The Woman Who Runs

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0:00:28 > 0:00:30Eye shadow.

0:00:30 > 0:00:32Pink bra.

0:00:32 > 0:00:34I love you.

0:00:35 > 0:00:37Mary's coat.

0:00:44 > 0:00:45Ah! Cancer.

0:00:56 > 0:00:57Treasure.

0:01:06 > 0:01:07Aargh!

0:01:10 > 0:01:12Aargh!

0:01:13 > 0:01:15LIFE SUPPORT MACHINE BEEPS

0:01:23 > 0:01:24Hey, you.

0:01:35 > 0:01:36SHE SIGHS

0:01:42 > 0:01:43Where's my sprinkles?!

0:01:51 > 0:01:52Kayley!

0:01:52 > 0:01:54Not my suitcase!

0:01:55 > 0:01:57Mary...

0:02:00 > 0:02:02Not my suitcase, Mary!

0:02:12 > 0:02:13Gr!

0:02:16 > 0:02:18I don't know how long you'd been lying there,

0:02:18 > 0:02:19but for a moment I thought...

0:02:23 > 0:02:25You scared the daylights out of me.

0:02:25 > 0:02:27Sorry.

0:02:28 > 0:02:29What did they say?

0:02:31 > 0:02:34Angina attack brought on by stress.

0:02:34 > 0:02:35Not a heart attack?

0:02:35 > 0:02:38No, Heston, not a heart attack, an angina attack,

0:02:38 > 0:02:39which can be just as serious.

0:02:43 > 0:02:45I don't mean to nag, I'm sorry.

0:02:45 > 0:02:47It's fine.

0:02:48 > 0:02:52Do you know, there are more important things than work.

0:02:54 > 0:02:56I know.

0:02:56 > 0:02:58So something has to change.

0:02:58 > 0:02:59They will.

0:03:02 > 0:03:04OK.

0:03:05 > 0:03:06Can I see my notes?

0:03:33 > 0:03:35- Mary. - I'm sorry, Ellen.

0:03:35 > 0:03:36Mary!

0:03:36 > 0:03:39Mary. Mary, wait!

0:03:43 > 0:03:45- There you go.- Thank you.

0:03:47 > 0:03:50I didn't sleep a wink last night.

0:03:50 > 0:03:51I know, I heard you.

0:03:51 > 0:03:52I'm sorry, I should have come down.

0:03:52 > 0:03:54No, it's fine. I needed to think.

0:03:55 > 0:03:59I just can't believe that he would lie about something like this.

0:04:01 > 0:04:05Do you know, everyone is against this treatment?

0:04:05 > 0:04:07Dr Richmond, Al, Sarah, now we know.

0:04:08 > 0:04:11He said he just wanted to have someone

0:04:11 > 0:04:14who didn't think he was crazy for hoping.

0:04:14 > 0:04:16Have you even met this Sarah?

0:04:16 > 0:04:18No.

0:04:18 > 0:04:20Right.

0:04:20 > 0:04:22Let me get this straight.

0:04:22 > 0:04:25He wants you, his new girlfriend,

0:04:25 > 0:04:28to talk to his estranged wife

0:04:28 > 0:04:30about what is best for their child?

0:04:31 > 0:04:36I'd be going in the capacity of a doctor, not as Ben's girlfriend.

0:04:36 > 0:04:38I'd just give her all the information and leave.

0:04:38 > 0:04:40Through the door, hopefully.

0:04:41 > 0:04:43What if she doesn't buy it?

0:04:45 > 0:04:47I have to try. If there's a chance...

0:04:51 > 0:04:54Look, Niamh, you know I'll support you whatever you decide...

0:04:56 > 0:04:59..but this is massive.

0:04:59 > 0:05:00Are you sure it's worth it?

0:05:05 > 0:05:07You were feeling angry, weren't you?

0:05:11 > 0:05:12You feeling better now?

0:05:12 > 0:05:14Where's my bag?

0:05:15 > 0:05:17Your weekend bag?

0:05:17 > 0:05:19We're not using that one. It has to be the suitcase.

0:05:19 > 0:05:21Ow. Don't do that, love.

0:05:25 > 0:05:27Are you feeling worried about today?

0:05:30 > 0:05:32It's just a short break.

0:05:32 > 0:05:34You have fun at the Birch Brook.

0:05:36 > 0:05:38La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la...

