0:00:35 > 0:00:38Hi, Gina, it's Karen Hollins, again.
0:00:38 > 0:00:40Did you get any of my messages?
0:00:40 > 0:00:42Cos we were hoping you were going to put a care package together
0:00:42 > 0:00:45for Adam and his mum, and we still haven't heard anything.
0:00:45 > 0:00:47DOOR OPENS
0:00:47 > 0:00:48Oh.
0:00:50 > 0:00:51Hey, how was school?
0:00:54 > 0:00:55Oh, that good?
0:00:55 > 0:00:59I got a detention for, like, nothing today.
0:00:59 > 0:01:02My maths teacher said the answer to this question was 42.
0:01:02 > 0:01:04She was wrong, it was even in the back of the book.
0:01:04 > 0:01:06But when I tell her she's an idiot...
0:01:06 > 0:01:09- You told your teacher she was an idiot?- She IS an idiot.
0:01:09 > 0:01:11My friends were just as bad.
0:01:11 > 0:01:13It's like they were going out of their way to annoy me.
0:01:13 > 0:01:16This one girl spent the whole day in tears.
0:01:16 > 0:01:18- Maybe something bad had happened? - No.
0:01:18 > 0:01:21When I asked her what was wrong, she said she couldn't even
0:01:21 > 0:01:24remember why she'd started crying in the first place.
0:01:24 > 0:01:28- It's not funny.- I know, you've had a tough day. Go on,
0:01:28 > 0:01:31get yourself changed and I'll make you a drink.
0:01:33 > 0:01:34You got any Hobnobs?
0:01:34 > 0:01:35Go on, off you go.
0:01:44 > 0:01:47PHONE RINGS
0:01:47 > 0:01:49Come on.
0:01:49 > 0:01:51Pick up, pick up.
0:02:03 > 0:02:06Oh, not seen that one before. I loved him on Strictly.
0:02:06 > 0:02:10Talking of nifty steps, I know you're hiding them.
0:02:10 > 0:02:12- Oh, sorry, we're all out.- Really?
0:02:13 > 0:02:15- Really?- No! Not having them!
0:02:18 > 0:02:19No!
0:02:22 > 0:02:23It's good to be home.
0:02:25 > 0:02:28Um, by the way, your mum rang and she wanted to know how you were
0:02:28 > 0:02:31getting on, so I said you were driving us nuts, obviously.
0:02:31 > 0:02:33So would you give her a ring, please?
0:02:36 > 0:02:38- KNOCK ON DOOR - Yep?
0:02:38 > 0:02:42- Hi, I'm sorry to disturb you. - No, no.- I need a favour.
0:02:42 > 0:02:44Can you cover my last couple of appointments?
0:02:44 > 0:02:47- Yeah, something wrong?- Long story.
0:02:47 > 0:02:50- OK, well, I'm here if you need to talk.- Thanks.
0:02:53 > 0:02:56School's OK, nothing to tell.
0:02:56 > 0:03:00I've wanted to come and see you. I've just been so busy, it's...
0:03:01 > 0:03:02So how have YOU been?
0:03:05 > 0:03:07Are you able to do a little bit more?
0:03:08 > 0:03:10Dress yourself, and...?
0:03:13 > 0:03:14Yeah, I know.
0:03:15 > 0:03:18Anyway, I've got loads, loads of homework, so...
0:03:21 > 0:03:22Yeah, I love you too.
0:03:24 > 0:03:26You OK?
0:03:27 > 0:03:30- Right, get your coat. - What?- We're going out.
0:03:30 > 0:03:33- You never said.- It's a surprise. - Is it somewhere fancy?
0:03:33 > 0:03:36- Should I get changed? - No, you're all right as you are.
0:03:36 > 0:03:38- YOU could smarten up a bit.- Oi.
0:03:38 > 0:03:39Cheeky!
0:03:49 > 0:03:51Hello.
0:03:51 > 0:03:54Have you been sitting in the dark all day?
0:03:57 > 0:03:58Oh, Ayesha.
0:04:00 > 0:04:03I've lost them both, Emma.
0:04:03 > 0:04:04I know.
0:04:05 > 0:04:08- Sorry for turning up like that last night.- Don't be silly.
0:04:08 > 0:04:09I'll sort something, I'll find somewhere.
0:04:09 > 0:04:12You will not. That room belongs to you.
0:04:12 > 0:04:15And besides, I've missed you.
0:04:15 > 0:04:17Thanks.
0:04:17 > 0:04:21Hey, it'll be just like the old days with Sid out, just us two girls.
