0:00:44 > 0:00:46Don't hate me.
0:00:53 > 0:00:55You OK, Dad?
0:01:00 > 0:01:01Listen.
0:01:03 > 0:01:06If you ever want to, I don't know, talk about things.
0:01:08 > 0:01:10Things?
0:01:10 > 0:01:11You know what I mean.
0:01:12 > 0:01:15Like talking ever solved anything.
0:01:17 > 0:01:19I've got an interview, shoe shop in town.
0:01:19 > 0:01:22- What's the point? You'll never get it anyway?- I'm trying my best.
0:01:22 > 0:01:24I don't know why you left nursing college. You could have had a career.
0:01:24 > 0:01:28- Not this again.- I mean, your mate stuck it out, why couldn't you?
0:01:28 > 0:01:31Thanks for the support, Dad.
0:01:31 > 0:01:32Gemma, love, I didn't mean...
0:01:45 > 0:01:47I still can't believe we pulled it off.
0:01:47 > 0:01:49A few days ago, we didn't even have a show.
0:01:49 > 0:01:51Yes. Admittedly it was a bit rough around the edges,
0:01:51 > 0:01:53but it came together rather well.
0:01:53 > 0:01:54I think we should be very proud.
0:01:54 > 0:01:58I never thought I'd get that cockney accent.
0:01:58 > 0:02:01In a way, I think it's brought the staff closer together.
0:02:01 > 0:02:05Joe absolutely loved it, it has done wonders for his confidence.
0:02:05 > 0:02:06After you, Mrs Cratchit.
0:02:06 > 0:02:08Don't mind if I do, Mr Cratchit.
0:02:09 > 0:02:13I lost count of the amount of people who came up to me afterwards.
0:02:13 > 0:02:16What did they say? "Darling, you were marvellous."
0:02:16 > 0:02:18The real star of the show was Lena.
0:02:18 > 0:02:20How she managed all those quick costume changes...
0:02:20 > 0:02:22Yeah, hang on, Lena did OK.
0:02:22 > 0:02:24You're just jealous cos you want to be star of the show.
0:02:24 > 0:02:26Well, they're your words.
0:02:26 > 0:02:28All right, you were very good.
0:02:28 > 0:02:32Was it difficult playing a cynical, belligerent misanthrope?
0:02:32 > 0:02:34Oh, very funny.
0:02:45 > 0:02:47RICK VOMITS
0:02:53 > 0:02:54Are you ill again?
0:02:56 > 0:02:57What are you doing back?
0:02:57 > 0:02:58Forgot my purse.
0:03:00 > 0:03:03I know you don't want to, but I think we should call a doctor.
0:03:03 > 0:03:04Stop fussing.
0:03:08 > 0:03:10Vodka.
0:03:10 > 0:03:11- Dad.- Don't start!
0:03:11 > 0:03:15No wonder you've been foul recently. I should have guessed.
0:03:15 > 0:03:17- You promised.- Leave me alone.
0:03:17 > 0:03:20You said after Mum died, you'd never go back to it.
0:03:20 > 0:03:21Just go, will you!
0:03:27 > 0:03:28- 'Hello.'- Hiya, it's me.
0:03:30 > 0:03:31'I know.'
0:03:31 > 0:03:33Guess what, my meeting's been cancelled,
0:03:33 > 0:03:37so stay exactly where you are and keep the bed warm.
0:03:37 > 0:03:38'All right.'
0:03:38 > 0:03:40Oh, don't sound so chuffed.
0:03:40 > 0:03:43- 'Sorry, just a bit knackered after the night shift.'- Eesh.
0:03:43 > 0:03:44'Only just closed my eyes.'
0:03:44 > 0:03:47Listen, I've got to go, I'll see you in a bit.
0:03:49 > 0:03:50Hi.
0:03:50 > 0:03:52Adam! Are you ready yet?
0:03:53 > 0:03:55Sorry, I could not decide what to wear.
0:03:57 > 0:03:58So how do I look?
0:04:02 > 0:04:03Great!
0:04:04 > 0:04:06Sorry, Gem, I'm just off home.
0:04:06 > 0:04:09It's not really medical, it's about my dad.
0:04:09 > 0:04:10He's started drinking again.
