0:00:26 > 0:00:28HE SNORES LOUDLY
0:00:33 > 0:00:35Morning, big boy.
0:00:35 > 0:00:36- Mm.- Mm.
0:00:40 > 0:00:44Oh, I'd skive off work if I didn't need the fag money.
0:00:45 > 0:00:47Later.
0:00:53 > 0:00:55HE MOANS
0:00:58 > 0:00:59Oh!
0:01:10 > 0:01:14Not rushing off without having breakfast, are you?
0:01:16 > 0:01:18Hello. Can I help?
0:01:18 > 0:01:20- We're here to see the midwife. - I know we're way too early.
0:01:20 > 0:01:22I tried to tell him, but...
0:01:22 > 0:01:24Better that than not making it at all!
0:01:24 > 0:01:26Well, let's get you inside, out of the cold.
0:01:26 > 0:01:28Hello, gorgeous!
0:01:29 > 0:01:30Come on.
0:01:35 > 0:01:38Well, it's been snap, crackle and popping fun...
0:01:38 > 0:01:40I bet it has.
0:01:40 > 0:01:43I'm going to be late. I really should get going.
0:01:43 > 0:01:47Al... You and Mo - you didn't waste much time, did you?
0:01:47 > 0:01:48I didn't waste much time?
0:01:48 > 0:01:51She's not been in Letherbridge for five minutes.
0:01:51 > 0:01:53She's away from her family, she's in a strange place.
0:01:53 > 0:01:56- She's vulnerable.- Rob, this is awkward. Do we have to do this?
0:01:56 > 0:01:59I don't want to see anyone take advantage of her.
0:01:59 > 0:02:02All right, I promise, I'm not going to "take advantage" of your cousin.
0:02:02 > 0:02:05- It's not my style.- You can't blame me for being protective,
0:02:05 > 0:02:06given your history, can you?
0:02:08 > 0:02:10You know, I'd love to stay and chat,
0:02:10 > 0:02:12but I'm going to be late, so, can I go?
0:02:13 > 0:02:14Yeah.
0:02:14 > 0:02:17Al, Al, I will, er...
0:02:18 > 0:02:20I'll see you later.
0:02:25 > 0:02:27Stick one in for me, will you, Niamh?
0:02:27 > 0:02:29I'm going to need it.
0:02:29 > 0:02:31I've got wall to wall babies today.
0:02:31 > 0:02:34Oh, I'm so late. 20mg of caffeine, please!
0:02:37 > 0:02:39Is that the same shirt you had on yesterday?
0:02:40 > 0:02:42I don't think so.
0:02:42 > 0:02:45I don't think there's anything against the rules
0:02:45 > 0:02:48about wearing the same item of clothing twice in a row.
0:02:48 > 0:02:52Oh, I meant to say, Mrs T's got a day off today,
0:02:52 > 0:02:54so she's given me her to-do list.
0:02:54 > 0:02:56Ruhma, one of your mums is already here.
0:02:56 > 0:02:58I found her outside with the dad in tow.
0:02:58 > 0:03:00Not even had breakfast!
0:03:00 > 0:03:02- Ruhma?- No time.
0:03:02 > 0:03:06Ooh, sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry!
0:03:08 > 0:03:09Morning. You OK?
0:03:09 > 0:03:13Mate, I am very well. Very well indeed.
0:03:13 > 0:03:14What's different about you?
0:03:14 > 0:03:17Well, I'm very well.
0:03:20 > 0:03:22He's 100 grams up since last week.
0:03:22 > 0:03:23Yes!
0:03:23 > 0:03:25You've had a couple of tricky weeks,
0:03:25 > 0:03:28but I think everything's going in the right direction now.
0:03:28 > 0:03:29See, I told you you could do it!
0:03:29 > 0:03:32That's still less than normal though, isn't it?
0:03:32 > 0:03:34Well, it's around the lower end of normal, whatever that is.
0:03:34 > 0:03:37Remember, every baby is different.
0:03:37 > 0:03:40Ned's putting on weight, not losing it - that's what matters.
0:03:40 > 0:03:42That's really good to hear.
0:03:42 > 0:03:44He's just getting started, aren't you, son?
0:03:44 > 0:03:46He's going to be a prop forward one day.
