0:00:27 > 0:00:30MUSIC: Our House by Madness
0:00:35 > 0:00:36Morning.
0:00:36 > 0:00:37What are you doing?
0:00:37 > 0:00:39Making your fave, babe.
0:00:39 > 0:00:43- Mum, you can't just... - What? I found enough for everyone!
0:00:43 > 0:00:46Haven't heard this for ages!
0:00:46 > 0:00:47- Mum... - VOLUME INCREASES
0:00:47 > 0:00:49# Our house
0:00:49 > 0:00:51# It's the middle of our street... #
0:00:51 > 0:00:52You're unbelievable.
0:00:52 > 0:00:54I know. That's why you love me.
0:00:54 > 0:00:57Now, where does this man keep his chocolate spread?
0:00:57 > 0:00:59MUSIC STOPS
0:00:59 > 0:01:00We don't have any.
0:01:02 > 0:01:05How can you not have any chocolate spread?
0:01:05 > 0:01:07How was your run?
0:01:07 > 0:01:09LIQUID POURS
0:01:09 > 0:01:11Hot.
0:01:11 > 0:01:14- Like you.- Mum!
0:01:14 > 0:01:16Sorry, babe.
0:01:16 > 0:01:17Fancy a pancake?
0:01:17 > 0:01:19Set you up for the day.
0:01:19 > 0:01:22You know what, I think I'll go get a shower.
0:01:22 > 0:01:23Maybe after?
0:01:25 > 0:01:26Nice buns.
0:01:26 > 0:01:28Mum!
0:01:28 > 0:01:29What is wrong with you?
0:01:29 > 0:01:31I just say it like it is!
0:01:31 > 0:01:34Oh, jump in the shower with him, eh? That's my girl!
0:01:36 > 0:01:39# Our house is so house proud
0:01:39 > 0:01:40# Ooh-ooh-ooh
0:01:40 > 0:01:42# Nothing ever gets me down
0:01:42 > 0:01:44# Always is around
0:01:44 > 0:01:45# Ooh, our house... #
0:01:46 > 0:01:48RECORDED VOICE: 'Find a way to truly,
0:01:48 > 0:01:50'comfortably integrate yourself...'
0:01:50 > 0:01:52BANGING '..within your environment.
0:01:52 > 0:01:54- 'So that means if...'- Ow!
0:01:54 > 0:01:57'..then you need to adjust it...'
0:01:57 > 0:01:59- What are you doing? - I'm not doing anything.
0:01:59 > 0:02:02- Yeah, you were.- I can hear a woman's voice in there...
0:02:02 > 0:02:04Yeah, they're called patients.
0:02:04 > 0:02:05Yeah, but he hasn't got any appointments.
0:02:05 > 0:02:07I've been sat on reception all morning
0:02:07 > 0:02:09- and nobody has been past me. - So he's on the phone, then.
0:02:09 > 0:02:11No. I can hear her voice.
0:02:13 > 0:02:17I want to know what's going on. Come on, listen.
0:02:17 > 0:02:21'Long, deep breaths.
0:02:21 > 0:02:22'In.'
0:02:22 > 0:02:23DEEP BREATH IN
0:02:23 > 0:02:25'And out.'
0:02:25 > 0:02:26DEEP BREATH OUT
0:02:26 > 0:02:28'I want you to visualise a clear, empty space...'
0:02:28 > 0:02:30PHONE RINGS
0:02:34 > 0:02:36'Focus on your breathing.'
0:02:41 > 0:02:42Hey.
0:02:44 > 0:02:46I really appreciate you being so patient.
0:02:46 > 0:02:48I know it's a big ask having my mum here.
0:02:48 > 0:02:51- We agreed it was only one night, remember?- I know, I know.
0:02:51 > 0:02:55I'm ringing round today to see if I can get her on a rehab programme.
0:02:57 > 0:03:00If she could just stay another day or so...
0:03:00 > 0:03:02Is she still using?
0:03:02 > 0:03:04- She swears she's clean. - Have you checked?
0:03:04 > 0:03:05Well...
0:03:05 > 0:03:07Yeah, I mean, I haven't frisked her or anything, but...
0:03:07 > 0:03:10Ayesha, you've already lied to the police,
0:03:10 > 0:03:13and now she's living in my house. How does that look?
