My Outcast State

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0:00:39 > 0:00:42- Hey.- Sorry, I wasn't...

0:00:42 > 0:00:45I just thought I'd pop in, you know, on my way, um...

0:00:45 > 0:00:47Yeah, sure.

0:00:57 > 0:01:00I was just wondering why you hadn't rung over the weekend.

0:01:00 > 0:01:01No reason.

0:01:01 > 0:01:04Did you, er...go somewhere?

0:01:04 > 0:01:06No, I was here all weekend.

0:01:06 > 0:01:08Doing...?

0:01:08 > 0:01:11Listening to music, catching up on some reading.

0:01:13 > 0:01:15That's a bit heavy for first thing in the morning.

0:01:15 > 0:01:16It was last night.

0:01:16 > 0:01:19Shakespeare's Sonnets.

0:01:19 > 0:01:20Refreshing my memory.

0:01:20 > 0:01:22That's nice.

0:01:22 > 0:01:24So, does that mean we are going to Stratford?

0:01:24 > 0:01:27- PHONE RINGS - Sorry, sorry.

0:01:28 > 0:01:29I'm sorry.

0:01:29 > 0:01:33Hello? Hi, Valerie. No, Mrs Abel, I know.

0:01:34 > 0:01:37Yeah, I'm on my way. Bye.

0:01:41 > 0:01:43- Look, Heston...? - Sounds like you'd better go.

0:01:46 > 0:01:48Yeah...I'd better.

0:01:50 > 0:01:51SHE SIGHS

0:02:10 > 0:02:12Ah, you...!

0:02:12 > 0:02:14PHONE RINGS Oh!

0:02:14 > 0:02:16What?!

0:02:16 > 0:02:19Oh, right. Sorry, Brian.

0:02:20 > 0:02:22Yeah, yeah. No, no, no, I'm fine.

0:02:22 > 0:02:24What's up?

0:02:26 > 0:02:27What time?

0:02:29 > 0:02:31Yeah, no, that's great, yeah. No, I can be there.

0:02:31 > 0:02:33Yeah, yeah, no problem.

0:02:34 > 0:02:37Great. Thanks a lot, yeah?

0:02:38 > 0:02:40Cheers.

0:02:44 > 0:02:45Right.

0:02:48 > 0:02:50PHONE RINGS

0:02:50 > 0:02:52Karen Hollins.

0:02:55 > 0:02:57Oh, um...sorry, um...

0:02:59 > 0:03:02Um...are you sure you're OK with this?

0:03:02 > 0:03:04I suppose so.

0:03:04 > 0:03:06Great. Er...12:00 meeting, yes?

0:03:08 > 0:03:09OK.

0:03:22 > 0:03:23Andy!

0:03:23 > 0:03:26HE SIGHS All right?

0:03:27 > 0:03:29- What's up?- Have you seen this lot? - Oh, Sian, don't start!

0:03:29 > 0:03:33- Eight months and you haven't changed your address!- It's all rubbish.

0:03:33 > 0:03:35And you're still getting messages on the phone.

0:03:35 > 0:03:37Who from, double-glazing salesmen?

0:03:37 > 0:03:39No, the hospital, actually.

0:03:39 > 0:03:40So, what's it about?

0:03:41 > 0:03:44- Nothing.- What's wrong with you? - Nothing.- Andy!

0:03:44 > 0:03:47It's not really your business any more, love, is it?

0:03:47 > 0:03:50- What time are you picking her up? - I'll have to see.

0:03:50 > 0:03:51We've got to be there by 4:00.

0:03:51 > 0:03:53Yeah, I know, but I've just had a job come in.

0:03:53 > 0:03:56- On Livvy's birthday?- It's the first one I've had in a week.

0:03:56 > 0:04:00- Fine, then, forget it!- I might be a couple of minutes late, that's all.

0:04:00 > 0:04:02Don't bother, I'll go with Tim.

0:04:03 > 0:04:05No. Now, you said you wouldn't do this.

0:04:06 > 0:04:08I'm her dad, not him!

0:04:08 > 0:04:10No! Not today.

0:04:10 > 0:04:12Eh, I don't want him anywhere near her!

0:04:12 > 0:04:16Well, that's too bad, Andy, because he's moving in!

0:04:19 > 0:04:21You what?

0:04:21 > 0:04:24- When?- It's not really your business any more, is it?