0:03:46 > 0:03:50Right, I checked Ned for tongue tied last week, and that's all fine,
0:03:50 > 0:03:53and there's no sign of thrush on either of you,
0:03:53 > 0:03:55so if you are having trouble breast-feeding,
0:03:55 > 0:03:58maybe we could give you a bit of extra support?
0:03:58 > 0:03:59Who says I'm having trouble?
0:03:59 > 0:04:02Oh, sorry. It's just, well, the way you were talking...
0:04:02 > 0:04:05You haven't exactly been a natural Earth mother, have you, darling?
0:04:05 > 0:04:09Breast-feeding doesn't come easy to everyone, Gareth. It's difficult.
0:04:09 > 0:04:11Painful. For all kinds of reasons.
0:04:11 > 0:04:13Yeah - some people just give up way too soon.
0:04:13 > 0:04:16Hayley, are you getting enough fluids?
0:04:16 > 0:04:18Got herb tea coming out of my ears.
0:04:18 > 0:04:21Yeah, we've got fennel, nettle and milk thistle
0:04:21 > 0:04:23to help with the lactation.
0:04:23 > 0:04:25Things have changed since my day!
0:04:25 > 0:04:28What happened to a Mars bar and a bottle of stout?
0:04:28 > 0:04:31Remember, it's important to try and get rest.
0:04:31 > 0:04:33Be as relaxed as possible.
0:04:33 > 0:04:36Although it's not easy with a little one in tow.
0:04:36 > 0:04:37It's just a vicious circle.
0:04:37 > 0:04:41He doesn't feed well, so he doesn't gain weight, so I get worried,
0:04:41 > 0:04:42and then he doesn't feed well.
0:04:42 > 0:04:45Ned's looking great and he's putting weight on.
0:04:45 > 0:04:48Focus on that and give yourself a break.
0:04:48 > 0:04:51The more he feeds, the more milk you'll produce.
0:04:51 > 0:04:53- CRYING - Oh. Hungry again already!
0:04:53 > 0:04:54As if on cue!
0:04:54 > 0:04:58Why don't I find you a quiet room? You can give Ned a feed,
0:04:58 > 0:05:02and if there's anything specific you need help with, I'm here.
0:05:02 > 0:05:04I don't know. You must be very busy.
0:05:04 > 0:05:07No, it's fine. I'll carry on with my appointments in the meantime, OK?
0:05:07 > 0:05:08What do you think?
0:05:08 > 0:05:10It would help to put your mind at rest.
0:05:10 > 0:05:13OK, but just for Ned and me.
0:05:13 > 0:05:17She's got me on this breast-feeding exclusion zone.
0:05:17 > 0:05:19I've got to be 20 feet away at all times.
0:05:19 > 0:05:23I just find it easier with no-one else around. Watching.
0:05:23 > 0:05:25Even you.
0:05:25 > 0:05:28That's fine. Come on, let's get you sorted.
0:05:34 > 0:05:36Go on, who is she?
0:05:36 > 0:05:40SHE is a gorgeous,
0:05:40 > 0:05:42garrulous,
0:05:42 > 0:05:44gutsy gal who is up for anything,
0:05:44 > 0:05:47and when I say anything, I mean anything!
0:05:47 > 0:05:50She terrifies me, but kind of in an exciting way.
0:05:50 > 0:05:52All right, so what's the catch?
0:05:52 > 0:05:53Always such a romantic(!)
0:05:53 > 0:05:56She's inflatable, isn't she? She's imaginary?
0:05:56 > 0:05:58No, she's, um... She's Rob Hollins' cousin.
0:06:00 > 0:06:02What's that look about?
0:06:02 > 0:06:04Is he going to be warm enough in there?
0:06:04 > 0:06:06Yeah, he's going to be fine.
0:06:06 > 0:06:07Are you heading back to work now?
0:06:07 > 0:06:11No, no, I called in, I've got an extra couple of hours.
0:06:11 > 0:06:12Right, well, I'm going to get on.
0:06:12 > 0:06:15You're all right to sit in the waiting area?
0:06:15 > 0:06:17Oh, yeah, course. Sorry. Sorry.
0:06:17 > 0:06:20Listen, you do a great job.
0:06:20 > 0:06:23Hardly. Mums do all the work.
0:06:23 > 0:06:26And it is hard sometimes, Gareth.
0:06:26 > 0:06:29Yeah, yeah, I know, but it's just so rewarding.
