0:00:27 > 0:00:28I'm still holding on.
0:00:28 > 0:00:30But every knock-back, every rejection
0:00:30 > 0:00:32still feels like a kick in the guts.
0:00:33 > 0:00:38It makes me feel like there's no point in even trying, you know.
0:00:38 > 0:00:41Nine times out of ten, my application's filed in the bin.
0:00:41 > 0:00:44My last interview, it went well, but it's always there,
0:00:44 > 0:00:46that elephant in the room.
0:00:47 > 0:00:51And yet I've been clean for almost a year now.
0:00:51 > 0:00:53The government say they want to help me back into society,
0:00:53 > 0:00:57but how am I supposed to do that if no-one will give me a break?
0:00:57 > 0:00:59You could at least think about it?
0:01:01 > 0:01:04Hey, Annie. Do you have it?
0:01:04 > 0:01:06- No. - It has to be completed this morning,
0:01:06 > 0:01:09otherwise, I'm afraid the whole thing is off!
0:01:09 > 0:01:11Maybe that's for the best.
0:01:11 > 0:01:13Look, honey, everyone gets cold feet.
0:01:13 > 0:01:16But in my experience, people come through this thankful
0:01:16 > 0:01:18they were given the opportunity.
0:01:18 > 0:01:20Do you want to miss your chance?
0:01:20 > 0:01:21I'm sorry.
0:01:21 > 0:01:25I'll be there for you, Annie. Every step of the way!
0:01:28 > 0:01:31- The weight of the world on your shoulders.- Feels like it.
0:01:31 > 0:01:33Why don't I whisk you away from Letherbridge
0:01:33 > 0:01:35to the land of Rigoletto?
0:01:35 > 0:01:38- The opera?- I have a spare ticket for the matinee tomorrow.
0:01:38 > 0:01:40- Oh, I'd love to, Heston. - And you shall.
0:01:40 > 0:01:43I'll be doing paperwork through lunch so me and Ayesha can leave work on time.
0:01:43 > 0:01:46We're going to see that new Bond film tomorrow night.
0:01:46 > 0:01:47- Oh.- "You are a kite, Mr Bond!"
0:01:47 > 0:01:49Oh. Low culture wins out.
0:01:49 > 0:01:51Sorry, Heston, but thank you.
0:01:51 > 0:01:53Al! Opera tomorrow?
0:01:53 > 0:01:56BOTH: # Don Giovanni. #
0:01:56 > 0:01:59Heston, I've got all the opera I need right here,
0:01:59 > 0:02:02but thank you for the very expensive offer.
0:02:05 > 0:02:07Good morning, Heston.
0:02:07 > 0:02:08Er...Ruhma.
0:02:16 > 0:02:18It's just that...I haven't heard anything
0:02:18 > 0:02:20and the interview was last week, so...
0:02:22 > 0:02:24Can you tell me why?
0:02:26 > 0:02:29What about my history...? Hello?
0:02:32 > 0:02:34SHE SIGHS
0:02:40 > 0:02:41Annie?
0:02:41 > 0:02:43"I don't think I can go through with this."
0:02:43 > 0:02:45I understand.
0:02:45 > 0:02:47But you've been through so much to get this far.
0:02:47 > 0:02:50And you won't be alone.
0:02:50 > 0:02:54We just need to get the form signed so it can go ahead this afternoon.
0:02:54 > 0:02:57I don't think my doctor will do it.
0:02:57 > 0:02:59The form simply asks them to confirm
0:02:59 > 0:03:01that you've been treated for a drugs dependency.
0:03:01 > 0:03:04They won't know what it's for.
0:03:04 > 0:03:07Without it, my organisation can't release any funds.
0:03:09 > 0:03:11Can we do it now? I can come and pick you up.
0:03:14 > 0:03:15Annie?
0:03:15 > 0:03:18- KNOCK AT DOOR - Come in.
0:03:18 > 0:03:22Heston, I'd like the benefit of your expertise, please.
0:03:22 > 0:03:24How can I help?
0:03:24 > 0:03:27Well, I've been misled by all of the doctors here.
0:03:27 > 0:03:30Either they're humouring me, or actively lying to me.
0:03:30 > 0:03:33- That's a very serious allegation. - Well...
0:03:33 > 0:03:35Are you proud of your own record?
0:03:35 > 0:03:38Um...antibiotics.
0:03:38 > 0:03:42Well, maybe I shouldn't have prescribed quite so many.
0:03:44 > 0:03:47- Still, I'm not quite as bad as... - Jimmi.- Indeed.
