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0:00:29 > 0:00:31TV: 'Horrifying injury... '

0:00:31 > 0:00:33DOOR OPENS >

0:00:33 > 0:00:35'..and their darkest fears.

0:00:35 > 0:00:39'The most dangerous job in Britain just got tougher...'

0:00:45 > 0:00:47TV OFF What...?

0:00:47 > 0:00:49HE SCOFFS

0:00:49 > 0:00:52Feeling better, are we?

0:00:52 > 0:00:55It still hurts. And I feel really sick.

0:00:55 > 0:00:59Yes. That'll probably be the cheese and onion.

0:00:59 > 0:01:01Oh...

0:01:01 > 0:01:06Fell for that, didn't I? Hook, line and sinker.

0:01:06 > 0:01:09Come on, what's going on?

0:01:09 > 0:01:11Nothing.

0:01:11 > 0:01:13Oh, I get it.

0:01:13 > 0:01:15Look, nobody wants to go to school on their birthday.

0:01:15 > 0:01:17Some birthday!

0:01:19 > 0:01:22I'm sure your dad hasn't forgotten. He's just tied up with stuff.

0:01:22 > 0:01:25He'll probably come...

0:01:25 > 0:01:27he'll maybe come round later with something.

0:01:27 > 0:01:29Maybe he won't.

0:01:30 > 0:01:33I can't just let you bunk off.

0:01:36 > 0:01:38Morning!

0:01:38 > 0:01:40You startled me!

0:01:40 > 0:01:41Actually...

0:01:41 > 0:01:43it has just turned afternoon.

0:01:44 > 0:01:46I was not aware that you would be in today.

0:01:46 > 0:01:48No, I'm not, but...

0:01:48 > 0:01:51I was just a spare part at home. Moping around.

0:01:51 > 0:01:53I thought I'd come and do some paperwork.

0:01:53 > 0:01:55Just take my mind off things.

0:01:55 > 0:01:58It's my third chemotherapy session today.

0:01:58 > 0:02:00I know.

0:02:00 > 0:02:03I know it's stupid, but I can't stop thinking about it.

0:02:03 > 0:02:05That is understandable.

0:02:05 > 0:02:06I am sure it's going to be...

0:02:06 > 0:02:10It'll be fine. I'm just a natural fretter.

0:02:10 > 0:02:13Right. Let's get this lot sorted out.

0:02:24 > 0:02:26Martin!

0:02:27 > 0:02:28I'm not signing this!

0:02:28 > 0:02:30But you agreed.

0:02:30 > 0:02:31I've changed my mind, haven't I?

0:02:31 > 0:02:35Your solicitor can tell the court to go stuff it!

0:02:35 > 0:02:38I'm not trying to stop you seeing him.

0:02:38 > 0:02:41Never could keep your nose out of what doesn't concern you, could you?

0:02:41 > 0:02:44Always there, hovering, waiting to interfere.

0:02:44 > 0:02:46This is about Adam. Not you, or me.

0:02:46 > 0:02:48He's my son!

0:02:48 > 0:02:50I'm not going to forget that just because it suits you.

0:02:50 > 0:02:54Managed to forget his birthday, though, didn't you, eh?

0:02:59 > 0:03:03It's just a consent order - he wants to stay here for now.

0:03:06 > 0:03:08I'm not signing it.

0:03:08 > 0:03:10Show some common sense, man!

0:03:11 > 0:03:12Martin!

0:03:14 > 0:03:16You've taken enough from me already!

0:03:16 > 0:03:18CAR ENGINE STARTS

0:03:22 > 0:03:23And finally...

0:03:23 > 0:03:27whether the current Joint Needs Assessment needs...

0:03:27 > 0:03:30Further review. Yes. Thank you very much, Mrs Tembe.

0:03:30 > 0:03:33An excellent summary. I'd be lost without you.

0:03:33 > 0:03:36These meetings at the CCG can get so over-complex.

0:03:36 > 0:03:39I am sure you will steer a productive path.

0:03:39 > 0:03:42Only because I have such a superb administrative team behind me.

0:03:42 > 0:03:44Your organisational skills are second to none. Really.

0:03:44 > 0:03:46Thank you.

0:03:46 > 0:03:49I hope you've given some thought to that position I pointed out to you.

0:03:49 > 0:03:51You'd be a great fit.

