No Quiet Find

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0:00:26 > 0:00:29PALOMA FAITH: # ..you were there

0:00:29 > 0:00:31# Two worlds colliding

0:00:33 > 0:00:37# And they could tear us apart

0:00:48 > 0:00:50# We could live

0:00:51 > 0:00:55# For a thousand years

0:00:55 > 0:00:58# But if I hurt you

0:00:58 > 0:01:03# I'd make wine from your tears

0:01:03 > 0:01:05# I told you

0:01:06 > 0:01:10# That we could fly

0:01:10 > 0:01:12- # Cos we all have wings... # WOMAN:- Marcus?

0:01:12 > 0:01:14- VOICE ECHOES:- Marcus?

0:01:14 > 0:01:16# ..but some of us don't know why... #

0:01:16 > 0:01:17FOOTSTEPS COMING UPSTAIRS

0:01:19 > 0:01:21Are you all right?

0:01:21 > 0:01:22What?

0:01:22 > 0:01:25- The front door was open. I did call.- Er...

0:01:25 > 0:01:26Why did you wake me?

0:01:26 > 0:01:28It looked like you were having a nightmare.

0:01:28 > 0:01:30HE CLEARS HIS THROAT

0:01:32 > 0:01:33Marcus?

0:01:33 > 0:01:35What is it?

0:01:38 > 0:01:40Can we do this another day?

0:01:40 > 0:01:42You can't keep putting this off.

0:01:42 > 0:01:44New look, fresh start, remember?

0:01:44 > 0:01:47- When was the last time you had a proper meal?- Ha!

0:01:47 > 0:01:48Does a Cup-a-Soup count?

0:01:48 > 0:01:50You look exhausted.

0:01:50 > 0:01:53Look, I know you're only trying to help, but I'll be fine,

0:01:53 > 0:01:55seriously, so just... Whoa!

0:01:55 > 0:01:58Right, I'm taking you to the doctors.

0:01:58 > 0:02:00- I don't want any fuss. - And I'm not taking no for an answer.

0:02:00 > 0:02:03- Claire! - You're going, and I'm driving.

0:02:06 > 0:02:10- Hello.- Ah! Here he is!

0:02:10 > 0:02:12My knight in shining armour, fresh from keeping

0:02:12 > 0:02:16the streets of Letherbridge safe for another night. Mwah!

0:02:16 > 0:02:20- Aren't you going to be late? - Oh, ten minutes won't matter.

0:02:20 > 0:02:24- Not when it means that you get some TLC.- Oh, dear me!

0:02:24 > 0:02:26- Tough one?- The usual.

0:02:26 > 0:02:29Spent most of the night trying to track down

0:02:29 > 0:02:31a couple of bag snatchers on the Churchill.

0:02:31 > 0:02:33I think it's become a sport again.

0:02:33 > 0:02:37Two lads on a moped - they find a woman on her own,

0:02:37 > 0:02:38speed past her, grab her bag,

0:02:38 > 0:02:41and they don't really care if she gets injured in the process.

0:02:41 > 0:02:44But then, you come home to a warm smile, a hot cup of tea,

0:02:44 > 0:02:46and the world's all right again.

0:02:46 > 0:02:49But wouldn't it be nice if the house wasn't so empty?

0:02:49 > 0:02:53- HE YAWNS:- And you do make the best cup of tea in the world.

0:02:53 > 0:02:56- The two of us, just rattling around.- Yeah.

0:02:57 > 0:02:59So, what do you think about fostering?

0:03:03 > 0:03:06- What? - We had a great time with Scarlet.

0:03:06 > 0:03:09- For one day, yeah. - You can't think that it's right

0:03:09 > 0:03:12that a sweet little girl like her ends up in care.

0:03:12 > 0:03:14- Well, no, but... - And that's what's going to happen

0:03:14 > 0:03:17if people like Lyn Driver don't put themselves forward.