0:04:21 > 0:04:24Actually, Lena's coming over.
0:04:24 > 0:04:26But don't worry, I'll cancel her.
0:04:26 > 0:04:30No, why should you cancel YOUR plans? Anyway, I like Lena.
0:04:30 > 0:04:31You sure?
0:04:31 > 0:04:32Yeah.
0:04:32 > 0:04:34Let's crack open that wine.
0:04:41 > 0:04:45Hiya. You must be Shelley? I'm Karen, this is Adam.
0:04:45 > 0:04:46All right.
0:04:49 > 0:04:50What are we doing here?
0:04:57 > 0:04:58Seriously?
0:04:58 > 0:05:00- What?- So you're the foster kid?
0:05:02 > 0:05:05- Yeah.- It's ever so kind of you to let us come over.
0:05:05 > 0:05:07Danny said you would be the person to help.
0:05:07 > 0:05:09- Who are these people? - I told you, Mum.
0:05:09 > 0:05:12You don't remember, do you?
0:05:12 > 0:05:14What are you gawping at?
0:05:14 > 0:05:16I'm so sorry, we're disturbing your tea.
0:05:16 > 0:05:20Shut up and eat, will you? It took me long enough to make.
0:05:22 > 0:05:25- Should we sit, or...?- Suit yourself. I've got to get a wash on,
0:05:25 > 0:05:30- sort out Mum's pills.- Oh. Would you like a hand?
0:05:30 > 0:05:33I could make us all a cuppa?
0:05:41 > 0:05:43Ooh, wonder where the teabags are?
0:05:43 > 0:05:46- I know what you're up to.- I just thought it would be a good idea
0:05:46 > 0:05:49for you to meet a young carer, and Shelley seems very nice.
0:05:50 > 0:05:52- Milk and sugar?- Milk.
0:05:55 > 0:06:00- So are you at school or college? - Farmleigh High. You?
0:06:01 > 0:06:04Um, I'm at school, yeah.
0:06:04 > 0:06:06I kind of guessed that. Which one?
0:06:09 > 0:06:10He's at Park Head.
0:06:13 > 0:06:16Are these all for your mum?
0:06:16 > 0:06:17Yeah.
0:06:17 > 0:06:20I hope she doesn't kick off as usual. We have to get going.
0:06:20 > 0:06:22Going where?
0:06:22 > 0:06:24Something else you didn't mention?
0:06:28 > 0:06:30The whole thing's such a mess.
0:06:30 > 0:06:33- Did I even do the right thing? - Ayesha, you've given your mum
0:06:33 > 0:06:36- so many chances. - Yeah, but where's she going to go?
0:06:36 > 0:06:38I don't know.
0:06:38 > 0:06:41But you can't keep beating yourself up about her mistakes.
0:06:41 > 0:06:42And Tyler?
0:06:44 > 0:06:45I really liked him.
0:06:46 > 0:06:48I thought he might be the one, you know.
0:06:50 > 0:06:51Yeah, I know.
0:06:53 > 0:06:55Should I have broken up with him?
0:06:56 > 0:07:00That's a hard one. Clearly, he went about things the wrong way.
0:07:00 > 0:07:02He paid my mum to stay away from me.
0:07:02 > 0:07:04But he did it to protect you.
0:07:07 > 0:07:08So you think he was right?
0:07:10 > 0:07:13In my mind, I think he did the wrong thing,
0:07:13 > 0:07:15but for all the right reasons.
0:07:18 > 0:07:20DOORBELL RINGS
0:07:20 > 0:07:21That'll be Lena.
0:07:29 > 0:07:31- I'm not having those ones. - Don't start.
0:07:31 > 0:07:35- They make me sick. - Mum, you know you have to take them.
0:07:35 > 0:07:36I said no!
0:07:39 > 0:07:41- Oh, love, I'm sorry.- Doesn't matter.
0:07:44 > 0:07:45Just as well I hoovered.
0:07:45 > 0:07:48- Tea.- Ta. Take a glug of that,
0:07:48 > 0:07:50you won't even taste them.
0:07:50 > 0:07:52- She's a good girl, really.- Aww. - You should hear what she calls me
0:07:52 > 0:07:54the rest of the time.
0:07:55 > 0:07:58Remember, I've got my youth group.
0:07:58 > 0:08:00- Have you?- I've told Anita next door.
0:08:00 > 0:08:02Here's her number if you need her to come and sit with you.
0:08:02 > 0:08:06Don't start buzzing me about your soaps, all right?
0:08:09 > 0:08:11Shall we get going?