0:03:13 > 0:03:14I swear it won't be much longer.
0:03:14 > 0:03:17You don't get it, do you? This could cost me my job.
0:03:22 > 0:03:23SHE SIGHS
0:03:29 > 0:03:32- Morning.- Hi. How are you?
0:03:32 > 0:03:33Good, thanks.
0:03:33 > 0:03:34Oh, it's just boiled.
0:03:34 > 0:03:36Good, I need a coffee.
0:03:36 > 0:03:39Had a bit of a late night last night with some friends.
0:03:39 > 0:03:42Talking of which, have you seen Lena recently?
0:03:42 > 0:03:44I really must catch up with her.
0:03:44 > 0:03:47You know, funnily enough, it was her I was out with last night.
0:03:47 > 0:03:49Oh, right....
0:03:50 > 0:03:52Haven't seen her for a week or so.
0:03:52 > 0:03:55- She OK?- Yeah, she was on top form.
0:03:55 > 0:03:57Look,
0:03:57 > 0:03:59Valerie...
0:03:59 > 0:04:02I've been meaning to say this for a while...
0:04:02 > 0:04:04Look, I hope you don't mind.
0:04:04 > 0:04:06I don't want you to feel that I've poached your friend.
0:04:06 > 0:04:08I don't want you to feel left out.
0:04:08 > 0:04:10You know you're always welcome to join us.
0:04:10 > 0:04:12Yeah, don't worry.
0:04:12 > 0:04:15No, I'm just glad that you two are getting on so well.
0:04:15 > 0:04:17I didn't mean to sound jealous.
0:04:17 > 0:04:19Just that I hadn't heard from her for a while.
0:04:19 > 0:04:22I always used to go to her if I was fretting about something
0:04:22 > 0:04:24or needed a second opinion.
0:04:24 > 0:04:26She's my go-to girl for advice.
0:04:26 > 0:04:28- But now you're here.- Oh?
0:04:28 > 0:04:30- Can I run something by you? - Yes, of course.
0:04:30 > 0:04:31Here's my dilemma -
0:04:31 > 0:04:33I have booked some leave
0:04:33 > 0:04:35and I want some sun, but I'm not sure where.
0:04:35 > 0:04:38Then I read this ad about singles' holidays.
0:04:38 > 0:04:39Do you know anything about them?
0:04:39 > 0:04:43- No, I have to say I'm not sure I'd want to.- Oh, really?
0:04:43 > 0:04:46Well, I mean, they're just a cattle market, aren't they?
0:04:46 > 0:04:49All that kind of, you know, alcohol and sex tourism
0:04:49 > 0:04:51by some shabby hotel pool.
0:04:51 > 0:04:54- Oh, I just thought maybe... - I'd steer well clear.
0:05:05 > 0:05:07What are you hiding?
0:05:07 > 0:05:09- Nothing. - Mum, I'm going to find out anyway.
0:05:13 > 0:05:15Codeine?
0:05:15 > 0:05:16For my back.
0:05:16 > 0:05:17It's empty.
0:05:17 > 0:05:20I just took the last one. You can chuck it.
0:05:20 > 0:05:21What's wrong with your back?
0:05:21 > 0:05:24Told you - took a bit of a tumble down some stairs.
0:05:24 > 0:05:26When you were drunk?
0:05:26 > 0:05:28It was a dodgy handrail, but...
0:05:28 > 0:05:30Well, yeah.
0:05:30 > 0:05:32You do know you'd better not take these and drink at the same time?
0:05:32 > 0:05:34I'm not stupid.
0:05:34 > 0:05:37Only got them because it was bad at night and...
0:05:37 > 0:05:38I couldn't sleep.
0:05:38 > 0:05:41Mum, don't play me, OK?
0:05:41 > 0:05:44I need to know everything if I'm going to help you.
0:05:44 > 0:05:46What exactly have you been taking?
0:05:47 > 0:05:48This and that.
0:05:48 > 0:05:52But right now I am clean,
0:05:52 > 0:05:54apart from a bit of voddy.
0:05:54 > 0:05:55You swear?
0:05:55 > 0:05:57Cross my heart.
0:05:57 > 0:05:59And I want it to stay that way.
0:05:59 > 0:06:01Wouldn't be here otherwise, would I?