0:03:17 > 0:03:19- I know that.- And Treehouse proved

0:03:19 > 0:03:23that the care system isn't what it should be.

0:03:23 > 0:03:26The care system sucks, but that's the way it is.

0:03:28 > 0:03:30Can't we at least think about it?

0:03:32 > 0:03:35I think I'm too tired to think about anything at the moment.

0:03:45 > 0:03:48Marcus Hartwell is next.

0:03:48 > 0:03:49Mr Hartwell?

0:03:52 > 0:03:53What's brought you here this morning?

0:03:53 > 0:03:56Not sleeping. I need something to help.

0:03:56 > 0:03:59- And have we prescribed you anything before?- No.

0:03:59 > 0:04:02I've been taking over-the-counter stuff.

0:04:02 > 0:04:04Like what?

0:04:04 > 0:04:09- Er, valerian, St John's wort. - Just herbal remedies?

0:04:09 > 0:04:11But none of it works any more.

0:04:11 > 0:04:14Er, I'm tired all the time, can't concentrate

0:04:14 > 0:04:18and, when I go to bed, I can't get off to sleep.

0:04:18 > 0:04:21- And how long has this been going on for?- Two years.

0:04:21 > 0:04:22Since Marianne...

0:04:24 > 0:04:27- HE CLEARS HIS THROAT - Since...since I lost my wife.

0:04:27 > 0:04:28I'm sorry.

0:04:30 > 0:04:34Has your insomnia been affecting your work?

0:04:34 > 0:04:37Er, I was a software designer.

0:04:37 > 0:04:43I gave it up, so I can work full-time on renovating our house.

0:04:44 > 0:04:48She...she fell in love the moment she saw it.

0:04:48 > 0:04:50We were going to work on it together

0:04:50 > 0:04:52and turn it into our dream home.

0:04:52 > 0:04:54How are the renovations going?

0:04:54 > 0:04:57- Not good. I can't focus. - HE LAUGHS SOFTLY

0:04:57 > 0:05:01Anyway, what's the point if she's never going to see it?

0:05:01 > 0:05:04So...can you help?

0:05:05 > 0:05:09I don't want to rush into medicating your condition.

0:05:09 > 0:05:12I think we should investigate some alternative therapies first.

0:05:12 > 0:05:15- I think I've got some information... - You know what, save it.

0:05:15 > 0:05:17I've read every leaflet, I've seen all the websites,

0:05:17 > 0:05:20I've tried warm baths before going to bed,

0:05:20 > 0:05:22- cutting out the caffeine... - Relaxation exercises?

0:05:22 > 0:05:25..and making sure my bedroom's not too hot and reading a book.

0:05:25 > 0:05:27Nothing works. Please!

0:05:27 > 0:05:30I just need something to get me through the next few weeks.

0:05:31 > 0:05:34Actually, II did have something before.

0:05:37 > 0:05:41- Er, Cariprazine?- Yeah, that's it.

0:05:41 > 0:05:42That did the job.

0:05:42 > 0:05:48OK. Well, I'm going to prescribe you enough to last for just one month.

0:05:50 > 0:05:53And if your sleeping patterns haven't normalised by then,

0:05:53 > 0:05:55we're going to have to look at longer-term solutions.

0:05:55 > 0:05:57Yes, thank you, Doctor.

0:06:04 > 0:06:06DOOR OPENS

0:06:09 > 0:06:13- Karen? I need these to go out in the next post.- OK.

0:06:13 > 0:06:14FRONT DOOR OPENS

0:06:16 > 0:06:19- Heston, you're back! - Er, not really.

0:06:19 > 0:06:22- You look really well. - Thank you. Um, is Daniel in?

0:06:25 > 0:06:27- KNOCK ON DOOR - Yeah?

0:06:29 > 0:06:32- Have you got a minute? - Heston! Good to see you.

0:06:32 > 0:06:34- How are you?- I'm fine.- Ha!

