0:00:30 > 0:00:32BABY GURGLES
0:00:35 > 0:00:37BABY COUGHS
0:00:39 > 0:00:41BABY WAILS
0:00:43 > 0:00:45POUNDING HEARTBEAT
0:00:48 > 0:00:50MUTED WAILING
0:00:54 > 0:00:56Jen? What are you doing?
0:00:59 > 0:01:01I just needed a glass of water.
0:01:01 > 0:01:04You shouldn't go creeping about in the dark. Stay in bed.
0:01:09 > 0:01:13There. You're both nice and snug now.
0:01:13 > 0:01:14- Finn?- What?
0:01:16 > 0:01:18Nothing. It's OK.
0:01:18 > 0:01:20If you twist my arm, I'll make tea.
0:01:32 > 0:01:33HE HUMS A TUNE
0:01:35 > 0:01:37Heston! What time do you call this?
0:01:37 > 0:01:38Um...I'm not late, am I?
0:01:38 > 0:01:40I've been here since 7:00. Skipped breakfast.
0:01:40 > 0:01:43Ah, foolish idea. Most important meal of the day.
0:01:43 > 0:01:44Breakfast is for wimps.
0:01:44 > 0:01:46No, I'm kidding.
0:01:46 > 0:01:49My brain's been in overdrive since the last partners' meeting.
0:01:49 > 0:01:51- Some ground-breaking ideas came up. - Such as?
0:01:51 > 0:01:54Actually, I do have an exciting new proposal for you.
0:01:54 > 0:01:57- Could we discuss it after surgery? - Oh, yes, of course.
0:02:11 > 0:02:13Sid! I'd completely forgotten!
0:02:13 > 0:02:15Is it a bad time? Should I...?
0:02:15 > 0:02:18No, don't be daft. It's great to see you. Come on in.
0:02:24 > 0:02:26Hey, Jen, look who's here!
0:02:26 > 0:02:27Hi! Mwah!
0:02:29 > 0:02:31We're supposed to be giving him lunch. Remember?
0:02:31 > 0:02:32Oh, no, no. It's fine, honestly.
0:02:32 > 0:02:34I'll just have a coffee. In fact, don't even bother.
0:02:34 > 0:02:36Yeah. Way too much to ask(!)
0:02:36 > 0:02:38I'll put the kettle on.
0:02:38 > 0:02:42So, Jenny, how are you? Everything OK?
0:02:44 > 0:02:47Um... Actually, I've brought you a present.
0:02:47 > 0:02:49Well, actually, there's two of them.
0:02:49 > 0:02:53Pink for a girl and blue for a boy.
0:02:53 > 0:02:54SHE SOBS
0:02:57 > 0:02:58Is too gender specific?
0:02:58 > 0:03:02Mate...we lost one of the twins.
0:03:02 > 0:03:03Two weeks ago.
0:03:14 > 0:03:16- Ooo!- Oh!- Ooo, sorry!
0:03:16 > 0:03:22Ah! May I say how, er...beautiful you look?
0:03:22 > 0:03:25- Oh!- Especially with the rosy hue in your cheeks.
0:03:25 > 0:03:27You, too. Handsome, I mean.
0:03:27 > 0:03:29Very smart.
0:03:29 > 0:03:31Well, I thought I'd make an effort.
0:03:31 > 0:03:33It's a very important day.
0:03:33 > 0:03:36Yes, we'd better get going, or we'll be late for the appointment.
0:03:36 > 0:03:39What appointment? I thought we were going for lunch.
0:03:39 > 0:03:41Don't be silly. We've got a wedding to plan.
0:03:41 > 0:03:43But there's something I want to give you first.
0:03:43 > 0:03:45- Well, that's going to have to wait. - Er...it...it can't!
0:03:49 > 0:03:51I want to make this official.
0:03:52 > 0:03:53Oh, Barry!
0:03:57 > 0:04:01- Oh.- Small, but, er...flawless.
0:04:01 > 0:04:03That's what the jeweller said at the Jewellery Quarter.
0:04:03 > 0:04:04The Jewellery Quarter.
0:04:09 > 0:04:11We went for the routine 20-week scan
0:04:11 > 0:04:14and they told us our son was dead.
0:04:15 > 0:04:17Congenital heart disease.