0:03:51 > 0:03:54I have been busy with the minutes.

0:03:54 > 0:03:57Don't get me wrong. I absolutely would not want to see you go.

0:03:57 > 0:04:00But you really should think about spreading your wings.

0:04:00 > 0:04:04I will take the time to look at it later.

0:04:04 > 0:04:06Good.

0:04:06 > 0:04:08Right. Onwards and upwards.

0:04:15 > 0:04:17Based on your notes, Mr Coulter,

0:04:17 > 0:04:22I'd have to say I'd advise you to go ahead with that operation.

0:04:22 > 0:04:25I intend to, just not yet.

0:04:25 > 0:04:27The cardiologist strongly recommends you...

0:04:27 > 0:04:31I'm as fit as a fiddle otherwise and he knows it.

0:04:31 > 0:04:35I accept that I need the op, but there's no rush.

0:04:35 > 0:04:38Is there really no-one else who could take care of your grandson?

0:04:38 > 0:04:40Nope.

0:04:41 > 0:04:43How old is he?

0:04:43 > 0:04:4412.

0:04:45 > 0:04:47He's a good kid.

0:04:47 > 0:04:49Sharp as a pin.

0:04:51 > 0:04:55Even so, taking care of him on your own...

0:04:55 > 0:04:57He's no trouble.

0:04:57 > 0:05:02Right now, he has to have a bit of stability, security.

0:05:05 > 0:05:06And it's not coming from his dad.

0:05:10 > 0:05:12Ah, your ears must be burning.

0:05:12 > 0:05:15- No. Why? - I've just been singing your praises.

0:05:15 > 0:05:18All your absolutely invaluable and sterling work has not gone unnoticed.

0:05:18 > 0:05:22It's great to have such a dedicated team working alongside me.

0:05:22 > 0:05:24Oh, that's a lovely thing to say!

0:05:24 > 0:05:27I'm just so glad to be part of it all.

0:05:27 > 0:05:32- I really love working here. - It shows. And long may it continue.

0:05:32 > 0:05:36This job is such a positive thing in my life at the moment.

0:05:38 > 0:05:40I meant to ask - how is it all going?

0:05:40 > 0:05:45- The treatment, I mean. - Oh, it's fine. I'm ploughing on.

0:05:45 > 0:05:47It all seems to have gone much better than expected,

0:05:47 > 0:05:49so that's good.

0:05:49 > 0:05:51You're not finding it too exhausting?

0:05:51 > 0:05:53Chemo can be pretty draining.

0:05:53 > 0:05:55Yes, it can be tiring.

0:05:58 > 0:06:01To be honest, I dread it. It's horrible.

0:06:01 > 0:06:05- Especially on your own. - You've been going alone?

0:06:05 > 0:06:09Well, Ayesha came with me the first time, but, well, everyone is so busy.

0:06:09 > 0:06:10I can't expect them...

0:06:10 > 0:06:14The staff there are fantastic, but they are rushed off their feet.

0:06:14 > 0:06:16You shouldn't have to deal with this alone.

0:06:16 > 0:06:19I'm not looking forward to today, but I will manage.

0:06:19 > 0:06:21Right, that's it. I'm coming with you.

0:06:21 > 0:06:23- No, but you can't. - Of course I can.

0:06:23 > 0:06:25But what about work? You've got far too much on.

0:06:25 > 0:06:27Oh, it can wait.

0:06:27 > 0:06:30After all the support you've given me, it's time I paid a bit back.

0:06:30 > 0:06:33- No, I can't put you out like that. - I'm not giving you the choice.

0:06:33 > 0:06:36Give me a knock when you're ready to leave, yeah?

0:06:40 > 0:06:42School secretary said you phoned.

0:06:42 > 0:06:45Said you were picking me up from school?

0:06:47 > 0:06:52I'm really sorry, mate. I lost track of time.

0:06:52 > 0:06:54- Got a lot on, you know? - I can go back.

0:06:54 > 0:06:57No, it's your birthday, Ad.

0:06:57 > 0:07:01No school on your birthday - that's like...

0:07:01 > 0:07:04a law. Or it should be.

0:07:04 > 0:07:09- I'm hungry.- OK. Sit down. I'll see what I can rustle up.

0:07:09 > 0:07:11Go on.

