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0:00:39 > 0:00:41Miss Ellison?
0:01:09 > 0:01:12KNOCKING
0:01:12 > 0:01:14Sorry I'm a bit late.
0:01:14 > 0:01:15They said to come straight in.
0:01:15 > 0:01:18Yeah. You're, er, Caroline Ellison?
0:01:18 > 0:01:20- It's Caz.- All right.
0:01:20 > 0:01:24Wouldn't call me Caroline unless you want me to drop this one right here.
0:01:24 > 0:01:29- Please, sit down. So you normally see Theresa, don't you?- Yes.
0:01:29 > 0:01:33She's had to rush out. There's been a bit of an emergency.
0:01:33 > 0:01:34Oh, is she OK?
0:01:34 > 0:01:36Yeah. Burst water pipe.
0:01:36 > 0:01:38So, I'm Ruhma and I'll be looking after you.
0:01:38 > 0:01:41I'm just going to pull up your notes.
0:01:41 > 0:01:45OK. The computer's been playing up all day.
0:01:45 > 0:01:49- Have you got your hand-held notes with you?- N...
0:01:49 > 0:01:52It's all right. We're going to go old-school.
0:01:52 > 0:01:54So, tell me, how many weeks are you?
0:01:54 > 0:01:57I'm 38. I can't believe it.
0:01:57 > 0:01:59Peanut could be here any day.
0:01:59 > 0:02:04Peanut - that's a good one. I'm guessing scan picture?
0:02:04 > 0:02:05Got it.
0:02:05 > 0:02:07We nicknamed my boy Mr Blobby.
0:02:07 > 0:02:10Word of warning, name stuck around for a long time afterwards.
0:02:10 > 0:02:13Mind you, he was a bit blobby.
0:02:13 > 0:02:15So do we know if Peanut is a boy or a girl?
0:02:15 > 0:02:17No, I don't want to.
0:02:17 > 0:02:19Surprises are good.
0:02:19 > 0:02:22I'm going to give you the once-over in a minute,
0:02:22 > 0:02:24but in general, everything's OK?
0:02:24 > 0:02:26- Fantastic, yeah.- Good.
0:02:26 > 0:02:30I have varicose veins in some unlikely places,
0:02:30 > 0:02:32but apart from that...
0:02:32 > 0:02:34I've been reading up on how Peanut's growing,
0:02:34 > 0:02:38you know, week by week. Fingernails and everything now!
0:02:38 > 0:02:42Organs fully formed. It's amazing.
0:02:42 > 0:02:44But I guess you've seen it all before.
0:02:44 > 0:02:48I never tire of it. I think it's fantastic.
0:02:48 > 0:02:50Every baby is different. Really special.
0:02:51 > 0:02:53Is Peanut moving plenty?
0:02:53 > 0:02:59Specially with the right music. This one is a proper R and B fan.
0:03:00 > 0:03:03Was there anything specific you wanted to ask me?
0:03:03 > 0:03:06I'm assuming you've got your birth plan nailed?
0:03:06 > 0:03:08Good luck prising me off that gas and air!
0:03:08 > 0:03:10PHONE RINGS
0:03:10 > 0:03:11Do you need to get that?
0:03:14 > 0:03:17OK. So, gas and air...
0:03:19 > 0:03:20Anything else?
0:03:20 > 0:03:23Any thoughts about who you might want there?
0:03:25 > 0:03:27Caz?
0:03:32 > 0:03:36So, I went to see my mum yesterday.
0:03:36 > 0:03:39Ah. And how was that?
0:03:39 > 0:03:44Well, I'm going to take charge of her money, make sure she buys food and not drink.
0:03:44 > 0:03:46That's a really good move.
0:03:46 > 0:03:50Yeah. It's been tough on her, and I think since Sierra left,
0:03:50 > 0:03:53it's really hit home that she needs to make some changes.
0:03:53 > 0:03:56Just be careful.
0:03:56 > 0:03:59Yeah, but it's never too late for family.
0:03:59 > 0:04:01No. Of course, Niamh's right.
0:04:01 > 0:04:04Anyway, whatever happens, you know we'll support you.
0:04:04 > 0:04:07Right, I better get on. I'll see you later.
0:04:12 > 0:04:16Whatever it is, we can help.
