0:00:34 > 0:00:38# No, I
0:00:40 > 0:00:44# I'm not afraid of you
0:00:50 > 0:00:55# No, I
0:00:57 > 0:01:00# I'm not afraid of you
0:01:05 > 0:01:09# No matter how... #
0:01:10 > 0:01:13I want Joe to get a boost from the Nativity. That's all.
0:01:13 > 0:01:16It's not fair that he's hanging on, waiting, worrying.
0:01:16 > 0:01:18He's not. He's more interested in trains.
0:01:18 > 0:01:21He should be Joseph. He'd be perfect as Joseph.
0:01:21 > 0:01:24Joseph? A shepherd? Gabriel?
0:01:24 > 0:01:26He'd be perfect at those as well.
0:01:26 > 0:01:27I suppose.
0:01:27 > 0:01:30I just want him to have jolly memories of Christmas at school.
0:01:30 > 0:01:31I don't mean to be pushy.
0:01:31 > 0:01:32I know.
0:01:32 > 0:01:36It's important to be happy at Christmas time, though, isn't it?
0:01:36 > 0:01:37Of course - and he will be.
0:01:43 > 0:01:45- What's wrong with her?- Hm?
0:01:45 > 0:01:47Don't know.
0:01:49 > 0:01:51EMMA SIGHS
0:01:51 > 0:01:52You know, then?
0:01:52 > 0:01:55Yes. Yes, I have seen it.
0:01:55 > 0:01:56Seen what?
0:01:58 > 0:02:00What's wrong?
0:02:00 > 0:02:02Let's get a cup of coffee. Mrs Tembe, can I get you anything?
0:02:02 > 0:02:04Er, no. No, thank you, Dr Granger.
0:02:04 > 0:02:07I will come and speak to you both shortly.
0:02:09 > 0:02:11KNOCK ON DOOR
0:02:11 > 0:02:12Yo.
0:02:18 > 0:02:20You've seen it, haven't you? I don't want to know.
0:02:26 > 0:02:29Emma, this too shall pass.
0:02:29 > 0:02:30Will it?
0:02:30 > 0:02:34Mrs Tembe knows. And now Zara is going to go online,
0:02:34 > 0:02:38which means Daniel will know, Sid, Heston, everyone.
0:02:38 > 0:02:41Why? I mean, why would somebody do something so cruel?
0:02:41 > 0:02:46I don't know. It's just the way the sweaty bunch of cyber-punks operate.
0:02:46 > 0:02:49Did you just say "sweaty bunch"?
0:02:49 > 0:02:50Yeah.
0:02:51 > 0:02:53Look, Emma...
0:02:53 > 0:02:57They are a group of probably blokes
0:02:57 > 0:02:59who call themselves The League
0:02:59 > 0:03:02and they're untouchable because they are hiding out on the dark net.
0:03:03 > 0:03:06Can't you take my photographs down?
0:03:06 > 0:03:08They target people for sport.
0:03:08 > 0:03:10They post photos of their conquests online.
0:03:10 > 0:03:13- Once it's out there...- Yeah, but there must be something you can do.
0:03:13 > 0:03:16Look, more comments on the photos means more shares,
0:03:16 > 0:03:18which means more comments and it goes on and on like that.
0:03:21 > 0:03:23Look, I promise you I will do everything I can.
0:03:29 > 0:03:30Hiya.
0:03:36 > 0:03:38How are you, Jimmi? Today, I mean.
0:03:38 > 0:03:40How are you?
0:03:40 > 0:03:42- I'm fine.- Excellent.
0:03:45 > 0:03:47- Is there a problem?- No.
0:03:47 > 0:03:49Staples. Not that there are no staples. It's just...
0:03:51 > 0:03:53No, it's not a problem.
0:03:53 > 0:03:55Probably do without, you know,
0:03:55 > 0:03:58what with tomorrow being tomorrow.
0:03:58 > 0:04:01- Oh, the party? - Yes, the party for me.
0:04:01 > 0:04:04And I've got that other thing.
0:04:04 > 0:04:06You know, I thought my follow-up at St Phil's
0:04:06 > 0:04:09would be all that I'd have to deal with today, but now there's her.
0:04:11 > 0:04:13Who is she?
0:04:13 > 0:04:15A very nasty person.
0:04:15 > 0:04:18Right, well, Valerie, we have a zero tolerance policy, so...
0:04:18 > 0:04:19Oh, no. It was too long ago.
0:04:19 > 0:04:22It doesn't matter. Patients can't be abusive.
0:04:22 > 0:04:24She could be really spiteful.