0:04:27 > 0:04:29- That's my house!- Was!

0:04:32 > 0:04:34You tell Livvy I'll be there!

0:04:38 > 0:04:40NOVELTY RINGTONE

0:04:45 > 0:04:46- Hiya, love.- Hiya.

0:04:46 > 0:04:50I've just heard from Treehouse. They don't need me to testify.

0:04:50 > 0:04:52Well, that's good, isn't it?

0:04:52 > 0:04:54Yeah, I suppose.

0:04:54 > 0:04:56It is. You don't want to put yourself through all of that.

0:04:56 > 0:04:59Wish I could get out of going to court. I'll be there weeks.

0:04:59 > 0:05:01I just wanted to do something.

0:05:01 > 0:05:03You've done plenty already, love.

0:05:03 > 0:05:05Those poor kids. Huh!

0:05:05 > 0:05:08- Yeah, I know.- I feel like I'm turning my back on them.

0:05:08 > 0:05:10No, you're not. If they'd have needed you,

0:05:10 > 0:05:13you would have been there for them, wouldn't you?

0:05:17 > 0:05:21- SHE SIGHS / DOOR OPENS - Oh, um...listen, I've got to go.

0:05:21 > 0:05:22I love you.

0:05:24 > 0:05:25I love you, too.

0:05:28 > 0:05:31- Sorry.- Morning.

0:05:40 > 0:05:42SHE CHUCKLES

0:06:07 > 0:06:09SHE SIGHS

0:06:13 > 0:06:17B87 3DS.

0:06:18 > 0:06:20Have you got a work number?

0:06:20 > 0:06:23- Er...mobile's fine.- OK.

0:06:23 > 0:06:26Mr Hylton. I'm really pleased you came in to see me.

0:06:26 > 0:06:28I just had to change my details.

0:06:28 > 0:06:30I think we need to have a conversation, don't you?

0:06:31 > 0:06:32I'm running late as it is.

0:06:32 > 0:06:34Come on, five minutes.

0:06:39 > 0:06:41Any thoughts over the weekend?

0:06:41 > 0:06:42Jim?

0:06:44 > 0:06:47- Well, don't get me wrong, I'm not dismissing...- But?

0:06:47 > 0:06:50But I just don't see how, if we do merge...

0:06:50 > 0:06:53- It's more a question of when. - ..that I'll have enough time for my regular patients.

0:06:53 > 0:06:56- Why not?- If I'm spending half my week at King's Green...

0:06:56 > 0:06:58They can come and see you here.

0:06:58 > 0:07:01- But why should they have to? - It's called extending choice.

0:07:01 > 0:07:04Don't you think we're just spreading ourselves too thin?

0:07:04 > 0:07:06It's just a matter of prioritising. Streamlining.

0:07:06 > 0:07:07Cutting, you mean?

0:07:07 > 0:07:10We're just trying to make best use of our resources, that's all.

0:07:10 > 0:07:13And that's what our patients expect, surely, Jimmi.

0:07:13 > 0:07:15No, they expect to be treated by someone they know.

0:07:15 > 0:07:17I don't understand this, Jimmi, all this negativity.

0:07:17 > 0:07:21I just don't think we're putting our patients first, that's all.

0:07:21 > 0:07:22- Of course we are.- How?

0:07:22 > 0:07:25We're giving them the gold standard!

0:07:25 > 0:07:26The best possible quality of service

0:07:26 > 0:07:28from a forward-facing, multi-layered...

0:07:28 > 0:07:30Sausage factory.

0:07:30 > 0:07:33Why am I getting the impression this has already been decided?

0:07:33 > 0:07:35Nothing's set in stone.

0:07:36 > 0:07:38Have you discussed it, though, the three of you?

0:07:40 > 0:07:42Not formally, no.

0:07:42 > 0:07:45Just an informal chat over dinner, for goodness' sake.

0:07:45 > 0:07:48It was mentioned, that's all. On Friday.

0:07:55 > 0:07:56Go on, take a seat.

0:07:58 > 0:08:02So, I'm wondering what happened with the hospital?

0:08:02 > 0:08:03Um...nothing.

0:08:03 > 0:08:07Yeah, nothing's right. You didn't attend your appointment.

0:08:07 > 0:08:09No, I couldn't.

0:08:09 > 0:08:11The hospital's been trying to contact you.