0:04:10 > 0:04:13- Really?- You should have seen the way he was when I left.
0:04:13 > 0:04:15It's like we've gone back in time.
0:04:15 > 0:04:16I know that feeling.
0:04:16 > 0:04:18That's why I thought of you.
0:04:18 > 0:04:21Do you think you can have a word with him?
0:04:21 > 0:04:22Shouldn't it come from you?
0:04:22 > 0:04:25When he's on the booze, I can barely get anything out of him.
0:04:25 > 0:04:27Look, Gem, I don't really want to get involved.
0:04:27 > 0:04:30Whatever happened to besties coming first?
0:04:30 > 0:04:32Besties? We're not 15 any more.
0:04:32 > 0:04:35I just thought you'd understand.
0:04:35 > 0:04:36I do, but...
0:04:36 > 0:04:38Well, I don't know, can't you scare him
0:04:38 > 0:04:40with some horror stories or something?
0:04:40 > 0:04:44After everything you've been through with your mum, and you've seen how bad he can get.
0:04:44 > 0:04:46And you're the only mate of mine he's got any time for,
0:04:46 > 0:04:48so he might just listen.
0:04:48 > 0:04:49OK, but I can't be too long.
0:04:49 > 0:04:53Thank you. But you'll have to go on your own, I'm late for an interview.
0:04:53 > 0:04:56- What?- Look, I'm sorry, I really can't miss it.
0:04:56 > 0:04:58Well, should we just talk to him together later?
0:04:58 > 0:05:00The longer we leave it, the worse he'll be.
0:05:01 > 0:05:05Oh, come on, Eesh. All the times I've been there for you when Bren's kicked off.
0:05:05 > 0:05:07- Ten years ago, maybe. - Just call me later, yeah?
0:05:07 > 0:05:09Let me know how you get on.
0:05:17 > 0:05:20CAR APPROACHES
0:05:37 > 0:05:39Hello, Rick.
0:05:39 > 0:05:41Been a while.
0:05:41 > 0:05:42I suppose Gemma sent you.
0:05:42 > 0:05:45She's very worried about you.
0:05:45 > 0:05:49How's your mum? Still causing havoc on the Churchill?
0:05:49 > 0:05:50Something like that.
0:05:51 > 0:05:54See you're back to your old ways then?
0:05:54 > 0:05:55What's it to you?
0:05:58 > 0:06:01You know, I still remember what you used to be like,
0:06:01 > 0:06:03usually lying in a pool of your own vomit round the back
0:06:03 > 0:06:05of the Traders Arms.
0:06:05 > 0:06:06I don't remember.
0:06:06 > 0:06:08No, cos you were too out of it,
0:06:08 > 0:06:12no idea that Gemma was usually round ours bawling her eyes out.
0:06:12 > 0:06:14Have you quite finished?
0:06:14 > 0:06:16Rick, you've come a long way since then.
0:06:16 > 0:06:19Nice house, lovely daughter, your own business.
0:06:19 > 0:06:21Well, that's on its knees.
0:06:21 > 0:06:24Is that why you started drinking again?
0:06:27 > 0:06:30You know, Gemma said you were in a right state,
0:06:30 > 0:06:32but you seem sober to me.
0:06:32 > 0:06:33So?
0:06:34 > 0:06:38The seal isn't broken. You have started again, haven't you?
0:06:38 > 0:06:39Why don't you mind your own business?
0:06:39 > 0:06:40All right, just a question.
0:06:40 > 0:06:43What does it matter whether I'm back on the booze or not?
0:06:43 > 0:06:45Oh, Rick, stop it.
0:06:45 > 0:06:49- You OK?- Of course. Finally a new hip for Mother.
0:06:49 > 0:06:51The old one was, well, starting to pong.
0:06:51 > 0:06:53- Really?- Of course not.
0:06:53 > 0:06:55The infection was on the inside,
0:06:55 > 0:06:57that's why the operation was delayed, silly.
0:06:59 > 0:07:02Listen, I think you look amazing.
0:07:02 > 0:07:04But don't you think it's a bit much for hospital?
0:07:04 > 0:07:06Of course it is.
0:07:06 > 0:07:08It'll brighten the other patients' day up, or failing that,
0:07:08 > 0:07:10give them something to talk about.