0:08:11 > 0:08:13- Are you OK?- I want to go home.
0:08:13 > 0:08:14Danny said you'd give us a lift.
0:08:14 > 0:08:17- I've missed my bus now. - It's just some dumb youth club.
0:08:17 > 0:08:20- Says the dumb kid.- I said that I would give Shelley a lift.
0:08:20 > 0:08:21What about me, what I want?
0:08:21 > 0:08:23We're going. End of.
0:08:29 > 0:08:32Now, I know you prefer a crisp - some might say wimpy - white,
0:08:32 > 0:08:36but I weighed up the health benefits and the red wins hands down.
0:08:36 > 0:08:39You know, less sugar and the whole carotenoids thing.
0:08:39 > 0:08:41OK. Ah, whoa, whoa, whoa.
0:08:41 > 0:08:43Come on, you're not going to drink after that pitch?
0:08:43 > 0:08:45- Yeah, but you just assumed I was drinking.- Yeah.
0:08:45 > 0:08:49If I smash the whole bottle myself, then it unbalances
0:08:49 > 0:08:51the whole health benefits.
0:08:51 > 0:08:53OK, one glass for your good health.
0:08:53 > 0:08:56And to YOUR good health, my fine fellow!
0:08:56 > 0:08:57Cheers.
0:08:59 > 0:09:00Mmm.
0:09:00 > 0:09:02Red.
0:09:02 > 0:09:04This is nice, isn't it? Just like old times.
0:09:04 > 0:09:05Yeah.
0:09:08 > 0:09:10Might need another bottle.
0:09:10 > 0:09:13Oh, wow, look at this place.
0:09:13 > 0:09:14It's all right.
0:09:14 > 0:09:18- Good to see you again.- Hi.- Danny, man responsible for this chaos.
0:09:18 > 0:09:21I'm also Shelley's support worker. Karen's probably filled you in?
0:09:21 > 0:09:24- Not really.- Thanks ever so much for doing this for us.
0:09:24 > 0:09:27- It's been really helpful. - No worries. Shelley's a great girl.
0:09:27 > 0:09:30I thought she'd be a good person for Adam to meet.
0:09:30 > 0:09:32Yeah, they're getting on like a house on fire.
0:09:35 > 0:09:38Why don't I show you around? Don't be shy.
0:09:38 > 0:09:40Anything takes your fancy, have a go.
0:09:40 > 0:09:42We've got karaoke over here.
0:09:43 > 0:09:44Not really my thing.
0:09:44 > 0:09:46More a street-dance man?
0:09:47 > 0:09:48Nah, you're all right.
0:09:51 > 0:09:53If a guy can't be straight with you, then what's the point?
0:09:53 > 0:09:55Deciding when I can and can't see my own mum.
0:09:55 > 0:09:57Yeah, but this is Bren we're talking about.
0:09:57 > 0:10:00Yeah, but what's next - clothes, money?
0:10:00 > 0:10:02I'd rather be single forever than any of that.
0:10:02 > 0:10:04Hear, hear.
0:10:04 > 0:10:06That's why I hate being tied to him with this debt.
0:10:06 > 0:10:08It's going to take me ages to pay it back.
0:10:08 > 0:10:09Why pay him back at all?
0:10:10 > 0:10:13I mean, it was Bren who stole from Tyler.
0:10:13 > 0:10:16Yeah, and from what you've said, he was effectively enabling
0:10:16 > 0:10:18your mum's addiction. His loss.
0:10:18 > 0:10:22- No, it wouldn't feel right. - So what are you going to do?
0:10:22 > 0:10:24Speak to the bank, beg for a loan.
0:10:25 > 0:10:27They'll charge you a tonne of interest.
0:10:27 > 0:10:29Yeah, but what other choice have I got?
0:10:29 > 0:10:31I could loan you the money.
0:10:31 > 0:10:32What?
0:10:32 > 0:10:35Well, just stick it on top of the rent. You can pay it back monthly,
0:10:35 > 0:10:37no interest.
0:10:37 > 0:10:40- You're the best.- Yeah, well, I'll drink to that.
0:10:40 > 0:10:42Aw.
0:10:44 > 0:10:45- Thanks, Em.- Aww.
0:10:47 > 0:10:50- How was your veggie option? - It was good, yeah.
0:10:50 > 0:10:51Don't look so surprised.
0:10:51 > 0:10:54You know they say going veggie is a MISSED STEAK?
0:10:54 > 0:10:57And life is supposed to be for the living.
0:10:57 > 0:10:58I totally agree.