0:08:11 > 0:08:13Well, they had my mobile.

0:08:13 > 0:08:15So do we, but you don't answer.

0:08:15 > 0:08:17I can't when I'm driving, that's my job.

0:08:17 > 0:08:19I wrote you a letter about it last week.

0:08:19 > 0:08:21Yeah, well, I've moved.

0:08:21 > 0:08:24That would have been useful to know.

0:08:24 > 0:08:26I've just told them at reception, haven't I?

0:08:26 > 0:08:28Is there a particular reason that you couldn't attend?

0:08:28 > 0:08:30Work, probably.

0:08:31 > 0:08:34It's zero hours, mate, they just call me in whenever.

0:08:35 > 0:08:37You do realise that this is really important, don't you?

0:08:39 > 0:08:41Andy, do you realise how important...?

0:08:41 > 0:08:43I've got a lot on my plate right now, OK?

0:08:43 > 0:08:45Like what?

0:08:45 > 0:08:46I've just been kicked out my house.

0:08:48 > 0:08:50Living like some outcast.

0:08:51 > 0:08:54- I'm sorry to hear that.- Daughter I'm supposed to be providing for.

0:08:54 > 0:08:57It's really important you go and see your consultant as soon as possible.

0:08:57 > 0:08:59What for, more bad news?

0:08:59 > 0:09:01- No, not necessarily. - I only had a bad back!

0:09:01 > 0:09:04- Suspected renal colic.- It cleared up by the time I had the scan.

0:09:04 > 0:09:07- The scan was a precaution. - Yeah, well, look at me now!

0:09:09 > 0:09:11There's nothing wrong with me. I'm fine.

0:09:12 > 0:09:16I've never had a day off sick. It's like you're wishing it on me.

0:09:16 > 0:09:17Why would I want that?

0:09:17 > 0:09:19I'm not having this.

0:09:19 > 0:09:21You're like a shower of vultures, the lot of you!

0:09:25 > 0:09:29Freeing you up to provide the local and directed enhanced services.

0:09:29 > 0:09:31By dropping half my list.

0:09:31 > 0:09:33Well, isn't that why you took the FME course?

0:09:33 > 0:09:35It's still a general practice.

0:09:35 > 0:09:38Is that the best use of your skills, Jimmi, coughs and sneezes?

0:09:38 > 0:09:40It's all about specialisation now.

0:09:40 > 0:09:42Think about it. You get to follow your passion,

0:09:42 > 0:09:44- we get to generate the revenue. - Profit, you mean.

0:09:44 > 0:09:47- To recruit new staff.- Like who?

0:09:47 > 0:09:50Salaried GPs contracted to do the extra hours.

0:09:50 > 0:09:52- Earlies, lates, weekends.- Kids!

0:09:52 > 0:09:54Everyone has to start somewhere.

0:09:54 > 0:09:57You're OK with this, are you, after your chat the other evening?

0:09:57 > 0:09:59I think so, yeah.

0:09:59 > 0:10:02Ripping everything up and starting from new?

0:10:03 > 0:10:05Jimmi, nobody likes change, but...

0:10:05 > 0:10:08It's called progress.

0:10:08 > 0:10:10No, I'm out most of the day on house calls,

0:10:10 > 0:10:13but I'll be back for afternoon surgery at 4:00.

0:10:13 > 0:10:15OK, bye.

0:10:20 > 0:10:21Rhiannon!

0:10:21 > 0:10:23Hi!

0:10:30 > 0:10:32FAINT LAUGHTER

0:10:32 > 0:10:35No, seriously, though, this weekend, though, it's going to be big.

0:10:35 > 0:10:38I'm telling you, man, I'm telling you. Remember last year?

0:10:38 > 0:10:41This is going to absolutely destroy last year.

0:10:41 > 0:10:42Yeah, yeah, for my 21st, mate.

0:10:42 > 0:10:45Yeah, it's got this balcony, I swear, you've got to see it.

0:10:45 > 0:10:48You can see the whole city just kicking back in bed.

0:10:48 > 0:10:51No, oh, my God, and the bathroom! Oh, my God!

0:10:51 > 0:10:52It's got a hot tub and everything.

0:10:52 > 0:10:55We're going to have to some big parties, brother! Yeah, yeah.

0:10:55 > 0:10:57Oi, two hours, yeah?

0:10:57 > 0:10:59- No problem, sir.- Cheers, mate.

