is quantified.
0:14:07 > 0:14:10It doesn't come with a manual.
0:14:11 > 0:14:14You just struggle through it the best way you can.
0:14:16 > 0:14:19It'd be good if it did come with a manual, though, wouldn't it?
0:14:19 > 0:14:21Or even better, an app.
0:14:21 > 0:14:24The app could have a little calendar function
0:14:24 > 0:14:26that tells you where you are, what you should be feeling,
0:14:26 > 0:14:28when to move on. No, no, no, no.
0:14:28 > 0:14:31Emma, hear me out. This is... this is really useful, isn't it?
0:14:31 > 0:14:33HE SIGHS
0:14:33 > 0:14:35MUSIC BLARES
0:14:35 > 0:14:36What happened to you?
0:14:36 > 0:14:38You missed my dance-off with Iron Man.
0:14:38 > 0:14:41Who won? I'd rather not say.
0:14:43 > 0:14:44You all right?
0:14:44 > 0:14:46What's happening here?
0:14:46 > 0:14:48Well, I'm getting drunk.
0:14:48 > 0:14:49With us, you prat.
0:14:49 > 0:14:51Can we really just go out and be mates?
0:14:53 > 0:14:55You're determined not to have a good time tonight.
0:14:55 > 0:14:58You're the one shooting me saucy looks across the dance floor.
0:14:58 > 0:15:00What? I wasn't!
0:15:00 > 0:15:02They were for that girl over there!
0:15:02 > 0:15:05What girl? The one dancing with Iron Man.
0:15:05 > 0:15:08Like I said, I don't want to talk about it. Oh.
0:15:10 > 0:15:12As gorgeous as we both are, I think we can resist.
0:15:14 > 0:15:17I wasn't pining for you when I was away in Hereford.
0:15:17 > 0:15:20I met a girl, Mona. Outdoors type.
0:15:20 > 0:15:23She took me rock climbing a couple of times.
0:15:23 > 0:15:24I wasn't very good at it.
0:15:24 > 0:15:27She ended up dumping me for someone a bit more adventurous.
0:15:27 > 0:15:30Great! Now I feel like a right numpty.
0:15:30 > 0:15:34Yeah, and so you should...bighead!
0:15:34 > 0:15:35SHE CHUCKLES
0:15:35 > 0:15:37Just friends? Yeah.
0:15:39 > 0:15:42Any more problems? No. Only the one Iron Man's going to have
0:15:42 > 0:15:44when I kick his butt all over the dance floor.
0:16:06 > 0:16:08AL SIGHS
0:16:08 > 0:16:10You don't want my help, do you?
0:16:10 > 0:16:12Finally, he gets it!
0:16:13 > 0:16:16Every training course that Howard forced me to go on
0:16:16 > 0:16:19tells me that you shouldn't be going through the grieving process alone.
0:16:19 > 0:16:22And they also say that people need space!
0:16:22 > 0:16:26Well, actually, isolation is associated with denial.
0:16:27 > 0:16:29Are you feeling isolated, Emma?
0:16:33 > 0:16:36How I feel is none of your business!
0:16:36 > 0:16:37RUMBLE OF THUNDER
0:16:37 > 0:16:41If you can't handle adult emotions, then take your sweets,
0:16:41 > 0:16:43your apps and your psychobabble and leave!
0:16:46 > 0:16:48You want a quick fix.
0:16:48 > 0:16:50There isn't one!
0:16:52 > 0:16:53He's dead!
0:16:53 > 0:16:55And I have to deal with that.
0:16:55 > 0:16:57No, I don't accept that.
0:16:59 > 0:17:00Why not?
0:17:00 > 0:17:04Why is it so important to fix me?!
0:17:06 > 0:17:08I don't know.
0:17:10 > 0:17:12I just miss him, Emma.
0:17:13 > 0:17:15I want to talk to him.
0:17:16 > 0:17:18I want to tell him about everything that's been happening.
0:17:20 > 0:17:21I just miss him.