0:04:18 > 0:04:19I'm really sorry.
0:04:22 > 0:04:24We're going to have a beautiful baby girl.
0:04:24 > 0:04:25KNOCK AT DOOR
0:04:25 > 0:04:27I'll get that.
0:04:32 > 0:04:35Jenny, look, if there's anything I can do...
0:04:35 > 0:04:38- And I know that sounds cliched... - Thanks.
0:04:40 > 0:04:43No offence, could you lose those bunnies?
0:04:43 > 0:04:45Oh, yeah, of course. I'll, um...
0:04:45 > 0:04:48I'll put them in the car, out of the way, yeah?
0:04:48 > 0:04:49(OK.)
0:04:55 > 0:04:57POUNDING HEARTBEAT
0:04:57 > 0:04:58MUTED WAILING
0:05:06 > 0:05:07Something else I forgot.
0:05:07 > 0:05:09- What is it?- A twin buggy.
0:05:09 > 0:05:11I ordered it ages ago and it was out of stock.
0:05:11 > 0:05:12We're going to have to stash it.
0:05:12 > 0:05:14Can we put it in your boot, just for now?
0:05:14 > 0:05:16Er, yeah, yeah, sure, sure. Um...
0:05:23 > 0:05:24There we go.
0:05:30 > 0:05:32There we are, snug. Um...now what?
0:05:32 > 0:05:33We take it to my parents' house.
0:05:33 > 0:05:36- Finn?- Er...so, how many miles to the gallon?
0:05:36 > 0:05:39Er...quite a few, actually, yeah. Quite a lot, actually, yeah.
0:05:39 > 0:05:41Who was that at the door?
0:05:41 > 0:05:43The door? Oh, just a delivery man. Wrong address.
0:05:43 > 0:05:46Sid was just showing me his car. Smart, eh?
0:05:46 > 0:05:48Well, it's nothing special, really.
0:05:48 > 0:05:50We had to sell ours.
0:05:50 > 0:05:53Sid was saying, why don't he and I go for a drive, catch up,
0:05:53 > 0:05:54while you have a lie down?
0:05:54 > 0:05:58Are you kidding? I'm starving. Let's all go to the pub for lunch.
0:06:00 > 0:06:02Aw, come on, guys, live dangerously!
0:06:05 > 0:06:08I'm sure you're going to be absolutely fine. OK?
0:06:09 > 0:06:11Afternoon.
0:06:12 > 0:06:15- Running late?- Um...only two minutes.
0:06:15 > 0:06:17Conscientious to a fault.
0:06:17 > 0:06:20Ah, Tuscany!
0:06:20 > 0:06:23You'll be there next week, sipping a limoncello on the terrace.
0:06:23 > 0:06:25Yes, I'm showing Ruhma the villa.
0:06:25 > 0:06:27Sounds great. Glad to see we're on the same page.
0:06:30 > 0:06:33- Sorry, I don't understand. - Taking more time out to enjoy life.
0:06:33 > 0:06:36I thought you were here to discuss an exciting new proposal?
0:06:36 > 0:06:38This is it. Cutting back your hours.
0:06:38 > 0:06:40With Zara and Sid on the books,
0:06:40 > 0:06:42there's absolutely no need for you to work here full-time.
0:06:42 > 0:06:45Are you saying that I'm surplus to requirements?
0:06:45 > 0:06:47Not at all! No!
0:06:47 > 0:06:49But a man at your level of seniority
0:06:49 > 0:06:52shouldn't be working to such a punishing schedule.
0:06:52 > 0:06:54You've served this practice well.
0:06:54 > 0:06:55You deserve this, Heston.
0:06:57 > 0:06:59Anyway, mull it over.
0:06:59 > 0:07:03But if I were you, I'd grab the opportunity with both hands.
0:07:10 > 0:07:12Heading down to the sandwich shop. Want anything?
0:07:12 > 0:07:14I'll come with you. Get a blast of air.
0:07:14 > 0:07:15Anthony?
0:07:15 > 0:07:18- Heston? - Um...may I have another word?
0:07:18 > 0:07:20Sure. Would you care to join us?
0:07:20 > 0:07:22Isn't lunch for wimps?
0:07:22 > 0:07:23Ah! Touche!
0:07:23 > 0:07:25Shall we say 2:30, then?