0:05:38 > 0:05:39Don't do that.

0:05:39 > 0:05:41..la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la...

0:05:41 > 0:05:43I wish I was going somewhere with a heated swimming pool.

0:05:43 > 0:05:45..la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la...

0:05:45 > 0:05:48Look, remember those lovely delicious cupcakes you made

0:05:48 > 0:05:49last time you were there?

0:05:49 > 0:05:50Ow!

0:06:04 > 0:06:06SHE KNOCKS ON DOOR

0:06:11 > 0:06:14Hi. Sarah, obviously.

0:06:14 > 0:06:15I'm Niamh.

0:06:17 > 0:06:19Ben's girlfriend, but I'm a doctor, too.

0:06:21 > 0:06:22What do you want?

0:06:22 > 0:06:24I just wanted to see how he was after yesterday.

0:06:24 > 0:06:26Well, he's fine, so you can go now.

0:06:26 > 0:06:28OK, please, can we start again?

0:06:28 > 0:06:31I really need to talk to you.

0:06:31 > 0:06:32What about?

0:06:32 > 0:06:34Treatment that could save Harry's life.

0:06:34 > 0:06:36Harry has a consultant and a whole medical team,

0:06:36 > 0:06:39fighting day and night to keep him alive.

0:06:39 > 0:06:42If there was a magical cure still out there,

0:06:42 > 0:06:45do you not think we'd have found it?

0:06:45 > 0:06:47I still think there's hope and if you'll hear me out,

0:06:47 > 0:06:49I'll tell you everything I know.

0:06:51 > 0:06:55This must be the worst thing imaginable

0:06:55 > 0:06:57for any mother to go through.

0:06:57 > 0:06:58I'm truly sorry.

0:07:00 > 0:07:02But you deserve to know all about this.

0:07:03 > 0:07:05Just hear me out.

0:07:05 > 0:07:06Please.

0:07:08 > 0:07:10Ten minutes.

0:07:12 > 0:07:14Honestly, Steven,

0:07:14 > 0:07:15she's being impossible.

0:07:17 > 0:07:19No, the traffic lights aren't working.

0:07:21 > 0:07:24She already knows there's something wrong

0:07:24 > 0:07:25because it's not her weekend bag.

0:07:29 > 0:07:32Hang on, I'll call you back.

0:07:32 > 0:07:33Kayley!

0:07:33 > 0:07:35How the heck did you get that?

0:07:35 > 0:07:38You know we don't have matches or lighters.

0:07:38 > 0:07:40Give that to me. Give it to me!

0:07:40 > 0:07:41- Give it to me!- No!

0:07:42 > 0:07:44Would you just like to take a seat

0:07:44 > 0:07:46and somebody will be with you in two ticks?

0:07:46 > 0:07:49Have you got everybody's cards?

0:07:49 > 0:07:51And the fruit basket?

0:07:51 > 0:07:53Aw. Give him my love.

0:07:54 > 0:07:56OK, bye.

0:07:57 > 0:08:00Hi, can you help? We need to see Dr Granger.

0:08:00 > 0:08:01It's Ellen and Kayley Morrison.

0:08:01 > 0:08:05- OK.- I think she's sprained her wrist.- It hurts!

0:08:05 > 0:08:08Oh, sweetheart. Do you want to take a seat and I'll see what I can do?

0:08:08 > 0:08:09Thanks.

0:08:15 > 0:08:19Hi, I'm at the Campus surgery. She had a lighter.

0:08:19 > 0:08:21No, she tripped and fell.

0:08:21 > 0:08:24Yeah, can... Can you come now, please?

0:08:26 > 0:08:28I'm still trying to get this straight.

0:08:28 > 0:08:31So, besides the other two elements, there's the thyroxine.

0:08:31 > 0:08:33Which he's already on.

0:08:33 > 0:08:35And you really think the new elements could work?

0:08:35 > 0:08:37I spoke to the specialist in Basel

0:08:37 > 0:08:41and he seems to think that Harry would be a very good candidate.

0:08:41 > 0:08:43But Ben's discussed this with Dr Richmond.

0:08:43 > 0:08:44He doesn't agree because of the risks.

0:08:44 > 0:08:47He said it could actually shorten Harry's life,

0:08:47 > 0:08:48just the journey alone.

0:08:48 > 0:08:53And I'm not prepared to put Harry through that.