0:06:29 > 0:06:31You give babies the best possible start in life.
0:06:31 > 0:06:35Love and space and time.
0:06:35 > 0:06:37That's what new mums need, in my opinion.
0:06:38 > 0:06:40They don't need to feel pressured.
0:06:42 > 0:06:44What are you saying?
0:06:44 > 0:06:48Look, Ned's very precious, and I know that you want what's best for him,
0:06:48 > 0:06:51but don't lose sight of what's best for Hayley.
0:06:58 > 0:07:05You have already been so brave. Of course, of course.
0:07:07 > 0:07:11I could come to the station with you if that would help?
0:07:14 > 0:07:20No, I understand, Mrs Marsh, there is no need for an apology, really.
0:07:22 > 0:07:24I will come and see you very soon.
0:07:24 > 0:07:30Well, I will have to return your book. All right. Goodbye.
0:07:45 > 0:07:48Hiya! Come on in.
0:07:48 > 0:07:50Sorry I took so long. I fell asleep.
0:07:50 > 0:07:52You obviously needed it. So, how'd it go?
0:07:54 > 0:07:55OK, thanks.
0:07:55 > 0:07:59Bit more than OK. Look at him. He looks bigger already!
0:07:59 > 0:08:01Yeah. Well done, love.
0:08:01 > 0:08:03Can we go home now?
0:08:03 > 0:08:06Actually, Gareth, do you mind taking Ned out?
0:08:06 > 0:08:09I wanted to check on a couple of things with Hayley.
0:08:09 > 0:08:10Well, what kind of things?
0:08:10 > 0:08:12If you don't mind.
0:08:12 > 0:08:13Yeah, OK, sorry.
0:08:19 > 0:08:21Is everything OK, Hayley?
0:08:23 > 0:08:25I wanted to give you these.
0:08:25 > 0:08:28They're breast-feeding leaflets. All the information's there.
0:08:28 > 0:08:31I thought it would be nice to have a bit of company sometimes.
0:08:31 > 0:08:32Bit of moral support.
0:08:33 > 0:08:34Thanks.
0:08:34 > 0:08:37Look, I'll see you next week when we check up on Ned again.
0:08:37 > 0:08:40You have got my contact details, haven't you?
0:08:40 > 0:08:42You can ring me any time.
0:08:42 > 0:08:43Bye.
0:08:50 > 0:08:53Buggies and doors, eh? Been there, got the T-shirt.
0:08:57 > 0:08:59You could have waited for me.
0:09:10 > 0:09:11Oh! Oh!
0:09:11 > 0:09:14You're all right, you're OK.
0:09:14 > 0:09:17Thank you.
0:09:17 > 0:09:18There you go, love.
0:09:22 > 0:09:25I'm sorry about the wait. It's been chocka today.
0:09:25 > 0:09:30Ah, I see you're doing really well, aren't you, Phoenix?
0:09:30 > 0:09:31Hello.
0:09:31 > 0:09:34All she ever does is eat, sleep...
0:09:34 > 0:09:35Most boring baby ever.
0:09:35 > 0:09:39Well, I wouldn't knock it. It's not always going to be like that.
0:09:39 > 0:09:44Well, since you are obviously blooming, let's have a talk with you.
0:09:44 > 0:09:45How's it going?
0:09:45 > 0:09:48Still single. Still broke.
0:09:48 > 0:09:50Still living in a cruddy bedsit.
0:09:50 > 0:09:52No news from the council, then?
0:09:52 > 0:09:54Maybe by the time she's at secondary school.
0:09:54 > 0:09:56Your place is really nice, you know.
0:09:56 > 0:09:57It's OK.
0:09:57 > 0:10:00Jenna, you sound a bit down today.
0:10:01 > 0:10:02I'm as down as you would be
0:10:02 > 0:10:05stuck in one room with a baby and no money!
0:10:05 > 0:10:09Would you like someone to talk to? A GP maybe? I can refer you.
0:10:09 > 0:10:11I get it.
0:10:11 > 0:10:13- Just waiting for me to mess up again, aren't you?- No...
0:10:13 > 0:10:15Well, thanks for the vote of confidence.
0:10:15 > 0:10:17That's not what I meant. I'm trying to help.
0:10:17 > 0:10:19That's what they all say. You can stuff your "help".
0:10:19 > 0:10:21- I'm fine on my own. - Jenna, wait!