0:10:59 > 0:11:03Hang on, what's happened to the cynical Jimmi we all know and love?
0:11:03 > 0:11:05- Something different about you.- Yeah?
0:11:05 > 0:11:07Yeah, I'm trying to put my finger on it.
0:11:09 > 0:11:11I've been doing a lot of thinking lately.
0:11:11 > 0:11:15Yeah, me too. Today, for example, I worked out that Tuesday
0:11:15 > 0:11:17- is the most productive day of the week.- Yeah?
0:11:17 > 0:11:20Yeah, well, Friday - you're just thinking about the weekend.
0:11:20 > 0:11:23Everybody hates Mondays - so much they wrote a song about it.
0:11:23 > 0:11:27- Wednesday - you get the midweek slump.- What about Thursday?
0:11:27 > 0:11:30I forgot about Thursday. Thursday - you're thinking about Friday,
0:11:30 > 0:11:32aren't you? There you go.
0:11:32 > 0:11:34What if you don't feel productive ANY day of the week?
0:11:34 > 0:11:37I'm afraid you're a partner, you're not allowed to say that.
0:11:37 > 0:11:39That's part of the problem. I'm not sure my heart's in it.
0:11:39 > 0:11:43- Oh, well, just take the money and run.- Like you did with your app?
0:11:43 > 0:11:46Yeah. That was a rare philanthropic moment.
0:11:46 > 0:11:47Yeah, maybe.
0:11:47 > 0:11:50Or maybe, just like me, you can't get your head around the whole
0:11:50 > 0:11:52business mentality of putting money before patients.
0:11:52 > 0:11:55I tell you, there are some patients I would pay not to have to see.
0:11:55 > 0:11:58Don't get me started. The whole thing with Anthony still bothers me.
0:11:58 > 0:12:00Yeah, but you know, silver linings. You've now got Mrs Tembe,
0:12:00 > 0:12:02- haven't you? - Yeah, and there's Daniel and Zara.
0:12:02 > 0:12:04The arch-capitalists. But say what you want about Anthony,
0:12:04 > 0:12:07he knew how to pull the wool over their eyes.
0:12:07 > 0:12:09He appealed to their baser selves.
0:12:09 > 0:12:13- Vanity.- Exactly. Some people are really that simple.
0:12:13 > 0:12:15But you, on the other hand...
0:12:17 > 0:12:18Thank you, that was delightful.
0:12:21 > 0:12:24- Everyone here's a young carer?- Yeah. It's good for them to be able
0:12:24 > 0:12:28to share their experiences, talk to others in the same boat.
0:12:28 > 0:12:32We offer advice, training on things like wellbeing, first aid,
0:12:32 > 0:12:34healthy eating. So it's an important resource as well as a break
0:12:34 > 0:12:35for these kids.
0:12:35 > 0:12:38- For some, the only one they get. - Once a week.
0:12:38 > 0:12:41- I wish. We've only got the funds to run this monthly.- No?
0:12:41 > 0:12:44- That's such a shame!- Well, we do the odd day out and respite care
0:12:44 > 0:12:46where we can, but you can see why this means so much to them.
0:12:46 > 0:12:48MUSIC STARTS
0:12:48 > 0:12:51Right, that's my cue. Sure you won't change your mind about joining in?
0:12:55 > 0:13:01OK! Let's start off with a hop and, at the same time, bring your hands
0:13:01 > 0:13:02in front of you.
0:13:03 > 0:13:04Go on!
0:13:06 > 0:13:09And push off that foot back to centre and do the same thing
0:13:09 > 0:13:10in reverse.
0:13:10 > 0:13:12And repeat!
0:13:12 > 0:13:14Quicken up. Good!
0:13:14 > 0:13:17Ah, look at Shelley, she's great!
0:13:19 > 0:13:22OK, and now we're going to take the right foot forward.
0:13:25 > 0:13:27Oh, you normally love this stuff!
0:13:31 > 0:13:32Back to centre.
0:13:34 > 0:13:37All this sudden altruism. Rosie, for instance.
0:13:37 > 0:13:39It's not altruism, I'm supporting her after what she's been through.
0:13:39 > 0:13:42It's good she's agreed to go to counselling and you'll be there
0:13:42 > 0:13:46- to see her through it.- Yeah, well, I'm not going to be around forever.
0:13:46 > 0:13:49None of us are, mate. Hey, Mark Twain.
0:13:52 > 0:13:53What?
0:13:53 > 0:13:57Mark Twain is born the same year that Halley's Comet comes
0:13:57 > 0:14:00to the Earth and he says, "I will leave when it comes back again."