0:07:27 > 0:07:29Bon appetit.
0:07:29 > 0:07:33So, still think you made the right choice with the practice?
0:07:33 > 0:07:36Oh, yeah. I get on really well with everyone there, so...
0:07:36 > 0:07:39Sorry, they stop serving lunch at 3:00. We'd better order.
0:07:39 > 0:07:42Um...how about we choose a couple of dishes each and share?
0:07:42 > 0:07:44- Fine by me. - I'll have chips with tomato sauce.
0:07:44 > 0:07:46- What?- Sharing won't work,
0:07:46 > 0:07:50since I can't have chorizo, soft cheese or shellfish.
0:07:50 > 0:07:53Well, don't tell me it slipped your mind.
0:07:53 > 0:07:56He's an expert on eating the right things during pregnancy.
0:07:56 > 0:07:59It's the way to have a healthy baby, apparently.
0:07:59 > 0:08:02And we will, Jen, we will.
0:08:04 > 0:08:05KNOCK AT DOOR
0:08:05 > 0:08:07Hello?
0:08:07 > 0:08:09We did say 2:30, didn't we?
0:08:09 > 0:08:14Ah, yes. Thank you for being so prompt. What's on your mind?
0:08:14 > 0:08:15Um...
0:08:17 > 0:08:21I'm slightly concerned by your proposal earlier.
0:08:21 > 0:08:25I know I'm the most senior and experienced GP at the Mill.
0:08:25 > 0:08:28I'm not sure I'm quite ready for semi-retirement.
0:08:28 > 0:08:31Let's not get worked up about it. Take a seat.
0:08:31 > 0:08:33I'm very happy to stand, thank you.
0:08:33 > 0:08:37- Of course.- I'm sure you weren't meaning to be ageist,
0:08:37 > 0:08:42but, um...I'm not some rickety old nag. I've never felt fitter.
0:08:42 > 0:08:44Reducing your hours was merely a suggestion.
0:08:44 > 0:08:45A gesture of appreciation.
0:08:45 > 0:08:47Well, it won't be necessary.
0:08:47 > 0:08:49Heston, I have the utmost respect for you.
0:08:49 > 0:08:52If you want to carry on as normal, that's perfectly fine by me.
0:08:52 > 0:08:53- Thank you.- Excellent.
0:08:53 > 0:08:56Well, let's leave it there, then, shall we,
0:08:56 > 0:08:58unless you had something else you wanted to discuss?
0:08:58 > 0:09:00No, nothing at all.
0:09:02 > 0:09:05So, will you still be wanting time off next week?
0:09:09 > 0:09:12Oh, Barry, this is perfect!
0:09:13 > 0:09:16The photos are going to look stunning.
0:09:16 > 0:09:18We could have champagne on the terrace!
0:09:18 > 0:09:21By, er...champagne, you mean cava?
0:09:21 > 0:09:23No, that's cheating. I just want the best.
0:09:23 > 0:09:25And you shall have it.
0:09:25 > 0:09:28I can't wait for you to be Mrs Valerie Biglow.
0:09:28 > 0:09:29VALERIE LAUGHS
0:09:29 > 0:09:31I think I'll stick with Pitman.
0:09:31 > 0:09:32Hi, there!
0:09:32 > 0:09:34You must be Valerie.
0:09:34 > 0:09:37- And this is Barry.- Aw!
0:09:37 > 0:09:41I'm Courtney, here to plan every waking moment of your special day.
0:09:41 > 0:09:42Do you charge for that?
0:09:42 > 0:09:44He's kidding.
0:09:44 > 0:09:48A sense of humour is important in any kind of relationship.
0:09:48 > 0:09:49Shall we go in?
0:09:54 > 0:09:57You've got to try that one, Sid.
0:09:57 > 0:10:00Oh, um...I checked out your website. It's really impressive.
0:10:00 > 0:10:02Yeah. Jen knows her stuff with marketing.
0:10:02 > 0:10:04Obviously, we've hit a bit of a hiatus.
0:10:04 > 0:10:06Yeah, well, that's just to be expected, isn't it?
0:10:06 > 0:10:08But we'll get back on track.
0:10:08 > 0:10:10We've got a lot to play for, now we're going to be parents.
0:10:10 > 0:10:13You've not got any regrets about not coming into medicine?