0:03:47 > 0:03:49So...what do I do?
0:03:49 > 0:03:51Have you spoken to him about it?
0:03:51 > 0:03:53He doesn't respect my views on this.
0:03:53 > 0:03:56Sid, you're a qualified doctor.
0:03:56 > 0:03:59Saying challenging and difficult things
0:03:59 > 0:04:01is all part of the territory.
0:04:02 > 0:04:04You're right. Thanks, Heston.
0:04:06 > 0:04:08I'll, er...I'll do just that.
0:04:15 > 0:04:17Can I help?
0:04:17 > 0:04:19Yeah. I need to see a doctor this morning. Dr Reid, ideally.
0:04:19 > 0:04:22I'm afraid Dr Reid's not seeing patients today.
0:04:22 > 0:04:26But Dr Donoghue's running a drop-in clinic if you don't mind waiting.
0:04:26 > 0:04:28Yeah, OK. Um...my name's Annie Watkins.
0:04:28 > 0:04:30OK. Oh, please take a seat.
0:04:33 > 0:04:34- Jimmi!- Morning.
0:04:34 > 0:04:37Um...I wanted to talk to you about antibiotics.
0:04:37 > 0:04:39I've said all I need to say about that.
0:04:39 > 0:04:42- But I was just wondering how you're going to address this.- I'm not.
0:04:42 > 0:04:45By carrying on like this, we're contributing to antibiotic resistance,
0:04:45 > 0:04:47- one of the biggest threats...- Sid!
0:04:47 > 0:04:49There are hardly any new antibiotics being developed.
0:04:49 > 0:04:52This makes it harder and harder to treat an infection.
0:04:52 > 0:04:55Thank you for telling me, Sid. Thank you for the insight(!)
0:04:55 > 0:04:58- Look, of course, you know all this. - Yeah. So tell someone who doesn't.
0:04:59 > 0:05:01Take a seat, Annie.
0:05:01 > 0:05:03So, what can we do for you today?
0:05:03 > 0:05:04Well, it's not exactly medical.
0:05:04 > 0:05:08Right. I'm not sure you're in the right place, though.
0:05:08 > 0:05:11I-I can't find any work and it's wearing me down.
0:05:11 > 0:05:14The JSA is not enough to live on.
0:05:14 > 0:05:17But there's this scheme that helps ex-addicts get some, like,
0:05:17 > 0:05:20paid work experience. Cleaning up around the estate.
0:05:20 > 0:05:22And with some work experience, hopefully, you'll get a job.
0:05:22 > 0:05:25Yeah, exactly. So I just need you to sign this.
0:05:25 > 0:05:29It verifies that I've been treated for a drug dependency.
0:05:30 > 0:05:32Without it, I'm not eligible.
0:05:34 > 0:05:35OK, that's not how we do things.
0:05:35 > 0:05:37There's a small charge and also,
0:05:37 > 0:05:39we have a process to make sure the form is valid.
0:05:39 > 0:05:40Dr Reid's done all that.
0:05:40 > 0:05:43- She said I should just pop in for a signature.- Right.
0:05:43 > 0:05:45I thought I'd see her this morning.
0:05:45 > 0:05:49I have to drop it off within the hour, or I'm not going to get on.
0:05:50 > 0:05:54Well, if Dr Reid's says it's OK, I'll make an exception this once.
0:05:54 > 0:05:58But in future, we do need forms to go through Reception.
0:05:58 > 0:05:59- Yeah, of course.- Right.
0:06:02 > 0:06:04It sounds like a really good scheme.
0:06:04 > 0:06:07- I hope you get on it. - Me, too. Thanks, Doctor.
0:06:09 > 0:06:10Keep me posted.
0:06:16 > 0:06:19- Well done. - I think I'll walk home. Get some air.
0:06:19 > 0:06:22OK. I'll come and collect you about 11:30.
0:06:24 > 0:06:26Could you update the system with these? Thank you.
0:06:26 > 0:06:29- Excuse me, Doctor, could I have a quick word?- Sure.
0:06:29 > 0:06:32Um...would I be correct in saying
0:06:32 > 0:06:34that you take a more progressive view
0:06:34 > 0:06:37towards those suffering from drug addiction?
0:06:37 > 0:06:40Well, I believe addicts should be helped.
0:06:40 > 0:06:43Well, it's a matter close to my own heart.
0:06:43 > 0:06:46Back in Connecticut, I work with addicts
0:06:46 > 0:06:48to help them, and the wider community,
0:06:48 > 0:06:50to avoid further pain and suffering.
