0:00:25 > 0:00:28OFFICE DOOR RATTLES OPEN
0:00:28 > 0:00:31Miss Pitman! I was not expecting you in this morning.
0:00:31 > 0:00:32Really? Why?
0:00:32 > 0:00:35Well, you must be very tired.
0:00:35 > 0:00:38I understand that chemotherapy can be very exhausting.
0:00:38 > 0:00:40I was a bit tired yesterday.
0:00:40 > 0:00:43Well, we can manage without you if you need to go home to recover.
0:00:43 > 0:00:45But...
0:00:45 > 0:00:47I don't want you to manage without me.
0:00:47 > 0:00:50Oh, no. No, that is not what I meant.
0:00:50 > 0:00:53I suppose. I mean, it's not as if I'll be here for much longer.
0:00:53 > 0:00:57Oh, no. No. You must not say that kind of thing!
0:00:57 > 0:00:58This is my last week.
0:00:59 > 0:01:00My contract finishes on Friday.
0:01:01 > 0:01:03Ye... Yes.
0:01:03 > 0:01:04VALERIE SIGHS
0:01:04 > 0:01:06Oh! I love this job.
0:01:08 > 0:01:12I suppose I will just have to enjoy the last few days as best I can.
0:01:20 > 0:01:23So, I was chatting to Sarah last night, and...
0:01:25 > 0:01:27This is daft, right, but you know what she's like.
0:01:27 > 0:01:29- She loves a gossip.- Yeah!
0:01:29 > 0:01:33She said that Kirstie is in the same class as someone's whose mum
0:01:33 > 0:01:35- works in your office.- Gillian.
0:01:35 > 0:01:39- Yes! And Gillian's daughter told Kirstie...- I quit.
0:01:39 > 0:01:42That's what she said!
0:01:42 > 0:01:46Are you ill? You don't look too good, if I'm honest.
0:01:46 > 0:01:47- Are you OK?- Look...
0:01:49 > 0:01:50You can't tell anyone.
0:01:53 > 0:01:55- No way!- No!
0:01:58 > 0:01:59(I won the lottery.)
0:02:01 > 0:02:02What do you mean?
0:02:02 > 0:02:04I mean, I won the lottery.
0:02:04 > 0:02:06The National Lottery.
0:02:06 > 0:02:07Saturday night.
0:02:07 > 0:02:10Five numbers and the Bonus Ball.
0:02:10 > 0:02:12How much?
0:02:12 > 0:02:15£268,000!
0:02:16 > 0:02:17SHE GASPS
0:02:17 > 0:02:18THEY GIGGLE
0:02:18 > 0:02:20Oh, my...!
0:02:20 > 0:02:21What did Neil say?!
0:02:23 > 0:02:24Ella?
0:02:24 > 0:02:26He doesn't know.
0:02:26 > 0:02:27What?!
0:02:27 > 0:02:29I haven't told him.
0:02:29 > 0:02:31I haven't told anyone.
0:02:35 > 0:02:36KNOCK ON DOOR
0:02:39 > 0:02:42Come in, Mrs Tembe.
0:02:42 > 0:02:44Ah, Mr Harker.
0:02:44 > 0:02:47I wonder if I can have a few moments of your precious time?
0:02:49 > 0:02:50Always.
0:02:50 > 0:02:52It is with regard to Miss Pitman.
0:02:53 > 0:02:56- Yes? - I know it is not my place to say,
0:02:56 > 0:02:59but her contract ends this week,
0:02:59 > 0:03:01and I cannot help thinking that...
0:03:01 > 0:03:04Well, we are letting her down in her hour of need.
0:03:07 > 0:03:08Anything else?
0:03:10 > 0:03:13We... Well, no. No. That is it.
0:03:13 > 0:03:15OK. Thank you.
0:03:24 > 0:03:26But why not? I don't understand!
0:03:26 > 0:03:28It's MY money.
0:03:28 > 0:03:30(This is my chance!)
0:03:30 > 0:03:33- What about Neil? - What about him?!