0:08:53 > 0:08:54When the time comes,

0:08:54 > 0:08:58I want him home, surrounded by his family.

0:08:58 > 0:09:00But that time hasn't come yet

0:09:00 > 0:09:03and with this treatment it could be years before it does.

0:09:03 > 0:09:05I know it's difficult to understand,

0:09:05 > 0:09:07but I've accepted it.

0:09:07 > 0:09:10Now I just want Harry to go in peace.

0:09:10 > 0:09:12Please don't give up.

0:09:12 > 0:09:15This time is so sacred.

0:09:17 > 0:09:19I feel sorry for Ben.

0:09:19 > 0:09:20He's missing out.

0:09:20 > 0:09:22He's not going to get this time back.

0:09:24 > 0:09:28And if you really cared about him, you'd help him see that.

0:09:28 > 0:09:30But if there's a chance, isn't it worth considering?

0:09:30 > 0:09:31If there was,

0:09:31 > 0:09:34Dr Richmond would agree.

0:09:34 > 0:09:36But you have parental rights. You can fight his decision.

0:09:36 > 0:09:38Oh, right, and would we win in time

0:09:38 > 0:09:42or would we spend the last of Harry's days in a courtroom?

0:09:42 > 0:09:43You just take him!

0:09:44 > 0:09:46You just take him to Switzerland.

0:09:46 > 0:09:49What? So he can die in a taxi on a motorway

0:09:49 > 0:09:52or on a ferry or in some foreign country?

0:09:52 > 0:09:53I know it sounds ridiculous.

0:09:53 > 0:09:55No, it's poisonous!

0:09:56 > 0:10:00I don't want to see you anywhere near my son again.

0:10:05 > 0:10:08So, you know the deal with the doctor's chair, don't you?

0:10:08 > 0:10:10You can only have it if you tell me what's wrong.

0:10:10 > 0:10:11It hurts.

0:10:11 > 0:10:13She won't let me near it.

0:10:13 > 0:10:15OK, how did it happen, Kayley?

0:10:15 > 0:10:16Mum took my treasure.

0:10:16 > 0:10:20Erm, she had a lighter. She tried to do a runner and tripped.

0:10:20 > 0:10:22- Don't want X-ray. - There won't be one.

0:10:22 > 0:10:24OK, can I take a look?

0:10:24 > 0:10:26OK, let's put that...

0:10:27 > 0:10:29That camera's just a piece of junk.

0:10:29 > 0:10:30It doesn't really work.

0:10:30 > 0:10:32It just seems to be her latest comfort blanket.

0:10:32 > 0:10:35What have you seen through your camera?

0:10:35 > 0:10:38Pink bra, Lego and cancer.

0:10:39 > 0:10:41- She means cigarettes.- Oh.

0:10:41 > 0:10:44My boy loves Lego, too.

0:10:45 > 0:10:48I wish our care workers were more like you.

0:10:48 > 0:10:50She always seems to respond better to men.

0:10:50 > 0:10:51She knows me, that's all.

0:10:51 > 0:10:54OK, so your wrist is a little swollen. It's not broken,

0:10:54 > 0:10:57so I'm going to ask your mummy to put some frozen peas on it. OK?

0:11:00 > 0:11:02Dr Granger, can I have a word, please,

0:11:02 > 0:11:03- in private?- Sure.

0:11:07 > 0:11:12Hello. Right, we've got loads of cards, loads of pressies and, er...

0:11:12 > 0:11:13Flipping heck, who's that from?

0:11:13 > 0:11:15It's from Mrs Tembe. Help yourself.

0:11:18 > 0:11:19Everyone has been very kind.

0:11:20 > 0:11:24Cos everyone cares about you. How you feeling?

0:11:24 > 0:11:27Like I've been run over by a steamroller.

0:11:27 > 0:11:30- Anthony's already looking at ways to reduce your workload.- Oh?

0:11:30 > 0:11:33Yeah, he's talking about cutting your hours for starters.

0:11:33 > 0:11:34I bet he is.

0:11:35 > 0:11:37What's up?

0:11:37 > 0:11:39Anthony's concern for my wellbeing.

0:11:40 > 0:11:41What do you mean?

0:11:41 > 0:11:44I'm only here because of him.

0:11:44 > 0:11:49- Yeah, well, we're all getting used to it. It's all the changes, isn't it?- Oh, come on.

