This One's For You

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0:00:28 > 0:00:29Coffee.

0:00:29 > 0:00:30- Do you still want decaf?- No.

0:00:30 > 0:00:34I've actually been back on the real stuff since my three-month scan.

0:00:34 > 0:00:35A little bit's fine!

0:00:35 > 0:00:39Maybe you should have another one and hurry things along a bit?

0:00:39 > 0:00:42Come on out, little one, Dada wants to meet you.

0:00:42 > 0:00:45Oh, I've got to pee, again.

0:00:45 > 0:00:48- We'll go. I'll pop back with the shopping later, OK? - All right, thanks.

0:00:50 > 0:00:52When did they say they'd induce her?

0:00:52 > 0:00:53We're trying to avoid that.

0:00:53 > 0:00:56- But I thought that... - Come on, you'll be late for work.

0:00:57 > 0:00:59- You go ahead, I'll be there in a sec.- OK.

0:01:14 > 0:01:17Hey. Coffee?

0:01:17 > 0:01:19Yes. No, I won't.

0:01:21 > 0:01:24- Everything all right? - Sorry, I'm a bit distracted.

0:01:24 > 0:01:25Oh?

0:01:25 > 0:01:27I met a guy.

0:01:27 > 0:01:30Oh! I wondered why you were getting dressed up the other night.

0:01:30 > 0:01:32Why didn't you say?

0:01:34 > 0:01:36Because of Howard?

0:01:36 > 0:01:37Oh, Niamh, don't be silly.

0:01:37 > 0:01:40One of us has got to have a love life.

0:01:40 > 0:01:42Yeah. There's a catch -

0:01:42 > 0:01:44a big one.

0:01:44 > 0:01:47He has a son, who's five years old

0:01:47 > 0:01:48and terminally ill.

0:01:49 > 0:01:52- Right.- So, Ben - that's his name - is all over the place.

0:01:54 > 0:01:57And you're worried about being more of a counsellor than a girlfriend?

0:01:57 > 0:02:01Well, there's that and there's also the ex-wife - they're only separated. I mean...

0:02:03 > 0:02:04That's a lot of baggage.

0:02:04 > 0:02:08Uber-baggage. And, you know, saying it out loud makes me realise

0:02:08 > 0:02:10I'm so going to get burnt here.

0:02:10 > 0:02:12All I would say is, be wary.

0:02:12 > 0:02:15Yeah. You're right, you know. It's doomed.

0:02:35 > 0:02:39I should definitely take a couple of laptops. There's this great music therapy site

0:02:39 > 0:02:42and having it playing in the background... Help create atmosphere, you know?

0:02:42 > 0:02:45Have you thought of bibliotherapy, or reading therapy?

0:02:45 > 0:02:50- No.- You do a questionnaire, then you have an online consultation,

0:02:50 > 0:02:54and you're sent a list of novels that explore your issues.

0:02:54 > 0:02:58As you work your way through the list, you develop coping mechanisms.

0:02:58 > 0:02:59How long is the list?

0:02:59 > 0:03:01Well, it's up to you to you set the pace.

0:03:01 > 0:03:04See the thing is, I'm not too sure that many students have the energy

0:03:04 > 0:03:06for reading novels, once they're studying.

0:03:06 > 0:03:09I know the course reading was more than enough for me.

0:03:09 > 0:03:11- It's just a thought.- Thanks.

0:03:11 > 0:03:14The other thought I had was having a yoga teacher in to run

0:03:14 > 0:03:15a class around lunchtime.

0:03:15 > 0:03:17Maybe a demonstration would be best.

0:03:17 > 0:03:19Like a performance?

0:03:19 > 0:03:22I'll get in touch with a few centres - see what they suggest.

0:03:22 > 0:03:24Good to see you hard at work already.

0:03:24 > 0:03:25SID GIGGLES

0:03:25 > 0:03:27How are you feeling today, Heston?

0:03:27 > 0:03:28- I'm fine.- Sure?

0:03:28 > 0:03:30- Fighting fit.- Excellent.

0:03:30 > 0:03:32I've got a special project starting today,

0:03:32 > 0:03:34one that would benefit from your wealth of experience.