0:03:33 > 0:03:34ELLA SIGHS
0:03:34 > 0:03:37Pennie, for the first time in my life
0:03:37 > 0:03:40I can afford to do whatever I want.
0:03:41 > 0:03:42I can quit my job.
0:03:44 > 0:03:46And I can leave him.
0:03:47 > 0:03:48No, you can't.
0:03:48 > 0:03:51Abby and Jess have left home, the mortgage is almost paid off.
0:03:51 > 0:03:54What, with the nights he works, I hardly see him anyway.
0:03:56 > 0:03:57I just thought...
0:03:57 > 0:04:00I wanted us to grow old together.
0:04:00 > 0:04:02But that's all it is, growing old.
0:04:02 > 0:04:05It's not what I thought it would be.
0:04:05 > 0:04:07But you've been together since...
0:04:08 > 0:04:10- You've always been together!- I know!
0:04:11 > 0:04:14He's just a...tired old man.
0:04:14 > 0:04:15PENNIE SCOFFS AND LAUGHS
0:04:15 > 0:04:18What are you talking about? He's not even 50!
0:04:18 > 0:04:21There's no spark. There is nothing.
0:04:21 > 0:04:22There's nothing left.
0:04:24 > 0:04:26- Why are you doing this? - Because I can!
0:04:28 > 0:04:29Can't I?
0:04:31 > 0:04:33Oh, I'm sorry!
0:04:33 > 0:04:35It's all right.
0:04:35 > 0:04:37You're shaking!
0:04:39 > 0:04:40I don't feel too good, actually.
0:04:42 > 0:04:43I feel a bit dizzy.
0:04:47 > 0:04:49TELEPHONE RINGS IN DISTANCE
0:04:49 > 0:04:50OFFICE CHATTER
0:04:59 > 0:05:03Do you need a short break? I could cover for you.
0:05:03 > 0:05:05What am I going to do?
0:05:05 > 0:05:06Next week?
0:05:08 > 0:05:11There are lots of things that you can do.
0:05:11 > 0:05:13It'll just be me, at home, all by myself.
0:05:13 > 0:05:16Just me and all my hospital appointments.
0:05:17 > 0:05:21You know, if I had all this spare time...
0:05:21 > 0:05:24Ah, there are many things that I would chose to do.
0:05:24 > 0:05:26Like a bucket list?
0:05:26 > 0:05:28Yes! Yes, a bucket list.
0:05:28 > 0:05:32For example, I have always wanted to go to the Holy Land.
0:05:34 > 0:05:35Oh...
0:05:36 > 0:05:37No, I don't think so.
0:05:37 > 0:05:41- Well, no, not for you. - No, definitely not for me.- No.
0:05:41 > 0:05:42Hm!
0:05:46 > 0:05:49This is silly. I don't need a doctor. I'm fine.
0:05:49 > 0:05:51Better safe than sorry.
0:05:51 > 0:05:52RECEPTION PHONE RINGS
0:05:52 > 0:05:55It was just a dizzy spell, that's all.
0:05:55 > 0:05:57Your head needs looking at, if nothing else!
0:05:58 > 0:06:00Are you really leaving him?
0:06:00 > 0:06:02I don't know.
0:06:03 > 0:06:04Erm... Mrs Ward?
0:06:07 > 0:06:08(Hi.)
0:06:10 > 0:06:13Er... Hello, I'm Dr Vere.
0:06:14 > 0:06:16She's Mrs Ward.
0:06:18 > 0:06:21Lovely. Do you want to come on through?
0:06:21 > 0:06:23ELLA LAUGHS UNDER HER BREATH
0:06:26 > 0:06:27ELLA GIGGLES
0:06:27 > 0:06:29Erm, please.
0:06:30 > 0:06:31ELLA CHUCKLES QUIETLY
0:06:33 > 0:06:34DOOR CLOSES
0:06:34 > 0:06:36Phwoar!
0:06:40 > 0:06:41Oh. Sorry.
0:06:42 > 0:06:43HE MUTTERS
0:06:52 > 0:06:54Hey, Valerie. How are you doing?