0:06:35 > 0:06:36Jimmi's told me.

0:06:38 > 0:06:40OK, er, take a seat.

0:06:44 > 0:06:46Don't take everything he says as gospel.

0:06:46 > 0:06:48So we're not merging with Kings Green?

0:06:48 > 0:06:50I didn't say that. Look...

0:06:50 > 0:06:53I know that you have a problem with larger practices.

0:06:53 > 0:06:56Well, the traditional GP practice has worked for generations.

0:06:56 > 0:06:59Yes, but if larger practices is going to be the norm...

0:06:59 > 0:07:02Why do you think the government is encouraging this?

0:07:02 > 0:07:03To give the public a better service.

0:07:03 > 0:07:06So they can cut costs and make us do more for less.

0:07:06 > 0:07:10We can't stay stuck in the past. We have to find ways to modernise.

0:07:10 > 0:07:12With scant consultation with the rest of the staff?

0:07:12 > 0:07:16OK, look, it's been a rollercoaster, I'll grant you that.

0:07:16 > 0:07:19Look, if you or one of the other partners had come up with the idea,

0:07:19 > 0:07:21I wouldn't be so concerned,

0:07:21 > 0:07:24but it's the motives of the man behind the operation.

0:07:24 > 0:07:28Anthony's like a shark! He has to keep swimming.

0:07:28 > 0:07:31When he's pushed this merger through, what's he going to do next?

0:07:31 > 0:07:33Heston, I hear you.

0:07:33 > 0:07:37- Do you?!- I do. I do, but I think that you're worrying unnecessarily.

0:07:37 > 0:07:39Go home. Rest.

0:07:39 > 0:07:41And come back soon! We need you.

0:07:47 > 0:07:51WOMAN: 'Weary with toil, I haste me to my bed

0:07:51 > 0:07:55'The dear repose for limbs with travel tired

0:07:55 > 0:07:58'But then begins a journey in my head

0:07:59 > 0:08:03'To work my mind when body's work's expired

0:08:04 > 0:08:08'For then my thoughts from far where I abide

0:08:08 > 0:08:13'Intend a zealous pilgrimage to thee

0:08:13 > 0:08:17'And keep my drooping eyelids open wide

0:08:17 > 0:08:21'Looking on darkness which the blind do see

0:08:21 > 0:08:24'Save that my soul's imaginary sight

0:08:24 > 0:08:28'Presents thy shadow to my sightless view

0:08:28 > 0:08:33'Which like a jewel hung in ghastly night

0:08:34 > 0:08:37'Makes black night beauteous

0:08:37 > 0:08:40'and her old face new

0:08:40 > 0:08:44'Lo, thus - by day, my limbs

0:08:44 > 0:08:46'By night, my mind

0:08:46 > 0:08:50'For thee, and for myself

0:08:50 > 0:08:51'No quiet find.'

0:08:51 > 0:08:55MUSIC: Never Tear Us Apart by Paloma Faith

0:09:01 > 0:09:04WEDDING BELLS PEAL

0:09:08 > 0:09:10CHEERING

0:09:11 > 0:09:13I meant every word.

0:09:13 > 0:09:16Ha! To love and to cherish.

0:09:16 > 0:09:18Till death...

0:09:22 > 0:09:24- HE LAUGHS:- Marianne...

0:09:28 > 0:09:30What?

0:09:30 > 0:09:31CAR HORN BEEPS

0:09:31 > 0:09:34BRAKES SCREECH, HORN BEEPS

0:09:34 > 0:09:35CAR DOOR OPENS

0:09:35 > 0:09:38Did I hit you?

0:09:38 > 0:09:39Are you hurt?

0:09:41 > 0:09:44I'm here. Tell me what to do.

0:09:44 > 0:09:47Just... Just take this pain away!

0:09:47 > 0:09:48Please just take...!

0:09:55 > 0:09:57It's not too late to stop this.