0:10:59 > 0:11:01Nah, that was just the driver.

0:11:01 > 0:11:03Yeah, no, so, you're down?

0:11:03 > 0:11:05'Course you're down, 'course you're down.

0:11:05 > 0:11:08What, my licence? Nah, don't worry about that, I'm getting it back.

0:11:08 > 0:11:10I don't know, some lawyer my dad knows.

0:11:17 > 0:11:20- How are you feeling? - Fine, thanks.- Good.

0:11:22 > 0:11:24Rhiannon, um...

0:11:25 > 0:11:29..I've been told something that you didn't make very clear.

0:11:29 > 0:11:31What's that, then?

0:11:31 > 0:11:33That you may have to give up your baby.

0:11:35 > 0:11:37Why is that?

0:11:40 > 0:11:42Because of what happened with my first.

0:11:42 > 0:11:43Which was?

0:11:43 > 0:11:45That they took her for adoption.

0:11:48 > 0:11:51A-hem! I mean, I was just a kid myself, wasn't I?

0:11:51 > 0:11:53I didn't even have anywhere proper to live.

0:11:53 > 0:11:55- And what about your family? - Yeah, right!

0:11:55 > 0:11:58- The father?- Are you joking?

0:11:59 > 0:12:02Right, so, you had no support at all?

0:12:02 > 0:12:06No. I just... I couldn't manage.

0:12:08 > 0:12:10I mean, I don't even blame them.

0:12:11 > 0:12:13It was the best thing for her, it really was.

0:12:13 > 0:12:15I did not have a clue!

0:12:15 > 0:12:18And... Well, how is life now?

0:12:18 > 0:12:23Fine. I've got this place, and Paul's fantastic.

0:12:23 > 0:12:27Good. Good. That's... that's good to hear.

0:12:27 > 0:12:30But how can this even be fair on him?

0:12:30 > 0:12:33I swear, I don't do anything I used to do.

0:12:33 > 0:12:35Like what?

0:12:35 > 0:12:37Drinking, clubbing, a few drugs.

0:12:37 > 0:12:40But that is not me any more.

0:12:40 > 0:12:42You know, every time I feel him,

0:12:42 > 0:12:46every time...he kicks, or moves,

0:12:46 > 0:12:48just...just like now...

0:12:50 > 0:12:52..I just want to hold on to him!

0:12:54 > 0:12:57And... Oh, God, I just... I don't even want him to be born,

0:12:57 > 0:13:00because that is when I'm going to lose him, isn't it?

0:13:00 > 0:13:03And then I'm never going to touch him again!

0:13:05 > 0:13:06SHE EXHALES

0:13:22 > 0:13:23Right.

0:13:25 > 0:13:27HE SIGHS

0:13:31 > 0:13:32Thank you.

0:13:32 > 0:13:36I don't know why I'm telling you, really. It's up to them, isn't it?

0:13:36 > 0:13:39I'm afraid so, yes, in the end.

0:13:39 > 0:13:41It's so unfair!

0:13:41 > 0:13:44All I want to be is a good mum. That is all I want!

0:13:45 > 0:13:47You believe me, don't you?

0:13:47 > 0:13:49I mean, you've got to.

0:13:50 > 0:13:52Is there nothing you can do?

0:13:52 > 0:13:56Um...well, I-I can make an assessment, as your new GP.

0:13:56 > 0:13:58Would that make a difference?

0:13:58 > 0:14:01I don't know, but we can certainly keep seeing each other

0:14:01 > 0:14:04and I can see how you're managing your pregnancy.

0:14:04 > 0:14:06Yeah, anything. And then you'll speak to them, yeah?

0:14:06 > 0:14:09- Rhiannon, I-I can't make any promises.- Seriously?

0:14:11 > 0:14:15Look, I'll...I'll do what I can, all right, but that's all I'll say.

0:14:15 > 0:14:17Thank you.

0:14:29 > 0:14:31- You know Mendici's, yeah? - I'm sorry, sir?

0:14:31 > 0:14:33It's pretty famous, mate.

0:14:33 > 0:14:35Oh, I know where it is.

0:14:35 > 0:14:38Yeah, that's where we're eating, then, yeah?

0:14:38 > 0:14:40Well, no-one's told me.

0:14:40 > 0:14:42I just did.

0:14:42 > 0:14:44Oi, Cindy, babe, come on, I'm starving!

