0:00:37 > 0:00:38Ow.
0:00:38 > 0:00:40- Ooh, let me... - I'm fine.
0:00:40 > 0:00:41I said I'm OK.
0:00:43 > 0:00:45At least run it under the tap.
0:00:46 > 0:00:48I know there's too much.
0:00:48 > 0:00:50I didn't say anything.
0:00:50 > 0:00:52I only meant to bake a cake.
0:00:52 > 0:00:54but once I started, I couldn't stop.
0:00:55 > 0:00:58- Maybe you should go back to bed. - I need to do the decorations.
0:00:58 > 0:01:00- Well, let me. - I know how I want it.
0:01:01 > 0:01:03- Carla. - What?
0:01:03 > 0:01:04Today is going to be perfect.
0:01:09 > 0:01:11Come on. Come on, then.
0:01:11 > 0:01:13Yeah, you lazies. Come on, get down there.
0:01:13 > 0:01:16Do you reckon he's got any Coco Pops?
0:01:16 > 0:01:18I could get some when I go shopping later.
0:01:18 > 0:01:20No, they're fine with muesli.
0:01:22 > 0:01:24Sorry if we disturbed you.
0:01:24 > 0:01:26You didn't.
0:01:26 > 0:01:27It's chilly today.
0:01:27 > 0:01:29Yes, I probably should have put some...
0:01:29 > 0:01:32No, I meant outside.
0:01:34 > 0:01:35We're not usually this messy.
0:01:35 > 0:01:37It's fine.
0:01:37 > 0:01:40I've taken half a day off. I'm probably going to clean the house.
0:01:40 > 0:01:41You sit down and relax.
0:01:43 > 0:01:46I think I've got some spare keys somewhere.
0:01:46 > 0:01:48Come on.
0:01:54 > 0:01:57Nathan? Nathan?
0:01:57 > 0:01:58It's nothing.
0:01:59 > 0:02:00I heard a noise.
0:02:00 > 0:02:02Oh, it's nothing. It's just...
0:02:02 > 0:02:04I'm rubbish at this.
0:02:04 > 0:02:07- Do you want me to..? - No, it's fine.
0:02:07 > 0:02:09I've just got one more present to buy.
0:02:13 > 0:02:15- KNOCK ON DOOR - Yeah.
0:02:17 > 0:02:20I am sorry to interrupt.
0:02:20 > 0:02:22I have some papers for you to sign.
0:02:22 > 0:02:24If you could just leave them there. Thank you.
0:02:24 > 0:02:25Oh!
0:02:25 > 0:02:28"The Monster Truck 5,000".
0:02:29 > 0:02:32I could only dream of such a thing when I was a child.
0:02:34 > 0:02:37How much?! For a toy?
0:02:37 > 0:02:39This isn't just any old toy. It's THE toy, Mrs Tembe.
0:02:39 > 0:02:42And it's leaving the shelves as soon as it gets to the shops.
0:02:42 > 0:02:45- Have you not seen it on the news? - Well, I would urge caution.
0:02:45 > 0:02:47Yeah, well, Joe is going to have one of these trucks.
0:02:47 > 0:02:49I might not be able to spend as much time with him
0:02:49 > 0:02:51as Zara at the moment,
0:02:51 > 0:02:53but I want him to know how much I care.
0:02:54 > 0:02:58Joe knows how much you love him without buying an expensive toy.
0:03:02 > 0:03:05Karen, you haven't got a charger for this, have you?
0:03:05 > 0:03:07I don't know, let's have a look.
0:03:07 > 0:03:10- Yeah, maybe. - Thanks.
0:03:10 > 0:03:12I can't remember which suitcase I shoved mine in.
0:03:12 > 0:03:14You still not found somewhere to live?
0:03:14 > 0:03:18Oh, no, we have... No, we're staying at Heston's.
0:03:18 > 0:03:19No way!
0:03:19 > 0:03:20It's only temporary.
0:03:20 > 0:03:23Oh, but still, it'll be lovely.
0:03:23 > 0:03:27He's a fantastic host, a great cook, so you'll be spoiled rotten.
0:03:27 > 0:03:30Yeah, but I don't know if he's going to get used to having teenagers around.
0:03:30 > 0:03:33Give it time cos he got on really well with Immie
0:03:33 > 0:03:35- and really encouraged her artwork. - Oh?