0:04:24 > 0:04:27She always used to say, "I'm just being frank,"
0:04:27 > 0:04:29but Helen Lewison didn't as much call a spade a spade
0:04:29 > 0:04:33as whack you around the face with the back of it.
0:04:33 > 0:04:35Of course, she wasn't a patient then. Not here anyway.
0:04:35 > 0:04:37Right, so we're talking...?
0:04:37 > 0:04:39Sixth form college.
0:04:39 > 0:04:4228 years and four months ago, approximately.
0:04:42 > 0:04:43And you would've been?
0:04:43 > 0:04:4518.
0:04:45 > 0:04:46I know what you're going to say.
0:04:46 > 0:04:48You're going to say you can't believe that I've held a grudge
0:04:48 > 0:04:50for a quarter of a century.
0:04:50 > 0:04:51Some people do.
0:04:51 > 0:04:53Do you think she feels guilty?
0:04:55 > 0:04:57Maybe she had reasons why she was horrible to you back then.
0:04:58 > 0:05:01What? So you're saying I should forgive her?
0:05:01 > 0:05:03Forget what happened? Move on?
0:05:03 > 0:05:05Well, not for her sake, for yours.
0:05:05 > 0:05:08Valerie, she's not the one hiding behind a stapler.
0:05:10 > 0:05:11You're a wise man, Jimmi Clay.
0:05:13 > 0:05:15Brilliant. OK.
0:05:15 > 0:05:18Do you want to take a seat? You'll be seeing Dr Clay.
0:05:18 > 0:05:20- Hello, there.- Hello.
0:05:20 > 0:05:22- Can I just pop for a pee? - Yes. It's through there.
0:05:22 > 0:05:25Ooh, I would guard against the over-tinkle.
0:05:25 > 0:05:27You might be asked for a sample in there.
0:05:27 > 0:05:29It might be wise to save a few drops.
0:05:29 > 0:05:30Thank you.
0:05:35 > 0:05:37Do you know, the last time I saw her, she was really into grunge.
0:05:37 > 0:05:39Loved Nirvana.
0:05:39 > 0:05:40Really?
0:05:41 > 0:05:43Course, my hair is different now.
0:05:43 > 0:05:47That's probably why she didn't recognise me. Yep.
0:05:47 > 0:05:49Yep, Helen loved Nirvana.
0:05:49 > 0:05:50I loved Wet Wet Wet.
0:05:52 > 0:05:53'A bungalow!?'
0:05:53 > 0:05:56What ridiculous PC nonsense is this?
0:05:56 > 0:06:00There are three kings. There are shepherds. There are angels.
0:06:00 > 0:06:05I'd have settled for any of those, but my son is not playing a bungalow.
0:06:05 > 0:06:08When did you turn into some awful show biz mom?
0:06:08 > 0:06:09Joe's going to love it.
0:06:09 > 0:06:12Love playing a bungalow?! A bungalow?!
0:06:12 > 0:06:15I mean, what has a low-rise building got to do with the birth of Christ?
0:06:15 > 0:06:16He's not even playing the stable!
0:06:16 > 0:06:18We haven't seen the script.
0:06:18 > 0:06:21What sort of a school have we sent our son to?
0:06:21 > 0:06:26OK, yeah. So here it is. It's an innovative showing of the Nativity.
0:06:26 > 0:06:28It's inclusive. It's multi-roled
0:06:28 > 0:06:30and it's encouraging to all pupils.
0:06:30 > 0:06:34Please. Not even the stable.
0:06:34 > 0:06:35And anyway, who made you lead parent?
0:06:35 > 0:06:37I'm the one who sent the e-mails.
0:06:37 > 0:06:39I left the messages. Why have they notified you?
0:06:39 > 0:06:40You will have been cc'd.
0:06:40 > 0:06:43Come on, Zara, he's not going to care what he plays.
0:06:43 > 0:06:46- He's four and three-quarters. - I know how old he is!
0:06:47 > 0:06:51OK. We'll tell him that it's a really important role.
0:06:51 > 0:06:53He's a fantastically important bungalow
0:06:53 > 0:06:56and Joe will give it his all.
0:06:56 > 0:06:59I was so looking forward to seeing him play Joseph.
0:06:59 > 0:07:00I know. Me too.
0:07:00 > 0:07:03Now I'm thinking how I'm going to roof him.
0:07:04 > 0:07:06- Roof him?- Yeah.
0:07:06 > 0:07:08I've been thinking about it. I've got some of it worked out.
0:07:08 > 0:07:11We'll go to that craft warehouse place just out of town
0:07:11 > 0:07:14and we'll get some glitter, some felt and some straw.