0:07:22 > 0:07:25In just a moment, your life can change.

0:07:28 > 0:07:32I always think it must be the worst thing, for a parent to lose a child.

0:07:32 > 0:07:35It's a life sentence.

0:07:35 > 0:07:41Not a day goes by when I don't think about losing Ella.

0:07:41 > 0:07:46I can still see the face of the drunk guy who smashed into us.

0:07:49 > 0:07:54If only she'd been driving instead of in the passenger seat.

0:07:54 > 0:07:57- Was Adam in the back?- Mm.

0:07:58 > 0:08:02Not so much as a scratch on him, thank God.

0:08:03 > 0:08:08I wasn't surprised when Martin blamed me, but...

0:08:08 > 0:08:12it wasn't my fault.

0:08:12 > 0:08:15There was nothing I could have done.

0:08:15 > 0:08:17That's when he started drinking.

0:08:19 > 0:08:22And that was when Adam came to live with you?

0:08:22 > 0:08:27Uh-uh. No, he turned up just after Martin lost his job.

0:08:27 > 0:08:30Martin gambles too.

0:08:30 > 0:08:33Long bouts of it.

0:08:35 > 0:08:37He's in serious money trouble.

0:08:39 > 0:08:42It sounds like Adam is in the right place for now.

0:08:42 > 0:08:44Martin doesn't see it like that.

0:08:44 > 0:08:47That's why he's refusing to sign the order.

0:08:48 > 0:08:52I can see why he feels like he's going to lose Adam.

0:08:52 > 0:08:55If he carries on, he's going to. And everything else besides.

0:08:58 > 0:09:03I've tried to help, but I'm the last person he'll take it from.

0:09:05 > 0:09:08Sometimes people need to hit rock bottom before they can change.

0:09:08 > 0:09:10Well, he's headed there fast.

0:09:12 > 0:09:15But he's not going to drag Adam down with him.

0:09:15 > 0:09:18- Just had Mr Shannon in again. - Oh, not fair!

0:09:18 > 0:09:20When did you get to corner the market

0:09:20 > 0:09:21in hunks with sports injuries?

0:09:21 > 0:09:24Well, perhaps they're just drawn to my natural athleticism?

0:09:24 > 0:09:26Like I'm drawn to his legs.

0:09:26 > 0:09:28They are very sculpted.

0:09:28 > 0:09:30- Debs!- Hi, sis.

0:09:33 > 0:09:34Is everything all right?

0:09:34 > 0:09:37Yeah, I was just passing.

0:09:37 > 0:09:41- Haven't seen you for ages. - I know. I've got a new job.

0:09:41 > 0:09:44- Really? - Have you had your dinner yet?

0:09:44 > 0:09:47- Just about to. - Do you want to grab something?

0:09:47 > 0:09:50Yeah. Just give me a couple of minutes to sort this out.

0:09:50 > 0:09:51OK.

0:09:54 > 0:09:56Are you all right?

0:09:56 > 0:09:58Yeah...just a bit out of the blue for her.

0:09:58 > 0:10:00- She said she was passing. - Yeah.

0:10:00 > 0:10:02Mrs Tembe, sorry - the best-laid plans...

0:10:02 > 0:10:05I need you to rearrange my schedule for this afternoon.

0:10:05 > 0:10:08Oh, I'm sorry. Are you unwell?

0:10:08 > 0:10:09No, I'm fine.

0:10:09 > 0:10:11So which meeting specifically?

0:10:11 > 0:10:14All of them. I've no idea what time I'll be back.

0:10:14 > 0:10:18But you cannot miss those meetings. It is crucial!

0:10:18 > 0:10:20Not as crucial as the welfare of my staff.

0:10:20 > 0:10:23- Valerie needs me.- Well, I could stand in for you at the meeting.

0:10:23 > 0:10:27I am very aware of the issues involved.

0:10:27 > 0:10:29No, I think this level of decision-making

0:10:29 > 0:10:32requires the actual practice manager to be there.

0:10:32 > 0:10:34Thanks for the offer, though.

0:10:37 > 0:10:40Look, I've told you. Yeah. I know.

0:10:40 > 0:10:42Yeah. Thank you.

0:10:47 > 0:10:48Are you OK?

0:10:48 > 0:10:51It's the school. Martin has pulled Adam out.

0:10:52 > 0:10:54Has he done this before?