0:03:35 > 0:03:38That's good to know. He's been a life-saver.
0:03:38 > 0:03:40I can't help feeling we're going to impose on him, though.
0:03:40 > 0:03:43Are you joking? He's going to love having you around.
0:03:43 > 0:03:45- Yeah, maybe.- Yeah.
0:03:45 > 0:03:47Hey, Al, have you got a charger for one of these?
0:03:47 > 0:03:49- Er, no. - It's for Ruhma.
0:03:49 > 0:03:51My battery's dying. Making a lot of calls trying to find us
0:03:51 > 0:03:53somewhere to live.
0:03:53 > 0:03:56Oh, well. Never mind. Chin up. No point moping.
0:03:56 > 0:03:59As Albert Einstein said,
0:03:59 > 0:04:00"Life is like riding a bicycle.
0:04:00 > 0:04:03"To keep balance you just have to keep moving."
0:04:03 > 0:04:04Speaking of which, lunch.
0:04:06 > 0:04:09Oh, for goodness' sake.
0:04:10 > 0:04:12What's she doing here?
0:04:12 > 0:04:15I imagine she's here for you, lover boy.
0:04:15 > 0:04:17You know what? I do have a charger for that phone.
0:04:17 > 0:04:19- You want to come this way? - What about your lunch?
0:04:19 > 0:04:21That'll wait.
0:04:21 > 0:04:23- Hi, Mo. Come on in.- Ta.
0:04:23 > 0:04:25Al's not here at the minute,
0:04:25 > 0:04:26but if you'd like to wait,
0:04:26 > 0:04:28he's desperate to see you.
0:04:33 > 0:04:36I thought you finished that this morning?
0:04:36 > 0:04:37Obviously not.
0:04:37 > 0:04:38All right. Keep your hair on.
0:04:40 > 0:04:42Playing candy crush?
0:04:43 > 0:04:45No. I've got this genius new app, which is going
0:04:45 > 0:04:48to notify me the moment a Monster Truck 5,000 becomes
0:04:48 > 0:04:50available locally.
0:04:50 > 0:04:52Joe's getting a Monster Truck 5,000?
0:04:52 > 0:04:54All right for some.
0:04:54 > 0:04:55It is Christmas.
0:04:59 > 0:05:01So, I was thinking of going to that new Spanish bar,
0:05:01 > 0:05:02you know, on my blind date?
0:05:02 > 0:05:05But do you think that's a bad idea? I don't want to have garlic breath.
0:05:05 > 0:05:07I've never been.
0:05:07 > 0:05:10Chelsea says he likes Indian, but the problem with curry is there's
0:05:10 > 0:05:11never enough room for booze after.
0:05:11 > 0:05:12PHONE TEXT ALERT BEEPS
0:05:12 > 0:05:14Do you think I should just stick to the Icon?
0:05:14 > 0:05:15Yes!
0:05:15 > 0:05:17Oh, no.
0:05:21 > 0:05:22- You all right? - Yeah, I'm fine. I'm fine.
0:05:24 > 0:05:25You don't look fine.
0:05:29 > 0:05:30Hi.
0:05:30 > 0:05:32Yeah. It looks like I'm going to be able to get my hands
0:05:32 > 0:05:35on one of those trucks after all. I can't wait to see his face.
0:05:35 > 0:05:38Listen, I was wondering, could this just be a present from me?
0:05:38 > 0:05:40You know, something special from Daddy?
0:05:44 > 0:05:46It's too much, isn't it? Tacky.
0:05:46 > 0:05:47No, I like it.
0:05:48 > 0:05:51Your first birthday was full-on. Balloons, streamers.
0:05:51 > 0:05:53Your mother went to town.
0:05:53 > 0:05:56I was looking at the pictures.
0:05:56 > 0:05:59Seeing you as a baby, it made me imagine...
0:05:59 > 0:06:02- Are you listening?- Yeah, of course. - What did I say, then?
0:06:02 > 0:06:04Something about my mum being tacky.
0:06:04 > 0:06:06Actually, I was trying to talk about you being a baby.
0:06:06 > 0:06:07Sorry.
0:06:09 > 0:06:10I've just got to pop out for a sec.
0:06:10 > 0:06:12You're not serious.
0:06:12 > 0:06:15- Yeah, I won't be long. It's important.- So is this.
0:06:15 > 0:06:16One hour. I promise.