0:07:14 > 0:07:17You know as well as I do this isn't the answer.
0:07:19 > 0:07:21Are you all right?
0:07:21 > 0:07:22Me?
0:07:23 > 0:07:24Never better.
0:07:26 > 0:07:27In fact...
0:07:31 > 0:07:33..I'm on top of the world!
0:07:33 > 0:07:34Rick!
0:07:38 > 0:07:39Yes?
0:07:43 > 0:07:44Who the hell are you?
0:07:46 > 0:07:47Who the hell are you?
0:07:54 > 0:07:56You're lucky you didn't break your neck.
0:07:56 > 0:07:59You know, out of all of Gemma's mates,
0:07:59 > 0:08:02you're the one I remember the most.
0:08:02 > 0:08:03Should I take that as a compliment?
0:08:03 > 0:08:06You're taller than most blokes and you've got the biggest mouth
0:08:06 > 0:08:08on the estate.
0:08:08 > 0:08:10You haven't changed.
0:08:10 > 0:08:12Thanks.
0:08:12 > 0:08:13All right, that should do it.
0:08:16 > 0:08:19Have you even thought about what this is doing to Gemma?
0:08:19 > 0:08:22Listen, just because we used to be neighbours
0:08:22 > 0:08:25doesn't mean you can come round here and stick your nose in.
0:08:25 > 0:08:26I promised Gemma I'd help.
0:08:27 > 0:08:31Can't you just let her know what's going on in your head?
0:08:31 > 0:08:32In my head.
0:08:32 > 0:08:34Would it help if you spoke to someone?
0:08:34 > 0:08:36- A debt counsellor maybe? - Oh, give it a rest.
0:08:36 > 0:08:38You know, I've got better things to be doing than this.
0:08:38 > 0:08:42Well, clear off then and get on with them, see if I care.
0:08:42 > 0:08:43Fine. I will, then.
0:08:47 > 0:08:48Rick, just...
0:08:48 > 0:08:54# Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall, Humpty Dumpty had a great fall
0:08:54 > 0:08:57# All the King's horses and all the King's men
0:08:57 > 0:09:00# Couldn't put Humpty together again. #
0:09:14 > 0:09:15Look at you.
0:09:15 > 0:09:18I never know what to expect from one day to the next.
0:09:18 > 0:09:19I'm just me.
0:09:21 > 0:09:22Hello, Mrs Hollins.
0:09:22 > 0:09:25Hello, Jackie.
0:09:25 > 0:09:28I hope he's been behaving himself for you?
0:09:28 > 0:09:30He's been absolutely no bother.
0:09:30 > 0:09:33You knew I was coming so you could have put a bit of lipstick on.
0:09:33 > 0:09:36The walking corpse look is so last year.
0:09:36 > 0:09:37Come here, darling.
0:09:44 > 0:09:46What are you doing?
0:09:47 > 0:09:50That is a really bad idea.
0:09:50 > 0:09:52You know, I've never been over 70.
0:09:52 > 0:09:55I've always wanted to do a ton, but I've never had the nerve.
0:09:55 > 0:09:57So why now? Rick, you're in no fit state.
0:09:57 > 0:10:01You know what? You're really starting to get on my nerves.
0:10:01 > 0:10:03No, I'm sorry, I can't let you do it.
0:10:05 > 0:10:06Fine.
0:10:06 > 0:10:08Now you're just being stupid!
0:10:08 > 0:10:10Rick, please. Gemma will never forgive me
0:10:10 > 0:10:12if I let you drive away in that van.
0:10:12 > 0:10:14Rick, open the door!
0:10:14 > 0:10:15Think about what you're doing.
0:10:21 > 0:10:24Can't believe she didn't tell me she had a new fella.
0:10:25 > 0:10:29Right, well, I need to get some sleep so if you could hurry up.
0:10:29 > 0:10:30Sorry.
0:10:30 > 0:10:32Wouldn't have normally asked,
0:10:32 > 0:10:34but I needed something to warm me up.
0:10:38 > 0:10:41So, how did you two meet?
0:10:41 > 0:10:43Friend of a friend.
0:10:43 > 0:10:45I take it you haven't got a job, then,
0:10:45 > 0:10:47kipping in the daytime.