0:04:16 > 0:04:18We really can.
0:04:18 > 0:04:21But not if we don't know what's wrong.
0:04:21 > 0:04:26I can't... It's too... I don't want to say it.
0:04:26 > 0:04:29Caz. Caz, look at me.
0:04:31 > 0:04:34Believe it or not, I'm really old.
0:04:34 > 0:04:38There's nothing that you can tell me that I've not heard before.
0:04:39 > 0:04:40Is it about the baby?
0:04:43 > 0:04:46They're going to take Peanut away!
0:04:46 > 0:04:48OK. Hey, hey, hey!
0:04:48 > 0:04:51Deep breath. That's it.
0:04:51 > 0:04:53The moment my baby is born,
0:04:53 > 0:04:56it's going to be taken away and put into care.
0:04:57 > 0:04:59Go on.
0:05:01 > 0:05:04You know, I was only 16.
0:05:06 > 0:05:08I didn't even notice it at first.
0:05:09 > 0:05:15Life getting darker. Blackness seeping in, more every day.
0:05:17 > 0:05:22Till one day it swallowed up everything else.
0:05:23 > 0:05:26And they locked me up. Doped me up.
0:05:26 > 0:05:28Are you saying you were sectioned?
0:05:29 > 0:05:32Oh, Caz, that must have been difficult.
0:05:32 > 0:05:33They said I was suicidal
0:05:33 > 0:05:36because I used to walk in the middle of the road
0:05:36 > 0:05:38and cars had to swerve around me.
0:05:38 > 0:05:41- Caz.- I don't remember wanting to die.
0:05:41 > 0:05:43I just didn't care either way.
0:05:43 > 0:05:46So the section was to keep you safe?
0:05:46 > 0:05:51Yeah. It's all so long ago now.
0:05:51 > 0:05:55You know, I worked so hard to get out of that place.
0:05:55 > 0:05:56Sort myself out.
0:05:58 > 0:06:01Put that stuff behind me.
0:06:01 > 0:06:06And now they're saying they're going to take my baby away!
0:06:08 > 0:06:11Have you got a partner, or family or friends?
0:06:11 > 0:06:12KNOCKING
0:06:12 > 0:06:14I'll be with you in a minute!
0:06:14 > 0:06:16I'm sure you've loads of people to see.
0:06:16 > 0:06:18Yeah, and at the moment I'm seeing you.
0:06:20 > 0:06:22You look exhausted.
0:06:23 > 0:06:26Have you got a designated social worker?
0:06:26 > 0:06:30Huh, her. Helen high and mighty Bourne.
0:06:30 > 0:06:31- The phone call?- Hm.
0:06:33 > 0:06:37OK. Here's what we're going to do.
0:06:37 > 0:06:40We're going to find an empty room for you.
0:06:40 > 0:06:41- You're going to rest up for a bit. - Yeah.
0:06:41 > 0:06:44I'm going to try and swing you a cup of tea.
0:06:44 > 0:06:45I have got a busy clinic,
0:06:45 > 0:06:49but I'm going to try and make a few calls as and when, so bear with me.
0:06:49 > 0:06:51I'm going to find out what's going on, OK?
0:06:51 > 0:06:54Thank you so much, Ruhma.
0:06:54 > 0:06:57You don't even know me and you're being so kind.
0:06:57 > 0:07:01I'm your midwife. You and Peanut are my number one priority.
0:07:02 > 0:07:04Outside work, I'm a complete nightmare.
0:07:09 > 0:07:12- Hey, Jimmi, some advice?- Hm.
0:07:12 > 0:07:16It's about a patient. Mid forties. Alcoholic.
0:07:16 > 0:07:21Family's really keen to get her into rehab ASAP, so where's best?
0:07:21 > 0:07:26That has to be the Greenaways Recovery Centre.
0:07:26 > 0:07:31There's a guy there. Ben Lyons, in charge.
0:07:31 > 0:07:33Gets great results.
0:07:33 > 0:07:36- You know him?- Kind of.
0:07:36 > 0:07:39We were on a course together a few years back.
0:07:39 > 0:07:42You need to tell your patient to be realistic, though.
0:07:42 > 0:07:45It's pretty much impossible to get into Greenaways.