0:06:19 > 0:06:22Steady on. Drink that and you'll be wired for a fortnight.
0:06:22 > 0:06:24It's just coffee.
0:06:24 > 0:06:25Get off my case.
0:06:25 > 0:06:27Rude!
0:06:28 > 0:06:30Sorry.
0:06:30 > 0:06:31I didn't mean to snap.
0:06:31 > 0:06:32What's going on?
0:06:33 > 0:06:36I just haven't been sleeping very well lately, that's all.
0:06:36 > 0:06:39I'm not surprised the way you're OD-ing on caffeine.
0:06:39 > 0:06:41Forget it.
0:06:41 > 0:06:42Sid.
0:06:42 > 0:06:45You know you can tell me if something is wrong.
0:06:47 > 0:06:50OK, but promise not to make a big deal of it?
0:06:50 > 0:06:51Go on.
0:06:53 > 0:06:54OK, well,
0:06:54 > 0:06:56I was driving home
0:06:56 > 0:06:57and I must have been really tired
0:06:57 > 0:07:00and I just lost my concentration or something.
0:07:00 > 0:07:01And?
0:07:03 > 0:07:05I fell asleep at the wheel.
0:07:05 > 0:07:07Oh, my...
0:07:07 > 0:07:09I really shouldn't have mentioned it.
0:07:09 > 0:07:11It sounds a lot worse than it actually was, when I...
0:07:11 > 0:07:12Just forget about it.
0:07:15 > 0:07:16Hi, I wonder if you could help me?
0:07:16 > 0:07:20I'm looking for the toy aisle, particularly the Monster Truck 5,000.
0:07:20 > 0:07:22Yes, sure. It's at the back of the store. Aisle number four.
0:07:22 > 0:07:24Great. Thank you.
0:07:56 > 0:07:59- I saw it first. - I don't think you did, actually.
0:08:04 > 0:08:06PHONE TEXT ALERTS BEEP SIMULTANEOUSLY
0:08:19 > 0:08:21Hey, will you pack it in, dropping it on the floor.
0:08:21 > 0:08:24I'll clean up before I go. Chill out.
0:08:26 > 0:08:28Sorry to keep you.
0:08:28 > 0:08:31A rather lovely Jack in the Box needed my attention.
0:08:31 > 0:08:34Now, you look like a man with an eye for design.
0:08:34 > 0:08:37We have a delightful collection of reclaimed dolls.
0:08:37 > 0:08:40- I saw them. They're beautiful. - Excuse me, I was here first.
0:08:40 > 0:08:42- No, you weren't. - I want the Monster Truck 5,000.
0:08:42 > 0:08:45- That ugly thing. - Yeah, that one, please.
0:08:45 > 0:08:48As you can see, I was dealing with this gentleman.
0:08:48 > 0:08:51It can take time to pick the right toy.
0:08:51 > 0:08:56In some cases, it can be a matter of the right toy finding you.
0:08:56 > 0:08:57That's fascinating.
0:08:57 > 0:09:00I was actually interested in the Monster Truck 5,000 also.
0:09:00 > 0:09:02Well, looks like you're out of luck. Have a cup and ball instead.
0:09:02 > 0:09:05Do you mind hurrying up? I've got the money. £80 it said online.
0:09:05 > 0:09:08Wait a minute. I'm perfectly happy to negotiate on price.
0:09:08 > 0:09:11You can't do that. There's trading standards.
0:09:11 > 0:09:15This is my shop and I can sell what I like to who.
0:09:16 > 0:09:17For example,
0:09:17 > 0:09:21if a customer were willing to support our specialist line
0:09:21 > 0:09:23of antique toys,
0:09:23 > 0:09:27then their custom would be especially welcome.
0:09:27 > 0:09:31I see. So, if I was to buy the Monster Truck 500 and, er,
0:09:31 > 0:09:32one of these, let's say?
0:09:36 > 0:09:38OK, I'll take the one on the left.
0:09:49 > 0:09:51I'll leave you two to it.
0:09:51 > 0:09:52HE COUGHS
0:09:56 > 0:09:59All right?
0:09:59 > 0:10:00I need to tell you something.
0:10:00 > 0:10:02I'm a bit busy at the moment.
0:10:02 > 0:10:06This isn't easy to say, so I'm just going to come straight out and say it.
0:10:06 > 0:10:09I'm done with the hot nights of hot passion.