0:03:34 > 0:03:36- That is, if you're up for the challenge.- Yeah.

0:03:36 > 0:03:38I've got to see a couple of patients.

0:03:38 > 0:03:41Maybe, er, your office in half an hour?

0:03:41 > 0:03:43Perfect. See you then.

0:03:47 > 0:03:49She's usually kicking by dawn.

0:03:49 > 0:03:52It gets a bit squishy in there at full term.

0:03:52 > 0:03:54She might be in a position where she can't kick.

0:03:54 > 0:03:57If you roll up your lovely fisherman's jumper for me.

0:04:03 > 0:04:04Just tuck this in.

0:04:09 > 0:04:12As I'm sure you'll remember, this is going to be as cold as ice.

0:04:21 > 0:04:22Have a listen.

0:04:25 > 0:04:28BABY'S HEARTBEAT

0:04:28 > 0:04:29There we go.

0:04:32 > 0:04:34Regular. Strong.

0:04:36 > 0:04:40It's a bit slow but if she's asleep, that's what you'd expect.

0:04:40 > 0:04:41Good.

0:04:43 > 0:04:45You heard enough?

0:04:45 > 0:04:48- Yeah.- OK. Grab a tissue.

0:04:52 > 0:04:54Now I feel a bit silly.

0:04:57 > 0:04:58"This one's for you"?

0:05:00 > 0:05:01Yeah.

0:05:02 > 0:05:05I wrote it to remind myself.

0:05:05 > 0:05:08I'm a surrogate for my twin and his wife.

0:05:08 > 0:05:10It's harder than I thought.

0:05:10 > 0:05:11In what way?

0:05:13 > 0:05:17I didn't expect her to feel like such a real person, you know?

0:05:17 > 0:05:20I keep giving her silly little pet names.

0:05:20 > 0:05:23I just have to keep reminding myself that I can't keep her.

0:05:23 > 0:05:26Well, I'm sure you've considered it carefully.

0:05:26 > 0:05:28Yeah.

0:05:28 > 0:05:29And I was coping fine,

0:05:29 > 0:05:33but this morning my sister-in-law served me with a contract.

0:05:33 > 0:05:34A contract?

0:05:34 > 0:05:35Yeah, and...

0:05:35 > 0:05:39I'm really hurt, I suppose.

0:05:39 > 0:05:41Angry.

0:05:41 > 0:05:43I didn't even know they could do that.

0:05:43 > 0:05:46Well, legally, I doubt that it's binding. I know for a fact,

0:05:46 > 0:05:50they can't apply for the parental order for six weeks.

0:05:50 > 0:05:51You've got plenty of time.

0:05:51 > 0:05:54You don't have to make that decision right now.

0:05:54 > 0:05:55It's not my egg.

0:05:55 > 0:05:58Ah. Your sister-in-law's?

0:05:58 > 0:06:00- No, it's a donor.- Oh.

0:06:00 > 0:06:03Well, that's less complicated.

0:06:03 > 0:06:06Obviously, it's still an issue for you, ethically speaking.

0:06:07 > 0:06:10Were you, er... Were you offered any counselling?

0:06:10 > 0:06:15Yeah, I did, but I felt so certain then.

0:06:15 > 0:06:17I didn't really listen.

0:06:20 > 0:06:23SHE GASPS

0:06:23 > 0:06:26OK, breathe deeply.

0:06:26 > 0:06:28I think I'm having a contraction.

0:06:28 > 0:06:31I'd say you were. You said you were almost due.

0:06:31 > 0:06:32Oh, Lordy!

0:06:32 > 0:06:34Now she's woken up!

0:06:34 > 0:06:37That's good. I will call the hospital, let them know.

0:06:37 > 0:06:39Actually, I'm having a home birth.

0:06:39 > 0:06:41The midwife works here.

0:06:41 > 0:06:42It's Ruhma.

0:06:42 > 0:06:44Then I will call Ruhma.

0:06:44 > 0:06:46We need to get someone to come and be with you.

0:06:46 > 0:06:49You've got hours to go, but you shouldn't be alone.

0:06:49 > 0:06:51I'll call my sister-in-law.