0:09:57 > 0:10:01What, er, the increase in the tea fund?

0:10:01 > 0:10:03Oh, really? You think this is a joke?

0:10:03 > 0:10:05Take a seat. Come on.

0:10:05 > 0:10:08I can't see Anthony pausing this merger for anyone to have their say

0:10:08 > 0:10:11and, if the consensus was to not go through with it,

0:10:11 > 0:10:13do you honestly think he'd take any notice?

0:10:13 > 0:10:16I get that this seems to be moving very quickly

0:10:16 > 0:10:17and that change can be unsettling.

0:10:17 > 0:10:21You think that's what this is about? You think I'm afraid of change?

0:10:21 > 0:10:22I just mean that I understand.

0:10:22 > 0:10:25Daniel, look, I know we've had our differences, OK,

0:10:25 > 0:10:27but I thought our core values about this place were the same -

0:10:27 > 0:10:29about our duty to our patients. That's what I thought!

0:10:29 > 0:10:33- You just have to trust that I'm going to make the right decision. - Me, trust you? Really?

0:10:33 > 0:10:36I know a little bit more about business than you do, Jimmi.

0:10:36 > 0:10:38And I know more about human decency.

0:10:40 > 0:10:41OK, fine, um, you should go,

0:10:41 > 0:10:45before one of us says something that can't be taken back.

0:10:45 > 0:10:48You know, when exactly did Anthony cut your balls off?

0:11:00 > 0:11:03Marcus, are you all right?

0:11:03 > 0:11:05Hmm, er...

0:11:05 > 0:11:07There's a cafe round the corner.

0:11:07 > 0:11:10I'm going to get you a black coffee, extra shot, lots of sugar.

0:11:10 > 0:11:12What would I do without you?

0:11:23 > 0:11:27MUSIC: Never Tear Us Apart by Paloma Faith

0:11:27 > 0:11:28You were the one.

0:11:30 > 0:11:32You were the only one.

0:11:34 > 0:11:36What?

0:11:52 > 0:11:53No.

0:11:55 > 0:11:56No, no, don't go.

0:11:57 > 0:11:59Please?

0:11:59 > 0:12:01Back so soon?

0:12:02 > 0:12:04HE GASPS

0:12:07 > 0:12:09HE STAMMERS

0:12:09 > 0:12:10You?

0:12:13 > 0:12:14Are you real?

0:12:30 > 0:12:32- KAREN:- 'Hope you had a good sleep.

0:12:32 > 0:12:36'Fresh towels in the bathroom, that bacon you like in the fridge.

0:12:36 > 0:12:40'And I've booked us in for a fostering information evening next week. Kisses. Karen.'

0:12:47 > 0:12:49When I sleep...

0:12:49 > 0:12:50she comes to me.

0:12:51 > 0:12:52Your wife?

0:12:55 > 0:12:57I'd been single for a while.

0:12:57 > 0:13:01Some friends fixed me up. It was a total blind date.

0:13:01 > 0:13:06I wasn't expecting much, but when Marianne walked into the room,

0:13:06 > 0:13:08it was like WHAM!

0:13:10 > 0:13:12- Love at first sight?- Yeah.

0:13:12 > 0:13:14And within six months, we were married.

0:13:14 > 0:13:18And it was better than I could ever have imagined. We were so happy!

0:13:19 > 0:13:22And, in your dreams, you relive the happiness?

0:13:22 > 0:13:24It's like nothing has changed.

0:13:24 > 0:13:28I hear her voice, I smell her perfume,

0:13:28 > 0:13:30I feel held in her love...

0:13:32 > 0:13:35..and then, when I wake up and she's not there...

0:13:36 > 0:13:38..the pain of the loss hits again.

0:13:40 > 0:13:42It's overwhelming.

0:13:42 > 0:13:45There's nothing wrong with remembering happy times,

0:13:45 > 0:13:47but you have to live in the here and now.