0:07:14 > 0:07:17They do multicoloured straw these days.
0:07:17 > 0:07:19I'll get myself a glue gun, finally.
0:07:19 > 0:07:22And Joe will be the best bungalow
0:07:22 > 0:07:25in the history of Nativity bungalows.
0:07:26 > 0:07:28Come on. What do you say?
0:07:34 > 0:07:36'Hello. Henry Shire. Sorry I'm late.'
0:07:36 > 0:07:38'Oh, three strikes and you're out.
0:07:39 > 0:07:43'OK, so I just need a couple of signatures and some boxes to tick.'
0:07:44 > 0:07:48Thanks. Idiot sat-nav thought it was closer to Barce...
0:07:50 > 0:07:52Valerie! Valerie Pitman!
0:07:54 > 0:07:55Were you hiding?
0:07:55 > 0:07:58No! I was just re-capturing some rubber bands.
0:07:58 > 0:08:00Come here, you.
0:08:00 > 0:08:03Hey, no manhandling the receptionists!
0:08:03 > 0:08:04Look at you. Did you see Helen?
0:08:04 > 0:08:06I did but she didn't recognise me though.
0:08:06 > 0:08:08No. Well, you know.
0:08:08 > 0:08:11Wow, though, Vallers. Wow!
0:08:11 > 0:08:15First Helen, now you. What a coincidence.
0:08:16 > 0:08:17Helen's changed.
0:08:17 > 0:08:21I don't know. She still tends to be preoccupied with herself.
0:08:21 > 0:08:25- We didn't call her Look-at-me-Lewison... - Look-at-me-Lewison.- ..for nothing.
0:08:25 > 0:08:27Oh, no, I'm sorry. That's rude.
0:08:27 > 0:08:29Well, it doesn't work now anyway.
0:08:29 > 0:08:31Not now she's Helen Shire.
0:08:33 > 0:08:34Yay!
0:08:34 > 0:08:36Oh, you two got married?
0:08:36 > 0:08:38- We did.- Ah.
0:08:38 > 0:08:41Oh. New customer.
0:08:41 > 0:08:44- Mr Henry Shire? - That'll be me.
0:08:44 > 0:08:49Oh. Welcome to The Mill, the land that Tannoy forgot.
0:08:49 > 0:08:50Come on through.
0:08:51 > 0:08:54Ah, that's a little higher than I would have liked.
0:08:54 > 0:08:55White coat syndrome.
0:08:55 > 0:08:58I guarantee you, if I lay on the bed listening to Chopin
0:08:58 > 0:09:00for 15 minutes, sipping a cup of mint tea
0:09:00 > 0:09:04and thinking about the Cote D'Azur, it would be well in the green.
0:09:04 > 0:09:06You practise the relaxation techniques?
0:09:06 > 0:09:08My life's hectic. It works for me.
0:09:08 > 0:09:12All right. Well, you're registered. I don't have any real concerns.
0:09:12 > 0:09:15Is there anything you want me to tell you or anything you want to tell me?
0:09:15 > 0:09:18I'm chuffed that we've found such a lovely surgery.
0:09:18 > 0:09:20- Where were you before?- London.
0:09:20 > 0:09:21Feel so glad to be back in Letherbridge
0:09:21 > 0:09:23and to have found The Mill.
0:09:23 > 0:09:24Everyone is so lovely here.
0:09:24 > 0:09:26We try.
0:09:26 > 0:09:28- Well, thank you.- Thanks.
0:09:36 > 0:09:39Did you hear that?
0:09:39 > 0:09:41- What?- The penny that just dropped. Valerie?
0:09:43 > 0:09:45Yes. Hello, Helen.
0:09:45 > 0:09:47Henry's here.
0:09:47 > 0:09:50Was he late? He's still always late.
0:09:50 > 0:09:53No wonder why I didn't recognise you. Your hair...
0:09:53 > 0:09:55I was just saying that to my friend.
0:09:56 > 0:09:59So, you married Henry.
0:09:59 > 0:10:03Somebody had to. He was too good to let go.
0:10:03 > 0:10:05Didn't you two...?
0:10:05 > 0:10:08No, you were always too nice for the likes of Henry.
0:10:08 > 0:10:10- Was I?- Yes.
0:10:10 > 0:10:13You were always so nice and I was...
0:10:13 > 0:10:14Oh, was I a bit of a cow?
0:10:16 > 0:10:17No.
0:10:17 > 0:10:19I was.
0:10:19 > 0:10:21Good hair day, by the way.
0:10:21 > 0:10:23You look really well.