0:06:56 > 0:06:59- KNOCK AT DOOR - Come in.

0:07:00 > 0:07:01Hiya.

0:07:01 > 0:07:04Hi. Er...

0:07:04 > 0:07:08I'm sorry if I rained on your parade.

0:07:08 > 0:07:10Not at all. You were just being realistic.

0:07:10 > 0:07:12I haven't even met him.

0:07:12 > 0:07:13I don't know him very well,

0:07:13 > 0:07:15but I do know I'm better off not getting involved.

0:07:15 > 0:07:16Are you sure?

0:07:16 > 0:07:19PHONE RINGS

0:07:20 > 0:07:22Is that him?

0:07:22 > 0:07:24Yes. I'm not answering.

0:07:24 > 0:07:26- He might not call again.- Good.

0:07:27 > 0:07:28Life is short.

0:07:36 > 0:07:37Hi.

0:07:39 > 0:07:42Er, yeah, no, I'm really glad you called, actually.

0:07:42 > 0:07:43Just talking about you.

0:07:45 > 0:07:47Are you comfortable? Can I get you anything?

0:07:47 > 0:07:48A hot water bottle?

0:07:48 > 0:07:49A legal contract?

0:07:51 > 0:07:53Did you read it?

0:07:53 > 0:07:55- Yeah.- I just thought it would be better to get

0:07:55 > 0:07:58everything down on paper before she arrives.

0:07:58 > 0:08:00It has no legal bearing.

0:08:00 > 0:08:04Anything I sign before you apply for the parental papers at six weeks is irrelevant.

0:08:04 > 0:08:06You should know that.

0:08:08 > 0:08:10Should I set the birthing pool up?

0:08:10 > 0:08:12I think it might take a while.

0:08:12 > 0:08:13SHE GROANS

0:08:15 > 0:08:17That's less than 15 minutes.

0:08:20 > 0:08:21Let's get Tony home.

0:08:25 > 0:08:27So, what do you have in store for me?

0:08:27 > 0:08:29Trainee HGV drivers.

0:08:29 > 0:08:32I've secured a lucrative deal with a driver training company.

0:08:32 > 0:08:34We're now conducting all their medical assessments.

0:08:34 > 0:08:38- Yes, I've done that work before. - Good.

0:08:38 > 0:08:40You're sure this is the business we want?

0:08:40 > 0:08:43It's a crucial public safety issue, for which we can offer someone of

0:08:43 > 0:08:47your experience, someone who won't miss any subtle signs of ill health.

0:08:47 > 0:08:48And it pays well.

0:08:48 > 0:08:50Does the extra money go to the partners?

0:08:50 > 0:08:52No. No, the money goes back into the practice,

0:08:52 > 0:08:55- help balance out some of the needier patients.- Good.

0:08:56 > 0:08:59But, really, do we have the time for this kind of work?

0:08:59 > 0:09:01The NHS consulting time won't be affected.

0:09:01 > 0:09:03I've managed to clear your afternoon for the first batch.

0:09:03 > 0:09:05What? THIS afternoon?

0:09:06 > 0:09:09Is that too soon? Do you want me to ask someone else to step in?

0:09:09 > 0:09:10No, I'm sure I can manage.

0:09:10 > 0:09:14- A quick turnover's essential to reap the rewards.- Of course.

0:09:14 > 0:09:16- There's three booked in an hour. - 20 minutes will be fine.

0:09:17 > 0:09:18Excellent.

0:09:21 > 0:09:22Oh, Ruhma.

0:09:22 > 0:09:27I saw that patient of yours earlier, Layla Houts? Hawts?

0:09:27 > 0:09:28Yeah, Anna said she rang.

0:09:28 > 0:09:30Is Anna the sister-in-law?

0:09:30 > 0:09:33Yeah, she's...very excited.

0:09:34 > 0:09:38I saw her through four miscarriages before Layla stepped into help.

0:09:38 > 0:09:40Isn't Layla gorgeous?

0:09:40 > 0:09:43She seemed a bit... A bit vulnerable to me.

0:09:43 > 0:09:46Oh, no, Layla knows exactly what she wants.