0:13:47 > 0:13:50Even if every waking moment is so...?

0:13:52 > 0:13:54Never mind.

0:13:54 > 0:13:57This is beginning to sound like you're talking about addiction.

0:13:57 > 0:14:01The trouble is, the highs have been wearing off quicker.

0:14:03 > 0:14:05I've been trying to sleep during the day.

0:14:07 > 0:14:10So that's what the sleeping pills are for?

0:14:10 > 0:14:12I needed something to knock me out.

0:14:12 > 0:14:15But the dreams are getting out of control.

0:14:16 > 0:14:19Sometimes, I see her out of the corner of my eye,

0:14:19 > 0:14:22and I know I'm still awake.

0:14:22 > 0:14:24Loss is dreadful.

0:14:24 > 0:14:27But the pain's never going to fade if you don't face it.

0:14:27 > 0:14:31- You've got to work through your grief.- No, I can't.

0:14:31 > 0:14:34Then why did you come back, unless you want my help?

0:14:34 > 0:14:37I don't want the dreams to stop.

0:14:40 > 0:14:41They're all I live for.

0:14:46 > 0:14:48See how you go on the medication.

0:14:48 > 0:14:52But I want you to try some of the other relaxation techniques.

0:14:52 > 0:14:55- Is there a toilet?- Yeah, down the stairs, first on the left.- OK.

0:14:57 > 0:14:59How is he?

0:14:59 > 0:15:01You know I can't discuss that.

0:15:01 > 0:15:04No, of course, I understand. It's just that...

0:15:04 > 0:15:06The man you've just seen. That isn't Marcus.

0:15:06 > 0:15:09He used to be funny, always laughing...

0:15:09 > 0:15:11And you're telling me this, because...?

0:15:11 > 0:15:14I want to know if there's anything I can do to help bring him back?

0:15:14 > 0:15:16Shouldn't you be asking him that?

0:15:17 > 0:15:21I like him. I like him a lot. Is that wrong?

0:15:21 > 0:15:23How can it be?

0:15:23 > 0:15:24- We're too old!- We're in our prime.

0:15:24 > 0:15:26And we both have full-time jobs!

0:15:26 > 0:15:28We've got a big house, with a garden.

0:15:28 > 0:15:30These kids need commitment 24/7.

0:15:30 > 0:15:32We brought our own kids up while we were working.

0:15:32 > 0:15:35- Yes, but we were 20 years younger then.- I don't feel old!

0:15:35 > 0:15:36And things were different.

0:15:36 > 0:15:38We didn't worry about who they talked to online,

0:15:38 > 0:15:41what they watched, whether they took legal highs!

0:15:41 > 0:15:45- We'd know the signs to look out for. - These kids are damaged goods.

0:15:45 > 0:15:47We'll make 'em better. HE SCOFFS

0:15:47 > 0:15:49You make it sound like it's going to be easy.

0:15:49 > 0:15:52You know a lot of them have got problems with authority.

0:15:52 > 0:15:54They don't have any boundaries. They could quite easily be bringing

0:15:54 > 0:15:57all kinds of disruption and chaos to the house!

0:15:57 > 0:16:02They need love and we've got buckets to spare.

0:16:02 > 0:16:04Please, can we just think about it?

0:16:04 > 0:16:07- This is just another one of your fads, like baking cakes...- No!

0:16:07 > 0:16:11- ..and playing the stock market! - I'm not having you dismiss this as "another of Karen's crazy ideas."

0:16:11 > 0:16:15Yes, I've done some daft things in the last 18 months,

0:16:15 > 0:16:16but why do you think that is?

0:16:16 > 0:16:20Since my accident, there's a flippin' great big hole in my life!

0:16:22 > 0:16:26- And you genuinely think that fostering might help that?- Yes!

0:16:26 > 0:16:28Yes, I do. Rob, these kids...

0:16:29 > 0:16:32Kids from Treehouse, kids like Scarlet,

0:16:32 > 0:16:35there's so many of them!