0:10:56 > 0:10:59- Not for a while. - HE GASPS

0:10:59 > 0:11:00Just take it easy.

0:11:01 > 0:11:04Pretty sure Martin had been drinking this morning.

0:11:04 > 0:11:06I could smell it on him.

0:11:07 > 0:11:10Are you saying you're concerned for Adam's safety?

0:11:10 > 0:11:12- I'm saying I've got to find him. - Steady.

0:11:12 > 0:11:16Just...take a seat for a minute.

0:11:16 > 0:11:17OK? Yeah?

0:11:17 > 0:11:19Can't leave Adam with him.

0:11:21 > 0:11:22No.

0:11:22 > 0:11:24No, no, no! Damn it!

0:11:28 > 0:11:31I just need to concentrate on this. I'll just be one minute.

0:11:31 > 0:11:33KNOCKING

0:11:34 > 0:11:36Mr Laws?

0:11:36 > 0:11:37Who is it?

0:11:39 > 0:11:41Just some men.

0:11:41 > 0:11:43- Mr Laws! - Why are you hiding from them?

0:11:45 > 0:11:47- They keep hassling me.- Mr Laws!

0:11:47 > 0:11:48What for?

0:11:48 > 0:11:52- BANGING ON DOOR - Money.

0:11:52 > 0:11:53Mr Laws?

0:11:56 > 0:11:58It'll be a bit quieter in this corner.

0:11:58 > 0:12:00Thank you. I should go...

0:12:00 > 0:12:03I'll let her know you're here. You take it easy.

0:12:03 > 0:12:04PHONE BEEPS

0:12:06 > 0:12:08Be nice to switch this off for once.

0:12:08 > 0:12:12- But surely you need...?- I'm not here for work. I'm here for you.

0:12:12 > 0:12:13Here.

0:12:13 > 0:12:15Try and relax.

0:12:23 > 0:12:25Come on, you pile of...

0:12:25 > 0:12:26Ow!

0:12:26 > 0:12:29Oh! Ah!

0:12:29 > 0:12:32Oh, for crying out loud!

0:12:32 > 0:12:35Right, you...

0:12:35 > 0:12:37- I'm done!- Dad?

0:12:37 > 0:12:39Wait here while I sort this out.

0:12:39 > 0:12:42- What about the park? - You've got legs, haven't you?

0:12:56 > 0:12:58Adam?

0:13:03 > 0:13:04Adam?

0:13:06 > 0:13:07Ad!

0:13:11 > 0:13:13ADAM!

0:13:14 > 0:13:17Do you remember the time we found the Christmas biscuit tin?

0:13:17 > 0:13:20That was so bad - we ate the whole lot underneath Carl's bed.

0:13:20 > 0:13:21We were so sick.

0:13:21 > 0:13:24And that time you put the fork in the socket?

0:13:24 > 0:13:25Blew everything.

0:13:25 > 0:13:28Sometimes I honestly think it's a miracle we all survived.

0:13:28 > 0:13:31Well, we're all here and we're not that bad.

0:13:32 > 0:13:34Mum must have done something right.

0:13:36 > 0:13:38I'm just saying, she wasn't all bad.

0:13:42 > 0:13:44- Aren't you even going to ask? - What?

0:13:44 > 0:13:45How she is?

0:13:50 > 0:13:52Martin!

0:13:52 > 0:13:54Adam!

0:13:55 > 0:13:59Adam! Martin!

0:13:59 > 0:14:01There's no sign.

0:14:01 > 0:14:04I don't know what the hell Martin's p...

0:14:04 > 0:14:06Oh, God...

0:14:06 > 0:14:08It's all right, I've got you!

0:14:08 > 0:14:10Should I call the police?

0:14:10 > 0:14:12It's OK. Just keep calm.

0:14:14 > 0:14:17HE GROANS LOUDLY

0:14:18 > 0:14:21Hi. Can I have an ambulance, please?

0:14:21 > 0:14:25My name is Dr Vere and I work at The Mill Health Centre.

0:14:25 > 0:14:27I just don't understand why you never go and see her.

0:14:27 > 0:14:29I'm busy. I work full time.

0:14:29 > 0:14:32- Anyway, it's not like you're daughter of the year!- Fair enough. I admit it.

0:14:32 > 0:14:36I avoided her for a while, but I've seen her around on the estate more recently.