0:11:49 > 0:11:51OK, he has a way about him.

0:11:51 > 0:11:53I wasn't that keen when we first met.

0:11:54 > 0:11:56He deliberately undermines me.

0:11:56 > 0:11:57Why would he do that?

0:11:57 > 0:12:00I don't fit his sleek view of the Mill.

0:12:01 > 0:12:03He has his favourites. I'm not one of them.

0:12:07 > 0:12:09You'd think there'd be more help.

0:12:09 > 0:12:11She's supposed to be an adult,

0:12:11 > 0:12:15but her needs are so much more complex, as you know.

0:12:15 > 0:12:17How's the transition plan going?

0:12:19 > 0:12:20Kayley's moving today.

0:12:21 > 0:12:23OK. Where did you decide?

0:12:23 > 0:12:25The Birch Brook.

0:12:25 > 0:12:27It's a residential care home.

0:12:27 > 0:12:29She goes there for short breaks,

0:12:29 > 0:12:31it just seemed sensible for a permanent move.

0:12:31 > 0:12:33It's familiar. It's good.

0:12:33 > 0:12:35And Steven's brilliant.

0:12:35 > 0:12:36Steven?

0:12:36 > 0:12:37The manager.

0:12:37 > 0:12:40He seems to be the only one who can manage Kayley.

0:12:40 > 0:12:44White Valley Care dumped us, today.

0:12:44 > 0:12:47She's been so wound up. I think she knows there's something going on.

0:12:47 > 0:12:50There's every chance she's picking up on your anxiety.

0:12:50 > 0:12:54And, if I may say, you don't seem so sure.

0:12:54 > 0:12:57How does Kayley feel about moving?

0:12:57 > 0:12:58I haven't told her.

0:12:58 > 0:13:00Why not?

0:13:00 > 0:13:03She'll just say I'm sending her away.

0:13:03 > 0:13:05She will if you don't tell her.

0:13:05 > 0:13:09Ellen, come on, you know you can't spring something like this on her.

0:13:12 > 0:13:14We can still fight.

0:13:14 > 0:13:17What, Sarah, Dr Richmond, the whole medical establishment?

0:13:17 > 0:13:18We can appeal.

0:13:18 > 0:13:20How long is that going to take?

0:13:20 > 0:13:22I don't know but if we see a solicitor today,

0:13:22 > 0:13:25maybe we could get an emergency hearing.

0:13:25 > 0:13:28- And then we get turned down. - Maybe not.

0:13:28 > 0:13:29It's a waste of time.

0:13:29 > 0:13:31We both know Sarah was our last chance.

0:13:31 > 0:13:33The only option we have now is to take him.

0:13:35 > 0:13:36Not without Sarah's permission.

0:13:36 > 0:13:38Which we're not going to get.

0:13:39 > 0:13:41I know she's his mother,

0:13:41 > 0:13:44but why does her opinion count for more than mine?

0:13:45 > 0:13:49I've got to get him out the hospital and out of the country.

0:13:49 > 0:13:52And then get yourself arrested. That'll really help Harry(!)

0:13:52 > 0:13:53I have to try.

0:13:55 > 0:13:57Will you help me?

0:13:59 > 0:14:02Do you want sugar or is it...? Oh, it's just me.

0:14:02 > 0:14:05You're right. She does need to be prepared for today.

0:14:05 > 0:14:06It will work out.

0:14:09 > 0:14:10Lots of sugar, bad for teeth.

0:14:10 > 0:14:11You're very right.

0:14:11 > 0:14:13THEY LAUGH

0:14:13 > 0:14:16She's quite the film-maker. We're getting on like a house on fire.

0:14:16 > 0:14:17I'm glad you've been good.

0:14:17 > 0:14:19Do you want a milkshake?

0:14:19 > 0:14:20You've earned it.

0:14:22 > 0:14:23- PHONE RINGS - Oh.

0:14:26 > 0:14:28OK?

0:14:28 > 0:14:30It's Steven. He's here.

0:14:30 > 0:14:32Don't want to go!

0:14:32 > 0:14:34OK, OK. Everything is going to be fine.

0:14:35 > 0:14:36Everything's sorted.

0:14:36 > 0:14:39I had a word with the social worker after you phoned.

0:14:39 > 0:14:41I shouldn't have really called you like that.