0:10:13 > 0:10:14Jen, you're not eating.
0:10:14 > 0:10:16- The chips are too greasy. - I'll tell them.
0:10:16 > 0:10:18No, Finn, just give it a rest.
0:10:21 > 0:10:23Same again?
0:10:23 > 0:10:24Erm, yeah. No.
0:10:24 > 0:10:26I wouldn't mind trying a different guest beer.
0:10:26 > 0:10:27Is there a blonde one?
0:10:27 > 0:10:30Why don't you go to the bar with Sid and choose?
0:10:30 > 0:10:31Jenny?
0:10:31 > 0:10:35No, thanks. I'm drowning in mineral water.
0:10:35 > 0:10:36Yeah, I know the feeling.
0:10:39 > 0:10:40Pint of Old Dog, please.
0:10:46 > 0:10:48Jen's doing brilliantly, considering.
0:10:48 > 0:10:49Yeah? You think?
0:10:49 > 0:10:52- Why? Don't you?- No, I just, erm...
0:10:52 > 0:10:55I feel a bit uncomfortable about hiding the buggy. That's all.
0:10:55 > 0:10:57Wouldn't it be better if we just came clean?
0:10:57 > 0:10:59It'll only cause her more stress. Where are you going?
0:10:59 > 0:11:00Loo. Won't be long.
0:11:03 > 0:11:07It's hard keeping it together sometimes.
0:11:07 > 0:11:08Yeah. Yeah, it must be.
0:11:26 > 0:11:28ECHOING BABY'S CRY
0:11:31 > 0:11:33This is our Imperial Suite,
0:11:33 > 0:11:36which we use for most of our marriage ceremonies.
0:11:39 > 0:11:40It's too big.
0:11:40 > 0:11:42Not a problem.
0:11:42 > 0:11:44We have another room with a more intimate feel.
0:11:44 > 0:11:46Oh, we can easily fill this one.
0:11:47 > 0:11:50My friend, Ricky Delaine, will probably want to bring
0:11:50 > 0:11:52some of his colleagues from musical theatre.
0:11:52 > 0:11:54Ooh, sounds like a real fairytale wedding.
0:11:54 > 0:11:56Oh, it is. Yeah.
0:11:56 > 0:11:59Ricky's going to sing, either at the service or for our first dance.
0:11:59 > 0:12:01We haven't quite decided yet.
0:12:01 > 0:12:02But what we do know is,
0:12:02 > 0:12:05we want to release doves during his performance.
0:12:05 > 0:12:07Now, that's a lovely idea,
0:12:07 > 0:12:12but the manager isn't too keen on having livestock inside.
0:12:12 > 0:12:16They're a little too spontaneous in the toilet department.
0:12:16 > 0:12:17Oh, I hadn't thought of that.
0:12:17 > 0:12:20We had a Harry Potter themed wedding last year,
0:12:20 > 0:12:23with a young deer representing the Patronus.
0:12:23 > 0:12:25You wouldn't believe the mess.
0:12:26 > 0:12:28I'd set my heart on doves.
0:12:28 > 0:12:29Oh, don't worry.
0:12:29 > 0:12:32We could have paper ones, suspended from the ceiling.
0:12:32 > 0:12:35Oh, they're so realistic, you wouldn't believe.
0:12:35 > 0:12:38They flap their wings and make a cooing noise.
0:12:38 > 0:12:42This could be accompanied by simulated rainbow lighting.
0:12:42 > 0:12:45So, when you say "cooing", do you mean, like,
0:12:45 > 0:12:47COO!
0:12:47 > 0:12:49It's subtle, restful,
0:12:49 > 0:12:52like this,
0:12:52 > 0:12:53Coo! Coo!
0:12:55 > 0:12:59Ah, bless! I call that look "bamboozled bridegroom".
0:12:59 > 0:13:00SHE LAUGHS
0:13:00 > 0:13:01I see it so many times.
0:13:03 > 0:13:06The girls will sort things out as they always do.
0:13:15 > 0:13:17Hey. Sorry I'm late.
0:13:18 > 0:13:20One of my mums thought she was in labour.
0:13:20 > 0:13:22Turned out it was just trapped wind.
0:13:22 > 0:13:24SHE LAUGHS
0:13:25 > 0:13:26What's wrong?