0:14:36 > 0:14:40- Yeah, because you live there! - I called in on her over the weekend, actually.- And?

0:14:40 > 0:14:42She's in a right state.

0:14:42 > 0:14:44The place is a mess.

0:14:44 > 0:14:45Drinking a lot, no food.

0:14:47 > 0:14:48I'm really worried about her.

0:14:48 > 0:14:51I talked to her about getting some help, but she won't listen.

0:14:51 > 0:14:52Not to me.

0:14:52 > 0:14:54She's her own worst enemy. Always will be.

0:14:54 > 0:14:56I thought with you being a nurse,

0:14:56 > 0:14:59you might know who is best to contact? Pull some strings?

0:14:59 > 0:15:01- You are not putting this on me! - She's not well.

0:15:01 > 0:15:04I'm not getting into this again!

0:15:04 > 0:15:05I've just got settled at work

0:15:05 > 0:15:09and I'm not going to screw everything up by dragging in my family mess.

0:15:09 > 0:15:11But if we could just get someone to see her.

0:15:11 > 0:15:14You, me, Maxi, Sierra, we're all doing OK.

0:15:14 > 0:15:17But that's in spite of Mum. Not because of her.

0:15:17 > 0:15:21I don't need her in my life. None of us do.

0:15:21 > 0:15:24Can't believe you're saying that. Don't you care about her at all?

0:15:24 > 0:15:28- Of course I do... - You're a nurse. You're meant to take care of people that are sick.

0:15:28 > 0:15:30She's not sick, she's selfish.

0:15:30 > 0:15:33She's going to drink herself to death if we just leave her.

0:15:35 > 0:15:36Eesh?

0:15:41 > 0:15:42Right.

0:15:44 > 0:15:45OK.

0:15:45 > 0:15:47I see.

0:16:06 > 0:16:09Here you go.

0:16:09 > 0:16:11That's very kind, thank you.

0:16:13 > 0:16:17- Mm...- It's from the machine, I'm afraid.

0:16:17 > 0:16:20Oh, no, it's not that. I just feel a bit nauseous anyway.

0:16:21 > 0:16:23Sorry. I'm not very good company.

0:16:23 > 0:16:25Don't apologise.

0:16:25 > 0:16:28Just makes it hard to think about anything else.

0:16:28 > 0:16:31The trick is distraction.

0:16:31 > 0:16:34I thought after seeing your little turn yesterday,

0:16:34 > 0:16:37I thought I'd show you what I can do.

0:16:38 > 0:16:41Pay attention.

0:16:41 > 0:16:43Pick a card, any card, but don't tell me which one.

0:16:48 > 0:16:49Adam!

0:16:49 > 0:16:51Adam! You'd better be in there!

0:16:53 > 0:16:56What the hell do you think you're playing at?

0:16:56 > 0:16:57You scared the life out of me!

0:17:00 > 0:17:02Who are you?

0:17:02 > 0:17:04Dr Vere from The Mill Health Centre.

0:17:05 > 0:17:07I presume you're Martin?

0:17:08 > 0:17:11What's going on? Are you not well?

0:17:11 > 0:17:14- I'm fine. - No, um, Adam's grandad.

0:17:14 > 0:17:16Oh, the old man called you!

0:17:16 > 0:17:18I should have guessed.

0:17:18 > 0:17:19If you'll let me explain...

0:17:19 > 0:17:21No, let me explain!

0:17:21 > 0:17:25I'm looking after my son and I don't need anyone else interfering.

0:17:27 > 0:17:29Debs!

0:17:29 > 0:17:30Wait!

0:17:31 > 0:17:33I'm sorry, OK?

0:17:33 > 0:17:34I don't want to have an argument

0:17:34 > 0:17:37and then not see each other again for ages.

0:17:37 > 0:17:40Me neither. I'm sorry.

0:17:40 > 0:17:41I've missed you.

0:17:42 > 0:17:45Let's meet up properly over the weekend.

0:17:45 > 0:17:47Take Sierra out to that new pancake place.

0:17:47 > 0:17:50- That sounds good. Message me, yeah? - I will.

0:17:52 > 0:17:55Look, I know I shouldn't be pressuring you about Mum,

0:17:55 > 0:17:59but if you could just look in on her....even for five minutes?