0:10:09 > 0:10:12- I'm ready to settle down, like now. - Whoa, you're ready to what now?
0:10:12 > 0:10:14I'm in love.
0:10:14 > 0:10:17OK, I'm really flattered, and all that, but...
0:10:17 > 0:10:20Look, I'm not one usually for slushy stuff like this,
0:10:20 > 0:10:22but Lonnie just does things to me that...
0:10:22 > 0:10:24Who's Lonnie?
0:10:24 > 0:10:26Trucker from Doncaster?
0:10:26 > 0:10:28Beautiful tattoos.
0:10:28 > 0:10:29Huge...
0:10:30 > 0:10:32Lonnie's the one for me.
0:10:32 > 0:10:34Always has been.
0:10:34 > 0:10:37I guess I just only realised it when he showed up yesterday.
0:10:39 > 0:10:41What I'm trying to say is,
0:10:41 > 0:10:42I've been using you.
0:10:43 > 0:10:44For sex.
0:10:44 > 0:10:46I'm sorry.
0:10:47 > 0:10:48Say that again.
0:10:48 > 0:10:50- I'm sorry. - No, the other bit.
0:10:50 > 0:10:52I've been using you for sex.
0:10:54 > 0:10:56You've been using me?
0:10:56 > 0:10:57For sex.
0:11:00 > 0:11:02Lonnie's going to take me home.
0:11:02 > 0:11:04I feel really bad, Al.
0:11:05 > 0:11:07You'll be all right, though, yeah?
0:11:15 > 0:11:17She...
0:11:17 > 0:11:19was using me...
0:11:19 > 0:11:20for sex!
0:11:24 > 0:11:28I am sorry, Dr Carter. I thought you were leaving early today?
0:11:28 > 0:11:31No, I just wanted a quiet moment.
0:11:31 > 0:11:33Things are a bit chaotic at home.
0:11:33 > 0:11:34I understand.
0:11:34 > 0:11:37It's not Ruhma's fault.
0:11:37 > 0:11:39I'm not used to children.
0:11:39 > 0:11:42All awkward limbs and
0:11:42 > 0:11:44insistent drumbeats.
0:11:44 > 0:11:47Very little respect for personal space
0:11:47 > 0:11:48and even less for personal hygiene.
0:11:48 > 0:11:50They're not bad kids.
0:11:50 > 0:11:53I just wish I could do more to help.
0:11:55 > 0:11:57Dr Carter,
0:11:57 > 0:12:02you are a man of great wisdom and experience.
0:12:03 > 0:12:06I'm sure there is some guidance you can offer them.
0:12:13 > 0:12:16Carla, calm down. I'm on my way.
0:12:16 > 0:12:18No, I didn't get what I wanted.
0:12:19 > 0:12:20Just take me off the call list.
0:12:20 > 0:12:23Every time I speak to you, it's the same thing.
0:12:25 > 0:12:26Thank you.
0:12:31 > 0:12:33CAR TYRES SCREECH
0:12:33 > 0:12:34Oi! Oi!
0:12:50 > 0:12:52Have you never heard of knocking?
0:12:52 > 0:12:55You can't just tell me something like that and then expect me to forget about it.
0:12:55 > 0:12:56Not now, Ayesh.
0:12:56 > 0:13:00I'm not going anywhere, not until you tell me what happened.
0:13:00 > 0:13:03- You're blowing this all out of proportion.- Am I?
0:13:03 > 0:13:05You could have been killed.
0:13:05 > 0:13:07Either that or someone else.
0:13:07 > 0:13:09You think I haven't thought of that?
0:13:09 > 0:13:12I haven't thought about anything else.
0:13:12 > 0:13:16Every time I shut my eyes, I think about what could have happened.
0:13:17 > 0:13:18I'm sorry.
0:13:19 > 0:13:21I'm not here to have a go.
0:13:22 > 0:13:23I want to help.
0:13:26 > 0:13:29I'm fine, honestly.
0:13:29 > 0:13:31Look,
0:13:31 > 0:13:33I get that you're trying to prove yourself,
0:13:33 > 0:13:34cram in as much experience as possible,
0:13:34 > 0:13:37but there's a limit and you've reached it.
0:13:37 > 0:13:39You don't get it, though.
0:13:39 > 0:13:40No-one does.
0:13:43 > 0:13:45It's like I've got this voice in my head
0:13:45 > 0:13:47telling me I'm not good enough.