0:06:54 > 0:06:57- Well.- Excellent. Can I make you a cuppa?
0:06:57 > 0:06:59Actually, I am feeling very well,
0:06:59 > 0:07:01despite, you know, the cancer and the chemo.
0:07:01 > 0:07:03- Well, that's good. - And losing my job.
0:07:03 > 0:07:05- Oh, yeah.- Yeah.
0:07:05 > 0:07:07I'm trying to stay positive, though.
0:07:07 > 0:07:09In actual fact, I'm putting together a bucket list.
0:07:09 > 0:07:10- Oh, excellent!- Mm.
0:07:10 > 0:07:12All the things I want to do before I die.
0:07:12 > 0:07:15All right, that's a bit morbid.
0:07:15 > 0:07:16What's on the list, Val?
0:07:16 > 0:07:20Well, it's a constantly evolving thing, but at the moment,
0:07:20 > 0:07:23I want to plan my own funeral. I want the music to be just right.
0:07:23 > 0:07:26I don't think that funeral arranging is on most people's
0:07:26 > 0:07:28- bucket lists, is it? - Confession.
0:07:28 > 0:07:30I mean, I'm not Catholic or anything,
0:07:30 > 0:07:33but I've always thought confession would be quite interesting,
0:07:33 > 0:07:34not to mention important.
0:07:34 > 0:07:36And I want to do a Fun Run.
0:07:36 > 0:07:38Yeah, now, that's more like it.
0:07:38 > 0:07:39In aid of a cancer charity.
0:07:47 > 0:07:49- Mrs Ward...- I'm fine, really, it was just...
0:07:49 > 0:07:52She said I need to see a doctor.
0:07:52 > 0:07:53You were all over the place!
0:07:53 > 0:07:55I'm perfectly well. In fact, I'm great.
0:07:55 > 0:07:57(Let's go!)
0:07:57 > 0:08:00Well... We're always here if you need to talk or...
0:08:02 > 0:08:03Everything all right?
0:08:03 > 0:08:05Not really.
0:08:06 > 0:08:09She just kept staring at me and then she ran off.
0:08:09 > 0:08:10It's your boyish good looks.
0:08:10 > 0:08:12And then you open your mouth!
0:08:12 > 0:08:13Very funny(!)
0:08:18 > 0:08:19Ella! Wait!
0:08:19 > 0:08:23There's nothing wrong with me. I'm just tense.
0:08:23 > 0:08:24Big decisions.
0:08:24 > 0:08:26I'm not doing this on a whim.
0:08:26 > 0:08:30All week I've been going over things, thinking through my options.
0:08:30 > 0:08:34Leaving Neil? That's one of your "options"?
0:08:34 > 0:08:36Are you going to tell him about the money?
0:08:36 > 0:08:38Did you see him? That doctor?
0:08:38 > 0:08:39Yes, I saw him.
0:08:39 > 0:08:41And?
0:08:41 > 0:08:42OK, it's weird.
0:08:42 > 0:08:45It's uncanny! Why today?
0:08:45 > 0:08:47Why do I meet him today?
0:08:47 > 0:08:49It's called a coincidence.
0:08:49 > 0:08:52What are you going to do, run off with Dr What's-his-face?
0:08:52 > 0:08:54Dr Vere. Why not?
0:08:54 > 0:08:57You're twice his age! You're married!
0:08:57 > 0:08:59We could take the money, run off together!
0:08:59 > 0:09:01It'll be like old times!
0:09:01 > 0:09:03You're married! You've got a joint bank account.
0:09:03 > 0:09:06Anything you win, half of the money belongs to Neil!
0:09:06 > 0:09:07Not if he doesn't know about it.
0:09:09 > 0:09:11You can't.
0:09:11 > 0:09:12I won't let you.
0:09:12 > 0:09:15It's not your decision.
0:09:15 > 0:09:17It's not yours either.
0:09:25 > 0:09:27So...
0:09:27 > 0:09:29You didn't come into work yesterday.