0:17:59 > 0:18:01Think about it, yeah?

0:18:14 > 0:18:16I really need to speak to you, Martin!

0:18:18 > 0:18:21Your father-in-law is in hospital.

0:18:22 > 0:18:26I'm sorry. It's a possible heart attack.

0:18:26 > 0:18:30What? What - just out of the blue?

0:18:30 > 0:18:34No, he's been ill for a while.

0:18:34 > 0:18:39But the pressure of coping with this...situation

0:18:39 > 0:18:41could have made it worse.

0:18:41 > 0:18:44- He never said anything. - Maybe he thought you had problems of your own.

0:18:46 > 0:18:48If you are struggling to cope with your own life,

0:18:48 > 0:18:52maybe you should think about how you're going to manage Adam's too.

0:18:52 > 0:18:53Dad?

0:18:56 > 0:18:57I'll leave you to it.

0:19:03 > 0:19:04Well, in that case...

0:19:04 > 0:19:06Ah.

0:19:06 > 0:19:08That must be your card!

0:19:08 > 0:19:11How did you do that?

0:19:11 > 0:19:14- Do you want to get me thrown out of the Magic Circle? - That was very skilful.

0:19:14 > 0:19:15Just smoke and mirrors.

0:19:15 > 0:19:18Couldn't have done it without my fantastic assistant.

0:19:22 > 0:19:25Do you ever get angry? I know I would.

0:19:25 > 0:19:26I don't know.

0:19:26 > 0:19:29You must have thought to yourself, "why me?"

0:19:29 > 0:19:30Well, yes.

0:19:32 > 0:19:38I'm young - relatively. I've never smoked or drunk too much.

0:19:38 > 0:19:41I've taken care, looked after myself.

0:19:42 > 0:19:45It does just seem so unfair.

0:19:49 > 0:19:51I mean what have I done to deserve this? Really?

0:19:51 > 0:19:56Nothing. Nothing at all. You should be angry.

0:19:56 > 0:19:58It will help you fight it.

0:20:17 > 0:20:19Reckon you saved my life, Doctor.

0:20:20 > 0:20:22Oh, no, that was the paramedics.

0:20:22 > 0:20:24That's not what they said.

0:20:28 > 0:20:31So you're going to have that operation?

0:20:31 > 0:20:33I haven't got much choice.

0:20:33 > 0:20:37I want to stick around a bit longer.

0:20:39 > 0:20:40What about Adam?

0:20:43 > 0:20:48They rang my niece in Derby but that's a no-go.

0:20:48 > 0:20:50She's got her own problems.

0:20:52 > 0:20:55I'm sure that something can be sorted out.

0:20:55 > 0:20:57His dad can't look after him.

0:20:59 > 0:21:04You don't mean the social services?

0:21:05 > 0:21:08It would only be temporary. Until you're better.

0:21:11 > 0:21:14I was talking to Martin.

0:21:15 > 0:21:20He asked me to refer him for counselling for alcohol and gambling problems.

0:21:23 > 0:21:25He's outside with Adam.

0:21:25 > 0:21:27Wants to talk to you, if that's OK?

0:21:34 > 0:21:35I'll see you later.

0:21:38 > 0:21:40Take it easy.

0:21:40 > 0:21:42Thanks, Doctor. You too.

0:21:53 > 0:21:54How are you feeling?

0:21:56 > 0:22:00Another in a long list of stupid questions.

0:22:05 > 0:22:07This can't be that money you owe me.

0:22:08 > 0:22:12You'll get every penny of that.

0:22:12 > 0:22:14It's the Consent Order.

0:22:14 > 0:22:16It's all signed.

0:22:18 > 0:22:19And I'm sorry.

0:22:21 > 0:22:22Sorry it's taken so long.

0:22:24 > 0:22:25Hey.

0:22:37 > 0:22:38Is he going to be OK?

0:22:40 > 0:22:42I'm sure he will be.

0:22:42 > 0:22:44Your grandad is as tough as they come.

0:22:44 > 0:22:46I meant my dad.

0:22:53 > 0:22:55Did you argue again?

0:22:58 > 0:23:00I told him I was sorry.

0:23:00 > 0:23:01For what?

0:23:03 > 0:23:09Everything. Everything I've done. And not done.

0:23:10 > 0:23:12It's only because you miss Mum.