0:10:47 > 0:10:49I'm a police officer.
0:10:49 > 0:10:51SHE SCOFFS
0:10:53 > 0:10:56You know, I'm not buying you've popped round to see your daughter
0:10:56 > 0:10:57over Christmas.
0:10:58 > 0:11:00What's the real reason?
0:11:00 > 0:11:01Ruddy 'ell.
0:11:02 > 0:11:04You really are a copper, aren't you?
0:11:04 > 0:11:07Talk about interrogation.
0:11:07 > 0:11:08Well?
0:11:11 > 0:11:12The thing is...
0:11:13 > 0:11:19I've got myself into a bit of bother about money,
0:11:19 > 0:11:23and I was going to ask Eesh for a small loan.
0:11:23 > 0:11:25You know what, I knew it.
0:11:25 > 0:11:26It's about time you left.
0:11:26 > 0:11:28I've got nothing on today.
0:11:28 > 0:11:30Might as well wait for her.
0:11:30 > 0:11:33It's all right, I know Emma really well. I'm sure she wouldn't mind.
0:11:33 > 0:11:34Yeah?
0:11:35 > 0:11:38She's the one that told me about you.
0:11:39 > 0:11:42We've had our differences.
0:11:42 > 0:11:44I offered to buy her a new rug.
0:11:44 > 0:11:45What?
0:11:46 > 0:11:48Never mind.
0:11:49 > 0:11:52Anyway, she'll let me stay.
0:11:52 > 0:11:54So like I say, I'll wait a bit longer.
0:11:57 > 0:11:59Pop the kettle back on, will you, love?
0:12:09 > 0:12:10Oh, no.
0:12:15 > 0:12:17Rick, can you hear me?
0:12:30 > 0:12:32Ambulance, please.
0:12:36 > 0:12:38KNOCK AT DOOR
0:12:39 > 0:12:41Hey, sorry for your wait.
0:12:41 > 0:12:45It's all right, it's not like I booked an appointment or anything.
0:12:45 > 0:12:47So how have you been?
0:12:47 > 0:12:50Not great. I just needed a bit of a chat with someone.
0:12:52 > 0:12:55I'm just sick of all the comments and jeering.
0:12:55 > 0:12:57I can't believe how many people know.
0:12:57 > 0:12:59Are you sleeping OK?
0:12:59 > 0:13:03No. I was hoping you could give me some tablets.
0:13:03 > 0:13:06I really don't think that's the answer, Rosie.
0:13:06 > 0:13:07I know you're against it,
0:13:07 > 0:13:09but have you considered making a complaint?
0:13:09 > 0:13:12I've told you, I'm not going down that route.
0:13:12 > 0:13:14OK. But if you need to talk to someone in the holidays,
0:13:14 > 0:13:15don't hesitate to contact me.
0:13:15 > 0:13:17Thanks.
0:13:17 > 0:13:19Have you considered talking to your family?
0:13:19 > 0:13:21What, and ruining their Christmas?
0:13:21 > 0:13:23No way.
0:13:23 > 0:13:25I don't think you should do this alone.
0:13:25 > 0:13:29I know everyone on campus already thinks I'm some sort of...
0:13:29 > 0:13:31skank.
0:13:31 > 0:13:33I'd die if my mum and dad found out.
0:13:36 > 0:13:39Eesh, how is he?
0:13:39 > 0:13:42He almost choked on his tongue and he sustained some minor bruising.
0:13:42 > 0:13:43But he's going to be all right?
0:13:43 > 0:13:46I think so. They need to carry out some further tests to make sure
0:13:46 > 0:13:47there are no internal injuries.
0:13:47 > 0:13:49I don't believe this.
0:13:49 > 0:13:52The police need to talk to him as well about the drink-driving.
0:13:52 > 0:13:55All I did was ask you to have a word with him.
0:13:55 > 0:13:57Gem, this isn't my fault.
0:13:57 > 0:13:59I did my best.
0:13:59 > 0:14:02Well, maybe if you hadn't passed the problem on to me.
0:14:02 > 0:14:03Eesh, wait. I'm sorry.
0:14:05 > 0:14:06I didn't mean... I just...