0:09:29 > 0:09:31I'm sorry.
0:09:31 > 0:09:32- You're sorry?- I'm really sorry.
0:09:32 > 0:09:36Valerie, if you feel sick, or tired, or unwell in any way,
0:09:36 > 0:09:38- you need to stay at home. - I know, but I...
0:09:38 > 0:09:40No "buts".
0:09:43 > 0:09:45The problem is...
0:09:45 > 0:09:48- With your situation... - I understand.
0:09:48 > 0:09:51The front desk is our window to the world. We need continuity.
0:09:51 > 0:09:53We can't survive on a series of temps
0:09:53 > 0:09:55- if you can't manage regular attendance.- No.
0:09:55 > 0:09:57We've talked about it...
0:09:58 > 0:10:01..but I'm really sorry, we can't keep you on in reception.
0:10:03 > 0:10:04No, I know you can't.
0:10:09 > 0:10:11MRS TEMBE GASPS
0:10:14 > 0:10:15Mrs Tembe...
0:10:15 > 0:10:18- Oh, my dear! - He's...he's...
0:10:18 > 0:10:22He is going to hear some choice words from me, I can tell you!
0:10:22 > 0:10:23No! No, no, no!
0:10:23 > 0:10:25He's saved me.
0:10:26 > 0:10:29I'm going to be his Administrative Assistant.
0:10:29 > 0:10:32- You are? - I am. I really am.
0:10:33 > 0:10:35Well...
0:10:35 > 0:10:38Well, that is a good thing that he has done.
0:10:38 > 0:10:39It's lovely.
0:10:51 > 0:10:53Oh, hello...again.
0:10:53 > 0:10:57- I'd like to see Dr Vere, please. - I'm not sure he's available.
0:10:57 > 0:10:59I would like to see him.
0:10:59 > 0:11:02Um, are you sure that's a good idea?
0:11:02 > 0:11:05He said I could see him again. Any time.
0:11:05 > 0:11:07I think he meant in a few days, or maybe a week or so,
0:11:07 > 0:11:10not...later the same day.
0:11:10 > 0:11:12- He said we could talk. - Yes, he did.
0:11:14 > 0:11:16He's very kind and considerate.
0:11:16 > 0:11:18He's also very young.
0:11:18 > 0:11:21Are you going to let me see him?
0:11:21 > 0:11:25I am going to see if he's available.
0:11:47 > 0:11:49Please be careful. I've seen the way she looks at you.
0:11:49 > 0:11:54- OK.- So...do you want me to stay? - No. I'll be fine.
0:11:55 > 0:11:59Oh. Um...apparently Dr Vere is available after all.
0:12:04 > 0:12:05Mrs Ward.
0:12:09 > 0:12:13- Afternoon!- Afternoon.
0:12:13 > 0:12:17You were talking about your Bucket List and all that.
0:12:17 > 0:12:20You know your condition is far from hopeless -
0:12:20 > 0:12:22you really don't need to be making plans for...
0:12:22 > 0:12:25Well, plans for the end.
0:12:26 > 0:12:29- I'm not going anywhere! - Exactly.- In fact...
0:12:31 > 0:12:32No more Bucket List.
0:12:32 > 0:12:34I'm not going to have time anyway -
0:12:34 > 0:12:38I'm going to be Anthony's Administrative Assistant!
0:12:38 > 0:12:41Oh, wow! Congratulations, that's fantastic news!
0:12:43 > 0:12:45Although, actually...
0:12:45 > 0:12:47It's quite good to have some goals and things to plan,
0:12:47 > 0:12:49even if you're not going to die...
0:12:49 > 0:12:53Yeah, it is! But not this. Not these plans.
0:12:53 > 0:12:55No, you're right.
0:12:55 > 0:12:58- They were a bit miserable, weren't they?- Yeah.
0:12:58 > 0:13:01It should be something like... Let me think...
0:13:02 > 0:13:04Polar bear safari?
0:13:04 > 0:13:06- Sounds a bit cold.- Yeah.