0:23:14 > 0:23:17Yeah. But we all do.

0:23:19 > 0:23:22And now we have to stick together as a family.

0:23:24 > 0:23:26So am I going back to live with you?

0:23:28 > 0:23:29Is that what you want?

0:23:30 > 0:23:33It's all right, Ad. I understand.

0:23:34 > 0:23:37I want you to move back, but only when you're ready.

0:23:37 > 0:23:41And to be honest, I'm not ready yet either.

0:23:46 > 0:23:49Listen, Grandie's going to talk to the social worker.

0:23:49 > 0:23:51They're going to find you somewhere to stay.

0:23:51 > 0:23:54It won't be for long, I promise.

0:23:55 > 0:23:57I'm going to get myself sorted out.

0:24:00 > 0:24:01OK.

0:24:02 > 0:24:07You know what Grandie's like - he'll bounce back in no time.

0:24:07 > 0:24:11And after that, you can decide.

0:24:17 > 0:24:19He's been asking after you.

0:24:21 > 0:24:23I'm not going anywhere.

0:24:23 > 0:24:25I'll be right here, I promise.

0:24:25 > 0:24:26Go on.

0:24:38 > 0:24:41Are you OK?

0:24:41 > 0:24:42Not really.

0:24:44 > 0:24:47But I will be. I have to be.

0:24:48 > 0:24:50He needs me.

0:24:50 > 0:24:52I think they both do.

0:24:55 > 0:24:57Um...I'd better get back.

0:24:59 > 0:25:01Ring and make that appointment.

0:25:04 > 0:25:06Thanks.

0:25:07 > 0:25:08Good luck.

0:25:27 > 0:25:28You said you liked a challenge.

0:25:28 > 0:25:31- Have you had any more thought to fundraising?- No, not really.

0:25:31 > 0:25:34But I would like the profits to go towards research for Hodgkin's lymphoma.

0:25:34 > 0:25:37- I've had an idea, but... - Oh, what is it?

0:25:37 > 0:25:39Might need to run it past Daniel first.

0:25:39 > 0:25:41I'll let you know. See what we can conjure up.

0:25:41 > 0:25:45Do you know, I totally underestimated you until today.

0:25:45 > 0:25:47I hope you won't mind me being so direct,

0:25:47 > 0:25:51but you are one of the kindest, loveliest, most sincere

0:25:51 > 0:25:54- and considerate people I've ever met.- Nonsense!

0:25:54 > 0:25:56No, really. What you did for me today...

0:25:56 > 0:25:58I told you before - you're part of a team.

0:25:58 > 0:26:01I'm just paying you back for your hard work and commitment.

0:26:01 > 0:26:04Well, you turned what felt like a complete negative

0:26:04 > 0:26:05into a complete positive.

0:26:05 > 0:26:09In my book, that makes you a complete hero. So thank you.

0:26:10 > 0:26:11Oh!

0:26:13 > 0:26:14Oh...

0:26:14 > 0:26:17I knew I should have taken you straight home.

0:26:17 > 0:26:19I forget each time just how much it takes out of me.

0:26:19 > 0:26:22Of course. Just sit there, take it easy.

0:26:22 > 0:26:26- I'll be fine.- Mrs Tembe? Could you call a cab, please, on account?

0:26:26 > 0:26:28Don't waste your precious energy arguing with me.

0:26:28 > 0:26:31I'm not sure actually how much money we can raise.

0:26:31 > 0:26:33Don't worry on that score.

0:26:33 > 0:26:36We've got plenty of business contacts with bulging wallets. You'll be just fine.

0:26:36 > 0:26:38Well, as long as you think I can pull my weight.

0:26:38 > 0:26:40Course I do. I have every faith in you.

0:26:46 > 0:26:48Good night, was it? Sweet Prince.

0:26:48 > 0:26:52You're not my daughter! You're nothing to me now!

0:26:52 > 0:26:54Who you are is a 40-year-old man.

0:26:54 > 0:26:56If you wanted to live fast, die young

0:26:56 > 0:26:58and leave a good-looking corpse,

0:26:58 > 0:27:00then I'm sorry, mate, but you've left it too late.

0:27:00 > 0:27:02Are you sure that you even want this, Logan?

0:27:02 > 0:27:04"This"?

0:27:04 > 0:27:06Me, you, us.