0:10:26 > 0:10:28Do you think he needs feeding?
0:10:28 > 0:10:29He's just been fed!
0:10:30 > 0:10:33Oh, sorry, love.
0:10:33 > 0:10:35My guess is he needs a nappy change.
0:10:35 > 0:10:38You go on to work, and I'll pop back to the Mill with him.
0:10:38 > 0:10:39The Mill?
0:10:39 > 0:10:41Well, it's quicker than going home.
0:10:41 > 0:10:43I guess so.
0:10:43 > 0:10:45- Well, I'll come with you. - Don't be ridiculous.
0:10:45 > 0:10:49You're already really late thanks to that stupid feed.
0:10:49 > 0:10:50Will you be OK?
0:10:50 > 0:10:52I could take a late lunch, pop home later?
0:10:52 > 0:10:53There's no need.
0:10:53 > 0:10:55I'll be fine!
0:10:57 > 0:10:58OK, just keep your phone on?
0:10:58 > 0:11:00Just go, will you?!
0:11:07 > 0:11:10You are doing a very good job.
0:11:10 > 0:11:12Yeah, well, a fair job for a fair price.
0:11:12 > 0:11:14That is very rare these days.
0:11:14 > 0:11:15You're telling me!
0:11:15 > 0:11:17So many cowboys out there, giving us all a bad name.
0:11:17 > 0:11:20- Tsk tsk.- Always better to go with someone you've met,
0:11:20 > 0:11:21someone whose work you've seen.
0:11:21 > 0:11:24You know, that is very good advice.
0:11:24 > 0:11:27Well, you can't be too careful. You live round here, do you?
0:11:27 > 0:11:32Yeah. Actually, there is some work that needs doing at my home.
0:11:32 > 0:11:35I would have done it myself, but these days...
0:11:35 > 0:11:38I finish here in a couple of hours.
0:11:38 > 0:11:41I'll pop round, have a look for you if you like? Least I can do.
0:11:41 > 0:11:44- Oh!- Yeah. Here, you find a pen.
0:11:44 > 0:11:48- Write your address down, we'll sort it.- Oh.
0:11:48 > 0:11:49Yeah.
0:11:52 > 0:11:54What's up?
0:11:55 > 0:11:57Pasty. Cheese and onion still your favourite?
0:11:57 > 0:12:00You sure know a way to a girl's heart.
0:12:00 > 0:12:03- I can't stop long. Boss has been on my case all day.- Yeah.
0:12:05 > 0:12:07It's about you and Al.
0:12:07 > 0:12:10Sorry. I'll go to his next time.
0:12:10 > 0:12:12- So there is going to be a next time? - Mm-hmm!
0:12:12 > 0:12:14You don't know him, Mo.
0:12:14 > 0:12:16I know enough, trust me.
0:12:16 > 0:12:19There was a young female doctor at the Mill called Jas.
0:12:19 > 0:12:24Al became fixated with her. He started properly stalking her.
0:12:24 > 0:12:25How d'you mean?
0:12:25 > 0:12:27He monitored her every move, he followed her everywhere.
0:12:27 > 0:12:29Sounds intense.
0:12:29 > 0:12:31In the end, I had to arrest him.
0:12:31 > 0:12:33What, handcuffs and everything?
0:12:33 > 0:12:35Then there was a surveillance thing at the Mill last year
0:12:35 > 0:12:36that Al was involved in.
0:12:36 > 0:12:38You talking hidden cameras?
0:12:38 > 0:12:41He was hacking phones, he was tracking people. Completely illegal.
0:12:41 > 0:12:43OK, it did turn out to be fine...
0:12:43 > 0:12:45So...basically...
0:12:47 > 0:12:50..cuddly pussycat Al...
0:12:50 > 0:12:52is a proper bad boy?
0:13:00 > 0:13:03I've told him so many times, no more repeat prescriptions
0:13:03 > 0:13:05- until he comes in for a consultation. - PHONE BLEEPS
0:13:05 > 0:13:08You have a word with him. Be fair, but be firm.
0:13:08 > 0:13:10PHONE BLEEPS
0:13:10 > 0:13:12Are you not going to read that?
0:13:12 > 0:13:13Yes.
0:13:15 > 0:13:19Bye-bye, babies. I have so earned my lunch today!
0:13:21 > 0:13:22What's he up to?