0:13:26 > 0:13:28Oh, nothing.
0:13:28 > 0:13:30Heston.
0:13:30 > 0:13:31It's fine.
0:13:31 > 0:13:33OK. Suit yourself.
0:13:33 > 0:13:35This will put a smile on your grumpy face.
0:13:35 > 0:13:38The kids are sorted for next week, so Tuscany is on.
0:13:39 > 0:13:41That's great, yeah?
0:13:42 > 0:13:45I'm sorry, Ruhma, I can't go.
0:13:45 > 0:13:46What?
0:13:46 > 0:13:48You asked me to arrange everything and...
0:13:48 > 0:13:50I know. It's just...
0:13:51 > 0:13:54It's not possible for me to get time off at the moment.
0:13:54 > 0:13:55Why?
0:13:55 > 0:13:58Well, Anthony's introduced all these new initiatives.
0:13:58 > 0:14:02Oh, and the initiatives include not having annual leave?
0:14:02 > 0:14:03He's just come back from holiday himself!
0:14:03 > 0:14:09As a senior member of staff, my input is needed.
0:14:09 > 0:14:13I'm sorry, Heston, I'm not buying this. What's going on?
0:14:13 > 0:14:14I just told you!
0:14:15 > 0:14:16Why do I even bother?
0:14:21 > 0:14:23Don't cry. Sh. Don't cry.
0:14:25 > 0:14:28# Rock-a-bye baby on the tree-top
0:14:28 > 0:14:32# When the wind blows, the cradle will rock
0:14:32 > 0:14:35# When the bough breaks, the cradle will fall
0:14:35 > 0:14:39# And down will come baby, cradle and all. #
0:14:40 > 0:14:42Jen, what are you doing?
0:14:42 > 0:14:43Sh, you'll wake them up.
0:14:43 > 0:14:45OK, listen, you're not making sense.
0:14:45 > 0:14:48Why? Everything's fine, isn't it?
0:14:48 > 0:14:50I'm well impressed with the buggy.
0:14:50 > 0:14:52It's got all the bells and whistles.
0:14:52 > 0:14:54Nicely sprung.
0:14:54 > 0:14:55British Safety Standard.
0:14:55 > 0:14:56Jen, don't, please.
0:14:56 > 0:15:00There's even a label showing twin babies riding in it.
0:15:00 > 0:15:02In case you weren't sure what it was for.
0:15:02 > 0:15:05It's like one of those silly serving suggestions.
0:15:06 > 0:15:09Mine is much more imaginative.
0:15:12 > 0:15:13We've got to put this away.
0:15:13 > 0:15:16No, Finn, we can't put it away.
0:15:16 > 0:15:17Look, I'll send it back
0:15:17 > 0:15:20and we'll get a lovely new one for our little girl.
0:15:20 > 0:15:21There's no point, is there?
0:15:22 > 0:15:24She's dead, too!
0:15:32 > 0:15:36This is where you'll have your wedding breakfast.
0:15:38 > 0:15:41It's like a banqueting room in a palace!
0:15:41 > 0:15:43Isn't it just!
0:15:43 > 0:15:45We have extensive menus.
0:15:45 > 0:15:47Our chef has Michelin stars virtually
0:15:47 > 0:15:49coming out of his ears.
0:15:49 > 0:15:51How much for a roast dinner with all the trimmings?
0:15:51 > 0:15:54We are not having a roast dinner.
0:15:54 > 0:15:56Common.
0:15:56 > 0:15:59I would like lobster, and meringue swans for dessert.
0:15:59 > 0:16:02I've never had lobster and I hate swans.
0:16:02 > 0:16:05I was under the impression you were giving me everything I wanted!
0:16:05 > 0:16:06It's my wedding as well.
0:16:06 > 0:16:08Oops, conflict.
0:16:08 > 0:16:11Organising a wedding can be so stressful, can't it?
0:16:13 > 0:16:15Lucky I am here, to smooth things over.
0:16:16 > 0:16:20So, why don't we take a deep breath and have a seat at the table.
0:16:20 > 0:16:21Hm? Valerie?
0:16:22 > 0:16:23Barry?
0:16:29 > 0:16:34Now, I'm going to raise the subject of a date.
0:16:34 > 0:16:36Because, after all,
0:16:36 > 0:16:40this is the most important decision you're going to have to make.