0:17:23 > 0:17:24I know the feeling.
0:17:24 > 0:17:28Yeah, but everybody's worried about you. What about me?
0:17:29 > 0:17:31What about you?
0:17:31 > 0:17:33I-I'm not hogging the sympathy.
0:17:33 > 0:17:35Aren't you?
0:17:35 > 0:17:37Oh, I'm sorry, did I miss something
0:17:37 > 0:17:42between organising the funeral and clearing out the house?
0:17:43 > 0:17:45I didn't want you here! But that's my point!
0:17:45 > 0:17:49I didn't come here to help you, I came here to help myself!
0:17:51 > 0:17:53I'm trying to find some closure, Emma.
0:17:55 > 0:17:57Then find it without involving me!
0:18:02 > 0:18:05I'll just tidy this all up, yeah?
0:18:06 > 0:18:08HE SIGHS
0:18:11 > 0:18:12RUMBLE OF THUNDER
0:18:22 > 0:18:24THUNDERCLAP
0:18:36 > 0:18:38Maybe you should go back. Fat chance!
0:18:38 > 0:18:41I'm not leaving you to tackle some violent psycho on your own!
0:18:41 > 0:18:43We don't know that there is one yet.
0:18:43 > 0:18:45And anyway, I'm not really sure how you can help.
0:18:45 > 0:18:47I've got this. THUNDERCLAP
0:18:47 > 0:18:49You've got to stop hitting people!
0:18:49 > 0:18:52You can't walk around threatening everyone with a hammer! Well...
0:18:56 > 0:18:57Hm.
0:18:59 > 0:19:02Ah! Is that blood?!
0:19:03 > 0:19:06I don't know, but it's not ketchup.
0:19:06 > 0:19:07Oh, that'll stain.
0:19:10 > 0:19:12Is that real?!
0:19:12 > 0:19:13No!
0:19:13 > 0:19:14ENGINE WHIRS
0:19:16 > 0:19:18Oh! Blooming heck, what's going on?!
0:19:18 > 0:19:21It's like something out of that film we watched! Saw.
0:19:23 > 0:19:24All right, grammar Nazi.
0:19:25 > 0:19:27WHIRRING
0:19:27 > 0:19:29CAT SCREECHES
0:19:35 > 0:19:36Al?
0:19:38 > 0:19:39I want to apologise.
0:19:39 > 0:19:41I had no idea.
0:19:43 > 0:19:44You're pregnant.
0:19:45 > 0:19:48No. I miscarried.
0:19:49 > 0:19:51That's why Howard and I were at the hospital.
0:19:51 > 0:19:54HE SIGHS That's horrible.
0:19:56 > 0:19:57I'm so sorry, Emma.
0:19:59 > 0:20:01You don't need to apologise.
0:20:04 > 0:20:06I know you loved Howard.
0:20:07 > 0:20:09We all did.
0:20:10 > 0:20:14But, you know, we'll get through it.
0:20:15 > 0:20:16Together.
0:20:18 > 0:20:21I tell you something we haven't packed.
0:20:21 > 0:20:23Howard's wine collection.
0:20:23 > 0:20:27And, well, we should probably check that it hasn't spoilt.
0:20:27 > 0:20:29Yeah, that's a good call.
0:20:29 > 0:20:31We wouldn't want any innocents
0:20:31 > 0:20:34getting poisoned by suspect booze, would we? No.
0:20:34 > 0:20:36THEY CHUCKLE
0:20:36 > 0:20:37Lead on, I'll follow.
0:20:45 > 0:20:47THEY SCREAM
0:20:47 > 0:20:49Stop! Stop! I'm a police officer!
0:20:49 > 0:20:51Get off me! Calm down!
0:20:51 > 0:20:53Oh, her husband's very hairy!
0:20:53 > 0:20:55It's not my...husband!
0:20:56 > 0:20:59First Sam, now Howard.
0:20:59 > 0:21:02I don't want to be known as some endless widow.
0:21:02 > 0:21:04Endless widow?