0:14:00 > 0:14:04- Did he?- Yeah, course he did. 76 years later, comet comes back
0:14:04 > 0:14:06and he dies of a heart attack a few hours later. Genius.
0:14:06 > 0:14:08And that is relevant to me how?
0:14:08 > 0:14:11Well, specifically, I'm not sure it is, but I think it's
0:14:11 > 0:14:14in the general spirit of, you know, let's all eat, drink and be merry.
0:14:14 > 0:14:15Right.
0:14:15 > 0:14:19Or we could delve into the muddy quagmire that is
0:14:19 > 0:14:21human relationships.
0:14:22 > 0:14:24Now you're talking.
0:14:24 > 0:14:25Tell me everything.
0:14:27 > 0:14:30You should have seen her face! She thought she'd won!
0:14:30 > 0:14:33Until we pulled out the piece de resistance.
0:14:33 > 0:14:36Oh, yeah, the video! So there was the video with everything,
0:14:36 > 0:14:38everything that she'd tried to deny.
0:14:38 > 0:14:40Oh, I wish I'd been there!
0:14:40 > 0:14:42High-five for girl power.
0:14:42 > 0:14:44Doesn't guarantee she'll do the right thing.
0:14:44 > 0:14:46No, but at least she's been true to her word.
0:14:46 > 0:14:49She's got in some sexism ambassadors.
0:14:49 > 0:14:51Oh, they've got their work cut out for them.
0:14:51 > 0:14:53What do they actually do, these ambassadors?
0:14:53 > 0:14:56Oh, I don't know, play fun exercises or something to challenge
0:14:56 > 0:14:59- people's thinking.- You mean they tell a bunch of pumped-up guys
0:14:59 > 0:15:00how to play nice?
0:15:00 > 0:15:04- Oh, so cynical and for one so young! - Let's just drink some more wine.
0:15:04 > 0:15:08- Hurrah!- Hurrah!- Hurrah to more wine!
0:15:08 > 0:15:09Hurrah!
0:15:12 > 0:15:15What are you planning on doing when you leave school?
0:15:15 > 0:15:18Social work. I know, you're thinking I'd have had enough.
0:15:18 > 0:15:21I was wondering about your mum.
0:15:21 > 0:15:23Yeah, no chance of me escaping.
0:15:23 > 0:15:25I'm sorry, I...
0:15:25 > 0:15:28Danny got us a place at the local college. It's mad.
0:15:28 > 0:15:30Only a few years back, I was nearly kicked out of school.
0:15:30 > 0:15:32How long have you been looking after your mum?
0:15:32 > 0:15:35My dad did a runner when I was five.
0:15:35 > 0:15:37For years, it was just the two of us.
0:15:37 > 0:15:41- How come nobody knew?- Mum would go mental if I had anyone round
0:15:41 > 0:15:43- and my mates wouldn't get it. - Oh, but you don't know that
0:15:43 > 0:15:45for sure.
0:15:45 > 0:15:49Most kids are totally clueless, obsessed with the latest tech,
0:15:49 > 0:15:50some rubbish pop act.
0:15:51 > 0:15:53So what's up with your mum?
0:15:53 > 0:15:55Adam. You don't have to answer that.
0:15:55 > 0:15:56She's bipolar.
0:15:56 > 0:15:58Gets depressed, has these anxiety attacks.
0:15:58 > 0:16:01But she's not disabled. I mean, she can still do stuff.
0:16:01 > 0:16:04- See what I mean?- I'm not stupid.
0:16:04 > 0:16:07Your mum's not totally dependent. She doesn't need you to, like,
0:16:07 > 0:16:10- wipe her bum.- Adam!- Do you know what it's like to spend a whole day
0:16:10 > 0:16:14at school wondering if she's turned the gas off, blown up the house?
0:16:14 > 0:16:16I've had her wake up the whole street at five in the morning
0:16:16 > 0:16:18- bashing on doors.- I'm sorry.
0:16:18 > 0:16:21Once, she decided to jump from the top window.
0:16:21 > 0:16:23Had to be sectioned to stop her killing herself.
0:16:23 > 0:16:24Will that do you?
0:16:24 > 0:16:26I didn't know!
0:16:26 > 0:16:27I didn't know.
0:16:31 > 0:16:34Do I regret marrying Cherry?
0:16:38 > 0:16:40Yeah, we just weren't compatible.
0:16:40 > 0:16:43And Heather?
0:16:43 > 0:16:45Oh, come on. What is this, the third degree?