0:07:45 > 0:07:48Waiting list is months long. And, Ayesha?
0:07:48 > 0:07:50Hm?
0:07:50 > 0:07:52Is Bren really ready to quit drinking?
0:07:52 > 0:07:54Otherwise it's just a waste of time.
0:07:54 > 0:07:56I think so.
0:07:56 > 0:08:00If she could get the right help from the right person.
0:08:00 > 0:08:02No promises, but I'll see what I can do.
0:08:02 > 0:08:03Thanks, Jimmi.
0:08:05 > 0:08:07According to Caz, she's going to lose the baby
0:08:07 > 0:08:09because of her mental health illness.
0:08:09 > 0:08:12I can't believe that's the whole story.
0:08:12 > 0:08:14Caz can be volatile at times.
0:08:14 > 0:08:17But you're right, that's not our main concern.
0:08:17 > 0:08:20She's back with her boyfriend, Luke.
0:08:20 > 0:08:22He's got a history of violence. He's not been out of prison long.
0:08:22 > 0:08:25A couple of weeks ago they had a row so intense
0:08:25 > 0:08:26the neighbours had to call 999,
0:08:26 > 0:08:28but maybe Caz didn't tell you that.
0:08:28 > 0:08:32Well, being in a bad relationship doesn't make you a bad mum.
0:08:32 > 0:08:35Taking the baby - there must be another way, Helen?
0:08:35 > 0:08:37Caz hasn't shown up to any of her meetings -
0:08:37 > 0:08:39she won't answer the door.
0:08:39 > 0:08:42No decision's been made yet, but if she doesn't talk to us,
0:08:42 > 0:08:44it doesn't help us help her.
0:08:44 > 0:08:47Well, she's terrified, she's very upset and she's confused,
0:08:47 > 0:08:49not to mention totally worn out.
0:08:49 > 0:08:51There's a child involved, Sister Hanif.
0:08:51 > 0:08:53We can't just stand by and do nothing.
0:08:53 > 0:08:56OK. OK. What do you need Caz to do?
0:08:56 > 0:08:59Get in touch. Co-operate.
0:08:59 > 0:09:03I really need to talk this through with her before it's too late.
0:09:05 > 0:09:07Right.
0:09:09 > 0:09:11Hi.
0:09:11 > 0:09:13Caz.
0:09:31 > 0:09:33PHONE BLEEPS
0:09:38 > 0:09:41'You have one message.
0:09:41 > 0:09:44'Caz? It's Ruhma. Again.
0:09:44 > 0:09:47'I know that you're scared but running away never solved anything,
0:09:47 > 0:09:50'so please talk to me!'
0:10:22 > 0:10:23OK in there?
0:10:31 > 0:10:33Oh, Peanut, not now. Please.
0:10:48 > 0:10:51PHONE RINGS
0:10:51 > 0:10:53Hello?
0:10:53 > 0:10:55Sister Hanif, it's Helen Bourne.
0:10:55 > 0:10:56Oh, hi.
0:10:56 > 0:10:58I just wanted to update you.
0:10:58 > 0:11:00The police have been round to the flat.
0:11:00 > 0:11:02Police? Isn't that going to make her more scared?
0:11:02 > 0:11:06It's just a precaution, if they've run off together... Anyway, Caz wasn't there.
0:11:06 > 0:11:08There was no sign of Luke, either.
0:11:08 > 0:11:12- Right.- If you hear from her, I need to know, straight away.
0:11:12 > 0:11:13Right?
0:11:21 > 0:11:22- Catherine Wyatt.- Yes.
0:11:22 > 0:11:24Hello. Do you want to come in?
0:11:24 > 0:11:25Thank you.
0:11:30 > 0:11:31So, how're you doing?
0:11:34 > 0:11:37Caz? You in there?
0:11:37 > 0:11:38Luke!
0:11:38 > 0:11:42I wasn't sure if you got my message.
0:11:42 > 0:11:43It's been awful.
0:11:43 > 0:11:46Everything's OK. I'm here now. I got everything that you wanted.
0:11:46 > 0:11:49What's going on, Caz? What's wrong?
0:11:50 > 0:11:51It's a contraction.
0:11:51 > 0:11:54- Do you want me to do something? - No.- Caz, what can I do?