0:10:32 > 0:10:35Al, Al, Al. Mrs Ahmed's got Tupperware.
0:10:35 > 0:10:38Oh, Mrs Ahmed, can you and the samosas just wait five minutes more?
0:10:38 > 0:10:40Thank you very much.
0:10:41 > 0:10:42You found Valerie.
0:10:42 > 0:10:44I realised who she was in the loo.
0:10:44 > 0:10:46Isn't Valerie looking marvellous?
0:10:46 > 0:10:47Let's have lunch.
0:10:47 > 0:10:49Ooh, no.
0:10:49 > 0:10:50We were at college together.
0:10:50 > 0:10:52Go on!
0:10:52 > 0:10:53Well, my break isn't until two, so...
0:10:53 > 0:10:56Doesn't matter. We're not slaves to the clock, are we, Hels?
0:10:56 > 0:10:59Go on. Mrs Tembe's really distracted. Nick off early.
0:10:59 > 0:11:01It'll be fun. A proper catch up.
0:11:01 > 0:11:02I'll pick up any slack.
0:11:02 > 0:11:05- Oh, You don't want me... - Shut up! You're coming.
0:11:05 > 0:11:07Go on. It's the class of...
0:11:07 > 0:11:09'88.
0:11:09 > 0:11:12Oh, my days. Last time we ate together, Turkey Twizzlers
0:11:12 > 0:11:14were still considered food.
0:11:14 > 0:11:16We were going to try that Icon place.
0:11:16 > 0:11:17Come with us.
0:11:17 > 0:11:18Oh, you were going there anyway?
0:11:18 > 0:11:20We're in corporate hospitality.
0:11:20 > 0:11:23Yeah, we need to get a handle on all the local watering holes.
0:11:23 > 0:11:25- Really?- Absolutely.
0:11:25 > 0:11:27So you're coming for lunch. Two birds with one stone.
0:11:27 > 0:11:29Work and play. My treat.
0:11:30 > 0:11:32Yes. All right. I'll come.
0:11:32 > 0:11:33That'll be lovely.
0:11:34 > 0:11:36Just interpret the statistics.
0:11:36 > 0:11:39Well, they're not good, Mrs Tembe.
0:11:39 > 0:11:42There's something about that photo of Emma which is...
0:11:42 > 0:11:44It's hit a virtual spot.
0:11:44 > 0:11:46It's not gone viral yet, but it's...
0:11:46 > 0:11:47HE SIGHS
0:11:47 > 0:11:50It's gone bad.
0:11:50 > 0:11:52What can we do to stop it?
0:11:58 > 0:12:00Right.
0:12:00 > 0:12:01PHONE RINGS
0:12:05 > 0:12:07- Hi.- 'Hey.'
0:12:07 > 0:12:09- 'Can you talk?' - Yeah, I'm just having a coffee.
0:12:09 > 0:12:11'How you feeling?'
0:12:11 > 0:12:14Well, better now that Al's sorting things out.
0:12:14 > 0:12:16'Is he?'
0:12:16 > 0:12:17Well, he's doing everything he can.
0:12:17 > 0:12:19'Good.'
0:12:19 > 0:12:20I've been doing some digging as well
0:12:20 > 0:12:22and this whole categories thing is vile.
0:12:22 > 0:12:24Categories?
0:12:24 > 0:12:27Erm, the virgin, the fat one, the 1664.
0:12:28 > 0:12:30What's a 1664?
0:12:30 > 0:12:33Look 16 from the back, 64 from the front.
0:12:36 > 0:12:38Are you there?
0:12:38 > 0:12:40What? Er, yeah.
0:12:41 > 0:12:44Oh, this is all my fault.
0:12:44 > 0:12:46Don't you dare blame yourself.
0:12:46 > 0:12:48No, but I'm being judged, aren't I?
0:12:48 > 0:12:53For my lifestyle choices, my body, my age.
0:12:53 > 0:12:551664.
0:12:55 > 0:12:58What right do people have to talk about me like that, anyway?
0:12:58 > 0:13:02What? No, you're not the 1664! You're the doctor.
0:13:02 > 0:13:05I'm so sorry, Emma. I thought Al told you all this.
0:13:05 > 0:13:07But I'm being put on public display.
0:13:07 > 0:13:10I have no privacy and no dignity left.
0:13:10 > 0:13:12Emma, listen to me.
0:13:12 > 0:13:14What these men are doing is disgusting.
0:13:14 > 0:13:16But you've got to hold your head up high.
0:13:16 > 0:13:18And do you know else you've to do? You've got to laugh at them.
0:13:18 > 0:13:20They're pathetic.