0:13:22 > 0:13:24I couldn't possibly say.
0:13:34 > 0:13:36Oh! I do apologise.
0:13:41 > 0:13:43I can't get it just like that!
0:13:43 > 0:13:44I need a bit of time.
0:13:44 > 0:13:46But I have to have it!
0:13:46 > 0:13:49- And I've given you the money, so... - So what? Have it back!
0:13:50 > 0:13:53I'll come round to your place. Tonight.
0:14:05 > 0:14:06What are you doing here?
0:14:06 > 0:14:07I was passing,
0:14:07 > 0:14:12so I thought I would pop in and say hello to my lovely wife.
0:14:12 > 0:14:15And nothing says "I love you" more than...
0:14:15 > 0:14:17a pie.
0:14:17 > 0:14:20You're a bad person. I brought a salad from home.
0:14:20 > 0:14:22- I'm happy to share.- Oh, OK.
0:14:24 > 0:14:28Eh! Don't even bother. He's not here.
0:14:28 > 0:14:29What?
0:14:29 > 0:14:31Don't act the innocent with me.
0:14:31 > 0:14:33Mo's a grown woman.
0:14:33 > 0:14:36She certainly acted like one last night.
0:14:36 > 0:14:40It's Al you should be protecting - he doesn't stand a chance.
0:14:40 > 0:14:43You're as soppy about him as she was.
0:14:43 > 0:14:44Have you warned her off already?
0:14:46 > 0:14:48She has a right to know the truth.
0:14:48 > 0:14:49Who are you? Jeremy Kyle?
0:14:51 > 0:14:55Oh, I love how you want to protect people,
0:14:55 > 0:14:57but if you've told Mo everything,
0:14:57 > 0:15:00and especially YOUR version of everything,
0:15:00 > 0:15:01the rest is up to her now.
0:15:01 > 0:15:04Hang on, what do you mean "my version"?
0:15:04 > 0:15:08You focus on the negative, you forget everything else.
0:15:08 > 0:15:12How kind Al was to me when I was poorly,
0:15:12 > 0:15:15and he never gave up on me.
0:15:15 > 0:15:18Everyone makes mistakes.
0:15:18 > 0:15:19Especially you.
0:15:21 > 0:15:23I didn't have to come back in with you, you know.
0:15:23 > 0:15:25So why did you?
0:15:25 > 0:15:27OK. Let me take a wild guess.
0:15:27 > 0:15:30Because you're on your own and you struggle with it sometimes.
0:15:30 > 0:15:33Make up your mind.
0:15:33 > 0:15:34I'm doing great. You said so yourself!
0:15:34 > 0:15:37Phoenix is doing great. But you?
0:15:37 > 0:15:40Look, come on, Jenna, what's going on?
0:15:41 > 0:15:47I was ready for sleepless nights. Stress. Endless wailing.
0:15:47 > 0:15:50But not this. The silence.
0:15:51 > 0:15:54I just do the same thing, day in, day out.
0:15:54 > 0:15:57Over and over. It's doing my head in!
0:15:57 > 0:15:59No chance of getting a job?
0:15:59 > 0:16:02Barmaiding and babies don't exactly mix, do they?
0:16:02 > 0:16:04Look, if Phoenix is sleeping so much,
0:16:04 > 0:16:07maybe it feels hard to make a connection,
0:16:07 > 0:16:09get anything back from her?
0:16:11 > 0:16:15I really love her. It's just...
0:16:16 > 0:16:20However hard it is, this is not the answer.
0:16:20 > 0:16:21What?
0:16:22 > 0:16:24Don't go back there. Not now.
0:16:24 > 0:16:27Not when you've come so far.
0:16:27 > 0:16:29You think I've been dealing?
0:16:30 > 0:16:32No way!
0:16:32 > 0:16:36Look, I can't just ignore it. Not when there is a baby involved.
0:16:48 > 0:16:50Who you hiding from?
0:16:50 > 0:16:52Hmm. Rob Hollins.
0:16:53 > 0:16:56He's not satisfied with the grilling he gave me over breakfast.
0:16:56 > 0:16:59He's come in to my place of work to interrogate me further.
0:17:00 > 0:17:05Think he wants to save his poor innocent cousin from my evil clutches.
0:17:05 > 0:17:07- PHONE BLEEPS - I've been getting texts all morning.