0:06:01 > 0:06:03No more lies?
0:06:03 > 0:06:04Promise.
0:06:05 > 0:06:08But I'm worried about you.
0:06:08 > 0:06:09I'm not blind.
0:06:09 > 0:06:13I can see the load of hassle it's causing for you, me being here.
0:06:13 > 0:06:14Tyler must want me out..
0:06:14 > 0:06:16No, let me worry about that.
0:06:16 > 0:06:18I don't want to wreck things for you.
0:06:18 > 0:06:21- Maybe I should go. - No! No, I'm not kicking you out.
0:06:21 > 0:06:22We need to get you some help.
0:06:24 > 0:06:26I'll try to pull some strings,
0:06:26 > 0:06:28get you in to see a doctor who can refer you, yeah?
0:06:28 > 0:06:29Really?
0:06:29 > 0:06:32If Tyler sees you're trying to help yourself,
0:06:32 > 0:06:34then he'll come round.
0:06:34 > 0:06:36He has to.
0:06:36 > 0:06:38Look, I'm going to make some calls now.
0:06:38 > 0:06:41You go and have a bath and get dressed.
0:06:41 > 0:06:43Oh, you're such a good girl.
0:06:52 > 0:06:55SHE HUMS: Our House by Madness
0:07:08 > 0:07:09Karen.
0:07:10 > 0:07:12I want to know what's going on!
0:07:12 > 0:07:13It's pretty obvious, isn't it?!
0:07:13 > 0:07:15You don't know that. Anyway, who is she?
0:07:15 > 0:07:17It's none of our business.
0:07:18 > 0:07:19Karen!
0:07:22 > 0:07:24- What's going on? - I can't hear anything.
0:07:24 > 0:07:27- We shouldn't be doing this. - I'm worried about him.
0:07:27 > 0:07:28Yeah, but it's wrong.
0:07:30 > 0:07:33- Karen...- I'm going in.
0:07:36 > 0:07:37There's nobody here.
0:07:37 > 0:07:38Keep an eye out.
0:07:38 > 0:07:40Why? What are you...
0:07:40 > 0:07:43Karen! You can't...
0:07:43 > 0:07:46'Focus on positivity.
0:07:46 > 0:07:48'Say out loud...
0:07:48 > 0:07:51'May I be well.
0:07:51 > 0:07:54'May I be well.'
0:07:54 > 0:07:55Karen!
0:07:55 > 0:07:58'May I be happy.
0:07:58 > 0:08:00'Focus on you.'
0:08:00 > 0:08:02- Karen!- All right.
0:08:02 > 0:08:03'And then release.'
0:08:03 > 0:08:04Someone's coming!
0:08:04 > 0:08:05- 'May I...'- Quick!
0:08:08 > 0:08:12# Father wears his Sunday best
0:08:12 > 0:08:14# Mother's tired, she needs a rest
0:08:14 > 0:08:16# The kids are playing up downstairs...
0:08:40 > 0:08:42# Mother's tired, she needs a rest
0:08:42 > 0:08:45# The kids are playing up downstairs... #
0:08:52 > 0:08:54DOOR OPENS
0:08:58 > 0:09:00What was that all about?
0:09:00 > 0:09:04Does Jimmi seem kind of different to you?
0:09:04 > 0:09:07You know, quieter? Subdued? Tired?
0:09:07 > 0:09:09Don't know. Why? Do you think he's unwell?
0:09:09 > 0:09:11Sorry, I thought you were the doctor.
0:09:11 > 0:09:13What was that video?
0:09:13 > 0:09:17Seemed like some kind of self-help thing, motivational.
0:09:17 > 0:09:18- Bit weird.- Yeah.
0:09:18 > 0:09:19It did sound like one of those
0:09:19 > 0:09:22"cure cancer through positive thought" type of...
0:09:22 > 0:09:24I'm not saying that he's got...
0:09:24 > 0:09:26I'm just saying maybe he's a bit...depressed.
0:09:26 > 0:09:28- Who's depressed? - Right. Well, I'd better...
0:09:28 > 0:09:31No, everything is fine, I'm sure.
0:09:31 > 0:09:34- Sorry, was I interrupting something? - No, no.
0:09:34 > 0:09:36Just Jimmi...acting a bit weird.