0:13:07 > 0:13:10Tell you what - you could tour the Large Hadron Collider at CERN.
0:13:10 > 0:13:13- I know someone who could... - No, I don't think so.
0:13:14 > 0:13:17I've got it - Letherbridge German Beer Festival!
0:13:17 > 0:13:19It is fantastic.
0:13:19 > 0:13:22There's beer, there's sausages. They have an oompah band.
0:13:22 > 0:13:23What is not to love?!
0:13:25 > 0:13:29I'm not ill. I just wanted to see you again.
0:13:31 > 0:13:33- Mrs Ward... - I just want to look at you.
0:13:36 > 0:13:41Um...you do know that this is completely inappropriate?
0:13:41 > 0:13:42Of course.
0:13:44 > 0:13:46You look just like him.
0:13:49 > 0:13:52Please, Mrs Ward...
0:13:52 > 0:13:54You are the spitting image of my husband.
0:13:54 > 0:13:58It's like I've gone back 20, 25 years.
0:13:58 > 0:14:00And here you are.
0:14:00 > 0:14:01My Neil.
0:14:14 > 0:14:19Karen, our receptionist, she did think your interest in me
0:14:19 > 0:14:21wasn't entirely medical.
0:14:21 > 0:14:24You should be so lucky!
0:14:24 > 0:14:27Well, what is it then?
0:14:33 > 0:14:34Ella?
0:14:38 > 0:14:39Pennie! What the...?!
0:14:40 > 0:14:42What's happened? What's happened to Ella?
0:14:42 > 0:14:44I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Neil.
0:14:44 > 0:14:47- Is she all right? - Yeah.
0:14:49 > 0:14:51So, what are you doing?
0:14:51 > 0:14:55- Pennie, look, you can't be here. - It was a mistake. I'm sorry.
0:14:55 > 0:14:58It's not a mistake, Pennie - it's wrong!
0:14:58 > 0:15:01Look, nothing's going to happen here. You know that.
0:15:01 > 0:15:03You've always known that, right?
0:15:03 > 0:15:06Go. Just go.
0:15:06 > 0:15:07She's leaving you.
0:15:08 > 0:15:13She won a quarter of a million pounds on the lottery.
0:15:13 > 0:15:15And she wasn't going to tell you.
0:15:16 > 0:15:18That's not right, Neil.
0:15:18 > 0:15:20Half of that money's yours. She's taking your money.
0:15:20 > 0:15:23You need to know. And that's why I'm here, Neil,
0:15:23 > 0:15:25you don't deserve to be treated like that.
0:15:26 > 0:15:28- You're lying.- I'm not!
0:15:28 > 0:15:33She's... There's a man... A doctor...
0:15:34 > 0:15:38She doesn't love you, Neil! She doesn't love you.
0:15:40 > 0:15:42We were younger than you when we met.
0:15:42 > 0:15:48I was still at school. You were so...energetic.
0:15:48 > 0:15:50Sorry!
0:15:51 > 0:15:55HE was so energetic! Full of life.
0:15:55 > 0:15:59Always laughing, making me laugh.
0:15:59 > 0:16:01There was never anyone else.
0:16:04 > 0:16:05What happened?
0:16:05 > 0:16:07I don't know. We were just kids.
0:16:08 > 0:16:11Then we sort of slipped from being kids to having kids.
0:16:13 > 0:16:16And they grew up. And we got older.
0:16:16 > 0:16:20- You're not old!- Old-ER!- Sorry!
0:16:20 > 0:16:22And he starts working nights.
0:16:22 > 0:16:26And the kids leave home. And...it's all gone.
0:16:27 > 0:16:30Everything we've had, just gone.
0:16:32 > 0:16:37- People change... - Is that it? Is that your best shot?
0:16:43 > 0:16:45Do you still love him?
0:16:45 > 0:16:48And does he still love you?
0:16:48 > 0:16:49I don't know.
0:16:49 > 0:16:52That's all that really matters, isn't it?
0:16:54 > 0:16:56Don't look at me!