0:17:07 > 0:17:10Read that.
0:17:10 > 0:17:12Oh, I'm not sure I should be seeing that, mate.
0:17:12 > 0:17:15It's a picture message. Sorry, mate.
0:17:15 > 0:17:18You know, I'm not sure it's worth the hassle.
0:17:20 > 0:17:21Maybe it is!
0:17:23 > 0:17:25- Thanks for coming back. - What's the problem?
0:17:25 > 0:17:28I know what's going on between you and Jenna.
0:17:28 > 0:17:29Who's Jenna?
0:17:32 > 0:17:35Look, I just want to talk to you, get your side of the story.
0:17:35 > 0:17:38She's all right, you know. You can talk to her.
0:17:38 > 0:17:42I know Jenna's been selling you breast milk.
0:17:42 > 0:17:43Hayley, it's OK.
0:17:44 > 0:17:47Gareth can't know. You can't tell him.
0:17:47 > 0:17:50Nobody's going to tell anybody anything.
0:17:50 > 0:17:53We're all going to sit down and we're going to have a talk together, OK?
0:17:53 > 0:17:55Hayley! Hayley!
0:17:55 > 0:17:58I just went home and you weren't there!
0:17:58 > 0:18:00What is it? What's wrong with him?
0:18:00 > 0:18:02Hayley!
0:18:02 > 0:18:05- Yeah, it's nice.- Hang on!
0:18:07 > 0:18:09- Ooh!- Hey!
0:18:09 > 0:18:10Hayley, wait!
0:18:10 > 0:18:11Hey!
0:18:13 > 0:18:16- Rob, listen. I'm glad I caught you. I need a word.- Yeah?
0:18:16 > 0:18:18Do me a favour, mate. Lay off Al.
0:18:20 > 0:18:21Not you as well.
0:18:21 > 0:18:24Come on, he's a decent guy, he's done some stupid things, that's all.
0:18:24 > 0:18:26Would Niamh have dated him for such a long time
0:18:26 > 0:18:28if he was as twisted as you think he is?
0:18:28 > 0:18:31Rob, you hardly know him. I know him really well.
0:18:31 > 0:18:33He's a good friend. I can vouch for him.
0:18:33 > 0:18:35I can vouch for Maureen, I've known her since she was little.
0:18:35 > 0:18:38I've seen Maureen - she's not exactly little any more, is she?
0:18:38 > 0:18:39Let me ask you a question.
0:18:40 > 0:18:44If Al was carrying on with someone in your family,
0:18:44 > 0:18:45would you have a problem?
0:18:45 > 0:18:47No. No.
0:18:51 > 0:18:53Who would do something like that?
0:18:53 > 0:18:55It may be unwise,
0:18:55 > 0:18:58but it's not illegal to sell breast milk in the UK.
0:18:58 > 0:19:02Jenna did nothing wrong. Hayley entered into it voluntarily.
0:19:02 > 0:19:04Actually, she begged me.
0:19:04 > 0:19:07And if you're at all interested in where your wife is now,
0:19:07 > 0:19:08she's in the toilets.
0:19:08 > 0:19:12- Hayley!- No, not you. She wants you.
0:19:12 > 0:19:15You stay here with Ned. I'll be back in a minute.
0:19:22 > 0:19:23What?
0:19:24 > 0:19:27How...?
0:19:27 > 0:19:30- When? - She remembered me from the hospital.
0:19:30 > 0:19:32What, and you just took her money?
0:19:32 > 0:19:35I'm not the problem here, mate!
0:19:35 > 0:19:37I'd look a bit closer to home if I were you.
0:19:37 > 0:19:41Why did your wife buy my milk and feed it to her baby in secret?
0:19:41 > 0:19:44Because she wanted what's best for Ned.
0:19:44 > 0:19:45Really?
0:19:49 > 0:19:55Oh! Well, it is a very long time since anyone has bought me flowers.
0:19:55 > 0:19:59- Lovely blooms for a lovely lady. Shall we get started?- Oh.
0:20:01 > 0:20:03Your guttering's hanging by a thread.
0:20:03 > 0:20:05Well, is that serious?
0:20:05 > 0:20:09Couple of weeks, there'll be water running into your living room. Damp everywhere. Mushrooms.
0:20:09 > 0:20:11No, no!
0:20:11 > 0:20:13Good news is we've caught it early enough, though.