0:14:41 > 0:14:44Perfectly understandable. Anyway, Kayley can come back with us now.

0:14:44 > 0:14:46She's upset.

0:14:46 > 0:14:47Don't worry, she'll calm down.

0:14:47 > 0:14:50Hi. Dr Granger, Kayley's GP.

0:14:50 > 0:14:52Shall we have a quiet chat, give these guys some breathing space?

0:14:52 > 0:14:55I've got it in hand, thanks.

0:14:55 > 0:14:59Right. Kayley, I'm going to count to five. You're going to calm down.

0:14:59 > 0:15:01One, two,

0:15:01 > 0:15:02three,

0:15:02 > 0:15:04four,

0:15:04 > 0:15:05five.

0:15:05 > 0:15:07Good girl, now put your coat on.

0:15:07 > 0:15:08We'll get her suitcase later.

0:15:08 > 0:15:11I just wanted to have some time, just to prepare her first.

0:15:11 > 0:15:12We agreed on today.

0:15:12 > 0:15:15- Yeah, I know but...- It's best not to prolong these things.

0:15:15 > 0:15:17He can't just barge in and take her, can he?

0:15:17 > 0:15:19With Ellen's permission, yes, he can.

0:15:19 > 0:15:20Best we get going.

0:15:20 > 0:15:23Maybe I'll come as well, then, just so it won't be so strange.

0:15:23 > 0:15:26She's not with strangers.

0:15:26 > 0:15:28Anyway, Kayley needs to settle into her new home,

0:15:28 > 0:15:30so I'd advise no initial family contact for a while.

0:15:30 > 0:15:32Don't want to go! No!

0:15:33 > 0:15:34It'll be all right.

0:15:34 > 0:15:38Look, you can take the camera and you can make a little film for me, yeah?

0:15:38 > 0:15:40Afraid she can't take that, Ellen.

0:15:40 > 0:15:42- Really?- Why not?

0:15:42 > 0:15:45It's important not to encourage Kayley's obsessive tendencies.

0:15:45 > 0:15:48Surely the camera will give her a sense of security

0:15:48 > 0:15:50during this upheaval?

0:15:50 > 0:15:53Those are the strategies we use at the Birch Brook and they work.

0:15:53 > 0:15:55Let's leave the camera behind, Kayley. Thank you.

0:16:13 > 0:16:14You've been knocked for six, Heston.

0:16:14 > 0:16:16You're bound to be feeling vulnerable.

0:16:16 > 0:16:19- Medication can play its part. - It's not that.

0:16:19 > 0:16:20Beta blockers.

0:16:21 > 0:16:23I've known patients to complain of paranoia.

0:16:23 > 0:16:24I've been on them for years.

0:16:24 > 0:16:27- All I'm saying is, you need some rest.- I'm not paranoid.

0:16:28 > 0:16:30My concerns are real.

0:16:30 > 0:16:31What concerns?

0:16:32 > 0:16:35Undermining me when I try and book a holiday.

0:16:35 > 0:16:38Sly comments, calling me a dinosaur.

0:16:38 > 0:16:41- He's just joking. - Well, you wouldn't do it.

0:16:41 > 0:16:43Then the mental health campaign.

0:16:43 > 0:16:44Sid's baby?

0:16:44 > 0:16:45It was my idea.

0:16:46 > 0:16:48I took it to Anthony

0:16:48 > 0:16:50and he gives it to Sid behind my back.

0:16:52 > 0:16:57Calling me old and decrepit when I object to working longer hours.

0:16:57 > 0:16:58Charging patients.

0:16:58 > 0:17:00That's not what the NHS is meant to be about.

0:17:00 > 0:17:03I don't disagree with you there.

0:17:03 > 0:17:06My concerns are routinely dismissed. He wants me out.

0:17:08 > 0:17:11Heston, you are one of the most valued members of staff we have.

0:17:11 > 0:17:13No-one wants you out, trust me.

0:17:13 > 0:17:15The place wouldn't be the same.

0:17:15 > 0:17:16Watch him, Jimmi.

0:17:17 > 0:17:19He's not what he seems.

0:17:27 > 0:17:28I'm sure she'll be all right.

0:17:30 > 0:17:32At least Steven quietened her down, I suppose.

0:17:32 > 0:17:33In a manner of speaking.

0:17:34 > 0:17:35What do you mean?

0:17:35 > 0:17:37Well, he's...