0:14:08 > 0:14:10I didn't get the job.
0:14:10 > 0:14:12I thought you were upset about your dad.
0:14:12 > 0:14:13You don't understand.
0:14:13 > 0:14:15I thought if I started earning some money,
0:14:15 > 0:14:19he'd stop worrying about his debts and lay off the drink.
0:14:19 > 0:14:20You need to go in there and talk to him.
0:14:20 > 0:14:23He needs you, not me.
0:14:23 > 0:14:25I'll give you a call later, yeah. Good luck, OK.
0:14:32 > 0:14:33What happened to you?
0:14:35 > 0:14:38No worries. OK. Bye.
0:14:41 > 0:14:43Bye!
0:14:46 > 0:14:49That was Ayesha on the phone. She's caught up at work.
0:14:49 > 0:14:52She's going to be hours so no point in you hanging around.
0:14:52 > 0:14:54Did you tell her I was here?
0:14:54 > 0:14:56I didn't have time, she had to go.
0:14:56 > 0:15:00Oh, well, looks like I'll be staying longer than I thought, then.
0:15:00 > 0:15:02Didn't you hear what I said? She's going to be hours.
0:15:02 > 0:15:04It's OK.
0:15:05 > 0:15:06Are you eating that or what?
0:15:08 > 0:15:11Look, I've got to go to bed.
0:15:11 > 0:15:14- You can't stay here so... - I don't need baby-sitting.
0:15:14 > 0:15:16You don't get it - this is Emma's house.
0:15:16 > 0:15:19If Emma hasn't okayed it, then you can't stay.
0:15:19 > 0:15:21What you're really saying is that you don't trust me.
0:15:21 > 0:15:24No. I'm saying that I want you to leave.
0:15:25 > 0:15:29- Now!- If you lay a finger on me, I'll have you for police brutality.
0:15:29 > 0:15:32Trust me, I don't want to touch you.
0:15:32 > 0:15:34I dunno what Eesh sees in you.
0:15:34 > 0:15:37You know what, you've had a nice sleep, a lovely cup of tea
0:15:37 > 0:15:39and now it's time to leave,
0:15:39 > 0:15:41so if you don't mind shutting the door on your way out.
0:15:41 > 0:15:42Typical copper.
0:15:44 > 0:15:45Nasty pig.
0:15:49 > 0:15:50Nice to meet you, too.
0:16:00 > 0:16:01How could you be such an idiot?
0:16:03 > 0:16:05You could have died.
0:16:07 > 0:16:10I'm not sure I can go through this again.
0:16:10 > 0:16:13Ever since I was a kid I've stuck up for you,
0:16:13 > 0:16:16got into fights if anyone made fun or said anything.
0:16:16 > 0:16:18I never asked you to.
0:16:18 > 0:16:21I did it because I believed you'd get clean one day.
0:16:22 > 0:16:24But looking at you now...
0:16:25 > 0:16:27I really thought you'd changed.
0:16:29 > 0:16:31Leave me alone, Gemma.
0:16:31 > 0:16:32Is that all you've got to say?
0:16:32 > 0:16:34I don't know why I even bother.
0:16:34 > 0:16:36Well, maybe you shouldn't.
0:16:36 > 0:16:38Maybe Ayesha should have left me to choke.
0:16:38 > 0:16:40Do you know how pathetic you sound?
0:16:40 > 0:16:43If Mum was alive, she'd be so ashamed of you.
0:16:43 > 0:16:45This isn't about her or you.
0:16:45 > 0:16:47It's about me.
0:16:47 > 0:16:49Me!
0:16:49 > 0:16:50It always is.
0:17:00 > 0:17:02MACHINE BEEPS
0:17:18 > 0:17:20Not long to go now.
0:17:20 > 0:17:21Stop fretting.
0:17:22 > 0:17:24It's a straightforward procedure.
0:17:24 > 0:17:27You know, I never thought this day would come.
0:17:27 > 0:17:29Twice they cancelled it because of infection.
0:17:29 > 0:17:30You poor thing.
0:17:30 > 0:17:33Oh, plenty of people worse off than me.
0:17:35 > 0:17:37Will you stop looking at that clock?