0:06:50 > 0:06:53Great. Addicts need all the support they can get.
0:06:53 > 0:06:55Absolutely.
0:06:55 > 0:06:57I am so glad we see eye to eye on this.
0:06:57 > 0:07:00Perhaps you and this health centre could help further my work in the UK
0:07:00 > 0:07:03by recommending my scheme to your patients?
0:07:03 > 0:07:05It's very well-funded.
0:07:05 > 0:07:08There are many donors willing to help the cause.
0:07:09 > 0:07:12- OK. Well, I'll look into it. - Thank you.
0:07:18 > 0:07:19Excuse me?
0:07:19 > 0:07:21I'm sorry, excuse me! Wait!
0:07:21 > 0:07:25Offering to pay addicts to get sterilised is completely unethical!
0:07:25 > 0:07:28I don't think the babies born crack addicts would agree with you.
0:07:28 > 0:07:32Don't you realise some addicts will use the money to buy more drugs?
0:07:32 > 0:07:34Well, if they do, that's their choice.
0:07:34 > 0:07:36The children have no choice!
0:07:36 > 0:07:38What you're doing is exploitative.
0:07:38 > 0:07:41It's a form of social engineering.
0:07:41 > 0:07:43And no-one in that building will condone it.
0:07:43 > 0:07:46Why are those who aren't fit to be parents
0:07:46 > 0:07:48allowed to have child after child
0:07:48 > 0:07:51when they can only give them the worst start in life?
0:07:51 > 0:07:53It's a form of child abuse!
0:07:53 > 0:07:55These people need to be stopped.
0:07:55 > 0:07:56For the good of society!
0:07:58 > 0:08:01If I see you around here again, I'm calling the police.
0:08:01 > 0:08:04- Do you understand?- On what grounds?
0:08:04 > 0:08:06Trespass. You're not wanted here.
0:08:08 > 0:08:11I really hope you manage to open your eyes one day, honey.
0:08:11 > 0:08:13NIAMH SIGHS
0:08:13 > 0:08:15And see things as they really are!
0:08:21 > 0:08:23Jimmi? Um...I'm sorry.
0:08:23 > 0:08:25- Right.- I just stated the obvious.
0:08:25 > 0:08:28- Yeah, well...- What I should have done was propose an actual solution.
0:08:28 > 0:08:29And I have one!
0:08:29 > 0:08:33- Which is?- Equip all the doctors with practical strategies
0:08:33 > 0:08:35which will work in the real world.
0:08:35 > 0:08:39Role-play! It'll help embed the behaviours you need when dealing with patients.
0:08:39 > 0:08:41Can I, er...run you through one?
0:08:41 > 0:08:45Ah, um...I can't. No time. I've got real patients to see. But...
0:08:45 > 0:08:48Mate, I would love to do a role-play with you.
0:08:50 > 0:08:52Let me just get into character.
0:08:52 > 0:08:54And... curtain up.
0:08:54 > 0:08:56I've got the most horrific hacking cough.
0:08:56 > 0:08:58My nose is running, my temperature's through the roof.
0:08:58 > 0:09:02What on Earth do you mean, you're not going to give me antibiotics?!
0:09:02 > 0:09:04Well, antibiotics aren't always guaranteed to work.
0:09:04 > 0:09:06Your illness may well be viral, not bacterial.
0:09:06 > 0:09:09- But you can't say that for sure. - No, but on balance...
0:09:09 > 0:09:11I want tests done. I want you to know for sure!
0:09:11 > 0:09:14That is a disproportionate measure. For such a common illness,
0:09:14 > 0:09:16that's an extra process I just can't justify.
0:09:16 > 0:09:18What do you mean? You're just penny-pinching!
0:09:18 > 0:09:20I pay my taxes! How dare you, sir?!
0:09:20 > 0:09:23Even if it was bacterial, I still wouldn't prescribe antibiotics.
0:09:23 > 0:09:25Plenty of rest and fluids, that will do the trick.
0:09:25 > 0:09:27You're just trying to fob me off.
0:09:27 > 0:09:28The NHS clearly is in a sorry state
0:09:28 > 0:09:31if you can't afford just a couple of measly tablets!
0:09:31 > 0:09:33Antibiotics resistance is a huge problem.
0:09:33 > 0:09:34That is more of a threat to you.
0:09:34 > 0:09:37How dare you say I'm a huge problem? You are!
0:09:37 > 0:09:40I'm going to contact my local MP and I'm going to get you struck off!