0:21:06 > 0:21:08I think they were a thrash metal band in the '80s.
0:21:08 > 0:21:11And if they weren't, then they should have been.
0:21:11 > 0:21:13Well, I'm a devil on the castanets.
0:21:13 > 0:21:14THEY LAUGH
0:21:19 > 0:21:21I'm too old to have another baby.
0:21:23 > 0:21:25I was rubbish at it the first time around.
0:21:28 > 0:21:30Maybe this baby's had a lucky escape.
0:21:31 > 0:21:33Was it a boy or a girl?
0:21:37 > 0:21:38A boy.
0:21:42 > 0:21:46John...Howard Bellamy.
0:21:51 > 0:21:52Oh, Al!
0:21:53 > 0:21:55I wanted that baby so much.
0:21:57 > 0:21:59I think I convinced myself...
0:22:00 > 0:22:04..that he would finally bring me and Howard together.
0:22:10 > 0:22:12But now I think about it...
0:22:14 > 0:22:16..maybe I'm relieved.
0:22:17 > 0:22:19Really?
0:22:20 > 0:22:24That makes me sound like a cold-hearted bitch, doesn't it?
0:22:27 > 0:22:29You're not cold-hearted really.
0:22:31 > 0:22:33If you had a patient come to see you next week
0:22:33 > 0:22:36in your exact situation,
0:22:36 > 0:22:37what would you say to them?
0:22:41 > 0:22:42I would say...
0:22:44 > 0:22:45..it's OK to feel like that.
0:22:47 > 0:22:49That it's not your fault.
0:22:51 > 0:22:54And you shouldn't feel guilty.
0:22:54 > 0:22:55Emma?
0:22:57 > 0:22:58It's all right to feel like this.
0:23:02 > 0:23:03HE SIGHS
0:23:07 > 0:23:09Howard would've made a cracking dad, wouldn't he?
0:23:12 > 0:23:13Yes.
0:23:15 > 0:23:17Yes, he would.
0:23:21 > 0:23:25Look, I got distracted when I was backing the car out and...
0:23:26 > 0:23:29..I ran the dog over. It was an accident!
0:23:29 > 0:23:31Oh, arrest her, Rob. She's killed a poor, defenceless animal.
0:23:31 > 0:23:34It's you who should be locked up for leaving my children unattended!
0:23:34 > 0:23:37What, leaving Ava to look after her brother for half an hour
0:23:37 > 0:23:40doesn't compare to having a dead dog in your boot!
0:23:40 > 0:23:42All right, calm down.
0:23:42 > 0:23:44Why did you try and cover it up?
0:23:44 > 0:23:47The kids already hate their deadbeat father.
0:23:47 > 0:23:49I don't want them despising me an' all,
0:23:49 > 0:23:52so I hid the body, got the kids out the house.
0:23:52 > 0:23:55I would've got away with it, too, if it hadn't been for your snooping!
0:23:55 > 0:23:58Mum?! You ran over Fester?
0:23:58 > 0:24:00Worst baby-sitter ever!
0:24:01 > 0:24:03I'm sorry. I got angry
0:24:03 > 0:24:06when your idiot boyfriend sent you a sleazy text.
0:24:06 > 0:24:09You were going through my phone again? I was protecting you!
0:24:09 > 0:24:12He turned up here an' all, till I sent him packing.
0:24:12 > 0:24:13He's always hanging around.
0:24:13 > 0:24:15You make him sound like a stalker!
0:24:15 > 0:24:17Rob, if I called the police, would you think,
0:24:17 > 0:24:20"Oh, young love," or, "serial killer"?
0:24:21 > 0:24:22He's odd.
0:24:22 > 0:24:24He didn't break into our house to leave a box of Milk Tray.
0:24:24 > 0:24:27I finally got rid of one moody control freak.
0:24:27 > 0:24:30If your daddy issues bring another home,
0:24:30 > 0:24:32I'll have him in the boot of that car an' all.