0:14:44 > 0:14:46Um...I was only booked until 4:00.

0:14:47 > 0:14:49Oi, do you like your job or not, mate?

0:14:52 > 0:14:55Babe, we're only going for the weekend!

0:14:58 > 0:15:01Eh! What you doing?!

0:15:03 > 0:15:05Come on, then, let's go and see...

0:15:11 > 0:15:14Look, I'm sorry, all right? I couldn't get away.

0:15:17 > 0:15:20- Look, I'll take her home in it, OK? - Don't bother.

0:15:21 > 0:15:23I was ten minutes late, that's all. I went to the house.

0:15:23 > 0:15:25Then why didn't you phone?

0:15:25 > 0:15:27Well, last I heard, it's against the law.

0:15:30 > 0:15:32- You are not spoiling her party. - I won't!

0:15:34 > 0:15:36Look, I won't even say a word to him, I promise.

0:15:36 > 0:15:40- No way, not after the last time. - Oh, Sian, for crying out loud!

0:15:40 > 0:15:43I tell you what, if you want to do something for Livvy,

0:15:43 > 0:15:46then go and get this sorted out instead, eh?

0:15:46 > 0:15:49You might not care less about yourself, but what about her?

0:15:49 > 0:15:50Don't you even think about that?!

0:15:50 > 0:15:53- I don't know what's happened to you lately.- Oh, well, let me think(!)

0:15:53 > 0:15:56- Oh, please, don't start.- No, you don't want to hear it, do you?

0:15:56 > 0:15:58- Not right now, no. - This is all down to you!

0:15:59 > 0:16:01Yeah, you and that pillock over there!

0:16:01 > 0:16:03And that's you getting back at us, is it?

0:16:03 > 0:16:05- Oh, don't talk so stupid! - Playing the martyr!

0:16:07 > 0:16:08I don't believe you.

0:16:08 > 0:16:10Just go and get it done!

0:16:16 > 0:16:18Come on, then. Yeah?

0:16:25 > 0:16:27Mrs Edwards?

0:16:32 > 0:16:35He'll be fine once he gets his head around it.

0:16:35 > 0:16:38Three hours tops, that's what you said!

0:16:38 > 0:16:41Oh, don't give me that! How many times have I helped you out, eh?

0:16:41 > 0:16:43And you still owe me overtime from New Year's Eve!

0:16:43 > 0:16:47- Would you mind taking that outside? - Is that right? I'll tell you what, then, Brian,

0:16:47 > 0:16:49- why don't you just shove it, then, eh?- I'm sorry...!

0:16:49 > 0:16:52You heard me, just stuff your stupid job! What?!

0:16:54 > 0:16:56How can we help you?

0:16:59 > 0:17:00HE SIGHS

0:17:00 > 0:17:04I need to see Dr Haskey...please.

0:17:07 > 0:17:08CLASSICAL MUSIC

0:17:12 > 0:17:14PHONE RINGS

0:17:31 > 0:17:32So I rang the hospital

0:17:32 > 0:17:35and they're going to need to do some more blood tests

0:17:35 > 0:17:37and do an MRI scan.

0:17:39 > 0:17:41So, that's it, then, is it?

0:17:42 > 0:17:44That's what?

0:17:44 > 0:17:46Liver cancer.

0:17:48 > 0:17:50It's far too early to say.

0:17:50 > 0:17:52Gives me, what, a year?

0:17:54 > 0:17:55Five years?

0:18:00 > 0:18:02You know, this time last year, I was just going along nicely.

0:18:05 > 0:18:07Job, home,

0:18:07 > 0:18:08wife, family.

0:18:10 > 0:18:11Then what happened?

0:18:14 > 0:18:16I got made redundant, again.

0:18:19 > 0:18:23We just started at each other's throats, you know, like you do.

0:18:26 > 0:18:31Then some...twerp from her office smarmed his way in.

0:18:35 > 0:18:36And here I am.

0:18:38 > 0:18:39Finished.

0:18:41 > 0:18:43With one foot in the grave, according to you.

0:18:43 > 0:18:46No, that's not what I said.

0:18:46 > 0:18:48- Let's wait and see what the tests say.- Oh, tests!

0:18:51 > 0:18:52I've been tested enough.

0:18:57 > 0:19:00What's the point in fighting it? I might as well just give up now.