0:17:37 > 0:17:38He's firm, isn't he?

0:17:39 > 0:17:42You were backing me up this morning.

0:17:42 > 0:17:44Look, it's not too late, Ellen,

0:17:44 > 0:17:46if you think you've made the wrong choice.

0:17:46 > 0:17:48I haven't got any choice.

0:17:49 > 0:17:51You think it's my fault.

0:17:52 > 0:17:54I feel like a terrible mother, which is bad enough,

0:17:54 > 0:17:56without you criticising me.

0:17:56 > 0:17:57That wasn't my intention.

0:17:57 > 0:18:00You know what? I'm sick of being blamed.

0:18:00 > 0:18:03Everyone advises stress relief, so I go running.

0:18:03 > 0:18:06But then the worse she gets, the more I need to run.

0:18:06 > 0:18:09She's even started hiding my running shoes. What am I supposed to do?

0:18:09 > 0:18:10- OK, Ellen...- Save it!

0:18:13 > 0:18:14I handled that badly, didn't I?

0:18:14 > 0:18:16Better than most.

0:18:16 > 0:18:18How could she let Kayley go like that?

0:18:18 > 0:18:20She needs to feel supported, not judged.

0:18:20 > 0:18:24The things you find lying about. What we have here

0:18:24 > 0:18:27is a Japanese treasure from the early digital age.

0:18:27 > 0:18:29Or, as they say in Tokyo, "cameara".

0:18:29 > 0:18:31You're wasting your time. It doesn't work.

0:18:31 > 0:18:33Course it does. Oh, Miss Jones!

0:18:34 > 0:18:37AUDIO FROM CAMERA: 'Lots of sugar, bad for teeth...'

0:18:37 > 0:18:39Karen, do me a favour, call Ellen.

0:18:39 > 0:18:40Tell her I'll drop it round later.

0:18:43 > 0:18:45Good point, well made.

0:18:45 > 0:18:48KNOCK ON DOOR I think it's certainly worth further consideration.

0:18:48 > 0:18:49Jimmi! Nice of you to join us.

0:18:51 > 0:18:54- How's Heston?- He's weak. He'll need a lot of time to recover.

0:18:54 > 0:18:56I hope you reassured him to take all the time he needs.

0:18:56 > 0:18:58Yeah, of course.

0:18:58 > 0:19:00Now, given Heston's health,

0:19:00 > 0:19:02I think it would be good to explore other options.

0:19:02 > 0:19:04Shouldn't Daniel be here for this?

0:19:04 > 0:19:06He's busy, but don't worry, I've discussed it with him

0:19:06 > 0:19:08- and he shares my concerns. - Concerns?

0:19:08 > 0:19:12Yesterday didn't come as a complete surprise.

0:19:12 > 0:19:14He's not been firing on all cylinders lately.

0:19:14 > 0:19:16That could be due to work pressures.

0:19:16 > 0:19:19He very nearly retired last year? Has he mentioned it since?

0:19:19 > 0:19:21Heston decided to stay.

0:19:21 > 0:19:23He's got stamina. He'll get back on his feet.

0:19:23 > 0:19:25But for how long?

0:19:25 > 0:19:27We should be thinking long term

0:19:27 > 0:19:29and whether these costs are sustainable for the practice.

0:19:29 > 0:19:31Insurance takes care of that.

0:19:31 > 0:19:34- Do we know what level of cover we have?- What are you getting at?

0:19:34 > 0:19:36I'm just trying to see the full picture.

0:19:39 > 0:19:41- KNOCK ON DOOR - Yep?

0:19:44 > 0:19:46I think you should take a look at this.

0:19:55 > 0:19:59Doing a poo! Doing a poo!

0:19:59 > 0:20:02Kayley! What are you doing?

0:20:02 > 0:20:03Bird's poo.

0:20:03 > 0:20:05Stop that this instant!

0:20:05 > 0:20:06Give it to me now.

0:20:06 > 0:20:08Right! Clean it up!

0:20:08 > 0:20:10No!

0:20:10 > 0:20:14No pudding, no TV, no swimming until you clear it up.

0:20:14 > 0:20:17No! Hate you! Hate you! Hate you!

0:20:17 > 0:20:19- There's something about that bloke. - 'Stop that noise.'

0:20:19 > 0:20:23I'm going to contact the safeguarding team, then I'm going to go and see Ellen. OK?