0:16:45 > 0:16:48That was a really messed-up time in my life, wasn't it? So...
0:16:49 > 0:16:53- Your turn.- Me? I never regret anything I do,
0:16:53 > 0:16:55- least of all relationships.- Right.
0:16:58 > 0:16:59- Jas?- Ah.
0:16:59 > 0:17:01- Mel?- Hmm.- Niamh?
0:17:01 > 0:17:03Well, you know...
0:17:04 > 0:17:05You miss her?
0:17:07 > 0:17:08Odd occasion.
0:17:09 > 0:17:10The one that got away?
0:17:13 > 0:17:14Yours?
0:17:15 > 0:17:16I don't know.
0:17:19 > 0:17:21What's the name of that police woman?
0:17:24 > 0:17:25Eva.
0:17:25 > 0:17:26Eva.
0:17:32 > 0:17:35- Can we just go?!- Not without saying goodbye to Shelley.
0:17:35 > 0:17:36She won't talk to me.
0:17:36 > 0:17:40# I'm here, just like I said
0:17:40 > 0:17:44# Though I'm breaking every rule I've ever made
0:17:45 > 0:17:49# My racing heart is just the same
0:17:51 > 0:17:55# Why make it strong to break it once again? #
0:17:55 > 0:17:58Go on! If that's not an olive branch....
0:17:58 > 0:17:59Go on!
0:17:59 > 0:18:01# And I'd love to say I do... #
0:18:02 > 0:18:05- BOTH:- # Give everything to you
0:18:05 > 0:18:07# But I can never now be true
0:18:08 > 0:18:10# So I say
0:18:10 > 0:18:15# I think I better leave right now before I fall any deeper. #
0:18:15 > 0:18:17SHELLEY'S PHONE RINGS
0:18:17 > 0:18:19Not really a singer, eh?
0:18:19 > 0:18:22# I'm feeling weaker and weaker
0:18:22 > 0:18:25# Somebody better show me how... #
0:18:25 > 0:18:26Is everything OK?
0:18:27 > 0:18:30# I think I better leave right now. #
0:18:32 > 0:18:33APPLAUSE
0:18:36 > 0:18:40One of my boyfriends got his mum to dump me.
0:18:40 > 0:18:41You're joking?
0:18:41 > 0:18:46I thought he was perfect, but actually he was gutless.
0:18:46 > 0:18:49- Aren't they all? - When was this?- 1985.
0:18:49 > 0:18:53Hang on, so you would have been 12!
0:18:53 > 0:18:57He was the year above. I should have known better!
0:18:57 > 0:19:00Well, I once dumped someone in their sleep.
0:19:00 > 0:19:02What?
0:19:02 > 0:19:05I was seeing this guy who talked in his sleep and he kept banging on
0:19:05 > 0:19:08- about my friend who he was in love with.- What, seriously?
0:19:08 > 0:19:11Yeah, and then he didn't understand why I didn't want to talk to him
0:19:11 > 0:19:13- the next day!- Sounds like a loser.
0:19:13 > 0:19:16Even in their sleep, men are morons!
0:19:16 > 0:19:20Oh, no, come on. There's got to be some decent ones out there.
0:19:24 > 0:19:25AYESHA SIGHS
0:19:27 > 0:19:30Yeah, well, you can't go back, can you? Change the past.
0:19:30 > 0:19:33Not without a Time And Relative Dimension In Space device,
0:19:33 > 0:19:35otherwise known as a TARDIS.
0:19:35 > 0:19:38Sorry, you're talking, I'm listening. Go on, talk.
0:19:38 > 0:19:41It made me realise something, why I keep repeating the same mistakes
0:19:41 > 0:19:43- over and over. - No, no, I'm not having that.
0:19:43 > 0:19:46It's not your fault that Cherry and Heather were such harpies!
0:19:46 > 0:19:48Sorry. Pray continue.
0:19:52 > 0:19:55I pushed Cherry away, made it impossible for her.
0:19:57 > 0:20:01If you can't love yourself, it's pretty hard for someone else to.
0:20:01 > 0:20:04You're such a sensitive soul, it touches me very deeply.
0:20:04 > 0:20:05Come on. I'm trying to be serious here.
0:20:05 > 0:20:08Did you read that on the back of some greeting card or something?
0:20:08 > 0:20:11There is only so much navel-gazing that we can do.
0:20:11 > 0:20:14Relationships will always be the biggest conundrum the universe has
0:20:14 > 0:20:15for us.
0:20:15 > 0:20:17Now who's talking in cliches?
0:20:18 > 0:20:20I've got one for you.