0:16:40 > 0:16:43Well, I was thinking April or May.
0:16:43 > 0:16:45That is, if I don't change my mind.
0:16:46 > 0:16:49So, April or May 2017?
0:16:49 > 0:16:50No, this year.
0:16:51 > 0:16:53That's impossible!
0:16:53 > 0:16:57I could maybe squeeze a weekday this coming November.
0:16:57 > 0:16:59No, that won't do at all.
0:16:59 > 0:17:00Are you sure?
0:17:00 > 0:17:03A winter wedding could be spectacular.
0:17:03 > 0:17:06You could arrive in a sleigh with bells on.
0:17:06 > 0:17:07I might be dead by then.
0:17:07 > 0:17:10SHE LAUGHS You and your sense of humour!
0:17:15 > 0:17:18Valerie is having treatment for cancer.
0:17:18 > 0:17:20She's a very brave woman.
0:17:24 > 0:17:26- Cake?- I beg your pardon?
0:17:26 > 0:17:31A...supplier left some samples for our wedding fair.
0:17:31 > 0:17:33I'll go get them.
0:17:33 > 0:17:35And then we'll have another look at the diary.
0:17:39 > 0:17:40I don't like her attitude. Let's go.
0:17:40 > 0:17:44This is where I want my wedding. I'm not going to change my mind.
0:17:47 > 0:17:50Jenny, please, just talk to me. Are you in any pain?
0:17:50 > 0:17:52I just know. A mother does.
0:17:52 > 0:17:55- That doesn't follow. You had no idea last time.- Thanks for that, Finn!
0:17:55 > 0:17:58Thanks for reminding me my baby died without my even noticing!
0:17:58 > 0:18:01- I'm sick of saying the wrong thing! - OK, guys, just...
0:18:03 > 0:18:05OK. Jenny, um...can you try and tell me
0:18:05 > 0:18:07exactly what it is you're feeling?
0:18:09 > 0:18:10Nothing.
0:18:10 > 0:18:12Like I'm not pregnant any more.
0:18:12 > 0:18:15OK, we'll, er...we'll get you to St Phil's.
0:18:15 > 0:18:17No, I'm not going through that again.
0:18:17 > 0:18:19- This is crazy! - Finn, just...take it easy.
0:18:21 > 0:18:24Look, you can't just do nothing, OK?
0:18:24 > 0:18:27Why don't we take you to the Mill, get you checked over?
0:18:27 > 0:18:29Will you agree to that?
0:18:30 > 0:18:32Please?
0:18:35 > 0:18:38If you're thinking of having lunch with me, you're too late.
0:18:38 > 0:18:39I am so sorry.
0:18:39 > 0:18:42There's something you're not telling me.
0:18:42 > 0:18:44No, not at all. You know what Anthony's like, always...
0:18:44 > 0:18:48Don't blame Anthony. This is clearly your decision.
0:18:48 > 0:18:50A friend of mine is having complications with her pregnancy.
0:18:50 > 0:18:53Jenny Weathers, she's a patient here. Can you have a look at her?
0:18:53 > 0:18:55Yeah, of course I can.
0:18:55 > 0:18:57HE SIGHS
0:19:00 > 0:19:03- No! No, don't! - What's happening to her?
0:19:03 > 0:19:06This is perfectly safe. It's not going to hurt the baby.
0:19:06 > 0:19:08There won't be a heartbeat!
0:19:08 > 0:19:12And I can't bear to go through it again, I can't!
0:19:12 > 0:19:15Jenny, look, I know this must be really terrible for you,
0:19:15 > 0:19:18but...please, just let us try and help.
0:19:18 > 0:19:21You and the baby might need medical treatment.
0:19:21 > 0:19:23Jenny, please.
0:19:24 > 0:19:26OK?
0:19:39 > 0:19:41OK, there.
0:19:41 > 0:19:43That is a very strong, regular heartbeat.
0:19:43 > 0:19:47- Oh!- Oh, thank you!
0:19:47 > 0:19:50Everything's OK! What?!
0:19:51 > 0:19:54I think a trip to St Phil's for extra reassurance.
0:19:56 > 0:19:58OK, I'm going to leave you with Sid, OK.