0:09:40 > 0:09:41End scene.
0:09:41 > 0:09:44Now, Sidney, you just got yourself sacked. So...
0:09:44 > 0:09:46..any thoughts on that role-play?
0:09:47 > 0:09:50- I'm probably not very good at it. - No!
0:09:50 > 0:09:52Just a couple of things for you to consider.
0:10:07 > 0:10:09DOORBELL
0:10:11 > 0:10:13Can I come in...please?
0:10:16 > 0:10:17Thanks.
0:10:21 > 0:10:23You look better.
0:10:23 > 0:10:25I'm clean.
0:10:25 > 0:10:27I have been for almost a year.
0:10:28 > 0:10:30I never thought you could do it.
0:10:32 > 0:10:34I'm glad to say you were wrong.
0:10:36 > 0:10:38Where are you staying?
0:10:38 > 0:10:41I've got a flat at the Churchill estate.
0:10:42 > 0:10:44Not exactly what you'd hoped for me, I suppose.
0:10:44 > 0:10:46You're doing well.
0:10:46 > 0:10:50It looks like having to fend for yourself was the best thing for you.
0:10:50 > 0:10:53Actually, you're wrong. That just made me worse.
0:10:53 > 0:10:55Not in the long-term.
0:10:55 > 0:10:57No.
0:10:57 > 0:10:59This is what made me stop.
0:11:04 > 0:11:06Oscar.
0:11:07 > 0:11:10He's the best thing that ever happened to me.
0:11:10 > 0:11:12He's been adopted, but...
0:11:12 > 0:11:15if I stay clean, I might be able to still see him.
0:11:20 > 0:11:23Why didn't you tell me I had a grandchild?
0:11:23 > 0:11:24I could have helped!
0:11:24 > 0:11:27You threw me out, remember?
0:11:30 > 0:11:32Oh! He's beautiful!
0:11:33 > 0:11:35- Yeah, he is.- Can I see him?
0:11:37 > 0:11:39Mum, I need your help.
0:11:39 > 0:11:40What do you need?
0:11:41 > 0:11:44Money. I need money.
0:11:58 > 0:12:00I take it that was a no?
0:12:00 > 0:12:02I actually believed you for a second there.
0:12:02 > 0:12:05Where did you get the picture? A magazine?
0:12:05 > 0:12:07I took it myself!
0:12:07 > 0:12:09Oh! This is a new low for you, Annie.
0:12:09 > 0:12:12Do you really think I'd lie about something like that?
0:12:12 > 0:12:15I know so. You haven't changed!
0:12:15 > 0:12:17Actually, you're wrong. I have!
0:12:17 > 0:12:20- You haven't.- Oh, here we go!
0:12:20 > 0:12:24The first step to resolving your more socially-acceptable addiction
0:12:24 > 0:12:26is to admit you have a problem!
0:12:26 > 0:12:27- I don't!- Who are you kidding?!
0:12:27 > 0:12:31Don't you dare come in here and project your problems on to me!
0:12:31 > 0:12:33Oh, really? Then why did Dad leave?
0:12:38 > 0:12:40- Get out!- I'm sorry.
0:12:40 > 0:12:43It's just that...I'm on the other side of it.
0:12:43 > 0:12:46- You're never cured... - Now! Before I throw you out!
0:12:46 > 0:12:48What, again?!
0:12:48 > 0:12:49Just go!
0:12:51 > 0:12:53Yeah, OK. I'll go.
0:12:53 > 0:12:57I'll go to the clinic and get myself sorted, if that's what you want.
0:12:57 > 0:13:00Annie? Annie, what do you mean?
0:13:02 > 0:13:03HE SIGHS
0:13:03 > 0:13:05I give up.
0:13:05 > 0:13:06Jimmi won't listen.
0:13:06 > 0:13:08What did you say?
0:13:08 > 0:13:11I set out the big picture arguments, I told him why we have to do this.
0:13:11 > 0:13:14- Anything else?- I tried to get him to do some role-play
0:13:14 > 0:13:16so he'd feel better prepared for any...
0:13:16 > 0:13:19Did you actually challenge him on his poor record?
0:13:19 > 0:13:21Well, er...not exactly.
0:13:21 > 0:13:23He's the worst offender in the place!
0:13:23 > 0:13:25- OK, I know!- Don't overthink it.
0:13:25 > 0:13:27Go back and say what has to be said.
0:13:41 > 0:13:43I was afraid you weren't coming.
0:13:43 > 0:13:45There was someone I had to see.