0:13:47 > 0:13:50Telling me I don't have it in me to be a doctor.
0:13:50 > 0:13:53It's always been there. It's just...
0:13:53 > 0:13:55It feels like it's getting louder.
0:13:56 > 0:13:58Ever since all that stuff with Zara.
0:13:58 > 0:13:59Zara?
0:13:59 > 0:14:01All that stuff got sorted ages ago.
0:14:01 > 0:14:02Yeah, I know.
0:14:02 > 0:14:05It's just I keep thinking,
0:14:05 > 0:14:07what if she was right?
0:14:07 > 0:14:09What if I'm not up to it?
0:14:09 > 0:14:11Incompetent doctors kill people, you know?
0:14:11 > 0:14:13You are not incompetent.
0:14:15 > 0:14:17I lie awake at night thinking about all the things I don't know,
0:14:17 > 0:14:19all the things that could go wrong.
0:14:19 > 0:14:22Sid, you can't carry on like this.
0:14:23 > 0:14:26Oh, God. What's happening to me?
0:14:26 > 0:14:29You take on so much, just to prove you can do everything.
0:14:29 > 0:14:32But look at you, you're knackered. You're not doing anything well
0:14:32 > 0:14:35and then you nearly end up killing yourself.
0:14:36 > 0:14:38Doesn't make any sense, does it?
0:14:43 > 0:14:44Come here.
0:14:45 > 0:14:47What are we going to do with you?
0:14:51 > 0:14:52About time.
0:14:52 > 0:14:53I told you I'd be here.
0:14:53 > 0:14:57- I've just got one more present to wrap.- I thought you said you couldn't get it.
0:14:57 > 0:14:58I couldn't break my promise.
0:14:58 > 0:14:59You're sweating.
0:14:59 > 0:15:01I'm fine.
0:15:01 > 0:15:02KNOCK ON DOOR
0:15:02 > 0:15:03Open the door. I know you're in there.
0:15:05 > 0:15:06What have you done?
0:15:06 > 0:15:08I was there first. It should have been mine.
0:15:08 > 0:15:10Why do you have to make everything about you?
0:15:10 > 0:15:12It wasn't like that.
0:15:12 > 0:15:14- BANGING ON DOOR - I'm going to call the police.
0:15:18 > 0:15:19Shak, is that you?
0:15:22 > 0:15:25- Have I done something?- No, come in. I wanted to have a little chat.
0:15:25 > 0:15:27OK.
0:15:27 > 0:15:29Is Alia not with you?
0:15:29 > 0:15:31We're not joined at the hip. She's at netball.
0:15:31 > 0:15:34All these marvellous extra-curricular activities.
0:15:34 > 0:15:36You don't get involved much?
0:15:36 > 0:15:39Is that what you wanted to chat about, after-school clubs?
0:15:39 > 0:15:41I just want to say,
0:15:41 > 0:15:43I know what you're going through.
0:15:43 > 0:15:47I went to boarding school, and as much as I loved it there,
0:15:47 > 0:15:50I never quite got used to living out of a suitcase.
0:15:52 > 0:15:53Home one minute,
0:15:53 > 0:15:55boy's dorm the next.
0:15:55 > 0:15:59- It was just...- Are you seriously talking to me about boarding school?
0:15:59 > 0:16:01No, I'm talking to you about
0:16:01 > 0:16:02uncertainty.
0:16:03 > 0:16:06Do you honestly think that being sent to some rich-kid school
0:16:06 > 0:16:08is the same as being homeless?
0:16:08 > 0:16:12I'm not saying it's the same. I'm saying I understand.
0:16:12 > 0:16:15As if! How could somebody like you ever understand me?
0:16:21 > 0:16:22Where is it?
0:16:22 > 0:16:25I can give you the money. Please, just let me keep the truck.
0:16:25 > 0:16:29- Look, I don't want to get the police involved. I'm sure you don't either. - I was at that shop first.
0:16:29 > 0:16:32All right. OK, fine. Look, we both got a little
0:16:32 > 0:16:34caught up in the moment. But I paid for it,
0:16:34 > 0:16:36- which makes it mine. - I can't give it to you.
0:16:36 > 0:16:38- What?- You don't understand.
0:16:38 > 0:16:40I've broken too many promises.
0:16:40 > 0:16:42Please, let me keep this one.
0:16:42 > 0:16:43Is this some sort of a joke?