0:20:13 > 0:20:14But, if I'm not mistaken,
0:20:14 > 0:20:17that might be the start of dry rot there. Look.
0:20:17 > 0:20:20And your brickwork will need repointing. Look, I'll tell you what,
0:20:20 > 0:20:22I'm gasping for a cup of tea -
0:20:22 > 0:20:24why don't we pop inside and I'll put the kettle on?
0:20:24 > 0:20:25- We...- We can have a biscuit.
0:20:31 > 0:20:35He was so thin and small, he cried so much.
0:20:35 > 0:20:40The crying made me feel desperate, like nothing I did was ever enough,
0:20:40 > 0:20:44and Gareth, he just wouldn't hear of formula.
0:20:46 > 0:20:50Breast milk, it is great, you can't argue with that,
0:20:50 > 0:20:52but not like this, Hayley.
0:20:52 > 0:20:57Unscreened milk, it has all sorts in it - hepatitis, HIV.
0:20:57 > 0:21:02Not to mention the potential bacteria in milk that's not stored properly.
0:21:02 > 0:21:04Will Ned get sick?
0:21:04 > 0:21:08No, he will be fine. You were lucky with Jenna.
0:21:08 > 0:21:11It could have been a lot worse.
0:21:11 > 0:21:13What were you thinking?
0:21:13 > 0:21:16I didn't know what else to do.
0:21:16 > 0:21:20I wouldn't have a look-in at St Phil's milk bank.
0:21:20 > 0:21:23That's just for really sick babies.
0:21:23 > 0:21:25Not failure mothers like me.
0:21:25 > 0:21:30Hey. I do not want to hear you talk like that.
0:21:30 > 0:21:34Do you think your milk is all there is to being a mum?
0:21:34 > 0:21:38I'm pretty rubbish at everything else, too.
0:21:38 > 0:21:40I just wanted everything to be perfect.
0:21:40 > 0:21:43Yeah? Well, it won't be.
0:21:43 > 0:21:48- So you've got my permission to stop trying. OK?- OK.
0:21:48 > 0:21:52Listen, if you want to give breast-feeding another go,
0:21:52 > 0:21:54there's loads of tips, techniques,
0:21:54 > 0:21:58and if not, bottle feeding, it's not a failure,
0:21:58 > 0:22:01not if it takes the pressure off.
0:22:02 > 0:22:05A happy mum has a happy baby.
0:22:14 > 0:22:16Are you OK?
0:22:16 > 0:22:19I'm so sorry. You know how I get.
0:22:19 > 0:22:22I've been an idiot. Lost my mind somewhere along the way.
0:22:22 > 0:22:26We'll make it work. Maybe we could get a milk expressing machine.
0:22:26 > 0:22:28- I've seen them on the internet. - I don't think...
0:22:28 > 0:22:32Here's what we're going to do. We're going to go home.
0:22:32 > 0:22:35I'll lie on the sofa with Ned and you'll bring me a cup of tea.
0:22:35 > 0:22:39Proper tea, not that stinky herbal stuff.
0:22:39 > 0:22:40And chocolate biscuits.
0:22:40 > 0:22:43Lots of chocolate biscuits.
0:22:43 > 0:22:45And we'll see what happens.
0:22:47 > 0:22:50I'm never going to be the perfect mother.
0:22:50 > 0:22:52You're going to have to live with that.
0:22:52 > 0:22:55But I'm always going to do my best.
0:22:55 > 0:22:58- OK?- OK.
0:23:00 > 0:23:03Now, let's get out of here.
0:23:05 > 0:23:08- You take it easy.- Thank you.
0:23:11 > 0:23:15Before you go, could I just have a quick word?
0:23:15 > 0:23:20PHONE RINGS
0:23:20 > 0:23:22Hello?
0:23:22 > 0:23:25Hey. Whoa, hang on.
0:23:25 > 0:23:28No, no, no, I was going to.
0:23:28 > 0:23:32Look, there were a lot of messages and I work for a living, so...
0:23:34 > 0:23:38You want to come over to mine tonight?
0:23:38 > 0:23:40How do you even know where I live?
0:23:42 > 0:23:44What pocket?
0:23:44 > 0:23:47No, no, I'm checking now. Inside pocket.
0:23:50 > 0:23:51What the..?
0:23:53 > 0:23:55- Hey. Rob.- Hey.