0:09:46 > 0:09:49Her and her brother Tony are very close, which I think is

0:09:49 > 0:09:53really important when it comes time for the surrogate to let go.

0:09:53 > 0:09:55I thought she was having second thoughts.

0:09:55 > 0:09:56Really?

0:09:57 > 0:10:00She'd written on her belly, in, like, a marker pen,

0:10:00 > 0:10:01"This one's for you."

0:10:01 > 0:10:02Had she?

0:10:04 > 0:10:07Very good distancing technique.

0:10:07 > 0:10:09- Yeah, I suppose. - I'm just going to give Anna a ring.

0:10:09 > 0:10:11See how things are progressing.

0:10:11 > 0:10:13- OK. Good luck.- Yeah, thanks. - Thank you.

0:10:31 > 0:10:34LULLABY PLAYS

0:11:44 > 0:11:47Oh, sorry.

0:11:56 > 0:11:59PHONE RINGS

0:12:01 > 0:12:03Hey, Anna. How's it going?

0:12:03 > 0:12:07I've filled the bath but 37 degrees still feels quite hot.

0:12:07 > 0:12:09OK. Well, we can always change it

0:12:09 > 0:12:11and make Layla feel more comfortable.

0:12:11 > 0:12:12How's she doing?

0:12:12 > 0:12:15She's resting. Maybe it's my thermometer broken.

0:12:15 > 0:12:17- 'Anna?'- Yes?

0:12:17 > 0:12:18Take a deep breath.

0:12:19 > 0:12:22- OK.- I'm on my way. OK, bye.

0:12:22 > 0:12:23See you soon.

0:12:26 > 0:12:27Tony?

0:12:28 > 0:12:29Hey.

0:12:29 > 0:12:31Oh, thank God you're home.

0:12:31 > 0:12:34- You OK?- Mm-hm.- You're sure?

0:12:35 > 0:12:37Such bad dancing.

0:12:39 > 0:12:43- Oh! Er, did you...? - No. Is it your birthday?

0:12:43 > 0:12:45No. But I think it's my cake now!

0:12:47 > 0:12:49You can't do that. Somebody must've ordered it.

0:12:49 > 0:12:51It looks really good. You should try some.

0:12:51 > 0:12:53- You're terrible! - Only for chocolate fudge cake.

0:12:56 > 0:12:58We've been rumbled.

0:12:58 > 0:13:01I hope you're not going to suggest we make a run for it.

0:13:01 > 0:13:02Let's go(!)

0:13:02 > 0:13:04You try some?

0:13:06 > 0:13:09I told you not to try and get her to sign anything.

0:13:09 > 0:13:12It's just a statement of our intent.

0:13:12 > 0:13:14I don't see why she should take offence.

0:13:14 > 0:13:17Anna, you're a lawyer. You don't get it.

0:13:17 > 0:13:21Layla hates all that stuff - legalese, red tape, bureaucracy.

0:13:21 > 0:13:24Both of your names are on the birth certificate,

0:13:24 > 0:13:27yet I have to wait six weeks to get anything in writing.

0:13:27 > 0:13:30You don't need anything in writing.

0:13:30 > 0:13:31How can you be so sure?

0:13:32 > 0:13:33She's my sister.

0:13:36 > 0:13:38I think she's having second thoughts.

0:13:39 > 0:13:40OK.

0:13:40 > 0:13:42What makes you think that?

0:13:42 > 0:13:43I don't know.

0:13:45 > 0:13:48I just think she's got some kind of maternal instinct that's kicking in.

0:13:48 > 0:13:49You're projecting!

0:13:51 > 0:13:55Look, we're all nervous, but... Layla will not let us down.

0:13:57 > 0:13:58Maybe.

0:14:00 > 0:14:02It's just...

0:14:02 > 0:14:05I found the donor.

0:14:05 > 0:14:07I've been there every medical step,

0:14:07 > 0:14:10I've bought all the baby things

0:14:10 > 0:14:14and yet I still feel like it's all going to come to nothing again.

0:14:15 > 0:14:17GROANING

0:14:17 > 0:14:18Come on!

0:14:21 > 0:14:23- I'm soaked!- Your waters have broken.