0:09:36 > 0:09:40- What way weird? - He was in his room....
0:09:40 > 0:09:41It's not that weird, really.
0:09:41 > 0:09:42It doesn't matter.
0:09:42 > 0:09:45What have you got there?
0:09:45 > 0:09:48Two words. Singles' holidays. Yes or no?
0:09:48 > 0:09:49Hmm...
0:09:57 > 0:09:59Liar! What are these?
0:09:59 > 0:10:01They're not mine!
0:10:01 > 0:10:02Why's the label torn off?
0:10:02 > 0:10:04No! Please!
0:10:04 > 0:10:05Nothing really changes, does it?
0:10:05 > 0:10:08I'm looking after them for someone.
0:10:08 > 0:10:10- Honest!- You can't stop, can you?
0:10:10 > 0:10:12Lie after lie after lie.
0:10:12 > 0:10:15I was so stupid to think I could actually help you.
0:10:15 > 0:10:16- I'm not lying!- Right(!)
0:10:16 > 0:10:18And I guess you never stole that woman's bag either?
0:10:18 > 0:10:20This is different.
0:10:20 > 0:10:22It's family.
0:10:22 > 0:10:23Why would I lie?
0:10:23 > 0:10:25Because you're you.
0:10:25 > 0:10:26Please, love, give me a break.
0:10:26 > 0:10:28I'm trying here!
0:10:28 > 0:10:30That's just it, you're not!
0:10:30 > 0:10:31You know what?
0:10:31 > 0:10:33I want you to leave.
0:10:33 > 0:10:35Before Tyler gets home.
0:10:35 > 0:10:37- Because if he finds out... - I don't care what he thinks.
0:10:37 > 0:10:38That's obvious!
0:10:38 > 0:10:40But I thought you cared about me!
0:10:40 > 0:10:42Why are you trying to wreck what I've got?
0:10:42 > 0:10:43- I'm not!- You're just jealous!
0:10:43 > 0:10:46Jealous that I've got a strong, positive relationship in my life.
0:10:46 > 0:10:48- Something you've never had. - Is that right?
0:10:48 > 0:10:51So you and Tyler are just perfect together, are you?
0:10:51 > 0:10:52No, I'm not saying that.
0:10:52 > 0:10:56But he's a good man, and at least we're honest with each other.
0:10:56 > 0:10:58What?!
0:10:59 > 0:11:00- Nothing.- Come on!
0:11:00 > 0:11:03If you've got something say, then just say it!
0:11:05 > 0:11:08You'd better get packing then, hadn't you?
0:11:14 > 0:11:16So this is the one I've been looking at.
0:11:16 > 0:11:18Tenerife? Lovely.
0:11:18 > 0:11:19You don't think it looks a bit tacky?
0:11:19 > 0:11:21What? With a poolside bar!
0:11:21 > 0:11:25I know! I've always wanted to just swim up to the bar,
0:11:25 > 0:11:27order some exotic fruity cocktail to sip on.
0:11:27 > 0:11:30While you chat to Juan here.
0:11:30 > 0:11:31So you think I should go for it?
0:11:31 > 0:11:33Yeah, it's going to be brilliant!
0:11:33 > 0:11:34Really?
0:11:34 > 0:11:37It's just that some people think that singles' holidays
0:11:37 > 0:11:40- are all...- Sun, sangria and sex? - Exactly!
0:11:40 > 0:11:44If anyone's being negative it's cos they're either a snob
0:11:44 > 0:11:45or they're jealous, or both.
0:11:46 > 0:11:49I've also been looking at this one.
0:11:49 > 0:11:51Look at that - loungers right on the beach.
0:11:51 > 0:11:54Yeah. Juan can apply your factor 15.
0:11:54 > 0:11:55SHE CHUCKLES
0:12:04 > 0:12:05Bren?
0:12:25 > 0:12:28I've just seen your mum. You OK?
0:12:30 > 0:12:31No.
0:12:37 > 0:12:38I'm sorry, babe.
0:12:41 > 0:12:44I shouldn't have let her in the door. Or lied for her.
0:12:47 > 0:12:49It's tough love.
0:12:49 > 0:12:53In a way, you're doing this for her, you know?
0:12:53 > 0:12:55If you want, I'll speak to Rob and tell him the truth.