0:13:20 > 0:13:22Laugh at them? How is any of this funny?
0:13:27 > 0:13:31I know. I know that some people find my opinion outdated.
0:13:31 > 0:13:34And social media has made privacy and dignity outdated.
0:13:34 > 0:13:36What was Dr Reid thinking?
0:13:36 > 0:13:39Oh, come on. Two people, not just one. Emma's done nothing wrong.
0:13:39 > 0:13:40She's a victim here.
0:13:40 > 0:13:44Why do I have to know about the sexual activities of my colleagues?
0:13:44 > 0:13:45Why?
0:13:45 > 0:13:48What is wrong with decorum?
0:13:48 > 0:13:51First there was Dr Carmichael and Dr Granger and their shenanigans
0:13:51 > 0:13:53- and now...- What can you do?
0:13:53 > 0:13:55SHE SIGHS
0:13:55 > 0:13:58Maybe we need some rules.
0:13:58 > 0:14:00No. No, we will not call them rules,
0:14:00 > 0:14:03we will call them guidelines. Sounds less draconian.
0:14:04 > 0:14:07No casual sexual activities.
0:14:07 > 0:14:11No bawdy drunkenness. And no coitis in public.
0:14:11 > 0:14:13I'm sorry. Are you finding this amusing?
0:14:13 > 0:14:15Oh, come on. Do you remember when you tried to ban sugar?
0:14:15 > 0:14:17Can you imagine trying to ban sex?
0:14:17 > 0:14:22Dr Haskey is a man trying to catch a buffalo with one hand.
0:14:22 > 0:14:24Every click leads to another click
0:14:24 > 0:14:29and every click makes this practice look like a bordello.
0:14:29 > 0:14:31I think you're over-reacting.
0:14:31 > 0:14:34- Am I?- Emma is a victim here, Mrs Tembe.
0:14:34 > 0:14:36Please don't lose sight of that.
0:14:36 > 0:14:37I know.
0:14:51 > 0:14:55Dr Reid. Can I have a word, please?
0:14:59 > 0:15:01I know what you're going to say.
0:15:01 > 0:15:03No, you do not.
0:15:03 > 0:15:04Please, take a seat.
0:15:04 > 0:15:06- Mrs Tembe, I'm... - This will only take a minute.
0:15:15 > 0:15:20We can all fall foul of victim blaming.
0:15:20 > 0:15:23Whatever choice a woman makes,
0:15:23 > 0:15:24it is her choice.
0:15:24 > 0:15:26Her consent is hers to give.
0:15:28 > 0:15:32Anything that is done to a woman without her consent is abuse.
0:15:34 > 0:15:37You have done nothing wrong.
0:15:37 > 0:15:40You are a victim
0:15:40 > 0:15:41and you will get through this.
0:15:43 > 0:15:46You have friends who will support you and this...
0:15:46 > 0:15:49this man, he is nothing.
0:15:49 > 0:15:50You think I'm a victim?
0:15:55 > 0:15:58- Are you all right? - No. No, I'm not.
0:15:58 > 0:15:59Actually, I feel a little sick.
0:15:59 > 0:16:02Do you mind if I go home?
0:16:02 > 0:16:04Yes, of course you can go home.
0:16:04 > 0:16:07And we are always here for you, Dr Reid.
0:16:07 > 0:16:08DOOR SLAMS
0:16:13 > 0:16:14I mean, it's not exactly the Ritz,
0:16:14 > 0:16:17but all their eggs are all free-range and that's important, isn't it?
0:16:17 > 0:16:19It is. Do you eat here often?
0:16:19 > 0:16:20I do.
0:16:20 > 0:16:22We try and go organic and free-range,
0:16:22 > 0:16:25but there's only so much you can do when you're out.
0:16:25 > 0:16:27So, Valerie, where else do you go? What about Birmingham?
0:16:27 > 0:16:29So many Michelin starred restaurants.
0:16:29 > 0:16:32Oh, I know. More than any other city outside London.
0:16:32 > 0:16:34And more canals than Venice.
0:16:34 > 0:16:37I'm not really a stars person, though, myself.
0:16:37 > 0:16:39I'm just happy if my pizza's not too oily.
0:16:39 > 0:16:42That's good. Keeping it real.
0:16:42 > 0:16:43So what about the party season?
0:16:43 > 0:16:47What's the best Letherbridge has to offer us this Crimbo?
0:16:47 > 0:16:50If he says, "hollibobs", I'm going to stab him with my fork.
0:16:50 > 0:16:54I love Christmas, especially the jumpers and the sequins.
0:16:54 > 0:16:57I bet you twinkle right through the holidays.