0:14:23 > 0:14:27Obviously! I just didn't expect... I'm sorry, the bed.

0:14:27 > 0:14:28Don't worry about it.

0:14:28 > 0:14:30- DOORBELL RINGS - That'll be Ruhma.

0:14:30 > 0:14:34Tony, give Layla a hand - find her something of mine.

0:14:34 > 0:14:35Come on, you.

0:14:35 > 0:14:38- It's just like the old days when you used to wet the bed.- That was you!

0:14:44 > 0:14:46- Come on, you have to finish it. - No, I'm too full.

0:14:46 > 0:14:48You're just being polite.

0:14:48 > 0:14:49Oh!

0:14:53 > 0:14:56It is meconium but it's quite pale, which means it's mature.

0:14:56 > 0:14:57Meconium?

0:14:57 > 0:15:00It means she's had a poo and it's in the amniotic fluid.

0:15:00 > 0:15:01Is that normal?

0:15:01 > 0:15:04Well, yeah, sometimes it happens if the baby's distressed

0:15:04 > 0:15:07but, more likely, her gut's mature and she's ready to come out.

0:15:07 > 0:15:09So, we're OK to stay at home?

0:15:09 > 0:15:12Yeah, I'd say so. There's no indication she's in distress.

0:15:13 > 0:15:15Do you want me to check the heartbeat again?

0:15:15 > 0:15:17Actually, I think I'd like a second opinion.

0:15:17 > 0:15:20That doctor I saw this morning - does he do house calls?

0:15:20 > 0:15:22- Layla?- Oh, I can do that, can't I?

0:15:22 > 0:15:24- Erm...- Haskey - that was his name.

0:15:28 > 0:15:31Erm... Your blood pressure's a bit high,

0:15:31 > 0:15:33but it's still within the acceptable range.

0:15:33 > 0:15:36Do you have a list of your current medication?

0:15:38 > 0:15:42Thank you, and I think you should have something from the hospital.

0:15:42 > 0:15:44Oh. That's quite a lot.

0:15:46 > 0:15:47Still, best to have...

0:15:47 > 0:15:50all the information, I...

0:15:51 > 0:15:54..suppose. It's on page five, isn't it?

0:15:55 > 0:15:57Bear with me.

0:16:06 > 0:16:07Thanks for coming.

0:16:07 > 0:16:10I, er, wasn't sure you wanted to see me again.

0:16:10 > 0:16:12Neither was I, but I'm glad I did.

0:16:14 > 0:16:17Next time, I'd really like to meet Harry.

0:16:17 > 0:16:18Next time?

0:16:20 > 0:16:22He'd love that.

0:16:23 > 0:16:24I'd love that.

0:16:25 > 0:16:26Great.

0:16:27 > 0:16:29- Till next time.- Yeah.

0:16:37 > 0:16:38Sorry.

0:16:39 > 0:16:41Can I have another one?

0:16:42 > 0:16:43- A better one?- Yeah.

0:16:53 > 0:16:54OK, the heartbeat's fine,

0:16:54 > 0:16:56which is the best sign that she's not in distress.

0:17:00 > 0:17:01What would you do?

0:17:03 > 0:17:06There is a risk of meconium aspiration syndrome,

0:17:06 > 0:17:10which might then involve suctioning or resuscitation.

0:17:10 > 0:17:11So, personally speaking,

0:17:11 > 0:17:13I'd rather it was done in a hospital environment.

0:17:13 > 0:17:16Anna won't be too pleased.

0:17:16 > 0:17:18It's not up to Anna, though, is it?

0:17:18 > 0:17:19Right now, you're the one giving birth.

0:17:19 > 0:17:21You're the mother.

0:17:21 > 0:17:24YOU have to decide what's in YOUR baby's best interests.

0:17:24 > 0:17:26SHE SCOFFS

0:17:26 > 0:17:27What?

0:17:27 > 0:17:30You said, "What's in YOUR baby's interests."

0:17:30 > 0:17:33Ruhma always managed to avoid that somehow.

0:17:33 > 0:17:36She'd say, "What's in baby's interest."

0:17:36 > 0:17:38Well, yeah, that's midwife speak.

0:17:38 > 0:17:40They do that to avoid giving away the sex of the baby.