0:19:58 > 0:20:01JENNY SOBS
0:20:02 > 0:20:04I don't understand why she's crying.
0:20:04 > 0:20:06So ask her.
0:20:06 > 0:20:08Seriously, the two of you have been through hell.
0:20:08 > 0:20:11- You need to start talking about it. - Hell?
0:20:11 > 0:20:13Haven't you heard, Sid?
0:20:13 > 0:20:15We're so lucky!
0:20:15 > 0:20:18We are! We've a healthy baby!
0:20:18 > 0:20:22And one that's dead, still lying inside me.
0:20:22 > 0:20:26How unspeakably cruel is that?
0:20:27 > 0:20:29Finn?
0:20:29 > 0:20:32You do need to listen to her.
0:20:32 > 0:20:33Eh?
0:20:33 > 0:20:35Go on.
0:20:36 > 0:20:38How am I meant to feel
0:20:38 > 0:20:41when I give birth to my babies?
0:20:41 > 0:20:44Joy for the healthy daughter,
0:20:44 > 0:20:47or grief for the dead son?
0:20:47 > 0:20:49Try not to worry about that yet.
0:20:49 > 0:20:55Every day, I wonder...I wonder...if dying hurt.
0:20:55 > 0:20:58Oh, don't say that, Jen, please.
0:20:58 > 0:21:02What if you could hear his cry of pain?
0:21:02 > 0:21:04Because I do.
0:21:04 > 0:21:06It follows me around wherever I go.
0:21:06 > 0:21:09And you know what the worst thing is?
0:21:09 > 0:21:14I used to lie in bed, worrying how we'd cope financially with two kids.
0:21:14 > 0:21:16And now one of them's died!
0:21:16 > 0:21:18No way are you responsible for this!
0:21:18 > 0:21:20But what if he knew?
0:21:21 > 0:21:26I thought I had years to watch him grow.
0:21:27 > 0:21:32So many chances to tell him...I loved him.
0:21:34 > 0:21:36And now all that's taken away.
0:21:37 > 0:21:40Have you any idea how that makes me feel?!
0:21:43 > 0:21:45What do you think?
0:21:45 > 0:21:47I don't know, Finn.
0:21:48 > 0:21:49You'll have to tell me.
0:21:52 > 0:21:56I wanted to be strong for you, like you've always been for me.
0:21:56 > 0:21:58I was a mess until I met you and...
0:21:59 > 0:22:00I dream about him...
0:22:02 > 0:22:05..running around the garden, this little boy.
0:22:05 > 0:22:08And he has your colour hair and,
0:22:08 > 0:22:12and I wake up and I feel fantastic.
0:22:13 > 0:22:15And then I remember.
0:22:17 > 0:22:21I tried to push it away. I thought that was the way to handle it.
0:22:22 > 0:22:24Not for me.
0:22:25 > 0:22:27I have to grieve for him.
0:22:28 > 0:22:30I'm terrified, Jen.
0:22:30 > 0:22:32- I'm falling apart.- I know.
0:22:33 > 0:22:35THEY SOB
0:22:40 > 0:22:41INSTRUMENTAL
0:22:50 > 0:22:52Is this supposed to be chocolate?
0:22:52 > 0:22:54Um...chocolate and beetroot with chilli.
0:22:54 > 0:22:57I'd be inclined to stick to fruit cake.
0:22:57 > 0:23:00Nobody has fruit cake these days.
0:23:00 > 0:23:02Um...there's lemon and passion fruit
0:23:02 > 0:23:05with a hint of sage, rhubarb and violet.
0:23:05 > 0:23:09I'd set my heart on croquembouche, surrounded by bees.
0:23:09 > 0:23:12Not real ones, of course, just the sugar craft ones
0:23:12 > 0:23:15that they stick to the swirly, spinny, toffee stuff.
0:23:15 > 0:23:17Hm. Lovely.
0:23:18 > 0:23:22Right, during our little...interlude,
0:23:22 > 0:23:24I prepared a rough estimate of the cost.
0:23:24 > 0:23:27Just to give you an idea.
0:23:27 > 0:23:30I'll take that. My department.
0:23:30 > 0:23:32Now, you two have a chat,
0:23:32 > 0:23:36I'll be around if you have any questions.
0:23:36 > 0:23:41And, by the way, I'll pull out all the stops to find you a date.