0:16:57 > 0:16:58I try.
0:17:00 > 0:17:02Still an ABBA fan, Valerie?
0:17:02 > 0:17:05Helen eventually washed her hair and moved on from Nirvana.
0:17:05 > 0:17:08My hair wasn't dirty! That was product!
0:17:08 > 0:17:10And, anyway, I can still rock it.
0:17:10 > 0:17:12I adore the Foo Fighters.
0:17:12 > 0:17:16Oh, I once met somebody who shook Dave Grohl's hand at Glastonbury.
0:17:16 > 0:17:19And I, myself, have been serenaded by Ricky Delaine.
0:17:19 > 0:17:21Ricky Delaine. That's impressive.
0:17:23 > 0:17:24Red or white?
0:17:25 > 0:17:26White.
0:17:26 > 0:17:27Good choice.
0:17:34 > 0:17:36Daniel, can we talk?
0:17:36 > 0:17:38Yeah, what do you want?
0:17:38 > 0:17:40- It's just...- Have you seen this?
0:17:40 > 0:17:43The full cast list in order of importance
0:17:43 > 0:17:45and right at the bottom, Joe Granger Carmichael.
0:17:45 > 0:17:47Final entry. The Bungalow.
0:17:47 > 0:17:49- Later?- Half an hour.
0:17:49 > 0:17:51Now, what do you want me to say?
0:17:51 > 0:17:53That I'm right!
0:17:53 > 0:17:58That I am right to object to Gideon Tarsk-Cameron being Joseph.
0:17:58 > 0:18:00That I'm right to think Joe would be a better Balthazar
0:18:00 > 0:18:03than Barney Thompson and a better Casper than Rupert Lee.
0:18:03 > 0:18:06And, although I applaud gender-neutral casting,
0:18:06 > 0:18:09that it wouldn't be totally bonkers to suggest that he would be
0:18:09 > 0:18:12a better Melchior than Felicity Abimbola!
0:18:12 > 0:18:17OK. This is a primary school Christmas production.
0:18:17 > 0:18:20It's not the main stage at the RSC.
0:18:20 > 0:18:22He'll enjoy it, OK? We'll be happy.
0:18:23 > 0:18:24Now...
0:18:24 > 0:18:27have a samosa. Mrs Ahmed made them.
0:18:27 > 0:18:29- Mrs Ahmed?- Mm-hm.
0:18:31 > 0:18:32I have a quinoa salad.
0:18:34 > 0:18:36Go on. You know you want to.
0:18:36 > 0:18:38They're fried
0:18:38 > 0:18:39in ghee.
0:18:39 > 0:18:43Yeah. That's what makes them irresistible.
0:18:43 > 0:18:44Quinoa.
0:18:46 > 0:18:48I tell you what. You go and do the right thing now
0:18:48 > 0:18:51and I'll save you half of one for supper.
0:18:51 > 0:18:52Daniel!
0:18:56 > 0:18:58Valerie you always had such a sparkle.
0:18:58 > 0:19:00I love that about you.
0:19:00 > 0:19:02Don't let Helen catch you holding my hand.
0:19:02 > 0:19:06Do you remember what she did to that girl she thought was flirting with Greg Ford?
0:19:06 > 0:19:07Susan?
0:19:07 > 0:19:10Anyway, she cut one of her plaits and drenched her in snakebite.
0:19:10 > 0:19:11I'm not flirting.
0:19:11 > 0:19:13Helen wasn't even going out with Greg Ford.
0:19:13 > 0:19:15She just vaguely mentioned that she fancied him.
0:19:15 > 0:19:16Shh.
0:19:16 > 0:19:19I'm trying to tell you that I find you a little bit amazing.
0:19:20 > 0:19:22You do something to me.
0:19:22 > 0:19:24Do I?
0:19:24 > 0:19:25Mmm.
0:19:26 > 0:19:28What are you doing?
0:19:29 > 0:19:31I'm imagining doing something to you.
0:19:35 > 0:19:38Didn't you ever imagine doing things with me?
0:19:41 > 0:19:43Tell me.
0:19:43 > 0:19:45No. You'll laugh.
0:19:45 > 0:19:46I won't.
0:19:50 > 0:19:54I imagined you took me dancing.
0:19:54 > 0:19:55On a beach.
0:19:55 > 0:19:57In the moonlight.
0:19:57 > 0:19:59And you kissed me on the cheek and you told me that I looked pretty.
0:19:59 > 0:20:01HELEN LAUGHS
0:20:01 > 0:20:04Oh, priceless. Honestly, Piggy,
0:20:04 > 0:20:06you really haven't changed, have you?