0:12:55 > 0:12:57Forget it.
0:12:57 > 0:12:59Not much point now.
0:13:02 > 0:13:04I'm sorry I was a bit harsh earlier...
0:13:04 > 0:13:07No, you were right.
0:13:07 > 0:13:10I have to put us first.
0:13:10 > 0:13:12You're doing the right thing.
0:13:12 > 0:13:14Doesn't feel like it.
0:13:14 > 0:13:16It will.
0:13:16 > 0:13:19We're good together, you know?
0:13:19 > 0:13:21No-one can damage that.
0:13:21 > 0:13:22Yeah.
0:13:24 > 0:13:25Come on...
0:13:29 > 0:13:33I want this to work. More than I've ever wanted anything.
0:13:33 > 0:13:35Me too.
0:14:00 > 0:14:02OK. Bye, Mr Kirby.
0:14:02 > 0:14:04- Thank you.- Thank you.
0:14:04 > 0:14:05PHONE RINGS
0:14:05 > 0:14:07Mill Health Centre. Oh, hello, Jimmi.
0:14:10 > 0:14:13Yes, fine. I'm free.
0:14:13 > 0:14:15OK, yeah, that sound great. Bye.
0:14:17 > 0:14:20- What did he say? - He wants to have a chat over lunch.
0:14:20 > 0:14:22- OK.- Well, that's normal, isn't it?
0:14:22 > 0:14:25- Is it?- I don't know... - Is everything OK?
0:14:25 > 0:14:26- BOTH:- Fine.
0:14:26 > 0:14:28Right.
0:14:28 > 0:14:32- Well, I was going to go for lunch, so...- OK. See you later.
0:14:40 > 0:14:41Ayesha!
0:14:54 > 0:14:55What's going on?
0:14:55 > 0:14:58Looks like your mum's popped back, helped herself to a leaving present.
0:14:58 > 0:15:01- No.- My laptop has gone. And some money I had stashed.
0:15:01 > 0:15:03- How much?- Does it matter?
0:15:05 > 0:15:06Are you s...
0:15:07 > 0:15:10I just never thought she'd sink this low.
0:15:10 > 0:15:12Stupid of me, leaving money around.
0:15:12 > 0:15:14And my laptop. It's got all my work stuff on.
0:15:14 > 0:15:16OK, I'll get it back. All of it, I promise.
0:15:16 > 0:15:17No, you stay out of it.
0:15:17 > 0:15:19No, I can find her quicker. And she'll listen to me.
0:15:19 > 0:15:21I'll sort it. Best you don't get involved.
0:15:23 > 0:15:25Tyler. Please.
0:15:31 > 0:15:33Oh, Valerie.
0:15:33 > 0:15:35Look, I...
0:15:35 > 0:15:38I want to say sorry about earlier.
0:15:38 > 0:15:40What? About Lena?
0:15:40 > 0:15:44No, no, just for being so negative about your holiday.
0:15:44 > 0:15:46I'm the wrong person to ask.
0:15:46 > 0:15:48I wouldn't have the guts to go myself.
0:15:48 > 0:15:49Apart from anything else,
0:15:49 > 0:15:52I don't see myself having a romantic relationship again.
0:15:52 > 0:15:55Oh, you shouldn't think like that.
0:15:55 > 0:15:58Now, I know you've been through a terrible time, losing Howard,
0:15:58 > 0:16:01but you know what they say - hope springs eternal!
0:16:01 > 0:16:03Yeah, well, I think mine has sprung.
0:16:03 > 0:16:05Impossible.
0:16:05 > 0:16:09The search for that special person is what life is all about, isn't it?
0:16:09 > 0:16:11Without love, what are we?
0:16:11 > 0:16:14Well, right now, I'd settle for just good friends.
0:16:14 > 0:16:16Even that seems a bit of a dream.
0:16:16 > 0:16:19Well, I am a big believer in dreams coming true.
0:16:19 > 0:16:20Good for you.
0:16:20 > 0:16:22Then you should book it straight away.
0:16:22 > 0:16:24Already have.
0:16:24 > 0:16:26I'm so excited!
0:16:58 > 0:16:59Get it straight, Dean.
0:16:59 > 0:17:01Whatever she owes has got nothing to do with me, OK?