0:13:45 > 0:13:47- But my mind's made up now.- Good.
0:13:49 > 0:13:53You know, I would never twist your arm to walk through that door.
0:13:53 > 0:13:55But it's the right thing to do.
0:13:56 > 0:13:58There's something I haven't told you.
0:13:58 > 0:14:00I was ashamed.
0:14:00 > 0:14:02Of what?
0:14:02 > 0:14:04I...had a boy.
0:14:04 > 0:14:07Oscar.
0:14:07 > 0:14:09They took him from me. And...
0:14:09 > 0:14:12and I hate myself for it.
0:14:13 > 0:14:17I promise, that will never happen to you ever again.
0:14:20 > 0:14:22Come on now. Let's do this.
0:14:41 > 0:14:44I can't believe someone's advertising this on our doorstep!
0:14:44 > 0:14:46- Did you see who put them out there? - Yes, I think so.
0:14:46 > 0:14:48The American lady.
0:14:48 > 0:14:50The one your patient gave a form to after her consultation.
0:14:50 > 0:14:54Oh! Can you get Annie Watkins' record up on screen?
0:14:54 > 0:14:58- Niamh?- I've been an idiot.
0:14:58 > 0:14:59Text me her number. I've got to got out!
0:14:59 > 0:15:02- OK. What have you done? - I'll tell you later.
0:15:06 > 0:15:08Oh, Mrs Watkins. Have you seen Annie?
0:15:08 > 0:15:10No. What do you want her for?
0:15:10 > 0:15:12I'm sorry, I can't say.
0:15:12 > 0:15:15Look, she said she was going to get herself sorted.
0:15:15 > 0:15:17Is that why you're here?
0:15:17 > 0:15:19Doctor, she's going for an abortion, isn't she?
0:15:19 > 0:15:22I really can't say. It's doctor/patient confidentiality.
0:15:22 > 0:15:25But why won't you help me? I have to find her!
0:15:25 > 0:15:26I know. I'm looking for her now.
0:15:26 > 0:15:28And if I see her, I'll ask her to give you a call.
0:15:28 > 0:15:31In the meantime, why don't you try St Phil's
0:15:31 > 0:15:34and give me a ring if you have any luck? OK?
0:15:34 > 0:15:36Right. I'll do that.
0:15:36 > 0:15:38- Thank you, Doctor.- Thank you.
0:15:54 > 0:15:55SHE SIGHS
0:16:02 > 0:16:04Oh, hello. Um...
0:16:04 > 0:16:08I would like some more information about your...scheme.
0:16:10 > 0:16:12Um...yes, I'm an addict.
0:16:14 > 0:16:16Heroin.
0:16:18 > 0:16:20Look, I just want to know that the procedure
0:16:20 > 0:16:22will be carried out in a reputable hospital.
0:16:22 > 0:16:23Letherbridge.
0:16:26 > 0:16:27Thank you. I'll look into it.
0:16:31 > 0:16:33Are you sure? Annie Watkins.
0:16:33 > 0:16:36I think she's being coerced.
0:16:36 > 0:16:38She might be under a different name.
0:16:38 > 0:16:40- No, I'm terribly sorry. - SHE SIGHS
0:16:45 > 0:16:47How's it all going?
0:16:47 > 0:16:48They're happy it can go ahead.
0:16:48 > 0:16:51That's great news.
0:16:51 > 0:16:53Now, you rest. I just need to make a quick call.
0:16:55 > 0:16:57PHONE VIBRATES
0:17:00 > 0:17:02- Hello?- Annie!
0:17:02 > 0:17:05Look, I know what's happening here.
0:17:05 > 0:17:08Please don't make such a life-changing decision so quickly.
0:17:08 > 0:17:10Tell me where you are.
0:17:10 > 0:17:13- No, you'll only try and stop it. - Would that be such a bad thing?
0:17:13 > 0:17:16Are you aware there is no guarantee this procedure could be reversed?
0:17:16 > 0:17:18I need the money.
0:17:18 > 0:17:20Can you pay me not to do it?
0:17:20 > 0:17:22You know I can't do that.
0:17:22 > 0:17:24Well, then, it's none of your business.
0:17:24 > 0:17:28I feel responsible, Annie. I should never have signed that form.
0:17:28 > 0:17:30Look, just meet me so we can talk.
0:17:30 > 0:17:33And if you still want to go through with it afterwards, fine.
0:17:33 > 0:17:35But give me a chance, OK?
0:17:35 > 0:17:37I have to go now.