0:20:06 > 0:20:09I bet Henry 50 quid that you still had the hots for him.
0:20:09 > 0:20:11Oh, Valerie, you are such good value.
0:20:11 > 0:20:13Henry?
0:20:13 > 0:20:15Priceless.
0:20:15 > 0:20:17You are still so Piggy Pitman.
0:20:32 > 0:20:34- You sorted? - Er, yeah, for now. Coffee?
0:20:35 > 0:20:38Er, no, this isn't easy to say.
0:20:38 > 0:20:39I don't believe it.
0:20:39 > 0:20:41Sorry, Jim. I can't let her do this.
0:20:48 > 0:20:50- Zara!- I'm sorry. I've changed my mind.
0:20:50 > 0:20:51I am that mother.
0:20:51 > 0:20:54No, no.
0:20:54 > 0:20:55Don't start the car.
0:20:55 > 0:20:57CAR ENGINE STARTS
0:20:58 > 0:21:00OK.
0:21:01 > 0:21:03HORN BLARES
0:21:06 > 0:21:09HORN BLARES
0:21:17 > 0:21:18You OK?
0:21:19 > 0:21:21Valerie?
0:21:21 > 0:21:24She used to call me Piggy Pitman.
0:21:24 > 0:21:26She still does.
0:21:26 > 0:21:28- Right.- I couldn't say anything.
0:21:28 > 0:21:30What happened?
0:21:30 > 0:21:33There was wine and...
0:21:33 > 0:21:34SHE SIGHS
0:21:34 > 0:21:37It was my fault because I let him hold my hand.
0:21:37 > 0:21:38I just thought they were being nice,
0:21:38 > 0:21:41but actually they just wanted to laugh at my expense.
0:21:41 > 0:21:43It was like being in a time warp.
0:21:43 > 0:21:45She has changed, though.
0:21:45 > 0:21:47She has got even nastier.
0:21:47 > 0:21:49Well, you should go back. Tell her how you feel.
0:21:49 > 0:21:51No, I shouldn't. Helen's got all the power.
0:21:51 > 0:21:53So take it off her.
0:21:53 > 0:21:54What if I can't?
0:21:54 > 0:21:57You've got to try, otherwise she'll hold the power for the next 25 years.
0:21:57 > 0:21:59Don't you have a right to say your piece?
0:21:59 > 0:22:01- CAR HORN BLARES - 'Zara get out of the car!'
0:22:01 > 0:22:03It won't make you feel worse but you might feel better.
0:22:03 > 0:22:04'Get out of the car.'
0:22:04 > 0:22:06CAR HORN BLARES
0:22:06 > 0:22:08You are not going anywhere near that school.
0:22:08 > 0:22:10Get out of my way. You're being an idiot.
0:22:13 > 0:22:15Whatever.
0:22:15 > 0:22:16Daniel.
0:22:16 > 0:22:18- Can't you see I'm busy? - No, this can't wait.
0:22:18 > 0:22:20- Well, it's going to have to. - It's about Cherry.
0:22:41 > 0:22:43- Helen, don't.- Don't what?
0:22:43 > 0:22:45All I ever did was like you.
0:22:46 > 0:22:50- I'm sorry.- Oh, shut up, Henry. It was just a laugh.
0:22:50 > 0:22:52Look, Valerie. It is time for you to toddle off back
0:22:52 > 0:22:55to all your little friends at the doccie-woccie's
0:22:55 > 0:22:57and let us enjoy our coffee.
0:22:57 > 0:22:59Actually, it was one of my friends there who told me to come back.
0:22:59 > 0:23:02- Some friend. - Yes, he is, actually.
0:23:02 > 0:23:04Look, I don't want to be friends with you.
0:23:04 > 0:23:05- I'd be surprised if anybody does. - Bye, now.
0:23:05 > 0:23:08- But you, Henry.- Valerie...
0:23:08 > 0:23:09I have had cancer.
0:23:09 > 0:23:11Bully for you.
0:23:11 > 0:23:12Helen!
0:23:12 > 0:23:15What? She's making it up.
0:23:15 > 0:23:16Cancer?
0:23:16 > 0:23:17More like Munchausen's.
0:23:17 > 0:23:20No, Hodgkin's lymphoma.
0:23:20 > 0:23:21That's what I've had.
0:23:21 > 0:23:23I've had a year of horrible days,
0:23:23 > 0:23:25which my friends helped me get through.
0:23:25 > 0:23:28Thanks for sharing, Piggy, but you can go now.
0:23:28 > 0:23:30Look, I know I'm very silly
0:23:30 > 0:23:32and I'm not as chic as you are,
0:23:32 > 0:23:35but some very nice people like me.