0:20:23 > 0:20:26OK, Sarah, take a seat and give me the latest update on Harry.

0:20:28 > 0:20:29What's up?

0:20:29 > 0:20:32I've spoken to Dr Richmond, but I felt I had to see you, too.

0:20:32 > 0:20:34OK, shoot away.

0:20:34 > 0:20:38Ben's on this wild goose chase about this treatment in Europe.

0:20:38 > 0:20:40The Magnowski treatment?

0:20:40 > 0:20:43He's desperate to get Harry there. Dr Richmond is against it,

0:20:43 > 0:20:45but Ben won't listen.

0:20:45 > 0:20:48Did you know his girlfriend went to see Dr Richmond?

0:20:48 > 0:20:49Dr Donoghue?

0:20:49 > 0:20:52She turned up to the hospital this morning, tried to get me to agree.

0:20:52 > 0:20:54I'm terrified they're going to do something stupid.

0:20:56 > 0:20:58Heston is an experienced

0:20:58 > 0:21:00and well-respected employee of this practice.

0:21:00 > 0:21:03If he's sick, then he can have as much time off as is necessary.

0:21:03 > 0:21:05Couldn't agree with you more,

0:21:05 > 0:21:09but let's just play devil's advocate for a minute.

0:21:09 > 0:21:13- The current market's going to get worse.- Maybe.- Certainly.

0:21:13 > 0:21:17It's no-one's fault, but that is going to place a huge toll on Heston.

0:21:17 > 0:21:19His health is fragile. You said he's weak.

0:21:19 > 0:21:20At the moment, yeah.

0:21:20 > 0:21:23We can't have a repeat of yesterday.

0:21:23 > 0:21:25We could go for reduced workload.

0:21:25 > 0:21:28A temporary solution, I'm afraid.

0:21:28 > 0:21:31It's not what I want, obviously...

0:21:32 > 0:21:35..but I think we've got to entertain the idea

0:21:35 > 0:21:37that it's time Heston retires.

0:21:37 > 0:21:38Leaves medicine altogether.

0:21:38 > 0:21:41- That's a bit drastic. - Yeah, for goodness' sake.

0:21:41 > 0:21:43I know. I know it's not a nice thought.

0:21:43 > 0:21:46I'm just trying to explore all our options.

0:21:46 > 0:21:49Well, that's not one of them, so let's get back to the drawing board.

0:21:51 > 0:21:53Of course.

0:21:54 > 0:21:57So, if Heston's workload is reduced,

0:21:57 > 0:21:59who takes on the extra patients?

0:22:15 > 0:22:17You know, you don't have to do this.

0:22:17 > 0:22:19We could leave it to the safeguarding team.

0:22:19 > 0:22:21No, I want to have it out with him.

0:22:21 > 0:22:22I should never have let her go.

0:22:29 > 0:22:32That was Kayley playing up, creating a drama.

0:22:32 > 0:22:34That is the most effective way to manage her.

0:22:34 > 0:22:35But you shouted at her.

0:22:35 > 0:22:37You're always telling me to be calm.

0:22:37 > 0:22:39You're not exactly taking your own advice.

0:22:39 > 0:22:41Sometimes it's necessary to raise one's voice,

0:22:41 > 0:22:44as long as it's not done in a reactive way.

0:22:44 > 0:22:46That's not how it seems.

0:22:46 > 0:22:49Look, these methods are part of the approach we use here.

0:22:51 > 0:22:53What you didn't see in that footage was the positive end.

0:22:53 > 0:22:56Kayley cleaned up the mess. She earned a pink star.

0:22:56 > 0:22:58She was chuffed. We all were.

0:22:58 > 0:23:00Really?

0:23:00 > 0:23:02Kayley's happy here.

0:23:02 > 0:23:04She knows the boundaries.

0:23:04 > 0:23:06My bark sounds worse, of course.

0:23:06 > 0:23:10We're firm with her, but that's because she needs it.

0:23:10 > 0:23:13Well, let's see what the safeguarding team think when they see the footage.

0:23:13 > 0:23:16They're welcome, but they'll see we have clear strategies in place.

0:23:16 > 0:23:19It's about keeping Kayley safe. Look what happens otherwise,

0:23:19 > 0:23:21like the lighter.

0:23:21 > 0:23:25Firm boundaries mean Kayley has a better quality of life.