0:19:01 > 0:19:04Sorry, Andy, you're stuffed, mate. You haven't got a prayer.

0:19:04 > 0:19:06It's no use thinking like this.

0:19:06 > 0:19:07Why not? It's fate, isn't it?

0:19:10 > 0:19:14Once your luck's out... it never lets up.

0:19:17 > 0:19:22You go from one kick in the...teeth to another, until you die.

0:19:26 > 0:19:29D'you know what? The way things have been going...

0:19:31 > 0:19:33..that's about the best thing that could happen.

0:19:41 > 0:19:42- Oh, hi.- Hello.

0:19:49 > 0:19:51- ANSWERPHONE: "This is Heston..." - Hey, hi.

0:19:51 > 0:19:54"..please leave a message and I'll call you back."

0:19:54 > 0:19:56Hey, Heston, um...

0:19:56 > 0:20:00look, you can't keep running away from everybody all the time.

0:20:00 > 0:20:02SHE SIGHS

0:20:03 > 0:20:06OK, look, if you don't mind,

0:20:06 > 0:20:08would you let me know if we're going to Stratford?

0:20:08 > 0:20:11So...just give me a call, please. Thank you.

0:20:14 > 0:20:15SHE SIGHS

0:20:18 > 0:20:20- RUHMA:- "Thank you."

0:20:29 > 0:20:32Well, you're certainly going through a rough patch, aren't you?

0:20:32 > 0:20:33Huh!

0:20:34 > 0:20:37- It must feel like everything's set against you.- Well, isn't it?

0:20:39 > 0:20:41You have to be logical.

0:20:41 > 0:20:44You have to look at all these things one by one

0:20:44 > 0:20:47and you deal with them one at a time.

0:20:49 > 0:20:51I wouldn't know where to start.

0:20:51 > 0:20:53Andy, you start with your health.

0:20:54 > 0:20:57- Now, we know that there's a lesion. - It's cancer!

0:20:57 > 0:21:00That would be extremely rare in someone your age.

0:21:00 > 0:21:04There's no predisposing factors, you don't drink to excess.

0:21:04 > 0:21:06The truth is, we just don't know.

0:21:06 > 0:21:10It's too early to say, and it's too early for you to be giving up!

0:21:13 > 0:21:16I just can't see myself going through the whole thing, you know?

0:21:16 > 0:21:20The chemotherapy, beating the odds, all the rest of it.

0:21:20 > 0:21:22- Maybe not now...- I can't do it!

0:21:23 > 0:21:26Look, a lot of patients feel like that.

0:21:26 > 0:21:29But they're not stuck out there on their own, are they, like I am?

0:21:29 > 0:21:32I don't understand why you're talking like this when you haven't been diagnosed.

0:21:34 > 0:21:36Yeah, well...

0:21:38 > 0:21:40..it's only a matter of time.

0:21:42 > 0:21:43You are not beaten yet.

0:21:46 > 0:21:47Even if it does feels like that.

0:21:56 > 0:21:58Look, I've just come out of the doctors, OK?

0:21:58 > 0:22:00And, um...

0:22:01 > 0:22:03I'm sorry you had to find out like that.

0:22:03 > 0:22:05Well, what did they say?

0:22:05 > 0:22:07Oh, tests, you know.

0:22:07 > 0:22:10So, nothing's been confirmed?

0:22:10 > 0:22:15No, it's just, er...it's just waiting now, I suppose.

0:22:15 > 0:22:17You'll see, it'll be nothing.

0:22:17 > 0:22:20Yeah! Like the rest of my life.

0:22:20 > 0:22:23One big, fat zero.

0:22:23 > 0:22:26No, I'm sorry, this is one thing you can't blame me for.

0:22:26 > 0:22:28I'm not.

0:22:30 > 0:22:32I didn't even want you to know about it, did I?

0:22:36 > 0:22:38I haven't even got a job now.

0:22:39 > 0:22:41Told him to shove it.

0:22:41 > 0:22:43- What for?- I couldn't stand it.

0:22:44 > 0:22:46Yes, sir, no, sir, all that...

0:22:48 > 0:22:50You never did look right in that uniform.

0:22:50 > 0:22:52- Why's that, then? - Just wasn't you somehow.

0:22:55 > 0:22:56I'm sick of it.

0:22:58 > 0:23:00I don't think there's one thing left I enjoy.