0:16:43 > 0:16:44I can't explain.
0:16:47 > 0:16:49Would you just follow me? Please?
0:16:54 > 0:16:56Who do you think you are, telling me how I should feel?
0:16:56 > 0:16:58- I didn't mean to offend you. - What's going on?- It's him.
0:16:58 > 0:17:00- The patronising old...- Shakib!
0:17:00 > 0:17:01I was try to offer advice
0:17:01 > 0:17:03- and it just came out wrong. - Yeah, you can say that again.
0:17:03 > 0:17:06That's enough. You go to your room.
0:17:06 > 0:17:08- It's not my room! - Just go.
0:17:13 > 0:17:14It's my fault...
0:17:14 > 0:17:15There's no excuse.
0:17:15 > 0:17:17I raised my boy to have manners.
0:17:19 > 0:17:21DOOR SLAMS
0:17:29 > 0:17:31I promised her this time it would be different.
0:17:34 > 0:17:38We heard a heartbeat, you see, so I thought that meant this was the one, but it wasn't.
0:17:39 > 0:17:40I don't understand.
0:17:42 > 0:17:44Four miscarriages.
0:17:46 > 0:17:48Four babies we haven't held.
0:17:50 > 0:17:51I'm sorry.
0:17:53 > 0:17:56I promised her, if we just kept trying, then...
0:17:57 > 0:17:59We've both had all the tests.
0:17:59 > 0:18:03They told us nothing was wrong, but if there's nothing wrong, then why do we keep losing babies?
0:18:04 > 0:18:07It must be very painful.
0:18:07 > 0:18:09But I still don't understand why...
0:18:09 > 0:18:11Every due date,
0:18:11 > 0:18:12we throw a birthday party.
0:18:15 > 0:18:16I see.
0:18:18 > 0:18:20The first one wasn't really a birthday party.
0:18:20 > 0:18:21We just...
0:18:22 > 0:18:25..lit a candle and Carla started singing Happy Birthday.
0:18:26 > 0:18:29It's not uncommon to mark the dates.
0:18:29 > 0:18:31Our families think it is.
0:18:32 > 0:18:34They joined us once.
0:18:35 > 0:18:38Just stood there amongst the balloons, not knowing what to say.
0:18:39 > 0:18:41"Better luck next time."
0:18:42 > 0:18:44"At least it wasn't a real baby."
0:18:44 > 0:18:47I'm sure they weren't trying to hurt you.
0:18:48 > 0:18:52People find miscarriage uncomfortable.
0:18:52 > 0:18:54For some reason, it's still seen as a taboo.
0:18:55 > 0:18:57That's when I started buying presents.
0:18:59 > 0:19:03Everyone was going mad for these...
0:19:03 > 0:19:05singing Little Angelica dolls.
0:19:05 > 0:19:08- Do you remember those? - Yeah, my daughter has one.
0:19:10 > 0:19:12I was passing the toy shop, late,
0:19:12 > 0:19:14and I saw a dad
0:19:14 > 0:19:18camped out with his daughter, waiting to be first in line.
0:19:18 > 0:19:22And they had deck chairs, and a flask of hot chocolate
0:19:22 > 0:19:25and I remember thinking, "That's the kind of dad I want to be."
0:19:27 > 0:19:30So I sat with them all night,
0:19:30 > 0:19:33talking about how funny and clever my little girl was.
0:19:36 > 0:19:37You think I'm mad, don't you?
0:19:40 > 0:19:42I think you're in a lot of pain.
0:19:44 > 0:19:46I don't know how to make it better.
0:19:49 > 0:19:52I can hear Carla sobbing into her pillow,
0:19:52 > 0:19:54but I don't know how to make it stop.
0:19:54 > 0:19:55But I thought the best presents?
0:19:57 > 0:19:59At least I could do this.
0:20:02 > 0:20:05You're not really fixing anything, though, are you?
0:20:14 > 0:20:15What are you doing?
0:20:15 > 0:20:17What do you care?
0:20:17 > 0:20:18Stop it!
0:20:18 > 0:20:21- Hear him out, would you? - I'm sorry, but who are you?
0:20:22 > 0:20:23Yes, of course. I'm Daniel.
0:20:23 > 0:20:25Nathan and I just have only just met,
0:20:25 > 0:20:29but he's been telling me some of what you guys have been going through.
0:20:29 > 0:20:31What WE'VE both been going through?