0:20:20 > 0:20:24It's really difficult for someone else to make you happy
0:20:24 > 0:20:26if you can't make yourself happy.
0:20:26 > 0:20:29In other words, you're much better off just having a nice night out
0:20:29 > 0:20:31with a mate. You know, a like-minded soul.
0:20:31 > 0:20:34You reckon?
0:20:34 > 0:20:35I love you, Jimmi.
0:20:36 > 0:20:38I love you too.
0:20:38 > 0:20:41No, seriously, I don't know what I'd do without you.
0:20:44 > 0:20:46The neighbour says Mum's freaking out, wants me there.
0:20:46 > 0:20:48- Can you take Shelley home? - I'll get the car.
0:20:48 > 0:20:51I can't leave now, but I'll call as soon as I'm finished,
0:20:51 > 0:20:52check everything's OK.
0:20:52 > 0:20:55- Thanks.- I'll phone your mum's CPN first thing tomorrow,
0:20:55 > 0:20:56ask her to pay a visit.
0:21:01 > 0:21:04- Fun's over. - I'm sorry about your mum.
0:21:05 > 0:21:07- You weren't bad up there. - For a dumb kid.
0:21:07 > 0:21:09Anyway, I thought you'd hate that song.
0:21:09 > 0:21:11I do.
0:21:13 > 0:21:15- Can I ask you a question? - Maybe now's not the time.
0:21:15 > 0:21:17It's all right.
0:21:20 > 0:21:23Do you ever, like, resent your mum,
0:21:23 > 0:21:25wish things were different?
0:21:25 > 0:21:26Of course. You've seen her.
0:21:27 > 0:21:30But she did it for me when I was a baby, so I owe her.
0:21:41 > 0:21:44- I'm sorry about tonight. - Sorry about what?
0:21:44 > 0:21:47Well, you know, it's been a bit volatile.
0:21:47 > 0:21:49Poor girl's had her heart broken.
0:21:49 > 0:21:52Besides, that's what happens when you take in all these waifs
0:21:52 > 0:21:55and strays. You're practically a public service.
0:21:55 > 0:21:57No, it's not like that.
0:21:57 > 0:21:58I'm only teasing.
0:21:59 > 0:22:01You're a good woman, Dr Reid.
0:22:03 > 0:22:06MUSIC NEXT DOOR: Girls And Boys by Blur
0:22:13 > 0:22:14- What IS going on?!- Come on!
0:22:15 > 0:22:18I've missed this! I love Girls And Boys!
0:22:18 > 0:22:20Yeah, I've missed them too!
0:22:20 > 0:22:23- Honestly, I've had it with men! - Yeah, well, I'll drink to that.
0:22:23 > 0:22:25No, seriously though, I'm thinking about swapping to the other side.
0:22:25 > 0:22:27- Oh, really?- How about you two?
0:22:27 > 0:22:29Could shack up tonight!
0:22:29 > 0:22:31- Actually, I should get a cab. - Oh, OK.
0:22:33 > 0:22:34Oh.
0:22:34 > 0:22:37- Oh, well.- Ruined your night. - No, you haven't.
0:22:37 > 0:22:40Yes, I have, I always do. I always just go a bit too far.
0:22:40 > 0:22:42Will you stop beating yourself up?
0:22:44 > 0:22:47Oh, God, this is what she does. I'm just like her.
0:22:47 > 0:22:50No, you're not. You're nothing like your mother.
0:22:50 > 0:22:53No? Had a gorgeous bloke...
0:22:53 > 0:22:55and then I blew it.
0:22:55 > 0:22:58Come on. Time for you to go to bed.
0:22:58 > 0:23:00No. I thought he was the real deal, Emma.
0:23:00 > 0:23:03I know. We always think they're the real deal.
0:23:08 > 0:23:10Ooh!
0:23:11 > 0:23:13Oh, I am cream-crackered.
0:23:16 > 0:23:18Bet you are too.
0:23:18 > 0:23:19Good though, no?
0:23:20 > 0:23:24I know what you're doing. You want me to go and be with my mum.
0:23:24 > 0:23:26Adam, I don't want you to go.
0:23:26 > 0:23:28I just...
0:23:28 > 0:23:31I wanted to show you that I think you can do it with help.
0:23:32 > 0:23:35I know it's scary and I know that it's not what you and your
0:23:35 > 0:23:38mum planned, but you can't hide out here forever and pretend
0:23:38 > 0:23:40that it's not happening. She needs you.
0:23:41 > 0:23:43OK.