0:11:54 > 0:11:56I'm going to call an ambulance!
0:11:56 > 0:11:57No!
0:11:57 > 0:11:58No ambulances!
0:11:58 > 0:12:00- But look at you!- No ambulances.
0:12:00 > 0:12:02It'll pass.
0:12:02 > 0:12:06- Please, Luke! It's going off now. - What if something happens to you?
0:12:06 > 0:12:09Something has already happened. I should have told you.
0:12:11 > 0:12:12What's happened, Caz?
0:12:12 > 0:12:13What's happened?
0:12:14 > 0:12:16They're going to take Peanut away!
0:12:17 > 0:12:19What do you mean? Who?
0:12:19 > 0:12:20Social workers.
0:12:20 > 0:12:21No, they can't do that!
0:12:21 > 0:12:24So you can't call anyone, OK?
0:12:24 > 0:12:26Nobody can know I'm in labour.
0:12:27 > 0:12:32Or they'll take Peanut. They'll take our little baby away.
0:12:33 > 0:12:35Look at me, Caz.
0:12:36 > 0:12:37Caz, look at me!
0:12:40 > 0:12:43No-one's taking Peanut, OK? Not as long as I'm around.
0:12:44 > 0:12:47- All right?- OK.
0:12:52 > 0:12:53KNOCKING
0:12:53 > 0:12:55Come in.
0:12:55 > 0:12:59Thanks for the contact - you were right about Greenaways.
0:12:59 > 0:13:02Ben's great but there's a six month minimum on the waiting list.
0:13:02 > 0:13:05I did everything to try and get her on. I even begged!
0:13:05 > 0:13:06Sorry.
0:13:06 > 0:13:08Don't be. It worked!
0:13:08 > 0:13:09She's on the list.
0:13:09 > 0:13:11Ah. You know this is just the beginning?
0:13:11 > 0:13:12You don't say.
0:13:12 > 0:13:15It could be a very long wait, and if Bren isn't ready...
0:13:15 > 0:13:18- I know, I know.- Just don't want you to waste your time or theirs.
0:13:18 > 0:13:19I'm not going to sit around and wait.
0:13:19 > 0:13:21I'm going to make sure she is ready!
0:13:21 > 0:13:23I'll get on to local drug and alcohol services now,
0:13:23 > 0:13:25- see what they've got going on. - Ayesha?
0:13:26 > 0:13:27Hm-mm?
0:13:27 > 0:13:29Good luck.
0:13:36 > 0:13:38Do you want anything else? I got cereal bars, your iPod.
0:13:38 > 0:13:41- Everything you asked for it's all in there.- What about the nappies?
0:13:41 > 0:13:43Of course. And...look!
0:13:45 > 0:13:49I can't believe Peanut is really going to be here.
0:13:50 > 0:13:54We're going to be OK, aren't we, Luke?
0:13:54 > 0:13:58I told you, I'm here now. I'll look after you.
0:13:58 > 0:13:59Both of you.
0:13:59 > 0:14:02Where are we going to go? We can't go back to your place.
0:14:02 > 0:14:04They came there again this morning looking for me.
0:14:04 > 0:14:06I don't know.
0:14:08 > 0:14:10We can go to my mate Jason's.
0:14:10 > 0:14:12He lives in Wales, middle of nowhere.
0:14:12 > 0:14:14Nothing but a few sheep, and a shed. No-one will ever find us.
0:14:14 > 0:14:16How will we get there, though?
0:14:16 > 0:14:18Maybe they'll be watching the trains.
0:14:18 > 0:14:21Caz, you're being stupid now.
0:14:21 > 0:14:23I'm going to call Jason, he's going to come and pick us up.
0:14:23 > 0:14:29When I say I'll sort it, it means that I'm going to sort it, right?
0:14:29 > 0:14:30Yeah.
0:14:38 > 0:14:43OK, well, you've got my contact details if you do. Thanks.
0:14:43 > 0:14:45Thanks for nothing.
0:14:45 > 0:14:47KNOCKING
0:14:47 > 0:14:49Come in!
0:14:49 > 0:14:52Hey, you coming to the Icon? It's special pizza day.
0:14:52 > 0:14:53Reckon you could use one.
0:14:53 > 0:14:56I can't. I'm snowed under. And I'm going to my mum's later.