0:17:01 > 0:17:04Yeah, just give me a call if you see her, all right?
0:17:06 > 0:17:07Thanks.
0:17:34 > 0:17:35Yeah, I've tried there already.
0:17:35 > 0:17:37Yeah, just... Mum!
0:17:45 > 0:17:47I could kill you right now.
0:17:47 > 0:17:49All right, it's a fair cop.
0:17:49 > 0:17:50Do you think this is funny?
0:17:50 > 0:17:52It isn't a game!
0:17:52 > 0:17:54I'm sorry, OK?
0:17:54 > 0:17:55I was angry with him.
0:17:55 > 0:17:57- Where's the laptop? - I pawned it.
0:17:57 > 0:18:00No, you didn't. I already checked with Gary in the shop.
0:18:07 > 0:18:09- Where's the cash? - Gone.
0:18:10 > 0:18:13I owed people. I'm sorry. Really.
0:18:14 > 0:18:16How could you do it?
0:18:16 > 0:18:17I was desperate.
0:18:17 > 0:18:19Anyway, he can afford it.
0:18:19 > 0:18:20But I can't.
0:18:20 > 0:18:22And I'm the one who's going to have to pay him back!
0:18:22 > 0:18:24What was I going to do?
0:18:24 > 0:18:26I'm out on the streets, no cash, nowhere to go.
0:18:26 > 0:18:28- And you took my pills! - I thought we were a family.
0:18:28 > 0:18:29We are!
0:18:29 > 0:18:31Not any more. You've destroyed everything.
0:18:31 > 0:18:33Don't say that.
0:18:33 > 0:18:36Please, Eesh. I never meant to hurt you.
0:18:36 > 0:18:38You kids are all I've got left!
0:18:38 > 0:18:40Sierra was taken away because of you.
0:18:40 > 0:18:41You messed things up with me and Debs.
0:18:41 > 0:18:43You couldn't even hang on to our home.
0:18:43 > 0:18:46There is no family. Not any more.
0:18:46 > 0:18:48Listen to me. I'll sort myself out...
0:18:48 > 0:18:50Listen to yourself.
0:18:50 > 0:18:54Tyler's right about you. You would be better off in prison.
0:18:54 > 0:18:55Yeah, right.
0:18:55 > 0:18:57Couldn't get rid of me with his cash,
0:18:57 > 0:18:59so now he wants to lock me away.
0:18:59 > 0:19:00What are you talking about?
0:19:03 > 0:19:06Police can be here in one minute flat.
0:19:08 > 0:19:10Tyler paid me.
0:19:11 > 0:19:13When? What for?
0:19:13 > 0:19:15- To stay away from you. - Don't lie.
0:19:15 > 0:19:18On Sierra's life.
0:19:18 > 0:19:20He paid me to keep away from you.
0:19:20 > 0:19:22It was before Christmas.
0:19:22 > 0:19:25I went to that Emma's house and he was there.
0:19:27 > 0:19:28And you took the cash?
0:19:28 > 0:19:30I came back. I called you.
0:19:30 > 0:19:32Only after you got arrested.
0:19:32 > 0:19:33Whatever!
0:19:33 > 0:19:36Nothing was going to ever stop me seeing you.
0:19:38 > 0:19:41Well, he can now. And he will.
0:19:41 > 0:19:43I don't want to go to prison.
0:19:43 > 0:19:44Please...
0:19:44 > 0:19:46You don't hate me that much.
0:19:46 > 0:19:47You know what?
0:19:49 > 0:19:52I don't care enough to hate you.
0:19:52 > 0:19:55I'm just not doing this any more.
0:19:55 > 0:19:56What do you mean?
0:19:57 > 0:19:59You're leaving.
0:19:59 > 0:20:00For good.
0:20:00 > 0:20:02Now. Just go.
0:20:02 > 0:20:05- Please...- If I see you again, I'll call the police.
0:20:05 > 0:20:08- Ayesha!- You're dead to me, do you understand?
0:20:08 > 0:20:10Please! Eesh!
0:20:10 > 0:20:12I love you!
0:20:12 > 0:20:15Please, Eesh, don't leave me!
0:20:15 > 0:20:19SHE SOBS
0:20:26 > 0:20:27Hi.