0:17:37 > 0:17:40No, Annie, you seriously cannot be going through with this.
0:17:40 > 0:17:44Your mother's looking for you. She thinks you're having an abortion.
0:17:44 > 0:17:45ANNIE SIGHS
0:17:45 > 0:17:47She gets it wrong again.
0:17:48 > 0:17:51You're welcome to set her straight. There's nothing she can do.
0:17:51 > 0:17:53Annie, who is it?
0:17:53 > 0:17:56I had a baby that was born a heroin addict.
0:17:57 > 0:18:00It was about the money, but, Colleen, she's right.
0:18:01 > 0:18:04I can't let this happen to another child.
0:18:04 > 0:18:06Annie, you're strong. You've beaten it, OK?
0:18:06 > 0:18:09Think about the future. Please!
0:18:09 > 0:18:11Thank you, Doctor, for caring.
0:18:11 > 0:18:13Oh!
0:18:18 > 0:18:20I know how difficult this must be.
0:18:20 > 0:18:22Yes.
0:18:22 > 0:18:25Amelia, Howard's daughter, is his main beneficiary.
0:18:25 > 0:18:28She's been left the house and most of Howard's assets.
0:18:28 > 0:18:32Good. Good, I'm glad. That's how it should be.
0:18:32 > 0:18:35I've been in touch with her already.
0:18:35 > 0:18:37How is she?
0:18:37 > 0:18:40Being brutally honest, she's very angry.
0:18:40 > 0:18:42She's refused her entire inheritance.
0:18:44 > 0:18:47But, I mean, surely she's obliged to take it, legally?
0:18:47 > 0:18:52Amelia's entitled to exercise choice in this matter, and she refuses.
0:18:53 > 0:18:56Well...maybe I should try and talk to her.
0:18:56 > 0:18:58It's complex.
0:18:58 > 0:19:03Howard and Amelia's past, I doubt it's resolvable, sadly.
0:19:03 > 0:19:06Well, maybe I could at least try.
0:19:07 > 0:19:09SHE SIGHS
0:19:09 > 0:19:11Right, well, thank you very much.
0:19:11 > 0:19:13I'm not quite finished.
0:19:13 > 0:19:15Howard also made provision for you.
0:19:17 > 0:19:18For me?
0:19:18 > 0:19:22- How did you find us? - I tried every hospital in the area.
0:19:22 > 0:19:27- You're too late, honey. She's having it done right now. - Don't you "honey" me, all right?
0:19:27 > 0:19:29What is this, some kind of religion thing?
0:19:29 > 0:19:31This isn't God's work. This is personal.
0:19:31 > 0:19:33So you're an addict yourself.
0:19:33 > 0:19:36I was. But not by choice.
0:19:36 > 0:19:38Thankfully, my real mother took me in
0:19:38 > 0:19:42and saved me from all the neglect, the abuse.
0:19:42 > 0:19:44All caused by my birth mother!
0:19:44 > 0:19:47If she'd been sterilised, you wouldn't have been born.
0:19:47 > 0:19:50In many ways, that would have been easier.
0:19:50 > 0:19:52The pain I have suffered?
0:19:52 > 0:19:55I will never be able to forgive that woman
0:19:55 > 0:19:57for putting the drugs before me.
0:19:57 > 0:20:00So, what is this - therapy?
0:20:00 > 0:20:02It's not that simple!
0:20:02 > 0:20:05I don't take any joy from all of this!
0:20:05 > 0:20:08It is hard, but Annie made the right decision.
0:20:08 > 0:20:10If that were true, why did she need a bribe to do it?
0:20:10 > 0:20:13Why didn't she make the choice out of her own free will?
0:20:13 > 0:20:16Well, sometimes society needs a helping hand.
0:20:17 > 0:20:18You exploited her.
0:20:18 > 0:20:20She was turning her life around.
0:20:20 > 0:20:22And she'll regret it and she won't thank you.
0:20:22 > 0:20:25I think she will. She gave birth to one addict.
0:20:25 > 0:20:27Statistically, it would have happened again!
0:20:27 > 0:20:29Where do you draw the line with sterilisation?
0:20:29 > 0:20:31Parents with mental-health problems?
0:20:31 > 0:20:34Those who can't afford to feed their kids? Those who smoke?
0:20:34 > 0:20:37And, er...what about paedophile parents, Doctor, huh?
0:20:37 > 0:20:39What do you think about them?
0:20:39 > 0:20:42I am an advocate for all the unborn children
0:20:42 > 0:20:43who'll be denied a loving family.