0:14:56 > 0:14:58- Got some good news to give her.- Oh?
0:14:58 > 0:15:01I only got her on the waiting list for the best rehab around!
0:15:01 > 0:15:03Oh, that's fantastic!
0:15:03 > 0:15:06I've got to find her something local short term. I've been at it ages.
0:15:06 > 0:15:07Not much going on.
0:15:07 > 0:15:10Groups like that have really suffered from the cuts.
0:15:10 > 0:15:11There's got to be something.
0:15:11 > 0:15:13Are the waiting lists really that long?
0:15:13 > 0:15:15- You've no idea.- Ah.
0:15:15 > 0:15:16SCREAMING
0:15:16 > 0:15:19Shut up - someone's going to hear you!
0:15:19 > 0:15:20I can't do this!
0:15:20 > 0:15:23- You are going to wreck everything. - I can't do it!
0:15:23 > 0:15:27They are going to take Peanut away and it is going to be your fault!
0:15:27 > 0:15:29No!
0:15:29 > 0:15:32Ssh, shhh.
0:15:45 > 0:15:47SHOUTING AND CRYING
0:15:56 > 0:15:59Mum?
0:15:59 > 0:16:03- SLURRING:- Eeessshhhh!
0:16:09 > 0:16:11Caz?
0:16:11 > 0:16:12Hello?
0:16:14 > 0:16:16Are you in here?
0:16:18 > 0:16:19Caz, it's Ruhma.
0:16:23 > 0:16:25I've spoken to Helen.
0:16:27 > 0:16:30I know what's going on with you and Luke.
0:16:30 > 0:16:33Please, don't be scared.
0:16:33 > 0:16:34Ruhma!
0:16:34 > 0:16:37Stay right where you are. You're not coming anywhere near her.
0:16:37 > 0:16:39- Luke, we can trust her. - No-one tells me what to do.
0:16:39 > 0:16:43OK. Listen, I'm a midwife, all right?
0:16:43 > 0:16:46My job is to look after Caz and the baby, that's all.
0:16:46 > 0:16:48I'm not a social worker.
0:16:48 > 0:16:50Caz, are you OK?
0:16:50 > 0:16:54Breathe through it. Don't fight it, go with it, just breathe through it.
0:16:54 > 0:16:56That's it.
0:16:58 > 0:17:00Listen, I need to examine her!
0:17:00 > 0:17:03No way! You're all in it together, what do you do,
0:17:03 > 0:17:05get your kicks taking people's kids away?
0:17:05 > 0:17:07Why do you get out of here and leave us alone?
0:17:07 > 0:17:09Yeah? You want me to leave?
0:17:09 > 0:17:12If I leave, I've got to tell social services where you are
0:17:12 > 0:17:14and they'll tell the police.
0:17:14 > 0:17:17She's in advanced labour. I need to stay with her.
0:17:17 > 0:17:21Think you're so smart, don't you?
0:17:21 > 0:17:24Luke!
0:17:24 > 0:17:27You can stay, but you're not coming any closer!
0:17:27 > 0:17:29OK, that's fine.
0:17:29 > 0:17:34Caz, just keep breathing. Listen, you're doing a great job.
0:17:43 > 0:17:47Hello! So you're here.
0:17:47 > 0:17:49Yep. Wasting my time.
0:17:49 > 0:17:50Look at the state of her.
0:17:50 > 0:17:52What do you expect?
0:17:52 > 0:17:53What?
0:17:53 > 0:17:55Turning up every once in a blue moon.
0:17:55 > 0:17:57Hang on, I was here...
0:17:57 > 0:18:00Last night? Yeah, and look at the results.
0:18:00 > 0:18:02The results?
0:18:02 > 0:18:04You give her money, she'll waste it on booze.
0:18:04 > 0:18:05Any idiot knows that, Eesh!
0:18:05 > 0:18:08Me, give her money? What are you on about?
0:18:18 > 0:18:21Luke? I'm going to check on Caz.
0:18:21 > 0:18:24I promise I'm not going to do anything.
0:18:24 > 0:18:26You said she was doing great?
0:18:26 > 0:18:30She is, she is, but she's under a lot of stress, and Peanut is coming early.