0:23:03 > 0:23:06But we couldn't have gone on like that, you said so yourself.

0:23:06 > 0:23:08I know.

0:23:08 > 0:23:10And it wouldn't have been fair on Livvy.

0:23:14 > 0:23:16So, he's moving in, then, is he?

0:23:21 > 0:23:24- Andy, he's a good man. - Not like me, then, eh?

0:23:25 > 0:23:28- Please don't say that. - It's true, love.

0:23:32 > 0:23:34That's the worst part. I just hate it.

0:23:36 > 0:23:38Being me. I despise being me!

0:23:42 > 0:23:43Give her a kiss for me, all right?

0:23:45 > 0:23:46Yeah.

0:24:01 > 0:24:02HE SIGHS

0:24:17 > 0:24:19Right.

0:24:21 > 0:24:23- Sorry, had to finish that.- Right.

0:24:23 > 0:24:26He's been working for Ventura Health. Consultancy stuff.

0:24:26 > 0:24:28- Good for him. - Independent primary care provision.

0:24:28 > 0:24:31Thinking of bringing him in, if I can, on the merger.

0:24:31 > 0:24:33- So, that's it, then? - Mate's rates, hopefully.

0:24:33 > 0:24:34Done deal, all sewn up?

0:24:34 > 0:24:36It's like the man said, progress.

0:24:36 > 0:24:39- Privatisation, more like. - It's not a dirty word, Jimmi.

0:24:39 > 0:24:41Fine, just say the word, then.

0:24:41 > 0:24:43Look, it's a tough world out there

0:24:43 > 0:24:45and sometimes we have to make difficult choices.

0:24:45 > 0:24:47- Don't patronise me. - If Daniel and Zara can see that...

0:24:47 > 0:24:51- They would.- It's the only viable solution in the current climate.

0:24:51 > 0:24:54You make me sick, do you know that?

0:24:55 > 0:24:57Let's keep it professional here, shall we?

0:24:58 > 0:24:59Fine.

0:24:59 > 0:25:01I withdraw my support.

0:25:03 > 0:25:05It's your call.

0:25:05 > 0:25:06I'll pass that on, then, shall I?

0:25:06 > 0:25:08Yeah, you do that.

0:25:08 > 0:25:12But I have to tell you, we will be staying the course on this one

0:25:12 > 0:25:14going forward. Sorry.

0:25:16 > 0:25:21ANDY: 'When in disgrace with fortune and men's eyes...'

0:25:22 > 0:25:25Argh! CLATTER!

0:25:25 > 0:25:27HE SOBS

0:25:28 > 0:25:32'..I all alone beweep my outcast state.'

0:25:32 > 0:25:34DOORBELL

0:25:40 > 0:25:41DOORBELL

0:25:41 > 0:25:46'And trouble deaf heaven with my...bootless cries.

0:25:47 > 0:25:51'And look upon myself and curse my fate.

0:25:54 > 0:25:59'Wishing me to be like one more rich in hope, featured like him.

0:25:59 > 0:26:02'Like him with friends possessed.

0:26:03 > 0:26:05'Desiring this man's art and that man's scope

0:26:05 > 0:26:09'with what I most enjoy contented least.

0:26:11 > 0:26:16'Yet in these thoughts myself almost despising

0:26:16 > 0:26:19'haply I think on thee and then my state

0:26:19 > 0:26:22'like to the lark at break of day arising

0:26:22 > 0:26:26'from sullen earth sings hymns at heaven's gate.

0:26:27 > 0:26:31'For thy sweet love remembered such wealth brings,

0:26:31 > 0:26:36'that then I scorn to change my state with kings.'

0:26:36 > 0:26:38Oh, thank you. Come here!

0:26:38 > 0:26:41Come here, baby, come here!

0:26:41 > 0:26:42(Thank you.)

0:26:48 > 0:26:50PANICKED GASPS

0:26:50 > 0:26:51It's OK.

0:26:51 > 0:26:53I'm surprised at Anthony,

0:26:53 > 0:26:56but, Daniel, I'm disappointed in you.

0:26:56 > 0:26:59Daniel? I need to hear you say it.

0:26:59 > 0:27:03Sometimes I see her out of the corner of my eye.

0:27:03 > 0:27:06The man you've just seen, that isn't Marcus.

0:27:06 > 0:27:08- I love you so much.- I love you, too.