0:20:43 > 0:20:45Nobody else around here seems to be.
0:20:45 > 0:20:47Certainly not you.
0:20:47 > 0:20:50I'm going to talk to the local health authority
0:20:50 > 0:20:52and make sure that every GP surgery
0:20:52 > 0:20:54and medical practice for miles around
0:20:54 > 0:20:57knows about you and your agenda.
0:20:57 > 0:21:00Fine. You do that, if it makes you feel any better.
0:21:00 > 0:21:02Oh, it will, believe me.
0:21:02 > 0:21:04Because no doctor will risk getting struck off for the likes of you.
0:21:04 > 0:21:06So, why don't you get out of here?
0:21:06 > 0:21:07Perhaps you're right.
0:21:07 > 0:21:10I'll find somewhere more receptive to my message.
0:21:10 > 0:21:13Somewhere more enlightened.
0:21:20 > 0:21:21It is my duty to inform you
0:21:21 > 0:21:24that on the day Howard learned you were pregnant,
0:21:24 > 0:21:25he came in and amended his will.
0:21:29 > 0:21:30Efficient as ever.
0:21:30 > 0:21:33Howard has left you a substantial amount of money.
0:21:34 > 0:21:38You're under no obligation to do this, of course.
0:21:38 > 0:21:41- Do what?- But he stated here
0:21:41 > 0:21:43that he left you enough money
0:21:43 > 0:21:45to buy into the partnership of the Mill.
0:21:48 > 0:21:52Why on Earth would she do that to herself?
0:21:52 > 0:21:54They're paying her.
0:21:54 > 0:21:55£500.
0:21:57 > 0:21:59Why didn't she tell me that's what she was going to do?
0:21:59 > 0:22:01That stupid, stupid girl!
0:22:06 > 0:22:09Er...you can go now.
0:22:09 > 0:22:11OK, Mrs Watkins, I know you're not close to your daughter,
0:22:11 > 0:22:14but you really need to go and see her.
0:22:14 > 0:22:17- Really? - Look, I'm not close to my mother,
0:22:17 > 0:22:20but if something bad happened, I would want her there.
0:22:20 > 0:22:22I turned my back on Annie.
0:22:22 > 0:22:25Threw her out. She doesn't want me.
0:22:25 > 0:22:27She reached out to you earlier, didn't she?
0:22:27 > 0:22:30No matter how much Annie denies it, she needs her mother.
0:22:30 > 0:22:32- Now more than ever!- Why?
0:22:32 > 0:22:36She's done so well to get off drugs, but she's vulnerable.
0:22:36 > 0:22:38If she's going to stay off them, she'll need your support.
0:22:40 > 0:22:43I'm not sure I could ever help her.
0:22:43 > 0:22:44Shouldn't you at least try?
0:22:49 > 0:22:51- Jimmi, we need to resolve this. - No, we don't.
0:22:51 > 0:22:56The fact of the matter is, your antibiotics history is the worst of all of us.
0:22:56 > 0:22:59What? That can't be right. That's got to be a mistake. After...
0:22:59 > 0:23:02I cross-checked these with my records.
0:23:02 > 0:23:04I'm sorry, but in my opinion,
0:23:04 > 0:23:06your figures show a high number of unnecessary prescriptions.
0:23:06 > 0:23:09Sid! Sometimes they're very necessary.
0:23:09 > 0:23:12Dealing with patients just to get through the day
0:23:12 > 0:23:14who think they know better than you.
0:23:14 > 0:23:17I know the pressures we're under. I feel them, too. It's just...
0:23:17 > 0:23:19I want to be one of the ones changing things for the better.
0:23:19 > 0:23:22- And I know you want that, too, Jimmi.- Don't patronise me.
0:23:22 > 0:23:23That wasn't my intention.
0:23:24 > 0:23:26I did it myself a few weeks ago.
0:23:29 > 0:23:31Fine, I will look at the figures and I will try harder.
0:23:31 > 0:23:33Thank you!
0:23:33 > 0:23:35And you'll speak to the others, as a partner?
0:23:35 > 0:23:36Yes.
0:23:36 > 0:23:38Excellent! Thank you, Jimmi!
0:23:43 > 0:23:45So, how did it go?
0:23:45 > 0:23:48Oh, you know, pretty awful.
0:23:49 > 0:23:51I think the worst thing was hearing
0:23:51 > 0:23:53Amelia is still rejecting him, even now.
0:23:53 > 0:23:58Well, you have to see it from her side. He wasn't there for her.
0:23:58 > 0:24:00I know.