0:18:30 > 0:18:32You want Peanut to be safe, don't you?
0:18:32 > 0:18:34Luke, let her. Please!
0:18:35 > 0:18:37Come here. What have we got?
0:18:39 > 0:18:40We've got each other.
0:18:40 > 0:18:42That's right. We don't need anything else.
0:18:42 > 0:18:46I can see that you've got really great ideas about being a dad.
0:18:46 > 0:18:47What are you saying?
0:18:47 > 0:18:50You're protective and you want to be here, no matter what.
0:18:50 > 0:18:53How hard can it be? Being a dad, being there?
0:18:54 > 0:18:56Was your dad not around?
0:18:56 > 0:18:57Ooh, you're good.
0:18:57 > 0:18:59Luke, please!
0:19:06 > 0:19:09SHE MOUTHS
0:19:24 > 0:19:25Like I'd give her money!
0:19:25 > 0:19:26Quite the opposite!
0:19:26 > 0:19:28In fact, I'm going to be taking charge of her money,
0:19:28 > 0:19:31so things like this don't keep happening.
0:19:31 > 0:19:33Then how did she get the vodka?
0:19:33 > 0:19:35Probably nicked it.
0:19:35 > 0:19:36That's all we need.
0:19:38 > 0:19:39Hang on.
0:19:46 > 0:19:4940 quid in there yesterday.
0:19:50 > 0:19:53Oi! I was drinking that.
0:19:53 > 0:19:55Not any more, you're not.
0:19:55 > 0:20:00Mum, I need to talk to you, sober.
0:20:00 > 0:20:02I'll get rid of this.
0:20:02 > 0:20:04Put the kettle on. I'll get her in the shower.
0:20:04 > 0:20:07Just like old times.
0:20:08 > 0:20:11SCREAMS
0:20:11 > 0:20:15You said you wanted to be the best dad,
0:20:15 > 0:20:18so let me help Caz, let me help the baby.
0:20:18 > 0:20:19Get back!
0:20:19 > 0:20:23They're the most important things in your life, yeah?
0:20:23 > 0:20:25You don't want anything to happen to them.
0:20:25 > 0:20:27Nothing's going to happen to them! You watch your mouth.
0:20:27 > 0:20:31Do you want Caz to give birth on this dirty floor, in this basement under these flats?
0:20:31 > 0:20:34Luke!
0:20:35 > 0:20:37What's going on?
0:20:37 > 0:20:41Caz? She's in transition the baby's coming.
0:20:41 > 0:20:47OK, listen. Caz, listen to me. Focus, listen and breathe.
0:20:47 > 0:20:49Come on.
0:20:49 > 0:20:51BANGING
0:20:51 > 0:20:54MAN: Police! Open up!
0:21:03 > 0:21:04Better?
0:21:04 > 0:21:06What do you think?
0:21:06 > 0:21:09Mum, I've got some really good news for you.
0:21:10 > 0:21:12This place is great.
0:21:14 > 0:21:19Tried to make me go to rehab - I said no, no, no.
0:21:19 > 0:21:22Mum, listen to Eesh.
0:21:22 > 0:21:25I've got you on the waiting list!
0:21:25 > 0:21:27But you've got to prove you want to stop.
0:21:35 > 0:21:39- Cheers to that!- Mum, please!
0:21:44 > 0:21:47Caz, you're nearly there, but you need to get away from him!
0:21:47 > 0:21:50You and Peanut. I can help you!
0:21:50 > 0:21:52You're my ticket out of here.
0:21:52 > 0:21:54Don't do this, not if you love her.
0:21:54 > 0:21:56- She's going to lose that baby for ever.- Get over here, Caz!
0:21:56 > 0:21:59No, you stay put. That baby's coming.
0:21:59 > 0:22:01She's lying to you!
0:22:01 > 0:22:03This morning, you were so happy.
0:22:03 > 0:22:05You're going to make a great mum.
0:22:05 > 0:22:08If you leave now, you're going to lose everything for ever.
0:22:08 > 0:22:09Caz, come on, get up!
0:22:09 > 0:22:12- Up. Good girl. Good girl. - Leave her alone!
0:22:13 > 0:22:16Police!
0:22:24 > 0:22:27So what are we supposed to do?