0:20:31 > 0:20:32From what I see,
0:20:32 > 0:20:35all Nathan is going through is an inability to take life seriously.
0:20:35 > 0:20:37- That isn't fair.- Isn't it?
0:20:37 > 0:20:39I needed you today.
0:20:39 > 0:20:41And where were you?
0:20:41 > 0:20:42Chasing around after a toy.
0:20:42 > 0:20:44I wanted today to be perfect.
0:20:44 > 0:20:46Everything is a joke to you.
0:20:46 > 0:20:48What sort of a father would you have been, anyway?
0:20:48 > 0:20:52You're just a child yourself. A stupid, selfish child.
0:20:54 > 0:20:56You've never even cried for them.
0:20:57 > 0:20:59Of course I have.
0:21:01 > 0:21:03I was trying to be strong for you. I thought if I bought the best toys,
0:21:03 > 0:21:06then you'd see how much they meant to me.
0:21:07 > 0:21:09Why couldn't you just tell me that?
0:21:09 > 0:21:11You know, you're right. I would be a rubbish dad.
0:21:11 > 0:21:13But it wouldn't matter
0:21:13 > 0:21:15because our kids would have the best mum in the world.
0:21:15 > 0:21:17Don't.
0:21:18 > 0:21:21I'm sorry I can't give you what want.
0:21:21 > 0:21:22It's not your fault.
0:21:24 > 0:21:25I'm sorry.
0:21:27 > 0:21:28You'd be brilliant.
0:21:28 > 0:21:31Childish and silly but never selfish.
0:21:33 > 0:21:36You'd build dens from pillows
0:21:36 > 0:21:38and make the best fancy dress costumes.
0:21:40 > 0:21:43And our kids wouldn't need expensive gifts.
0:21:43 > 0:21:44They'd have you.
0:21:47 > 0:21:48Thank you.
0:21:49 > 0:21:51Come on, let's get this down.
0:21:51 > 0:21:54- I thought you wanted... - Not because I'm angry.
0:21:54 > 0:21:55Because it's time.
0:21:57 > 0:22:00We don't need anniversaries or parties to remember.
0:22:02 > 0:22:05What we've lost is with us every day
0:22:05 > 0:22:06and always will be.
0:22:08 > 0:22:10Wait.
0:22:11 > 0:22:12The toy.
0:22:13 > 0:22:16It should go to a child who can play with it.
0:22:20 > 0:22:21I hope your lad enjoys it.
0:22:23 > 0:22:24Thank you.
0:22:27 > 0:22:29DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES
0:22:29 > 0:22:31MUSIC: E=MC2 by Big Audio Dynamite
0:22:31 > 0:22:32Al.
0:22:34 > 0:22:37- Al, would you take your glasses off? - Oop, sorry.
0:22:40 > 0:22:42Oh, come on, would you take this seriously?
0:22:42 > 0:22:44You're supposed to be Albert Einstein.
0:22:44 > 0:22:45Right. Sorry. Sorry.
0:22:48 > 0:22:50Just, erm,
0:22:50 > 0:22:52think of something scientific, like the atomic bomb or something.
0:22:52 > 0:22:54Yeah, you're right.
0:22:54 > 0:22:56The theory of relativity.
0:22:56 > 0:23:00Atomic equations. E equals MC squared.
0:23:07 > 0:23:11- This is my first one since lunchtime, honestly. - I'm not here to nag.
0:23:11 > 0:23:14I've just come to see how you're doing?
0:23:14 > 0:23:15Yeah, I'm all right. Cheers.
0:23:18 > 0:23:20Cheers for that, before.
0:23:21 > 0:23:24And I've got an idea that I think might help.
0:23:26 > 0:23:27There's no need. Honestly, I'm fine.
0:23:27 > 0:23:29Just hear me out.
0:23:29 > 0:23:31You know my mate Chelsea?
0:23:31 > 0:23:32Match-maker extraordinaire?
0:23:32 > 0:23:35Well, it took some doing,
0:23:35 > 0:23:38but tomorrow night you and me are going on a double blind date!
0:23:39 > 0:23:41I can't. I don't have the time.
0:23:41 > 0:23:44Come on, Sid. It'll be good for you. It'll help you relax.
0:23:44 > 0:23:47Ah, yes. Relaxation is very good for wellbeing.