0:20:28 > 0:20:31Sorry, I was miles away.
0:20:31 > 0:20:33So how was lunch?
0:20:33 > 0:20:35Oh, yeah, fine.
0:20:36 > 0:20:38He's not well, is he?
0:20:38 > 0:20:39Who, Jimmi?
0:20:39 > 0:20:41It's not rocket science. It's obvious you're worried.
0:20:41 > 0:20:45No, no! He's just decided he needs to take a break from The Mill.
0:20:45 > 0:20:47A long one.
0:20:47 > 0:20:48Oh, I'm sorry.
0:20:48 > 0:20:51- Is it something terminal? - No!
0:20:51 > 0:20:53He's not sick, it's nothing like that.
0:20:53 > 0:20:56- What is it, then? - Buddhism, apparently.
0:20:56 > 0:20:58He's been exploring meditation.
0:20:58 > 0:21:01He reckons that he needs to go on some kind of journey.
0:21:01 > 0:21:03What...to Tibet?
0:21:03 > 0:21:05It's more of a spiritual thing.
0:21:05 > 0:21:06Oh.
0:21:09 > 0:21:10We're going to need a locum.
0:21:10 > 0:21:13No, see, I shouldn't have said.
0:21:13 > 0:21:16He's not going yet, he hasn't told the partners.
0:21:16 > 0:21:17Oh.
0:21:17 > 0:21:19My lips are sealed.
0:21:19 > 0:21:21Definitely don't tell Al.
0:21:21 > 0:21:22Jimmi wants to do that.
0:21:22 > 0:21:24In fact, don't say anything to anyone.
0:21:24 > 0:21:27Cross my heart, Karen. Not a word.
0:21:35 > 0:21:37CAR APPROACHES
0:21:42 > 0:21:43CAR DOOR CLOSES
0:21:57 > 0:21:59I didn't get your money, but I will.
0:21:59 > 0:22:01Might take a while.
0:22:02 > 0:22:05How did you find it?
0:22:05 > 0:22:08You're forgetting - I grew up on the Churchill.
0:22:08 > 0:22:10- Where is she now? - Gone.
0:22:10 > 0:22:13Ayesha, I can't let her get away from this.
0:22:13 > 0:22:15You can and you will.
0:22:15 > 0:22:17You've got your way of doing things, I've got mine.
0:22:17 > 0:22:19They're just never going to meet in the middle.
0:22:19 > 0:22:21No, she stole from me.
0:22:21 > 0:22:23- And that other woman, remember? - She's my mum.
0:22:23 > 0:22:25End of story.
0:22:28 > 0:22:31I need to know how much I owe you.
0:22:31 > 0:22:33Nothing. It's her debt, not yours.
0:22:33 > 0:22:35How much did she take?
0:22:35 > 0:22:38I'm not including the cash you gave her to stay away from me before.
0:22:38 > 0:22:41That was your mistake, so your loss.
0:22:42 > 0:22:44- What's she been telling you? - Don't, all right?!
0:22:44 > 0:22:48I've had a bellyful of lies today and I don't need to hear any more.
0:22:51 > 0:22:54Understand...
0:22:54 > 0:22:55I did this for you.
0:22:55 > 0:22:56No.
0:22:56 > 0:23:00You did it to me. That's different.
0:23:00 > 0:23:03What gives you the right to decide who I have in my life?
0:23:03 > 0:23:06Me and you are the same, Ayesha.
0:23:06 > 0:23:08In order to survive, we need to cut family loose.
0:23:08 > 0:23:11No, there's a massive difference between me and you.
0:23:11 > 0:23:13I just didn't see it until now.
0:23:13 > 0:23:16Go on. Admit it.
0:23:16 > 0:23:18She'd have brought you down, bit by bit,
0:23:18 > 0:23:19every time you saw her.
0:23:19 > 0:23:21I get it now.
0:23:21 > 0:23:23You're the reason why she'd stayed away from Letherbridge
0:23:23 > 0:23:25when she first came back,
0:23:25 > 0:23:27and why she did a runner from the hospital.
0:23:27 > 0:23:29I know how it looks, I do.
0:23:29 > 0:23:31All I wanted was to make you happy.
0:23:31 > 0:23:32To protect you.
0:23:34 > 0:23:36Just to make our relationship stronger.