0:22:27 > 0:22:31It's not what we do. It's what she does that counts.
0:22:31 > 0:22:34Alcoholics have to want to quit.
0:22:34 > 0:22:36And she doesn't.
0:22:37 > 0:22:41I've spent all day trying to tell myself something different.
0:22:41 > 0:22:44So what are we supposed to do?
0:22:44 > 0:22:46Just watch her drink herself to death?
0:22:49 > 0:22:51KNOCKING
0:22:54 > 0:22:55Hey.
0:22:57 > 0:22:59How're you doing?
0:23:02 > 0:23:05The birth plan was pretty straightforward in the end.
0:23:05 > 0:23:12I messed up and Peanut's gone, that's the end of it.
0:23:14 > 0:23:16Yeah, pretty straightforward.
0:23:18 > 0:23:23You've got a beautiful baby daughter. So, is that it?
0:23:23 > 0:23:25What are you going to do?
0:23:25 > 0:23:32Nothing I can do. I'm a nutcase with nowhere to live.
0:23:32 > 0:23:35This isn't anything to do with your history.
0:23:35 > 0:23:37Your breakdown was years ago!
0:23:37 > 0:23:42No. Luke is going to jail...
0:23:42 > 0:23:44Forget about Luke!
0:23:44 > 0:23:46You're no good for each other and you know it.
0:23:46 > 0:23:48But he's the dad!
0:23:48 > 0:23:50Peanut, think about Peanut.
0:23:50 > 0:23:53Think about being the best mum for her.
0:23:53 > 0:23:55Whatever that might mean.
0:23:55 > 0:24:01Nobody... Nobody is going to listen to me. Not after today.
0:24:01 > 0:24:05You have got a lot of fight in you. So use it!
0:24:06 > 0:24:08How can I?
0:24:09 > 0:24:12This might be your last chance.
0:24:12 > 0:24:16Stop feeling sorry for yourself and start fighting for that baby.
0:24:20 > 0:24:23I'll be back in a minute.
0:24:30 > 0:24:32So?
0:24:33 > 0:24:37It's going to be a long road for Caz. Even more now.
0:24:38 > 0:24:41Look, if there's anything that I can do...
0:24:41 > 0:24:43She's a good kid, deep down.
0:24:43 > 0:24:45She's going to be monitored to make sure
0:24:45 > 0:24:47she's coping all right,
0:24:47 > 0:24:49but we're going all out to find them a place somewhere.
0:24:49 > 0:24:52It's not easy, though. Cutbacks.
0:24:52 > 0:24:53Them?
0:24:53 > 0:24:56Luke was our biggest concern.
0:24:56 > 0:24:59If she can keep him out of the picture...
0:24:59 > 0:25:01Is that...?
0:25:01 > 0:25:05Yeah. Why don't you take her to her mum, bring her up to speed?
0:25:05 > 0:25:09- But early days, remember, yeah? - Yeah. Thank you.
0:25:55 > 0:25:56Let her sleep it off.
0:25:56 > 0:25:58Till the next time.
0:25:59 > 0:26:02Debs, we're in this together.
0:26:02 > 0:26:04I'm going to help any way I can.
0:26:04 > 0:26:07I'll come round, clean up, make sure she eats,
0:26:07 > 0:26:09sort her money out.
0:26:09 > 0:26:12She's never going to stop, is she?
0:26:12 > 0:26:16Maybe. Maybe not.
0:26:16 > 0:26:20But whatever happens, I'll be here.
0:26:20 > 0:26:21Promise?
0:26:21 > 0:26:23Promise.
0:26:36 > 0:26:38Yes, Mum, I know. 6:00 am.
0:26:38 > 0:26:41Tomorrow?
0:26:41 > 0:26:43It's ideal for Tuesday's race as we can ratch it as high as we like
0:26:43 > 0:26:45while remaining stationary.
0:26:45 > 0:26:47You've been so grumpy lately.
0:26:47 > 0:26:49I'm just tired.
0:26:49 > 0:26:51How about we make it a bit more exciting?
0:26:51 > 0:26:52You beat me to a grand by the end of the day
0:26:52 > 0:26:55and I will sponsor you £200.
0:26:55 > 0:26:56Raise you 100.
0:26:56 > 0:26:58300 it is.