0:23:47 > 0:23:50See, you tell him, Einstein. Even doctors need a night off.
0:23:50 > 0:23:52What is it you discuss?
0:23:52 > 0:23:54Me and Sid are going on a double blind date tomorrow night.
0:23:54 > 0:23:56No, no. I haven't agreed yet.
0:23:56 > 0:23:58Romance is a mysterious
0:23:58 > 0:24:01and unpredictable journey into the unknown.
0:24:01 > 0:24:04I, myself, recently had an encounter with a black hole.
0:24:04 > 0:24:07- THEY LAUGH - Have I told you about Rob's cousin?
0:24:07 > 0:24:08What about Mo?
0:24:09 > 0:24:11Karen Hollins,
0:24:11 > 0:24:13did you know about that Lonnie dude?
0:24:13 > 0:24:16Karen, you could have saved me so much aggro?
0:24:18 > 0:24:19Oh, come on, Sid, it's all arranged.
0:24:19 > 0:24:22If you don't turn up I'll look like a right numpty.
0:24:23 > 0:24:25It's one precious night off.
0:24:27 > 0:24:28Come on.
0:24:28 > 0:24:29For me?
0:24:32 > 0:24:34- You shouldn't have gone to so much trouble.- It's nothing.
0:24:34 > 0:24:36Well, it looks lovely.
0:24:36 > 0:24:38A woman of many talents.
0:24:38 > 0:24:40Shame she can't find us somewhere to live.
0:24:40 > 0:24:41Shak!
0:24:41 > 0:24:44- He's right though.- You're welcome to stay as long as you need.
0:24:44 > 0:24:46I think we've stayed long enough.
0:24:46 > 0:24:48Yeah, too long.
0:24:50 > 0:24:53Shak, isn't there something you need to say to Heston?
0:24:55 > 0:24:58- Thank you for having us. - My pleasure.
0:25:00 > 0:25:04And I'm sorry for disrespecting you earlier.
0:25:04 > 0:25:06Not a problem, honestly.
0:25:06 > 0:25:08Come on, tuck in.
0:25:12 > 0:25:14SHOP BELL RINGS
0:25:18 > 0:25:20I'd like to return this, please.
0:25:20 > 0:25:22I can't be held responsible for manufacturing faults.
0:25:22 > 0:25:24- Oh, there's nothing wrong with it. - That's a matter of taste.
0:25:24 > 0:25:28No, I just wanted to exchange it for one of those planes.
0:25:28 > 0:25:31That's half the price! I won't be making up the difference.
0:25:31 > 0:25:32I'm not interested in the money.
0:25:32 > 0:25:34I'm interested in the right toy.
0:25:34 > 0:25:37I should have listened to the expert in the first place.
0:25:38 > 0:25:41I was always desperate for one of those planes when I was a kid.
0:25:41 > 0:25:44So, I thought I'd make one with my son, over Christmas.
0:25:53 > 0:25:55Is it all right to sit down?
0:25:55 > 0:25:57You don't need to ask.
0:26:04 > 0:26:05You've been really kind.
0:26:08 > 0:26:11- You shouldn't have to put up with Shak's attitude.- It's fine.
0:26:13 > 0:26:15This isn't how it's supposed to be.
0:26:16 > 0:26:17I'm their mum.
0:26:19 > 0:26:20I'm supposed to protect them.
0:26:22 > 0:26:25I can't even keep a roof over their heads.
0:26:25 > 0:26:27SHE CRIES
0:26:31 > 0:26:32I'm sorry.
0:26:35 > 0:26:37- You probably want to be on your own. - Please.
0:26:37 > 0:26:38Please don't go.
0:26:56 > 0:26:58We need to stay a few more days.
0:26:58 > 0:27:00Of course. You don't need to ask.
0:27:00 > 0:27:04- Stop it. He doesn't need two stroppy women fight...- Stroppy?
0:27:04 > 0:27:05Are you OK?
0:27:05 > 0:27:06My car!
0:27:06 > 0:27:09I think you've broken a headlight.
0:27:09 > 0:27:10- We're film buddies. - Sad!
0:27:10 > 0:27:12So, what are your top five?
0:27:12 > 0:27:14Which is yours?
0:27:14 > 0:27:15Once Upon A Time In America, director's cut.
0:27:15 > 0:27:17- I love that!- Really?
0:27:17 > 0:27:19Yeah, 100%. I've always been a Disney girl.