0:16:56 > 0:16:59There might be some passing resemblance,
0:16:59 > 0:17:03but he's the one you need to go and talk to.
0:17:03 > 0:17:06I think it might be a bit late for that.
0:17:06 > 0:17:08Worth a try though, surely?
0:17:13 > 0:17:15I hope you do not mind,
0:17:15 > 0:17:18but I have been giving some thought to your Bucket List.
0:17:18 > 0:17:20- Oh, me too!- And? - Nothing!
0:17:20 > 0:17:22My mind just goes completely blank.
0:17:22 > 0:17:26Well, in that case, I may have a list of possibilities.
0:17:26 > 0:17:30- How exciting! - In no particular order.
0:17:30 > 0:17:33Join a choir. Adopt a stray dog.
0:17:33 > 0:17:37Volunteer at a food bank. You would be very welcome.
0:17:37 > 0:17:41Bake a cake, maybe for a friend. Plant a tree.
0:17:41 > 0:17:44Learn to play the organ, it is a beautiful instrument.
0:17:44 > 0:17:48De-clutter your home. Sew an article of clothing.
0:17:48 > 0:17:51Plant a vegetable garden.
0:17:51 > 0:17:52Research your family history...
0:17:52 > 0:17:54That's a very long list.
0:17:54 > 0:17:56Oh, that is just my A-list,
0:17:56 > 0:18:01I have a B-list, but it is probably not suitable for you.
0:18:01 > 0:18:04I'm not suggesting that you do them all.
0:18:04 > 0:18:06One or two might be a possibility.
0:18:06 > 0:18:09You are so right, Mrs Tembe. Thank you.
0:18:14 > 0:18:16Make sure you fill in all four pages. And then...
0:18:16 > 0:18:18I'm looking for my wife. Ella Ward.
0:18:18 > 0:18:21She was here earlier, she saw one of your GPs.
0:18:21 > 0:18:22Do you mind just waiting your turn?
0:18:22 > 0:18:25She's not answering her phone. I need to find her!
0:18:25 > 0:18:27Have you seen her?
0:18:29 > 0:18:31- What?- You look, erm...
0:18:31 > 0:18:35He's not going to be able to discuss any of her details.
0:18:35 > 0:18:37I need to see him.
0:18:37 > 0:18:39Would you like to take those and sit down?
0:18:39 > 0:18:42And you take a seat, and I'll see... Oh, hello!
0:18:42 > 0:18:44SHE CLEARS THROAT
0:18:45 > 0:18:48You must be...Mr Ward.
0:18:48 > 0:18:50It's uncanny, isn't it?
0:18:50 > 0:18:54- You look like a picture of my dad. - He looks like you!
0:19:03 > 0:19:06Pennie?
0:19:06 > 0:19:10Here she is! What are you doing? Is Neil awake?
0:19:10 > 0:19:12Awake and gone!
0:19:12 > 0:19:14And you...?
0:19:14 > 0:19:17I thought I'd have a drink. You can afford it.
0:19:17 > 0:19:19Why are you here?
0:19:19 > 0:19:22I was waiting for you. I wanted to say I'm sorry.
0:19:22 > 0:19:24I shouldn't have run off like that.
0:19:24 > 0:19:27And I shouldn't have said that stuff. It's your life,
0:19:27 > 0:19:30you can do what you want with it.
0:19:30 > 0:19:32I know what I want to do with it.
0:19:32 > 0:19:36Well, good for you! I'm sure Neil will get over it.
0:19:36 > 0:19:39- In fact...- I'm going to tell him.
0:19:39 > 0:19:41About the money.
0:19:41 > 0:19:44About time. And the rest?
0:19:44 > 0:19:49- No. That was just a stupid idea. - You're not leaving him?
0:19:53 > 0:19:58Now, you see, the problem with that is...
0:20:00 > 0:20:02..he already knows it all.
0:20:02 > 0:20:06The money. The running away.
0:20:06 > 0:20:07I told him everything.
0:20:09 > 0:20:11And you know what?
0:20:13 > 0:20:15All he cared about was the money.