0:17:40 > 0:17:43Maybe, but she's never referred to me as the mother either.

0:17:45 > 0:17:47Anna wants to know, do you want tea in here?

0:17:47 > 0:17:49No. I'll go break the bad news.

0:17:52 > 0:17:54We'll be through in a minute.

0:17:54 > 0:17:57- I'd love a cup of tea, please. One milk, two sugars.- OK.

0:18:00 > 0:18:03- Bad news?- No, no, not bad news.

0:18:03 > 0:18:05I've advised Layla to go into hospital.

0:18:05 > 0:18:07I think you're being overly cautious.

0:18:07 > 0:18:09No, it's what Layla wants.

0:18:09 > 0:18:12Well, you'll have a hard time convincing Anna.

0:18:12 > 0:18:13Because...?

0:18:13 > 0:18:15Because she's the intended mum.

0:18:15 > 0:18:18Right now, that is completely beside the point.

0:18:18 > 0:18:21You're taking a rather narrow view of things, Al.

0:18:21 > 0:18:24Ruhma, I'm taking a really straightforward view of things.

0:18:24 > 0:18:28- Yeah, but you're not considering the family, though.- No, I'm not.

0:18:28 > 0:18:29I'm advising a young woman

0:18:29 > 0:18:31who is already under considerable pressure

0:18:31 > 0:18:33to make the right decision for her.

0:18:33 > 0:18:35Well, I disagree.

0:18:35 > 0:18:38- And you're welcome to. - Look, with all due respect...

0:18:38 > 0:18:40Oh, here we go. "With all due respect!"

0:18:40 > 0:18:42Al, you've known Layla what?

0:18:42 > 0:18:44A couple of hours?

0:18:44 > 0:18:46I've known this family for months.

0:18:47 > 0:18:49Well, maybe you're over-involved.

0:18:49 > 0:18:51- ANNA:- But we even discussed this scenario.

0:18:51 > 0:18:53Why should we suddenly change our plans?

0:18:53 > 0:18:57LAYLA: Because I've changed my mind. I think I'm better off in hospital.

0:18:59 > 0:19:02Can I ask if you would ever recommend a home birth?

0:19:02 > 0:19:06Well, I do think a hospital is a safer environment.

0:19:06 > 0:19:09So, is it not safe to say that you'd consider all risks too great,

0:19:09 > 0:19:11not just this one?

0:19:11 > 0:19:12Don't prosecute him, Anna.

0:19:12 > 0:19:15He's given us his opinion, now it's for us to decide what to do.

0:19:15 > 0:19:16Us?

0:19:16 > 0:19:18You mean you?

0:19:18 > 0:19:20Yes, seeing as I'm the one giving birth!

0:19:20 > 0:19:21To my baby!

0:19:23 > 0:19:25You see,

0:19:25 > 0:19:26I told you she was backing out.

0:19:26 > 0:19:28Oh, come on. This is about going to hospital.

0:19:28 > 0:19:29Is it?

0:19:29 > 0:19:31Is it really about going to hospital?

0:19:31 > 0:19:33Or are you changing your mind?

0:19:33 > 0:19:36Because I think the only reason you want to go to hospital

0:19:36 > 0:19:38- is to exclude me. - Anna, don't do this.

0:19:38 > 0:19:39Am I right?

0:19:42 > 0:19:44A hospital will be safer - but, yes,

0:19:44 > 0:19:48I think I want to be somewhere where I'm at the centre of this.

0:19:48 > 0:19:51When I saw Dr Haskey this morning, for the first time,

0:19:51 > 0:19:53I was treated like the mother and

0:19:53 > 0:19:57it's hard to explain, but somehow I've been craving that.

0:19:57 > 0:19:58I'm sorry.

0:19:58 > 0:20:01- I didn't expect to feel this way. - What are you saying?

0:20:01 > 0:20:03I'm sorry.

0:20:03 > 0:20:04What?

0:20:04 > 0:20:06I don't know if I can give her up.

0:20:08 > 0:20:10You can't keep her.

0:20:10 > 0:20:13- I'm sorry.- I knew it the minute you wouldn't sign that contract!