0:23:43 > 0:23:47So I think that this is from Gina.
0:23:47 > 0:23:50- She must have dropped it round. - What does it say?
0:23:50 > 0:23:51Can you pass me my glasses?
0:23:53 > 0:23:56So it's a care plan.
0:24:00 > 0:24:04She's suggesting the carers pay a set number of visits every day,
0:24:04 > 0:24:07take care of your mum's needs.
0:24:07 > 0:24:11Do things like dressing her and taking care of personal needs.
0:24:11 > 0:24:12So I won't have to do that?
0:24:14 > 0:24:17No, but it's not a magic wand. There will still be lots of things
0:24:17 > 0:24:19- that you're going to have to do for her.- Like what?
0:24:19 > 0:24:21- Like cleaning and stuff?- Cooking.
0:24:21 > 0:24:24I'm a Bake Off expert. I make the best Victoria sponge.
0:24:24 > 0:24:29Adam, there's going to be loads of changes for you.
0:24:29 > 0:24:32- When do I have to decide? - We'll talk it all through next week
0:24:32 > 0:24:35when we go to Norfolk. Bit of sea air.
0:24:35 > 0:24:37What are you going to tell Gina in the meantime?
0:24:37 > 0:24:38I don't want Mum to think that I'm...
0:24:38 > 0:24:42Oh, she knows how much you love her, and that's the most important thing.
0:24:45 > 0:24:48Your parents are supposed to be the ones who understand you
0:24:48 > 0:24:51above all others, but not mine.
0:24:51 > 0:24:55Yes, my dad leaves a message on the answerphone and he somehow
0:24:55 > 0:24:57manages to fit the G word in.
0:24:57 > 0:24:59G word?
0:24:59 > 0:25:02Grandchildren. I have half a mind to disown him.
0:25:03 > 0:25:05- Like- I- did?
0:25:05 > 0:25:07- Sorry.- No, it's fine.
0:25:07 > 0:25:09I still owe you a debt for what you did.
0:25:11 > 0:25:12- No regrets.- Nope.
0:25:14 > 0:25:16Couldn't see it at the time, but...
0:25:17 > 0:25:22..clearly something was coming to an end, and I can't keep blaming
0:25:22 > 0:25:25my dad for all the bad decisions I've made in my life.
0:25:25 > 0:25:27- Sure. - I've got my own house in order.
0:25:29 > 0:25:30OK.
0:25:30 > 0:25:33You're starting to sound just a teensy little bit Christian, there.
0:25:33 > 0:25:36Right, well, that's what I wanted to talk to you about because
0:25:36 > 0:25:39I'm moving on, I've discovered something else.
0:25:39 > 0:25:43Oh, thank goodness, cos, I tell you, I'd had that religiosity up to here.
0:25:43 > 0:25:46I know you, I know you really well, and you are not in the God squad.
0:25:47 > 0:25:49Sorry, you were going to say something, go on.
0:25:49 > 0:25:52Um, yeah, I just...
0:25:52 > 0:25:54- Time's getting on, maybe we should get the bill.- Yeah, yeah.
0:25:54 > 0:25:56You need your beauty sleep. Garcon?
0:26:01 > 0:26:03- Come on.- Do you need a hand?
0:26:03 > 0:26:05I think I've got it, but thanks.
0:26:07 > 0:26:09- What are you doing?- Texting Tyler.
0:26:09 > 0:26:13- Do you really think that's a good idea?- Mm-hm.- Come on.
0:26:13 > 0:26:15I tell you what, why don't you sleep on it and see how you feel
0:26:15 > 0:26:19in the morning? I'm just going to give it to Lena for safekeeping.
0:26:19 > 0:26:20- (Thank you.- No problem.)
0:26:22 > 0:26:24Come on! You'll thank me in the morning.
0:26:24 > 0:26:27- I won't thank you in the morning. - Yes, you will, yes, you will.
0:26:31 > 0:26:33I thought that the doctors might get...
0:26:33 > 0:26:34Seriously?
0:26:34 > 0:26:37- Have a good day pushing your drugs. - And you, pushing your pen.
0:26:37 > 0:26:39- Something's come up, so I need to get out.- Really?
0:26:39 > 0:26:41It's not really a request.
0:26:41 > 0:26:45Slow burn, sustainable success. That's the Holy Grail.
0:26:45 > 0:26:48If you build it, they will come.
0:26:48 > 0:26:49What is this "we"?
0:26:49 > 0:26:51Two out of the three partners weren't even consulted.
0:26:51 > 0:26:54Two out of the three partners weren't even here.