0:23:36 > 0:23:38How would lying to me make us stronger?!
0:23:38 > 0:23:40Ayesha, I don't want to lose you.
0:23:41 > 0:23:43I love you.
0:23:43 > 0:23:45I want this to work, more than anything.
0:23:45 > 0:23:47- All my life... - Ayesha...
0:23:47 > 0:23:48No.
0:23:48 > 0:23:52All my life, I've had to look after other people.
0:23:52 > 0:23:56Mum, Karl, Debs, Sierra.
0:23:56 > 0:23:59And that was OK, because that's what I had to do.
0:24:01 > 0:24:04And then you came along and you wanted to take care of me.
0:24:05 > 0:24:09And it felt weird, but it was nice too.
0:24:10 > 0:24:12But taking care of someone
0:24:12 > 0:24:15isn't going behind their back, it isn't lying to them.
0:24:15 > 0:24:18Because then it's just about control.
0:24:21 > 0:24:22I swear...
0:24:22 > 0:24:24You can swear all you like...
0:24:24 > 0:24:25but it's over.
0:24:27 > 0:24:29You don't mean that.
0:24:29 > 0:24:31What about this place, all our stuff?
0:24:31 > 0:24:34Ayesha, please!
0:24:45 > 0:24:48You're going to miss him, then?
0:24:48 > 0:24:50He was very kind to me when I first came.
0:24:50 > 0:24:51We just hit it off.
0:24:51 > 0:24:53That's nice.
0:24:53 > 0:24:55Now he's going.
0:24:55 > 0:24:56Yeah, but it's not forever, is it?
0:24:56 > 0:24:58He's just trying something new.
0:24:58 > 0:25:00Well, if this Buddhism works out for him,
0:25:00 > 0:25:03you know, makes him happier, then I'll be glad.
0:25:03 > 0:25:05Yeah.
0:25:05 > 0:25:08Yeah, it's like you and Rob, deciding to start fostering.
0:25:08 > 0:25:11It's such a positive, life-changing thing.
0:25:11 > 0:25:13Suppose so...
0:25:15 > 0:25:17Sorry, I was a bit down on that when you started that,
0:25:17 > 0:25:18but, honestly, I think it's amazing.
0:25:18 > 0:25:21I think you should be very proud.
0:25:22 > 0:25:25Anyway, I think it'll be good for Jimmi.
0:25:25 > 0:25:28You know what they say - every ending is a new beginning.
0:25:30 > 0:25:32Maybe he'll come back with a gigantic beard
0:25:32 > 0:25:34and a harem of Tibetan wives.
0:25:39 > 0:25:42MUSIC: Lego House by Ed Sheeran
0:25:46 > 0:25:50# I'm gonna pick up the pieces
0:25:50 > 0:25:52# And build a Lego house
0:25:52 > 0:25:54# If things go wrong
0:25:54 > 0:25:55# We can knock it down
0:25:58 > 0:26:01# My three words have two meanings
0:26:01 > 0:26:03# There's one thing on my mind
0:26:05 > 0:26:07# It's all for you
0:26:07 > 0:26:10# Hmm-mm
0:26:10 > 0:26:13# I'm out of sight I'm out of mind
0:26:13 > 0:26:16# I'll do it all for you in time
0:26:16 > 0:26:19# And out of all these things I've done
0:26:19 > 0:26:22# I think I love you better now
0:26:22 > 0:26:25# I'm out of touch I'm out of love
0:26:25 > 0:26:28# I'll pick you up when you're getting down
0:26:28 > 0:26:31# And out of all these things I've done
0:26:31 > 0:26:34# I will love you better now. #
0:26:37 > 0:26:39Should I have broken up with him?
0:26:39 > 0:26:41Now that's a hard one.
0:26:41 > 0:26:44I don't know what I'd do without you.
0:26:44 > 0:26:45I want to go home.
0:26:45 > 0:26:47Danny said you'd give us a lift.
0:26:47 > 0:26:48I've missed my bus now.
0:26:48 > 0:26:49It's just some dumb youth club.
0:26:49 > 0:26:50Says the dumb kid.
0:26:50 > 0:26:52Men are morons.
0:26:52 > 0:26:53Oh, come on.
0:26:53 > 0:26:56There's got to be some decent ones out there.