0:23:35 > 0:23:36I have got friends.
0:23:36 > 0:23:37Real friends that care about me.
0:23:37 > 0:23:39Who'd care about you, Helen,
0:23:39 > 0:23:40if you got really ill?
0:23:44 > 0:23:47I remember when you were kind
0:23:47 > 0:23:49and I don't think you were pretending.
0:23:52 > 0:23:54What did she say?
0:23:54 > 0:23:55Henry, I want to know!
0:23:55 > 0:23:57I'm done.
0:23:57 > 0:23:59- Do you not see what we did? - Sit down.
0:23:59 > 0:24:02She told us she'd had cancer!
0:24:02 > 0:24:05Any normal person would feel awful and want to care.
0:24:05 > 0:24:06What kind of woman are you?
0:24:06 > 0:24:09Sit down and finish your coffee. It was just Piggy.
0:24:09 > 0:24:11It was Valerie.
0:24:11 > 0:24:13Do you know the difference between you and Valerie?
0:24:13 > 0:24:15Um, everything?
0:24:15 > 0:24:16She knows herself.
0:24:16 > 0:24:20She lets other people see the real her and they love her for it.
0:24:20 > 0:24:21Clearly they do.
0:24:23 > 0:24:24Careful.
0:24:25 > 0:24:27Wow!
0:24:27 > 0:24:29Who'd have thought it?
0:24:29 > 0:24:32I've seen the light and Valerie Pitman has shown me that.
0:24:34 > 0:24:35And now, finally, I see you.
0:24:39 > 0:24:41Congratulations.
0:24:41 > 0:24:43You've won your bet,
0:24:43 > 0:24:45but now you're on your own.
0:24:45 > 0:24:47I'm done.
0:24:57 > 0:24:59So, what's happened?
0:24:59 > 0:25:00Have you heard from her?
0:25:03 > 0:25:05It's about what you did.
0:25:07 > 0:25:08Things...
0:25:08 > 0:25:12in my life just bang into my head sometimes.
0:25:12 > 0:25:14I try to understand them.
0:25:14 > 0:25:16Some things I'll never get,
0:25:16 > 0:25:19but I've spent a lot of time thinking about my marriage.
0:25:19 > 0:25:21OK.
0:25:21 > 0:25:23I didn't want to be alone.
0:25:25 > 0:25:26I know that now.
0:25:28 > 0:25:31It doesn't mean that I didn't love Cherry. I was in love with her.
0:25:31 > 0:25:33I know it takes two.
0:25:35 > 0:25:37It nearly broke me.
0:25:37 > 0:25:39- We'd been drinking. - You were my best friend.
0:25:41 > 0:25:43You were the one I should have gone to when she cheated on me,
0:25:43 > 0:25:45but you were the one she did it with.
0:25:47 > 0:25:49Only people you care about can hurt you that much.
0:25:50 > 0:25:52Acquaintances...
0:25:53 > 0:25:56..people you don't even like, they...
0:25:56 > 0:25:57they mess you up, yeah,
0:25:57 > 0:25:59and it can be painful, but...
0:26:01 > 0:26:03..when it's your best friend...
0:26:05 > 0:26:08..it's really hard to get to a place where you can forgive them.
0:26:10 > 0:26:11Forgive them?
0:26:14 > 0:26:16Is this you forgiving me?
0:26:17 > 0:26:19I'm starting to.
0:26:20 > 0:26:22You were ill.
0:26:22 > 0:26:23It wasn't just you.
0:26:24 > 0:26:26I've been angry for too long.
0:26:26 > 0:26:30I don't want to be that person any more.
0:26:30 > 0:26:31I want a fresh start.
0:26:34 > 0:26:37# I'm not afraid of you. #
0:26:43 > 0:26:47Ah. Right, now are you going to try and catch Zara?
0:26:47 > 0:26:49Yeah. Yeah.
0:26:51 > 0:26:52See you.
0:26:58 > 0:27:01Zara, please don't be this person, OK!
0:27:01 > 0:27:04I'm begging you for Joe's sake. Don't do this to him.
0:27:19 > 0:27:21Three month check-up. Nothing to worry about.
0:27:21 > 0:27:23That's what everyone keeps saying.
0:27:23 > 0:27:25But the fact is, it's almost the exact same day
0:27:25 > 0:27:26that I was diagnosed last year.
0:27:27 > 0:27:28Valerie.
0:27:30 > 0:27:31Valerie.
0:27:32 > 0:27:33Valerie.
0:27:34 > 0:27:36Well?