0:17:37 > 0:17:42I had a neighbour who had a new hip last year, and she was back
0:17:42 > 0:17:44walking again in ten days.
0:17:44 > 0:17:47Really? So you could be home for Christmas?
0:17:47 > 0:17:48It's possible.
0:18:30 > 0:18:34All the King's horses and all the King's men,
0:18:34 > 0:18:36couldn't put Humpty together again.
0:18:41 > 0:18:42Gem.
0:18:42 > 0:18:45I'm leaving. He doesn't want me here any more.
0:18:45 > 0:18:46Is he back home?
0:18:46 > 0:18:50No. I really thought it would be different this time.
0:18:50 > 0:18:53The hospital called me. They've been trying to contact you.
0:18:53 > 0:18:57My phone's been off since the interview. Are they discharging him?
0:18:57 > 0:19:00No, he went AWOL before they could carry out any further tests.
0:19:00 > 0:19:01Are you joking?
0:19:01 > 0:19:05They said his behaviour had got really erratic, almost violent.
0:19:05 > 0:19:07That's not like him. He can be really moody on the booze,
0:19:07 > 0:19:09but he's never violent.
0:19:09 > 0:19:12When exactly did you realise he'd started drinking again?
0:19:14 > 0:19:17He started throwing up and snapping at me a few days ago.
0:19:17 > 0:19:19But you didn't actually see him take a drink?
0:19:21 > 0:19:23BOTTLES CLANK
0:19:23 > 0:19:24Dad?
0:19:25 > 0:19:27Dad.
0:19:32 > 0:19:34What's going on?
0:19:35 > 0:19:38Why did you walk out of the hospital?
0:19:39 > 0:19:41It's pointless staying.
0:19:42 > 0:19:46You know, I was going to leave but I can stay if you like,
0:19:46 > 0:19:48if you want me to.
0:19:48 > 0:19:50No.
0:19:50 > 0:19:51No, it's better that you go.
0:19:53 > 0:19:54Go on.
0:19:57 > 0:19:59No, stay.
0:20:05 > 0:20:08I know you're worried about the business, but whatever happens
0:20:08 > 0:20:10we'll get through it, we always have.
0:20:10 > 0:20:13It's not about the damn business.
0:20:13 > 0:20:14What, then?
0:20:19 > 0:20:22So what's started you drinking again, Rick?
0:20:25 > 0:20:27What's so bad that you had to get so wasted?
0:20:30 > 0:20:32If the nausea and the behaviour are because of something else,
0:20:32 > 0:20:34we can get to the bottom of it.
0:20:34 > 0:20:35If you go back to the hospital, there are tests...
0:20:35 > 0:20:37I already know!
0:20:38 > 0:20:39Know what?
0:20:44 > 0:20:45Tell me.
0:20:45 > 0:20:47Please, go.
0:20:47 > 0:20:48Not until you explain.
0:20:48 > 0:20:50- Gemma...- Just tell me!
0:20:53 > 0:20:54All right.
0:20:56 > 0:20:58It's the same as my dad.
0:21:01 > 0:21:03Tumours?
0:21:04 > 0:21:06In the brain?
0:21:07 > 0:21:08Happy now?
0:21:16 > 0:21:19It was horrible, what he went through.
0:21:19 > 0:21:20Rick, what's that?
0:21:20 > 0:21:22- Dad!- Stay back!
0:21:26 > 0:21:28I thought they'd have put a red carpet down for you.
0:21:28 > 0:21:31After all, you're the star of the show.
0:21:31 > 0:21:32Wrong type of theatre.
0:21:35 > 0:21:37Give me a kiss, darling.
0:21:44 > 0:21:45Good luck.
0:21:45 > 0:21:47- Love you, Mum.- Love you too.
0:21:56 > 0:21:58Where did you get it?
0:21:58 > 0:22:01It's Dad's old one.
0:22:01 > 0:22:03King's Regiment.
0:22:03 > 0:22:05Rick, just stop and think for a moment.
0:22:07 > 0:22:08There are all sorts of treatments.
0:22:08 > 0:22:10Yeah.
0:22:10 > 0:22:12Dad had them all.
0:22:12 > 0:22:15They even cracked open his skull so they could operate.
0:22:17 > 0:22:20Real life Humpty Dumpty he called himself.