0:20:16 > 0:20:19I do consider myself to be more than a gestational carrier!

0:20:19 > 0:20:20You are, you're her aunt!

0:20:22 > 0:20:25And you've had the privilege of carrying her.

0:20:27 > 0:20:28Go to hospital.

0:20:29 > 0:20:31Take my baby if you dare,

0:20:31 > 0:20:33but don't think you'll get to keep her,

0:20:33 > 0:20:36because I will fight you in court every step of the way

0:20:36 > 0:20:38and I will win.

0:20:49 > 0:20:50Rick Burns?

0:20:52 > 0:20:53Rick Burns?

0:20:53 > 0:20:56You've done Rick Burns.

0:20:56 > 0:20:57Oh, good, means I'm ahead.

0:20:57 > 0:20:59No, you're not, you're three behind.

0:20:59 > 0:21:01It's Andy Muir next, and you've got to sign those.

0:21:01 > 0:21:02I've signed them already.

0:21:02 > 0:21:04Yeah, well, they need signing twice.

0:21:04 > 0:21:08And there's a million other things we've got to source cos half the lorry drivers

0:21:08 > 0:21:12- didn't bring in the stuff they needed.- Just need a quick pee!

0:21:17 > 0:21:19I think we'd better call an ambulance.

0:21:19 > 0:21:21What?

0:21:21 > 0:21:23Anna's devastated. I can't leave her on her own.

0:21:23 > 0:21:24Please...

0:21:24 > 0:21:26Tony, I can't do this on my own.

0:21:28 > 0:21:31Well, maybe you should have thought of that before.

0:21:31 > 0:21:33I didn't plan this.

0:21:33 > 0:21:35I didn't expect her to feel like my baby.

0:21:35 > 0:21:36She's not your baby.

0:21:36 > 0:21:39She's mine and Anna's baby - you're just carrying her.

0:21:39 > 0:21:40It's not even your egg.

0:21:40 > 0:21:42I'm sorry.

0:21:42 > 0:21:44We'll find a way. We'll make this work.

0:21:44 > 0:21:46No, we won't.

0:21:46 > 0:21:47The courts will.

0:21:49 > 0:21:53Anna will fight you tooth and nail for this baby. You know that, right?

0:21:54 > 0:21:56And so will I.

0:21:57 > 0:21:58You'll be on her side?

0:21:58 > 0:21:59Of course I will.

0:22:01 > 0:22:05I have no intention of raising a baby with my twin sister.

0:22:05 > 0:22:07What kind of a freak do you think I am?!

0:22:12 > 0:22:14You know, when you first decided to do this for us...

0:22:16 > 0:22:18..I couldn't believe how selfless you were...

0:22:18 > 0:22:19An act of love, Anna called it.

0:22:21 > 0:22:22But now...

0:22:25 > 0:22:26Now, I kind of hate you.

0:22:29 > 0:22:32SHE WAILS

0:22:34 > 0:22:35Are you OK?

0:22:35 > 0:22:38Please, Tony, don't make me go through this alone.

0:22:38 > 0:22:41- You're not going to be alone, Ruhma will be...- Please!

0:22:41 > 0:22:43- I don't want to do it on my own! - OK, OK.

0:22:46 > 0:22:49Ah, there you are.

0:22:49 > 0:22:50Take your time.

0:22:51 > 0:22:53Just got to get you to the scales

0:22:53 > 0:22:55at the other end of the room there.

0:22:57 > 0:22:59That's rather good.

0:22:59 > 0:23:01That's the ticket. Good.

0:23:03 > 0:23:05She's settled really well.

0:23:06 > 0:23:07Layla...

0:23:07 > 0:23:09she'll need a feed soon,

0:23:09 > 0:23:12so one of the midwives will come and help you.

0:23:12 > 0:23:14I've told them that you didn't get a chance

0:23:14 > 0:23:17to go to any pre-natal classes for breast-feeding, OK?

0:23:17 > 0:23:21I was expecting to be back at work in a week.

0:23:21 > 0:23:23I don't even have a pram or a cot.

0:23:23 > 0:23:26Well, I'm sure Anna will help out.

0:23:26 > 0:23:27If she ever talks to me again.