0:20:15 > 0:20:17You're lying!
0:20:17 > 0:20:20And I told him about your lovely young doctor, too.
0:20:20 > 0:20:22Where is he?
0:20:22 > 0:20:25He's out looking for you. God knows why.
0:20:25 > 0:20:27- Because he loves me! - That's what he's going to say.
0:20:27 > 0:20:30He's going to say how much he loves you,
0:20:30 > 0:20:33but it is all about the cash.
0:20:34 > 0:20:35He doesn't love you.
0:20:36 > 0:20:38He never has. Not really.
0:20:44 > 0:20:47Oh, Valerie. I had another idea!
0:20:47 > 0:20:50- No. - You haven't heard what it is yet!
0:20:50 > 0:20:54No! Mrs Tembe has also given me an extensive list of her suggestions.
0:20:54 > 0:20:57The Maldives. I've always wanted to go to the Maldives.
0:20:57 > 0:20:59Actually, can I just say something?
0:20:59 > 0:21:02I looked up that Hadron Collider thing on Google.
0:21:02 > 0:21:05Why would I want to go all the way to Switzerland
0:21:05 > 0:21:07to go underground to look at a big machine?
0:21:07 > 0:21:10Mrs Tembe's list, it's full of lots of lovely things,
0:21:10 > 0:21:12and I think she should do all of them, but not me.
0:21:12 > 0:21:15You probably won't want to go to the Maldives, either then?
0:21:15 > 0:21:16I don't want to go on holiday.
0:21:16 > 0:21:20What would I do on a beach all day by myself? I'd go mad!
0:21:20 > 0:21:23- Are you doing a Bucket List? - I don't think I will actually.
0:21:23 > 0:21:27Anyway, I'm not going to have time, I'll be administrating.
0:21:27 > 0:21:29No, you should go for it.
0:21:29 > 0:21:31You know the secret of a really good Bucket List?
0:21:31 > 0:21:34Be completely selfish. It's about you.
0:21:34 > 0:21:36It's about you doing the things that make you happy,
0:21:36 > 0:21:38the stuff you've always wanted to do.
0:21:38 > 0:21:40And nothing else.
0:21:40 > 0:21:42You've got no-one to please except yourself.
0:21:52 > 0:21:57I'm ever so sorry, erm... And... I'll just be outside.
0:22:00 > 0:22:03Can I get anyone a cup of tea? Neil, another one?
0:22:03 > 0:22:07- No, thanks.- Mrs Ward? Tea?
0:22:07 > 0:22:09- Coffee?- Why are you here?
0:22:09 > 0:22:11Looking for you.
0:22:11 > 0:22:14- Pennie's told you about the money? - The money?
0:22:14 > 0:22:16I don't care about the money.
0:22:16 > 0:22:20Doctor Vere is a GP. I only met him today.
0:22:20 > 0:22:24He's a kind man, but he means nothing to me.
0:22:25 > 0:22:28What?! She was going to leave you!
0:22:28 > 0:22:31- Neil... - That is what you said, wasn't it?
0:22:31 > 0:22:33"I can leave him now. I can do anything."
0:22:33 > 0:22:35That is what you said. Or are you going to deny it?
0:22:35 > 0:22:37- It doesn't matter. - Yes, it does!
0:22:37 > 0:22:41She gets a little bit of luck, and her first thought is to leave you!
0:22:41 > 0:22:43And you don't think that matters?!
0:22:43 > 0:22:45- I'm sorry! - Oh, that's all right then(!)
0:22:48 > 0:22:51She called you an old man.
0:22:52 > 0:22:56Said she could not bear the thought of growing old with you.
0:22:56 > 0:22:59She wasn't even going to tell you about the money,
0:22:59 > 0:23:02said she was free now and she could do what she wanted without you.
0:23:05 > 0:23:07Go on, Ella. Take your money.
0:23:07 > 0:23:10Take your money and let him go.
0:23:10 > 0:23:13He is better off without you.
0:23:13 > 0:23:15You don't deserve him.
0:23:16 > 0:23:19You have never deserved him!