0:23:42 > 0:23:44You're such a special couple.
0:23:50 > 0:23:53Do you think cooing doves will interfere with Ricky's performance?
0:23:55 > 0:23:57What's the matter?
0:23:57 > 0:23:58A-hem!
0:24:00 > 0:24:02Valerie...I can't afford this.
0:24:04 > 0:24:07- What are you talking about? - I haven't got this kind of money.
0:24:28 > 0:24:31I, er...I phoned St Phil's. They're expecting us.
0:24:31 > 0:24:33Thanks for this, mate.
0:24:33 > 0:24:36Sid, I'm sorry I was so rude about your present.
0:24:36 > 0:24:38It's no problem. Honestly.
0:24:38 > 0:24:41You bought them for our twins. It was a lovely thought.
0:24:41 > 0:24:43I'd like to have them back.
0:24:50 > 0:24:52SHE SIGHS
0:24:52 > 0:24:55I'd like to tell our daughter the blue one was for her brother.
0:25:01 > 0:25:03- KNOCK AT DOOR - Come in.
0:25:03 > 0:25:06Ruhma? We didn't really finish our conversation.
0:25:06 > 0:25:08I said all I wanted to say.
0:25:09 > 0:25:11I will take you to Tuscany.
0:25:11 > 0:25:13In the summer.
0:25:13 > 0:25:14It's much prettier then.
0:25:14 > 0:25:16Well, I might not be able to get the time off.
0:25:16 > 0:25:18I made the offer in the heat of the moment.
0:25:18 > 0:25:20We'd had a lovely evening.
0:25:20 > 0:25:22So, you didn't really mean it?
0:25:22 > 0:25:23Of course I meant it!
0:25:23 > 0:25:25I didn't think it through.
0:25:25 > 0:25:27I'm a bungling idiot and I don't deserve you.
0:25:27 > 0:25:29Well, I couldn't have put that better myself.
0:25:29 > 0:25:31So...let me make amends.
0:25:31 > 0:25:33It better be good.
0:25:34 > 0:25:37Why don't we have a dinner party?
0:25:37 > 0:25:39- Go on.- Invite some friends.
0:25:39 > 0:25:42- Anyone I want? - Who do you want to ask?
0:25:42 > 0:25:46- Karen. She's been a bit down in the dumps.- OK.
0:25:46 > 0:25:48- Rob, because I'd like to get to know him better.- Yes.
0:25:48 > 0:25:52- Valerie, if she's feeling up for it. - Right.
0:25:52 > 0:25:55Which goes without saying, we'd have to include Barry.
0:25:55 > 0:25:57- Would we?- Yeah.
0:26:06 > 0:26:08Please don't cry.
0:26:09 > 0:26:12We'll have a lovely wedding with our friends.
0:26:12 > 0:26:14They do receptions at The Pig and Whistle.
0:26:14 > 0:26:17I am not having my wedding breakfast at The Pig and Whistle!
0:26:17 > 0:26:19It's under new management.
0:26:19 > 0:26:23We can have salmon and lemon meringue pie for pudding.
0:26:23 > 0:26:26Mrs Tembe could make the cake, Jimmi could take the photos
0:26:26 > 0:26:28and I'll even make invitations with swans on.
0:26:28 > 0:26:30You promised me my dream wedding.
0:26:30 > 0:26:35If I had the money to match my feelings, I'd be a millionaire.
0:26:37 > 0:26:39But I'm just a security guard.
0:26:39 > 0:26:41It's my dying wish!
0:26:41 > 0:26:45Valerie, I can't give you what I haven't got.
0:26:47 > 0:26:49HE SIGHS
0:26:57 > 0:27:00You haven't seen anyone go past in the last few minutes, have you?
0:27:00 > 0:27:02A guy about my age on a red mountain bike?
0:27:02 > 0:27:05I saw a small lady with a big dog. Alsatian, I think it was.
0:27:05 > 0:27:07How is Joe doing?
0:27:07 > 0:27:10Really well. Thank you for asking.
0:27:10 > 0:27:13- No problem, I'll get on to it right away.- His name's Han Shen.
0:27:13 > 0:27:17And I wondered how you would feel about me trying one out on you?
0:27:17 > 0:27:20- Being your guinea pig? - HE LAUGHS