0:16:35 > 0:16:38And all they want is to be hugged and to...

0:16:38 > 0:16:41and to be made feel safe and wanted.

0:16:41 > 0:16:44And I can do that.

0:16:44 > 0:16:46YOU can do that, WE can do that.

0:16:46 > 0:16:49We would be so good at it! We would!

0:16:53 > 0:16:56Yeah, I think Marianne would've liked it.

0:16:57 > 0:16:58But do you like it?

0:17:00 > 0:17:01I do.

0:17:01 > 0:17:03- OK. - HE LAUGHS

0:17:03 > 0:17:06I'll pop to the suppliers.

0:17:06 > 0:17:07Five rolls should do it.

0:17:12 > 0:17:14Marcus?

0:17:14 > 0:17:15Yeah?

0:17:16 > 0:17:18I won't be long.

0:17:25 > 0:17:27- HE SNIFFS:- Er...

0:17:39 > 0:17:41PILLS RATTLE

0:18:01 > 0:18:04- Hmm, what's the pasta ever done to you?- Oh...

0:18:06 > 0:18:09I had one of those patients that you keep thinking about, you know.

0:18:09 > 0:18:12Did I do the right thing? Did I ask the right questions?

0:18:12 > 0:18:15- And then, your ten minutes are up. - And you're onto the next.

0:18:15 > 0:18:17- Anyone I'd know?- No, just a drop in.

0:18:17 > 0:18:19What did they want?

0:18:19 > 0:18:21Cariprazine!

0:18:21 > 0:18:25- So you gave them a month's supply? - Mm-hm.- Well, so far, so good.

0:18:25 > 0:18:28But the thing is, he doesn't want the sleeping pills

0:18:28 > 0:18:29to get a good NIGHT'S sleep.

0:18:31 > 0:18:33He wants to use them to sleep in the day.

0:18:33 > 0:18:35Why?

0:18:35 > 0:18:37To dream about his dead wife.

0:18:37 > 0:18:39Oh.

0:18:39 > 0:18:41How long has she been gone?

0:18:41 > 0:18:42Two years.

0:18:43 > 0:18:45Well, grief's a personal thing,

0:18:45 > 0:18:48but shouldn't he be onto the acceptance stage by now?

0:18:48 > 0:18:50I have referred him to our counselling services.

0:18:50 > 0:18:54But if he's desperate enough to be misusing sleeping pills...

0:18:54 > 0:18:57And you've just prescribed him a month's supply...

0:18:59 > 0:19:01Oh, damn it!

0:19:01 > 0:19:02You will...!

0:19:04 > 0:19:06You will not believe what I've just heard!

0:19:10 > 0:19:12Marcus?

0:19:12 > 0:19:13Tea or coffee?

0:19:15 > 0:19:16How do you like your eggs?

0:19:18 > 0:19:20Marcus?

0:19:23 > 0:19:24Marcus?

0:19:41 > 0:19:43Is it true?

0:19:43 > 0:19:45Who you been speaking to? Jimmi or Heston?

0:19:45 > 0:19:47Actually, it was Valerie.

0:19:47 > 0:19:50Oh, Valerie? OK, so office gossip now?

0:19:50 > 0:19:51Is she wrong?

0:19:54 > 0:19:57Good! So senior members of staff have been kept in the dark

0:19:57 > 0:20:00about plans that would radically change the practice?

0:20:00 > 0:20:04Everyone will be kept informed as soon as there's any concrete news.

0:20:04 > 0:20:06I'm surprised at Anthony.

0:20:07 > 0:20:10But Daniel... I'm disappointed in you.

0:20:10 > 0:20:13- I thought we were friends. - And, as a friend,

0:20:13 > 0:20:16I am telling you that the partners are managing the situation.

0:20:16 > 0:20:20Partners? More like Anthony's puppets.