0:22:22 > 0:22:24But the tumours just kept coming back.
0:22:24 > 0:22:26That doesn't mean it'll be the same for you.
0:22:26 > 0:22:28I don't want to go through that hell.
0:22:28 > 0:22:32- Dad, please.- Rick, look at the state of Gemma. She loves you.
0:22:33 > 0:22:36I don't want you to see me like that.
0:22:38 > 0:22:39Wasting away.
0:22:43 > 0:22:44Till there's nothing left.
0:22:46 > 0:22:50Please, Ayesha, take her out, drive her away.
0:22:50 > 0:22:52No, you're not thinking clearly.
0:22:52 > 0:22:58I realise it's hard, but it's better if I end it like this for you.
0:22:59 > 0:23:01Have you even talked to her about it?
0:23:03 > 0:23:04Gemma.
0:23:07 > 0:23:09Dad, listen...
0:23:09 > 0:23:13Please, Ayesha, take her away.
0:23:13 > 0:23:15Just hear what she's got to say.
0:23:21 > 0:23:23If you end it now...
0:23:24 > 0:23:26..I don't know what I'd do.
0:23:31 > 0:23:32It's for the best.
0:23:34 > 0:23:37I wouldn't cope.
0:23:37 > 0:23:39Without you, I've got no-one.
0:23:42 > 0:23:45But either way, I'm going to die.
0:23:45 > 0:23:47Maybe,
0:23:47 > 0:23:49but not like this.
0:23:50 > 0:23:52Let me help you, Dad.
0:23:56 > 0:23:58There's nothing you can do.
0:23:58 > 0:24:00Rick, she's stronger than you think.
0:24:06 > 0:24:09When Mum died,
0:24:09 > 0:24:10I felt like ending it too.
0:24:14 > 0:24:17But I didn't because I had to hold you together.
0:24:22 > 0:24:25That's why I left nursing college - you needed me.
0:24:26 > 0:24:28And I'm not going anywhere now.
0:24:30 > 0:24:33You don't have to go through this on your own.
0:24:35 > 0:24:37I'm so scared.
0:24:37 > 0:24:39I know you are, Dad.
0:24:41 > 0:24:43So let me help you.
0:24:43 > 0:24:45If you really want what's best for Gemma...
0:24:50 > 0:24:51Please.
0:24:53 > 0:24:55Put the gun down, for me.
0:24:56 > 0:24:58Dad.
0:24:59 > 0:25:00I'm sorry.
0:25:07 > 0:25:09I'm so sorry.
0:25:13 > 0:25:14It's all right, Dad.
0:25:16 > 0:25:18I'm going to be with you every step.
0:25:32 > 0:25:33Are you still here?
0:25:34 > 0:25:36Told you, I'm waiting for Eesh.
0:25:36 > 0:25:38It's a free country, I can go where I like.
0:25:38 > 0:25:39What you doing?
0:25:39 > 0:25:43I was bursting, and since you kicked me out...
0:25:43 > 0:25:45Unbelievable, man.
0:25:45 > 0:25:46Wait there.
0:25:54 > 0:25:55Here.
0:25:55 > 0:25:5840 quid? What do I have to do for that?
0:25:58 > 0:26:00Don't.
0:26:00 > 0:26:03Take this, make yourself scarce, don't come back.
0:26:03 > 0:26:05Up yours.
0:26:05 > 0:26:06Right.
0:26:10 > 0:26:12I'll pay you the same again in January.
0:26:12 > 0:26:15Just don't show your face over Christmas.
0:26:15 > 0:26:16That's blackmail.
0:26:16 > 0:26:19It's bribery. Are you going to take it or what?
0:26:21 > 0:26:22Do we have a deal?
0:26:41 > 0:26:44Oh, no. Is that today?
0:26:44 > 0:26:47Tell you what, just put a big drum of honey roasted peanuts
0:26:47 > 0:26:50in front of me and I'll be sorted till New Year.
0:26:50 > 0:26:51Oh, come on, Dr Haskey.
0:26:53 > 0:26:55Let us help you. Sit down.
0:26:55 > 0:26:56Go to hell.
0:26:56 > 0:26:57Pigs.
0:26:57 > 0:26:59You're all liars!