0:24:32 > 0:24:35Are you saying you'd kill Kyle to protect me?
0:24:35 > 0:24:37A thousand times over.
0:24:38 > 0:24:41That's the nicest thing you've ever said. Aw!
0:24:42 > 0:24:44You do know your dog's dead?
0:24:44 > 0:24:47Good riddance. It was Dad's.
0:24:47 > 0:24:49Nasty, stinking thing.
0:24:49 > 0:24:55By killing the dog, I feel we've finally released my husband's ghost.
0:24:55 > 0:24:57But he's not dead, though, is he?
0:24:57 > 0:25:00Alive and well in Leamington, worse luck.
0:25:00 > 0:25:01CLOCK CHIMES
0:25:01 > 0:25:04Oh, is that the time?
0:25:04 > 0:25:06Um...we've, um...
0:25:06 > 0:25:08Yeah. Yeah.
0:25:08 > 0:25:11Oh, of course. How about dinner some time?
0:25:11 > 0:25:14Don't worry, it won't be dog on the menu.
0:25:14 > 0:25:16THEY LAUGH
0:25:20 > 0:25:21Bye. Bye!
0:25:24 > 0:25:26RATTLING
0:25:26 > 0:25:27What's that?
0:25:28 > 0:25:30Oh! My head...!
0:25:30 > 0:25:32Ssh! Listen.
0:25:32 > 0:25:33RATTLING
0:25:33 > 0:25:34THUNDERCLAP
0:25:34 > 0:25:38It's those pesky trick or treaters. They're back for more.
0:25:38 > 0:25:40LAUGHTER Maybe we should just give them the sweets.
0:25:40 > 0:25:43No. We're not giving them Howard's sweets.
0:25:43 > 0:25:44Would Howard let them win?
0:25:44 > 0:25:45Not a chance!
0:25:45 > 0:25:47THUNDERCLAP
0:25:47 > 0:25:51When I first met Howard, I was, like, "Really? Howard, really?"
0:25:51 > 0:25:54And then he grew on me.
0:25:54 > 0:25:56And then he was one of my favourites.
0:25:56 > 0:26:00And then...he was gone.
0:26:00 > 0:26:02Sid, he had such great hair!
0:26:02 > 0:26:04I know.
0:26:04 > 0:26:07I'm sorry, I'm...I'm just blabbing.
0:26:07 > 0:26:09It's OK. It's good to talk about it.
0:26:09 > 0:26:11Oh!
0:26:15 > 0:26:17Romance is definitely dead.
0:26:18 > 0:26:21THUNDERCLAP
0:26:21 > 0:26:23DOOR CREAKS
0:26:28 > 0:26:30MANIC LAUGHTER / SCREAMING
0:26:32 > 0:26:33THEY LAUGH
0:26:37 > 0:26:39And to the victors go the spoils.
0:26:39 > 0:26:41Howard would be proud!
0:26:41 > 0:26:43EMMA LAUGHS
0:26:43 > 0:26:45THUNDERCLAP
0:26:45 > 0:26:47Ah!
0:26:53 > 0:26:56Jimmi, do not let that woman anywhere near this practice.
0:26:56 > 0:26:59It's dead in the water, OK? Did you sort out that paperwork?
0:26:59 > 0:27:02Yes, we did it yesterday. Remember?
0:27:04 > 0:27:05Oh.
0:27:05 > 0:27:07Do you want me to treat you like a doctor, or a patient?
0:27:07 > 0:27:11I just want people to stop treating me like I'm going to break.
0:27:11 > 0:27:13Can you stop papping me, please, James?
0:27:13 > 0:27:15Oh, come on, give me a break. Don't you want to be a model?
0:27:49 > 0:27:50# There's nothing you can do that can't be done
0:27:50 > 0:27:53# There's nothing you can do that can't be done
0:27:53 > 0:27:57# Nothing you can say but you can learn how to play the game
0:27:57 > 0:27:59# It's easy
0:28:01 > 0:28:03# All you need is love