0:20:20 > 0:20:22There will be a consultation process.

0:20:24 > 0:20:27And is that when the merger has reached a conclusion?

0:20:27 > 0:20:29In the meantime, you and the rest of the staff

0:20:29 > 0:20:31will be kept informed of any developments, OK?

0:20:32 > 0:20:33Do I have a choice?

0:20:39 > 0:20:40Hello?

0:20:42 > 0:20:43Is there anyone there?

0:20:46 > 0:20:48Mr Hartwell?

0:20:48 > 0:20:50Up here, quick!

0:20:55 > 0:20:59I found these pills. It says "one a day" on the packet.

0:21:03 > 0:21:04He's got a pulse.

0:21:06 > 0:21:07Hello?

0:21:09 > 0:21:10Marcus?

0:21:10 > 0:21:11How is he?

0:21:15 > 0:21:18He's just...in a deep sleep.

0:21:20 > 0:21:22I don't think that this was an attempt to harm himself.

0:21:22 > 0:21:25SHE SIGHS

0:21:25 > 0:21:26Why dope himself up with sleeping pills

0:21:26 > 0:21:28when we're supposed to be working?

0:21:28 > 0:21:29This is my fault.

0:21:30 > 0:21:33Doing this today was a bad idea,

0:21:33 > 0:21:37but I thought it would help keep his mind off the anniversary.

0:21:37 > 0:21:38His wife's death?

0:21:39 > 0:21:41Marianne's not dead.

0:21:42 > 0:21:46I'm sorry? He said he'd lost her, so I presumed...

0:21:46 > 0:21:49She left him. Two years ago today. Went to Canada.

0:21:51 > 0:21:53Is that what all this is about?

0:21:54 > 0:21:57Putting himself to sleep, so he can shut out the pain?

0:22:01 > 0:22:02No.

0:22:03 > 0:22:05He sleeps, so he can be with her.

0:22:05 > 0:22:09But in your dreams, you can edit out the bad bits.

0:22:09 > 0:22:10What bad bits?

0:22:11 > 0:22:13He spoiled her rotten.

0:22:13 > 0:22:17But it was like, the more he tried to prove his love for her,

0:22:17 > 0:22:21the more Marianne realised she didn't love him back.

0:22:21 > 0:22:23Her birthday was the final straw.

0:22:23 > 0:22:28The flowers, the cake, the stupidly expensive necklace.

0:22:28 > 0:22:30It was all too much.

0:22:30 > 0:22:32She packed her bags and left.

0:22:35 > 0:22:38If he wants to dream his life away, let's leave him to it.

0:22:46 > 0:22:47Unless we can use this...

0:22:49 > 0:22:51..to help bring him back.

0:22:57 > 0:23:01You can open them...now.

0:23:02 > 0:23:05SHE GASPS

0:23:05 > 0:23:06It's beautiful!

0:23:06 > 0:23:08You deserve the best.

0:23:08 > 0:23:10I love you so much.

0:23:10 > 0:23:13I love you too.

0:23:13 > 0:23:15ZARA: 'Marcus? Can you hear me?'

0:23:15 > 0:23:18A toast. We can't have a celebration without a toast.

0:23:19 > 0:23:21HE HUMS TO HIMSELF

0:23:26 > 0:23:30- CLAIRE:- 'Marcus? Where did the pearl come from?'

0:23:35 > 0:23:38Thank you for making my life complete.

0:23:38 > 0:23:39GLASSES CLINK

0:23:39 > 0:23:40'This isn't real.'

0:23:42 > 0:23:43Mmm!

0:23:43 > 0:23:46Oh, I wish this moment could last forever.

0:23:46 > 0:23:49- 'You can't hide forever in false memories.'- Ahem!

0:23:49 > 0:23:50Er, you ready to make a wish?

0:23:50 > 0:23:54'That isn't Marianne! It's just a shadow of her memory, a fantasy.