0:23:25 > 0:23:27Better than being with her mum?

0:23:27 > 0:23:29But you're forgetting something critical.

0:23:29 > 0:23:31It's hard for one person, whereas here,

0:23:31 > 0:23:32there's a team of us.

0:23:34 > 0:23:36This ends now.

0:23:37 > 0:23:39You can accept what we have to offer Kayley

0:23:39 > 0:23:40or take her home.

0:23:44 > 0:23:46What do you want to do?

0:23:46 > 0:23:48There's absolutely no guilt involved.

0:23:51 > 0:23:54Steven, I know your methods work for Kayley...

0:23:56 > 0:23:58..and this is the best place for her,

0:23:58 > 0:24:00but just because I'm leaving her here,

0:24:00 > 0:24:02it doesn't mean I want to stop being her mum.

0:24:02 > 0:24:04Nobody is suggesting that.

0:24:06 > 0:24:09I want to know when she's in trouble and when she's played up.

0:24:09 > 0:24:10And the good stuff, too.

0:24:12 > 0:24:14I want us to work together

0:24:14 > 0:24:17and I want to be able to see her whenever I want.

0:24:17 > 0:24:20And I need to know that she doesn't hate it here.

0:24:20 > 0:24:21Of course.

0:24:22 > 0:24:23Right.

0:24:25 > 0:24:26Where is she now?

0:24:31 > 0:24:33I know you don't agree,

0:24:33 > 0:24:35but this is the best place for her.

0:25:10 > 0:25:12- Is it true? - Is what true?

0:25:12 > 0:25:16That you are plotting to take a dying child out of hospital

0:25:16 > 0:25:18against his mother's wishes,

0:25:18 > 0:25:20so you can go on some wild goose chase across Europe

0:25:20 > 0:25:23that will undoubtedly mean the end for that child?

0:25:25 > 0:25:26Is that true?

0:25:29 > 0:25:31I thought I knew you.

0:25:31 > 0:25:34- Al, sit down.- You know, I have had many occasions

0:25:34 > 0:25:37to question your judgment in the past, but this is breathtaking.

0:25:37 > 0:25:40- Have you quite finished? - I have not even started!

0:25:40 > 0:25:42You've taken great pleasure in questioning my judgment

0:25:42 > 0:25:44over the years, so you must be loving this.

0:25:44 > 0:25:46If you think that I am loving this then you really are insane.

0:25:46 > 0:25:49- Insane as well as incompetent? - No, no, don't you dare.

0:25:49 > 0:25:51Don't you dare dump that on me! Not again.

0:25:51 > 0:25:54You find someone else to blame for your guilt.

0:25:54 > 0:25:55For your chronic lack of self-worth.

0:25:55 > 0:25:58I'm sorry but wasn't it you, a year ago,

0:25:58 > 0:26:00who told me I wasn't cut out to be a doctor?

0:26:00 > 0:26:02I mean, at least try and have some consistency, Al!

0:26:02 > 0:26:05That's it, isn't it? This is all about Mr Milne.

0:26:05 > 0:26:08- Oh, for goodness' sake.- This is some kind of twisted redemption,

0:26:08 > 0:26:11some Catholic guilt, some way to make up for the fact

0:26:11 > 0:26:13- that you killed him!- Get out!

0:26:13 > 0:26:15Do you really think this is going to work?

0:26:15 > 0:26:17- Come on, Al. Out. - Listen to me!- Let's go.

0:26:17 > 0:26:19- Listen to me!- Get your hands off me! - Listen to me.

0:26:20 > 0:26:22If you do this,

0:26:22 > 0:26:24it will end your career.

0:26:24 > 0:26:28Well, I'm just a simple-minded do-gooder so what does it matter?

0:26:28 > 0:26:30And when that little boy dies,

0:26:30 > 0:26:33cos that little boy is going to die,

0:26:33 > 0:26:38they will charge you and they will convict you of child manslaughter.

0:26:58 > 0:27:01We've decided to go ahead with the termination.

0:27:01 > 0:27:03Oh, OK.

0:27:04 > 0:27:05Why?

0:27:05 > 0:27:07- We just have.- We?

0:27:07 > 0:27:10She will never practice medicine anywhere, ever again.

0:27:10 > 0:27:12She knows the risks that she's taking.

0:27:12 > 0:27:15No, that's not a risk. It's a dead certainty.