0:23:27 > 0:23:31You don't need her money. You don't need her.
0:23:41 > 0:23:45- It's all go around here, isn't it! - Do you think I should...?
0:23:45 > 0:23:48- Yeah.- OK.
0:23:53 > 0:23:55Ella!
0:23:55 > 0:23:57You don't have to go.
0:23:58 > 0:23:59Unless you want to.
0:23:59 > 0:24:01I don't know what I want.
0:24:01 > 0:24:03I do!
0:24:03 > 0:24:04Neil?
0:24:04 > 0:24:07I know what I want. I've always known.
0:24:09 > 0:24:11Is everything OK?
0:24:11 > 0:24:12Neil?
0:24:12 > 0:24:14Is that what you want?
0:24:14 > 0:24:16Never. Always you.
0:24:16 > 0:24:20Everything she said. It's true.
0:24:21 > 0:24:22I know.
0:24:22 > 0:24:25It doesn't matter. Not to me.
0:24:25 > 0:24:28- Neil... - What do YOU want?
0:24:34 > 0:24:38That's an unfair comparison! He's got 25 years on me.
0:24:39 > 0:24:41I don't blame you.
0:24:41 > 0:24:43I'm not the man I used to be.
0:24:43 > 0:24:49I was probably never the man he is, he's got my looks, and a brain!
0:24:50 > 0:24:55If you want someone new, something different, maybe you deserve it.
0:24:55 > 0:24:57I don't deserve anything.
0:24:59 > 0:25:02I've watched us, the last few years, drifting apart.
0:25:02 > 0:25:04I didn't know what to do.
0:25:04 > 0:25:07Every step I took towards you, you seemed to get further away.
0:25:07 > 0:25:11If I'd won the lottery, I might have been tempted to run.
0:25:12 > 0:25:14- You won the lottery? - A quarter of a million.
0:25:14 > 0:25:17Wow! That's amazing!
0:25:17 > 0:25:19I've lost everything!
0:25:19 > 0:25:22No, you haven't. Not yet.
0:25:22 > 0:25:24Look, I would just like to point out
0:25:24 > 0:25:27that it's going to be a lot easier making things work between you two
0:25:27 > 0:25:29with a quarter of a million in the bank.
0:25:29 > 0:25:31You're not going to have to work nights any more, are you?
0:25:31 > 0:25:33Like I said, he's the one with the brains.
0:25:41 > 0:25:43Do you love me?
0:25:43 > 0:25:44Always.
0:25:50 > 0:25:53SHE SOBS
0:26:00 > 0:26:02- Have a good evening. - You too.
0:26:04 > 0:26:05I have a list!
0:26:08 > 0:26:11It's my list. My "selfish" list - me, me, me!
0:26:11 > 0:26:14- As it should be! - Come on, then.- Are you ready?
0:26:15 > 0:26:18"My Bucket List...
0:26:18 > 0:26:20by Valerie Pittman.
0:26:20 > 0:26:23"Three things that I would really like to do.
0:26:23 > 0:26:26"Number One - be a magician's assistant for a day."
0:26:26 > 0:26:28Nice!
0:26:28 > 0:26:30"Number Two - get a tattoo.
0:26:30 > 0:26:32"On my bottom!"
0:26:32 > 0:26:34Awesome!
0:26:34 > 0:26:36And, "Number Three - I would like to meet
0:26:36 > 0:26:41"legendary Letherbridge singer, Ricky Delaney!"
0:26:42 > 0:26:45In person, for real.
0:26:53 > 0:26:55- Morning, Howard. - Sorry?
0:26:56 > 0:26:59I, erm... I mean Anthony.
0:26:59 > 0:27:02Karen, you haven't heard from the Tembinator about the QOF data,
0:27:02 > 0:27:04have we? I'd rather get it sorted before...
0:27:04 > 0:27:07Could we meet, in private, maybe for lunch?
0:27:07 > 0:27:09Yeah, why don't we have a picnic in the park?
0:27:09 > 0:27:12Heston, don't go to any trouble.