0:23:54 > 0:23:56- 'Marcus?'- No! This is how we were.

0:23:56 > 0:23:58- 'Marcus?'- We were happy! - 'Look again!'

0:24:00 > 0:24:02- It's not you!- No.

0:24:04 > 0:24:06Don't.

0:24:06 > 0:24:10- I've tried to make this work, I really have, but...- (No.)

0:24:10 > 0:24:12Ssh.

0:24:12 > 0:24:14I thought the new house would be a new start,

0:24:14 > 0:24:18- but it hasn't changed anything. - (But you love me.)

0:24:18 > 0:24:20You said you love me.

0:24:21 > 0:24:24- I can't...- No!

0:24:24 > 0:24:26Don't!

0:24:26 > 0:24:28Don't leave me! Not again!

0:24:30 > 0:24:36# And they could never... ever tear us apart... #

0:24:36 > 0:24:38HE GASPS THEN YELLS

0:24:38 > 0:24:42It's OK! It's OK! Everything's going to be OK.

0:24:44 > 0:24:45Marianne!

0:24:45 > 0:24:48Ssh! It's OK. It's OK.

0:24:48 > 0:24:50HE STUTTERS AND GASPS

0:24:50 > 0:24:52You're OK.

0:25:00 > 0:25:02KNOCK ON DOOR, DOOR OPENS

0:25:02 > 0:25:04- There you are!- Sid.

0:25:04 > 0:25:07Ooh, quick word about the expansion plans?

0:25:07 > 0:25:09Why not? Everyone else has had a pop.

0:25:09 > 0:25:12Um, actually, I wanted to say well done.

0:25:12 > 0:25:13- You did?- Yeah!

0:25:13 > 0:25:16I think it's great. It's forward thinking, it's bold.

0:25:16 > 0:25:18Just what the practice needs.

0:25:19 > 0:25:20Thank you.

0:25:22 > 0:25:23DOOR CLOSES

0:25:25 > 0:25:27Cheers.

0:25:27 > 0:25:30- Is this really necessary? - Just to be on the safe side.

0:25:30 > 0:25:32I can come with you, if you want me to?

0:25:33 > 0:25:35I'd like that.

0:25:35 > 0:25:36Um...

0:25:48 > 0:25:51It's not just the pills you're worried about, is it?

0:25:51 > 0:25:55While he's in St Phil's, he'll get a mental health assessment.

0:25:56 > 0:26:00He'll need support if he's going to get through this.

0:26:00 > 0:26:01I'm here, for now.

0:26:01 > 0:26:03But dreams aren't good enough for me.

0:26:03 > 0:26:05I won't wait forever.

0:26:24 > 0:26:26DOOR OPENS

0:26:28 > 0:26:30Daniel. Glad I caught you.

0:26:30 > 0:26:34- I'm on my way to see Adrian Willis. - OK, that was quick.

0:26:34 > 0:26:35Our whole plan depends on us

0:26:35 > 0:26:38getting our hands on King's Green's latest financial projections.

0:26:38 > 0:26:41Once we're committed, there's no going back.

0:26:41 > 0:26:42So...

0:26:44 > 0:26:45..do we proceed?

0:26:48 > 0:26:50Daniel?

0:26:50 > 0:26:52I need to hear you say it.

0:26:53 > 0:26:55Yeah. Do it.

0:27:07 > 0:27:09What's this? Court summons?

0:27:10 > 0:27:12No, it's my resignation.

0:27:12 > 0:27:14Don't be ridiculous.

0:27:14 > 0:27:15I can't work here any more.

0:27:15 > 0:27:18So you're in town for just one night?

0:27:18 > 0:27:21Like the circus. SHE LAUGHS

0:27:21 > 0:27:22Best make the most of it, then.

0:27:22 > 0:27:25It's simple and rather obvious - I become a partner.

0:27:25 > 0:27:27It's the ideal solution.

0:27:27 > 0:27:29Win-win.