0:23:28 > 0:23:31You need to give yourself a chance to recover.

0:23:31 > 0:23:34I never meant to be a single mum.

0:23:34 > 0:23:38Well, there's no need to rush into anything.

0:23:38 > 0:23:39I don't want to breast-feed.

0:23:39 > 0:23:41Are you sure?

0:23:41 > 0:23:44I didn't plan to, so let's stick to that at least.

0:23:44 > 0:23:46OK. I'll let the midwives know.

0:23:48 > 0:23:50Look, I'm going to get off,

0:23:50 > 0:23:52but I'll be back in the morning, yeah?

0:23:52 > 0:23:54Thanks, Ruhma.

0:23:54 > 0:23:55Thanks for everything.

0:23:55 > 0:23:57You're very welcome.

0:23:57 > 0:23:59Now, get some rest.

0:24:05 > 0:24:08I can't stop looking at her.

0:24:08 > 0:24:09Me neither.

0:24:12 > 0:24:14She looks like me.

0:24:15 > 0:24:17Well, why shouldn't she?

0:24:19 > 0:24:20She's your niece.

0:24:23 > 0:24:24I know.

0:24:33 > 0:24:35Oh, good, you're still here.

0:24:35 > 0:24:38Yes. Do you have Mr Baradi's phone number?

0:24:38 > 0:24:40I don't think I got through all the questions.

0:24:40 > 0:24:42I think the pages stuck.

0:24:42 > 0:24:45B-A-R-A-D-I. Yep.

0:24:45 > 0:24:46Yes, I'll wait.

0:24:48 > 0:24:51Oh, come on.

0:25:32 > 0:25:33KNOCK ON DOOR

0:25:33 > 0:25:34Yeah?

0:25:39 > 0:25:40Are you OK?

0:25:40 > 0:25:42Fine.

0:25:42 > 0:25:44I understand the questionnaires were more complicated

0:25:44 > 0:25:46- than you'd expected. - Who told you that?

0:25:46 > 0:25:49Karen said there were some time-keeping issues.

0:25:49 > 0:25:52Yes, because the time allocated to each patient

0:25:52 > 0:25:55is inadequate, given the new questionnaires.

0:25:55 > 0:25:57But you agreed that 20 minutes was enough.

0:25:57 > 0:25:59That was based on the old questionnaires.

0:25:59 > 0:26:01With the new questionnaires,

0:26:01 > 0:26:03the only way to get through it is not to ask all the questions.

0:26:03 > 0:26:06Why don't I ask Daniel or Al to do the next round?

0:26:06 > 0:26:08You have DELIBERATELY underestimated this task.

0:26:08 > 0:26:10I can see it's too much for you, so...

0:26:10 > 0:26:13I am not the problem - you are the problem!

0:26:13 > 0:26:15KNOCK ON DOOR

0:26:15 > 0:26:16Hi.

0:26:18 > 0:26:19Is everything OK?

0:26:19 > 0:26:21We're fine, thanks, Sid.

0:26:21 > 0:26:24Heston's just had a very trying day with a horde of HGV drivers

0:26:24 > 0:26:27and there are some procedures that need ironing out.

0:26:27 > 0:26:29Why don't we leave it for now?

0:26:29 > 0:26:31Sort out the issues next week?

0:26:31 > 0:26:33Sid, have you got a minute?

0:26:33 > 0:26:35Yeah, sure.

0:26:35 > 0:26:36Goodnight, Heston.

0:26:39 > 0:26:40Let's hope he calms down.

0:26:40 > 0:26:42It's not good for him to get stressed.

0:26:54 > 0:26:55Sid?

0:26:57 > 0:26:58Sidney?

0:26:58 > 0:27:01He's...a really special little boy.

0:27:01 > 0:27:04Where's your mum and dad? Won't they be worried?

0:27:04 > 0:27:07- I don't have a dad. - Your mum, then.- She won't care.

0:27:07 > 0:27:09Right, a night in the cells it is, then.

0:27:09 > 0:27:11I'm not sure I can go through with it.

0:27:11 > 0:27:13Believe me...

0:27:13 > 0:27:15I'd get in there with you if I could.