0:24:01 > 0:24:03No, no, no, no, no.
0:24:04 > 0:24:05I'll see you tonight.
0:24:07 > 0:24:10Milk bank? Sounds weird.
0:24:10 > 0:24:13You'd be helping very sick and premature babies.
0:24:13 > 0:24:16And you'd know that the milk was stored and checked properly.
0:24:16 > 0:24:17All the info's there.
0:24:17 > 0:24:19It's the money I need.
0:24:19 > 0:24:21Actually, this is a bit of a long shot,
0:24:21 > 0:24:26but you could train as a breast-feeding counsellor.
0:24:26 > 0:24:30You're having a laugh. I'd scare those posh mums right off!
0:24:30 > 0:24:32I only did it myself to save cash.
0:24:32 > 0:24:36Yeah, exactly. So think about all the other young mums, like you.
0:24:36 > 0:24:39They might be on their own, strapped for cash.
0:24:39 > 0:24:42They haven't even thought about breast-feeding.
0:24:42 > 0:24:44They think it's not for the likes of them.
0:24:51 > 0:24:52Hi.
0:24:53 > 0:24:56So where's he hiding, then? Superdad?
0:24:56 > 0:24:59Sent him home. With Ned.
0:25:00 > 0:25:03Jenna, I'm sorry.
0:25:03 > 0:25:05I treated you like a milk machine,
0:25:05 > 0:25:09instead of another mum like me, with your own problems.
0:25:10 > 0:25:12Like you?
0:25:12 > 0:25:14With your fancy house and your designer pram
0:25:14 > 0:25:16and your fella fussing around?
0:25:17 > 0:25:19Gimme a break.
0:25:19 > 0:25:22I was wondering, maybe we could get together some time,
0:25:22 > 0:25:23with the babies?
0:25:25 > 0:25:28I could really do with the company.
0:25:31 > 0:25:33You've got my number.
0:25:38 > 0:25:40Ah. That's better, isn't it, eh?
0:25:41 > 0:25:45So when will I be able to get a written estimate?
0:25:45 > 0:25:48Well, someone's keen! I haven't finished looking round yet.
0:25:48 > 0:25:50Then there's the deposit.
0:25:50 > 0:25:52Deposit? What deposit?
0:25:52 > 0:25:55Normal terms is 500 up front.
0:25:55 > 0:25:56500 pounds?!
0:25:56 > 0:25:59Then there's another 500 for materials.
0:25:59 > 0:26:02A thousand pounds...?!
0:26:02 > 0:26:04That is a form of theft!
0:26:04 > 0:26:07Hang on a minute, love - you asked for an estimate!
0:26:07 > 0:26:10Look, I know all about your vile practice!
0:26:10 > 0:26:13And I'm going to do everything I can to stop you!
0:26:13 > 0:26:14What are you on about?
0:26:15 > 0:26:19You are taking advantage of vulnerable people!
0:26:19 > 0:26:20I run an established company
0:26:20 > 0:26:22providing a vital service for the community.
0:26:22 > 0:26:26You threaten them and you steal their savings!
0:26:26 > 0:26:29I wouldn't go shouting your mouth off like that if I were you, love.
0:26:29 > 0:26:32Not without proof. A person might take offence.
0:26:32 > 0:26:34And what if I do have proof?
0:26:35 > 0:26:37Poking your nose in is one thing.
0:26:37 > 0:26:38Getting in the way of my business,
0:26:38 > 0:26:42well, who knows what might happen?
0:26:42 > 0:26:46It's a lovely house you've got here, love, isn't it?
0:26:46 > 0:26:51Are you threatening me? That is a criminal offence!
0:26:51 > 0:26:54If you continue, I will call the police.
0:26:56 > 0:26:59Well, I wouldn't do that if I were you, love.
0:27:07 > 0:27:10We won the lottery!
0:27:10 > 0:27:11That was the Jobcentre.
0:27:11 > 0:27:13Not thinking of leaving us, surely?
0:27:14 > 0:27:18What was Heston on about earlier? You being the great debaucher.
0:27:18 > 0:27:19No luck?
0:27:19 > 0:27:22Yeah, we've had loads of luck. We're the luckiest people in the world.
0:27:22 > 0:27:24We won the lottery. And the unluckiest.
0:27:24 > 0:27:27We lost it. All in one day - is that a record?