0:24:01 > 0:24:07It's just that he's left her so much and she's refusing it all.
0:24:07 > 0:24:09She's always going to have the wrong impression of him,
0:24:09 > 0:24:11and that's not right!
0:24:11 > 0:24:14I mean, he WAS generous and loving and...
0:24:17 > 0:24:20He changed his will to provide for me and the baby.
0:24:20 > 0:24:23- Oh, Emma! - That's the kind of father he is!
0:24:24 > 0:24:26Was.
0:24:27 > 0:24:29And she needs to know that.
0:24:31 > 0:24:34I'm...I'm going to go to Lancaster and talk to her.
0:24:34 > 0:24:36Try make her understand.
0:24:36 > 0:24:37Are you sure?
0:24:39 > 0:24:41- Well, if I don't do it, who will? - Emma?
0:24:41 > 0:24:44We know the kind of man Howard was.
0:24:44 > 0:24:45We saw it every day.
0:24:45 > 0:24:47And we'll remember that.
0:24:48 > 0:24:50Isn't that enough?
0:24:50 > 0:24:53No, Niamh, it's not.
0:24:55 > 0:24:57KNOCK AT DOOR
0:25:00 > 0:25:01Can I come in?
0:25:10 > 0:25:12Dr Donoghue told me what happened.
0:25:13 > 0:25:16My first thought was to get another bottle.
0:25:18 > 0:25:19But I came here instead.
0:25:22 > 0:25:24I wish I could have stopped you.
0:25:24 > 0:25:26It was my choice.
0:25:26 > 0:25:28It's not your fault.
0:25:28 > 0:25:30I just needed the money.
0:25:32 > 0:25:34Oscar's first birthday is next week.
0:25:34 > 0:25:36Oh, Annie!
0:25:36 > 0:25:40I have to contribute to his life.
0:25:40 > 0:25:43It's my way of saying sorry for giving him my addiction.
0:25:46 > 0:25:49How could I risk doing that to another child?
0:25:51 > 0:25:54Annie? Come home.
0:25:56 > 0:25:58ANNIE SOBS
0:26:01 > 0:26:05So, it's mindless drivel for you at the cinema tomorrow night?
0:26:05 > 0:26:06Yeah. Can't wait.
0:26:06 > 0:26:09At least our film's going to have a proper, exciting story.
0:26:09 > 0:26:10And explosions.
0:26:10 > 0:26:14You can't compare the mastery of Rigoletto with a trashy film.
0:26:14 > 0:26:15Riggy what?
0:26:15 > 0:26:19Oh, it's a tale. A tale of love, deceit and tragedy.
0:26:19 > 0:26:22Rigoletto is a very protective dad
0:26:22 > 0:26:25and his daughter's going out with this very sexy duke.
0:26:25 > 0:26:27But he's a cad. Sleeps with other women.
0:26:27 > 0:26:31So Rigoletto hires an assassin to kill the duke,
0:26:31 > 0:26:33but the daughter gets in the way,
0:26:33 > 0:26:35gets hurt and dies in her dad's arms.
0:26:35 > 0:26:38- Have you seen it?- Yeah. I watch loads of opera on the internet.
0:26:38 > 0:26:40- It sounds quite interesting. - It is. I love it.
0:26:40 > 0:26:43- Well, um...see you tomorrow, guys. - All right, see you.- See you.
0:26:43 > 0:26:48Internet? That's like eating prime venison from a plastic pot!
0:26:48 > 0:26:50Does it matter, as long as you get the thing?
0:26:50 > 0:26:53- No, you have to experience it for real!- Oh, I see.
0:26:53 > 0:26:55I tell you what, seeing as I'm free tomorrow,
0:26:55 > 0:26:58I don't want you sitting there looking all lonely and tragic.
0:26:58 > 0:27:01I'll meet you there. See you.
0:27:07 > 0:27:09Could I just get the prescription?
0:27:09 > 0:27:11- If we could just talk first. - Forget it!
0:27:11 > 0:27:14Oh! I-I didn't see you there. That's a lovely dress.
0:27:14 > 0:27:15This old thing?
0:27:15 > 0:27:18I altered one of Jimmi's photographs and sent it back to him.
0:27:18 > 0:27:21SID LAUGHS I don't see what the problem is!
0:27:21 > 0:27:24- Do you want this to stop? - Of course I do.
0:27:24 > 0:27:25So work with me.
0:27:25 > 0:27:27I'm Emma, Howard's girlfriend.
0:27:27 > 0:27:29What do you want?